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  1. I had one starting 6 mos ago. It bled mostly when I went to the bathroom, anal sex was painful especially with large cocks and aggressive tops. So Basically I had very limited anal sex for a while. I put all sorts of cremes, tried 2.5 % prescription cortisone suppositories and nothing helped. Scar tissue formed and hung out of my hole a little - it didn't look so hot, also inside a hard nodule formed this was also a form of scarring. In between those things was the tear connecting them. Finally I went to a specialist and he explained that I got it from either not enough fiber in my diet OR I got fucked too much and it tore. SOOO he said it would never heal right because I was too tight to allow my hole to relax and heal. 1 Month ago I had a fissurectomy and also he cut my anal sphincter just a little bit to make my hole a little bigger and not so friggen tight. I am all healed and my hole looks perfect - the hard nodule is gone in side, the scar tissue that hung outside is gone and my hole can more easily take a cock. I'm still on the tight side and have great muscle control but it's more enjoyable for me and the tops can penetrate me more easily. I highly recommend this option if it doesn't heal for months. Cremes just won't fix some fissures. You will be unable to get fucked for about 3-4 weeks and even then you will want to be with tops that are patient in letting you relax.
  2. I just got this video and I can't stop watching it. I went to a bareback party similar with lots of poz daddies to fuck me - I got about 7 loads at the party all from sleazy guys - and then I went to a sex club and 4 more.. it was one of the happiest moments of my life.
  3. You are helping these guys along. I almost think bb bottoms as soon as they are adults should be poz in a ritual as a right of passage. Only the bottoms have to get pozzed the bb tops it's optional. But yeah bb bottoms will get HIV so why not just get those boys bred early on so they can serve the bb poz tops at younger ages. If a 19 year old let's on to a scout for our secret HIV society. They we arrange a date with a guy he will let bb fuck him.. while getting bb fucked in a sling all the poz tops come out of the other room - the lights go down and his screams are muffled and he's pozzed for being a bottom and liking bb we need to get these guys!
  4. This get me so hot! Thank you I almost came reading it but I'm gonna edge a bit and read it over and over.. It excites me these guys are out there. Fucking a young neg sailor bareback? Who wouldn't want to do that. If he lets a neg top fuck him bareback and cum in him there is still a small risk og HIV if the neg top didn't know - so he didn't give fuck.. he's a pig - I wish I was hanging out and you introduced me as your friend - I would have assured him you were neg and that we just got tested last week.. I would have loved to see the dark HIV force take you over and I would have loved to see his innocence being selfishly taken by you from his shit hole. - What a fucking pig letting a guy blow a load in his shitter. He deserved it .. I hope that the poz top keeps stealthing the boys that are still afraid to confront their destiny and still are bbing ...
  5. I was careful bbing as a bottom and hardly ever did it. However when I topped I could never use a condom so I either fucked trusting neg guys or I fucked poz guys.. I used to fuck this one guy through a gloryhole he had in his house. His hole was always so warm and juicy and I would cum quickly and leave.. later I realized he had fresh poz loads from prob minutes just before me. I have often wondered if his hiv was going up into my cock now when I have poz loads and a neg top wants to fuck me I never tell him what's waiting for him inside my hole -- they ask if it's clean - well yeah I douched before I took all those poz loads My neg top. Don't worry it's "clean" I promise. They you can tell the naive ones are the ones that start to pull out but I am usually on to this before and I back them up against the wall and force them to seed me.. they feel guilty or it's then they realize I'm a cum dump if I am taking their stranger's load then maybe I take all of em
  6. I love to get fucked in a bathhouse in my room by a poz guy with a PA.. he fucks me and for some reason stops and asks to turn the lights off he said it makes him cum more.. after he leaves and I turn the lights on I see the sheets are stained with blood from my hole..that's why he didn't want to leave the lights on he was afraid I'd get scared and want to stop before he came in me.. I LOVE that!
  7. tops that think they are the greatest - they don't know how to use it no matter what the size so they compensate by jack rabbit fucking the bottom and torturing the shit out of the bottom to show some sort of retarded dominance.. I love to submit but when I want to.. annoying the fuck out of me isn't going to make me submit. I've sent a few tops marching I can tell when they are just hopeless retards. stabbing in and out and poking too much is fucking annoying - slam that cock in there stroke it at a speed we both enjoy which means pay the fuck attention if I look happy or not. PUT THE FUCKING POPPERS DOWN - YOU FUCKING RETARD TOPS! IT SLOWS DOWN YOUR PROGRESSION TO CUMMING AND FUCK I HAVE MORE LOADS TO TAKE your are wasting my time..I DON'T WANT TO WATCH YOU TAKE POPPERS AND DRIFT OFF TO DUMB ASS INCOMPETENT TOP LAND. IT MAKES YOUR ERECTION LESS STRONG AND THEN IT TAKES FOREVER TO COME BACK..and I have to suck it back.. bullshit boys IM NOT WILLING TO WORK THAT HARD FOR YOU SORRY. I got plenty of offers you are nothing special. I WANT THICK HARD COCKS ON HORNY GUYS FULL OF COCK SWEAT AND PRECUM THAT FEEL MY SILKY HUNGRY HOLE AND KNOW THEY WON'T LAST LONG IN IT BEFORE CUMMING THEY ALMOST FEEL BAD THAT THEY SHOT SO QUICKLY AND SO MUCH INSIDE ME...THOSE ARE THE TOPS I WANT. I DON'T WANT TOPS WHO HAVE PARTIED OR BLOWN FUCKING POPPERS UP THEIR HEAD ALL NIGHT yeah yeah you all can fuck when you party and bottoms love you blah blah blah.. nope it's not true men. sorry so many caps - too lazy to retype in small
  8. Mike is a nice guy!! I love men that like to give gifts!
  9. Getting fucked by tons of tops at IML would be a dream come true. Any guys out there wanna chip in and fly me out there? In return I'll take all loads from you and all your friends and whoever else. Or maybe there is a major felcher out there that wants to just lick my hole after each load I get- A Partying Felcher perhaps that wants a whole night of fresh cum to lick from a hole? I'm your guy! I am a felcher's dream cum true. Send me a ticket!
  10. I'm surprised to see Fort Lauderdale or Miami not even mentioned I sometimes have to stop myself and turn down even some of the hottest offers b/c I'm overwhelmed with opportunities to bb.
  11. didn't bbrt just about kill bareback.com ? bbrt has a good interface and it's was really affordable unlike bareback.com - they were charging WAY too much.
  12. I'm not the hottest but I'm not so bad either - sort of good boy gone bad.. I would be willing to take loads from pretty much any top - old, fat, homeless etc on film Willing to be blindfolded as well. Will work for free - I am in Miami - might need a plane ticket and hotel room if studio is not close --but that's all. Preference Def prefer the ones that fuck and shoot versus the tops that wanna fuck me for hours because when that happens I'm missing out on possibly other loads I hate to see that in porn too - where the top just tortures the bottom and then never cums...wasting a lot of time. So I want to be part of the porn I'd like to see as a bb bottom. One where it's just guy after guy cumming in the bottom. A few strokes and load inside. I love it when it's pump and dump and NEXT! so if you know 50 tops that can just shoot right in me let's do it.
  13. Hey man - I want to stay on here - figured I'd post here b/c maybe others feel conflicted as I did. I sometimes feel guilty about HIV infection and bug chasing. I have fear but I want to talk about this with guys on here.

    This site is hot. It's definitely a taboo and I feel dirty about it.

    I'm pretty sure I've converted. If there is any question about it I will be making sure at the end of this month - I've been invited to a poz only bb party. I hear the ratio of top to bottom is good - more poz tops than bottoms.

    I will be taking a toothbrush to the party and will be sneaking into the bathroom after each load to rough up my hole a little. Gonna scratch it up til that toothbrush is coming out red soaked in blood. Not enough to drip out or make me really bleed but enough for me to know I'm gonna get bred.

    Gonna need everyone's encouragement.

    Anyway I hope this post isn't over the top - if so pls accept my apologies and delete this post.

  14. Totally Average & Unremarkable Guys In Their 30s and 40s - I like this group most b/c they are regular horny studs, no attitude, I get turned on if they have a nice cock more than anything else. Also - Maybe one of those guys might think I would n't let them fuck me - I like to surprise them ha ha
  15. I hit a bookstore in a sleazy part of town near the ghetto.. a blue collar white guy, a blue collar black guy and another cum whore all shot loads in me. I'm sure the cum whore was poz I have spoken to him before. But the other guys not sure. Hope so!
  16. would love to feel your poz load in me man.

  17. of course man I thought all of this was. I hope nobody does any of this stuff in real life. Just fun to talk trash. I am always safe. Def want to stay neg - esp in case I find the right guy to settle down with and we do slip off the condoms just for us. I like to talk trash about getting converted just to relieve some stress and fear. Once I talk about it then I won't want to do it ...
  18. got it! Just discovered this ! I love it man! Thanks a lot - def a fun site to share stories etc.
  19. hot man - you did the right thing - I hope all the neg bb bottoms getting topped and hook up so easily find bb tops like you - yeah they def want that hot gift. It's hard to let your bare pig bottom out at first. You hot poz tops need to help us along and breed us and take away our fears. Give us that gift!! We are giving your our neg holes to take our innocence away DO IT!!
  20. I struggled with it. I tried so hard to relax and be a good safe bottom. But I gave in and the more I gave in the more raw cock I wanted. I am glad I'm a comitted bber now. I love how cum feels going inside me.
  21. What do you crave most? Cock or loads deep in you? LOADS! Do you ever feel satisfied or are the cravings insatiable? If I can fill a 16 oz glass (15-20 loads) with Cum I'm satisfied for the night - I drink the whole thing How many loads does it take to turn you into an “any cock, any hole, any load” guy? If I'm ready to play just one gets me wanting 20. How old were you when you first realized it was about your hole/pussy/cunt and not your cock? Was it innate and there from the beginning or did you learn it over time? Took me a while around 30. The hottest opening line I ever heard was, “I don’t care about my cock.” Do you even think about cumming? Do you have a need to? no I like to edge so the top can feel me contracting and cum more. When you are home alone, do you play with your hole or your dick? Mostly my cock but if my hole is full of cum - I love to keep fingering my hole and tasting the cum. Are you afraid of how deep your cravings are and the levels you will submit to in an effort to satisfy them? sometimes sure. Do you tell your friends about your cumdump desires or are those separate and secret? certain neg friends love to hear my stories.. poz friends too. What would you choose…sucking a hot guy’s huge dick or taking a taking a heavy-set Daddy’s load up your ass? Love taking a heavy set guy's load - they seem to really enjoy my hole. Anonymous sesssions or do you prefer to see who is fucking you? Anonymous is new to me in the last 10 mos. I LOVE IT!.. Love feeling load after load and never seeing the guy's face so enjoying that for now. Is there anything mor important to you than taking loads? hmm well yes of course I should focus on other things sometimes but it sure can be fun to take loads and forget about everything else. Confess here.-- If I were a poz top - I'd probably get off on pozzing a neg bug chasing bottom. I'd love to feel my hiv fill a neg hole -- It's def a naughty thing I want to feel someday I know how much I enjoy BB and if it's a bug chaser then why not. I might wear a mask though ha ha
  22. seems like everything is understood just keep going no need to talk. He's fucking you raw right? Enjoy it!
  23. honestly - bug chasing. I loved the thrill and seeing a poz top smile knowingly pozzing my ass. Not so sure I'm poz by now - I'd really like to get fucked by all PA poz tops so the cum drips out of my aids hole a little pink after. I want a hot conversion party. No REAL BLOOD just a little bruising and a droplet to make the cum inside turn pink from PAs roughing me up would be hot. After all the poz tops fuck me I'd love to squirt out a glass of pink cum to drink and then have a toothbrush gently scraping my hole for 2 hours with all the poz cum still in there. Would love to hear someone encourage me all along and remind me how much I wanted this and how exciting it is.
  24. very hot man I'm the same way - although the more I do it the more I want.
  25. I know huh? I love it if they are disgusting trolls getting off on my hole. They tend to cum quicker with a hot hole and that way I can move on to the next
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