KneelerForDoms

I've yet to take a raw dick in my ass but really want to and need to. I am just going to do it and get on prep. I was about to do it on Wednesday. This younger guy wanted to fuck me raw and he told me he was on prep. A week later and 2 days before I asked him to send me a Pic showing his prep prescription bottle so i could see the date last filled on it. Turns out he hasn't been on prep but assures me he hasn't fucked anyone in over a year. Okay and I'm Mary Poppins.:D so that was off. Bummer

I love to suck for a long time if he is hard. The more actively he is using my mouth the longer I want to suck. If he is dominating me I go into heat. But if he is old and limp or just limp and needs to be sucked for a long time to get hard my body starts losing it's desire to submit because I don't register the guy as being dominant and my perception of his cum is that it's low quality.

I got brutally throat fucked last night. Even though i had some dialogue going on inside my head outwardly I was letting him use me. My body complied instinctively because I am a submissive faggot.

I am a little whore. I went to the adult bookstore tonight. I am walking around. Verse bottom follows me into a booth. He realizes I am not there to receive head and lets me suck his cock. Verse bottom's cock is about 5.5 inches. He stops after a few minutes and tells me he doesn't want to cum yet. As we talk and the door is open Alpha Top walks by peeks in and goes into the next booth over. He may have been watching through the gloryhole to my right. Verse bottom leaves. Alpha Top leaves booth on my left and goes to the one on my right where the gloryhole is. I shut my door. After about 30 seconds, Alpha Top sticks his cock through the gloryhole. His cock smells like manly body wash. I start sucking him and start to realize he likes when I leave my mouth in place so he can slide his dick in and out of it. I keep my mouth there like a fleshlight. His cock grows to about 7 inches. It has girth. He leaves his booth and walks into mine. I start sucking his cock. He grabs the back of my head and tees off into my mouth. My throat opens right up as he stabs into my neck. He grabs the back of my head and grips under my chin and then force fucks his way into my throat. He lets me suck but then continues to throat fuck me. He gets carried away and I can start to taste my vomit. I have to take a break. I go into the bathroom and wash out the vomit. I come out and he is seated ina booth looking at his cell phone he keeps looking at me every time I walk by. I go into a booth on the other side of him. I don't tell him. I start watching some cross-dressing gay porn. Then he walks in again. I start sucking again. He grabs the back of my head again and tees off in my mouth. He's back to his vicious throat fuck. This time my throat has become acclimated to it. He alternates between stabbing my throat with his cock while using his hand to prevent my head from moving to using his hand to pull my head right into the whole of his cock. He then takes a seat on the bench and I kneel before him. Now he's pulling my head all the way down on his cock, sometimes he's grabbing me by the ears and using my ears to pull my head down on his cock. I put my hands behind my back. (I am completely dominated). He has me suck on his balls while he jacks off. He is getting close. He then stands up and makes me deep throat him. I'm leaned back, i have no center of balance, I keep my hands behind my back, my clitoris is highly aroused, my pussy is on fire, my throat is completely numbed, the head of his cock is pushing deep past my throat, I can feel his breathing starting to change, he is cumming down my throat. He lets out a sigh. He then leaves.

I love having a cock buried deep in my throat. It is such a natural and fulfilling experience for me. Furthermore, having the aftertaste of his cum in my mouth after he shot in my throat is satiating. I am going to swallow his load by default because I will never pull off his cock. If I do pull away, I expect to be punished. The only time I don't swallow is if he, the MAN in this arrangement decides I am not going to swallow and pulls his cock out of my throat to splurge on my face. I am just a toy for his use, I don't make the decisions, I don't have or want control, I just go with the flow and tailor my sexual performance to suit his will.

i bottomed the first time and every time. i have never had a desire to top and can't understand what tops find attractive about men's asses that they want to fuck it. However, I had an immense attraction to cock and pleasing men. However, the first time I bottomed I was not bred. I am not a true cumdump because I am selective about who can fuck me raw (which is for me usually boyfriend / master material, somebody I want to be enslaved to 24/7)..... the first time i was bred was by my first master, it was perfect

I wouldn't label myself a hedonist. Though slavery and submission brings a deeper psychological pleasure, it doesn't necessarily translate to pleasure of the body/senses, for me anyway. For the man, I always want to serve in a manner that maximizes his physical pleasure.

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When I go into a sauna, I usually like to open my door, lay on my back, feet firmly on the bed, knees raised and bent, and legs spread apart -- captured prey

Top's choice

hoping to eventually get mine swollen like that

complete absorption

just one

i've always just known it is not my place to cum during sex. I usually try to hide my clit if i am on back and it is not caged. Only time I cum is when i am told i can cum (I stopped stroking and started using a one to two-finger rub), or if it is involuntarily. sometimes it happens involuntarily if i am not caged, because my clit is super sensitive that even just a top laying his body over me too much when I am in heat and he bites or sucks on my nipples or neck my clit feeling his body over it can cause me to involuntarily orgasm. The orgasm's only purpose at that point would be to be used as lube or whatever turns him on

I expect my top to control all that or at least let me know what he likes so i can tailor my positions to suit his needs. I find they like a wider apart and it feels more natural to me because i can make a more effective arch and it gives me a good base iif he is big and going to pound hard

I am kind of the same way but sometimes I will finish them out and then avoid them in the future. Some really older guys I've noticed require extensive pressure on their cocks to get them out of limp mode.

I prefer to suck on a hard cock. I just feel more dominated by the guy if he is already stiff and sticking his already hard cock in my mouth....I'm already sticking my ass out, my hole desperate and needy for use, a pathetic little whore. However, I do not mind the challenge of getting a soft cock hard. It is an opportunity to feel it growing in my mouth, but my pussy is not as reflexively submissive and turned on.

If they have big thick cocks, i would prefer them as regulars because my goal is to have my hole ruined. As it stand now my hole is still tight like a button, it doesn't have that beat up swollen vagina look....I want swollen lips and a wide gap.

exactly how i belong

It was rather self-evident to me the first time I watched a porno and saw exactly how the men were using the women's mouths and bodies, especially their buttholes, to cum, the fact they were shooting ropes of cum. I instantly knew my role was to be the mouth and ass for guys to use. I had been pretty mindless before then so my mind was super suggestive and programmable.

my balls are pretty useless.

It is up to the Top/Dom. If that is what he enjoys, he can slap the shit out of me. I'll offer my face like I offer my pussy. He is to be thanked as well. Speaking on a personal level, I do happen to enjoy and encourage it, slapping me in the face. It makes me very excited during sex. I have been used by guys that start off as gentlemen, and as they are using my mouth, when i grab their wrist and bring their hand to my face in a slapping motion or I slap myself in the face looking up at them, they start slapping me and become more comfortable acting like themselves. The alpha in them comes out and I can feel them using my face to relieve tension. The harder slaps hurt. It is afterwards when I am reflecting on it that all that pain and hurt has suddenly converted into satisfaction and high states of arousal.

some tops are hotter than others but at the end of the day it doesn't matter what the man looks like. He could be super ugly. His cock still owns me. i'm still going to worship and service him if I am lucky enough.

I would love to have no cock but short of that a much tinier one.

Indeed. Something I am grateful for is that I don't have to make any choices....that's what men are for. I'm just a fucktoy that is there to do what it is told.