TigerMilner

I would love to entertain a visitor but I can't play this weekend. Got big plans next week and have to behave so I will be up for it. I highly recommend Slammers in Ft Lauderdale. I assume you meant FTL? But if you are trying to be more responsible, maybe stick to the baths.

My Immunologist recommended Isentriss for it's ability to lower the VL to undetectable really fast. And it did in 30 days. I originally was to drop it at that point. I did for the next 30 days, and my viral load came back up to a mere 301, but I wanted it undetectable. I chose to go back on it. I want to beat the fuck out of this thing. I'm doing new bloodwork tommorrow, and I am hopeful that I will still be undetectable. I am really hoping at this point that the Complera can hold it in check. I will let you guys know when the numbers come back in . Bearbandit, you are awesome. And RawL, good to hear, and your ass looks amazing! Thanks.

I've gotten personal emails as well as messages thru my blog in support of my frankness about how sick I have been since sero-converting last spring. I was truly moved. I thought I would say thanks and let you guys know that I think I may have passed that magical threshold of misery that was required for my induction into this new underground club. I mean, I have felt much better for about 7-8 days now. Not 100%, but in comparison, great. I even did a spin class at my gym today and made it to the end. I haven't had the energy to do that in months! My ID doctor said I should stick it out with the meds and that it could take 6-12 months for my body to adjust. The "adjustment" period has been very hard, but we dropped the Isentriss since my VL has remained Undetectable for 6 months now. Now I just take the one pill a day Complera. I think that was the problem, the combination of the two was doing strange things to my systems. Yes, it is one pill a day, but don't forget, it's still a 3 medicine cocktail. Isentriss is 2 pills a day, and it too is a 3 medicine cocktail. So I was taking 6 in reality and they didn't go well together. At least not for me. Though they did their job, so I should just be greatful I guess. I can be such a whiny little bitch sometimes. I am noticing my legs are starting to get that shredded "veiny" look that we get. And I am down more than 18 lbs total. But I think that is kind hot looking. I even lost a pound over the holidays. That is a first. Thankfully the fat re-distribution issue is not as common as before. I'm getting so thin that there is not enough fat to redistribute anyway. Not to go on, but my point is, I think I'm going to be OK. Someone thanked me for taking up the cause of telling it like it is, but I have to say I am not taking up any cause here. An honest opinion was asked for and that is what I gave. Personally, I'd rather live in a world without HIV and take all the loads I can get, but I don't. I live in this world. And I am going to make the most of it. I intend to have a damn good time doing it! Fuck Anemia. Today I felt so much like my old self that I answered a CL post for a 27 year old latin bottom in a sling. Sometimes I like to fuck. Today was one of those days. I fucked the hell out of him! I get such a kick out of it when my Versatile side comes to the surface. Anyway, thanks for caring.

I was 18, he was 29. Hurt like hell and just when I was starting to panic, he shot his load all up inside me and his whole body got so sensitive I couldn't move. I loved how it felt. Soothing and comforting. Unlike him. He was cold, selfish, lean, muscular and had a stiff three days beard growth that burned my chin from him kissing me so hard. It wasn't about me. It was about him getting his nut. He held me in place in a tight grip until his spasms ceased and the yanked his 8.5" dick out of me all at once. Then he put me back in his car and dropped me back at the All Male Cinema in downtown Atlanta where he had found me. I was hooked ever since. I've tried to limit my raw fucking to boyfriends, partners, you know. You also know how that goes. For most of us anyway.

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Is this my German buddy from last Summer? Did your camera not work? I got a hot video with you, but I am sure you have seen it. lol I think I sent it to you.

Dating? Really? lol. Hit me back. I'll give you the scoop.

I met a hot younger top with a very aggressive attitude that turned me on on A4A. We chatted for a few weeks before we decided to meet. I told him I was not into being choked but that everything else sounded good. He agreed. We met on the roof of a downtown parking garage. He told me to start sucking his dick. I did as told. As soon as he was hard, he pulled me up and bent me over, just pulling down my pants enough to expose my ass. He started fucking me right out in the open where all the taller buildings occupants could see us. It was hot. Next thing I knew he started pounding me hard and put his arm around my neck. All I remember was grabbing his arm and wanting to say "I can't breathe", but I could not speak. Just that quickly I was out cold. I came too with him lowering me to the ground. I wanted to be upset, to leave, and all that, but I wound up spending the next 5 hours with him. He didn't choke me with his arm again, but he knew other ways of positioning my body as he fucked me again and again. I'd be so contorted that I could not draw in breath. I hated it I thought, yet I spent five hours with him. My back and knees were raw the next day from being fucked so brutally on the raw concrete of the parking garage. I was sore from head to toe. I saw him several more times in the next week before his vacation ended and he went home.

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Numerous reports? Really? I'm pretty well on the subject and I don't know of any. Can you enlighten us with specific examples? Bareback, raw, unprotected sex is hot, no doubt. All of us on this site love it. You have to think of it like skydiving. There is a chance the parachute might not open. Most likely, it will, but there is always a chance. If not with this one, the next one. And if you let them fuck you raw, they are going to cum inside you. And you are going to love it. Sometimes you just have to jump.

RawTop is right. It's always a best to know. Not knowing is like not looking when you cross the street. Knowing gives you options. Including the option of infecting other guys if that is what you want to do. Testing is the only way to know. Not everyone gets sick when they convert. Most do not get as sick as I did, so don't let my previous posts on the subject be your barometer. I am part of a small minority of those who get really sick. Good luck, and I hope you rethink that fantasy of infecting others. Nothing sexy about it. In fact, in a lot of places it is criminal.

I love "ass men". You are the way you are for a reason. Guys like me are the reason.

I love making videos of me getting fucked by men. It is a strange rush to post it online and then to see the next morning that 10K guys watched it. That is a lot of men jerking off a load. I love making men cum. Doing it on video multiplies it to a new level. Now I'm always looking for men who want to fuck on camera. I like filming other guys too and plan to do more of that too.

You were scenery in his vacation. Tourists! You should have taken his load too.

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I went to the Cum Union in FTL in July, which off season in South Florida, and it was smoking hot! I'd say 40-50 guys were there and the new location at Windamar Resort is SO much better than the old location. That one was so lame I left after an hour or so and went to Slammers. I'd really like to go again soon and get a room at the resort. There is a "basement" with sex platforms that is pretty uninhibited as well as an outdoor garden area that has gloryholes in booths. Lots of fucking and sucking going on out in the open outside as well as by the pool area. I've been to the one in Tampa a couple of times and even though the facility is ok the crowd was not a fun bunch. Highly recommend FTL one.

If you cum before your top does try lubing his cock with your cum. Your ass doesn't know the difference in your own cum or anyone else's and it really makes me want more. I was trained this way by my first partner when I was 21 years old and I've never had a problem getting fucked after I cum.

Just do what he tells you to do and DO NOT be a pushy or demanding bottom. Learning to control your sphincter is a talent most tops appreciate. But they will let you know. Never grab a tops ass and pull him into you. He sets the pace. Doing that implies he is not doing it hard enough for you. And don't tell him to do it harder. It's not your place. Learn to pick up on body language and listen for his signals. Read iBlastinside's 11 commandments of a true bottom. Otherwise, just shut up and be happy he is fucking you. It's cool to express that, but not in a corny dramatic way. Moans, sighs, and movements come across much better than bad porn dialogue.

In the dark, the guy fucking you or that you are fucking looks like whatever you want him to look like. I love it. Dropping the inhibitions and judgements makes sex so much hotter.

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Thanks for the well wishes. An honest discussion about poz health is what he asked for, and I am and always have been very upfront about things. I can't believe I tell you guys so much personal stuff, though. lol.

One more thought, even though I have cut way back on my sex life since I got sick, I have resumed regular activity with my most regular fuck buddy. We even went back to barebacking once I was undetectable. And even though I don't really feel up to it at the present, I can't wait til I can once again go to a sex club, bath house, or party and get filled with cum again. I did it one night recently, and though I was wiped out completely for two days, God it was good. I need a good hard gangbang with all poz tops on meds (with no co-infections!) and neg tops. I need it soon.

Wow, what a great question. I just seroconverted in early March and was diagnosed after being sick for a month. My first Infectious Disease Doctor didn't want me to start meds right away. I was sick for two months, fevers, fatigue, and nausea. She told me I shouldn't be this sick. I found a more up to date Doctor who has a motto of "Hit it early, and hit it hard". He started me on Complera and Isentriss immediately. I felt better within days. The Isentriss lowered my Viral Load to undetectable within a month and the fevers stopped. But then the side effects started. Fatigue that is indescribable. It is not the same as being tired. It is a complete lack of vitality. Even lacking the energy to think or make decisions. I had a car accident because my mind was so foggy it was like being stoned, but not in a good way. Dental work that I started at the same time took forever to heal so I had to have a temporary crown in place for over two months, because the gum wasn't healing from the oral surgery that should have healed in a week-ten days. And I still deal with the fatigue. It has really cut down on my income as well because I am self employed and haven't worked as much this year due to being sick. I haven't felt like having sex as much as I did before, but I did get syphillis a few months ago. I was covered in red spots that itched and my Immunologist said I had the symptoms of a three year old case of it. We knew that wasn't possible since I had been tested three times this year and have always tested regularly as I have always had bb sex. And I am still dealing with an "unexplained" anemia that continues to get worse. Immunologist has decided after months of bloodwork that it is not related to HIV and sent me to a Hemotologist who said it is just a side effect of the meds. I dropped the Isentriss and am hoping my bloodwork shows improved red blood cell numbers next month. I'm actually hoping it is the HIV doing it, as the other options are Lukemia, Lupus, Vasculitis or Bone Marrow cancer, none of which will do well with a compromised immune system. I'm sure there are other possibilities but when I google my symptoms those are the three possiblilites that come up. And I've started having very painful muscle spasms/cramps. They have eased up since I dropped the Isentriss. Side effects suck. I hate to sound so overly dramatic, but that has been my experience. It has been hard as I am not the type who gets sick often. Other than having cancer 11 years ago, I really have never been sick. My Immunologist says I am an exception to the rule. He says 30% of newly infected guys get sick. Only 10% get as sick as I have been. Lucky me. He says it means I have a really strong immune system and that is why I feel so bad. My immune system is fighting the HIV so hard that it is taking all my energy. And now my biggest fear is being exposed to Hep C. I am lucky I didn't get it with the HIV, but I am now more suceptable than before, and that is a bad combo as it is a liver disease and HIV meds are hard on the liver and kidneys. I am told to try to stick this out, as the one pill per day Complera has many advantages over the older meds. It can take 6 months to a year for the body to adjust to the meds. So I still have a little ways to go. If it doesn't get better by this summer, I will start the process of trying this one and that one til I find something that works and doesn't make me sick. Fortunately, I have lost 15 lbs, which I really didn't need to loose, but my stomach looks like it did when I was 20. For a bottom over 40, that is a good thing. lol. And my viral load has remained undetectable. My CD4 cells are over 700. So, at least the meds are working, even if they are making me feel like I am dying. I have lost many friends to this disease and I have many who have lived with it for years. I always wondered why I was spared. What I know now is that if you bareback, you will get infected eventually. It took more than 20 years for me, but it got me. I have become almost obsessively focused on my health. From nutrition, excercise (which is really hard for me now, but I do it anyway), medicine, to spirituality and drugs, I try to do what is best for my health long term. This has been much harder than I ever expected. Was it worth it? I can't answer that, but I would say in all honesty I wouldn't do anything any differently. I hate this fucking disease and I think it is brutally unfair that it is attached to the way we have sex. There is absolutely nothing sexy about it. But when I think of the hard cocks that shot their loads up inside me during the months prior to getting sick, I wouldn't give up any of them. I know that i could not use condoms to keep from getting infected. I'd just as soon be celebate. I am a hungry bottom. It is how I am made.