Hey I'm Turnpikemike,
I been here on the site for a about a month now. I've been in the closet for most of my life. I thought I was straight for a long time. However in my teens when I started looking at the porno mags and films I felt more attracted to the guy and his cock than the girl. I sucked my first cock and ate my first asshole in college and loved it. ( I was seduced by a gay friend). It took me awhile to process the experience. Growing up in a very strict conservative household didn't help much. In my 30s I was in a relationship with a woman.
Though that lasted a while. the thought of sucking dick, eating ass and never left my mind. I'd still watch gay porn and fantasize that it was me getting barebacked. I ended that relationship 5 years later when the pressure was on for me to marry and pump a kid into her. I'm in my 40s now and I decided to come out this year and be my authentic self. I love kissing and cuddling and have a burning desire to explore my sexuality without limits. Im a chub who loves sucking cock and eating cum and ass. I'd like to find someone who enjoys filling up my ass with his dick and cum but doesn't mind kissing and cuddling too. I'm in Essex county NJ