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Thanks, I really appreciate that. I know a lot of bottoms are just happy to get fucked and get a load but I can't help but feel like I should be more capable for them. I have a fear of disappointment and this one hits me hard.
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Is the experience of taking a monster cock worth the pain?
JesseAaron1385 replied to luvblack77's topic in General Discussion
Biggest I've ever taken was at least 11.5" maybe a bit longer and thick as fuck. He was a super nice guy but could tell I totally wasn't into it. It felt like my stomach was being punched from the wrong direction and honestly it was just very uncomfortable. I've never been a size queen, in fact I appreciate average sizes but I wanted to try a huge one once to know for certain whether I liked it or not. -
When I started having sex I was traditionally the bottom. I feel this can be attributed to the fact that I am a passive and submissive person rather than an actual desire to be a bottom. Well, at this point in my life I can't bottom due to a combination of various reasons and situations so I am trying to become more of a top in order to maintain a satisfying sexual life. However, I am very shy about topping and have very little confidence when I do get the opportunity, I either cum too quickly or I tend to get lost in my head and overthink every little detail (finishing too quickly, making myself last longer, is my partner enjoying, ways I can be better, what I can do differently, etc) which results in performance anxiety. I have tried: Numbing spray with lidocaine - didn’t really do anything Numbing lube with benzocaine - more numbed their ass than my dick or numbed too much and couldn’t keep my wood Jerking off and cumming before sex so I’m not so sensitive Slowing down and pausing to prevent myself from cumming Wearing a condom - made it impossible for me to stay hard and cum Thinking of distractions/daydreaming - this just leads to me losing my wood Focusing on other things around me like music or the tv Wearing a cockring - they are generally uncomfortable and make my balls ache but this only results in me once again losing my wood Antidepressants - didn’t really do anything Downers - just resulted in not being fully hard and making it impossible for me to cum Stimulants - didn’t affect my ejaculation any other than making me sweat and feel like I was running a marathon trying to catch my breath Being stoned - this was fun but did nothing other than make me easily distracted Being drunk - fun but sloppy and usually prevents me from getting completely hard or cumming Other pharmaceutical categories like benzos, muscle relaxers, steroids - benzos do nothing until I take enough to fall asleep, muscle relaxers do nothing until I take enough to feel jello-y, steroids not sure what these would do but I’ve tried em Poppers - these just make my head swim until I either get nauseated or go soft Pain stimuli - to distract me from the feelings of pleasure Frequently changing positions - to differ the stimuli as well as have a mini break from the stimulation Relaxing myself/muscles to slow down climax - breathing evenly, releasing any tension I’m holding, basically meditating while I have sex Tensing my muscles - squeezing, tensing, clenching my leg, groin, and ass muscles in order to prevent myself from shooting It seems like everything I try either doesn’t work or does the opposite, making me feel impotent, and neither of those results help me gain confidence in myself or my actions. It's really starting to get to me…does anyone have any suggestions or advice?
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Recurring rectal chlamydia?
JesseAaron1385 replied to dude8688's topic in HIV/AIDS & Sexual Health Issues
I recently had this issue. Got told to get tested by a fuck buddy and I came up clean on the UA but several days later tested positive for it rectally. I was given seven days of doxycycline at two times a day, then they called and extended it for another week to be sure. This is the first time (aside from being poz) in 25 years of being sexually active that I have tested positive for an STI and I find it highly annoying. -
Tell Me Your Thoughts On Hookup Sites/Apps & Finding Sex
JesseAaron1385 replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
It took two separate sessions to create it. I started it previously out of boredom to keep track of some thoughts and notes over them then forgot about it for a couple of weeks and when I saw this thread I went back in and edited/added for a couple hours (I went back and forth with other tasks) and called it good. -
Tell Me Your Thoughts On Hookup Sites/Apps & Finding Sex
JesseAaron1385 replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
After reading through this post and the comments, I feel very validated when it comes to my thoughts concerning the various apps and websites. There are some very excellent points, concerns, and ideas about everything and I had a good time working on this list and seeing what I have missed in my searches. I wish I could copy and paste everything I liked from all the posts into one big combined guide covering everything associated with them. I think I’m going to make a running list of ideas, links, information, etc in one big document called “My Big Gay List of Links” and use it to create a history of my explorations and finds. Eventually, I'll reorganize this list (and future additions will be inserted and categorized appropriately) to make it more user friendly, searchable, and less chaotic. Obviously you can tell I have a lot of free time and am willing to invest it in needless research rabbit holes where I find all possible information imaginable, every link of interest that could possibly be useful or related, and the alternatives available to satisfy my curiosity. To those who suggest IRL meetings and places, I commiserate. I miss the days of going to the bar and going home with someone or meeting at the bathhouse for a quick link but in today's world you have to have an online presence or you're limiting yourself. I live in a particularly secluded/rural region and if I didn't cast a wide net and explore online options I would never meet anyone much less get to be specific about who I want to meet. I know many don't like to go out anymore and some get anxiety when it comes to meeting new people and apps provide an alternative to those social settings and situations that still allows you to feel connected to the world. In addition, you have endless options since your only limits are what you make them so don't have to settle for anything you don't want. When you live in a secluded or rural area beggars can't be choosers when it comes to meeting and finding new people. Anyways....I've been searching for a connection, hookup, boyfriend, best friend, anyone really for a long time and have come across a variety of different online options such as: websites, social medias, dating apps, forums, kink, fetish, and sex websites would be happy to share my thoughts and findings on them all. But first there are some things to consider before searching and downloading an app or joining a site. What is your goal? Do you have any specific types of guys you'd like to meet? Are you looking to date only? What are you open to? What are you willing to do? Are you looking to hook up? Are you a nerd? Are you a jock? Will you invest the time in a profile? Interact with people and make friends? What level of commitment do you want? Do you want a relationship or hookup? FWB? Jerking buddy? Some head? A long-term Pen pal or online exchange to broaden your friend base?There are a million different directions to take and things to consider when deciding exactly what it is your looking/available for. The different answers to these questions, your variety of personal preferences, and specificity of your interests will all influence where you will want to start your search. Next research your target audience and know what you are looking for and cater your profile/information/hunt to your specific desires. A good profile is always key in getting people attention so take the time to make sure it conveys what you’re looking for. There are plenty of articles and sites concerning making the best profile you can and I advise reading over them in order to up your game. I have been searching for how to find guys to meet that aren't those two specific apps you know the ones) lately and have found a ton. I'm actually super excited to share right now. Warning: Always beware of ages! APPS Grindr - disappointed with this app. too expensive and there's no real way to make a connection with anyone. Sniffies - guys are even more sketchy here than Grindr. I've yet to have any of the proposed scenarios from the site to happen. If you would like more info on either app and the options available and what it has to offer, I can come back and add in information later. I want to be fair and just to the actual creation and content of the apps but I still want to have my personal opinion rant for the time being. Personal opinion rant. This is my opinion, which I will admit is probably a little jaded at the moment but I believe there is almost no way you will find someone to truly date and connect with in either of these apps. They are not going to be of the mind set and not thinking about anything more than a hookup or quick nut in most cases. Some guys play games, others collect pics, some want to be a tease or use it as jerk material and most of them end up ghosting or canceling. I rarely have success on these two apps any more and I find the culture of these two has become very elitist and toxic. Don't try to keep up with or put any faith in either of these apps for anything. Gays have a severe case of fomo and these two apps are the perfect example. You guys are better than this and if you're already searching for what other options there are, you're on the right path.. Go for Quality. You can also go for quantity if you want, that's cool too but never compromise on your standards or morals in order to follow the masses. You are worth everything you think you are and I personally feel that Grindr and Sniffies will erode your soul and mental health with extended use. Recon - Kink app/site where you can explore your specific interests and try to find a match for your sexual proclivities. Post pics and cruise other kinksters looking for someone to play with. Members are generally pleasant, but quite serious about their kinks. So proceed slowly and be open and honest. Don’t make fun of anyone or kink shame. If you aren’t interested save everyone's time by just keeping your mouth shut or a simple honest “No, Thanks.” Don’t judge anyone based on what you might see on this site. Some of these guys are truly invested in living the lifestyle and are able to. So Props to them for being happy and rocking their kinky side. Always get cruises and have interested parties but have never actually managed to connect with anyone from the app. Great for people that are deeper into the Kink and Fetish world. Discord - I have only explored a little but I feel it has GREAT potential when mastered. It’s kind of confusing and can be daunting to try and learn but I think it has a lot of possibilities. From what I understand you join a server (which you have either found online somehow or received an invitation from someone.) Once joined you have access to all the content that the creator and members feel like sharing. There are audio and video channels as well as chat groups, information and media exchange, and private chats. This site leans toward coding and those with a higher level of computer knowledge than most so take your time if you decide to explore it. * Don’t judge me but I decided to post a copy and Past of the Google AI description about what discord is. "Discord is a social platform that allows users to communicate through text, voice, and video calls. It can be used for a variety of purposes, including gaming, building communities, and running events. Chatting Text channels: Users can chat in written form, share jokes and memes, and ask and answer questions Voice channels: Users can talk to each other in groups over voice and video Video chat: Servers can host group video calls of up to 25 people Gaming Run Discord while in-game and Stream your game to your friends. Building communities Welcome new members to the server, Build a community of supporters, and Connect with people with similar interests. Running events Host podcasts, Run events, Group studying, and Educational purposes. Chatting with friends Sharing gifs, screenshots, and memes" Growlr - friendly guys haven't done more than make a profile. Got propositioned to pay for sex on this app so not currently very interested in using. Simplistic design, plain, bleached out unpolished look. Has lots of reactions which is interesting but app itself doesn’t seem to be very active. I have gotten a few other messages but they all trailed off after a short period. Reddit (Both an app and a website with various features available in each)- has alt/multiple profiles option for easy swapping between accounts. People often have a SFW and NSFW account to explore the various communities anonymously or publicly. Through the various communities you can find a variety of porn in an unlimited amount of genres such as amateur, model, OF, redgifs, Chaturbate, as well as real guys searching for everything from dick pics and chat buddies to role play and more involved relationships both sexual and non. Questions about life, dating, hookups, personals, like-minded bros, XXX options, news, hobbies, culture, how to’s, product reviews and on. The options are really quite endless. The chat feature is a great thing and once you learn the app it has great potential for connecting those of our generation. (I was a late bloomer to Reddit so forgive me if most of you already know about the site/app and are probably more versed in it than I am. It was an exciting find!) Tumblr - I have only explored the porn aspect of this app but plan to explore more in the future. You find tags that you want to follow and it locates various media posts people have made that have been tagged with your interests. It’s mostly pictures of models so far, but there is some various community representation to explore. I’d like to find more personal, self-made, amateur, non-professional, non-content maker media if possible but I’m not sure how much more I want to invest in an app that might be on a downhill slope? I scroll in my free time when I’ve checked everything else and need something new to focus on. Instagram - Generation after us seems to have this one mastered. I rarely use instagram and never got behind the mad rush to join so I don’t know what its possibilities and potential are. I know people can “slide into your DMs” but other than following people who popped up in my address book I haven't even used the app. I always figured it was more of a popularity/bragging contest more than anything else but it is probably way more than that. I’ll invest time on this one in the future maybe. Jack'd - only made a profile. Seems to be a favorite of “brothas” (i hope that isn’t racist or derogatory in anyway 😕and it is not my intention to sound that way, just a simple descriptive statement of fact.) Mixture of grid based location like Grindr and swiping app like Tinder. Not overly creative or groundbreaking in any way. Hornet - only made a profile Seems kind of like a mix between social media and dating app. It places an emphasis on the feed like Facebook. No grid or real location based interface but does have a nearby option. Overall seems less like a hookup/dating app and more like someplace you want to collect followers. Romeo - Grid based location app that uses cruises as their form of “tap.” Has a travel feature to explore other areas prior to travel. Chat feature included in app. Otherwise unremarkable without a large user count. Bumble - have a profile, don't scroll often. Very similar to Tinder from what I remember? I could explore it more I guess, I have heard good things about it when used for actual dating. I’m not really at that phase in my life at the moment so I haven’t really explored it. Will revisit at a later date. Hinge - great format wish it was more popular but sadly I don't use it often. Its pretty flowy in its setup with a classy design and has nice lines and colors (or lack of 🙂). Has a great way of getting the user to talk about themselves or think about something unique to tell those that view their profile. I felt this app was more oriented towards dating, FWB, or relationships but there are those on there looking for short term fun. Would love to shift my focus to an app like this but same as with Bumble, just not really in that phase of my life right now. Tinder - never did get into the Tinder craze but it is what it is. You know what that is and how to use it, so do it to it! Swipe left or right. I always thought Tinder was more for dating than hooking up so I never really invested the time in it. I should expand my horizons and put it through a 2 week trial run to see if anything happens. Maybe I just haven’t put forth the effort to get enough out of it yet. Low key had a feeling it was more for the class after mine and catered to fucktoys and fuckboys. Snapchat - Lots of guys trolling to jerk off and or possibly meet up. I haven’t understood or explored the social media/influencer portion of the app yet so I know there is more available but I’m not sure what kind of content is presented or its overall function and end goals. I don’t like snapchat because I lowkey get annoyed with the people that do it constantly. There are better apps. Also what's wrong with having a chat history? Saving one text in a dozen doesn’t remind me what we talked about in two months when I’m re-scrolling our conversation to remember what we have and haven’t talked about. How am I supposed to remember that on my own? I understand the app has great potential when it comes to verifying a prospective partner you hope to meet. Everyone wants to see a face and that you match your profile. So expect to use this app or at least Archer - got two messages and haven’t opened the app beyond that. I don’t think the local community has adopted it yet so no real point in exploring or using it at the moment. Scruff - I actually kind of like Scruff but haven't had success with it or focused much on it very much. I like it from what I have seen but don’t spend much time on it. The overall feeling of Scruff is more accepting and open than Grindr or Sniffies. It's a more mature and accepting crowd overall and I’ve had some great conversations on Scruff. I don’t think I've ever hooked up with anyone from scruff though but only because I don’t use it as often. I should invest more in it as I like the sense of community it puts forth but sadly I don’t. I’m not sure why, but I bypass it every time I’m looking for something to do or open and scroll. On the flip side of that statement though, I get very little initial interaction from my profile on the app in the first place so it’s kind of a mutual disinterest. Maybe I'm just not the right type for a Scruff profile. Altside.app - not yet completed but app for Kinks. I’m interested to know more about this app but the only access available is to make teaser profiles. Supports multi-profile function so you can have more than one to expand your target audience while still looking for specific things. Nice to not have to change your profile based on your minute to minute interests. IronCircles - Closed Social Media App for private groups. Breeding.zone is supposed to have a community but I have yet to get it to work or find it. I don’t really know if I see this taking off due to it’s obscurity, complicated initial setup, and private invite only based communities. Definitely an app that I would describe as IYKYK because you have to be in the know to use it. Meetup - Social media/Meeting app for publishing local community events, parties, functions, and get togethers. Great for small groups and meeting new people without it being sexually charged right off the bat. More of a platonic and social circle expanding app. Tagged - tried signing up but the app wouldn’t let me get past the automated/AI verification system so I didn’t get to explore it. Kind of annoyed by that and it leaves me curious...I wasn’t expecting much. WEBSITES Manhunt.com - this is rather dated and lightly populated. have gotten a few messages but no connections yet. The app and website are both pretty similar so no loss in appeal or use but I prefer the website version just a touch more. I just have an easier time with it on a bigger screen.Also, limited chats, so get your contact info in quick if you want to make plans. I did like the message board idea. Adam4Adam.com - rather dated and lightly populated superior to manhunt. Has an app and a website. The app is a similar setup to grindr and location based apps while the website offers more options and exploration outside the grid. I like the cruising information and that you could post parties and events. dudesnude.com - an original and classic site I think I may have had a profile on when I was 18? Anyways it’s a fun site that is oriented more towards jacking off and camming and rating of pictures and videos. Fun and simple way to share pics and vids as well as emails information and map location. Does have a private album with password access if you want to keep it on the more discreet side. Guys usually have pretty good bodies and all have seemed rather friendly. I could use it more but no one near me is available on it. squirt.org - I’ve started hearing a bit more from this but still kind of a regional thing maybe? Not quite sure what the crowd or audience is yet but the app is stratified pretty quickly between whats available to the free member versus a contributor. You have a limited number of profile views and messages so be selective on what you click when you are exploring. Theres mail and messages as well as a tab to Cruise. meetfighters.com - for wrestling, male bonding, sports, and activities. Kink oriented. Doesn’t necessarily have to be sexual. MeetFighters.com is a social network and personals site for people who share an interest in anything related to wrestling, fighting or the people who do it. bbrts.com - dated, but decent concept, popular in certain areas/cities. encourages bareback sex. Quick and easy geo-location grid. Watch out and don’t run out of messages if you live in a popular area though. The oink is a rather cute way to throw someone a notice without actually committing to a message. nastykinkpigs.com - aka Oink. more up to date, mature (ADULT) oriented hookup site/app. May contain semi-legal and offensive activities. The app is pretty simple to use, has a grid map as well as many other pretty cool features, few of which I’ve utilized other than the search option. I am a member of some kink groups, I send some oinks and the occasional email. Video and Picture functions are blocked and only available in the paid version as are the posts, message boards, polls etc. Also has an oink function to send as a flirt. This site does contain references to drugs and a variety of mature topics. Quora.com - I have yet to explore this one but it's on my list and I feel it has potential when used properly. Initial impression is that it seems like a reddit/news/peer/blog type feel where questions are asked and answered by members. I think there are communities and groups available but I’m not sure which function is its primary use yet. meetirl.com - doesn't currently work in my area will update if applicable. bkdr.com - doesn't currently work in my area but did work when I lived in Detroit. I never met anyone off of it but It didn’t have a huge population of users to pick from, originally I thought it might have a bit of potential but it doesn’t seem it’s taken off. Recently closed down support for my area not sure if it’s continuing in others or is just another app to add to the failed list. OkCupid.com - Tinder look alike. Website and app, has chat function, swiping, etc. Don’t think this is really an app most gay guys or the m4m audience gravitates towards but you never know theres always an outlier or two. Buddy.net - typical location based hookup site/app with grid setup. Nothing significant about it. Just got my first message on it a few minutes ago so I will stick with it long enough to see what happens. Altside.com - Coming soon kink/fetish hookup site. Grid based with near me and global options. Has support for multiple profiles/accounts. Holehunter.com - GPS based cruising app/site for random, gloryhole, and public, and anon meetings. Very basic. You can post ads, browse ads, cruise the area, see who is nearby, check out FAQ and information links and tips/tricks for users. I can see it being useful for what it is. Very direct, no small talk. justusboys.com - forum I just found out about. Will be exploring soon but initial thoughts are that it’s the same as every other forum based site. Probably has useful posts on various topics and links to information and other external content from there. TBH I lost my password before I even logged in for the first time and was kind of a mood killer and I don’t feel like resetting it at the moment. I have plenty on my plate and will explore it at a later date when I feel like investing in it and have nothing else to do. address4sex.com - self-explanatory. GPS based cruising/hookup app. Simple, e-mail based with local ads and postings. Direct and no fluff added. I can appreciate it. cumhunt.com - self-explanatory. Forum/Ad Posting and location searches using a profile based setup. Place/browse ads, view who’s online, see who’s looked at you, chat with people, see what’s in the community etc. I could actually see myself using this one if it had more than a handful of members in a reasonable radius. cruisingforsex.com - Provides popular cruising sites within a specified search area. Has a similar look and setup to a few other sites (I feel they are probably all variations of one master) so it was easy to navigate. Not sure on popularity or what the likelihood of success using it is. Always good to find new cruising places you wouldn’t typically think of. Use a profile to browse and see who’s nearby. Gaydar.net - Haven't explored yet Asspig.net - Just discovered this site! Will be back with more info Cumunion.com - good in concept but limited to specific metropolitan/urban areas. Useful if I’m traveling. SOCIAL MEDIA Fetlife - great kink social media like app that brings a great deal to the community and is a fun share for all those in the world. It has messaging, status updates, picture and video sharing, kink lists, groups, events, local meetings, community information, and on. It's pretty simple and getting more popular I think. Starting to upgrade its facade some and is doing a decent job. Seems smooth so far and improving. Doesn’t provide a simple way to find members geographically other than a city list or by sexuality so it can be hard to decipher who might or might not be interested without some direct profile digging beyond scanning their basic bio. Most of the members are polite enough to tell you if there's been a mistake or some confusion about anything without being a jerk. So no worries dont stress if you follow a straight dude or a big busty woman decides to follow you. It’s a very open community, so you should be prepared to be open too. There are those that are obviously attention seekers but you can make the occasional genuine connection on the site. X - I have only explored the porn aspect of this app but plan to explore more in the future. Great for following amateur content makers and professional porn stars as well as individuals that see and like, repost, share, or comment on a variety of media members can select from. If you don’t know what twitter is, you're more in the dark than I am so I really shouldn’t have to explain this one too much. I do enjoy the # clickability and @ sign tagging for exploring those that like similar things as you. They recently stopped allowing you to see who has liked or shared the media. I’m still figuring out the possibilities on who/what to follow other than porn but think there's probably a great deal available in the communities. Also while you can find things and popular people by location and name or topic, it's more complex to find members that are local to you without knowing their username or their interests as there is no grid or map search function. Great place for amateur videos and clips to be posted though. Good for a scroll while your hand is in your pants for a bit. Facebook - I haven't really thought about it but it does have groups, communities, and local information since everyone had facebook at one point. Dating is probably healthier than Grindr but I haven’t ever used it. Messenger is convenient and I have been hit on many times using it so that is one in the company's favor. Has a large target audience due to it’s popularity, also gays like to broadcast and share their lives so nearly everyone has one. Now linked to your Insta account for easy crossposting and account swapping. Lifeout.com - gay social media app, usually a bunch of guys sharing porn but exploring more to see if there's any potential for more on it. I'll invest time to see what it is about but I feel its going to end up as an app I only check sporadically. The first couple of posts I saw covered a wide variety of topics so there is discussion in addition to the posting of dicks. Not sure about meeting or hookup possibilities but so far the local crowd has been pleasant. Seems to be the same group of guys that keep the site going. They are a friendly bunch just looking for friends and connections. They tend to be a little deeper than just dirty chat and hooking up. MeWe - Forgive me, because the AI description was much more efficient than a personal download and recap on this one. It was interesting but had its use for a short minute in my life.I would possibly venture back to exploring it with some new topics but I feel the app is past its popularity stage and the member numbers are declining. “With MeWe, you can post text and images, join and create groups for specific interests, engage in private or group chats, share media and files from other users, follow members, access a newsfeed with posts from your connections and groups in chronological order, and most things you would do on all social media platforms, but with a strong emphasis on privacy and no targeted advertising; you can also create "Pages" for businesses or public figures to connect with fans, and utilize features like disappearing messages and stories.” Bluesky - similar to X new social media app/website, used for scrolling topics, porn pics and vids, and some chatting. Looking to replace X. Has fetish and niche members that post/share related media. No specific map or location searching but great for meeting people with similar interests from around the world. Just starting to get into it and like it so far but nothing stands out as exceptional. It really just seems like X branded under a new name with some expanded features. PERSONAL ADS Doublelist - personal posting site that replaced craigslist. Anonymous. Can be sent to your email, text, or through an in app/page messenger service. The few times I’ve had responses to a post or gotten a reply to a message nothing ended up happening. Exchanged contact info and made a plan to meet but when it came time he never showed or reached back out. Wickedlist -similar to Craigslist and Locanto. Personals/Ads, has built in chat function or will communicate through email. Locanto.com - replacement for Doublelist. You can post ads, scroll ads, message users, and do a nearby search for posts. Mainly anon or quick links. CHATTING Telegram - has a great chat feature for when guys don’t want to give out their number or snapchat. Lots of guys prefer private chat because they feel it is more secure when they are sharing their darkest desires with people online or something.. It also has groups and channels for both gay community and porn links to explore. A lot of the groups and channels are invitation only or require a link that is found while digging through the nether regions of the internet. Also, the notifications are kind of annoying until you get control of them but it has great content though lots of advertising by bots. Has a desktop version and app for your phone so that you can message anytime from any linked device. Group notifications can get kind of excessive and annoying but there is a mute feature. Whatsapp - has groups and communities but haven't explored it as more than a chat app that Europeans and other random people (corporate world) prefer it. It’s a good app that I know little about other than its a fairly popular and secure brand. I’ve only used it a little but kind of prefer the interface to that of telegram. There are communities but I haven’t looked into them to know more about what is offered. Media sharing is simple and provides high quality options to sending over text. Signal - VERY private chat, often used to discuss kinks, fetishes, desires, questionable acts, and other various topics that you wish to keep discreet and remain encrypted, private, and disappearing. Sometimes used to set up misc. business deals…think about it a bit and I’m sure you'll realize what i’m suggesting. Session - another secure chat used for activities that are generally better shard discreetly and privately. Uses a session code or invite in order to establish chat. Have only used it a couple of times. Skype - great for overseas chat. UK, Europe. I’ve had it for a long time but haven’t really used it in recent years. It has been prone to a lot of spamming lately and sending me excessive notifications. Kik - chat app that has low-key groups for hookups and exchanges. Not sure if its still even an option to use. The groups were hard to find and you had to have an idea of what you were looking for or suffer through hours of random word searches on whatever pops into your head. I used it for some local hookup/connection groups in the smaller towns. Lots of guys felt it afforded them a good amount of anonymity. FORUMS Breeding.Zone - BB hookup site. Has great sexual health and safety information but at the same time I it encourages BB sex and deals with darker topics like drugs, sex, pozzing, etc. I feel it might have light connections to the porn industry as well (confirmed, found previous connections listed using the database). More of a Topic/Post Forum, can chat, and does have search feature including location and other options to pick from. Mature Topics are discussed on the website. (I feel I should be writing a lot more on this item since I’m posting this on Breeding.zone but you guys know what it is and what its about so I’m going to limit myself to what I had previously written. t have it available for needed occasions. nifty.org - gay stories and fiction. (Some questionable content). Staple growing up. Used it to fantasize about all the possibilities and as material for my spank bank. This is a site worth saving. FOND MEMORIES Aol chats - Growing up, m4m chats are where it was at. Going to city specific chats to meet other guys cruising the internet for some sort of interaction. I met the first guy I messed around with on an AOL chat. I was 15 and he was 21. Definitely had to build the courage to commit to meeting someone from the internet in those days. Craigslist - this function has been retired (Some of you know). Funny story, I actually met my exhusband through an ad on CL but that's for another day. So for now I’m just going to leave this here. I might expand on this in the future just to inform those that missed out on the glory that was craiglist personals and private ads. ** ADULT OVER 21 PORN/MATURE/DARK (Contains illegal activity) List: Porn /Amature sites that don't require credit card for a variety of tastes and ideas to explore. I recently started getting into exploring porn sites and adding friends/chatting with like minded users on them. Nothing has happened so far but it’s nice to be able to interact with other porn aficionados. Chaturbate - used for amateur camshows. Can be used for chatting I guess. Has some file sharing. A guy I top used it to share some camshows he had saved. xhamster.com - publishing personal media, chat, videos pornhub.com/gay - self-explanatory reddit.com - revisit from earlier. Reddit is a great tool to promo amateur content and finding other like-minded users to interact with, meet, hookup, trade with etc. x.com - Becoming more censored and harder to find the more obscure topics/media. tumblr.com - once a great social app used for digital media sharing, porn, and like-minded users to follow and chat with. redgifs.com - amateur clips and vids that are shared. Has all kinds of topics and media. Also hosts media and creates gif links for sharing. thisvid.com (Illegal activity) - glitchy. I think the website is closed to new members. Doesn’t work with g-mail. Hard to get responses and contact. Often resets your account resulting in lost access. motherless.com (illegal activity) - quirky with the e-mail. Great site for chatting, finding interest groups, porn and other content. onlyfans.com darkfans.com (ilegal activity) Justforfans.com redtube.com plex.com (has great potential) - media server/sharing app allowing for open libraries of media particularly porn others have downloaded, paid for, saved, or made. barebackbastards.com (questionable gay - contains illegal activities) - very dated and simplistic design but functional. Contains niche and hardcore fetish media. ***Various Gay Links and Sites I’ve found that might be useful in the future. [think before following links] https://www.gaydemon.com/directory/ [think before following links] https://bestgaysites.com/ [think before following links] https://bbbh.com/ [think before following links] https://gay-dating-sites.no1reviews.com/sitemap.html ****Final Thoughts before posting: So this is my list so far but I'm sure I’ll remember others and come across more to add. Each app is unique in some manner. Though they all share a common base function each app is unique in some fashion. Some are better than others while others seem redundant or unnecessary. What features do I actually use in the apps to get the most out of what it has to offer? What do they do best? Worst? Also, I can get more specific on the different apps and their features, functions, pros, cons, popularity etc, or give hints, tips and suggestions if anyone would be interested in reading them. There are plenty of more websites and apps on the google play store or in the apple store I'm sure but these are the ones that I've had the most experience with. I will update the list as I continue to explore everything for whatever it is I'm looking for. Best of Luck to you guys! Let me know if you have any suggestions, thoughts, or advice! I’m open to all communications. END NOTES/FUTURE IDEAS I’m thinking about adding the sites that I've used in the past and throughout my gay life and sexual history. Could be an interesting master list/map showing my sexual growth and what influenced me growing up. How did they shape into the promiscuous dirty guy that I am? For future reference: Start the post in a word document that will allow for you to change structure and format as you write it rather than trying to edit it in the forum box. It will prevent over-sharing and keep you on task while still allowing a bit of freedom to explore the topic being discussed. END OF POST ANNOUNCEMENT This has kind of morphed into a cacophony of information mixed with my thoughts and musings on the topics. I realize that not all of the things listed are traditionally considered hookup/dating apps but when your choices are limited you make do with what you can. Use your existing resources and apps in new ways to maximize your options when it comes to finding what you want. You can find anything you want with enough determination and creativity. Lastly, I apologize for the extensive post length. 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Being able to cum just from "getting fucked" semi on demand and in conjunction with the tops impeding orgasm. Busting a load all over your Tops chest from various anal stimuli as he starts throbbing and busting in you is top notch. You can feel every pulse and twitch of his dick as he shoots inside you and he gets to feel every twitch and squeeze of your ass as you're cumming hands free from Daddy's efforts.
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Poz Guys - Do You Like Being Poz?
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Overall I don't mind the fact that I am poz but low-key it bothers me because of the area I live in. People still live in fear and misinformation which results in a lot of shitty experiences for me and it being at the forefront of my mind a lot. If I lived in a well-educated urban area and didn't have to deal with the stupidity I would be perfectly cool with it because it would be a non-issue. -
My first time was bare, I don't think a condom came into play for a couple of years. I was 15 and had met a guy through xy.com chat or something similar he was 16 but lived an hour away. So we concocted this story about how we were friends and stories to explain how we knew each other in case we were asked, probably way over the top and just made it incredibly awkward and weird for our parents but anyways....He came over and we started playing his Game Cube. After a while it was obvious we were both hard so I suggested he take his shirt off. I got closer and we kissed a little, kind of shy and innocently gentle then we decided to move to the bed. We started kissing and making out rather aggressively after that, grinding on each other. From there I pulled out his boner and we kind of explored sucking each other but it was short lived because I quickly suggested he put it in me. He got onto his back and I lubed him up with astroglide (probably some trial or travel packet) and tried to sit on his lap. It hurt like a mf at first, then after a minute or so of just sitting there it was ok and I was kind of interested in the way it felt. It was about that time I hear him gasp and feel his heartbeat in his cock as he loses control and explodes in me. He was completely embarrassed while I was completely into it. From that day on, I loved having a nice load leaking out of my ass.
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Woo Hoo! I leveled up! I can react now and I think post more than once in 24 hours! Watch out world, I'm on my way up.
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Yes! I love this. Sometimes a guy just smells...right. Like you want to inhale him. I've had several guys I've felt this way about and it was for various reasons. One I really loved how his laundry smell and that it stuck to his body when I took off his clothes. Another had the most amazing pits and pubes, just his natural scent was a turn on. I loved sneaking sniffs of him and laying my head in his lap. I don't know what it was but his sweat was just amazing. Issey Miyaki is a cologne that I will always associate with tall, sexy, muscular british guys with 8" uncut cocks because it was a fuck buddies signature scent. Everything he touched he would leave behind some of his cologne. I went out and bought that just to remember him. Sometimes it's the way their body wash mixes with their natural scent or what their deodorant smells like after a work out. When it happens, it's an incredibly sexy and alluring thing.
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Hey Guys, After being a member for a couple of weeks and exploring (see my profile for picture/video links, I will post albums when the site cooperates) I decided to finally write my introduction for the site. I’m 39-year-old gay male with a Culinary Arts Degree as well as a Bachelor's in Integrated Advertising Campaigns and Marketing. This has led me to work in fine dining, restaurant management, catering, event planning, and kitchen management. My profile is JesseAaron1385 and I currently (unfortunately) live in rural Iowa Between Iowa City and Quad Cities. Hopefully I’ll be leaving this godforsaken area soon to relocate in Chicago or Michigan 🤞🏼 as there isn’t much to do and the variety and availability of men is severely lacking. I’m a city boy at heart and can’t wait to be back in a metropolitan area where I can live freely. Stats: · Age: 39 · Weight: 160 · Height: 5’9” · Dick: 7.5” cut · Body: Average · Sexuality: Gay & out (though you don’t have to be out) · Position: Aspiring versatile/switch leaning towards bottom · Personality: Guy next door, Bro · Types: Bears, bros, clean cut, daddies, discreet, gaymers, geeks, guys next door, jocks, leather, otters, poz, neg, punks, skaters, sporty, trendy, twinks, U+ · HIV Status: Positive, undetectable I have always known I was gay even though I dated some girls in high school (which I don’t feel counts) and started having sex at 15. Even though I started exploring sexually a bit younger than some, I’m a “gold star gay,” meaning I’ve never been with a woman. From a very young age I always more fixated on males and felt uncomfortable around females, especially when it came to sex and experimentation. From there it steadily progressed in frequency and variety until I came out at 18. Since then, I go back and forth between being promiscuous or in a relationship. Since I started being sexually active, I’ve lost count of how many people I’ve slept with. I know it’s a high number but am unsure how high, though I did some calculating and figured out my average per month in order to estimate my count and it was easily in the thousands. I used to think that was a bit extreme and that I was a raging whore compared to most but I’ve learned (through this site and other apps) that it is simply the way we are as guys. Throughout my sex life I’ve typically been the bottom. As I’ve gotten older however I have started exploring my Top side and become more versatile with hopes of becoming a true versatile/switch. I do have a bit of performance anxiety when it comes to topping, mostly because of lack of practice and experience, and would love to find a buddy that would help me to become more dominant. That said I will describe myself as a “passive top,” and I thoroughly enjoy a slightly dominant bottom that takes charge in the bedroom. I’m into a great deal and I’m a highly sexual guy so I’m hoping to explore kinks and various fetishes in addition to having a ton of traditional sex. As I’ve gotten older, I’ve started embracing my freedom more and letting my “freak flag fly” when it comes to sex and kinks. Sites like this have helped me realize that everyone has an inner deviant and that it's ok to be open about it. I have a great deal I’d like to try and explore as I’ve not found someone willing to experiment leaving most of my kinks theoretical. I’d greatly enjoy finding a regular fuck buddy or FWB, though I’m still open to hookups and flings, that I can get comfortable and open with. Listed below is a table with my into’s and kinks/fetishes. This isn’t a complete list by any means nor are the items listed my limits. I’m open to a great deal with a little bit of discussion and explanation. I’m typically willing to try most things at least once, maybe twice, with little convincing necessary on your part. That way, if I don’t like it, I know for a fact that I don’t like it. It’s not just an opinion without experience to back it up. Into: · Kissing · Frotting/Grinding · Jerking · Oral · Rimming · Body contact · Anal · Cum · Barebacking · Underwear (tighties, jocks, boxer briefs) Kinks & Fetishes: · Public (sex, groping, horseplay, carplay) · Threesome/Groups · Light BDSM · Toys · Breeding · Musk · Watersports · Piercings/tattoos · Leather/gear/uniforms · Dom/sub or Alpha/beta · First time · Praise · Sloppy Seconds · Almost getting caught I do have several known Hard limits, which are not up for debate. I reserve the right to add to the list whenever I come across something I’m not into. I also have some soft limits which I may or may not be convinced to try with communication and explanation but I make no promises as I have a pretty strong feeling I wouldn’t enjoy them. With the right person, very little is off the table. Soft Limits: · ABDL · Fisting · TPE · Master/slave · Knife play · CBT Hard Limits: · Scat · Excessive pain · Women · Underage · Animals · S&M · Mental control/Manipulation I’m recently out of a bad long-term “relationship” which has left me with a strong distaste for monogamy/dating and am only interested in and looking for sexual connections and friendship with others. I have no interest in being someone’s significant other or partner ever again at this point as I want to explore what the world has to offer without limitations, control, or guilt from another person. I find the idea of a bromance incredibly appealing as I’ve not really had any close friendships with another guy in my life. For some reason my closest friend has always been female which limits the amount of sharing as there are somethings you would rather just discuss with another guy. In life and in bed, I have a passive personality and am typically considered very submissive. However, that is something I would like to change as it has led to me being in bad situations before. I would love a teacher or mentor that can accommodate that side of me while working with me to establish a more dominant or authoritative attitude. Hell, at this point I’d accept having a neutral personality and just being able to say what I want without fear of punishment. I have had a “Dom” before and am incredibly unlikely to accept another in my life as he ended up abusing me and the situation in order to benefit him while getting his rocks off. There was nothing in the relationship about or for me. As a submissive, I must say it was one of the most disappointing moments in my life when I came to the realization that I was nothing but a resource for him. A fuck toy for his (and others) pleasure. He enjoyed manipulating people in order to get what he wanted and I was simply a tool that entertained him while furthering his ambition and adding to his “prestige” as a Dom. In retrospect, I should have seen it before but I was blinded by the fact that I had someone orchestrating my life in what I thought was a constructive, beneficial, and caring manner. A note to all subs out there, be wary of who you commit to and give your “leash” as not all of them have your best interests in mind. I never want to see or hear of anyone living through similar experiences as I know the pain associated with it. As far as barebacking, I have always avoided condoms because I just couldn’t enjoy the sex with one. They are uncomfortable for me as a bottom and I can’t really cum with them when I’m topping. In 39 years, I can count on one hand how many times I’ve used one. Honestly, I feel it was a lack of sexual education/knowledge and low self-confidence that led me to never wear a condom. I don’t regret my decision in anyway as the sex is insanely better without a condom but I feel that everyone should be aware that the reasons behind your barebacking/breeding obsession are not always healthy. There is a difference between choosing to go without a condom versus not using one because you don’t have the confidence to say “no” to someone. I know that would never occur to many of you so I feel it’s my responsibility to make sure that those who go without for reasons similar to mine have a voice and a choice. Self-care and preservation are key psychological traits that are meant to keep us from doing dumb and damaging things. So submissives out there, be in tune with yourself enough to know the difference and dominants please listen to and care for your subs. They make your lifestyle (and sometimes life) what it is and deserve the care, respect, and voice that comes with such commitment. For if subs didn’t exist your life would never be complete. It should be a relationship of symbiosis as you must have both in order to fill the holes in your life. I am HIV+, undetectable and have been for a little over three years. Finding a site that doesn’t present in a status phobic way has been eye opening for me. Unfortunately living in a rural area has left me with limited options for partners because lack of sexual education and ignorance. I’m sick of using apps like Grindr and being judged by other users for the fact that I’m positive. The attitude and their treatment of myself and others like us is beyond reproach and is entirely due their closed-mindedness and a lack of knowledge. PreP and NRTIs/ARTs completely negate a positive status when it comes to having sex. In the age of Google information on every imaginable topic is available with a few clicks there is no excuse for being discriminatory against someone for it. Being positive should have ZERO impact upon you or your thought processes and opinion in any way unless you BOTH choose for it to. It’s too easy to solve the issue by taking a medication (either person or both) that negates the possibility of contracting and fear of it is completely irrational anymore. It’s a single pill a day whether you take Prep or are positive and medicated so there is no reason for you to fear something you can absolutely 100% control. If you’re worried about remembering to take a pill a day, there are injectable treatments like Cabanuva that provide 2 months of prevention (a six-month version is being trialed) at the cost of a single visit and shot in the ass. Seems like a small price to pay to me. I'm open to a variety of situations and experiences with a wide range of types. My preferences and requirements vary per person as I feel that everyone has something appealing and attractive to offer (that said I do have general guidelines for what I'm looking for). Physically I generally like guys that are more masculine; hairy and uncut are bonuses but not necessary for me to like have an interest. I could keep going but I fear leaving something out and offending someone so I’ll stop there. For anything more than a hookup I’d prefer them to be a versatile bottom at minimum as I want to enjoy both worlds if they are going to be around for a while. I find guys that are confident and know what they want to be very sexy. I prefer ages 18-55 but I am flexible as there are always exceptions to the rule. Pictures of myself are available but I wrote so much that I don’t have the space to upload them into the post. In lieu of that I have a Google Photo Album that has a variety of shots including: face, body, dick, ass, jerking, oral, and sex with others. They range from current to a couple of years old but are accurate representations of me currently. I also have an album of Videos available to share if interested, shoot me a message and let me know. I’m happy to share them with most people a majority of the time though I do reserve the right to say “No” if I’m not interested. I don’t mean this as an insult but more that I’m probably pre-occupied and just don’t have the time or effort to share them. I’m sure if you look hard enough through my various profiles you can find it.· · Google Photo Album: [think before following links] https://photos.app.goo.gl/wWFrKp1DE7wFGmAU6 At this point, I realize I have written a short story and I apologize for it (not really). In actuality limited myself but got on a roll and kept some of my thoughts flowing. If you’re still with me at this point, PROPS to you and I thank you for taking the time to read what I wrote fully. If you want to message me, feel free but do me a solid and make sure you don’t ask me information that can be found in this introduction. I don’t want to waste the time repeating what you can easily find on your own if you’re actually invested and determined. Prove to me that your interest is more than surface deep and make me feel worth the effort and I’ll reciprocate fully. Please, leave a comment, shoot me a message, or contact me (regardless of your stats) if you want to talk. I’m more than happy to have chat buddies and look forward to the possibilities meeting new people will bring (my various contact points are listed below). Contact Info: · Adam4Adam: Jesse_Aaaron · NKP: Jaaron · Fetlife: Jaaron13 · LifeOut: JesseAaron1385 · Tumblr: miversguy · BBRTS: Jeppy · Squirt: JeppyAaron · Reddit: Open-Owl-4170 · xHamster: jeppyaaron · X: @JesseAaron24155 · Telegram: @jeppydoodle Lastly, if there is any information you feel I’ve left out or think I should expand upon, please let me know. I’m more than happy to discuss it with you and add it to my saved Introduction document. In fact, I would greatly appreciate your help in expanding and detailing this document as it was an eye-opening experience to put down in words what I’m thinking and feeling. I must say that this was moderately cathartic to do as I didn’t realize I had such opinions and ideas until I started putting them down in word. Once again, I thank you for your time and look forward to hearing from you!
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Hey man, SE Iowa here! Hows it going?
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I just realized that my hyperlinks aren't showing up on my posts!! 😪 Can someone tell me what to do or how I'm supposed to share/upload/link photo and video albums on the site? I can host them on a different server if needed as long as the hyperlink will post on the site (which its not doing). Or alternatively, can someone tell me why my photos won't upload, I know why the videos won't but I can't get the rest to work.
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My next question is why can't I upload any more pics? I just spent FOREVER editing a ton of photo files to match the requirements but every time I attempt it it says "Upload failed" or "file cannot be loaded."
Am I going to have to create a google album I can share and post a link through instead? Would that be easier? I just liked the idea of having my galleries all in one place.
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If you are trying to attach them in forum posts, you have probably hit your attachment space limit. Post them in gallery albums instead. You can manage your inline attachments using the "my attachments" option in the drop down menu from your screen name in upper left corner.
For answers to these sorts of issues, try looking in the tips and tricks forum.
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I'm not trying to post them in Forums nor have I hit my attachment space limit, I have checked that. I am trying to post them in gallery albums or in my own personal albums/status updates and they will not maintain the hyperlinks inserted into the text field via the "link" button on the toolbar or load the files successfully despite changing file types, file compression, file format, general size, etc. I have ensured all are properly saved according to the guidelines and limitations listed. It tells me there is an "error" and it fails to upload anything into the albums/gallery. As far as the inline attachments, it's limited to how many I can post before I run out of space or hit the file limit. I've also taken into account the fact that I can't post as frequently as a higher end user and considered the possibility that my account is restricted due to "newb" status but I can't confirm that as I don't know what my initial account restrictions are.
I have already browsed the tips and tricks forum multiple times and have yet to find a work around or way to post/share them. I have attempted several different ways to do this and each has been met with failure despite the information provided there. Also, I'm not sure if that was meant to be genuine advice or an unnecessary statement of the obvious (which is how it reads)...either way it didn't provide me with an answer to my issues.
Directly taken from a forum post: "I'm new here (joined Friday night)s, and am having terrible problems creating and using albums and posting pics to them. I'm aware of the file size limitations and have usable photos that the site seems to accept. I create a new album and name it, etc., and then select my photos for it. Everything seems to be OK, and all the photos are showing. I then click "submit" and the site says it's uploading them. But then, the screen disappears and it says that the number of photos in my album is zero. However, if I then click on the album from my profile, while still saying zero pics are in there, it shows 2 or 3 of the photos I've uploaded and no more. Then, I try to upload more photos into it but cannot - when I go through the steps and select choose an existing album, I'm given a black screen and there's no album shown to select, even though the album is still in my profile and there's an album tab. Because I don't just want 2 or 3 of the random pics I selected to be in the album, and the description of the album on the site still says there are no photos in it, I then end up deleting the album and all the pictures in it, and try to start over. However, from that point, the system won't let me create anymore albums - it simply says that an error resulted. Each day I go through this process and once I'm effectively locked out from creating new albums or uploading more photos because of the system error message, I have to wait until the next day, and I start the process again with the same result. This is driving me crazy - what is wrong here?"
"Still cannot access galleries or upload vids, some pics.still not working."
Those are the only applicable forum posts I found and it solved nothing.
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Sorry to be less than helpful. I'm a content moderator, and while I can sometimes figure out what's going wrong, often I can't, as I have no access to the back end. Which is also not really built to handle modern high bandwidth content, so it may just be broken. Referring you to Yips & Tricks was by no means meant as an insult; for many users, alas, it would not be an unnecessary statement of the obvious.
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So I commenting on the topic about being filmed and thought I would go ahead and share my folder. It's a series of hookups and fucks with various people. There are multiple videos from individual sessions but I feel I have a pretty good variety. I'm definitely looking to make more and add them to My Dirty Sex Videos album.
I hope you all enjoy!
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I absolutely love making videos. I have tons of fucking vids and hundreds of other dirty vids. I just enjoy being recorded and sharing them. I guess I like the attention and desire it elicits.
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