JoshLandaleXXX

I am going to KINK at Steam Complex sauna in Leeds tonight (16th June) - it starts at 9pm, and I shall be there from that time until LATE. Looking to get fucked and bred by as many guys as possible.... all loads welcome - you can recognise me by my white jock strap with CUM DUMP written on it, and of course, the TIM tattoo....

i suspect it Will be staged to a degree, as in order to get the film released for sale, they would have had to have got the subjects to sign model release forms, and collected proof of age to satisfy usc 2257 requirements. but this is besides the point. its a fantasy alternative based on what goes on at cruising grounds up and down the country on a nightly basis.

I'd start out by messaging everyone in the city who i know is into bareback and likes to breed me, i'd usually get 3 or 4 that way. Then if I was going for broke, I'd jump on the train to Leeds or Manchester, and go to one of the sauna's there. I'd spend all day and night in the sling, blindfolded... random guys just loading me up. That's the way I like to fuck best!

I discussed this and more in a recent article I wrote for Canadian HIV magazine, PositiveLite.com If you haven't already, read it here: Positive Lite: My Barebacking Journey

Thanks HotLoad84 for posting this here, and you're comments on such. Its certainly interesting to see such a rapid progression of the virus in terms of Viral Load, but no major change in CD4. One would think that a rapid onset of the virus, would be met by either a significant fall in CD4 as the immune system became overwhelmed, OR, a checking of the VL as the immune system launched its attack against said virus. In my case it seems my CD4 is steady and falling as you would expect (albeit a tad on the fast side (the average they look for in the UK is 50 over 12 months, where as mine has fallen 65 in 4 months)) where as the VL is relatively unchecked and multiplying at a fair rate of knots! Its quite similar to what happened to Yeolad, the ex who is believed to have infected me. 6 months after his diagnosis (viral load 105k (like my first results)), they were forced to put him on medication. It's certainly interesting... watch this space.....

I might be a rarity on these boards, but as well as being a nasty filthy HIV riddled barebacker (and DAMNED proud of it too), I am also a keen mountaineer. I've not tackled the likes of K2 or Everest, but i've scaled the highest Peaks here in the UK, both in Summer time and Winter. I am also a keen Rock Climber. Whilst I can't answer the OP's question, the obvious guess is that it's down to social acceptance. Tackling K2 or Everest is a feat of human endurance. It takes years of training, not to mention tens of thousands of pounds of fund raising, and 30% of those who tackle it (such as the recent, unfortunately failed attempt by seriously injured British Army Vets), do so to raise millions of Pounds for Charity - thus it garnishes massive public support. Barebacking on the other hand, is done by gay guys who ignore the sexual health warnings and persist on spreading STD's and HIV. We don't do what we do to raise money for charity, nor to raise awareness. We do it because we're red blooded males who just want to blow our nut, and we hate condoms. In my opinion, as the longest bareback blogger on the internet, I think it also has something to do with the numbers of barebackers who have become poz, who blog about being poz, but forget to mention how they got it. The guys who tackle the mountains, aren't doing anything against public support. They're doing something lots of people dream and have ambitions about. THAT is the difference between barebacking and climbing Everest. On a slightly side note, there used to be an unwritten rule on Everest that if you came across someone in need of help, you just carried on by them and left them for dead. That was until the case of Lincoln Hall in 2006. He was discovered many tens of thousands of feet up; delirious, practically naked, sitting on an ice cliff, overlooking a multi thousand foot drop. Climbers passing him by, had the god awful decision of A) carrying on to the summit (their goal!) and ignoring him as per the unwritten rule of the Mountain, or abandoning their attempt, and escorting him steadily down, thus saving his life. They chose B. Dan Mazur (Expedition Team Leader) is quoted as saying "The summit is still there and we can go back. Lincoln only has one life." So I don't think at all, as a barebacker, nor as a climber, that it is safe to put barebacking and mountaineering into the same bracket. They carry very different risks and more the the point, very different morals amongst participants. After all, when was the last time you saw a barebacker, go up to a guy getting barebacked in a sex club/sauna and save him from being fucked by condoms??????

I've made another blog posting, but unfortunately there's a problem with the breedingzone RSS pick up to do with my blog, so its not updating here. Please visit Confessions Of A Bareback Sauna Slut to read my latest blog posting. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Comment of Hotload84: Here is Josh's posting. It is even more interesting than his usually very interesting postings, so I've taken the liberty of inserting it here. My routine quarterly trip to the HIV clinic in Middlesborough got off to a bumpy start today. Arriving at the train station at 930am expecting to get the 10am train up, what greeted me was a wall of chaos instead. The departure board read like some cheap christmas drama film would… “delayed, delayed, delayed, delayed, cancelled, cancelled, delayed….” Every platform had a standing train on it, but not a single loco had its engine running. Turns out that there was some major fault on the lines down south, and practically the entire East Coast Main Line was gridlocked. Nothing coming in; nothing going out. Bummer. After drinking what felt like a gallon of coffee, and checking out the very limited eye candy, things finally got moving, and eventually I rocked into Hartlepool about 70 minutes later than I should have. My friend picked me up at the station and we took a drive over to Middlesborough, stopping off enroute for a bite to eat and a catch up from his latest holiday/business trip. The lucky bugger has only just gotten back from two weeks living it large in L.A! The hospital appointment was at 1.30pm, and we arrived pretty much smack on time. I quickly got weighed by the nurse, and was devastated to learn that I’d put on .6kg since my last visit. Fucker… i clearly need to have even more sex, so as to burn that shit off! I guess it should have been an omen for things to come. I got settled into the chair and had a small talk chat with the consultant before knuckling down to business. My CD4 was still fairly high, but had fallen slightly, from the previous level of 971, to 906. What was really concerning though was the news that my Viral Load (VL) has sky rocketed. The previous high was 105,000. The latest results returned with an almost 5 fold increase.. 521,000! Over half a MILLION! That’s over half a million copies of the HIV virus in a single drop of blood. Holy shit! That biohazard tattoo that I’m planning sure would have significance right now… I’m a walking fucking biological hazard! Naturally with that news, there was only one direction the conversation could no lead to – medication, which, it did. Nothing in depth or scary, just a fleeting preliminary chat about the benefits of going on meds now, despite my CD4 being strong still. The consultant likened it to a train track. Imagine the CD4 indicates the length of the track – with the 350 mark being the threshold at which medically, they put you on medication. The VL would be the speed of the train. The higher the VL, the faster the proverbial train is going, the quicker the CD4 falls, and thus, the time by which I need medication medically, approaches more rapidly. Meds don’t scare me. I know enough people on them to know what the score is. The worry of mine is one of adherence. I have a very chaotic lifestyle, my work patterns are all over the shop; mornings, evenings, weekends, varying start and finish times, one day to the next. With most of the medication, they need to be taken within a short period each day of each other… something that at the moment, I am unable to do. Not only that, but there’s other stuff going on in my life, which means that mentally, I’m not in the right frame of mind to take on the challenge of sorting this out, so that my life is more ordered. Its not as though I work a 9-5 and can pop the pill at mid night before bed each day… sometimes my bed time is mid night, the next day its 4am. Of course the main argument for me possibly starting medication is that of prevention. I’ll discuss this more later, as its an interesting debate which is currently raging, with people from all sides of the HIV argument having differing opinions. So how do I feel about this recent development… alarmed? A little. Shocked at the rapid unchecked progress of the virus around my body? Definitely! A 5 fold increase in 4 months is alarming. If it continues at this pace, come my next results, my VL could be millions! Scared? No. You don’t bareback like I have and not consider the outcome of your actions. I knew what I was getting into, and accepted it wholly. This is just the start of another chapter. There’s lots to consider, and life changing decisions to be taken very soon. The reality of living with HIV just got a whole lot more real… One thing will remain though, my love of bareback sex. Nothing on this planet, not even HIV, is going to stop me enjoying bending over and getting pounded by guys until spunk dribbles from my hole and runs down my legs!

The results i got today, were from the blood i gave in January. Had blood drawn today, get those results in 4 months time (unless there is any alarming developments), and at the same time i also give more blood, and get those results 4 months from then. They give the previous results and take the bloods in one appointment, saves going twice in quick succession. So essentially, when I get my results, its what the bloods were at 4 months prior. But yeah, it is fast... if i my latest results show up anything alarming, and i go on meds, it will have been about 8 months from diagnosis to meds.

As an addendum to this thread, i just picked up my latest blood results today. Meds appear to be on the cards a lot sooner than I expected. While my CD4 is slowly dropping as expected - down to 906 from 971 four months ago - My Viral load has increased almost 5 fold in the same period. From 105,000 to 521,000... So while I'm healthy, the clinic are now worried about the viral load. We talked briefly about meds today, but will continue to monitor the situation and see how we get on.

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... Well, I finally got it done. *A few days ago I posted about the TIM Tattoo Challenge. *Yesterday a long term ambition came true. I had been worried about the pain of getting a tattoo, I needn’t have been. *Whilst you can clearly feel it, it’s more of an irritating tingle, than a cry-out-loud pain. *And as others I’ve spoken to had said, it’s addictive. *The tattoo took an hour, and when it was finished, I immediately wanted to have another one! My friend came along, partly for a bit of support, but also to act as photographer and grab some memories for myself, and also, more crucially, for Paul Morris. *As soon as I got home, I emailed the photos to Paul, and later last night they appeared on the Treasure Island Media blog. *Now that TIM has published them, I can reveal them here too! It’s official, I am now a TIM Pig. *A Morris’ Marked Man. *I am showing everyone who knows the TIM logo that I too am a loud and proud barebacker, and make no apologies for it. Enjoy the pics guys, comments greatly appreciated! More...

would you do it? Get the Treasure Island Media logo tattoo'd on your body for life, to show that you are indeed a devout supporter of bareback fucking, whatever the risks? Most wouldn't, but this skanky slut from Yorkshire UK did! You can see the proof, and read all about it here.....

Well, Paul and Mitch from TIM published them alright, within hours of me sending the photos to them... Here I am, a TIM marked slut, loud and proud...

Well its all done! The pictures are in the hands of Paul Morris. If he doesnt use them on his blog, then i'll show them on mine in due course... giving him first dibs on using them, and showing the pics - after all, it is the TIM tattoo challenge. As for pain.. pah, dont know what i was worried about. Its a mild stinging sensation, not at all painful. I found it strangely addictive... and now its over, am almost wanting another one NOW! Its a as rugg_me says, almost like suburn being scratched... not really painful, just irritating, but not nastily. Hard to explain. But i was totally relaxed and enjoyed the experience.

Click here to see Sauna Slut's original blog post... For years I’ve wanted to get a tattoo done, but never really known what to have done. I wanted it to be something that was specific and personal to me, but what? After testing positive last year, I thought about getting a biohazard tattoo – long associated with barebackers who are HIV+. But I still wasn’t sure about it. Then, on Wednesday last week, I stumbled across something on the TIM blog, The Island, which got me excited. They challenge fans of TIM to get the iconic skull and swords logo tattoo’d on them. The idea was planted in my mind, and over the next few days it grew. I made enquiries at various tattoo studios around town, and today I settled on one. You’ve probably seen it on such hunks as Dan Fisk, Damon Dogg et al. Some people think that its the preserve of those who’ve been fortunate enough to be in one of their films. Whilst I still dream of being in a TIM film one day (please Liam, I’m on one knee begging!), it is also available for anyone who is prepared to take on the challenge and gets accepted by those in TIM HQ over in San Fran! I emailed the delicious Mitch Mason (TIM Social Media & Affiliate Marketing Manager) with my proposal, and was surprised when I got a reply on twitter from no other than Mr Paul Morris himself giving me the green light, and welcoming me to the gang. So at 2pm on Wednesday 15th, I am finally getting my first ever tattoo done. The symbol of barebacking hedonism. The emblem of a company which has inspired me for years. The ensign of the flagship of all bareback porn studios. Picture courtesy of Treasure Island Media Some folk might think its a bit of a cliche, an outspoken barebacker getting a tattoo of the logo of the leading bareback porn manufacturer. But personally it means much more to me. Whilst TIM is a company, aiming to make a profit, they’ve also become so much more. They’re a family (those who are making porn with them), and to those like me, they’re a cult. A cult that I will be proud to be associated with. Some say they’re disgusting, encouraging unprotected sex, I say they’re ground breaking. Filming real men, having real sex, as so many of us do all around the globe. I think Paul Morris himself once said that he’s not in the business of making “porn”, but documenting guys having sex as nature intended – and by God he and his team; Max Sohl, Liam Cole and others, capture some of the most intense, hottest, steamiest sex around. What’s more, the logo in itself has become synonymous with the sort of sex that I just love. Imagine if you will, being in a sauna or sex club, and a guy you’re getting with is sporting said logo as a tattoo… it just says that this guy is into hot, nasty, raunchy bareback sex. Nothing needs to be said… it’s all there, in the flesh so to speak. I must admit to being somewhat nervous about tomorrow. As I say, it’s my first tattoo, and I’ve no idea what to expect from the experience. “Will it hurt?” is obviously on the mind of every newbie getting his debut ink. Of course this is all down to each persons own pain threshold. I’d like to think that mine is fairly high, but only time will tell. On the whole though I’m very excited about it. Pics will follow on the TIM blog over the next few days… keep up to date with everything tomorrow by following me on twitter. More...

Love being filmed so much. Have a very popular xtube channel, and have only recently applied to pretty much every bareback studio... Definitely an exhibitionist here... wanna be porn start for sure!

If you can get down to York, I can sort this out for you. Msg me.

We've all been there fella, its the passage that most barebackers taken, even those committed, out spoken people on the scene who've been doing it raw for years, once, were taking tentative steps, just as you are now. If you want to know how I ended up doing it bare, and the decision process that I went through, read this article I recently wrote for a HIV Magazine. My Barebacking Journey

Glad you liked and approved - i'm keen to hear what others think of it? Also, they've invited me back to do a kind of expose on the BB scene... so if anyones got any ideas for things to cover in future pieces, please share them here. Cheers.

Amen bro! As much as i love kinky nasty raw sex, and the idea of trading sti's at times - i still get checked routinely and get them treated ASAP - as with HIV, a lot of them have nasty complications... and aren't as easy to treat if left to run havoc.

Hehe, enjoy! There is a video on my xtube channel of me getting fucked by a mate while wearing a gas mask.... i think you'd enjoy it! As for buying one cheap - probably best bet is ebay!

Exactly. All the guys i know who are on meds, are also on Atripla... some report no side effects whatsoever, others are having a nightmare on it - ranging from simple vivid dreams, to one guy who is suffering from severe shits from it... he's on medication to control his shits as best possible - they're reluctant to switch his meds, because Atripla is the most effective for him at the moment. I also know guys who can take mono-therepy, and are on up to 10 pills a day... a couple of which can only be taken within a half hour, either side of the usual dosing time, each day - a proper head fuck if you don't work the standard 9-5 routine....

I'm very similar to HungLatinDom here, My CD4 is high, up around the 900 mark - here in the UK they only start you on meds when it falls to 350 or lower - although you can start meds earlier if you so wish. I'm also not ready for them mentally - there are a lot of things going on in my life at the moment, and everything is very much fly by here... so there is no set routine day to day - i don't feel ready to adhere to a drug regimen which requires me to take life saving drugs at the same time every day. I need more stability and routine before I feel able to take this task on. That said, if my CD4 falls below the level, and my consultant wants me on meds, then I'll buck up my idea's and try and get a more steady routine in my life in order to take them - but it would be VERY difficult what with work etc. But the main reason I'm not on them is most definitely because as per my last results, i just don't need them yet.

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Heading to Glasgow on 11th May for a couple of nights... just wondered if there were any Glasgow based barebackers on here who fancied hooking up for some nasty raw breeding? Looking at staying at the ETAP hotel by the Quay (M8 motorway area) - anyone up for some seed swapping fun?

yup imagine that... real life bb... in a room, at a private party, filmed on a phone... spur of the moment stuff... as most guys do it. amazing what you can do in real life isnt it when you don't have the lights, HD cameras and perfect models of the studios!