TigerMilner

You can learn to "fly high" without the drugs, you just have to give yourself permission to do it. I totally know where you are coming from. I used to binge on bb sex then go get tested and swear off doing that again. Then I'd go without for as long as I could then binge again. Feel guilty. On and on. You have a need, urges, that you have to feed in order to be happy. Embrace it, but be realistic.

When I am in heat, Tops are superior to bottoms and everyone else in the world because I was meant to be fucked, regularly. Often. At that moment, I have no use for another bottom. The two men I have had live-in LTR type relationships with were both total tops. Someone else mentioned that fucking Versatile men lacks that power struggle of top over bottom and I agree that it is a totally different experience flip fucking with another bottom, which is what a versatile guy probably is. It is hot in a purely recreational way, but the energy between a total top and a submissive bottom is primal. When I say submissive, I do not mean feminine.

Yes of course it is less masculine to submit one's ass to another man, but that doesn't make us less of a man. It takes a hell of a man to take the cock of another man. It is really a primal thing. I know if I had lived in prehistoric times I would have partnered up to the strongest man in the tribe, become his sexual outlet and this would have insured my survival by having the protection of a stronger man. It doesn't lessen me to acknowledge another man's superiority. And that can mean sexually, physically, financially, or any other filter. It's more Yin and Yang to me. Tops need bottoms, and bottoms need tops. Just glad to have and know my place in it all. It's hot.

You get over your fear of HIV at some point after you get pozzed. Then you replace it with the new fears that some of us develop of getting new things like Hep C. But if you are like most of us on this site, you do not let fear run your sex life. You go for it. You take responsibility for what happens when it happens. I've used this analogy before, but fucking like we do it is like skydiving. Sure, there is a chance the parachute may not open, but the exhilaration is worth the risk. Fuck the fear. Jump.

I hope it's a hot list Straycowboy. We seem to think alike.

It's springtime in Ft Lauderdale, of course there are drugs. Too bad we missed each other saturday night. I made the same rounds, CumUnion and i fucked probably the same two hot latins (though one was not clean) then went to Slammers. I had an amazing time there, but then I am not afraid of Blacks and Asians. I got bred by 6 men, only two causcasian, and I swallowed two more loads. I love Spring Break. But I don't like playing with guys who are high either, though I have been that guy many times over the years. And I had an awkward and unpleasant drunk after the bars closed. Don't know which is worse. But the drunk was an asshole.

You can call my hole anything you want to if it gets you off, just don't call me a pussy. Or a pussy boy. I'm a man. I get fucked by men. And when you fuck me, you will know you are fucking a man, and not a substitute for a woman. And I don't like cats. I'm a dog person, so you call me a bitch I guess, sometimes I deserve it.

Hey thanks for calling me your favorite bottom! I appreciate that. I thought you were being overly cautious about getting ripped off when handing a camera to a top, and this weekend at Slammers a top fucking stole my poppers! Asshole. So I have to defer to your caution. I relate to what you said about jerking off afterward and enhancing that with a pic or video. That is exactly how I started making videos. Watching it afterward can be really hot. The first time I did it I was shocked at how not hot it was, but we were both high. I destroyed that one. Actually turned it into a piece of art. But since then I have learned more about what looks good and what does not. I do hope you will post some of your vids, maybe on RT's tube site, RaunchyFuckers.com. Can't wait to see, as long as it's not another top looking down on his dick going in and out. As I said before, that is SO boring. lol.

Put me on your list and surprise me! But I have to say if you specified a 1 on 1, then it might be an issue for some. Not me, I'm very accommodating.

Totally agree with you. The verbal parts of porn can be really hot. But, they can also ruin it. Nothing worse than stupid corny porn dialogue. Keep it real.

In this age of social media the best thing you can do is start your own xtube page. I got over 2 million views the first year. And alot of those 2 million people are in the industry. It's easier than ever before. That is if you are hot in some way. Your following is something producers want. I'm a middle aged man and I recently shot my first two scenes for a major porn studio as a total result of contacts made related to my blog, which spun off my xtube page. It works. The world of porn is (thank god!) changing. Social media is making the change. Be a part of the change.

I love Slammers in Ft Lauderdale! The whole night went like this. I stayed til 3:45am.

Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... Slipping past the hanging plastic strips that form a doorway I could not see because it was so dark. I could feel bodies all around as I stepped toward what I knew was the back wall of the little dark room. I felt men behind me, in front of me, all around. As my eyes began to adjust to the darkness I could tell the room was packed. The only furniture was a large bench against one wall in between the two doors. Four bottoms were bent over the bench and each one had a man behind him fucking him. I felt hands feeling my ass, my arms, my dick. I felt behind me. Firm and solid forearms reached between my butt cheeks as I felt for and found a hard cock. Still in pants, I traced it's outline in his pants. I felt his balls underneath it all. He probed my ass with his fingers, feeling the two loads of fresh cum I had already been given. He reached around my chest and pulled me back into him. I felt him press his crotch against my ass, which was exposed in nothing but my jock strap. I wanted to unzip him and go for his cock, but I don't like pushy bottoms and I don't want to be one. Just then, he leaned into my ear and said, "I want to fuck you". I leaned my head back and said "yes". I was giving into the darkness, the pounding music, the men, the sex. He said "lets go to a booth". I said "Ok". I still had never seen his face, only felt him pressing against my back and feeling my ass. I took his hand as I pushed my way out of the dark little room and headed across the hall to the first open door. This club is not a bath house, but has little rooms that are private. About the size of a small walk-in closet, there was no bed, just a hard bench and a mirror on one of the black walls. I saw him for the first time in the mirror. I turned around and dropped to my knees while he pulled out his stiffening dick. I took the uncut meat into my mouth and savored it as it became fully hardened. I sucked his cock until he pulled me back up and turned me around. I bent over the bench as he positioned himself for penetration. To make it easier and faster I reached around and pulled my cheeks apart, exposing my moist hole for his dick. He placed the pre-cum covered head in contact with my ass lips and let it sit there. I opened up even more as if my hole was trying to suck him in. He spit, hitting exactly the spot where his cock head touched my tender hole. "Ungh" he grunted as he pushed it in all the way home in one lunge. My own grunt turned into a sigh of joy as I felt his raw uncut cock find it's rhythm inside me. He started to pump. Then to pound. Trying to stay bent over as far as possible to allow him to fuck me as deeply as he wanted, I pressed my chest against the top of the bench. He grabbed my hips and pulled me into him. I looked up into the mirror and admired his big chest and arms. He was black, but not African American, nor Hispanic. Maybe Middle-Eastern, I couldn't tell. His big muscles were not from a gym, but like he had a physical job, like a UPS driver or something. He was hot. He was manly. He was really into fucking me. He was really pumping hard when he asked me if I liked that. "Yeah" I muttered, "I like that". He pounded my hole with a purpose. He was an alpha male, centered on getting his nut. He fucked me hard. I was in heaven. I was grunting, panting, even laughing it was so good. I was his fuck hole, what he had come there looking for that night. He got lucky. So did I. After fucking me for several minutes, he started to make sounds that grew quickly into a growl, then into a roar as he shouted "I'm cumming inside you!" I gasped "Oh yeah man! Breed that hole." We both yelled out. I loved that he announced it, rather than asking. The club was so loud it didn't matter how loud we were. Our shouts added to the overall sexual energy of the place. With that he let loose with a flood of cum. Some of it hit the floor with a splat as he pulled his cock out as fast as he had pushed it in me. I turned and bent down and sucked it clean, very gently as he was very sensitive in his post-cum state. As he caught his breath, I stood, kissed him on the neck and said "Thank You" as I unlocked the door. The pounding techno music blasted "I wanna fuck you...". I disappeared into the maze with an ass load of fresh cum as I laughed about the music. More...

Listen the other part of you. If you go off meds, you risk your body developing a resistance to your meds, so when you want to go back on them, you might not be able to use the same ones. In other words, they might not work for you anymore. Is he worth that?

When I am going hard core i have gone as far as getting a colonic the day of. Your entire colon is emptied and flushed and it takes a full 24-48 hours to fill it back up. Someone else mentioned the colonoscopy preparation products. Same result, only you have to spend about 8 hours shitting water. For most activity, a good thorough douching is sufficient.

Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... I love it when fucking is athletic and creative. I like how this position pokes the prostate. You do need a top whose dick is pliable enough to bend downward when fully hard. I've been with numerous tops whose dicks were so hard and rigid that this would be impossible, or at least painful to them. This position is particularly good for when you want to pretend you are fucking some anonymous hole or maybe a gloryhole. In other words, no face to face contact. The hole, or the cock, could be long to anyone you can imagine. I guess this would be really good for you guys in long term relationships who might need to use a little fantasy to get off. If you have a good position you would like to share, send it to me along with why you like it. More...

I was on a cruise ship with my entire family last year. My respite was the gym. One day I was showering and noticed this handsome 40 something italian daddy in the stall directly across from me was watching me. Neither of us had used the shower curtain. This was 3 days into the cruise and I guess we were both horned up. His dick was heavy and uncut but not hard. I just took a deep breath, got brave and quickly jumped across the aisle to his shower stall. I pulled the curtain and reached for his cock. He put a hand on my shoulder and I went down. He was speaking softly in italian the whole time, which turned me on, but also made me afraid someone would hear. Fuck it, I didn't care. I sucked him til he leaned back and nutted down my throat releasing a gutteral moan that told the entire dressing room that he was cumming. About an hour later when I met my family in the dining room for diner, I got a huge kick out seeing him come in with his beautiful wife and their 4 perfect children. The slut in me just wanted to know if his three teenage sons had his fat cock. The bitch in me wanted to tell his wife her man had a fantastic dick and his cum was my appetizer. That is my favorite memory of that vacation. Except for Jamaica.....

My immunologist told me about this last year when I was sick. Not the 10 week part, he said six months. Has to be before the virus gets into the latent cells where it hides and replicates. That is why I was on so much medication the first 9 months. Hit it hard and hit it early.

Can't imagine turning that one down. This may sound shallow of me, but I think I actually look better with a black man on top of me. lol. Being fair skinned and blonde and all I just think the contrast makes us both look hotter. Especially in videos. But I'm a very visual guy. I introduced my kids to a black man I was seeing last year. When I asked my daughter later what she thought of him, she said "you didn't tell us he was black". My reply: "Well I thought it was obvious". She did like him BTW. My son is half black so they had a "Bro" thing going immediately that I didn't get.

I agree with you totally. Creampie shots are so hot. And it can be done that way in gay porn too. It will be.

Like RT said, the camera on the iphone works great. It is HD quality. Now is a good time to buy digital camcorders. Best Buy, Target, and Walmart all have models on clearance. They are not in the $50 range you mentioned, but are easily had for under $200. Keep in mind, cameras are forbidden in bath houses and sex clubs and if you get caught, you will get thrown out. Also, the shots made by tops looking straight down on their dick going in and out are BORING. Xtube is full of them. They all look the same.

What do you guys think? In real life, do you tops pull out and shoot on a bottom then go back in or do you breed the hole? Bottoms, do you usually cum while getting fucked or does it matter? Does your opinion of what you see in porn differ from your opinion or actions in real life?

Click here to see Tiger Milner's original blog post... I set up a couple of polls on my blog and my Xtube page (Banned4good) a month ago to do a little consumer research. As part of attempting to make reality-based porn that gets men off without following any generic formulas, I needed to know some things about what you guys want to see in gay porn. I have my own ideas, but the recent experience I had in filming scenes for a major production company left me with as many questions as answers. Particularly about the money shot. Specifically, where it should go and when and where the bottom in a scene should shoot his load. The results did not surprise me. I know what I like to see and what gets me off. That is what my opinions are based on. I think the corniest thing in porn is to see the top pull out to shoot his load. That is not realistic and is so anti-climatic that it surprises me that it is so prevalent. Men are driven biologically to inseminate, spread their seed, breed, and it is what fucking is all about. Planting seed. It is a basic masculine drive. It is almost as disappointing as seeing a condom to see a hot scene end with a top pulling out and wasting his load spraying on the bottom's ass. Even if he does go back in after he shoots. It leaves me flat. I don't believe men are so unintelligent that they can't believe that a load just got deposited in an asshole without seeing it shot. For me, it is much hotter to see the top breeding the bottom, knowing that it is taking place by his actions, contractions, sounds, and breathing. That is hot. Then if I need to see proof, I'd rather see the cummy fucked hole. That is super hot. That is what I try to capture and will always try to capture on video. I have been told that it is too easy to fake that. But you know what, I don't even care if it is faked, if it is hot. If it gets me off, it works. I'm not advocating faking it in porn, but do we really think that aliens blew up the White House in the film Independence Day? No. But we liked the movie. We believe what we saw. Enough for entertainment anyway. And that is what porn is about. Entertainment. Getting off. Jerking off. Shooting a load. The polls were posted on the blog as well as on my Xtube page in order to get the widest possible range of opinions. The first question was how do you like to see the bottom cum in a scene. It was not a surprise to me to learn that on the blog 42% of you said that it doesn't matter if the bottom cums at all as long as the top cums and it is a hot fuck. Similar results on Xtube with 46% voting the same way. This supports my philosophy in creating porn that is realistic and I could leave it at that. But in both polls, there were two other options involving the bottom either jerking off while the top's cock is still inside him or cumming handsfree. Neither option accrued more than 27% of the votes (in fact jerking off with the cock still inside was 27% in both polls). But, I think it is important to note that if you add both options together (as both are options involving seeing the bottom shoot a load) then the totals are 48% and 50%, which is close but slightly more than "it doesn't matter if the bottom cums at all". I don't know if that follows demographic scientific reasoning, but to me it means that there are as many men who want to see the bottom cum as there are who say it doesn't matter. Almost half and half. Or possibly they are conditioned to answer that way because that is what most "formula" or "cookie-cutter" porn has taught them to expect. In my mind, it means both options are equally valid. I am going to stick with my personal vision on this one as I don't think it matters, especially if the bottom's cum shot is one that is staged or otherwise not part of the fantasy. If it happens naturally because the bottom and top are so into each other, then great, but in reality, bottoms are usually more focused on the top and on getting the load than they are on shooting their own loads. And the bottoms watching the porn know this. They feel this. The second poll asked about the top's cum shot. I personally love to see a top breed a bottom, meaning he shoots his load deep inside the bottom. This "porn created" act of pulling out, jerking off on the hole, then pushing it back in just doesn't do it for me. The poll supported my vision overwhelmingly with 70% of the blog voters and 73% of the Xtubers voting for "top cums inside the bottom, no pulling out". That is an overwhelming majority. Pornographers, take note. Your consumers are not stupid. We understand what is happening. We get it. We want to get it that way. You want to get us off, show us the breeding, not the "money shot". The 70's are over. Only 20% (blog voters) and 23% (Xtube voters) voted to see the top pull out, jerk off, then shove it back in. Some of my followers have made comments that my videos and my blog have an "intelligent" quality. I think it is because I don't stage things. I show what really happens in a situation when two men fuck. I've never looked at it as intelligence, but I get the comment. I like the comment. You will always see the tops in my videos pound it out inside the hole they are fucking. And if you think it is fake, fuck off. You will only see bottoms (usually me) shoot if he feels like it, not because it is part of the script. It is not natural for the bottom to have to cum. Bottoms are receivers by nature. As it should be. More...

I agree that cum is best, but for jerking off or that first fuck, I like Gun Oil or Wet Platinum. If that homemade recipe smells at all like baby oil, that would kill it for me. I don t like to smell babies when I am fucking. Vaseline can be hot. Feels different, more drag. Feels very intimate, physically I mean.

If it was loser gets fucked, yes I'd make that wager. Then I'd be sure to lose.