BottomBitch1984

I wish I had known about PrEP before hand. I had no idea about it. Granted, I also never took the time to research HIV or anything about it. I just told myself when I started I would use condoms and be safe. The first time came around and he refused a condom, I didn't have a problem with it, and I never optioned to use any after that. A black guy used one on me, though I didn't like it one bit. Maybe it they would give PrEP more publicity then lots wouldn't be so scared. I know of both the clinics I have used, there's no signs promoting PrEP, nor do the doctors or nurses mention it.

After so many flakes on Craigslist, I get a hit from these two married guys that only come to town for an auction, twice a month. I didn't realize the auction was a street over either. I met them at the end of the street, took them to a fishing park. There one people there, but they had their boats in the lake, so it was clear. I started blowing one in the middle of the lot before moving it to the bathroom door way, where I blew both, ate some ass and took one load on my face and chest and the other down my throat. Now, if only I could find someone to pound my ass.

I am so tired of trying to set up dates and time to suck dick, for the fucker to either back out at last minute or say it's was a joke. I posted up an ad the other night, got about 5 replies and not one person showed up. Even offered to pay for gas! Nothing. The last fucker said he was about to leave, I said let me walk to the park area and make sure the people fishing were gone. It's a 30 minute walk from my house down a huge hill and back up it afterwards. I got to the hill only for the guy to text and say it was a joke. I've gotten to the point I've resorted to blackmail once, and it worked. I always use their number or email and search Facebook or Google for whatever I can find about them ahead of time, make sure I ain't ending up with some crazy fucker. Tonight I found the guy's Twitter, Facebook, which lead me to his preppy friends and family. I told him to have phone playing jokes because because I knew who he was and sent proof. He didn't say one more word. The first time I did this was a few months ago. This guy said he would come and fuck me with his 7" cock. I paid for the room and he says was all a joke. I had already knew his name and where he worked. I let him know that and said he would come after all as long as I didn't post his pictures online or his texts. He came but that 7" cock was prob a 4-5 incher. Needless to say I wasn't getting fucked, but I am a trooper and I still sucked him off, in under 15 seconds!! He made me delete his pictures in front of him, which I did. I had no plan on exposing him, or keeping his pics. Earlier today an older man emails and gets my number, says he wants me to suck him, but his friend wants to come too. I said sure. Then he wants to fuck me. I hope it's true. I told him where I lived and the bar I was across from. He said they would be at a Saturday night auction two buildings down. I have never heard of this, but we will see if it happens. Crossing my fingers. It just has to happen in a bathroom at a fishing area, which I think would be really hot, and it will be completely dark. There's another guy that replies all the time, that I could blackmail. He owns a local restaurant here, is married with children. Hmm? So, has anyone else threatened to blackmail someone to get dick? Did it work?

I tried that twice, before posting, didn't help, but once I moved the ad to another section as soon as I confirmed the email it is still there. I even went and moved it back to the original section last night... still there... I wonder how their system weeds this shit out...

I think figured out the way around the removal. I've always posted my ads under M4M but it automatically puts it under casual encounters. You can edit it later to make it appear in the M4M section only, not sure why it auto puts it casual encounters though. I posted another ad the same way, as soon as I confirmed it went to edit the edit and moved it from casual encounters to M4M and it's been up since. Not sure why it all of a sudden started removing shit.

For the past few weeks I have been trying to post ads for anon. sex, but they are always flagged for removal before they even make it to the site to be seen by the public. Is there a way around it? I just say what town I am in, that I'll have a room for the night and to send stats/pics... yet they never make make it live on the site. I have re-worded it various ways, but they are always flagged within minutes of posting... I've used A4A and Grindr, but never have any luck. CL is the one place I always had luck...

I say no. I have been poz for a year, and I'm turning 30 next month. I didn't want it, nor did I go out seeking to get it, but with the way I was having sex it was bound to happen. I didn't really educate myself on HIV before I started having sex. I always told myself it would never happen to me. I look back and wish I could have done things differently, but knowing me I probably wouldn't have changed a thing. I say wait until you are older before you go out asking for it. If you get it anyways, so be it. Just remember to take your medications once you start if you want to continue to have a healthy life, and remember people are here if you need support.

Verbal tops is such a turn on for me, but I've never had any that I would say were verbal. Actually, I can only remember one that actually said anything during it.

I've never thought about blowing my dad, mainly because I don't find him attractive what-so-ever. I have thought about it with uncles and my brothers though. Both of my brothers have been to prison, one admits to being used by other guys - with a "broom" - the other denies anything, but his ex-wife who I befriended after they split last year showed me his old phone with pictures of him using a butt plug and homemade fuck machine type thingy. Things that make you go "Hmm...".

This happens nearly every time I suck dick. I guess I don't do it often enough. Each time it is horrible and can't swallow. I end up going to the doctor to get medication. The last time was 2 weeks ago, she looked at my tonsils and said one looked deformed. I was thinking "Too many big dicks?"

I try to swallow as much as I can. I remember a guy I met on Craigslist. He said he had a huge load to give me. I was like "Yea, sure, that's what they all say", but damn, this dude's load was massive. It filled my mouth so full, I started gagging and had to open up just to release it, it flowed down his dick like an erupting volcano. I wanted to swallow it so bad, but got the feeling if I tried I was vomit it back up, so I took my time licking it up. His dick looked polished when I was finished. He actually replied to one of my ads last week, but when he found out I was poz now, he got scared and canceled.

It's give and take with me. I love it when I can feel it shoot to the back of my mouth and go down my throat. That is the main reason why I love sucking dick. A lot of them don't shoot though, I just feel it ooze out then swallow it all down. The last guy I hooked up with for oral, I blew him in his car at the park for about 15 minutes until he came and I could feel it hit my throat, mainly because I had his cock all the way in my mouth. He started jacking and within 5 minutes I had a second load I got to feel hit my throat. Left me horny for more, but didn't get any.