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I was actually at the Cock last night. I got there around 12 and left around 2:30. It's two floors -- the upstairs is a bar and coat check, and downstairs is just a big open space with a couple bathrooms. Lots of different types of guys, all ages, and action was everywhere. I was there to get fucked and bred, but sadly that didn't happen. The action was mostly oral, and I sucked a few guys. One guy fucked me for like two minutes, but that was it. Other guys were getting fucked too, but it seemed to be only for a minute or two at a time. Kind of disappointing, but I would probably go back. Like the other poster said, keep one hand on your wallet at all times. I wouldn't necessarily trust it with coat check. Maybe keep it in your sock if your pants are gonna be down.

In the beginning of July, I came down with a fever for a couple days, followed by persistent, painful bowel movements. Went to my primary care doctor, who thought it was probably food poisoning, and had me provide a stool sample. The pain got much worse over the next two or three days (to the point that I was holding onto the windowsill and screaming every time I had a bowel movement, which was close to every hour), so I went to the ER. I had a CT scan, and they said it looked like proctitis as my rectum was inflamed. The ER doctor, when learning about my HIV status and sexual history, immediately reached the conclusion that I had anal gonorrhea and treated me for it, without doing any tests. She also prescribed Cipro in case it was food poisoning. (As an aside: I thought gonorrhea was extremely unlikely. I get tested for STDs every four months, and haven't had any since I became poz four years ago. Since my last test in May, I had only topped once and bottomed once, and the guy who bred me is also undetectable and gets tested regularly. I told him about what happened, and he got tested a week or so later, and it came back negative.) I went back to my primary care doc a couple days later, and he prescribed me a mesalmaine suppository to help with the inflammation. (He thought I had gonorrhea as well.) That, along with the Cipro presumably, greatly reduced my inflammation over the course of a few days. I also saw a gastroenterologist who did a digital exam, and pretty much gave me a clean bill of health since the inflammation had subsided and said I didn't need a colonoscopy or anything. (Though he also assumed it was gonorrhea. WTF.) I should probably note the suppository also caused me to retain urine, which is a pretty serious side effect, so I ended up only taking it for a week. From what I've read on proctitis, it can also result from anal trauma, such as rough sex or other activities. In the months prior to this, I had been experimenting with larger toys, as it has always been a fantasy of mine to be fisted. I had worked my way up to a toy that is 2.85" in diameter. There were one or two occasions where I bled a little bit using this toy. I think it is much more likely that my use of toys (sometimes 3x per week) is what caused this condition. Sorry for the wall of text. Here's where my question comes in: It's been over a month since my symptoms started, and a full month since they've subsided. I have not bottomed or played with any toys since then. I have no trouble inserting a finger in my ass; there is no discomfort. However, when I tried douching today with a shower shot, I couldn't get it in as far as I used to. I also tried playing with my smallest toy, and though it wasn't uncomfortable per se, I bled a small amount almost immediately upon inserting it farther than 2-3 inches, so I stopped right away. I can't find a whole lot about this online, and in case you couldn't tell by my experiences with these asshole doctors, they're not exactly gay friendly. So I'm wondering if anyone has experience with proctitis and bottoming. I'm due to see my infectious disease doctor next month, so I figured I would ask him then if it hasn't gotten better.

I've had really bad luck with this. Every time I have a lot of partners in a short period of time, I get chlamydia. It's happened three times now. In a way, I feel like it's punishment for being slutty. I have no idea who gave it to me each time. It's easy enough to treat, but it's still annoying.

I've had a lot of fun recently. I mentioned in my last post I moved a few weeks ago, and there are plenty of new guys around. Last weekend, I invited a safe only, neg black top over to my apartment. We were texting on his way over, and I asked if he ever fucked raw. He told me he did, but only with other poz guys, because he was undetectable. Everyone lies on A4A, lol. So he got here, and took off his pants as soon as he was in the door. I went down on his cock, and it was literally the biggest I'd ever seen. Thicker than any I'd ever seen, and at least 8 inches long. A total monster. Not long after I started sucking, he told me to stand up and bent me over the couch. He tried to get it in my ass, but that just wasn't happening. Too big, and no lube. (Ordinarily, I don't use lube. I hate the smell/feel, and spit is enough. Not this time.) So we went into the bedroom, lubed ourselves up, and he eased his way in. It took me a little while to get adjusted to it, but I'm a trooper. He fucked me for probably 10 minutes: first doggy style, then on my back, on my side, and finally doggy style again, when he shot his load. He was quite verbal when he came, which was really hot. I had already had plans that night with a recent fuck buddy of mine, a 26-year old Romanian guy who barely speaks English. He's got a pretty thick 7 incher and likes fucking me bare. I delayed our meeting so I could get bred by the black guy. When we finally met up, he thought it was hot I already had a load in me. He ended up fucking me for about a half hour. His dick is amazing; just the right size that he can make me cum without touching myself. So that was two loads for that night. This past weekend, I had some more fun. Saturday morning, I invited a Latino guy from A4A over. I asked if he would breed me and he agreed. When he got here, he pulled out a Magnum condom and started fucking me with it (no idea why). He couldn't stay hard, so I told him to ditch the condom, and he had no problem. Not sure what happened there. Anyway, he shot a load pretty quickly, then kept fucking and shot another load less than 5 minutes later. I don't think I'll see him again, but it was kinda hot. After that, I invited a bottom over. He was a bit older than I normally go for, but he wanted my load. In person, we totally clicked. As in, we're going out for dinner this weekend and fucking some more! haha. He rode my cock at first, which I normally hate. I can never cum that way, and I don't like not being in control when I top. But he was an expert, and his ass was so good. He made me cum in about 10 minutes and I shot a huge load inside him. He started to get dressed and we kissed goodbye. But my dick had other ideas and got hard again, so I literally pulled him back into my bedroom. We stripped, and I fucked him again, this time missionary. I shot another huge load inside him, and then we lay in bed talking for a little while. We have a lot in common, and I"m looking forward to seeing him again. Then Sunday night, I met up with a black top with a 9" dick who I originally spoke to on BBRT over a year ago. We'd been talking about meeting for a while, and I was so glad we finally had the chance. He's 50 years old, but his cock was so big and hard, it was amazing. He took total control and fucked me nonstop for 25 minutes, shooting three loads (!) in total. My ass was so wet after, it was awesome. I totally live for getting my ass filled, and I hope he can become a regular top buddy.

Just moved into a new apartment a couple days ago and finally got to break in my bed last night. Found some dude on grindr, and in less than 10 messages back and forth he was at my door. He was a Latino cub, about 24 years old, with a thick 7 incher. I started by blowing him while he huffed on poppers, then he told me to ride him, so I got on top and started grinding away. (We hadn't talked about status or condoms, or even traded names, which makes it that much hotter.) Then he flipped me on my side and fucked me a while, before flipping me to my stomach where he finally unloaded. I milked as much cum out of his cock as I could before he pulled out. Tried to get another load, but it was kind of late, so I just jerked off while impaling myself on a dildo, using the stranger's cum for lube. Not a bad night...

Prior to Friday night, I hadn't fucked at all since late December. A combination of holidays, getting a cold, and beginning the next phase of my grad program kept me sex-free. Friday night, I went on BBRT, which is usually not a good site for me to hook up on. Started talking to a black guy who lives nearby and went over his place around 9 PM. He was fucking gorgeous. Over 6' tall, muscular, handsome, and with a beautiful uncut 8" cock. I started by sucking him, then he turned me around and just started fucking me. Now, I hadn't been fucked in over a month, yet he was able to go balls deep on the first thrust with just my spit for lube... Sometimes I even impress myself. He fucked me in a couple different positions on his bed for about 15 minutes before pinning me down on my stomach, going in as deep as he could, and unloading (what I later found out was) a huge load inside me. Fucking hot. Went on grindr after that looking for more. Found some little latino kid who wanted to get fucked and said I could breed him. Neither of us could host, so we met up in a parking lot and he asked me to follow him somewhere else. We parked in his apartment's lot, then we got into the back of his SUV. I have to admit, I didn't last very long as I was still so horned up from the deep dicking I had gotten not long before. He had a very nice ass, but then he started talking in broken English about us being boyfriends, so I left and had to block him on grindr. Oh well. Then after work on Saturday, I met up with a visiting guy in his hotel. Luckily, he had brought a shower shot with him and had it all hooked up, so I availed myself of it while he waited. (I'd never used one before, but oh my god, what an amazing invention. Totally buying one soon.) When I got out of the bathroom he was stroking on his bed, and I couldn't believe what I saw. He literally had the thickest cock I'd ever seen. In real life or in porn. The thickest. Like, I could barely get my mouth around the head, and even then, he complained about my teeth. Gigantic. Even so, my ass is very accommodating, so he didn't have any trouble getting in after I got all poppered up. He didn't last very long, but it was definitely a memorable fuck. During the day, I had been talking to this guy on grindr, and he was really turned on by me getting this guy's load. We met up at night, but neither of us could host, so we had to do the car thing again, unfortunately. Overall, not a good fuck. He had a nice cock, but he lasted literally 10 seconds when he was in me. I'm not joking. He was in me, and then he was cumming. I'll take it as a compliment, but it was still disappointing. He wants to do a threeway with me and this other guy, so maybe I'll hook up with him again if that's the case. All in all, I went from no sex in over a month, to four guys in just over 24 hours. Not a bad weekend...

http://www.buzzfeed.com/rachelzarrell/hiv-positive-student-filmed-secret-sex-tapes Interesting story. Part of this may have been mentioned on here earlier, but the tapes are a new development. This guy was a wrestler at a Missouri college, a poz barebacker, and filmed his encounters with more than 30 partners. The reporting is lacking a bit: no mention of whether or not he was on meds or whether there were any female partners. It seems like in two of the recordings, he told his partners he didn't have any diseases, which I suppose is evidence that he concealed his status. So far, a total of five men have come forward, but only one has tested positive, as far as I can tell from the article. My biggest question is, how did he get this many hookups from Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram???

Had 4 guys in the last 4 days. Saturday night I was in a topping mood and found a 24yo Filipino on grindr who wanted to get fucked. I asked if he liked bb, but he said he wanted a condom fuck. I was horny enough to agree. When I get there, he tells me he ran out of condoms and asked if I liked bb. Lolz. The plan was to give him at least two loads, but when I pulled out after the first one, some shit came out too. This happens to me all the time. I don't know why I always get the bottoms who can't fucking clean their holes. It's disgusting. It snowed all day Sunday which really put a damper on things. But a guy who'd fucked me before came over around 11 PM. He's also 24, white, with a pierced 6.5" dick. First time we fucked was in a threesome, so it was nice to get a one-on-one session. The fuck was decent, and he shot a huge load inside me. I have a habit of playing with a dildo after getting bred to mix the cum around, and usually most of it will come out. And a lot of it definitely came out. And even more the next morning! I'll have to have him over again soon, just for the sheer volume of cum. Fucked a bottom on Monday I'd been after for months. He gave awesome head, and I'm not into head all that much. He insisted on a condom, so it was boring. Blah. Last night, I flip fucked with an 18yo high school senior. Holy shit. This kid could be in porn. Hairless body, beautiful 7" cut dick, great ass. And so enthusiastic. We fucked for about an hour. Would've been longer but he had curfew. We started with an intense makeout session and mutual sucking. His mouth felt so good on my dick, which again surprised me. Then I just dove into that ass and fucked him for about 20 minutes. His ass... Oh my god. I've always been more of a bottom. It comes naturally to me. When I top, sometimes it doesn't even feel much different from jerking off, in all honesty. But this kid's ass was amazing. It was so warm and soft. I could've stayed in there for hours. I shot a pretty big load in him, then we cuddled for a bit with my hard dick still inside him. Then he took his turn fucking me. It was actually his first time topping. It took him a little bit to get the hang of things, but he finally bred me. It was an awesome night. Hope to see him again soon.

It's happened to me with a few guys, but they were all well above average thickness. It's also more likely to happen to me if I'm riding the guy or if I'm flat on my stomach. Thsoe are the positions where I'm the most sensitive.

Things became a bit weird... I got my reactive results on Friday of last week. My doctor told me I needed to make an appointment with an ID specialist, and they recommended one in particular. They told me to call and they also said they would call on my behalf to make sure I was seen by the doctor ASAP. I never got a call back from this doctor, so I called her office today. They never got any of the messages, and they told me the doctor doesn't handle HIV. A few days ago, I was talking to a poz guy in my area, and asked if he knew about this particular doctor. He said that he's heard of her, and she's pretty good. Not sure what to make of all this. I called a different ID specialist, and I have an appointment for next Wednesday. I tried calling a large ID practice about 30 minutes away, but they couldn't see me till August. I called other doctors from my insurance company's website, but they're either not taking new patients, or they're only in their offices one day per week and won't pick up. Is it normally this hard to get an appointment? I just want my confirmation test, because the waiting is killing me. I've had nonstop diarrhea for nearly the last two weeks, and I've lost 8 lbs., mostly from stress. I live in fucking New Jersey, not the middle of nowhere, so it shouldn't be this difficult. This has become utterly frustrating.

I had a busy week. This past Sunday, I was talking to a 21yo black guy on Grindr and we agreed to meet in the woods near his house. I sucked his thick 7 incher, wet my hole with my own spit, then just backed right up on his cock. There were a lot of bugs out, so we wanted to finish quickly, haha. He shot a pretty big load inside me. Then I went to the local bookstore looking for some anon action. Every guy there was either gross or a bottom. I figured I may as well let a 30-something Hispanic guy blow me in one of the booths. The blowjob was good, then he wanted me to fuck him and took out a condom. I told him I don't use condoms, so he just let me in raw. After a few minutes, I started to smell something not so great, and he cleaned off my dick. I noticed he was hard from my fucking, so I turned around and let him fuck me, and he blew his load in my cummy hole within two minutes. Then I fed him my load and held his head down while he tried to pull off. That wasn't gonna happen. Monday, I had plans for a threeway with a new buddy of mine. The third fell through, but I thought I'd surprise him by showing up with a loaded hole. So I went to some random dude's house from A4A and let him breed me before going to my buddy's house. He loved eating the stranger's jizz out of my hole, and he gave me a huge load from his 7 inch cock. When I got home, I got in front of a mirror to see how much would come out. Jesus Christ... There must've been about a quarter cup of cum in my hole. It was awesome. Wednesday, I went over to some guy's house from BBRT to breed him. He had been partying, which in my experience always makes guys super weird. He had to keep leaving the room to wash his face or something. He already had a load in him, and he said the guy must've dosed him because he doesn't normally act like this. I just went with it, and eventually bred him after being extremely patient. He was really hot. 26yo and had an amazing ass. I hope to see him again, though hopefully when he's sober. Thursday, a regular 25yo buddy of mine wanted my hole but neither of us had a place to go. I suggested the bookstore, but he didn't seem into that. He must've been really horny because he invited me to his place that he shares with his boyfriend. When I showed up, his boyfriend was sleeping in their bed and he brought me into the guest bedroom. He fucked me for about 30 minutes, giving me two loads from his thick 6 incher. Then I hopped on Grindr and went over to this guy's house who's been wanting my ass for a while. No small talk. I sucked him for a bit then bent over so he could breed me. Fun week :-)

I'm moving soon, so I knew I needed to hook up with my two best fuckbuddies before leaving. Last night, I arranged to stop by one guy's house first to get his load before heading to my other's place. At Buddy #1's place, we quickly got down to business, making out in his living room while we stripped. We left a trail of clothes on the way to his bedroom, where I started out by blowing him for a few minutes. Once his cock was wet, I got on top and started riding him. It felt so good. He was stroking me as I rode him, and I came in record time. Thankfully, I have no problem getting fucked after I cum, so he threw me on my back, lubed his cock up with my load, and continued fucking me till he shot a huge load in me. I stayed and chatted with him awhile before heading out. I arrived to Buddy #2's place soon after. I hadn't seen him in a couple of months, so we chatted for a while before getting down to business. It's always very sensual and intense with him, and this time was no different. We made out for a long time before sucking each other. I'd been looking forward to getting his cock in me for days, and he didn't disappoint. He started off slow, but there was an urgency in his fucking. My other buddy's load was dripping out of me the whole time he was fucking me, eventually frothing at the base. When it was time to shoot, he went in as far as he could and gave me my second (third, counting my own) load of the night. All in all, we spent two and a half hours together, talking, fucking, cuddling. It was really bittersweet, knowing I probably won't see him again, but I gave his cock a nice goodbye, haha.

This 21yo college kid has been wanting to breed me for a few weeks, and we finally got the chance. His roommate was out of town, so we fucked in his dorm room (ah, memories). Sucked him for a while, then he told me get on all fours, and he slid his cock into my hole. After a few minutes of that, he wanted me on my back, and he fucked me missionary for a few more minutes before unloading inside me. We cuddled for a bit afterwards, then I drove home and had a sandwich.

Princeton area here. Exit 8 off the turnpike. At the shore some weekends, near exit 82 on GSP.