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I've started collecting used condoms as I just love the dirtiness of drinking cold, stale cum and also putting it in my cunt. I was wondering if anyone knew whether stds and the HIV virus live indefinitely in cum once it's been ejaculated?

Which begs the question as to whether bottoms should be allowed to wank whilst being fucked?

I knew from 13 what sex was about. I think that's old enough for tops to be allowed to use as they wish.

Wish I was in New York

Thought it was time for an update - I am booked for my castration this coming Friday. My regular top has organized for me to have a final orgasm this Wednesday, where I will also be subject to numerous tops fucking me. I'm still slightly scared, but now convinced that this is my route in life. I think it will be fascinating to see what happens post-castration. Thinking of starting a blog, not only updating the castration, but my general life as a submissive bottom.

'It sorta puts young guys who are into daddies in the position where they either have to wait or they can only have completely anonymous sex. That's gotta fuck them up sexually - to have their first years of sex only be sex where they're used like a piece of meat by anonymous guys who they never see again'. This was me - I had random sex with much older men, mostly quite fat and ugly, but loved the though of offering up my fresh pretty young holes to them. Age of consent in the UK is 16 so kinda avoided a lot of the legal issues.

Love swallowing and lubing my hole with cold nasty cum from strangers udes condoms. Would love guys in the UK to post me some. PM for my address

Not unless I was drunk and desperate. I always like to think I'm pretty and a good fuck, but tops tell me they only fuck me because I'm there and offering my ass on a plate.

I always think that's going to be the case until it actually gets to the fuck. The times I've been taken like a piece of meat with no lube then just turn out to be humiliating and degrading and I find it really hard (even more than usual) to cum myself. I get excited before and after when I reflect on the fuck, but during I tend just to cry and wish for it to be over. Still go back for more though.

being humiliated about my small penis. having my toes sucked and soles bitten as i get fucked hard.

Me too - would love my hole to be burning in pain from RawTOP

I suppose my question is - do any tops out there purposely fuck a bottom so the bottom finds it painful and not enjoyable? Or is it a case of if it hurts the bottom so be it, the bottom should just take it I.e. do any tops intentionally try to hurt a bottom through a fuck because it turns you on more?

Glad you all like it - it was quite a painful fuck but the top didn't really care.

I was wondering what tops (and bottoms) think of bottoms who tear and bleed easily when getting fucked. Is it a turn on for a top to see a bottom bleed and then spunk inside him or does it worry you? I've had tops who love it and try and make me bleed more but equally some tops get turned off by it. It's never been an issue for me, though a few months ago I had a bout of rectal chlamydia which the bleeding probably helped bring along. This leads me to ask another question of tops...do you have issues fucking bottoms who have stds aside from HIV?

Seeing as there's a similar thread for bottoms, I would imagine tops have plenty of issues with bareback bottoms, ranging from no-shows to bottoms who aren't good fucks. So go for it tops - what do you hate in a bottom?

I crave it, but am yet to find two willing tops. I know it'll hurt, but that's half the point.

I've been wondering how to frame this thread without it coming across as as something for people to fantasize and jerk off about or as something too serious and detailed. For the past 6 months I have been contemplating surgical castration i.e. having my testicles completely removed. My regular top first suggested it in jest almost. He regularly verbally humiliates me for my small endowment and as a submissive bareback bottom told me that I had no use for my penis or balls. We began to discuss it in greater depth and I have slowly been coming to terms with the fact that for the last 6 years (I am currently 22) I have proceeded to go from being what I thought was heterosexual (though I have never had sex with a woman) to accepting the reality that I am gay and moreover completely submissive and masochistic. This has gone to the point where I actually struggle to achieve erections any more or actually ejaculate. The rare time I do usually only occurs when I am being anally stimulated. This has strengthened the idea that I have no use for my testicles. On a superficial side, there is no greater turn-on than the thought of having an even smaller shrunken penis, no balls, less body hair and being used and abused by tops because of this. I have no doubt that many tops would get off on a bottom boi who has been castrated. BUT and there are quite a few there are so many questions that remain... 1) What if I lose all libido and don't want to be a sub boi after castration or worse, am not as good a submissive? My top has regularly said that this doesn't matter and in fact is the way it should be - a sub exists for his top's pleasure even if he himself takes no pleasure from being fucked. 2) It's all very well being young, pretty and ball-free now. But when I get to 40, will I have the same appeal to tops? 3) What if, on the rare chance, I want to top when I get older? I might be able to take testosterone but I'm unlikely to cum and my cock will have shrunk anyway. 4) What other mental side effects will there be? The question I suppose, and I'd love to hear tops and bottoms views on this, is to what extent should a bottom alter himself to reflect and demonstrate what he is? Should a bottom be castrated if his master wishes him to or should he do it of his own volition anyway? Do tops find a bottom who is castrated or is thinking about castration more appealing because they understand that they have no use for their balls? Should a bottom, if he's going to be castrated, have his cock removed too? Either way - following numerous counselling sessions, I have now found a surgeon who is willing to castrate me. I've had several physical and mental evaluations in an attempt to determine what the likely impacts of castration will be on me and the results are that given I already have very low testosterone levels I will probably experience total loss of libido and erection abilities almost immediately. I am likely to lose all body hair within a year and being still young, may well experience breast growth. I am due to go under the knife in October - the delay is for good reasons, 90% of people who choose to be castrated choose their mind so the delay gives me time to reconsider should I wish. My main concern is that in an effort to try and get libido post-castration I resort to becoming even more degraded in the things I do, which will probably result in other health issues later down the line.

The first few tops who fucked me told me that good bottoms took cum inside them and that making them wear condoms wasn't good manners. Being young and naive I listened and now I don't think I could be fucked with a condom.

I don't use drugs yet still have huge issues getting hard at all. Not unless I jack my dick really hard, whilst watching porn that really gets me off will I have a chance of getting an erection. The problem I have is that I cum quickly and always have done. I normally don't last long enough to cum whilst hard, which makes it even more embarassing. Several tops who've fucked me have actually laughed that I'm small, impotent and prematurely ejaculate, which only serves to deepen my sense that I'm only good as a bottom getting my hole torn up.

Tricky - as a bottom, it suits having a small, thin limp dick and there are occasions when I'd like it gone forever. Equally, if I was bigger and thicker, I wonder if I'd been a top dominating bois like me.

www.bbbreeders.com - this could be good if lots of people join - another alternative to bbrt.

As a boyish young bottom I definitely prefer oldder dom men who are only after their own pleasure and don't care about whether I like it or not.

I didn't quite know where to post this, but thought I should show everyone here what a faggot I am: http://www.xtube.com/play_re.php?v=p3lhz-G441-&page=1

Now I understand about point 10. I could definitely improve there - my current master has often torn my hole quite badly and he tends to clean me up after when it's a mess. I need to learn that that is my job, not his. I started on the path to whoredom quite late rawtop - only lost my virginity at 19. In two years I've already come a long way - although I struggle not to focus on my cock during sex as a bottom (I definitely need to be chastised). I just need to realise that my hole is not my property - it is owned by any top who wishes to relieve himself of his load and that I should be prepared to pull my pants down, bend over and get rammed at any point in the day should a dom so wish.

I can associate with the sub who stood you up sir - I also do disgusting things once I am in a situation where a master is ordering me around. I will take obscenely large dildos and allow him to force them in my hole even when I am crying and bleeding, let him piss fuck me, let others fuck me because he orders me too. But there are often occasions where I don't respond to his calls or texts when he wants to abuse me because there are times when I realise that if I continue being a filthy pig and letting others cum inside me, that I will reap the consequences and undoubtedly get numerous STDs. It's interesting point 10 states 'Take care of you health'. This seems to conflict with the points before it where a good sub never says no. In my opinion I believe I will eventually lose all self-respect and allow myself to become a fully dominated cunt for use. Only then will I think of myself as a good sub boi, but I've got plenty of time to learn only being 21.