PozTalkAuthor

Oh damn, @tankbottom what the fuck is happening? My HIV may have a strong empathy with yours! That's why I'm feverish these days, our viruses are having a Christmas reunion without us humans knowing!

[REAL] - I'm struggling with a particularly strong flu and I had a bad dream of my partner flushing my meds, replacing them with fake candies to force his pozzing. 

And what have I found when I woke up? The final part of your story referring to a guy flushing the main character's meds to force his viral load's increase! 

Yes I admit, despite my strong gifting fantasy that's something I'd never accept. A fear I had when my ex, the abuser, lived here. He wanted me off meds and I had to keep pills safe in the office to avoid him accessing them. 

I overcame it all but you know, dreams sometimes revive old fears. 

Anyways, my current bf and I, had a laugh at all this and shared the story's link. He had no time to read every previous part before so it ended up with poz talk as usual.

Longing for part2!!!

despite I'm weak for flu, this makes me horny! A neg always must submit to a superior DNA!

Oh, fuck! 

Despite I'm not into drugs I've loved this for the large (pun intended) amount of ass play. 

Especially the double sextoy to use one-another. The one that can be shoved in both holes and both participants can play! I'll look on line if there is something similar in real so that my partner and I can play! We plan to explore hardcore assplay, namely fisting, but we aren't ready yet it hurts. So we are going to play with toys first. 

At home no underwear. Being my boyfriend around or not, I always want to be ready to get excited when I chill out. 

At work, boxers

Good! This guy David starts to enjoy the pleasure of sex freedom. 

Now, next step... 🦠☣️ 

No, it has not to be immediate. Someone should start telling him that getting poz will free him from fears

This is a good start! Keep on writing!!!

On 12/15/2023 at 6:54 PM, toolman1966 said:

There is a true bond between two pozzed gay men who love each other.

Fuck... Yes!!!

15 hours ago, BBArchangel said:

I love a romantic pozzing story, and this one is well-written.

Same tastes! 

Not to criticize, but I often find stories that are all similar. I love the ones from heir2012 for example, which imply many kinds of feelings, beyond sex; then tankbottom. And of course this one! 

I also have read one about a couple where one pozzed .the other and they then opened a bathhouse, the guy was navi32 but he deleted his account. 

Anyway I also understand why it's difficult... Oh, there was Losolent too, but his stories were a bit too complex I think. 

Well, creating a good story to "fidelize" readers, to get them affectionate to author and character, is too complex as it must be balanced. It's easier to create one about random hookups cumdumps and pozzings but feelings involve us to grow up with the character itself. 

I'm an author myself, I've had one finished story "we have to talk" and I wanted to make people get feelings for the talking virus. But I did not succeed completely! So, I simply took it easy and am currently working on different projects outside. Does 2024 bring something new? Who knows? 

My virus has no intention to get up and inspire me at moment. We lost Whamageddon game... And that's it! 

12 hours ago, marriedsub said:

Beautiful, romantic story, and quite inspiring. Would love to be married to a man and get pregnant with his poz babies!

That's the ultimate submission, honey! 

For the neg, because they give their complete dedication to their partner. The end of old life and beginning of the new one. 

And for the poz, it's such a pride. Loving their partner as much as feeling the desire to share the most intimate part of you. 

A ring? You can lose it, it can get ruined or even stolen. 

The virus, at the most it can be STEALTHED! 

very compatible with my tastes!

Honey, you enjoy leaving us hanging, don't you?  😉☣️⚡️❤️😂

this is becoming hotter and hotter - pool boy needs to get willingly, knowingly, pozzed up! 

One little virus here suggests me someone's going to gift David, sooner or later!

Favorite moment, when his hole is completely relaxed after a good rimming session that lasts many minutes! His body seems to say "you own me, I'm yours, never forget it" 

Same from my part, obvious! When we lick each other's hole it's heaven! 

Then, complete ownership happens, and the second best moment comes: when I'm close, we both feel it, and he shouts... Well, can't say what he shouts then!

So fucking romantic and hot!!!

how many transphobic/serophobic/homophobic guys had this poor trans lady met! 

This one has no fault, to be treated this way... 

Many topics have been talked in this discussions, many points of view, all interesting, don't know if I manage to cover them all! 

- gifting/chasing fantasies: many reasons for them, and each one makes sense for the person living it! But it's essential to understand where you want your life to go! I said it several times here: FANTASY is a thing, DESIRE is another. 

What I think is that a good sex education is essential to allow youngest people to understand what they really want! Now science (meds and PrEP) and technology (sites, forums, instant messengers) can allow us to keep our fantasies alive, even the darkest, without harming ourselves or others. 

- judgments: all of us are somehow judgmental towards ourselves or others, because we're unfortunately grown up in a somehow judgmental culture. And your way to manage judgments depends on how sure you are about yourself! Not everything can be told to everyone! 

- stigma and self-stigma: yes, everyone lives it in their own way. I was full of self-stigma due to the fact I decided to forgive my cheating ex, unaware that the damage was just matter of time. It's him who brought HIV home, it was me to feel guilty because I let him "enter my door again" in all senses of the word. That is, "you are gay and deserve HIV no matter if you were faithful". "You deserve no longer to have sex because you have those nasty gifting fantasies and you are a danger."

As someone already said, status coming-out is a no-turning-back journey and my own experience has always been "say it when you're ready".

Being "ready" means having trusted people to count on, being psychologically prepared to the idea of a potential rejection not only in sex life but also possible in friendships and partners.

I was independent, earnt my own money when I revealed it to my biological father, I didn't expect any other reaction than the one he had, that is cutting every contact with me. But it was mutual, I can't change my DNA but he's never deserved me to consider him "dad". Sperm donor is appropriate. 

So, having the support of my mother and her second husband, my twin sister and my then best friend now boyfriend, I feel and felt strong to face everything, including unpolite behavior in front of healthcare-related people being ignorant on it! Did I say "RTFM" -read the fucking manual- to the dentist? Yes, I did. And told him "I've the money, you've the service. Judge yourself who's in control". 

But strength grows with awareness and you can't face an asshole doctor/dentist if you feel stigmatized/marginalized yourself. For me HIV is no longer something to be ashamed of, it's been a long journey to achieve this awareness but I'm here and never fucking look back. 

- chasers and regretting: for all of you mentioning dentist's face or stigma or rejection or whatever else to discourage chasers, I honestly don't find this strategy so effective. 

It's not as in early 80s where people got stigmatized who knows why, now it's possible to know about stigma, meds, insurance issues where present, etc, they have PrEP in hands, and they choose the other path; everyone has their own reason, and, in some cases they also might feel they've nothing more to lose. 

Many gay men (or even boys) have been rejected by family, by school, by friends, due to their orientation, someone could say "one more rejection means nothing". Or "too much anxiety and panic for std's, at least let me decide who and when". 

I've even heard, HERE, someone saying "I'm almost at the end of my life, makes no sense to be still safe let me decide how to die at least". 

- liking/embracing to be poz? Once you are, you can't reverse the situation so you can choose if living in regret or embrace your new life in a way or the other. I've had no possibility to decide about my own health, you could blame me for not having used condoms with my ex, aware that he was a serial cheater? 

Find it yourself, how many time a monogamous partner uses condoms after having forgiven their love, for the cheat? Blame me for having had hope that it was the last and there were no consequences! 

I don't "like" to be poz, I'm not proud of the virus itself. But I'm proud of the man I've become, of the awareness I've acquired with time and experience. If I only had possibility I'd have liked to stay neg, but it's useless to look back in anger. "Don't look back in anger" that's why it's my favorite song. 

- would you like to eradicate HIV from the world? YES. Regardless of my fantasies, what I think, whatever. HIV and AIDS have been a stop to sex freedom in the whole world, many people fighting for gay right in the 70s are no longer here, AIDS has allowed the worst homophobia to come out, together with millions of victims and suffering it caused. Should I continue? Inappropriate, I think. 

Last but not least, what I think about it all? Want to solve problems of people searching for HIV deliberately? First eradicate homophobia, serophobia, never make a person feel judged or marginalized, give everyone a reason to love and be loved. 

Bye and sorry for the too long post. 

One can't be shared in this forum area; the other, having my guy able to hold objects in his ass, pushing them in and out on command. 

now he just should do what Peter did to him - GIFT David

It's becoming hotter and hotter! 🔥🔥🔥☣️

With this stranger whose status is unknown (at least he didn't specify it)... Maybe he wants to bring an extra gift to his wife, despite becoming poz from a bottom is quite rare

4 minutes ago, barebackbro said:

It’s off topic, but I just wanted to say well done, @PozTalkAuthor. I hope everything works out for you. 

more than OK, but the lesson's learned: always consider and listen your body's signals! 

We guys are often grown up with the "performance" culture, never fail, never give up, especially in sex! Even finding ourselves overstressed. But why! 

Quote: "relax, take it easy". 

Let me add another consideration: true that writing with no filter might cause the "keyboard warrior" phenomenon - taking a person and offending them, exchanging it for "freedom". 

But, on the other side, it's the good part of the challenge! 

EVERYONE is able to point a camera on their sexual organs when excited, or their naked bodies. Or whatever. But what does it add, to all images and video you can find somewhere else? 

A sex-related conversation with someone, gets interesting when both parties involve themselves in it with their fantasies, the desire to know each other's tastes, push their limits... 

Just having a dripping penis with "I'm like this because of you" makes no sense for me, that penis could belong to anyone! 

On 11/25/2023 at 10:28 PM, WillingRawVerse said:

Has anyone else felt burnt out from a lot of sex? The past 3 months have been a sex-fueled adventure with men, women, and MTF's. But the past week, I have no desire to have sex. Had a hookup yesterday, and just wasn't into it. I almost feel like my body is telling me I need a break.

Don't know if it can be called "burn out from sex" but I've had a "hard-on block" right after I found out HIV. 

Such as "sex has brought me here, sex is the problem!" Even porn made me feel discomfort! It lasted what, a couple years before feeling comfortable again with my sexual excitement; a little more when it concerned trusting other folks to have physical encounters with. 

And a very short episode happened last year when I left my abusive ex but it lasted a couple days then, as I had another man in my future! He's been (and is) the best support. 

You, don't feel wrong if you have no sex desire; take a break, life can't be just related to sex, good luck

31 minutes ago, NHeat said:

It was fun to say dirty shit to a stranger in hopes of getting each other off. Now it's all about swapping pics and videos. Plus chat rooms are pretty much dead. Anyone else miss it?

Miss it? No, as I do it daily - with guys here I clarified it from the beginning, I love writing and this is my way to dirty-chat so don't ask me multimedia contents of my body. 

Even because I think it's safer: if you write, behind a nickname, and without telling anything about your real life that allows you to be recognized, there are less probabilities of blackmail then. 

I'm an author I write fantasy what the fuck do someone want to take away from me? 

Anyway, depending on your tastes, you can hit me up any time for dirty messages. 

And yes, web chats are very, very rare nowadays - like IRC or ICQ or AOL for example, or browser based rooms; but no one prevents us from using new technology to dirty-talk! Any platform with a textbox and a "send" button can be used in this way. 🔥🔥🔥