PozTalkAuthor

honey, let him cum in you! Give in, you know you want it. 

Anyway, good morning chaser! 

Yes, it happened! With a guy, and also with a girl. Especially when you hear those laughters, the same you hear on the tv when the guy/girl want to get all attentions on themselves. I'm not the kind of man who says "fuck, and don't talk"; so, if it was the case, I just stepped away with an excuse or the other. 

Now the problem does not exist as I'm intimate with just one guy but if we ever open our couple, I'd be very curious to know what he thinks. We'll discuss this matter of voices today - we have actually a co-worker like this, her laughter seems a horny hen! And honestly it's a positive thing to have her around as she avoids me to be forever horny and fuck my guy on the office's desk! LOL! 

Kissing is essential for me! As I'm not into anonymous sex I've always had intimacy; so, why not! 

I've read the story quite fast, I'll tell you more feedbacks in a while. 

I'm just thinking of pastor klyne pozzing his son Ryan... 

@onlyraw if you want a coming out from me... Never been to a bathhouse and think I'd never go; and I just laugh at the idea of _me_ in those places! Maybe it's because I'm a computer worker, I stay most of time with the same people so, when I go out with friend and meet others, sex and drinking -alcohol, I mean-, is the very last subject I think about. I want to talk, play, sing, have fun in other ways. Yes I'm one guy who rejects even smoking, smell of cigarettes drives me mad nervous. 

A comedian some days ago said "I'm the transgressive guy; I don't have any tattoos, I don't smoke, at parties I drink water"... 

I don't feel it as a transgression, I just do what I'm comfortable with. Only thing, because of some stories here, I'm thinking to buy and wear a pendant on my neck, with the biohazard sign. Nothing else. Even because tattoos... I'm the only poz who's afraid of needles, maybe! I go for blood tests but every time I must enter the exam room, I tremble a bit. My guy says I'm similar to a human-shaped vibrator

13 hours ago, LetsPOZBreed said:

Thanks for the reply....I wouldn't go so far as to say that sex doesn't excite me anymore...far from it; I just get excited by connection more.  

Understand you completely.

I've never been into anon sex, or random encounters but lately I'm realizing that emotionless sex for me is also meaningless.

Not only in real life but also reading stories here, from when I started to read BZ fictions I turn on mostly reading when there is a sort of emotional connection among characters - not necessarily love; almost finding boring stories with guys taking cum for the sake of it, without remembering who, what and when.

I think life goes through phases: now we need this. Has the pandemic caused it all? Maybe yes, maybe not, talking about me I can say I feel like this because I'm currently in love. Or, without going too deep...

I'm step by step coming close to my 50th birthday. 2025 is just behind the door, so, what should I look for, again? I feel to have everything, and random sex gives me nothing. 

No, you're not alone, and my sex life has changed considerably, in years. 

From my twenties when I started to have sex -both top and bottom-, I've always considered myself "the monogamous type" and had a few relationships. One ending up with a HIV positive test at age of 37; but the extremely "binary" mindset I had, influenced me. Boolean we say in computer jargon. Zero is false, One is true. So, after some time sexless after pozzed, I started having meaningless sex. Not anonymous, but "don't ask don't tell" with regular fuckbuddies, met just for sex, and a beer at the most. 

Same with my last ex; zero, or one. Open relationship, or nothing. The result has been in a false sense of happiness, then we came out with mutual poz kink, although in the end pandemic and lockdowns deteriorated our couple. 

In short, we ended up to live together and be fuckbuddies with poztalk, a fetish I persuaded myself I couldn't share with anyone else, except sexting buddies on this site. 

Now? With my current guy? I've re-discovered the joy of being intimate with a person I love, and who loves me. A person who cares for me entirely and not only wanting my member inside or his inside me, or didn't want the curiosity and fun of a kink. He wanted and wants me, as I am. 

I'm re-discovering how monogamy can be interesting too, with the right person. His warm skin, his breath becoming fast or slow depending on what's happening between us, knowing each other from body language... 

An intimacy that no random hookup would give me; never been into it! Never been into gangbangs or similar... 

I also had an experience with a girl while my ex and me were in deep crysis. My best friend. She's like a sister for me and that experience made me realize what I wanted from sex. Intimacy and trust. 

Now, with my current guy, I seem to have found it. 

I let random encounters and hard violent sex acts, to people who love them. I don't, even in fiction I am rarely reading those. 

❤️➕🦠☣️☣️☣️😘

can't talk for others, but, you know you can share fantasies and roleplay poztalk with me, whenever you want to! 

Honey! You seem to read my mind going backwards. Reverse-stealthing a chaser was one of my first fantasies as soon as I embraced my poz gifting kink during that hot summer of 2019. 

Reverse-stealthing I mean, I'm poz, undetectable, and fuck a chaser telling him I'm gifting him. Then if he says he's still neg... That's not my issue, it just didn't take! It's his genes not my HIV! 

But then I never transferred it to real; it's better, much better, saying to be roleplaying, from the beginning. For me at least, my relationship with my real partner and Internet sext buddies, is much much better. Honesty pays. 

4 hours ago, hotguy02 said:

My top is strictly against me getting on prep.  He is poz undetectable. N told me there was no need bc he's the only one I swallow or get bred by

Honestly I don't really understand your partner's position... I'm poz undetectable too; with my neg partner we're currently monogamous and play bareback, but we have talked a lot of this issue, even with him coming with me to my doctor. 

For now he's not on Prep, but I really have nothing against it if my guy one day would tell me he'd go for it; it's HIS health, HIS body. And in case he wants to open the relationship Prep is the first thing we would think about. Well, if he wanted to take it without us to open our relationship "officially", I would have nothing against that decision as it means, "if you cheat you at least think of your health". I have HIV due to cheating consequences in a before-Prep time; why should I say no! I'm undetectable, I'm safe, but if the guy wants Prep it would not mean he's fearing me; he'd be rather protecting himself, and that's his right.

he can only say THANKS, then! Who else might bother organizing a conversion party for him! He should feel so IMPORTANT! 

honey, you left me hanging all this time! I can't wait for next chapter of this, with the guy joining the private party! 

It was in open air; warm weather, in the woods. There was the sound of water stream in distance, the scent of pine cones and flowers around... It was, and is, the only moment I want to remember of the relationship with my ex! I also regret to have brought him there, he didn't deserve such a good place. Waiting for this summer to repeat the experience with my current guy! Trees don't talk LOL

Dirty slut! Make it interesting, make him date this guy till he gets converted! The mutual devotion, chaser for gifter and gifter for chaser... 

And for what concerns you, your punishment is still valid!

6 hours ago, tallslenderguy said:

To me, verbal, or any sounds that come out of me, are a response to the Man i am with, not the other way around.  

i sucked a Mans cock about a week ago, and He was incessant with verbal.   i have experienced incessant verbal with a Top before, and it was one of the most profound connections i have ever had, but with this Guy, it was interfering with the connection. The difference?  The Man i connected with was real, all His verbal was a real expression of what He was feeling and experiencing, the one who disconnected was trying to hard, he was doing what he thought would be hot, effective, but it was contrived vs a real expression of where he was at, what he was feeling. 

i think verbal or sounds that we make, are tools to communicate, not to imitate some porn scene or some imagined event we want vs the one we are currently experiencing. 

As an aside, sometimes the words that come out are nonsensical, especially if the sex connection is really good, brain gets overloaded and what comes out of the mouth is word salad lol. 

i think imitation begging from a bottom, or imitation instruction from a Top, are both obnoxious and counter productive. But when they are expressions of what One/one is truly feeling and experiencing at the time, i think it is part of the fuck and connection and i'm glad when it's expressed.

As I have said elsewhere, reality and porn must not be confronted... It's like comparing a real relationship to the prince-princess in fairy tales. No way! As a versatile guy, I prefer verbal both as top and as bottom, I don't specify more because from my displayname anyone can guess; so, from my experience I say that the intensity of verbal depends on how confident I am with the person; when I was with some fuckbuddies who did not know my status, I was mostly quiet and -as top at least- I found sex quite boring; of course the experience I have now, with the love of my life, it's completely different.

Anonymous sex or with unknown partners? I'm not much into it, but if it ever happens, I don't think I'd be verbal. 

And I admit, I've learnt the importance of being more verbal, when I met a blind person; no sex with them as I'm talking about just a friend, but confront and confidence with them, opened a completely new world to me. Including to turn people on by writing dirty messages LOL

Verbal! Always! And I let you guess how!!!

I flagged "keep it at 18" because, yes, times have changed, young people can know more about sex, and early. 

But together with the twisted 47-years-old guy enjoying dirty chats on bz and of course nasty sex, I'm also a computer professional who knows the danger of unsafe sexting -and sex-... 

At 12, 13 but even 16, a person still has to understand themselves, especially younger age they might know everything about sex but not having enough parameters to "select" people to trust or not; true, love affection and trust are feelings that are difficult to be learnt even when grown up; but when you are an adult you have more ways to defend yourself. 

Not in all countries of the world we have proper sex -and digital- education, so, at least age of consent may give a protection apparently. 

Call me fanatic, or fearful, or something worse, but having seen in person -at work- how an adult can manipulate a minor, well, I'd not agree with a possibility to decrease consent age; if it were up to me, I'd start strict digital education, and sex education, from 10 years old to 20. It's normal to be naive when young, but why should a teen hit the wall if they can prevent it? 

Sorry, maybe I'm upset after having watched "web of lies" tv show; call me the boring man, I'll accept it LOL. 

Even at 47, almost 48, I don't send sex-explicit pics on the net, it's my choice and no one has the right to judge me about it; let alone a teen! Teens are confident even without knowing who's on the other side! Then bullying, blackmailing, and even something worse - NO!!! 

And, notice: I'm the one to get excited reading stories where an older poz guy helps a 18 or 20-years-old naive boy through sexuality thanks to experience. But I hate when those plots lead to forceful acts, stealthing, drugs... Awareness. Always.

52 minutes ago, Vancrawman said:

great minds think alike...

I doubt in reality this could happen anyways. 

Now I wait for the next! 

oh fuck! The virus of this guy resisting PrEP... It's similar to the virus character I'm slowly creating for next story, HIV-R3 -Resistant, Resilient, Radioactive-.  ☣️🦠☢️

fuck yes... Go on! I want to see him convert and accept his new life as a real poz slut!

someone has decided to try turning me on 😘

yes please...continue with this! Me and my guy need new poz stories like oxygen 🦠☣️ 

hey, another super hot piece - i was just wondering where you ended up! 

11 minutes ago, curiousneg1 said:

Hahahahha 

I love it... Lol well this is who I am

I hope you keep interested in me .

I like to share and talk dirty.

 

 

 

And I love dirty poz talk with you any time!