norefusal

lol i always struggle to answer these things in real time. 2024 me is like " who the fuck refuses cum? sounds very niche" 1984 me however is like "this is a fucking hate crime! any top who breeds wout consent belongs in jail!" don't think i'm the only older cumdump "making up for lost time" 😜

"Stan" of course is my nickname for the dark prince 😜 (damn autocorrect!)

prefer to be goalless that way those days i suck off multiple dudes in a row seem like a gift and i don't need to beat myself up on those days i "fail" to reach my quota every random cock is a gift from Stan, not the result on my own hard work 😜

it's only CNC w the first C. otherwise it's rape and sorry but eww i've never done it because despite being confident it's ok, id never leave some poor bottom to spin out for days in a panic - what if i was lying, what if id pozzed him, he said no etc etc It's cruel and not sexy imho

none tbh i'm a hard core "free love" hippie and any monetization of sex bugs the shit outa me on principal on a practical level, i still get laid often enough using the free services to not be bothered much by it

the other day i went over to this leather daddy's house and did all sorts of nasty shit, taking it rough and hard like only a real man can 😈 then i went home and spent 20 min watching an old interview w Mitzi Gaynor talking about working w Bob Mackie and it was by far the gayest shit i'd done all month. when she mention the number that had her favorite costume i knew exactly which song and which dress she was talking about because GAAAAYYY 😜 suck all the D you want but if you wanna stay on the DL, don't let your boys catch you singing along to Wicked cause you somehow know all the words. that shit is Gay 🤣

yup. trust me, every other guy you pass on the street has this same story. it might even be every guy. most just take it with them to their grave. dick is like booze. most can take it or leave it. but a few get completely addicted. 😜

this Sophie refuses to choose both repeats and randoms have their advantages and disadvantages and i'm sure im not the only one who's checked into the bathhouse for some door open, ass up, face down action only to hear a familiar voice go "oh i was hoping to run into you again" 😜

same my first was also bbc but i think id prefer that regardless what really sticks in my mind about that first time that i seem to always be searching to recreate is that despite being my age he was much more experienced and so took an instant in-charge attitude and even started training me on how to do it properly. i still love dom guys "making" me do faggot things 😜

welcome to the club. keep at it and eventually you'll be gettin throat fucked like the rest of us hos 😈

i tend to keep my profiles purposefully vague and love hooking up w guys who give little to no info up front. if a guy asks a lot of questions, requests a lot of pics etc it's a huge turn off i guess the day i accidentally fuck a cousin or something will be a chance to reevaluate my stance but after several years, the closest i've come is the time i accidentally hooked up w a regular FB we had met on a dif app and after a while exchanged phone #s and periodically hooked up for over a year. we did get to know each other a bit but thruthfully, we mostly followed a routine. he'd randomly hit me up, i'd come right over undress quickly and bend over the edge of the bed. he'd fuck me sometimes for almost an hr before breeding and then i'd dress and go. he moved house and i don't know if that even matters but around this time he seemed to go off me. i hooked up w a guy on another app (neither of us share much info in our profiles) and agreed to host, door open, ass up blindfolded. it wasn't until mid fuck that i recognized it was him. lol not if he recognized me or when but we never spoke of it. when he was done he left wout a word and i never saw him again. tbh i was ok w this because mid fuck the dime actually dropped and i started to put 2+2. the almost endless fucking, the profuse sweating dripping off him onto my back, the initial 3am "sup" dm followed by all night fucking,.the secretive lifestyle. i was regularly gettin plowed by a meth head and didn't even realize it lol long story short, i love being a pig and the ones who need to know it are like minded pigs who are dtf 😜

when i was young the possibility of getting beat up by a trick was real, so this wasn't common and i would not have liked it if it happened. once i came out it seemed important to be openly gay w dignity so i kinda deprived myself of a lot of fun kink. i just wasnt in that mindset. now that im older, more confident, more bored w vanilla sex and society in general seems more open, im into pretty much everything and anything. i hooked up w a hot hairy beast a few years ago and i actually asked him to slap me. i'd been watching a lot of bdsm porn and really wanted to explore the dynamic. he was really good at it and i loved it. not just the whole dom/sub vibe but there is something about a hard open palm bitch slap across the face that somehow just makes you feel so alive. anyways, i've learned the hard way that these things are best when they happen organically. nothing is worse than asking to be hit and the guy is like "ew, i don't do that sort of stuff". call me bitch and faggot and choke me and i'll blow my load. kink shame me and i feel 2" tall. just the worst.

for various reasons i hadn't been fooling around for a couple of months. perhaps i got rusty? 😜 out of town for thanksgiving i decided to do door unlocked waiting. i'd done similar at home or at a hook up's but never in a hotel before. no sooner had the headless anon torso w the big dick dmed "almost there" i suddenly began to panic. alone in a strange town? what was i thinking? it wasnt even a hotel but a small B&B so the other guests were like roommates, able to hear. if he tried to rob or beat me, would i call for their help? i needed a plan just in case my luck was up. best case scenario, he was legit but would the str8 couple from the midwest still look me in the eye at breakfast tomorrow? face down ass up in the dark, i heard the front door open, the footsteps on the creaky old steps, the ridiculous haunted house like squeal of my room's door and then the presence behind me, the sound of belt being unbuckled, pants being unzipped.. this was it, the moment it went in one direction or the other i felt the hand squeeze an ass cheek, then come down w a hard smack. the plop as a hefty schlong landed atop my crack. the deep "just so you know what you gonna be gettin" followed by a few more dick slaps on ass. i could hear lube being applied and then the fat head pressing against my hole. i'd like to say i winced in pain when he entered, but who am i fooling. the whole thing just slipped right in as i savored the raw dick of a complete stranger, no questions asked, bare up my ass. fucking is one of the few tasks i've been able to get close to mindfulness on. just relishing the in n out sensations not letting my mind rush ahead or away. no sounds but the increasingly ragged breath of us both. just as things got heated, he spoke for the 2nd and last time "you want this load? tell me you want this load! get ready! ah ah ah" then the beginning but in rewind: the plop of a fat cock dropping out of a stretched hole, the zipping up, the belt buckled, the squeaky door, the receding steps, the closing of the front door and then just me.. alone, in the dark, ass up, full of an unseen stranger's cum.

random is way 🔥🔥er because of the unknown. you really have no idea what you're gonna get, just that it will be something new. additional perks are that it makes you feel more of a whore, and the risks are greater. blindfolded anon is the best imho 😈

this kink started when i first came out in my 20s. the limited m2m sex id had previously was w hot guys and the sex w women was very showy in a sort of "look how well i can do" way so when i got my first clique of gay friends to go out w, the stakes were high - any public hook up had to be w a hottie but im also a sucker for an aggressive guy. one time this hideous guy m2ed me at a party and it was so 🔥and even 🔥er when i realized none of my friends saw. after that i loved secretly hook up w fugly guys. especially once i started BBing, no troll was too hideous to rawdog me - the uglier the better. back then BB was humiliating enough but to risk it w shrek? especially if he kinda forced it on you! so 🔥knowing the look of disgust on the others' faces if they knew likewise, even if he's not fugly, there's something so humiliating about servicing the dick of a real Dick you just hate but will still be a sub faggot for 🔥🔥