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Yes it is. WTF, man?

Get inspired, man. It's definitely time to be a skank!

Ohhh good man, enjoy! Post a Last Load story to tell us all about it 😉

He he thanks. I don't know anything about 'perfect', but I am always trying to learn new skills, always open to a new experience, always responsive to a top's needs, that's all 🙂

Yes I am hugely into the way a man smells, whether natural scent or body sprays. But I also connect when a guy's smell is a turn-off. I used to have a semi-regular fuck buddy who fucked like a dream, but somehow I don't know how, he just doesn't smell right to me. Not that he stinks, or that he's sweaty at all, quite the opposite. Just his natural body scent doesn't gel with me. If I leaned into kiss him, it would just be there: a feeling of not-right-ness. Damn shame, because he fucked well, and would cum a huge load inside me within about 10minutes. By the end I would only meet him outside in spring or summer because the scent would just confuse me: hot fuck but odd scent. Another fuck buddy of mine was a local South Asian guy. We used to meet outdoors and sometimes he'd bring a buddy along to fuck me too. Now he had a natural scent that I loved, but he used to add this coconut body spray that was just heaven. Always looked forward to meeting him, because I could just lick his neck and taste both his scent and that body spray. I'd walk away from hookups with him with his cum in my ass, and that coconut body scent taste swimming in my mouth. Fantastic. One time I asked him what it was, and he told me: Body Shop Coconut Spray. Nothing high-end at all. Now I wear it all the time. Finally, an experience in Vault 139, London. What @JesseAaron1385 said about Issey Miyake scent. Fuck yes. Guy fucking me in a public area, and we stop for a bit, we spin around so I'm on top and I just start licking his body. It's hot in there and he's been fucking me hard, so I'm lapping up his sweat. As I work my way up to his pits and then his neck, I pick up another scent: "what is that?" "Issey Miyake, you like it?" My reply is to let this scent drive me wild, I'm licking it up like it's nectar. Genuinely for about 5 minutes, exploring every bit of his body where I can taste it: neck, chest, pits, shoulders etc. Eventually we get back to fucking - and yes he came in me not long afterwards. We chat and he says I guess you like my fragrance, and I laugh: "I think I damn near licked every bit of it off you!" Every time I smell Issey Miyake, I remember that guy.

Just as the title says: what are the proudest skills you have as a bottom that you can boast about – or which just give you an inner confidence as a bottom – within your repertoire of fuck skills? Mine are… 1. I can present my ass to a top fucking beautifully, in a way that regularly gets me compliments, and makes a top just go ‘oh fuck yeah’. Sometimes he just stops to look, enjoy the moment. 2. I am uninhibited, submissive, and deeply responsive to a tops urges, movements, desires. Want to make love to me instead of just fuck? I’ll become your pleasure btm. Want to lean in and kiss me, in ANY position? I will flex myself to make the kiss happen. Want to slap me about? Yes, Sir. Want to choke me, control my breath or choke me out? Please, Sir. Want to spit on the cumdump faggot? My mouth is open, Sir. Want to just use my ass to jack off with and cum in 2 minutes? I’ll beg. Want to shove two fingers in while you’re fucking me to make it hurt? I’ll take it, Sir, as long as you want. I’ll probably scream in pain, but don’t stop. Want to draw me in to a mindfuck, or an intimate connection? I am so susceptible, so completely open. If your cock is inside me, or about to go inside me, I’ll be anyone you want. And, finally: save the best until last 😉 3. I can find the head of your cock inside me and SQUEEZE 😈 I can also find the shaft and squeeze that too. I like to stop a top to show this: just stop fucking me for a minute, push deep inside me and hold, I’ve got something unique to show you. Most guys like it, but they’re often surprised. Reactions have gone from cumming within thirty seconds, “guys, this guy is fucking crazy” (to others in the group), delighted laughter, to fucking me harder because of what I’m doing. Once I’ve shown this skill, I like to tell the top I’m going to close the bit that squeezes the head so the very deep part of the fuck is now gonna be tight. Or I can close the shaft bit, make the whole fuck tight, and then suddenly, without saying anything… open both. I’m suddenly loose again. And then, a bit later, SQUEEZE. That rhythm inside so often delights the tops 😉 What are your skills, guys? I want to hear details, mostly because I’m always open to hearing about or learning new skills as a bb btm. Give me the stories, guys, full sp, all the deets. And yeah, sorry not sorry that I started this post also as a way of boasting about these three skills of mine! 🤣 Now boast about yours!

About laughter and boundary breaking. I've realised recently, that the core of my sexual expression sits exactly on the line between Horny and Absurd. Between "grrr fuck yeah" and "ha ha what the giddy fuck was that?!" Sex is beautiful, and hot, and wild. But yeah it's also WTF crazy at times, and my favourite hookups are always with guys who can get into both: to be hot, wild and horny, but also with that awareness that sex is also a big fucking joke 🤣

I'm glad you connected with that, especially if like me you're an ADHD person. We need to find our own ways in the world - the normal, mainstream tracks aren't ever going to be for us, and that's great, once we stop trying to fit in. We're a bit wild. We're zebras in a world of horses: once we stop trying to be horses, and start enjoying being zebras, everything changes! 🤣 (Note: if you are not neurodiverse, you probably won;t get that zebra/horse thing!)

Ha ha thank you. Glad you enjoyed. I enjoyed doing it 😉

Update: that was written two and a half weeks ago. I have been even busier since then. I worked out since I wrote that line above 18 days ago, I have spent only four days without at least one stranger's cum sitting inside my ass. I've got 11 loads inside me from yesterday's sauna visit, and the few days before had been very busy anyway. Right now, my default situation in this life is: there is cum inside my body. It is not mine ha ha 😉 Fucking skank, take a bow...

I am the opposite to most people, or at least, the opposite to what the moral majority expects: I cannot and do not have sex when I'm unhappy or something's missing in my life. Can't do it, even if I'm horny. It just doesn't work for me. So I know that the real psychological reasons for me being a total give-my-body-away-to-every-guy-who-wants-it cumdump must be something other than the usual expectations of trying to fill a gap. Here are some possibilities: 1. Sharing and Connection: Since I was 14, I have loved sharing my body with other men. I am in the lucky position that guys seem to find me attractive so why not? It's a beautiful way to connect, and despite what all religions say (aside from some versions of Hinduism), sexual pleasure is fun and it is good for you. How brilliant that I can get intimate with any man and make him cum, what a wonderful way to share experiences in this life. I love that I am like this: fuck me with a smile, fuck me and I'll give you a pleasureable moment. How fucking brilliant is that? 2. Rebellion: This one is about morality. I fucking hate morality, despise it. Much prefer ethics because there you have to actually think. I had my sexual awakening in the tail end of the HIV/AIDS crisis. What I remember is that gay men were dying everywhere and this was A GOOD THING! God's punishment against the homosexuals. Yay, another one dead. God Hates Fags etc. I imprinted on that, not with fear, but with rage. If that is what religious and social morality is in this world, then fuck off, I don't want any part of it. I walked away from it aged 14, within months of realising I was gay, and the day I lost my virginity age 14 was a fantastic, deeply vindicating moment. 3. Natural Submission: Which brings me to this. The guy I lost my virginty to aged 14 was in his mid-20s, and not long after he introduced me to his friends, and I was fucked by them as well. I loved it, and he drew something out of me that he knew existed already within me - a natural and deep-seated desire to be submissive during sex. I am so grateful for everything he and his friends taught me. I am still submissive during sex to this day. It is so authentic for me to bow down and follow another man's desires, whether that be in the sweet intimacies of a relationship, or the lustful advances of a guy in the street who just wants to get off. I submit to that, and I love it. 4. ADHD and the world: I will admit, having ADHD means that engaging with the world is sometimes exhausting. Social interactions after a while I just tune out.Blah blah blah too noisy, whatever, need silence now. But with sex, that wordless connection... I'm never exhausted by it. It can be just a quick fuck, or it can be an important way that I get to know you, or a part of you - even if for 15 minutes - to be connected with you. I often feel more connected with a guy from a 15minute anonymous fuck and his cum in my ass than I might do talking to someone for an hour or more. I swear that I have loved every man who has ever fucked me, whether a quick cumshot or a lifelong relationship. I have loved all of you ❤️ 5. Boundary Breaking Thrill: This one isn;t about lust, but yeah... maybe another side of ADHD. I love doing things that make me feel unbounded. Fuck me in a car park in the city centre in the middle of the day. Fuck me during an art gallery event opening. Let me drink your piss in this cruising area in the warm spring sunshine. Film me getting fucked and put it online. I love doing crazy things that afterwards, makes me laugh. Sure there's the horny thrill of it, but afterwards I'm chuckling to myself. Like sometimes wow what the fuck was that, or boy you are fucking deranged. I love those moments, and I'm always chasing them. Being a cumdump? The ultimate boundary-breaking behaviour I think. Normalising being a total cumdump as a core part of your fuck-me-anywhere personality? Beyond even that ultimate. I love it. It makes me laugh out loud, and that for me is what life should be: laughter, joy, pleasure, experiences, breaking-out-of-the-norms. Fuck me ha ha fuck me good and hard *chuckle*chuckle* cum in me yes cum in me ha ha ha! 🤣🤣🤣 It's beautiful.

Now THAT is a damn good idea!

Excellent. That ass to mouth advice is really good. I never thought of that! Makes a lot of sense actually, as some guys like to piss after cumming, so yeah I will definitely try that. Also noted on gloryholes, will def ask next time 😉 It's a fun way to think about it, I feel. As a sub btm, I'll be on my knees, or on all fours, to serve you, any way I can. Here's a long list of other things you can select from as part of my submission and service to you... that kinda thing 😉

This Sunday 😉

Awwww thanks man, thats so sweet! 😄 x I must admit, I would miss telling those skanky 'Last Load' stories ...and one day (soon I hope), when my chase is over, I will definitely have to come here to tell all you lovely folks! 😉

Right now I'm sitting first thing in the morning with two loads of total strangers' cum in my ass that's been there for nearly 16 hours now. So yeah, I go for total absorption. The first few hours after being fucked and bred can be a bit of a challenge because gravity wants to allow the cum to escape. But I have excellent pelvic floor control, and stop this from happening. When I get home (or hotel etc) from a fuckdate, cruising or sauna trip, the first thing I do is lie face down for 30mins with a pillow under my upper legs, arching my back slightly, to give the cum a downwards gradient deeper into me. That usually stops any further bids for freedom, and I get somerelaxc time thinking about how, once again, I've been used by men. I love it. I will also sleep face down, and sometimes in my post-fuck relax time I fall asleep anyway. But sometimes I'm wired. Why do I absorb it? I love the feeling of that cum sitting iside my body, his DNA and cum fragments slipping past my walls, into my bloodstream, his swimmers exploring my whole body and getting into my brain to gently fuck me up just a little bit more each time. I swear, my body and brain must contain the DNA and cum fragments of thousands of men by now. I love it, and I believe that each one isn't just sitting with me for the rest of my life, but exerting subtle control, like increasing my recklessness with sex, or gently pushing me towards a place where I am always horny, always up for it, always willing to risk something so that a man or multiple men can use my body to get off and cum. I can feel the two guys' cum in my ass right now already starting to slip into me, and add their voice to that control. I truly believe this, even though, at the same time, I recognise... it's probably fucking insane. I truly believe it.

Also @bbslutuk I loved reading how you approach guys in cruise bars, saunas etc to offer yourself as a urinal. If you have any good tips or guidance, please post here. I feel like you are the master at this one, and I could learn something good from what you have to say! 😄

For me I wouldn't say drinking piss is as important as regular sex, but I'm always happy when I get to do it. All my many kinks and fetishes really are just items on a menu that guys are completely welcome to select from when using my ass or throat to cum. But none of them are essential compared to the brilliant moment when a stranger cums in my ass. But I do think there are a good few guys out there who feel the same way as you: that ws is as importnant as other forms of sex. Today I went cruising - 'Last Load' story linked below 😉 - and one of the guys rocked up, said he wanted to fuck me, but asked if I was into piss. I said yes as a sub. Long story short I knelt, he pissed into my mouth I drank pretty much the lot, sprayed a little bit across my chest, then walked off, seemingly satisfied. And I suspect that's what he wanted to do, either piss in or on a faggot sub like me, or get pissed on, because for him that was as important as sex. That bit about wanting to fuck me... well, maybe that was just to draw me in. I'm so glad he did, I was ramrod hard and horny for the rest of the cruising afternoon, and my mouth still tastes a little bit of his piss. Anyway, link here: scroll down to Guy #4 😉

Also, minor detail but... I ALWAYS have the Grindr sound notifcations switched on, wherever I find myself, no matter how inappropriate it might be. I want the fuckers in this world to hear what I'm about 😈😈😈

Thank you, man! Means a lot 😄 😄 😄

Spoiler alert: the Fucking Skank is me! 🤣 Went cruising to Armley Mills in Leeds once again, riding there on ym bike on a warm spring afternoon. I’d heard from a couple of comments on Squirt.org’s entry for the place that the last couple of afternoons had been busy, so off I went. And oh my god, I think this afternoon I excelled myself. Holy fucking shit I am a fucking skank! Short version – two loads in my ass, two loads in my mouth and something special! Guy #1: The action started almost as soon as I turned up. I got shirtless, and a very hot mixed-race guy wandered by, smoking weed. Mid 20s, good looking, would’ve been sexy lithe if he wasn’t wearing a hoodie. Anyway I followed him to a secluded area where he asked me what I was into – “I just wanna make you cum, man” was my reply – and he whipped out an enormous cock with a pronounced head. Well of course I started sucking it, but at one point I stopped and asked if he wanted to fuck me. He pulled out a condom, but I stopped him. Told him I’m bareback only. It’s fine I’ll keeping sucking you and make you cum that way. Don’t know if it was frustration or something else, but he immediately started to skullfuck me. Properly with one hand on the back of my head and one on the back of my neck so no escape from his thrusts into my throat. I gagged repeatedly but did not try to stop him. This went on for about five minutes. Tears in my eyes at this point when he suddenly pulls out. “Damn, I’m not gonna cum this way.” And so I blurt out, very quickly: “Just fuck me bare man, I’ll make you cum in two minutes, I swear.” Spoken through streams of precum and spit falling from my faggot mouth. He’s been playing with my hole occasionally while he skullfucks, and this seems to tip him over. Wordlessly he spins me round – there is only a quick moment for me to lube up with spit and precum before he shoves into me. True to form, he is not gentle. I am his fucking cock sleeve to cum in, nothing more. Awesome. His girthy 9+ inch cock is too big to be comfortable in my ass. It hurts but I know my place: breathe deep, open up as he’s fucking me. And sure enough, I keep my promise. He unloads a hot load into me, fucks it in there very briefly then pulls out, pulls his trackies up and relights his joint before wandering off. Of course I’m the one who says thank you. Guy #2: I walk away from this encounter straight – flying into a steady jizzjoy – into the gaze of a guy who I think might have seen something of what I just did. Anyway I follow him deeper into the woods, where he gets his cock out and gets me to suck it. He’s not into fucking. He’s black, somewhat chubby and his cock isn’t that big but my mouth is always willing to make a man cum, and so I do here. I should say the jizzjoy hits here, and for various reasons remains throughout the afternoon, as I keep doing things to top up that thrill. Anyway… As I’m working Guy#2’s cock, guy #3 walks up. Guy #2 might have invited him over and he gets his cock out and stands next to Guy #2 to watch. Now I guess I could suck both at the same time, but I am a diligent faggot. Once I’m working on one guy’s cock I want to bring him to completion before sucking another. So I pull down my shorts and offer Guy #3 my freshly fucked ass, tell him its lubed up already, or he can wait til I’ve brought Guy #2 off. He’s not into fucking either so he opts to wait. In time Guy #2 cums down my throat – a fairly normal blow job tbh – and walks off, and I immediately get to work on… Guy #3: Middle-aged white guy, nice 7inch cock, feels good roving across my tongue and hitting the back of my throat. At one point I think he cums, but he tells me he is a very heavy pre-cummer. He’s not kidding. I stop for a bit cos I’ve got cramp in my jaw from sucking, and take to jerking him off for a bit. He precums a massive wad into my hand, so I swap hands and wipe the precum across my body. I love it 😉 Well long story short on this one he doesn’t cum. He takes over wanking himself off and tells me he takes ages to cum. I start to recognise a fellow edger and gooner so I tell him so. This gets him harder and hornier again so I kneel down and take his cock in my mouth again for another big precum wad, but I think he’s up for the long haul. Starting to sweat in the heat, he stops, we chat for a bit, then he opts to take a break out by one of the tables in the park area. Guy #4: I’m barely done there, when guy #4 rocks up. He’s seen the tail end of the action with guy #3 I think, saw my naked ass from afar I think too – not sure, I was busy – anyway, he tells me outright he wants to fuck me, but am I into piss? Yeah I am, I say, but only as a sub. He whips his cock out – it is not hard at all – and there is a bit of a long silence… until I ask: you gonna piss? Yeah. Want me to drink it? Yeah. And so that’s what happens, in the middle of a sunny spring afternoon in Leeds. I get down on my knees. He slides his soft cock into my willing mouth, I close my lips around the shaft and he starts to piss into my mouth. It. Is. Fucking Amazing. I wait for my mouth to fill up completely and start to swallow. And all I can think is: holy fucking shit, boy, you are fucking deranged today! More piss fills my mouth, and down it goes in big swallowing gulps. That warm, salty, sour, sharp, pissy taste fills me up. I get about five full mouthfuls down me before he pulls out, asks if I want him to piss on my body, I say yeah and he does a final small spurt across my chest, shakes his wet pissy cock at me, and puts it back in his trousers. I stand up, bone hard, pull my cock out to jack off hard, so horny from my piss-soaked dirty mouth, tongue hanging out, muttering “fuck yeah thanks man” when he turns tail and walks off. “Might fuck ya later” Something tells me he just wanted to piss down my throat. I’m fucking good with that. By now I fucking stink of sweat, piss, precum and cum I’m sure. And I’ve not even been there an hour. Guy #5: There is a bit of a hiatus, so I take a break by a seat at the top of the park when Guy#5 appears, older, maybe mid-50s. I follow him into the forest, and once again it is no-nonsense. My bike goes against the nearby railings. Cock comes out, goes straight into my mouth as I immediately kneel down. As I suck, he says: show me your ass. I pull down my shorts for him, arch my back and get hopeful. Sounds promising. His cock is about six inches, and as he pulls out of my mouth, he just says “yeah, want that”, so I walk over to my bike by the railings, drop my shorts completely and present my ass. He grabs my hips – I love it when men grip my hips right before the fuck – and puts into me. Like I said earlier, I’m already lubed up. He works himself quickly to a crescendo, and I am praying the prayer of faggot cumdumps everywhere – cum in me cum in me cum in me 😉 Whereupon he abruptly pulls out of me and before I realise what’s going on, he shoots his load into the fucking trees. What the fucking actual fucking fuck?! I stand up. He looks at me, smiles, says thanks, and cleans himself up. “Should’ve cum inside me, man” I say ruefully, watching the cum drip from his fingers. I’d wait for him to fuck off so I can lap it up off the branches or something but I am too disappointed. Oh well, at least I made him cum I guess… Guy #6: All of this is witnessed by Guy #6, who smiles, tells me he only has about ten minutes before he has to go back to work. “Ok” I say “what can I do to make you cum? Wanna fuck me, cos I can’t believe it but that guy just pulled out of me to shoot for fucks sake” Guy #6 laughs, tells me he doesn’t fuck when cruising, so I get down on my faggot knees to blow him. This guy is also a bit chunky, white guy, early 40s maybe, but he smiles down at me as I work his 7 to 8 inch cock. Hiss rhythm isn’t so much skullfuck as glide steadily from lips to back of my throat and back to lips, a guiding hand on the top of my head. I gag several times during this process but do not stop. I look up and give him a wink, he smiles as if to say ‘good boy’. After about three or four minutes of this, he shoots into my mouth and throat, and I blink back more tears in my eyes cos I think my stupid mouth is just about knackered with all this sucking. But another load down my throat is all good. I swallow it to join the previous cum and that guy’s piss. Fuck yeah. Guy #7: I’m about done, and there’s another hiatus, so I think maybe to get going and cycle home, when BRRRRRP comes a Grindr message. I check it out and it’s a guy who lives about a kilometre away from the cruising area. I’ve been fucked by him before, and he never disappoints. Mid 20s, tattooed, sexy as fuck, but he doesn’t think of himself that way. I do. Anytime he taps me up, I don’t care if I’m shattered or if I’ve been used by multiple men – which today, I am now both – I will cycle up to the top of that fucking hill to give him my ass. Sometimes he wants a quick fuck, sometimes he wants to take his time. I am at his service. Today it’s a quickie. I race up that hill: “I’m here”, door opened, bike brought in, up to the bedroom, both get naked and I start to kiss his beautiful lithe tattooed body. I tell him not to kiss me cos I’ve been cruising and it’s been used, but after a few minutes he grabs me while I’m worshipping his body and kisses me. I add sweet minty chewing gum and his spit to the mix of flavours in my dirty skank of a mouth. He pulls out some poppers and takes a hit as I start to work his cock with my mouth, but he’s up for fucking and loading me. He never disappoints. Points to the bed, and I -ever the good sub – present my ass to him in the most inviting way I can. In he goes, straight away going for piston fuck, because he’s totally focussed on using my ass to get off and cum in. At your service. He’s actually a really friendly guy, not dominating at all, yet he also means business. He knows why he has invited me over. The fuck lasts for about ten minutes, and I really enjoy his eight incher pushing deep into me, using Guy #1’s cum as his lube. He cums hard in me once he hits his rhythm, and my fag btm circuits kick in to reach round and grab his ass to pull him into me. I squeeze myself inside to milk his cock, a move which makes his legs buckle, and we both laugh. He pulls out, and we chat for a bit. I once again tell him he is fucking gorgeous, but he just tells me he wishes other guys would see it. Such a shame. Well, the reason I’m invited over is done, so exit flat, bye maybe see you again, door closed, ride home, flying with jizzjoy. The last load in my ass was two and a half hours ago. I’ve still got those two loads in my ass – they’ll be staying overnight for full absorption – and, as I’ve been writing this. I can still taste a skanky mixture of cum, precum, sweat, mint gum, and a total stranger’s piss in my dirty fucking mouth. Fuck me, I have been a total Fucking Skank today. I am deranged and I fucking love it!

Nasty Kink Pigs. I'm on Recon and all the rest, but as I understand it, NKP is a level up kinkwise. Haven't joined yet but prob will if I decide to let this place go (ie, decide not to use a VPN) once it's blocked here in the UK. Then again, if all this is due to legal changes, what other sites may end up getting blocked?

Holy fuckin' shit, that is nasty as fuck! I love it. Turns out I now have a new fantasy that I need to get fulfilled. A bowl full of semen, half injected into my ass, and the other half, bring the bowl to my wet lips and drink it all the fuck down. Gulp gulp gulp. So, yeah, I voted half and half. Fuck fuck fuck I need to do this now! 🤣

I appreciate all the advice here. Might get myself a VPN to continue accessing this site, but for me there is another issue, tangential to the whole VPN thing. I enjoy linking up with the global folks on here, particularly the Backroom and Last Load sections, but if its blocked in the UK, how many Brits are reasonably going to continue to access and find this site? One of the things I also enjoy is the possibility of linking up with local guys, and I'm not sure that many Brits are going to continue being on here after July. I realise this is an impossible question to answer, but you get what I mean. There'd just be a hardcore few. I'm wondering if it might be better to finally join NKP. Anyway, like I said: tangential to the main point of this thread, but yeah...

I am very lucky. He's actually on the asexual side of things, but he understands my ADHD/hypersex libido. Apart from this, we have so much in common, but yes we long ago accepted that my sex drive needs to find its many outlets elsewhere. Ha, surprisingly for a walking group of gay men, it's all very wholesome. Well, the weekends away are less so, but yeah it's more about the being social. But of course, me being me, I'd be up for a group 'mounting' if it was ever to arise! 😉