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I like to take charge at first, to pleasure his cock with my tongue and mouth skills, then steadily work my way down the shaft, drop my gag reflex so I can deep throat him for a bit, and just generally savour the whoile feeling of having a man's cock in my mouth and throat. But perhaps a few minutes in, I love to turn things around in a kind of deliberately seductive move: I run my hands up his body, down his arms, take his hands in mine, and with his cock still riding my tongue, place his hands firmly on the back of my head. A clear signal to take control and skullfuck me. At this point I will then run my hands back up his body so that he has full control of my head, to skullfuck and throatfuck me to his cock's content. I am there, kneeling, arms reaching up, almost like a worshipful supplicant to his desires. I fucking love this feeling.

I agree with those who say there's no reliable way to know. Instinctively you'd think 'big swinging balls' but that's not an indicator in my experience. If there is one possible indicator - and it's not a 100% guarantee - then I'd suggest the amount of precum a guy produces while I'm sucking him. You know that thrill when the first taste of precum glides across your tongue or hits your throat, that rush of knowing that a) he's enjoying what you're doing, and b) there might be a cumshot in the next few minutes. But if that taste of precum becomes a repeated gush, and I feel I'm already having to swallow in order for the next little spurt or taste, a regular set of spurts into the mouth, then yeah... more than half the time what follows is a delicious heavy cumshot down my throat.

This sounds like my experience. The first sensation was just cold, like there was a big ice cube up there. My ass started to get an ice-cream headache! 🤣 But even then I figured: well, it'll be a nice tight hole for him to fuck with all the muscle contractions down there with this cold. Then, when it started to melt, when the cold subsided.... and the waves of jizzjoy began to hit. Ever seen film of that Indian Ocean tsunami? It was like that. Wave after wave after wave. And yeah churning strangers' cum inside me. Beyond hot.

Last toy I bought was three weeks ago. A ten inch silicone 'realistic' dildo. I say realistic, it's bright purple. But I bought it to train myself to be able to fully deep throat again. Got out of practice in recent years, but used to be a master at it. I'm still pretty good, but only maybe 80% as good as I was. Can still suppress my gag reflex for the most part, but every now and then it kicks in. Someone tried to throat fuck me a couple of weeks back, and I only managed a few thrusts before I had to slow down and ease off into a regular suck. This isn't acceptable as far as I'm concerned. I've always loved taking a good deep skullfucking, so I am working with this new silicone dildo for about 15 minutes a day. things are starting to come back 😄

Did not know this was called Devil's Dick but yes a guy did this to me some years ago. I loved it. Mostly it was his own cum saved up but he said he'd grabbed a couple of used condoms he'd found at a crusing area in Leeds we both frequented. So the cum was unknown to both of us. When he slid the frozen lump of it in me, I wanted it to be super horny but it just felt cold. When it started melting, though, not only was it super horny, a wave of jizzjoy hit me, very intensely. We used it as the only lube for a really wild afternoon-long fuck. Waves of pleasure and constantly riding jizzjoy throughout, especially when he came inside me a couple of times with fresh loads. Incredible experience.

It's definitely what you do with it that counts for me, speaking as a total cocksucking bb btm. Sucking on a six-inch cock is fun because, while I can deep throat, it can be a lot of work with a big cock to really work it all properly, whereas six inches will just gently hit the back of my throat. I can go to town, give the guy maximum pleasure by working my mouth, lips and tongue in a way that's relaxing for both of us. Deep throating something much larger can become hard work. I'll do it of course but yeah, it becomes about working and serving the guy - which as a sub is a pleasure for me - rather than relaxing into his cock in my mouth. As for being fucked - yeah I tend to find guys on the more average side tend to work it more, and have more skills. They don't rely on the idea that 'hey I'm big so I'm gonna rock your world anyway' (they often don't), whereas a six-inch can have me howling from a good repertoire of fuck skills. It's the lack of complacency I think, among other things. I remember a few years back on a night out with some straight friends, we were all drunk, and conversation turned to 'size matters'. There was general, but naive agreement among the straight guys. I got my ADHD hyper on, and was like 'Guys, how the fuck would you know? You've never had one in you!' Once they got over the shock - they should've known, I am a bit ADHD no-filter - I carried on with some thing like: 'Skills are important. It's the difference between me checking my watch halfway through wondering how long this is gonna go on for, and howling the place down for an hour. If you say 'size matters' then I'm honestly gonna think you have no skills in the bedroom...' I think that corrected the perception, at least for them. Conversation continued with them asking - you know how straight guys do - what is it actually like being fucked, why do you like sucking cock etc, and me answering like the uninhibited homo that I am ha ha. Anyway, I digress. The point: Skills. Not Size.

The biggest cock I ever took was 11 inches. A skinny-as-fuck Eastern European guy with basically a third leg. We were in a public area of Sweatbox in London, kissing and putting on a bit of a show, when he said he wanted to fuck me. "But" he said "it's big, no one can ever really take the whole of me" - or words to that effect. And I thought... Challenge Accepted! Especially in front of that audience. I'll be honest: it was hard work. We did it doggy style so I had a bit of control how deep he went. It took quite a few minutes to work my hole right down to the hilt - he was quite patient with me because he knew I would try my hardest to accomodate him fully - and when it did go right down until I could feel my ass against his abs, it opened me right up and felt FUCKING GOOD. Until he started fucking me. Now I had a few loads inside me to help lube the situation up, and he was fucking me bareback, so I knew if I could hold on, I'd get his load so deep inside me I'd be spitting it out. But fuck me, once he got into a rhythm it just fucking hurt. I bit down, determined. Held onto my cock and balls because even they were hurting as he started to work it. Good thing was, all the appreciative noises he was making, like "wow, can't believe you've taken it all", "fuck yeah feels so good" and so on. That's all I was really in for now, to make him feel good and to make him cum. At one point he asked if I was hurting him, and I just grunted "That's my problem. Not yours. Don;t fucking stop." Because if he had stopped, I would have pulled him out of me and got out of there. Luckily for me, he didn't take that long to cum. Maybe he really never had had many guys take his cock fully like this but whatever, the last 30 seconds of crescendo pounding were agonising. He shot his load so deep into me, and with such an animal howl, that a wave of relief hit me - my animal howls too. Well, the truth is that I pretty much did it to say that I had done it... and yeah to be able to sit here and type this right now. I've taken 10.5 inches since then, with much the same result, but well... was it worth it? For taking yet another stranger's load deeper into my ass than ever before? Yes For the story and bragging rights? Fuck yes For the sense that I bit down and got used hard? Fuck fuck yes But the actual fuck itself, I gotta be honest: it was an endurance ride pretty much from start to finish, very little pleasure for me, and it pretty much wiped me out for the rest of the night. Once we were done, I found a private cabin, crashed and slept for an hour. Fairly sure I might have got a minor anal fissure from it too. But am I happy I did it? Fuck yeah! Do I still jack off about it six years later? Fuck fuck yeah Would I do it again if I got the chance, even though I know it'd be fucking agony? FUCK FUCK FUCK YEAH!

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Yeah I needed to read this today too. Thanks man 😉

This is totally true and I 100% agree, but the problem with morals, in general, is that they are public, as in: morals present themselves as universal, natural, normal, god-given - even enfolded into the very fabric of the universe itself! - when of course they are nothing of the sort, not even a bit, changing over time, place, culture and between individuals, among many other things. Often wildly different in the same person in different contexts. That poz-stigmatizing slut-shamer probably thought of himself as a thoughtful, compassionate sort of person in many contexts, but here, let me send you this nasty barb to make you feel terrible, because morals. This is why I prefer ethics. With ethics, you've got to actually think 😜

Block. Instant block. I wouldn't even stop to think, or doubt, or seek to educate, or anything else, including allowing someone else's malice to seep into your mind and make a home there. Block, and do not compromise with assholes** Also I know your post was a while ago, but sending love. Any top would be lucky to have you. Of this i am certain x ** Advice which, in these days of rising global fascism, must be regularly utilised.

Quite a varied field of public sex for me, but for blowjobs (always giving), I guess the top 5 would be: 1. While filming a Triga porn film in 2012. Not public at the time, but obviously the DVD went out everywhere, so that has to be the most public thing I ever did. 2. Endless blowjobs and fucks in cruising areas with an audience. If having sex in a cruising area I will always choose to be public rather than go off somewhere private. Ditto cruise bars like Vault in London. I love an audience. Don't we all? 3. Sucking off a train driver at 6am while the train was parked in a major UK city railway station. He had caught me on Grindr and by coincidence happened to be the driver on the first train of that morning. Sucked him off in my seat: there were passengers in the other carriage and on the platform who probably saw us. 4. This one's a bit contrived, but... The British Museum. Was visiting with a guy who wanted to do something wild and I was up for it. So we tucked away upstairs at a secluded exhibit (in the Greek exhibits - up some stairs into a smallish exhibition space of some friezes from one specific temple or place, I forget exactly). We kinda planned it out. The second we got up there and saw no one else there, he whipped his cock out, I got down at the top of the stairs and sucked it for about a minute. He didn't cum but really we just did it to say we'd done it. Stopped before we thought we might get caught, though at one point he was skullfucking me hard and I thought he might blow.. Went down to the toilets and he finished him in there by using my ass. Good times. 😉 5. Crowded gay bar during Pride weekend in Leeds. His friends stood around in the courtyard as I got on my knees and blew a friend of mine because I was drunk, horny and he dared me to. Blew him to completion as his friends hid me and kept watch. Ok that's five! 😄

Way back in 2012, I was a tourist in the UK porn industry for a summer. Did a few films, a few photoshoots, got myself exposed a bit, and then after three months stopped. One of the films I did, for Triga, was a full-on piss party group sex thing. Was pissed on by multiple guys for the afternoon, got myself fucked, sucked cock and drank piss down etc. It was incredible. Tried to find a few screencaps of the vid I made at the time, but only one pic with two guys pissing on me at the same time - first pic, of me being fucked - found a few others of me getting pissed on, or in the mouth, but just by one guy. Shame - I thought I had some of me taking piss by two or three guys at once there. Anyway, enjoy, and feel free to download and re-upload elsewhere if you like 'em. It's fun to share! 😄

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Thanks guys. And @SamCummyCunt I got a deep momentary thrill (as in heart leaps, ass twitches, hot gasp) reading those three words, man. I should say: thank you, Sir! 😉

As a bottom who regulalry takes multiple loads, I do question the full effectiveness of semen displacement. Walked out of the sauna yesterday with at least 10 loads in my ass after seven hours of various fucks (see recent post in 'Your Last load' section!) and yes while it probably didn't feel quite like there were 10 full loads of cum inside me, there was enough that on the train home I had to do some pelvic floor and Kegel work to keep it all inside me. It was a fair amount of fluid making a bid for freedom! When I got home, I pretty much fell asleep face down, and was a bit dehydrated, so the cum had a nice downward slant to get deeper into me, plus probably the majority started to get absorbed overnight. This morning, a bit more of a Kegel struggle when I got up and started my day. 24 hours later everything's calmed down but I'm still getting the occasional stirring. All of these details are really to suggest that I'm not sure how much the subsequent tops actually displaced the earlier cumshots out of my ass, or whether the subsequent fuckings pushed them a bit deeper or spread it out (ie, painting my insides), as much as fucked it out of me. I'm sure some cum got displaced, dripped out of me during the later fucks, but enough has remained to cause me a fair bit of trouble throughout the subsequent night and day 🤣 If semen displacement was really a strongly effective thing, I don't think us multiple load taking bottoms would have this kind of problem. On the other hand, when you see bottoms taking it raw in a sling for a while, there is quite often a pool on the floor, so... well, I don't know then: perhaps these bits of anecdotal evidence leads to an equivocal conclusion at best! 🤣

Had a spectacular visit to Basement sauna in Manchester yesterday, where I spent seven hours getting railed and railed, and being the uninhibited bareback sauna whore I love to be. Exhausted now, but load tally is about ten I think. Might be more, but sometimes in dark rooms, the guy gasps a bit then slides out and you never can be sure. Could be a lot more, but ten that I’m certain of. They’re all still inside me now, 12+hours later, and I’m not letting them go. A few highlights… First Load: I’d been chatting to a guy on Squirt who said he’d be there from opening and we should meet. He wanted to load me asap. I’m up for that. I arrive just after midday, get myself douched and ready and sure enough he’s there. We go into a room and he’s fucks me on my back, curled up with my legs on his shoulders, staring into his eyes. He pumps the day’s first load into me within ten minutes. Fantastic: I’ve been here 20mins max and I’m already flying with jizzjoy. The Toymaster: Now this one was special. Not long after the first load I run into a guy, we start kissing and then he stops: “are you top or bottom?” My standard reply “Total bottom”. For some reason, I’m often told I give off ‘top vibes’. I don’t even know what the hell ‘top vibes’ are – I am a VERY proud and open bottom! – but he’s happy with my reply as he’s total top and worried I might have been top as well. He grabs me and throws me into a room. Throws me literally. This is going somewhere I like. The next 30 to 40 mins are spent being the best sub bitch boy to a commanding dom top, and he seems to love how I respond to his domination while he is fucking me deep and firm, like a dom top should. We quickly become a morass of sweat and sex, each playing our dom/sub roles perfectly. He spits in my mouth repeatedly as he’s fucking me in multiple positions and tells me to swallow – I grab his hand and make him choke me so he can really feel me swallowing his spit down. He tells me I’m just a hole to him, I respond that I’m just trash to use and throw away. He puts his hands over my mouth, I lick his fingers so he puts them inside me. He stops to rest for a while so I get down and lick his feet, exploring heels, arches, toes with my mouth and tongue. That’s when he says… “You’re just my fucking toy, aren’t you boy” “Yes, sir. I’m just your fucking toy, to use and abuse” “I’m the fucking Toymaster then” And he grabs me to fuck me even harder, spitting, thrusting, choking, raping my throat with his fingers, pulling my hair, and pounding me like the sub bitch fucktoy I deserve to be. Another break, and he decides he wants to show me off, to take me to the most public area he can find and fuck me with everyone watching. He asks me where’s good? My reply… “Lead the way, sir, I’m your toy, you’re the boss” So he takes me to the area with the big porn screen and the seats, where everyone will be passing as they cruise, lays down and shows me his feet: of course I lick and clean them fully, and then move up to deep throat his cock before he lays me down, facing all the bystanders, and fucks me hard. Again: spit, choke, slap, hair-pull, writhing in sweat and sex. I’m completely in the most brilliant, flying subspace now. I will do anything he demands and thank him for it. He decides towards the end that he wants to whroe my ass out, to offers it to a couple of the watching folk. But this is the UK, and everyone is a bit too timid. There’s one guy who starts to step up but he chickens out. Think we might be a bit too open and uninhibited for the crowd. The Toymaster decides to take a break for a bit, so throws away his toy. Promised to do a repeat later, but I got dragged into dark rooms and cubicles with multiple guys after that, so I didn’t see him again. Bit of a shame, but at least I left with the right words after he talked about a repeat performance: “Your toy needs to serve, sir” “Of course it does,” and he was gone. Max: I didn’t find out his name until afterwards. Now here is where I got nasty. I love it. I’d spend a long time getting repeatedly railed in dark rooms, cubicles, fuck benches – basically anywhere where anyone would have me, thinking of my entire body as public property to use and fuck by this point. This hot guy quickly dragged me into a dark room and started kissing me. As usual I grabbed his cock and steered his hand towards my ass to wordlessly signal I’m a bottom – don’t want those damn ‘top vibes’ I don’t even know about to spoil things – and sure enough his fingers start to quest inside. “Careful,” I say, “Got a few loads in there and I’m keeping them in me” I hear a hot gasp from him – I think that’s the kinda talk he likes – and he spins me round, up against the wall, starts to rim me deep. “Careful”, I say again, so he stands up, grabs my face and kisses me dee. I taste the cum, lube and my own ass , as well as his spit, and it is fucking good. Well, he puts me up against the wall and fucks me for ten or so minutes before cumming in me. I’ve been fucked so much today that I’m just working for the cumshot to be honest, but he spurts a huge load into me. The jizzjoy hits me. Hard. I grab him as he still wants to kiss after shooting in me. We kiss, hard and deep and then, words start to find me, whispered into his ear… “Fuck, man. I love your cum inside me. Feels so good.” His hot gasp again. This is the talk he loves. He grabs my ass. “I’m keeping you inside me now, keeping your seed in me. Gonna hold it in til tomorrow, and let it all absorb.” “Fuck yeah” he moans, and I continue: “Imagine your swimmers starting to glide into me right now. Your DNA in me, forever, yeah? Your cum swimming into my whole fucking body, and taking me over” I can hear he is loving every word, even after he has cum. He grabs my ass, runs his sweaty hands all over my sweat-drenched body, kisses me deep. All through this, I am exploring him too, his fantastic body: but I am also jacking him off.Even after cumming he is rock hard again. And then… “Your cum, your DNA in my blood, my brain, inside me forever…” Suddenly he can’t resist: “Get on the fucking bench.” He practically throws me onto the fuck bench at the back of the darkroom. We lay down, and he slams into me, fucking me sideways, pounding me as hard as he can. He is practically howling with every thrust, so am I, and we are basically an ocean of sweat, pounding and noise. I’m pretty sure I know what he wants, to cum in me a second time. We’re both focussed 100% on one thing: using my whole body so he can cum a second time. We’re unified into this single intention. I tighten myself inside to give him a better feeling fleshjack fuck, close my second gate so that with every thrust, the head of his cock will slide into something tight deep within me. And then, the cumshot: and this time it is magnificent, accompanied by a symphony of gasps, fuck yeahs and relief. A wave of jizzjoy floods me yet again. We writhe around in our sea of sweat for a while, kissed and talked as he slowly eased his cock out of my hole. What a spectacular fuck. We both stood up, kissed some more then staggered outside where we swapped names. Asked him if he came here often. “No, just once a month really”. He couldn’t believe he’d managed to cum in me twice in a row. “Well, Max, my ass is yours now. Can’t believe it either. Anytime I’m here and you’re here, you get to fuck me. No questions asked.” – and here I put both of his hands on my ass, still flying with jizzjoy tbh – “This ass belongs to you, you marked it with your seed. Anytime we’re both here, just say remind me of your name, and tell me you want it. Don’t even ask. Tell me, because it’s yours, man.” He liked that. Liked it a lot. I joked if he wanted to give me a third load back in there but we were both exhausted. We went our separate ways. Truth is, my ass is owned, but every man who’s ever fucked me. It really is public property by now. If any man signals to me in real life he wants to fuck me, my rights are erased: he gets what he wants. That’s how my ass has always been for me. Publicly owned. Anyway, I digress… The Last Load: This one was really sweet actually. An older guy just wanting to unload. I of course offer my ass as the keeper of a piece of public property should. We go into a cubicle, and we fuck for about 5 minutes before he’s ready to shoot in me. Not the best fuck I’ve had today, but… …you know there are some guys that get the giggles when they cum? This was one such guy…. He shoots his cum into me, and his face goes from ‘hot horny fuck yeah’ to ‘childlike laughter’ in about five seconds. I’m on my back looking up at him still inside me and he’s just shaking his head howling with laughter. It is so sweet. I grab his head in both hands to get him to look at me, because his laughter is infectious. We’re both giggling now looking at each other. Sometimes the simultaneous fuck-yeah horniness and hilarious absurdity of saunas and bathhouses hits me, and it hits me now. It’s wonderful. He slides out of me, and I figured it’s time to go home. Seven hours, probably getting railed for the majority of that time, or looking for the next fuck. Ten loads I know about, probably a few that I don’t. Always good. And as I promised to Max, all these loads, all the DNA, it’s all staying inside me, swimming its way into my body, my blood, my brain, my mind, my whole being… to subtly change me, yet again. My whole body as a cumdrunk vessel for men. Fuck yeah.

I'm exactly the same. The last time I got fucked with a condom was summer 2018, a couple of years after deciding to go 100% raw. I only agreed beforehand because he'd approached me on Recon and wanted to crucify me. He had a custom-made BDSM cross set up in his living room, of all places. I thought condom plus hours of torture, or nothing. I chose the torture, and it was savage/awesome. Since then, all latex is turned away and always will be.

Excellent, man. My guy was a bit more forthcoming in sliding his cock down my throat the first time, and even fucked me for a bit before returning to my mouth. He wanted me to experience everything fully the first time, and even though I choked and the fuck hurt (but also, I loved it), I was only too willing. He said there was time to take it slow and teach me properly later on. That first time, really, I think he just wanted to use me to cum. As I said before, that was an important lesson in itself, one I was completely receptive** to, and in many ways, the most important teaching he had to give me, that I should always be willing to share my body for other men's pleasure. He saw something deep in me I think, and brought it out of me perfectly. To this day, I am still putting that into practice any time I can. **Pun probably intended! 🤣

Thanks drscorpio. I always loved this film. It was instrumental in my decision to firstly fully commit to barebacking as a btm, and then, later on, to do as the film's title suggests. So good to see it again ❤️ (and this time on a site where I can download it for keeps 😉 )

To me, it does seem plausible he might be straight while still fucking a man. It's not that simple: there are sexual identities (gay, straight, bi, pan, etc), sexual behaviours (fucking, sucking, everything else!), and sexual preferences (into men, into women, into cis, into trans, into NB, and many more), and they do not necessarily all line up, even among "straight" identifying men. Here in the UK, there's a common joke among straight men that "any hole's a goal", and I have used that to my advantage on a number of occasions. Also among laddish guys, if you happen to crouch down in front of them (say, to tie your laces or whatever), you'll occasionally get a "while you're down there, mate" as they all laugh. I have gotten lucky once or twice here too, when I've said words to the effect of "ok then|", suggested my skills in that area, and steered the resulting confusion towards an outcome I'm hoping for. I used to have a regular straight guy who'd host, bend me over, and literally put his phone on my back watching straight porn while he was fucking me. He just needed a hole to cum in, and I was happy to be that hole. Another straight guy who'd insist on me wearing a jock to cover up my cock while he was fucking me on my back (once or twice made me wear panties), calling me 'baby girl' the whole time. I acted the part for him, because of course I fucking did. It's really not that simple, and in truth never has been, from place to place, culture to culture, man to man. There are always complexities...

Fair points here, @AirmaxUK, and yeah we do have stricter insurance, liability & safeguarding rules here in the UK, for all sorts of (IMO) very good reasons. It's just interesting how strict it is in London, and seemingly less so elsewhere in the UK. But yeah all fair points.

Yes that's my understanding of most venues too. In the UK it's perhaps a bit less open - like no one would ever say "I'm off at X" while you're standing in line to get in, it'd be more an approach in the corridor or changing rooms etc - but yes that seems to be the general rule. But at Vault, it was always secret, rushed, furtive, urgent, watchful. Just wait in the dark I'll be there but gotta check no one sees me etc. Which of course is a hotness all of its own, but you're right, it seems pretty draconian.

Ha ha excellent! 😄 I think he did indeed. This reminds me of that other phrase "everything in moderation - including moderation itself!" 🤣