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God damn I wish I could be like this. Once I cum it's all over a for bit, which is why I almost never cum during sex. Anyway, for me it's about making him cum 😉 Again, god damn I wish i could be like this too. When I'm fucked, my cock goes soft, and the only thing that will make it hard again is if the top cums inside me. getting hard is part of the jizzjoy. I am proud I go soft when fucked tbh because I think of it as the mark of a total btm, but yeah... there is a part of me that would love to be like this too. These are fucking good skills I do not have, and I think I would struggle to attain them. Awesome though, guys! 😉

Beautifully put, man, and yes, it's a deep but often overlooked skill to have that open, responsive and enthusiastic energy when being fucked. To love that cock inside and not be shy about saying so. Yeah, I reckon that's pretty much the most important skill of all. And yeah I too just fucking love sex for sex's sake, the fun, the pleasure and release. But for me, the load is important too, his release into me. He he i'm such a hungry btm 😉

He he thanks I try my best 😉

Wow, that's one hell of a skill you have! You make him cum so hard, his whole body hurts. God damn, that's fucking talent, man, love it! ❤️

Yet another trip to Basement sauna in Manchester last Sunday, and once again I was a busy little bee. Got fucked over the seven hours that I was there by innumerable guys… I lost count, could have been up to, or more than 30, I’m not sure… but I walked out of there with 11 loads in my ass that I know of, and 2 loads in my mouth. Lucky 13 for jd13 😉 Some highlights… First Fuck: As usual I get myself fucked within 5 mins of getting to cruising area. Publicly by a hot tattooed top guy who ignores me for the rest of the afternoon. Guess he just needed a warm-up, a cocksleeve to get hard with. Well, I needed a public fuck to neutralise those top vibes I’m always giving off… which clearly didn’t work because for the next half an hour all I encounter are bottom guys. Hot bottom guys who I’m hoping might be vers but once we get to a cubicle, or are done with kissing in the corridor, I discover are as total btm as I am. Grrrr. First Load: So I get to the dark room with the circular fuck table and apply my familiar technique. If someone grabs my cock, I grab their hand and place it firmly on my asscrack, as I grab his cock. It works. I am soon bent over the fuck table and taking it raw. A crowd begins to gather to watch, and eventually, participate. It evolves from me getting fucked, to a spitroast situation, to three of us bottoms getting fucked all face inwards on this fuck table. It’s hot. We’re kissing each other while getting pounded, a three-way kiss, which is always a little strange but fun. I start to feel a familiar crescendo inside me, and then, behind me, a gasp, a howl, and my top cums inside me. It’s fucking amazing as it’s the first load of the day. Must be potent as the jizzjoy hits me even through all the heat of the room and the thrill of the fucking. Recognised By The Fuck Alone: My top pulls out, but immediately I feel another cock slide into me. I love it when this happens – straight from one to another – and somehow this fuck rhythm feels familiar. I know this feeling inside me but can’t put it into words. I rise up and look round to see who’s fucking me, but it’s too dark and I’m too high on jizzjoy to be able to focus properly anyway. (Sidenote: I’m also mostly blind in my right eye, so dark rooms are a lot darker for me than they are for most people) Anyway, this fuck continues nicely for about 20 minutes, as the other two bottoms fall away. Fuck me, I remember being fucked like this before. In a way that’s perfect for me, that makes me howl with how good it feels, like lock and key, lock and fucking key. I think I moan this out loud at one point: “Lock and fucking key, man” Eventually, he pulls out without cumming – “sorry, I just got here” – comes to my front and gives me a big kiss, and at last I recognise him. We have fucked before, and I half-knew him by his fuck rhythm alone. A guy I’ve swapped names with as each time we’ve fucked previously, we’ve really connected. Black guy with dreads, short but lithe body, a smile to die for, and really gentle manner. He’s vers, and I bet he’s as amazing as a btm as he is as a top. Normally we jump into a cubicle, but he says he’ll see me later. Sadly, this time around, I don’t, apart from a corridor chat, but anyway, yeah… beautiful man. And I knew the way he fucked 😉 Epic Blow Job: Well, from here on I start trawling the dark rooms, getting myself fucked. They’re all pretty hot fucks, but I don’t know… I’m just being a load collector I think, which isn’t bad, tops up the jizzjoy, but nothing that distinctive is really happening. Grab cock, grab ass, bend over, slide in, fuck fuck fuck me cum in me gasp gasp fuck yeah bye. More jizzjoy. Not bad, but it’s starting to feel functional… In the midst of this I do meet a guy that doesn’t like to fuck ass, but – as I shortly find out when he says that I can suck him off – he does like to fuck skull. And he does. Today, apparently my gag reflex has decided to work, which is annoying, but I put it in its place by ignoring it every time it fires off, and slamming his tasty cock right down my throat, before giving him control of my head. He fucks my throat until I have cramp in my jaw, but I daren’t stop, because he is shooting buckets of rpecum, and far above me on my knees, he is gasping and howling for a long time. I think he is edging with my skull. This goes on for about five minutes which is a) too long for me and the cramp in my jaw, but b) brilliant for him, edging away. You know that b) is the important one for me: I take the pain of a) and let this man carry on, of course I do. It’s my job here, to allow myself to be his edging toy. Eventually he shoots his load, and it is BUCKETS! I normally like to hold it all in my mouth until he’s finished shooting me, but this is so much I’m having to gulp some down in the moments between his cock still sliding down my throat. Gulp gulp gulp noises as he cums, which makes him give a dirty laugh. “Fuck ye-e-a-ah-ha-ha” I hold him inside my mouth for a while, tasting that cum and precum. My mouth is literally filled here and I’m desperate not to drip any out, so I slowly pull off his cock, stand up, grab his hands and put them around my throat, so he can feel me swallow his big load in the darkness. He laughs again. I kiss his neck, give him a hug and say thank you before he walks away. Engineer: I take a bit of a break at this point, but when I return, I walk straight into the arms of a tall black guy, mid-40s to mid-50s I’d say, glasses, naked like me and the bearing of a gentleman. He invites me with some decorum to join him in a cubicle, and it is so delightfully polite. Of course, I don’t refuse because he is also deliciously hot, but in we go, and I am straight down on my knees to suck him. It’s a big, girthy cock. 10 inches plus, and wide. Now, I can take big and girthy, but it’s been a few hours by now, and my time out wasn’t really as long as I should’ve taken. I’m just too horny and hyperactive to stop for too long. I tell him that wow, he’s got a big one, but work my way down it anyway, which he seems to enjoy. He plays a hand on the back of my head and then lifts me up. “Yeah” I say “ Sorry, I’m pretty tired right now” “It’s okay. I can be gentle” …as he lightly turns me around with seductive hands, to get me ready for a standing fuck. We all know I’m, going to take this cock no matter how tired I am, but as he slides in, I realise he is true to his word. The fuck is slow-rhythmed, like a rower. He slides in, glides all the way in, then pulls firmly almost all the way out, then back in with this lovely pacing. (Sidenote: a day later, when he contacts me on Scruff to say thanks, I see his profile is listed as btm, but he has some delightful skills as a top) Gliding in and out of me seems to hit all my ecstasy buttons: the head of his cock sliding firmly past my prostate and P-spot makes me yowl each time with a shiver of pleasure, and the push inside makes my ass tighten. I show him my ‘Find the Head Of Your Cock Inside Me And SQUEEZE’ trick, which makes him chuckle in a deep voice, as I feel his hips hit my ass cheeks for the first time. Yes! I’ve taken it all, and if he’s been holding back up to this point, he knows he doesn’t have to. He tells me this by fucking me harder – never roughly, but the gentleness has risen to a firmness now, which lasts for a minute and then… “Fuck, that’s good” …as he cums inside me. And it feels goooood! We both pant and moan, and I do my usual thing of reaching round to grab his ass to push him into me. He obliges, pushes his cock deep into me, and for the first time I feel a bit of pain – and it feels goooood too 😉 Well, he pulls out, and afterward I thank him for being a bit gentler with me. There is a pang of regret in me to be honest that I didn’t just let him rail me, but there was something so gentlemanly about this guy. In response, he says “Oh, no problem. Once you gauge it by the eye, you know how much someone can take, and I knew you could take it all.” “Gauge it by the eye? You sound like an engineer!” This breaks the spell, and we both fall into each other’s arms laughing. As we make our exit from the cubicle, we’re still both chuckling, and I say I’m going to call him The Engineer from now on. He says thanks again – my god, he’s such a gentleman – and I take another break, this time for a good rest. The Finale: I go back into one of the dark rooms, and feel hands grab my ass. I immediately bend over and someone slides his cock into my ass to fuck me standing up, before quickly cumming in me and leaving. That’s a good hit. Someone else must have been watching this from the shadows, because the moment the jizzjoy hits from the guy’s cum, I am directed over to the fuck bench at the far end by this Someone Else, bent over and immediately fucked hard. No words, no sounds just a hard and immediately rough fuck. A third person must have been there – more on him in a bit – because my face finds his cock and starts to suck. This third guy grabs my head and starts to facefuck me, but I have to stop and focus on the fuck. Which suddenly gets a lot rougher as he puts two fingers in while he’s fucking me. Now, I don’t usually like this, but I’m a sub so I will take it. It fucking hurts now, and I’m not shy in howling in pain. The top does not stop fucking me or exploring my ass with both fingers and cock, but still no words, no sound from him, not even laughter or an expression of enjoyment at my pain and discomfort. Without taking a break from the fuck rhythm I am pretty sure he slides in a third finger… possibly a fourth a bit later on… as the pain hits new highs. This is not a pleasurable fuck, but as a masochist there is enjoyment in the pain, that I am being of service to his sadistic needs. This goes on for about ten minutes, until honestly I can’t take any more. An audience has gathered round to watch – I’m guessing they don’t know about the fingers – and I’ve got hands all over me. I’m honestly maxed out by all the sensations, hands grabbing my arms, running through my hair, tweaking my nipples, grabbing my cock. There are even fingers exploring my mouth and this fuck with three or four fingers just does not stop. Eventually, stupidly, I blurt out: “I need to slow down for a bit”, and both cock and fingers are immediately removed from me, and that Someone Else leaves. I never see who he was. There isn’t time for regrets though, as the guy who was in front of me and who I briefly sucked has been there the whole time. I’m guessing some of the hands were his. He immediately grabs me once he sees I’m free. “Turn around I’m gonna fuck you” I’m exhausted but I do as I’m told, standing bent in an odd position with my ass resting on the edge of the fuck bench, but hole still presented so he can fuck me while sitting on the bench. His fuck rhythm is a dream compared to the rough fuck with fingers, and there is a lot of hip thrust like he’s working his midriff to get inside me. He soon tells me to lie down on the fuck bench with my legs on his shoulders, and at last I can properly relax and enjoy his hip thrust midriff fuck rhythm properly. After about ten minutes of this fuck – actually a bit healing after all the pain – he cums in me, and I have never seen the like. Most guys when they cum, there might be gasping, howling, fuck yeah, hot breath and so on, but this guy releases a short series of VERY LOUD staccato bursts, like OH-OH-O’ as he floods my ass with his cum. We writhe around in each other’s sweat for a while before he helps me to my feet, emerge into the light and chat for a bit. Lovely guy, Manchester-born but Turkish/Middle-Eastern origin. He’s got that pretty face and eyes I love from that region of the world. So sexy. Well I dial around for a bit looking for one final load in my ass before I leave. A few more fucks and some close calls, but nothing doing, until I find that Manchester/Turkish guy once more. I tell him I just need one more load, and he offers. This time we go to a cubicle, and get a proper connection going on., Another good hip thrusting fuck rhythm, another series of staccato OH-OH-O’ bursts as he cums in me, and I am ready to leave, fully fucked, flying with jizzjoy, filled with strangers’ cum as always. It's 36+ hours later as I write this and those 11 loads are still inside me, steadily absorbing. Cum inside me guys… 😉

Yes it is. WTF, man?

Get inspired, man. It's definitely time to be a skank!

Ohhh good man, enjoy! Post a Last Load story to tell us all about it 😉

He he thanks. I don't know anything about 'perfect', but I am always trying to learn new skills, always open to a new experience, always responsive to a top's needs, that's all 🙂

Yes I am hugely into the way a man smells, whether natural scent or body sprays. But I also connect when a guy's smell is a turn-off. I used to have a semi-regular fuck buddy who fucked like a dream, but somehow I don't know how, he just doesn't smell right to me. Not that he stinks, or that he's sweaty at all, quite the opposite. Just his natural body scent doesn't gel with me. If I leaned into kiss him, it would just be there: a feeling of not-right-ness. Damn shame, because he fucked well, and would cum a huge load inside me within about 10minutes. By the end I would only meet him outside in spring or summer because the scent would just confuse me: hot fuck but odd scent. Another fuck buddy of mine was a local South Asian guy. We used to meet outdoors and sometimes he'd bring a buddy along to fuck me too. Now he had a natural scent that I loved, but he used to add this coconut body spray that was just heaven. Always looked forward to meeting him, because I could just lick his neck and taste both his scent and that body spray. I'd walk away from hookups with him with his cum in my ass, and that coconut body scent taste swimming in my mouth. Fantastic. One time I asked him what it was, and he told me: Body Shop Coconut Spray. Nothing high-end at all. Now I wear it all the time. Finally, an experience in Vault 139, London. What @JesseAaron1385 said about Issey Miyake scent. Fuck yes. Guy fucking me in a public area, and we stop for a bit, we spin around so I'm on top and I just start licking his body. It's hot in there and he's been fucking me hard, so I'm lapping up his sweat. As I work my way up to his pits and then his neck, I pick up another scent: "what is that?" "Issey Miyake, you like it?" My reply is to let this scent drive me wild, I'm licking it up like it's nectar. Genuinely for about 5 minutes, exploring every bit of his body where I can taste it: neck, chest, pits, shoulders etc. Eventually we get back to fucking - and yes he came in me not long afterwards. We chat and he says I guess you like my fragrance, and I laugh: "I think I damn near licked every bit of it off you!" Every time I smell Issey Miyake, I remember that guy.

Just as the title says: what are the proudest skills you have as a bottom that you can boast about – or which just give you an inner confidence as a bottom – within your repertoire of fuck skills? Mine are… 1. I can present my ass to a top fucking beautifully, in a way that regularly gets me compliments, and makes a top just go ‘oh fuck yeah’. Sometimes he just stops to look, enjoy the moment. 2. I am uninhibited, submissive, and deeply responsive to a tops urges, movements, desires. Want to make love to me instead of just fuck? I’ll become your pleasure btm. Want to lean in and kiss me, in ANY position? I will flex myself to make the kiss happen. Want to slap me about? Yes, Sir. Want to choke me, control my breath or choke me out? Please, Sir. Want to spit on the cumdump faggot? My mouth is open, Sir. Want to just use my ass to jack off with and cum in 2 minutes? I’ll beg. Want to shove two fingers in while you’re fucking me to make it hurt? I’ll take it, Sir, as long as you want. I’ll probably scream in pain, but don’t stop. Want to draw me in to a mindfuck, or an intimate connection? I am so susceptible, so completely open. If your cock is inside me, or about to go inside me, I’ll be anyone you want. And, finally: save the best until last 😉 3. I can find the head of your cock inside me and SQUEEZE 😈 I can also find the shaft and squeeze that too. I like to stop a top to show this: just stop fucking me for a minute, push deep inside me and hold, I’ve got something unique to show you. Most guys like it, but they’re often surprised. Reactions have gone from cumming within thirty seconds, “guys, this guy is fucking crazy” (to others in the group), delighted laughter, to fucking me harder because of what I’m doing. Once I’ve shown this skill, I like to tell the top I’m going to close the bit that squeezes the head so the very deep part of the fuck is now gonna be tight. Or I can close the shaft bit, make the whole fuck tight, and then suddenly, without saying anything… open both. I’m suddenly loose again. And then, a bit later, SQUEEZE. That rhythm inside so often delights the tops 😉 What are your skills, guys? I want to hear details, mostly because I’m always open to hearing about or learning new skills as a bb btm. Give me the stories, guys, full sp, all the deets. And yeah, sorry not sorry that I started this post also as a way of boasting about these three skills of mine! 🤣 Now boast about yours!

About laughter and boundary breaking. I've realised recently, that the core of my sexual expression sits exactly on the line between Horny and Absurd. Between "grrr fuck yeah" and "ha ha what the giddy fuck was that?!" Sex is beautiful, and hot, and wild. But yeah it's also WTF crazy at times, and my favourite hookups are always with guys who can get into both: to be hot, wild and horny, but also with that awareness that sex is also a big fucking joke 🤣

I'm glad you connected with that, especially if like me you're an ADHD person. We need to find our own ways in the world - the normal, mainstream tracks aren't ever going to be for us, and that's great, once we stop trying to fit in. We're a bit wild. We're zebras in a world of horses: once we stop trying to be horses, and start enjoying being zebras, everything changes! 🤣 (Note: if you are not neurodiverse, you probably won;t get that zebra/horse thing!)

Ha ha thank you. Glad you enjoyed. I enjoyed doing it 😉

Update: that was written two and a half weeks ago. I have been even busier since then. I worked out since I wrote that line above 18 days ago, I have spent only four days without at least one stranger's cum sitting inside my ass. I've got 11 loads inside me from yesterday's sauna visit, and the few days before had been very busy anyway. Right now, my default situation in this life is: there is cum inside my body. It is not mine ha ha 😉 Fucking skank, take a bow...

I am the opposite to most people, or at least, the opposite to what the moral majority expects: I cannot and do not have sex when I'm unhappy or something's missing in my life. Can't do it, even if I'm horny. It just doesn't work for me. So I know that the real psychological reasons for me being a total give-my-body-away-to-every-guy-who-wants-it cumdump must be something other than the usual expectations of trying to fill a gap. Here are some possibilities: 1. Sharing and Connection: Since I was 14, I have loved sharing my body with other men. I am in the lucky position that guys seem to find me attractive so why not? It's a beautiful way to connect, and despite what all religions say (aside from some versions of Hinduism), sexual pleasure is fun and it is good for you. How brilliant that I can get intimate with any man and make him cum, what a wonderful way to share experiences in this life. I love that I am like this: fuck me with a smile, fuck me and I'll give you a pleasureable moment. How fucking brilliant is that? 2. Rebellion: This one is about morality. I fucking hate morality, despise it. Much prefer ethics because there you have to actually think. I had my sexual awakening in the tail end of the HIV/AIDS crisis. What I remember is that gay men were dying everywhere and this was A GOOD THING! God's punishment against the homosexuals. Yay, another one dead. God Hates Fags etc. I imprinted on that, not with fear, but with rage. If that is what religious and social morality is in this world, then fuck off, I don't want any part of it. I walked away from it aged 14, within months of realising I was gay, and the day I lost my virginity age 14 was a fantastic, deeply vindicating moment. 3. Natural Submission: Which brings me to this. The guy I lost my virginty to aged 14 was in his mid-20s, and not long after he introduced me to his friends, and I was fucked by them as well. I loved it, and he drew something out of me that he knew existed already within me - a natural and deep-seated desire to be submissive during sex. I am so grateful for everything he and his friends taught me. I am still submissive during sex to this day. It is so authentic for me to bow down and follow another man's desires, whether that be in the sweet intimacies of a relationship, or the lustful advances of a guy in the street who just wants to get off. I submit to that, and I love it. 4. ADHD and the world: I will admit, having ADHD means that engaging with the world is sometimes exhausting. Social interactions after a while I just tune out.Blah blah blah too noisy, whatever, need silence now. But with sex, that wordless connection... I'm never exhausted by it. It can be just a quick fuck, or it can be an important way that I get to know you, or a part of you - even if for 15 minutes - to be connected with you. I often feel more connected with a guy from a 15minute anonymous fuck and his cum in my ass than I might do talking to someone for an hour or more. I swear that I have loved every man who has ever fucked me, whether a quick cumshot or a lifelong relationship. I have loved all of you ❤️ 5. Boundary Breaking Thrill: This one isn;t about lust, but yeah... maybe another side of ADHD. I love doing things that make me feel unbounded. Fuck me in a car park in the city centre in the middle of the day. Fuck me during an art gallery event opening. Let me drink your piss in this cruising area in the warm spring sunshine. Film me getting fucked and put it online. I love doing crazy things that afterwards, makes me laugh. Sure there's the horny thrill of it, but afterwards I'm chuckling to myself. Like sometimes wow what the fuck was that, or boy you are fucking deranged. I love those moments, and I'm always chasing them. Being a cumdump? The ultimate boundary-breaking behaviour I think. Normalising being a total cumdump as a core part of your fuck-me-anywhere personality? Beyond even that ultimate. I love it. It makes me laugh out loud, and that for me is what life should be: laughter, joy, pleasure, experiences, breaking-out-of-the-norms. Fuck me ha ha fuck me good and hard *chuckle*chuckle* cum in me yes cum in me ha ha ha! 🤣🤣🤣 It's beautiful.

Now THAT is a damn good idea!

Excellent. That ass to mouth advice is really good. I never thought of that! Makes a lot of sense actually, as some guys like to piss after cumming, so yeah I will definitely try that. Also noted on gloryholes, will def ask next time 😉 It's a fun way to think about it, I feel. As a sub btm, I'll be on my knees, or on all fours, to serve you, any way I can. Here's a long list of other things you can select from as part of my submission and service to you... that kinda thing 😉

This Sunday 😉

Awwww thanks man, thats so sweet! 😄 x I must admit, I would miss telling those skanky 'Last Load' stories ...and one day (soon I hope), when my chase is over, I will definitely have to come here to tell all you lovely folks! 😉

Right now I'm sitting first thing in the morning with two loads of total strangers' cum in my ass that's been there for nearly 16 hours now. So yeah, I go for total absorption. The first few hours after being fucked and bred can be a bit of a challenge because gravity wants to allow the cum to escape. But I have excellent pelvic floor control, and stop this from happening. When I get home (or hotel etc) from a fuckdate, cruising or sauna trip, the first thing I do is lie face down for 30mins with a pillow under my upper legs, arching my back slightly, to give the cum a downwards gradient deeper into me. That usually stops any further bids for freedom, and I get somerelaxc time thinking about how, once again, I've been used by men. I love it. I will also sleep face down, and sometimes in my post-fuck relax time I fall asleep anyway. But sometimes I'm wired. Why do I absorb it? I love the feeling of that cum sitting iside my body, his DNA and cum fragments slipping past my walls, into my bloodstream, his swimmers exploring my whole body and getting into my brain to gently fuck me up just a little bit more each time. I swear, my body and brain must contain the DNA and cum fragments of thousands of men by now. I love it, and I believe that each one isn't just sitting with me for the rest of my life, but exerting subtle control, like increasing my recklessness with sex, or gently pushing me towards a place where I am always horny, always up for it, always willing to risk something so that a man or multiple men can use my body to get off and cum. I can feel the two guys' cum in my ass right now already starting to slip into me, and add their voice to that control. I truly believe this, even though, at the same time, I recognise... it's probably fucking insane. I truly believe it.

Also @bbslutuk I loved reading how you approach guys in cruise bars, saunas etc to offer yourself as a urinal. If you have any good tips or guidance, please post here. I feel like you are the master at this one, and I could learn something good from what you have to say! 😄

For me I wouldn't say drinking piss is as important as regular sex, but I'm always happy when I get to do it. All my many kinks and fetishes really are just items on a menu that guys are completely welcome to select from when using my ass or throat to cum. But none of them are essential compared to the brilliant moment when a stranger cums in my ass. But I do think there are a good few guys out there who feel the same way as you: that ws is as importnant as other forms of sex. Today I went cruising - 'Last Load' story linked below 😉 - and one of the guys rocked up, said he wanted to fuck me, but asked if I was into piss. I said yes as a sub. Long story short I knelt, he pissed into my mouth I drank pretty much the lot, sprayed a little bit across my chest, then walked off, seemingly satisfied. And I suspect that's what he wanted to do, either piss in or on a faggot sub like me, or get pissed on, because for him that was as important as sex. That bit about wanting to fuck me... well, maybe that was just to draw me in. I'm so glad he did, I was ramrod hard and horny for the rest of the cruising afternoon, and my mouth still tastes a little bit of his piss. Anyway, link here: scroll down to Guy #4 😉

Also, minor detail but... I ALWAYS have the Grindr sound notifcations switched on, wherever I find myself, no matter how inappropriate it might be. I want the fuckers in this world to hear what I'm about 😈😈😈

Thank you, man! Means a lot 😄 😄 😄