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Added a video the other day of me breeding a friend. Its HOT! I am adding more this week, provided my internet connection allows me. Me breeding a mate

At my last results, it was 105,000. I'm back on 21st of May for my latest results. I'm sure it will have gone up even higher. I'm not on meds, and HIGHLY toxic....

Some of you may have seen it already if you follow my blog or twitter, but for those who haven't I recently got asked by the editor of PositiveLite.com to write an article about my attitude towards HIV both before and after HIV diagnosis. You can find it here. This is controversial stuff for them, as they've never before given a voice to a prominant barebacker. After the article went live, it broke their all time records for hits in 24 hours. Check it out... its a brutally honest admission from myself, about why I bareback and why HIV wasn't enough to put me off fucking raw.

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... Yesterday saw me take a return to usual programming. *After a boring, hungover shift at work, I dashed across town and jumped on a train to Sheffield to go to a birthday party with a difference. My mate pisswhore was turning 30 and a bareback party had been organised at a mutual friends house. *After a slow journey, and getting soaked in the t.orrential rain, followed by a painful trip in a taxi which cost the earth, I got to the party. They’d been playing since about 1pm, and it was 5.30pm by the time I arrived, but there was still about 10 guys there. *Some regular faces from the NG2BBGROUP sessions, as well as a couple of new ones too. *Unfortunately most of them had to vanish shortly after I arrived, but that didn’t stop us from carrying on the fun late into the night. At about 8pm, with 4 of us left, the cameras came out, and we filmed a bit of the action. *The videos are currently being uploaded to xtube, but here is the first one which went up real quick. It’s a rarity for me… it shows me fucking and then breeding as a top, I don’t think I’ve yet caught myself on camera loading an ass, so here is something new for you all. Once the other videos are all uploaded, I’ll naturally share them here as well. But as a teaser of things to come, here’s me giving pisswhore his birthday load… More...

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... What a difference a week makes. A week ago I was visiting my very ill uncle in hospital, who sadly passed away a few days later. *But I am glad that I managed to make it to the hospital to see him. *I’m gutted that he’s gone, and will miss him dearly. *But at least he’s not suffering any more, as it was horrid to see him like that in hospital a week ago. A week ago I had just finished putting the finishing touches to an article I’d written for PositiveLite.com. *I had no idea how it would be received by the readers of the site. It was published on Monday and has been amazingly received. *Apparently on Monday it made record ever one day hits on their site. *The feedback I’ve received from it has been incredible, so much so, that they’ve asked me to write more for them. *I’ll talk more about that in another posting. If you haven’t already seen my article, you can check it out here at PositiveLite.Com* Some things however don’t change over the course of a week. * A week ago it was raining, and it is still raining! More...

Interesting thread. Do what feels right for you, and only you. Don't listen to anyone else who tells you you should be doing this that or the other. Its your life, and you lead it for you. If the risks are acceptable, and you want to go raw, go raw. If the risks weigh on your mind, go safe. As for ages of death for HIV+ people, as someone else said, there is no magic age at which you just keel over and die. Same as there isnt for HIV- people. Some people on meds out live people who are HIV-. Other people have drug resistant strains, and develop AIDS really quickly, passing to the grave within months of their diagnosis. For the most part, if you have a strain that is managable with meds, and you adhere to them strictly, consistantly, there is no reason why you will die early. In fact, the indications are now that when you do die, it will be from something totally unrelated to HIV... you will die WITH HIV, not BECAUSE of HIV. On the other hand you may get hit by a bus tomorrow.... Read my article coming up tomorrow for Positive Lite in which I talk about barebacking, the risks, the stages of acceptance we go through etc. It's a really in depth, thought provoking piece. I was asked to write it by the Editor of Positive Lite, Bob Leahy after he saw my blog and contacted me.

It would appear that mine is no longer updating here for some reason. I made a post yesterday which hasn't appeared on here. Please can you check its all still set up right? The url to the blog is http://confessionsofabarebacksaunaslut.bestmalediaries.com Much obliged! Josh

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Unfortunately not. But, I am looking at making some new videos shortly. I've also been filmed taking some hot loads lately, once edited (if i can edit them) and upload them, they'll be online shortly. Here are some of my favourite videos from my collection though. Anonymous 3 Top Breeding Sheffield Bareback Breeding Party - Compilation (Oct 2010) Kinky Breeding (Yeolad & Barebacksaunaslut (aka JoshLandaleXXX)) There are tonnes more.. Also, if anyone has my conversion fuck video which was on xlive, but has since been taken down, if anyones got it on their hard drive, feel free to post it anywhere and provide a link for everyone to enjoy... Its my favorite video, as shows me begging for the gift, and actually getting it - its the fuck which led to my HIV diagnosis.

Great to see my friend Rick's videos on here. He travelled from Madrid where he lives to Germany to meet up with these two tops, and loved getting used by them. Rick, the mexican bottom slut, is on BBRT as mexicanboyslut

I guess my ideal move forward would be if I was picked up by some indie studio... some amateur kind of bareback porn, that was either released via xtube, or via their own site.. id do that for free, even if i had to travel for it. Its the exposure I want more than anything else... i'm not bothered about the money, its the getting used on camera for the enjoyment and entertainment of others which draws me to it.

My motivation isn't really financial. Of course if i can cover costs by it, then great, if im left with some at the end then even better - but my motivation is merely that of getting fucked by as many guys as possible, on camera for the enjoyment of others. I see it as the next step in my barebacking journey. Its one thing filming amatur stuff at home, with the camera balanced on the table, but what I really want is to be getting filmed, having sex, with a cameraman (men) taking proper angles, close ups etc... showing the cock riding in and out, the spunk dripping out and the next cock pushing in using it as lube. The sort of stuff that you cant really capture if the camera is on a tripod. I guess on a personal level, I'd like to take my reputation to the next level. My videos on xtube have brought in just shy of 2,000,000 views collectively, and i'm certainly well known on there. But as with everything in my life, I strive to take things to the next level. Make sense? I hope lol As for your tube site, id certainly upload my videos to it. With utmost pleasure.

Hi Guys, Apologies if this has a thread already - i searched but couldn't find anything. Many of you may know me from my blog, others may not have a clue who I am. I am desperate to get into bareback porn. Either professional, mainstream stuff, or amateur indy studio stuff. I don't care, so long as i'm getting fucked raw on camera for the pleasure of others. I have contacted the usual studios, applying to TIM, Jalif Studios, Sebastian Studios, Wurst Film. Does anyone know any other studios which make bareback porn here in the UK or Europe? Any assistance is greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance! Josh

Yup. I can post in the general topics forum no problem, but am unable to create a thread in any other forum as i keep getting that error. Have tried various things, changing my title, selecting one of the thread "emoticons" etc, but to no avail.

Hi guys, Having trouble posting into most of the forums at the moment. Everytime i try to create a thread, i get this error: Errors The following errors occurred with your submission You must select a thread prefix. Please can you help? Cheers

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... You may remember back in January I was interviewed by Cristian Knox for his blog.* He uploaded the video to his site and I posted a link to it here on Confessions Of… After much effort (my internet connection isn’t up to much I’m afraid), I’ve finally managed to upload the video to my fledgling YouTube channel, and here is the video, embedded for you all to see. The interview covers various aspects of my blog, from the sex I have, to why I started the blog, how being diagnosed with HIV has effected me, how I deal with my critics (and trust me they are numerous!), to my plans for the future. For those who know me personally, the interview may not add a lot new. But for those of you who’ve seen my videos on xtube, read the blog here or follow me on twitter, it should provide you with a further insight into me as a person. It was filmed in Chariots Sauna in Shoreditch, London in mid-January 2012. We took over a small cubicle in the sauna, and it was filmed on Cristian’s iphone.* Hence the pretty poor video quality (it’s dark in saunas don’t you know).* However, as Cristian said in his own blog, it’s the audio that matters most. Granted this is now a few months old, but I promised I would embed it here, and now I come true on that promise. Click here to view the embedded video. As always, I’d love to hear your comments and thoughts about the interview. Thanks to Cristian for sending me the file and allowing me to post it here, and for conducting the interview in the first instance. ————————————– In other news, I was recently asked by a member of Canadian HIV magazine, positivelite.com if I’d be interested in writing a guest piece for them.* I’d love to do this, but am struggling to think of a suitable unique angle on which to write. Do I look at my own acceptance of HIV long before diagnosis? Or the culture of bug chasing/gift giving that seems to be getting much more prevalent? Or perhaps a piece on why gay men bareback, from the perspective of a committed barebacker as opposed to an “outsider”? I’m not sure yet.* I need some help in deciding which angle to come from.* If you’ve any suggestions, I’d love to hear about them. Positivelite is an online magazine website for everyone living with HIV, affected by HIV or involved in activism.* It brings together voices from around the world to give us a stronger voice when it comes to looking after what’s right for us. I recently got an email from a reader who said that seeing as I was now posting about HIV issues, he would no longer be logging on and reading the blog.* He himself was HIV+ he explained, and logged on to escape the reality of living with the virus.* Whilst it is sad that I have lost a reader as a result of what I write, the fact is that HIV is now a part of who I am, and as such, a part of my barebacking journey. I do not regret being HIV+, I do not mourn for my negative status.* My writing about HIV is not part of me adjusting or accepting the situation; I did all that many years ago before I started this journey.* I vowed to write honestly and openly about the sex I was having, the people I had it with and the places I had it.* A part of that, means that I also write about issues which affect the barebacking community.* Like it or not, HIV is a part of that community. Whilst in the previous years it was something that i skirted around, mentioning it occasionally, or perhaps alluding to, it is now something which sits firmly at the fore of my barebacking adventures.* It is with this in mind that I am keen to write about HIV, as only through tackling it head on, and talking about it can we reduce the stigma of it. If we sweep it under the carpet, pretend that HIV has nothing to do with bareback, then we simply make the situation worse.* I hope you agree with me. What are your thoughts?* I’d love to hear them. Josh x More...

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... That’s right. I want to do professional porn. I am so desperate to be filmed properly taking spunk from a group of hot hard tops, all pounding my hole and dumping their jizz into my hole until it dribbles out. I once contacted Treasure Island Media, and Liam Cole (UK Producer) said that they’d be in touch, but that was some 3 years ago and nothing has been forthcoming. I know that many of my thousands of readers, fans, followers and subscribers would like to see me in porn too. If anyone reading this has any practical suggestions as to how I can make this life long dream of mine come true, I’d love to hear from you. Drop me a line using the “Contact Me” page. Perhaps you know a pornographer, or perhaps you are one yourself – if you can genuinely see me being a bottom in one of your productions, let me know. I don’t want paying, i don’t do this for cash, I want to do it because I’m an exhibitionist and love knowing that guys (and girls) the world over are getting off on me getting used and bred. I’ll happily work for any company, the only condition is that its bareback (of course!) Spread the word, tell your porno connected mates and friends, I want to do porn so badly it keeps me awake at night thinking about it! Josh More...

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Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... All photos courtesy of NG2BBGROUP A little late I’ll admit, but better late than never.* As you know, I travelled to Nottingham on the 3rd March to go to another of the brilliant NG2BBGROUP bareback parties.** This time i got a train down to Sheffield and caught a lift with a guy I’ve been chatting to online for sometime, but not had the pleasure of meeting.* He’s @pisswhore on twitter. We drove down to Nottingham with another guy from Sheffield that I’d met at a couple of bareback breeding parties back in late 2010 – Mark. Arriving at about 8pm, we found we were the first ones to arrive.* Fred the host let us in, and we had a few drinks and chatted.* Over the course of the next hour, more and more people filed in to the house, until at its peak there was 31 guys there – by far one of the best turn outs that I’ve seen there, and it made for a really hot horny time – plenty of breeding action. Yours truely getting spit roasted There was the usual crowd of regular faces, guys from Birmingham, Nottingham, Manchester, London, Newcastle etc – all over the place.* Which gives the party a real diverse feel to it. There were also a good number of new faces this time too – all of them said that they enjoyed it and would be back to the next one. Which of course is great news for us!** As often happens, quite a few of them recognised me from the blog, and it’s always nice when this happens.* Big shout out to anyone who went who is reading this – hope to see you all again soon! Taking another raw cock I got fucked by most of the guys there, ending up in the sling at one point and getting gang banged.* As always, the kitchen proved to be a focal point of the party, with action happening there too – the pics here are of me getting fucked by a couple of the regulars in the kitchen.* Their faces are obscured to protect their identity.* Mine left unedited, the shameless skank that I am! haha. Come about 5am I was one of only a handful of people still awake, and finally crashed myself at about 6am.* I got a couple of hours kip, before waking at around 7.30am, when the action kicked off again. Smile for the camera! We left the house at around 9am, driving back in the pouring sunday morning rain.* We stopped for a bite to eat at the services, where all 3 of us, despite feeling the effects of hard partying the previous night, were still extremely horned up and eyeing up almost any guy that came within sight of us.* Had there not been so many staff around, I suspect we may have all ended up in the toilet block fucking again! I caught the 11am train back to York, and got home about 1pm – so horny, that I just had to log onto BBRT and gaydar. The parties are awesome, and there are loads more pictures of the night on the BBRT website. The next party is happening on 14th March, and you are able to get an invite by contacting Fred & Rich via their website. More...

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... Just a quick update while i’m waiting for some laundry to dry.* Last weekends party at Nottingham was great, as always – about 31 guys turned up, which was a brilliant turn out – I’m sure i’m not alone in saying that all of us had a hot horny time, fucking and getting fucked all night long! It was great to meet up with the usual regular faces again, as well as seeing some fresh new ones too – big shout out to you all! I’m heading into town tonight, its a friends 32 birthday – so while there’s no action planned, it’ll be good to meet up with some friends, have a few drinks and a meal – i only hope my jeans dry quickly or else i’m going to be late! On a slightly sluttier note, i’ve requested a week off work around late May time – and am starting to think of where to go.* Early ideas include Berlin, Torremolinos or Antwerp again… or perhaps somewhere new – if you can suggest anywhere, let me know – answers on a post card please. Righto, best go jump in the shower… I’ll do a longer post after the weekend! Ciao! Josh More...

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... Donors Welcome* You may have noticed that I’ve added a “donations” button to the top left hand side bar of the blog.* I always said that my blog would be free for everyone and I wholly intend to keep it that way. I’ve added the button as a simple way for people to make donations to help me develop the blog further, make more videos, and travel around the world to a city near you, so that even MORE people can fuck my slut hole! The button is linked to a paypal account, and any amount is greatly appreciated.* The money will be spent on saving up for a more powerful computer, which will allow me to once again create videos for my xtube channel (barebackcumdump).* It will also be used to travel to parties and events all over the place. At the moment, I have to save up for months, sometimes a year to be able to afford to take a trip to places.* Take London for example – the trains and accommodation alone, set me back £600 before I even left York.** Any additional funds that I can raise will go towards helping me bring more horny xrated content to you guys. Of course, its donations – not a charge, and I will never expect any one to pay to view the blog, or watch and enjoy what i write/film. I hope you don’t mind this recent addition, and it certainly wont distract from the core focus of the blog… No Condoms, No Fear, No Regrets. Nottingham NG2BBGROUP So tomorrow sees me once again heading down to Nottingham for yet another awesome bareback party with some hot, no attitude guys from all over the UK.* There is still time to get an invite if you would like to come; check out their website and message them.* The only requirements are that you’re not bottom only, and that you have a fully completed profile with pictures on either BBRT or gaydar. I’ll either be getting a train to Sheffield then catching a lift with one or two of the other guys going, or getting a train direct to Nottingham – I’ve yet to decide.* Depends on what time the guys are leaving Sheffield at. There’ll be pics taken of the party, which will be available on their blog shortly after the event, i’ll also try and get some of me in action from them so I can post them here. Josh More...

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... Sitting in a small independent coffee house nestled in the backstreets of York writing the draft proposal for this piece, I got chatting to the waitress about what I was writing.* A middle aged woman, who remembered very clearly the AIDS campaigns of the mid 80′s, it was fascinating that she engaged me in conversation about the issue.* Primarily discussing whether people with HIV should have to disclose their status, she was of the firm belief* that people with it should have to disclose to everyone.* Even if it wasn’t a sexual encounter.* She was an educated lady, expressing her horror at the pandemic and fears that it is slipping off the radar of social issues requiring attention. However he lack of real understanding of the issue of HIV, coupled with her some what mis-informed view that HIV can be passed by day to day contact showed that there is still a lot of stigma surrounding HIV in the world.* I didn’t tell her that I myself was HIV+, nor did she ask. I decided to write this piece after three main aspects of the issue played on my mind over the previous few months. Firstly, a good friend of mine is constantly shunned by potential boyfriends once he discloses his status to them.* A story all too familiar to anyone living with the virus. I’ve suggested perhaps disclosing to them upfront, to save all the hassle of getting to know them, falling in love, only to have them run a mile once the disclosure takes place. He won’t entertain this idea at all, vehmently dismissing it. Secondly, my own HIV status, and how my attitude to the issue has changed since my diagnosis back in September 2011.* It was Chris Ashford (lawandsexuality.blogspot.com) who first noticed that my attitude had mellowed somewhat, that I was appearing to be more “moderated” in my views towards the issue. Reading back over my last 12 months worth of posts, I can see where he is coming from.* I’ll discuss more of what my views were, and what they are now, later on. Thirdly, more importantly , and perhaps most worryingly for anyone HIV+ in the UK today, a criminal prosecution case involving someone I know very well which took place in Yorkshire, back in 2008.* This case has been well documented in various media forms, and was followed closely by those organisations monitoring the increasing criminalisation of HIV. However, to protect my friends identity there will be no names here, and I shall refer here on in to this person as Mr. X. More on that shortly. I used to have the view that it was each and every single persons own responsibility to look after their own sexual health.* It takes two to tango, and as such if you are going to go bareback, you should accept the risks that come with it.* It wasn’t for the HIV+ people to inform the HIV- of their status, it was the negatives’ responsibility to be aware of the risk they were taking by having unprotected sex in the first instance. Being vocal about this on my blog almost became a hall mark of my posts. However, things have changed.* My views have changed as a result of my diagnosis, and whats more since the early/mid 2000′s, the law has being stacking up quite heavily against HIV+ people who don’t disclose their status, especially when that leads to the virus being transmitted. The law as it stands is thus. 1) The defendant must have known they were HIV+ 2) The defendant must know how HIV transmission occurs 3) The defendant did not disclose their HIV+ status 4) No condoms were used 5) HIV transmission actually took place The law surrounding transmission of HIV is a very vague one, it’s basically the 1861 Offences Against The Person Act, Section 20.* The charge being Grievous Bodily Harm. Since 2003, this charge has been penned as being “Reckless Transmission of HIV.” Under this law, consenting to have sex with someone who has HIV gives that person a defence.* Put another way, if A tells B he has HIV, and B still consents, then even if the above remaining 4 conditions are met, and B catches HIV – the fact that B gave his/her consent to A, gives person A a defence under the “Reckless Transmission of HIV” charge. Where consent does NOT provide a defence, is if the charge is “Intentional Transmission of HIV”.* However, to date there have been no actual prosecutions in the UK under this.* But it’s not for want of trying by the police.* If anyone finds themselves charged with intentional transmission, the advice is to seek IMMEDIATE legal advice so that this charade can be stopped before it sees the inside of a court room. More details on solicitors dealing specifically with HIV transmission cases can be found later in the post. Now all this sounds fairly logical, and on the face of it, it is.* The law is clear, concise and makes sense.* In order for a conviction to be secured, the police and CPS (Crown Prosecution Service for those not familiar with the UK judiciary) have to satisfy those 5 points mentioned previously.* If any one or more can not be met, then a conviction is in not likely, and the case should be thrown out.* What’s more, once a case meets those points and makes it into the court rooms, there are more conditions to be met. Firstly the complainant’s entire sexual history needs to be investigated thoroughly – each and every sexual partner they’ve had, needs to be traced, tested and interviewed to rule them out as a source of HIV transmission.* Further, a Phylogenetic Analysis needs to be done.* This is a genetic test which can determine if the strain of HIV that the complainant has, is the same as the one the defendant has. All this together; the Phylogenetic Analysis, the sexual history dirt digging and the 5 qualifying points, proving beyond reasonable doubt, that the defendant recklessly infected the complainant.* Sounds fool proof, right? Wrong. Whilst the information relating to prosecutions is easily obtained (i managed to get all the essentials with a few hours of easy study of the National Aids Map and THT’s websites), it would appear that the people tasked with ensuring these laws are upheld, the police and the prosecution aren’t aware of what the guidelines are.* They aren’t aware of what conditions need to be met, they don’t know how deep an investigation is required in order to bring a prosecution, and in the worst cases, they bring cases which have not been investigated properly at all. “The prosecution, when making such allegations, have to prove that they have closed all the doors to the possible sources of infection. Again, in this case, they did not.” – Khurram Arif, HIV Defence Lawyer The worst case of this I’m aware of, is something that’s pretty close to home as it happened in my own county, to a friend of mine (Mr. X.). In 2008 a complaint was made to the police about Mr X, naming him as being the person that had infected the complainant with HIV.* He was promptly arrested, and a ram-shackle investigation by the police made.* The police submitted the case to the CPS, and he was charged.* Months went by, and the case finally made it to Crown Court, where, on the day the trial was about to start, the case was suddenly dropped by the CPS, and Mr X. aquitted of all the charges against him.* But not before the damage was done.* He had been named by local media, his reputation was in tatters, and his once secret HIV diagnosis was now public knowledge – his employers, his friends, and his family all knew he had contracted HIV.* Not exactly something you would want all and sundry to know if you’d planned on keeping it close to your chest! So what went wrong?* Well, a multitude of things really.* It appears that the police were unaware of the guidelines, and hadn’t investigated the complainants sexual history – the person in question had had numerous sexual encounters, with other HIV+ people, all of which had been unprotected.* While Mr X hadn’t disclosed his HIV status to the complainant, he hadn’t denied the fact either, as no discussion about HIV had taken place.** Further, the Phylogenetic Analysis hadn’t been completed – there was no evidence that the strain of HIV the complainant had, was the same strain carried by Mr X.* The case was well documented by various organisations which follow HIV prosecutions closely around the world, the most notable ones being George House Trust and Criminal HIV Transmission Blog. Where does this leave us then? Well personally, I believe it leaves those of us who are active on the bareback scene with a simple choice to make – in order to avoid the police thinking they can wheel us in front of a judge at the drop of a hat on a badly investigated case, we simply need to break one of the 5 qualifying points.* The easiest of which, is that of disclosure.* Whilst not disclosing is itself not a crime and you cannot, supposedly, prosecute on the “risk” of HIV transmission, the above case shows very clearly that those tasked with bringing about prosecutions have little or no regard for the laws they’re supposed to be upholding.* In my view, not disclosing your HIV status, IS illegal in a defacto kind of way. If you can demonstrate that you’ve disclosed your status prior to an encounter taking place, there is no case to answer from the outset. Hence why I personally have taken the decision to be extremely out and open about my HIV status.* It means that no one can accuse me of not disclosing to them, or being unaware that i am HIV+. Thus, with one of the 5 main conditions for making a conviction not being met, the prosecution don’t have a leg to stand on. The only question left lingering in my mind, is thus:* If by disclosing ones status, and your partner accepting the risks and giving his consent to engage in unprotected sex with you, knowing you’ve got HIV gives you a defence under the Reckless Transmission charge, how long is it before the police and CPS change their tact, and bring a prosecution for such a situation under the “Intentional Transmission” route? More...

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