DangerousUrge

It has become part of the game for me to ask guys to wear a rubber. I fucking love it when they say they only fuck raw or they ask if I’m “clean” and I say “I think so?” I think it reminds me of the first time I got bred and I was begging the guy to stop and put on a condom. Anyway, I know the majority of guys are going to fuck raw…but at least I offered. 😉

Thanks! I enjoy telling what’s happened but feel like I ramble on and on. Check out the Cock sucker discussion section and look for BJ Virgin. I talk about my FIRST time with a guy

Thanks for that. I’m definitely on a journey at this stage in my life and it’s fun letting people know. I wrote about my first time with a guy…that ended up being 2 guys. It’s in the cock sucking section and it’s called BJ Virgin. You might find it in my profile? Hope you enjoy

I assume I’m still negative, but after 2 trips to the men’s club and multiple raw loads from absolute strangers…I feel I might not be. I’m not on prep either.

I always swore to myself that when I finally took the plunge, I’d only play safe. My first ever experience was with a couple…and I took 4 raw loads. It’s like I’m a different person when men are around and clothes come off.

I’m a fan of this. I love feeling “used”. I’m just a thing a man can cum in. I love when they take control and push my limits.

I’m constantly surprising myself. I went to my first gay men’s club/ gym/sauna. I went on a weeknight because I thought it would be less busy…less people that might see me walking in. I’m terrified of people finding out about this side of my life. Anyway, I paid the guy at the desk, got a quick rundown of the rules etc., got assigned a locker, I paid for a room with a bed and tv and I headed inside. I changed and sat there wearing just my towel and waited for my nerves to calm down then headed to my room. I passed several rooms with the doors open and men having sex. Older guys, overweight…but I’m not judging. I got to my room and shut the door. It was much cleaner than I expected. Im sorry if I’m giving too many details. So I sat there and put some porn on the tv. After probably a half hour I opened my door. It didn’t take long for someone to stand in my doorway. He asked if I topped. I told him I was waiting on a friend because he looked very emaciated and a little fucked up. After a few minutes a couple walked by and then came back and said hello. We made small talk and they asked if I wanted some company. *I swear I’m trying to keep this short because I know you guys don’t like long winded stories* ANYWAY…they sat on each side of me. One immediately started giving me head while the other started making out with me. I maneuvered onto the bed with a guy between my legs sucking me while I started sucking his partner. This was FUN!! I was lost in pure ecstasy!! Then I felt the guy sucking me start rubbing his cock on my hole. Without a word I just spread my legs as I continued sucking. He entered me and began fucking me hard right away. I couldn’t suck his friend because of the way he was moving me. It wasn’t long before he unloaded inside me. His partner immediately took his place and began fucking me. My legs wrapped around him and I really enjoyed the girth of his cock! Too quickly he also came inside me. We made some more small talk and they thanked me and left. I sat on my towel and tried to clean off with my towel. That’s when another man entered. I was still so horny and he asked if I wanted to fuck. Without a word I got on my hands and knees. He got behind me and said hello had watched the other two fucking me. He called me a “fucking cum dump” as he entered me. He was very big and hurt me quite a bit getting in. I’m glad I was loosened up by the couple. I REALLY enjoyed this fuck!! He was very verbal…calling me a nasty slut, cum dump faggot and whore. I loved every word!! After he came inside me I just lay there with my ass up in the air. I was in a euphoric state. Then I felt someone get on the bed. I didn’t even look back. I just felt a cock slide into me. He was another quickie. I felt his pace quicken and then he held inside of me as he came. After he pulled out and got off the bed I saw that it was the skinny emaciated guy from earlier. I felt gross knowing he just came inside of me. After he left I grabbed my towel and headed to the shower. I felt cum running down my leg. I got in the shower and scrubbed my whole body hard because I felt like I just let a homeless guy fuck me! I fingered my asshole with soapy water trying to clean him out of me. I got dried off and changed and left. When I got home I jerked off and shot a HUGE load on my chest. I took another shower and went to bed. That was Wednesday night. I’m telling myself that I need to go to Dr’s office and get that post exposure medicine but I’m too worried to tell anyone about why I need it. Plus my other previous sexual encounters, it might be too late. Maybe I’ll go tomorrow

I’m one of those fucks. I met a guy off Grinder expecting to just suck each other. We wound up in his bedroom and I fell for the “I just want to stick it in for a second” trick. I asked him to put on a condom several times and he kept saying he would. I admit it felt incredible. Long story short…he came in me, then his boyfriend fucked me raw and came in me…then they each fucked me again before I went home. Believe it or not, that was my very first time being with another man. One helluva introduction!

I don’t spit though. I enjoy swallowing a man’s cum. I don’t think I’m giving off any impression.

I’m new to sucking cock and have only swallowed a few, but I keep sucking letting my mouth fill. I don’t want to interrupt him. After he’s done I pull cock out but leave head still in my mouth and I swallow and continue sucking until he pulls out.

I recently started fucking this couple. The first night I met them I took 4 loads between them. Mind you…this was my FIRST time ever being with a same sex partner. After we were all done I got up to take a shower. After a minute or so, one of them got in and joined me. He was kissing my neck, washing my back and then I felt him pissing on me! I turned around and now he was pissing on my cock! He stopped the flow and asked if I wanted a taste. I surprised myself because I got down on my knees, took his cock in my mouth and let him piss. I didn’t swallow and I didn’t love it…but I did love being used like a toilet. I felt degraded and it turned me on. Who knows what I’ll try next!!

I’ve never felt so used. Met a guy in a restroom by shelter house at our local park. He immediately told me to get on my knees as he undid his belt. No small talk whatsoever. From the moment I walked in to the restroom, I had a cock in my mouth in under a minute. I started jerking him as I sucked because this wasn’t the place to take your time. I got him off in around 10 minutes and swallowed every drop. Then I got up and was going to take my pants down and he said “I’m not a fag. I don’t suck dick.” and he left!! Oddly enough I was really turned on by the whole experience so I jerked myself off and blew my nut in the toilet.

I’d say sometime in my mid to late 30’s the urge hit me. I blame porn. Looking at cocks fucking women all the time got me curious. Then I start watching transsexual porn, then bi guys with women and finally gay porn. Next I got on Grindr just to talk to guys only. Around the same time I probably found BreedingZone and the rest is history.

I was 45 and it was just over a month ago. Met a guy on grinder that told me he was undetectable. Not only did I suck his cock that day, I also let him fuck me and when we were done his boyfriend fucked me. Up until that point I was 100% straight.

366 views and 1 like. I can take a hint. You can probably guess what happened next anyway. I guess recounting an experience by typing isn’t my strong suit.

I couldn’t believe the position I found myself in…on my back, legs hiked up in the air and a stranger from Grinder rubbing his cock on my hole! I’m not stupid, I knew where this was heading. I wasn’t going to fuck him. I knew I could stop at any time…but why wasn’t I stopping him then?? Then he asked me…”I want to fuck you so bad. Just let me stick the head in for a second. That’s it…I promise.” I told him I couldn’t and asked if we could just go back to sucking each other. He continued to beg me, the whole time he was rubbing his cock head on my hole. Why wasn’t I closing my legs? Why did I feel myself spreading wider for him?? Was I really considering fucking this guy?? I didn’t even get another word out and I felt him push inside! Pain shot through my body like lightening. He put his fingers over my mouth and told me how bad he wanted this. I lay there in shock at what was happening. I was kind of frozen in fear. He had his cock head inside me now. The pain only lasted a few seconds and was replaced with pleasure. You like that? He asked…as he pushed and pulled in and out of me. I did like it. I could feel myself loosening up for him. After a minute or so I told him that was enough and we needed to stop. He pleaded with me to go a little longer. I felt him stretching me a little more with every push. Please…you have to stop…we can’t do this. He continued to work his cock inside of me…and in no time he was all the way in. He held his cock there and began kissing me. Between kisses I managed to tell him again that we needed to stop. My words were stopped with his tongue in my mouth and we began kissing with our lips pressed hard against each other. My legs wrapped around his body my arms around him rubbing his back and shoulders. He began fucking me slowly. His cock felt amazing. I know everyone reading this knows the feeling. It was the most amazing feeling I’ve ever experienced. As he picked up speed I asked him to get a condom if we were going to continue. He continued picking up speed. He was fucking me pretty hard now and I could barely get my words out. Please…you need…to put on a condom, I pleaded. In a minute, he said…grunting and panting as he slammed his raw cock into me. He was pulling completely out and I could feel the air on my gaping hole, then he rammed it back inside of me. Get a condom!! was the last words I said and then he held his body close to me. His body shaking. Grunting. Cock buried all the way inside of me. He began slowly fucking and then holding inside of me again. Did you just cum in me?! I half way yelled. I’m sorry, he said…you just felt so good. I lay there in shock and disbelief. He just laid on top of me and began kissing my neck as he finally removed his cock from inside me. He rolled off of me and lay there, telling me what a hot piece of ass I was. I finally managed to speak. I asked him why he didn’t stop? Why didn’t he get a condom? He laughed and said he didn’t have condoms in his house because he hasn’t worn a condom in years. I asked him to reassure me he was undetectable. He told me not to worry because he was on meds. That eased my mind but I was still in shock that a man just came inside of me. We lay there making small talk for awhile and then the bedroom door opened.

I remember walking naked down the hall with him when a moment of clarity hit me. “LEAVE!!” my brain screamed. Make up any excuse and get out of there!! I felt like I was in over my head. I haven’t said “No” to him yet and now we are heading towards his bedroom!! This dude has H.I.V.!! His boyfriend is downstairs…you made out with him…had your asshole eaten…enough is enough. I finally sucked a cock and now I should leave!! Then we entered his bedroom. He had a very nice king size bed and we sat on the edge of it. My head was spinning. Finally I told him that I needed to go. He asked me what my hurry was. I made a dumb excuse about having to be at work early the next day. He said that was my nerves talking. He asked me to lie back on the bed and he would suck me off, then I could go. I lay back in his bed and all I could think about was how many other guys has he had in here? Then as soon as his lips touched my cock, all I could think about was how good it felt and how bad I wanted to cum!! I was lost in a world of pleasure! I don’t even remember sliding all the way into the bed and resting my head on his pillow. I snapped out of it when he stopped and reached into his nightstand and pulled out a bottle of lube. I told him there was no way we were going to fuck! He told me I was way too uptight and to relax and trust him. Its just for my finger, he said. Then he began rubbing his finger on my hole. He began sucking me again and then I felt his finger slide in. He mentioned how tight I was and for me to relax. He began moving his finger in and out of me. This added more pleasure to an already fantastic blow job. I felt myself very close to cumming. He must have sensed it too because he stopped and slid up my body, kissing his way up until he was eye to eye with me. He asked me how I liked having a finger inside me as he began kissing my lips. I told him it felt great and how he was opening my eyes to so many new things. We began kissing hard and I felt him reach down and position his cock between my cheeks. What are you doing?! I asked. He said he was just going to grind between my cheeks a little. No harm in that, I thought. He told me he was going to lube his cock so that it would slide easier. I must have given him a look like I knew he was full of shit. He just laughed at me and reminded me that I could always say No….but I didn’t. We began making out again while his cock grinded between my cheeks, rubbing against my hole with every thrust.

He broke off our kiss and I admit…I was disappointed. I wasn’t disappointed with how he kissed…I was disappointed the kiss ended! I was surprised how much I enjoyed French kissing this guy. I began telling myself that later on after we cum in each others mouths, I wanted to resume with cum kissing! That thought really got my motor going!! So he broke off the kiss and began slowly kissing down my chest until he reached my cock. He began kissing the head and licking up and down my shaft. After a few minutes of him masterfully sucking my cock, he asked if I was ready to get my ass ate? I said I was ready as I’ll ever be. He told me to move my ass to the edge of the couch and to hold my legs up. He then gave my cock a couple more sucks, licked and sucked on my balls *I did not like my balls being messed with* then he spread my cheeks and I could feel his tongue on my hole! Oh FUCK…did I love this!! I was throwing my head back and moaning like a…like a I don’t know what…but I was loving every second. His tongue was working magic down there, darting in and out of my ass. I started thinking if I’d want to kiss him after this…but then stopped thinking so I could enjoy this!! He asked me how I was doing? I told him I was mad at myself for going all these years without doing this!! He laughed and said he was glad I was enjoying it and that I tasted great. He mentioned that the position wasn’t great and his neck was hurting. He asked if I would mind if we moved to the bedroom? I told myself to say NO and that we were fine where we were….but instead I said “Sure.Ok”.

So I ended up using two of the enema things. It was awkward but I was amazed how quickly they worked and the feeling of water GUSHING out of me was fun!! Nothing but water was coming out so I wiped myself, lubed my finger and checked…I was clean, felt clean and felt EMPTY. I know this is all boring, ususal stuff for most of you, but preparing myself for a guy was so exciting for me! I got in the shower and my nerves started acting up again. I began asking myself what the fuck was I doing…I’ve gone far enough….just leave…but I just continued my shower and reassured myself that I was with a great guy and he’s been nothing but a gentleman so all was good. During my shower I fingered my self again just to me sure and I was impressed how well those things worked. I got out of the shower and dried off, wrapped towel around my waist and headed back to the living room. This is where my heart sunk and I got very scared…I heard two voices coming from the living room!! I’m naked with only a towel, in a strangers house and now there’s 2 men in the other room! I heard my “friend” call out tome and ask if I was alright. I trembled and replied with a terrified “I’m good. What’s going on?” He met me in the hallway and hugged me again. He profusely apologized to me and told me that his boyfriend was home. He reassured me that he knew all about me coming over to play but he had gotten off work early and he wouldn’t bother us. He asked me if I wanted to meet him? I asked him to promise me that he knew about us and everything was cool?? He laughed and said he promised and walked me into the living room. His boyfriend approached me with his hand out and introduced himself. We shook hands and he apologized for intruding. We made small talk and he told me how his boyfriend told him I did a great job sucking my first cock and that he was impressed with my open mindedness and acceptance of their status. He told me how good I looked in a towel, gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek and excused himself to the basement. Now we were alone again. He smiled and said I was handling all of this remarkably well. I told him I must have a helluva poker face because my insides were screaming in panic! We moved back to the couch, he undid the towel around my waste and we sat down. He asked me how the enema went. I told him I had completely forgot about it because of what just happened with meeting his boyfriend…but that I liked cleaning myself out and felt good. He then asked me if I’d ever thought about kissing a guy. I said I’d never thought about it and wasn’t sure if I wanted to. He asked if we could try. I reluctantly said ok and he moved in for the kiss. It started normal with just him kissing my lips and me not reciprocating…then I kind of gave in and returned his kisses…it wasn’t horrible but I didn’t care for it. I could feel his tongue now and even though I absolutely did not want to…I opened my mouth and began kissing him. It was beyond awkward and the whole experience was alien to me…but I admit as we continued I enjoyed it a little more.

Update, I met up with the undetectable guy. He was just so approachable, caring and down to earth. We met at his place and in my head I was only going over there to suck my first cock and hopefully swallow. He met me at the door with a hug and we went in and sat on the couch. I was NERVOUS to the point of shaking because not only was this about to be my first sexual experience but the guy I was with was poz/undetectable. The voice in my head was screaming at me to end this and leave. He knew I was nervous so he moved right next to me and assured me that I was in control and we wouldn’t do anything I wasn’t comfortable with. That put me at ease tremendously. He asked if I wanted a drink to which I said yes because I knew it would calm my nerves. He poured it in front of me and we had a few drinks over the next hour while we continued getting to know one another. The whole time we are talking he is touching me in a playful way, putting his hand on my leg, hand on shoulder etc. Now he asks me if I want to get undressed and maybe just jerk off a little to ease into things. I’m hard as a rock so I agree. Now I’m sitting on a couch, butt naked next to another naked man and my nerves are gone…I’m just excited at this point and I’ve got a good buzz going. So we begin jerking off slowly and he’s talking about how hot I look and what a great cock and I’m feeling very great even though it’s still awkward that I’m with a guy. So finally he reaches his arm around me and gently moves me towards his cock. I don’t put up any resistance. Now I’m inches from his cock…he smells amazing. My lips part and I put his head in my mouth. I can’t describe the euphoric feeling of finally doing something you’ve fantasized about for YEARS. I was so happy to finally be licking and sucking on my first cock!! I admit I wasn’t great. I did scrape him with my teeth once or twice. I gagged a little and struggled getting it very deep but he assured me I was doing amazing for a rookie! After 10 or 15 minutes of me sucking him, he wanted to give me head. WOW…what a fucking feeling!! He was absolutely incredible and I can finally confirm that gay men suck cock better than women! I had to keep telling him to slow down or stop because I was going to cum! I was in absolute Heaven! This went on for awhile and then he asked if I’d ever had my ass ate. I said no and he asked if he could. I told him I’m ok with it, but that I just washed down there but didn’t clean myself out or anything. He asked me if I’d be comfortable douching myself out in his bathroom. I said it would be embarrassing but if he really wanted me to I would. He had several of these one time use douche packets. He explained how to use it and how much to squirt etc. He told me to use one and then depending on what came out to use another. Then do a finger check and follow up with a shower. My head was spinning!! It was so surreal what was happening. He closed the bathroom door and told me not to rush and to take my time. I wasn’t very concerned with having too much inside me because I hadn’t eaten a lot in 2 days because of my nerves of meeting him. ANYWAY…I know this is all TMI but I’m in a typing mood! 😀

I’m new to all of this. Still haven’t sucked my first cock yet…made a post about it. By everything I’ve read here, I’m a faggot because I just want to service men. I’m not attracted to men and would never date a guy. It’s making me hard as I respond to this knowing that I’m a faggot now.

I’m an older man, Gen X, and I still haven’t sucked my first cock yet. I talk to a lot of guys on Grindr but have yet to meet anyone. I am talking to two guys the most. One says he’s negative and one says he’s positive, undetectable and on doxy prep. The negative guy is very short in his responses and only talks when I initiate conversation. The positive guy said he wants to be my first, keeps up a conversation and seems the nicer of the two. I guess my question is, would anyone see a a problem with a “straight” guy getting with an hiv positive guy to give his first blow job? The way I see it, the positive guy is honest and the negative guy could be lying. I don’t know…I probably sound really stupid even bringing this up.