Ready2DoThis
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I guess I never thought about that before, I mean, if a guy tells me he's on PrEP I don't question that he is or think to ask him for proof. I wonder what percentage of guys say they're on PrEP but are, in fact, not. I wonder if there are poz guys who say they are negative when they know they are poz.
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I like how you think. Lol
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Thanks. I feel like I'm ready to take that step. I just need to find a guy who is willing to fuck his load in me. That's not as easy as one might think.
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I started barebacking a few years ago and started on prep shortly after that. I tried for about 6 weeks to adjust to prep (Truvada) but had too many symptoms to make it work. The headaches, diarrhea, upset stomach and general fatigue was too much. I tried Descovy; even though the side-effects were not at prevalent I still couldn't tolerate the medicine. There's no way I could feel horny when I had a constant headache and felt like I might throw up at any minute. I was told that the injection might be the way to go but I've been hesitant to give that a try because I'm afraid that I'd have a reaction and there wouldn't be anything to stop the side-effects until the dosage tapered off. I'm also unsure my health insurance will cover it since it is still considered new and does not have a generic alternative available (something my health insurance seems to require). So, after all of that, I decided that I would just play with guys who I was relatively sure weren't going to infect me. I know, there is no absolute way to be sure someone is not harboring an STI but I thought I'd at least give that a go. Recently I met with a couple that are undetectable and took their loads. I think taking their undetectable loads awakened a hunger in me so I have started playing with guys and not asking about their status. Now I'm not sure why but I want to try getting fucked and taking a poz load just to see what it's like. I know the chance of getting infected the first or second time out is very low so I feel like I need to try this. My question is, should I at least try to get the prep injection before I take a known poz load. In the matter of a few years I have gone from a safe sex advocate to a "safe" barebacker, then to taking undetectable and unknown loads to now wanting to try poz loads. I might be a chaser at this point who just hasn't admitted it to himself. Thoughts?
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Most pharmacies sell a rapid HIV test. They cost about $50 or less.
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I wouldn't want to wait around that long to find it the results. Is there an STI Clinic nearby? Where do you go to get prep? They must offer testing.
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Wisconsin Poz Guy Play Group
Ready2DoThis replied to PozBearWI's topic in United States: Other: Central
I'm hoping to make it to your gathering sometime -
I first had condom-less sex 5 years ago when my fuck buddy convinced me to take his cock bare. It wasn't much later that he convinced me to hook up with other guys and let them fuck me bare. Then he convinced me to let him cum in me. Once he started cumming in me it was like it changed me so I wanted the other guys I hooked up with to cum in me too but I was always careful to vet them, as best I could, to make sure they were negative. About a year ago I took my first poz undetectable load. At this point, I've taken 10 undetectable loads. About 4 months ago I took an unknown load. Since then I've taken 3 more unknown loads. Now I want to take a poz detectable load just to see what that's like. I don't want to end up HIV + but I feel like I need to experience taking a poz load just to feel what it's like. I'm not on prep because I don't tolerate it well and I know that the chance of getting infected the first or second time taking a poz load is low so I really want to do this. I think I'll be able to stop after taking a poz load or two. Have any of you gone down a similar path? How do you deal with the crazy desires?
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Keep us posted. Thanks.
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I guess I was pretty naive because I did not know that Vaseline would make a condom fail. My buddy must have known that because the first few times he fucked me. I made him wear a condom and he somehow always managed to sneak his load in me. I think the Vaseline was the catalyst. He would always push in deep just before he came so the condom would break and he would get past my second sphincter which means his cum did not drip out of me right away. Hours later I would have some leakage and when I questioned him about it he said it was probably just the Vaseline that now got heated up by my body and was running out of me. That was my entry into barebacking. Looking back, I don't regret it at all. As a matter of fact, it really turns me on.
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Maybe it IS your nephew. 😳 -
I guess I should have asked earlier, are you on prep and do you take it regularly?
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Definitely get tested but prepare yourself for the results. If you were not looking to convert and think you may now be HIV+ make sure you have a support network in place to help you deal with this emotionally.
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It's been enlightening reading this section. VerbalBTTM, you write eloquently. I experienced and lived through some of the events you touched on. You were able to capture not just the pain we went through but also the things that gave us hope and strength. Because of rising use of sex apps and social media as well as the decline in places for gay men to meet, I don't know that the younger generation will ever understand nor appreciate much of what we lived through.
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I created my profile back in 2022 and mostly forgot about it until about 6 months ago. I came here mostly to read the articles and look at the hot pictures. Recently I started posting a few comments to articles but never formally introduced myself, so here goes. In the span of 3 years, when I first created my profile, I moved from scared of bb sex to embracing it. Also, I started out using this site trying to figure out why someone would be a chaser but in the process of trying to figure that out I discovered that I am turned on by the idea of taking a poz load and now I'm at the point that I want to try it just to see what it's like. Unfortunately there aren't many poz men in my area to help me with that.
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I agree with what you said and share your sentiment. I am following enough news to stay informed but try not to get wrapped up in it emotionally. I write letters to Congress, march in organized protests and do what I can to keep our country from sinking under the current administration's leadership. I will check out the podcast you mentioned.
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I'm naturally smooth which is not what guys want these days. 🫤 As far as what turns me on, I like a guy that's solid/beefy who walks with confidence (but not arrogance) who displays his bulge proudly. I'm open with regard to age but tend to like guys within 10 years of my own age.
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Thanks for all the information. I'm probably just going to stay off prep entirely and play selectively. I really want to have some fun with a poz guy because everyone says it's such a different experience because of the risk factor. I'm weighing the risk against the desire and I am willing to take the risk for the experience. I'm hoping that after I try it a couple of times that I'll be ready to move on but I guess I'll cross that bridge when I come to it. It might be months or years before I find an unmedicated poz guy to play with so this might all be a moot point.
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I'm currently not on any prep or other meds so all my kidney numbers are in the normal range. I'm healthy and happy with the exception of the strong desire to take at least one poz load just to have the experience.
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Thanks for all the advice. I'll have to check it out and also check if my health insurance will cover it. They often will not cover the newer (non-generic) formulations.
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I think I may be one of those people who just cannot take prep. This has been my challenge with trying to figure out how I can take a poz load just to see what it's like and still stay safe as possible.
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I've taken it for up to 26 days but was having headaches, nausea, diarrhea, night sweats, sleep disturbances, various rashes so I decided to just stop taking it and all of those cleared up pretty quickly. I went in and talked to my doctor. They did a blood draw and found my kidney values way off so he advised me not to take anymore until we could figure out a better course of action.
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I'm thinking that I may try the 2-1-1 method. I can put up with side effects for a few days when I know I'm going to have risky sex. It's not just the diarrhea, headaches, rash, sleep disturbances that prep induces in me, it also throws my kidney values way off. So with all of this in mind, I'm thinking of just going without prep and taking a couple of poz loads just for the experience. I know the risk factor is low with that so I think that's probably my best bet.
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I tried Truvada and Descovy and have had bad reactions to them. Basically every side effect they list, I get with a vengeance. I'm finding that I really want to take a poz load just to experience it. I know the chance of me getting pozzed in a single (maybe 2) loads in minimal but what if I find I like taking poz cock. So I'm thinking of trying prep again but doing it 3 times a week to see if I can tolerate that. My question is, is prep effective if I'm only taking half of the prescribed dosage?
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I say give him what he wants! What you both want!
