I'll take some of this advice for sure, and fantasize less / go out and meet right away more. I got another load of cum last night too, he face fucked me til I had tears in my eyes and every drop went straight down my throat. I have another guy coming here in an hour and a half to top me. I didn't tell him I'm wearing a cock cage, cause it turns some tops off, idk why. Mayyybe I'll let him breed me. He seems on the dom side, I hope he is!
Leatherman, I wish I was comfortable at clubs, I've never been. Having someone to go with would be nice, maybe help me find loads too :) I'm in Troy NY and its not a small city, but not big either. Just throwing my city out there in case any of you are close :)