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There’s a Stranger in My House Matt gets back to his cabin quickly due to the pace he ran and the paved road. He doesn’t see Jay or the outfit he laid out on top of his suitcase. He realizes Jay must’ve taken the woods back to the dance. Matt sighs at his own impatience. He jogs back toward the woods, past the pool, and through the field where he gave his ass to Adrian and a few other men. Matt smiles at the memories of those fucks. As he enters the woods, Matt slows down to walk. It’s dark now and Matt doesn’t want to trip on anything. The bears see Matt coming toward them. They call out and wave him over. He stops for a second. They tell him that they saw Jay leave with the guy they were fucking this afternoon. Matt laughs. They ask him if he wants to walk over with them. They need to get cleaned up. Matt declines and says he has to change, and Jay has his outfit. He tells them, “See you in a few.” Matt follows the sound of the music to the dance. …………. In the darkness near the spot where John got fucked earlier, the short, high-pitched bottom that turned muscle-boy John out at lunch has “July bottom’s” legs in the air. His cock is buried in “July Bottom” bareback. He’s surprised how easy it is for him to get to masculine guys to take his bare cock today. “July Bottom” is liking the fuck. He usually goes for masculine acting guys, but this femme guy has him moaning like a slut. “July Bottom” expected this clean-cut, femme dude to want to use a condom. But when “July Bottom” dropped his shorts on the ground and said, “I don’t have a condom,” all the dude said was “I knew you’d take it raw.” It was such a hot acknowledgement of what “July Bottom” wanted that he almost came with one stroke of his cock. He had to actually hold back from cumming in that moment. The femme guy doesn’t know “July Bottom’s” name, but he is going to cum in his ass in a few minutes. He pumps him faster and harder. He hears “July Bottom” moan to get fucked harder. He positions the legs higher on his shoulders and pistons into “July Bottom.” A few strokes later, “July Bottom” hears his top say, “I’m cumming in you slut.” It turns “July Bottom” on so much to hear that comment from this shorter, femme dude with a high pitched voice that he cums on himself before the man shoots inside him. ……… Jay is back at the dance now and close to Jaime and Paul. Paul told him Matt went to look for him. He blushes and tells Paul he got held up by a good fuck. Paul says, “Your hungry ass couldn’t wait 15 minutes?” and both boys laugh. Jay says, “I topped a guy on my way back.” Paul smiles at Jay. Jay hadn’t seen his friends since he moved into Matt and Paul’s cabin. He takes a minute to get caught up on the day. He learns that the cops are looking for High Dude. He gets the whole story and is stunned but not surprised. He turns back to Paul and drags him off the dance floor to the drinks table. As he tells Paul about High Dude and the cops, Rugby, John and their friends come by for a drink and a quick breather. Jamie joins the group. Jay gets Jaime to tell them the story of the cops looking for High Dude. There is broad concern among the guys that High Dude must be turned in to the police. ……….. High Dude is on his way through the woods now. He hasn’t been able to retrieve his bag because the cops never left his campground. He is furious. ……… Matt hears one of his favorite songs begin. It is a dance remix version, but he knows it well. He’s so excited that he starts to walk faster. As the first words ring through the trees, they feel eerie Touch me like…Touch me like…Touch me like….Touch me like that. Matt thinks about dancing with Paul to this song. He smiles broadly at the image. He doesn’t really care that he isn’t in his booty shorts. He wants to be with his man to dance. …….. “July Bottom” is watching the man who just bred him shake his ass and pretend he’s in some imaginary conga line swaying his ass from side to side. Touch me like…Touch me like…Touch me like….Touch me like that. He grabs the man’s hips, pushes him up against a tree, pushes his shorts down, spits on his own cock, and aims at the femme guy’s hole. Femme guy grows concerned, not about the bare fuck, not at being fucked, but says…..”I didn’t clean out.” “July Bottom” thinks for half a second as another lyric bursts through the trees and says, “Fuck it.” He pushes in and waits for the femme guy to adjust to his invasion. Touch me like…Touch me like…Touch me like….Touch me like that. ……… High Dude is walking through the woods, sees the two men fucking against a tree. He silently curses the sluts. …….. The eerie feeling washes over Matt again as the lyrical notes pick up again. Mmmmmmm. Mmmmmmm. As the notes wash through the trees, the breeze picks up and the leaves rustle lightly. Matt feels like the woods and the song are becoming one. As the song chorus begins for the first time, Matt knows he will make it in time to dance with Paul. There's a stranger in my house It took a while to figure out There's no way you could be who you say you are You gotta be someone else Cuz he wouldn't touch me like that And he wouldn't treat me like you do He would adore me, he wouldn't ignore me So I'm convinced there's a stranger in my house It's a bit strange now because it does feel like the song and the trees and wind have merged a bit. The eerie feeling is growing in Matt. ……….. High Dude sees Matt walking toward the dance. He’s close, but Matt doesn’t see High Dude. “Fuck this whore!” thinks High Dude. He thinks, “If Matt just talked to me, none of tis bullshit would be happening.” Lost in his growing anger toward Matt, High Dude changes direction and begins to follow Matt. ……… Matt breaks through the tree line just as the remix breaks into round two of the song. Matt is excited. He sees Paul on the edge of the dance floor casually watching the dancers, but also expecting Matt at any minute. …….. Paul is half-heartedly watching the dancers. He wants to go search for Matt, but doesn’t want to appear to needy. He knows Matt loves this song and will want to dance to it. He wants to see Matt smile and twirl and sing the words with all his might. ……. Touch me like…Touch me like…Touch me like….Touch me like that. Matt hears some twigs break behind him. He turns to look. He briefly glimpses High Dude. The first blow falls. ……. As the song breaks into another interlude, Pop…pop…pop…pop…pop….pop….pop….pop It’s as if High Dude has found his rhythm. The blows land fast in sequence to the music. His fists find Matt’s head, shoulders, arms, chest. ……. Jay is the first to see Matt getting hit by High Dude. He shouts but only those people around him can hear. Those near him turn. Rugby takes off in a sprint toward Matt and High Dude. ……. Pop Quiz. Tell me where we first kissed. Tell me if I liked it, loved it Paul, his heart missing Matt during this lyric, looks over his shoulder. He sees the unthinkable. High Dude is beating Matt who is falling to his knees. Paul shouts, his stomach aches, he can't breathe. His feet begin running toward Matt. ……. Adrian is looking out from another end of the dance floor. As he is surveying the crowd, he sees Jay’s pained face and clearly shouting. It takes him another few seconds of scanning the area to see the scene. Rugby and John are running from one direction. Paul from another. Jaime not far behind Paul. His gaze takes in the area in front of the men running. He sees Matt on his knees, head back and High Dude hitting him. The pit of his stomach drops. Adrian breaks into a run. …….. High Dude, oblivious to all things around him pulls Matt up by his shirt and swings him around. Or could it be That the stranger is me Have I changed so drastically? Is it I want more for me? And you remain the same …….. Matt is reeling. His face feels wet. He doesn’t know what is happening. He is swinging around now. He hears the music. He thinks he may be dancing. There's a stranger in my house It took a while to figure out ……… Rugby, John and Paul are closing in from two different directions. Paul is angry and afraid, but most of all he wants to get to Matt and hold him. Rugby can’t believe this is happening. He hasn’t hit someone in years off the rugby pitch, but he is going to pummel High Dude when he gets his hands on him. There's no way you could be who you say you are You gotta be someone else …………. Matt realizes he’s not dancing now as his back slams into a tree. The wind knocked out of him causes him to realize that he’s in danger. Cuz he wouldn't touch me like that And he wouldn't treat me like you do …….. Adrian watches in horror as he is running to reach Matt. Rugby slams his body into High Dude from the side. High Dude goes reeling. Paul slams into him from the back. Matt’s body is tossed rough to the side. High Dude still has a hold on his shirt. He brings Matt down hard. He would adore me, he wouldn't ignore me …….. Matt’s head hits a rock hard. He feels the hard breeze, and hears the song and the song of the leaves and trees. So I'm convinced there's a stranger in my house Matt sees black. The End.

Dance Party John and Rugby are sitting near their tent with the German, and the C Boys having some beers. Stockbroker wanders up with a twink, wearing an old train driver’s hat and very little else. Stockbroker grabs two beers and settles in. As he introduces the twink to his friends, Stockbroker makes a joke about John being the group cumdumpster and expects everyone to laugh. Instead, Rugby confronts Stockbroker about how poorly he is treating John, how poorly he treats bottoms in general, and that it has to stop. The twink beats a hasty retreat and Stockbroker turns on Rugby as if he is going to start a fight. Rugby stands up and says, “Dude. Enough. Whatever dick measuring contest you are trying to win with the world has to stop. I’ve had enough of it and I don’t think you’ve noticed that I’m not the only one.” Stockbroker looks around and sees everyone nodding or looking at him with annoyed faces. Rugby continues, “Man just stop with the jokes at John’s expense. Start there ok?” Stockbroker, knowing Rugby is partially right, makes a move to argue but gives in. He says, “You’re right. Sorry John. I’ve been kind of a dick.” The conversation turns to what everyone is wearing for the dance tonight, who they want to fuck, and the golf cart parade. It is the good-natured chattering of friends. As the German, Rugby and Stockbroker make dinner for themselves; the C Boys and John head to the showers to clean out before the weekend’s last dance party. Unashamedly, the three are talking about wanting to get fucked all the way to the shower block while carrying their clean out paraphernalia. Adrian is walking towards them and stops to chat. He notices John in better spirits and it makes him smile. He wonders if Matt has worked his magic already. They part ways and Adrian is headed to the storage shed where he fucked Matt yesterday to get a few things for the dance party. He opens the door and sees a twink fucking the hell out of a big bear. He lets out a small cry of surprise, and says, “Guys you can’t be in here. I’ll wait outside until you are done and then I have to lock this shed.” As he is waiting outside, he hears the bear say, “Fuck it. Keep going. Pull out before you cum.” The condom broke, but the bear doesn’t care. He’s loving this fuck and doesn’t want it to stop. Adrian can infer what happened from those words and is turned on. He’s known the bear for years. The guy is usually very judgmental about sex. Adrian smiles. Adrian sees Jay crossing the woods toward Paul and Matt’s cabin. He looks well fucked. Adrian waves him over and they chat. They can hear the end of the fuck session in the shed. From the noises and the bit of disagreement, it sounds like the twink didn’t pull out fast enough and now the “judgmental bear” has an ass full of twink cum. Adrian and Jay smile at each other. Adrian says, “The condom broke a couple minutes ago. The bear told the other guy to keep going and pull out.” Jay says, “Pulling out is lame.” Adrian smiles at Jay and says, “Want another load?” Jay says yes. When the bear and twink leave the shed, they go their separate ways. The bear looks exasperated. The twink looks relaxed. Adrian brings Jay into the storage shed and says, “I need to be quick. Do I need lube or am I good?” Jay says, “Dude. Your monster dick will always need lube.” Jay pulls out a small lube bottle, hands it to Adrian, drops his shorts and bends over some bags of grass feeder. Adrian says, “You have a nice ass.” He lubes his cock and slides in Jay’s well fucked ass. Adrian feels that Jay is a bit looser than he was the last time they fucked, but he still enjoys Jay's ass. It fact, he knows he can be rougher and cum quicker with a looser ass. Adrian pushes the full length in Jay. Jay groans in appreciation of the large cock, but also the discomfort from the stretching of his ass. Adrian pulls all the way out and slams back in. Jay grunts again. Adrian does this five or six more times before Jay’s groans become moans. Jay says, “Your cock is amazing. Fuck me hard.” Adrian takes his cue and begins fucking Jay hard enough that the moans and groans and grunts are interchangeable. Jay is almost babbling from the pummeling he is receiving. It doesn’t take long before Jay says, “Oh God!” as his cock cums hands free from the anal manipulations. The grip Jay’s ass has on Adrian’s cock cradles it perfectly so the friction hits just right. Two strokes later, Adrian is blowing his load in Jay’s ass. ……. Matt and Paul are sitting with “July bottom” and his friends as they set up the “drinks table” for the dance. Jay had left them a few minutes ago to get changed again. Matt had cleaned some cum out of Jay’s hair and, laughing, told him to go shower. Matt wanted to spend more time with Paul so he asked Jay to bring a change of clothes back for him. Adrian comes back out of the woods looking flushed and happy. Matt calls out to Adrian. After Adrian drops the materials needed at the stage area, he comes back to Matt and Paul. Adrian says, “What’s up guys? I need to do a couple things before we kick off the second dance of the night.” Paul looks at Matt, who nods. Paul says, “We’ve been talking. We are going to move into my place when I get my roommate, Travis, out. But we were wondering, would you like to live in our city? You are a really great guy and if you are, “looking for something real” then maybe you can find it among the thousands of city guys who will clammer to ride your cock.” Adrian looks stunned. “July Bottom” has heard this and jokes, “Matt you just don’t want to lose access to his cock.” Matt laughs, but says, “Shush! We mean it. Adrian is a great guy. I’d love to have him as my friend and roommate. Or, if he wants, he could take over my studio. We’d make this work.” Adrian stares at the two guys blankly. He’s heard guys wish him well, had guys offer half-hearted desires to date him long distance, and a bunch of other nonsense every season. But, this offer is genuine and heartfelt. He can tell because Matt is just too genuine for this offer to be anything but real. Adrian says, “Can I think about it?” Paul says, “Sure. We didn’t expect a decision right now. We wanted to make sure we talked to you before we leave tomorrow. Like Matt said, we’d love to have you in our lives more regularly. You’re a great guy.” Then he laughs and says, “And besides, if I’m off the market; your dick is the only cock I can imagine capable of keep our city’s hungry bottoms’ happy.” Everyone laughs. ……… “Fucking FUCK FUCK!” says High Dude as he stands behind a tree looking at his camp site. The cops are there waiting for him. They haven’t moved for the last hour. He’s far enough away in dense enough brush to be unseen by the police, but he can see them clearly. He plans to get out of the camp, but without his belongings. He has his wallet and house keys. He is going to wait until dark and then skirt around the edge of the lake and cut through the central wooded area (between Matt and Paul’s cabin, tonight’s dance, and the pool) and make for the front entrance of the camp. He will hitch a ride out of state from there. ……………. As the dance kicks off to Michael and Janet Jackson’s “Scream” boys stream onto the dancefloor. The sexual tension and alcohol fueled afternoon are apparent as the guys already behind grinding on each other. Jaime’s group of twinks, not yet drunk, are screaming: Stop Pressurin’ Me Just Stop Pressurin’ Me Stop Pressurin’ Me Make Me Wanna Scream Matt gets up to join them dragging Paul along. They come up to Jaime to dance with him. Jaime hugs them both. Rugby, John and their crew join the dance floor. John and Rugby are dancing closely together and touching. Matt waves and smiles at them. ……. “July Bottom” has a hand running up his thigh from one of the crew that spent the Tea Dance putting loads in John’s ass. He’s the shorter, high-pitched bottom that got John to give it up in his tent. He really enjoyed getting the muscle jock boy to beg for his load earlier. Now he’s got his sights on “July Bottom”. He wonders if this masculine guy he just met a few minutes ago when making a drink will beg for his load too. Little does he know, “July Bottom” is already thinking about what this man’s cock is going to feel like inside him. ……… The bottom from the couple that Rugby and the German met this morning is looking for his “top” boyfriend. The “top” left their trailer earlier to go for a swim but hadn’t come back yet. He’s asking Rugby and the German if they’ve seen him. They haven’t but they say they are sure he will turn up soon. The German invites the bottom to hang and dance with them for a bit. Bottom says, “I guess he couldn’t have gone far.” He's right. His top boyfriend hasn’t gone far. In fact, he never made it to the pool. Walking over to the pool in a speedo, flip flops and a towel over his shoulder; he came across the bears' campsite where Matt and Paul had lunch a few days ago. They whistled at the “top," said he looked hot and offered him a drink. A few minutes later and two shots in, the “top” is hearing about the twink who got fucked a couple of days ago in the shed nearby who begged the top to cum inside him. Almost breathlessly, the “top” asked, “Was he getting fucked bareback?” The bears nodded. The “top” says, “That’s so hot.” It's now 2 hours later and his speedo, towel, and flip flops are outside the tent where he left them. The “top” spent the last few hours getting fucked by the bears. He knew he should ask them to use condoms because he just met them, but he wants these strangers to cum in his ass. He is turned on by the “risk.” He doesn’t know what would happen if he got HIV, but the risk he takes when each man is cumming in his ass is worth it to the “top” because it makes him so horny. 6 men have cum in him so far and he his taking a 7th cock now. ……… Jay is freshly showered, cleaned out and changed. He’s walking back to the dance with Matt’s clothes for the dance. He spots the speedo on the ground by the bears camp. He says hi to one of the bears he met at the pool. There is the distinct sound of fucking come from one of the tents. Jay asks, “Those sounds belong to these speedos?” The guy says, “Yeah. Slut took them off and started sucking our cocks right out here. He’s been in the tent getting fucked for the last couple hours.” Jay is impressed. As he is about to say something they all hear the guy getting fucked say, “Fuck man. Breed me.” Jay whistles and says, “That is so hot.” One of the bears says, “That slut turned down our offer to use condoms and came a little bit when I entered him raw. That dude loves getting railed bareback.” A few minutes later, Jay’s cock is unloading in the “top” after a brief but vigorous fuck. Jay doesn’t often top, but the opportunity seemed too hot to pass up. The “top” doesn’t know that Jay has been fucked multiple times a day, each day since he’s been at the camp. He doesn’t know that Jay is as cavalier about condom use as the “top” himself is. And the “top” doesn’t know that each of the men that fucked Jay left their loads inside him (except “July Bottom” and his friends). Jay slaps the guy’s ass when he pulls out. He says, “Gotta get to the dance.” As if waking from a slutty trance, the guy he just fucked says, “Oh shit. It started?” Jay says, “Oh man you must’ve been in the zone? The music has been on for like an hour of so.” Jay leaves the tent and the guy follows him. They say their goodbyes to the bears and head to the dance. Jay says, “I’m going to stop in the shower bathroom to straighten up. It’s on the way to the dance. Want to go with me?” The “top” guy is embarrassed now and says something about getting back to his boyfriend. Jay says, “Man your boyfriend must love your ass. I’m almost always a bottom and you made me cum a lot.” The “top” guy says, “I’m the top in the relationship.” Jay says, “Extracurricular fun this afternoon?” and winks at him. The “top” guy says, “Something like that.” Jay says, “Come to the shower bathroom to clean up. You look like you’ve been railed all afternoon.” Just hearing that makes the “top’s” cock grow a bit. He says, “Sure. I probably need to clean up.” ……… Matt is wondering where Jay is with his outfit. He tells Paul he is going to make sure Jay is ok. Paul kisses him and asks if he wants company. Matt declines. He says he will jog it because it’s almost dark. Matt works his way off the dance floor and breaks into a slow trot back to the cabin. He takes the road because he won’t trip on branches. Matt' route means he will miss Jay and the “top” walking toward the dance.

Do You Want This? John leaves the shower block. It was a quick shower. He tried to get all the cum out of him, but since he let 8 guys run a train on his ass for the second time in two days, he still feels wet inside and his asshole feels open. He is distracted wondering how he let this happen again. When he was driving his friends to the campground, they were all joking and laughing about the bottoms they would fuck this weekend. He started off great, blowing his load in Matt. But seeing the blissful look on Matt’s face and feeling sexually charged in that tent, he let himself go and got fucked. Since then, he has let over 20 men fuck and cum inside him. John is really beating himself up internally. It's been a lot of fun, but he doesn’t know these men. He’s taken so many sexual risks this weekend. He’s a nurse. He could be fired from his job if he is positive. If only he had kept a lid on his desires, his group of friends wouldn’t know what a slut he is behind closed doors. He has let plenty of men fuck him bareback over the years, but those were drunken hookups, behind closed doors or in cities where no one knew him. He’d been fucked my ten men one night at a bathhouse in Atlanta in the sling room, but he was there visiting a sick relative, so no one knew him. Now, his cover was blown and he was “outed” as a bottom. FUCK! John is so distracted that he is wandering by the campground office and almost gets hit by Richard’s golf cart backing up. Richard jumps out of the cart to check on John. John startled says he is okay, but he is so distracted that Richard knows something is wrong. Richard, whose role as camp “father figure” has been growing over the last decade, offers John a ride to his campground. John tells him where he is staying and Richard says he can get him close, but the trees block the way about 30 feet from the site. The men ride in silence for about a minute, but John’s anxiety is weighing on both men. Richard asks John what is wrong. John doesn’t hear him and says nothing. Richard, afraid something might be terribly wrong and jarred by the rape and the police, raises his voice and changes his tone. He says, “Tell me what’s wrong.” John is shocked by the tone. He starts chattering, almost blubbering, about the events of the weekend. He talks about his image and how he had carefully cultivated an image as a top for over a decade. How guys had treated him poorly as a bottom and how he didn’t feel he could be respected if guys though of him as a bottom. He feels like being “outed as a bottom” kind of broke open a slutty dam inside him. He talks about the sex with his friends, sex in the shower, sex in the field with all his friends, sex with other men over the weekend. Richard is listening intently. He is struck by the number of sexual partners and unprotected sex. This sounds like how this camp was when it first opened in the early 1980s. Richard is thinking but still listening to this muscle jock tell his story. When the man stops speaking, Richard parks the cart. Richard starts speaking to John is a way that slows the churn of negative voices in his head. Richard uses the shared history of the gay community to reach into John. The discussion is about thirty minutes, but it covers “bottom shaming”, “gay shame”, masculinity, love, acceptance, beauty, and joy. Eventually, Richard says, “John I knew a lot of guys like you. You need to own your choices and your joy. When guys are dying of AIDS, they either look back on their lives with joy or sorrow. There is no beauty or joy in seeing young people die painful deaths. However, the men who lived in joy, usually died in joy. Men who lived in doubt and self-hate, died that way too. I’m not saying you are going to die. I’m just asking how you want to live?” Richard asks John’s name and upon receiving it, uses the name repeatedly. He talks about how these stories are not uncommon. He talks about how he just had a conversation with another man today about how tops and bottoms are treated differently in the gay community. John says, “I guess I never looked at it like that.” Richard says, “I have to go start the golf cart parade. Think about what we talked about and come see me ya dumb slutty jock bitch.” Richard’s wry smile belies the last words and John laughs heartily. His laugh inspires a guffaw from Richard as he turns the cart to drive away. Richard stops the cart and says, “And, talk to your friends. I think you will be pleasantly surprised how much they care for you. If you need to talk, come find me. Okay?” John nods and smiles as he watches Richard drive away. John wanders over to his campsite. He sees Matt sitting there with the German and Rugby. Curious, John walks right toward them. Rugby calls out, “Hey homo!” Matt glares at Rugby and using a mom tone says, “Can you really not internalize anything we talked about just now?” The German gets up and gives John a big hug. “Where have you been?” German lifts John up and says, “I hope you’ve been having fun and not just avoiding us.” German puts John down and Rugby comes up and says, “Yeah. I hope you are ok, John. It’s been a crazy weekend.” John says, “Yeah things are ok. You know the camp director, Richard, just drove me back here. He is a good guy.” John goes to change into more relaxed shorts that aren’t covered in cum or dirt. He comes back out and sees Rugby has been watching him change. John’s mind immediately starts pushing negative thoughts. Rugby says, “John. Ummmm. Matt and I just had a long conversation. I think I’ve been being an ass to you or maybe about bottoms or……well……..however I’ve been an ass, I would never want you to think I was putting you down or being anything less than your friend.” Rubgy pauses. It’s clear he’s at a loss for his words. The German and Matt see the C Boys coming back from the shower. They are animated and about to burst in on this necessary conversation. Matt and the German turn toward the C Boys and intercept the roommates. They start talking about things and walk toward the golf cart parade route. Rugby sees the intervention and looks back to John. He says, “Can we talk?” Rugby sees John bracing himself. Rugby reaches out and in one of the most intimate ways he’s ever touched John, lightly entwines his large fingers into John’s palm, and holds his hand. Stunned at his friend holding his hand and John makes eye contact. Rugby’s face is full and open watching John. John steps closer to Rugby. Rugby uses his other arm to embrace John’s shoulders and pulls him close. He says, “I love you dude. I love you so much. I don’t know what’s going on right now, but seeing you hurting makes my heart hurt. It feels like it’s breaking watching you struggle.” John attempts to answer. He can’t at first. The warmth of his friend’s body, the tight grip, the intimacy, the love he is feeling—a love he thought was slipping away. It all builds. As the beautiful jock, being held by his large, beautiful friend, attempts to speak again, a sob breaks his silence. And now the dam truly breaks, as John sobs and sobs. He is letting go of all the tension he put on himself this weekend. He is letting go of the choices made from low self-esteem. He is just letting go. Rugby can feel John is getting limp in his arms. He holds tighter, holding his friend upright as he cries. His friend’s tears and snot are coating his chest where John’s head lays convulsing with sobs. Rugby strokes his hair. John says, “I’m sorry. I’m so so so sorry.” Rugby says, “Nothing to be sorry for. I love you.” After John stops crying, the guys talk. And they talk. And they talk more. Every time they seem done, the conversation starts again. Rugby hits pause as he grabs two towels and shower supplies. They go off to the shower block. They can hear the honking and the crowd of the golf cart parade. Rugby says, “I’m glad we are showering. Cold snot on my chest feels cold and sticky.” John looks sheepish and says, “Sorry.” Rugby laughs and says, “Nothing to be sorry for you sexy fucker.” At the showers, the guys undress. Surprisingly, the shower block is empty. Rugby chooses the shower next to John. As they clean themselves, Rugby says, “I hear some guys get it on in the showers.” John winces and looks back and says, “I have kinda been a slut this weekend.” Rugby’s cock responds by getting harder. He says, “Tell me more.” John tells Rugby about the two guys he had sex with right after their sex with Matt. Rugby closes in on John and says, “That is so hot.” Rugby kisses John lightly and sweeps his hand over John’s wet body. He breaks the kiss and looks John in the face. He sees John watching him. Rugby says, “Do you want this?” John smiles. He hears Richard’s words in his head. John reaches out for Rugby’s big shoulders and rubs his bulky, muscular arms. He says, “Do I want these?” He reaches Rugby’s ample, girthy cock and says, “You mean—do I want this?” He gives it a stroke and feels it get hard in his hand. Then, he touches Rugby’s face and says, “I’d like this.” John kisses Rugby. Rugby feels John’s lips on his, parting them, kissing him gently and urgently. John wants him. He can feel it. Rugby pulls him in tightly. Before this weekend, Rugby has only felt this kind of connection with a few men. This feeling of warmth is confusing and intoxicating. He loves John and he holds him as they kiss. A sense of urgency and need rises in Rugby. His cock is full to bursting with the idea of being inside John. He turns John around and half in lust at the perfect muscle jock ass and half in absolute desire to be with a man he loves; Rugby rubs John’s hole and says, “Can I fuck you? We can do more later, but I want to be inside you now.” John nods. Rugby looks about. He didn’t bring lube. As he is about to reach for the shampoo, he sees a discarded lube bottle in the corner. He grabs it, opens it and discovers just enough to coat his cock. He rushes back over to John, almost slips on the floor, steadies himself on John’s hips, and in a moment of self-reflection says, “I haven’t been this eager to fuck an ass since I was a college freshman.” John both watches Rugby and arches his back and spreads his legs. He wants to see his friend enter him. He wants to watch the moment his friend becomes his lover. John feels the girthy cock head against his pucker. He wants this as much as Rugby does. John pushes back. Having been fucked consistently for the last few hours, his ass opens easily. Rugby bottoms out inside him. Rugby thinks to himself, “Fuck no guy can take me so easily. This must be fate.” Rugby moans as the warmth and wetness of John’s ass accepts him. He holds himself in place for a moment, knowing this fuck is going to change his life. He pushes right up against John’s back and tries to get further inside. He wants to be one with John. John grunts, chuckles lightly, and says, “Babe, I think you’re inside me now.” Rugby kisses John. He starts slow strokes. This ass feels incredible. He’s had a few asses this weekend, but John’s is unique. It’s like his heart and his cock are welded together for this fuck. As he speeds up the fuck, he can feel his heart thump harder. It’s scary and intoxicating. And John’s silky ass feels amazing. John starts working Rugby’s cock with his ass muscles. He wants this cock. He can feel how hard Rugby is and how much desire Rugby has to fuck his ass. John wants Rugby to want his ass too. He works his ass muscles to meet each thrust. Rugby says, “Work my cock. Oh fuck you feel so good.” The showers get colder and John turns his off. He braces himself against the wall, hands in front, bent over, and says, “Fuck me harder.” Rugby grabs his friends ass and starts pulling all the way out to the tip and slamming back inside. He does this for a few minutes until he is close to cumming. Then he changes his strokes to pulling out half way with short jabs. This stretches John more by coming out just to the girthiest part of Rugby’s cock. John is moaning. His cock is hard. Rugby reaches around to stroke John’s cock. Rugby leans over John’s body, stroking his cock, and fucking him with deep, determined shallow strokes. He says, “I love you John. I want this to last forever.” John says, “Not forever. I want you to breed me.” Rugby says, “Oh fuck yes.” He returns to the long strokes and slamming back in. A few minutes later as the boys are grunting and moaning loudly, John cums on the floor. His ass muscles contract on Rugby’s cock and less than five strokes later, Rugby is blowing his cum up John’s ass. The boys collapse on the wet, tile floor in a heap of naked limbs and love. They can hear someone peeing and washing his hands on the other side of the shower wall singing, “Nasty” by Janet Jackson. Nasty Nasty boys, don't ever change, huh Oh you nasty boys Nasty Nasty boys, give me your nasty groove, huh Oh you nasty boys Nasty Nasty boys, let me see your nasty body move, huh Oh you nasty boys I could learn to like this The boys laugh. John looks at Rugby and says, “It’s Miss Jackson if you’re nasty.” Rugby laughs heartily and hugs John tighter. ……… Meanwhile, High Dude is wandering around the wooded area. “FUCKING WHORES!” he screams. He fucked this dumb slut exactly how he wanted to be fucked. He bred him like the whore he is and now the cops are looking for him. “What a fucking pussy that guy turned out to be. Should’ve known from those purple shorts.” He thinks. High Dude was wandering back toward his campsite when one of his friends said the cops were just asking for him. High Dude asked why, but his friend didn’t know. He said he hadn’t heard the conversation because he was on his way to set up their area for the Golf Cart Parade. High Dude rolled his eyes. He says, “Why does this camp turn my friends into different versions of the same slutty Susie Homemaker?” His friend says, “Why are you such a dick this weekend? Just go see what the cops want asshole.” High Dude remembers that purple shorts dude crying after their fuck. He got what he wanted so why he was crying. It seemed so stupid and weak at the time. High Dude thinks, “Whatever. The guy was a fucking stupid slut.” As he was wandering, he saw Jay going into a trailer with that “July Bottom” dude. Clearly Jay is a fucking whore. He also saw Rugby, the German and Matt talking. There was that slutty cum dumpster, Matt, who wasn’t interested in High Dude for some stupid reason; even though the little slut had been fucked by half the guys at this camp in the last couple days. How his asshole wasn’t dragging along the ground by now was a surprise to High Dude. What a FUCKING WHORE! He needed to get his things and get out of here. But, that meant he had to probably wait until night during the dance party to get his stuff while his friends were away from their campsite.

Golf Cart Parade Freshly showered, Matt and Paul prepare salad and some burgers for dinner. Jay wanders up to the cabin with Adrian/Snake. Matt laughs and says, “I guess y’all had a good time. You both look well fucked.” Jay says he is going to shower and asks Adrian if he has time before the Golf Cart parade to join him. Adrian says he has to get back, but he asks if he can speak with Matt. Matt looks at Paul who says, “I’ll finish making the salad. Will you guys turn on the grill?” Matt and Adrian head outside. Jay turns on the music for his shower and the boys can hear him fiddling with radio and CDs. With skilled ease, Adrian drops the charcoal and starts the fire. Matt watches the expertise at work and says, “That would’ve taken me 20 minutes.” They laugh. Adrian and Matt are standing by the grill watching guys in the distance put finishing touches on their golf cart decorations. Adrian says, “I hope you don’t mind that I’ve broken my ‘one guy a weekend’ rule.” As if Matt’s life now has an on-call DJ, the remix of Whitney Houston’s ‘It’s Not Right, but it’s Okay’ blares through the bathroom window. Matt laughs. Adrian grumbles, “Jay is such a fucker.” They laugh. Matt strikes a pose, hand on his hip waiting for his cue, and in his best drag queen impersonation: Friday night you and your boys went out to eat, uhhh Then they hung out But you came home around three, yes you did If six of y'all went out, ah Then four of you were really cheap, yeah Cause only two of you had dinner I found your credit card receipt As the chorus hits, Adrian laughs and grabs Matt around the waist. Adrian says, “I hate you. You are so funny.” They sing loudly at each other as the chorus mounts for a second round. Matt says, “Adrian you’re a great guy. You helped me come out of my shell this weekend in a way that I can’t explain. You’re also a great fuck and I love your dick, but I don’t own you. Have fun. Besides, my relationship with Paul is becoming……well…..it’s becoming something more.” Adrian says, “Matt it is so great to hear that about you guys. You are an awesome guy. I think you are maybe the most positive, energetic, smart, sexy man I’ve ever met at this camp. Earlier today, I was thinking how great it would be to have you say my name again as I cum inside you. You made me feel something when you did that. I don’t know, but I think I might be ready to want that again. Like you said, ‘something more’.” He turns Matt toward him and says, “And it is so weird that I don’t feel jealous or bad that Paul got to you first. I think it’s because you are clearly so happy that I can’t help but be happy for you.” The boys stand there for a minute chatting about other things. Paul comes out to join them and check on the grill. Adrian says, “Almost ready.” Paul asks if Adrian wants a burger and he says, "For sure." A few minutes later Paul and Jay are out with the burgers and buns. Matt says to Adrian, “You were nice to John this morning. He really was in his feelings about outing himself as a bottom. I’ve felt that way sometimes too. I needed to break the cycle of self-doubt and punishing myself for just liking what I like. Anyway, you were nice to him today.” Adrian says, “It’s great you bring that up because I wanted to talk to you about John. I overheard his friends – the big dude and the guy with the accent – talking about John. I think the big dude likes John a lot and it is dawning on him this weekend.” Matt says, “Oh yeah, Rubgy and the German. They are nice guys, but Rugby can be socially inept. It comes and goes like water in a cracked pool. That dude probably could have fucked me again a few more times this weekend, but he blew it with some stupid things he said. Should we clue John in on Rugby’s interest?” Adrian says, “You know Rugby, why not talk to him during the Golf Cart parade. See if he is for real or not. I mean I just overheard them. He could’ve been bullshitting his friend. Who knows?” Matt nods. Mission accepted. The boys make their burgers. Adrian takes his to go. They eat. Jay does the dishes. The boys decide to split up for the Golf Cart parade so Matt can talk to Rugby. They plan to meet back at the cabin to change for the nighttime Dance Party. As they are walking away from the cabin, Matt turns to Paul and says, “Are we monogamous now? I don’t feel the need to be, but I don’t feel the desire to ride a different cock either.” Paul stops to think about it and says, “I feel the same way. But I would like to get in Jaime’s ass. Watching that baseball bat cock of his bounce up and down as he rode my dick would be fucking hot.” Matt laughs, agrees and says, “Just don’t let him give himself a black eye.” Paul says, “If you are sucking it there is little chance that his dick will slap him in his eye.” They laugh, Matt kisses Paul’s cheek and Matt says, “Hot.” Jay wanders over toward “July Bottom’s” friends. Matt heads out through the woods towards Rugby’s area. Paul wanders over to the golf cart staging area for the parade to get a look at the carts. Matt finds the Quonset hut tent. Matt remembers getting fucked here a couple days ago by John, the German and Rugby. He is getting hard. The tent flap is open. There are a couple of guys making out. Matt remembers meeting them. Matt nicknamed them “The C Boys” because they are roommates, look alike, and both names begin with C. The C Boys are naked. One is straddling the other’s waist and his ass is hovering over the cock. He has the lube in his hand and reaches back to lube the cock. He wipes some lube on his hole and sits back on the cock. The other guy says, “Are you sure?” The guys look at each other. They had both seen the other fuck John bareback in the field, but they hadn’t discussed it openly yet. They are roommates and they have heard the conversations over the last couple years with hookups and dates – the whispered “We got carried away. You have nothing to worry about. I’m negative.” Watching the scene, Matt is getting hard. He rubs the front of his shorts. He hears the bottom say, “Fuck it. I want to feel you cum in me.” He watches as the bottom slides his ass down on the condomless cock. He can see the pure lust in both men’s faces as they experience this bare fuck. As the men fuck, they are lost in their sensations and don’t see Matt standing a few feet from the open tent flap. The top, who is usually a bottom, is feeling his bare cock slide along ass walls without a condom for the first time since college. The bottom, who is versatile with hookups, is so tired of having to use condoms all the time and just wants to feel his roommate cum inside him. He wants this. Matt watches as the bottom rides the cock like a practiced cowboy. Matt wonders if he looks as satisfied as he rides cock. He sees the top move his hands to the bottom’s ass and help guide the rider. Matt slides his hand down his shorts and strokes his cock as he watches the hot scene. He feels a large presence next to him, turns and sees Rugby and the German. Matt, embarrassed at being caught, pulls his hand out of his shorts. Rugby whispers, “That’s how you looked riding my cock. Blissful.” Matt is about to say something back when the top says, “Oh fuck. You feel so good. I’m cummminnnnggggg.” He holds the bottom’s ass as he pushes his hips up, jamming his cock farther inside the bottom and unloading in his unprotected ass. The three boys watch the C Boys as the top is stroking the bottom to get him off. Rugby touches Matt’s ass and says, “Can I get in that ass again?” Matt says, “I’d like to talk for a bit.” …….. Jay……….is bent over “July Bottom’s” bed in his trailer. The condoms are still unopened on the windowsill as “July bottom” is sliding his cock in Jay’s ass. Jay had come over to see “July Bottom” and his friends three decorated golf carts. He started flirting a bit. “July Bottom”, always ready to give or get a load, got Jay inside his trailer and naked in minutes. Jay looked at the condoms on the windowsill but didn’t ask “July Bottom” to wear one. Hell, Jay has taken so much bareback cock this weekend that he didn’t even really consider asking “July Bottom” to wear one. There is a bump on the side of the trailer. The boys look up and see “July Bottom’s” two friends watching Jay get fucked. Jay looks back at “July Bottom” but makes no move to cover himself or pull off the cock in his ass. “July Bottom” asks if Jay cares if they watch. Jay says “No, it’s hot.” Jay decides to put on a show and lifts himself up so his back is against “July Bottom’s” chest, his body totally on view and his hard cock bouncing as he gets fucked. “July Bottom” says, “You like being watched?” Jay agrees. “July Bottom” says, “They have good cocks man. We fucked a few times. Want them to join us?” Jay moans and knows he shouldn’t but, in the moment, with “July Bottom’s” cock in his ass and lubed hand stroking his cock, Jay agrees. “July Bottom” waves in his friends. Jay spends the next thirty minutes taking cocks in his mouth and ass. Jay allows the exhibitionist in him to shine by sucking cock and begging to be fucked. Then ends it all in a spectacular bukkake. The guys all wanted to cum in Jay’s ass, but seeing the first guy lose control and blow his load on Jay’s face was inspirational. The other two guys started jerking off and in quick succession fired their loads onto Jay’s face and open mouth. Breathing heavily, “July Bottom” says “Holy shit. That was fucking hot.” ….. At the park office, a police cruiser sits waiting. The two officers are inside with a distraught 20something describing a very rough sexual encounter. The man is in purple shorts, shirtless, with some cuts on his legs and hands, black and blue marks coming into shape on his legs and arms and his face is both dirty with tear stained. He is telling the officers the same story he told Richard an hour ago and the story he told his friends minutes before that. He said No. He said no clearly. He struggled. He says, the guy fucked him bareback and came inside him. He said No. He says the man is thin, wiry, with a skater look and smells like pot. In fact, the man says, “He was so high. I am surprised this happened. I mean maybe he just didn’t hear me say No. Why would he do this?” He starts crying again. The officers call another car to scene, ask the man to tell his story again for inconsistencies, and then have the other officers take him for a rape kit. He got fucked bareback and the guy came inside him, there is likely DNA. Richard is on the porch of the office talking to most of the staff and giving a description of the perpetrator. Adrian says, “Hey Boss. I think I know the guy you are talking about. I mean I’m not sure, but I think he’s with that group of twinks hanging out on the West campground.” Richard thanks him and calls the officers over to tell them the news. He also says, “This is either a great time to find the guys at the campgrounds or a terrible time. We are getting ready for the golf cart parade and none of the campers have golf carts, so they are either eating dinner at their camps or they are spread out all over this place. Adrian will take you over there. Please let us know if we can be of any other help.”

Tea Dance As the Tea Dance begins, Matt and Jay are back in the cabin for a quick outfit change. As they change, Matt accidentally steps on Jay’s discarded white speedo and steps in something wet. He picks it up and looks at it and throws it at Jay and laughingly says, “slut. You got fucked at the pool.” Jay blushes and shrugs his shoulders. Matt laughs as he hops over to the kitchen sink for a wet paper towel to clean his foot. The boys decide on “top outfits” for the tea dance – cargo shorts and tank tops. They both must borrow Paul’s cargo shorts. They look in the bathroom mirror and laugh seeing themselves in Paul's "top gear." They make their way to the tea dance on the other side of the park. Paul is hanging out with some guys at the dance. Paul is noticing a distinct change in the other campers since the weekend began – guys are more open, there is a strong, sexual energy flowing through the camp and there is joy. Paul is enjoying the good energy. “July Bottom” and his crew arrive and set up a booze table and coolers on the edge of the tea dance. “July bottom” has two loads in his ass from his friends. The loads activated his desire to be fucked more this weekend. The new box of condoms is where he left them in his trailer. He knows he wants it bareback. Rugby, the German and their crew are wandering out of the woods. A couple of them join Jay’s friends and the bears on the dance floor. Others stop to chat with hookups from the weekend and acquaintances. As hundreds of men dance to Britney Spears “One More Time” the energy from the dance floor starts to find its rhythm. Jaime and his twinks, a few of the bear cubs, and a muscle boy break into the now ubiquitous dance from Britney’s music video. The crowd parts to make room for the group to execute the dance. Jamie, the little twink with the big dick, executing the back flips with the practiced gymnastics that keeps his body tight. Two minutes into the song, Matt and Jay show up. They see the crowd of guys made a circle and see Jaime and the crew dancing. Matt and Jay squeal and head onto the dance floor to join the other guys just as the song hits its final four repeated verses of “I must confess, that my loneliness is killing me now” After the song is over the dancers collapse on each other in a giggle and congratulatory moment before DJ changes the song. As the DJ mixes Josh Wink’s “Higher State of Consciousness” with another song whose rhythm is not yet breaking through; Matt disengages from the dancers and goes for a couple water bottles and brings them to the purple haired female DJ he was chatting with earlier. As he walks onto the stage, the DJ smiles and waves Matt over. Matt says, “Thought you might like some water.” She gives him a hug and says, “Thanks. Put the water on the table behind me. Glad you are here. I have a song for you that I’m going to play in a bit. I think you’ll like it.” Matt’s face lights up as he beams at her. No DJ has ever told him that he inspired a song before. He is so excited that he impulsively kisses her cheek and hugs her tightly. The DJ is a little taken off guard but lets the infectious joy of the twink wash over her and she laughs and pushes him lightly off. As “Higher State of Consciousness” blends seamlessly into Daft Punk’s “Around the World”, Matt looks out from the stage and spots Paul. He waves and half runs, half skips over to Paul to tell him what the DJ said. Paul says how cool that is and Matt beams at him in that way which lights up Paul’s world. Paul kisses Matt and they stand together holding hands for a few minutes. As “Around the World” comes to a close, the DJ comes on the mic and says, “I met a twink earlier.” The crowd makes lewd noises and people laugh. “So this twink is frustrated about how bottoms get treated in the gay community and how that’s a reflection of how women are treated in society. I admit I was stunned at how perceptive this 24-year-old is about the things happening around him. Matt, I know you are out here in the crowd, this song is for you.” Matt squeals as the opening lines to Madonna’s “What it Feels Like for a Girl” come through the speakers: Girls can wear jeans and cut their hair short Wear shirts and boots, 'cause it's okay to be a boy But for a boy to look like a girl is degrading 'Cause you think that being a girl is degrading But secretly you'd love to know what it's like Wouldn't you? What it feels like for a girl Matt drags Paul with him to the dance floor where he is surrounded by Jay, Jaime, and their friends as the tempo increases “For A Girl in this World”. It feels like everyone is dancing and connecting through this anthem. Matt is going wild dancing, loving the song choice – a song choice inspired by the things he said. Inspired because someone listened and agreed with him. Matt is half dancing, half floating on air for the next four minutes. As Janet Jackson’s “If” comes on, it becomes clear that female empowerment is the theme of the tea dance. It's Whitney Houston's "Queen of the Night" which is followed by En Vogue’s “Free Your Mind”, followed by more female empowerment dace songs. All ending 30 minutes later with “Queer” by Garbage. Exhausted from over 40 minutes of dancing, Matt, Paul and many of the other boys from their group pair off for drinks, etc. Matt is beaming at Paul and saying how cool that was. Paul says, “You are so sexy. I want to fuck you so hard right now.” Matt winks and says, “Right here?” Paul says, “Let’s go be by ourselves. I want you and only you today.” Matt blushes deeply and feels a little overwhelmed from all the attention and positive reinforcement. A tear runs down Matt’s cheek and he feels Paul’s hand wipe the tear away. Paul says, “Why the tear Matty?” Matt says, “I’m just so happy right now.” Paul kisses Matt and the boys walk back toward their cabin. Matt is elated. He feels so high from the day. His heart feels so open and his brain feels like it’s floating. In this moment, Matt is struck by how he feels. He looks at Paul. Matt realizes he might love Paul, like for real. He grabs Paul’s hand, pulls him in, kisses him on the cheek, pushes Paul way slightly, and breaks off in a run. Matt says, “Catch me if you can.” Paul, taken by surprise, laughs and takes off after Matt. Paul knows he will never catch Matt who runs daily, but he runs after him anyway. Paul notices that when Matt clears the tree line by their cabin, he slows to wait for Paul. Paul catches Matt in a big hug which almost topples them over. Paul kisses Matt playfully and says, “What do I win?” Matt blushes and smirks and looks at Paul. He says, “Me.” Paul kisses Matt on the lips. When they break their kiss, they start walking toward their cabin. The joy overtakes them both and they begin to skip while holding hands. They skip almost all the way to their lawn. Inside the cabin, Paul pushes Matt against the wall. Playfulness over. Paul’s hands are insistent. He needs to feel Matt. He pushes Matt’s hands over his head and kisses Matt hard. As he holds Matt’s hands over his head, he grinds his hard cock into Matt’s groin. Matt gets hard from feeling Paul’s erection against this cock. He lets Paul’s other hand roughly and hastily try to push his shorts off from one side. Paul tries Matt’s button on the cargo shorts, but he’s so excited he gets frustrated. Paul stops his kiss and says, “These shorts are so difficult.” Matt smiles and says, “Yours are easy.” Matt grabs Paul’s cock through his shorts, rubs the full length through the shorts. He drops to his knees, looks up at Paul, and pulls the shorts off. Paul’s cock pops out in Matt’s face. He smiles and kisses the head of Paul’s gorgeous cock. He sucks the head and rubs his lips around the outside of the head causing Paul to shiver. Matt proceeds to work Paul’s cock for the next five minutes. Paul says, “You give amazing head. But I want to cum in your ass.” Matt stands up, unbuttons his shorts, drops them and his underwear to the floor, steps out of them and presents his ass to Paul. Paul grabs the lube, lubes his cock and Matt’s ass, and he puts the tip on Matt’s hole. He says, “Tell me you want me to fuck you.” Matt does. Paul pushes his cock on Matt’s hole. His hole gives way and Paul slides his cock into Matt’s now familiar ass. Paul is amazed at how tight and smooth Matt’s hole can feel after taking so many fucks. He drives his cock balls deep and rests his hips on Matt’s ass. Impatiently, Matt starts to fuck himself on Paul’s cock. He needs it. He wants to feel good. He wants to make Paul feel good. Paul grunts and pushes Matt harder against the wall, holding his cock inside, his hips on Matt’s ass. He wraps his left arm around Matt’s shoulder and torso. His right arm goes to stroke Matt’s cock. He begins a slow, sensual fuck. Paul wants to be in charge. He wants to Matt to feel Paul’s cock become one with his hole. Matt relents. He lets Paul take charge. He feels Paul’s cock stretch and push and pull on the contours of his ass. Matt tries to squeeze down on Paul inside him while opening his ass to his fuck. Paul is stroking Matt expertly. He knows this body. He can have this boy cumming against the wall in about a minute. But, not this time. He wants this to last. Paul pulls out and positions Matt on the couch, on his back, legs raised and spread. Paul plunges in again, enough to hurt in a good way. He pulls back and drives his cock in again. Paul repeats the fuck like this a few times and then finds a new rhythm. Matt relaxes into the new fuck, but his ass is both on fire and alive with pleasure. He is moaning. He kisses Paul. He needs Paul. The boys continue to fuck on the couch, against the counter, and back against the wall for another thirty minutes. Finally, Paul is feeling the urge to cum and decides this is the moment. He strokes Matt’s cock more and Matt opens his mouth to moan, saying “Don’t make me cum yet.” Paul says, “Tell me what you want.” Matt says, “Breed me. Cum in my ass. Please.” Paul, feeling a deeper emotional need in Matt’s expressed desire, loses control and feels himself begin to shoot his load. He rams his cock all the way in Matt and grunts as his load escapes into Matt’s willing ass. He strokes Matt but notices that his hand is already soaked in Matt’s cum. The boys have cum at the same time. They collapse into each other, against the wall. Matt’s check pressed against the wall as Paul’s tongue slips inside his mouth. Paul mumbles, "I love you Matty." Meanwhile……………… Jay saw Paul and Matt leave and he felt happy that those guys were a couple, but also a pang of jealousy that he didn’t have a relationship that sweet and loving. Those thoughts didn’t last long though as Adrian came up to him and said, “They are a cute couple right? Didn’t think they were a couple when I was fucking Matt.” Jay says, “Yeah. When Paul’s cock was rearranging my hole I thought he was single.” Adrian looks at Jay and says, “I can rearrange your hole right now.” Minutes later, in a secluded, but not totally private section of the woods; Jay’s “top outfit” is totally discarded as Adrian’s large cock is riding him bareback. John and the crew John never made it to the Tea Dance. In fact, he never got dressed for the Tea Dance. His clothes still in the first man’s tent as he is being spit-roasted by two other men as their friends watch and stroke their cocks. Some of the guys fucked John bareback just to feel the sensation of raw ass on their cocks again. Others wanted to see this “top boy” beg for cum. One bottom, remembering how great it felt to get rawdogged in college, was working his ass with a finger and is now bent over the table getting fucked bareback where the other men had just discussed condom usage as they ate lunch. “July Bottom” “July Bottom” is in another trailer with a man he just met. The man saw “July Bottom” and had to have him. Neither man asked for a condom as the top’s cock slide up “July bottom’s” ass. Neither man wanted to use one. When “July Bottom” asked the man to cum inside his hole, the man willingly deposited his load. Jamie Jamie and his friend are in the camp showers. “Safe sex Jamie” is now riding his friend’s bare cock. When Jamie asked for a condom, his friend just cocked his head and stared at him. He eventually said, “You already fucked me bareback. It’s my turn.” Jamie spit on his hand and guided his friend’s cock into his unprotected ass. His friend kissed him as he shot his load in Jamie’s ass. High Dude crosses a hard line High Dude is really frustrated now. He can’t imagine how things have gone so wrong this weekend. But at least he has this stupid slut sucking his cock right now. High Dude knew this guy was easy the moment he saw him – drunk and wearing purple short shorts with the waistband of his jockstrap peaking out. The blowjob is sloppy because the guy is drunk, but that’s ok with High Dude because he doesn’t plan to use lube. A few minutes later, the guy is saying “No” as High Dude holds him to the ground and roughly fucks his bare cock into the bottom’s tight hole. He doesn’t notice the man is struggling against the fuck, getting cut by some rocks and branches, or crying. High Dude blows his load in the bottom’s ass and feels some of his tension release. He pulls out, slaps the guys ass, pulls up his shorts, says “thanks slut,” and walks away. Rugby and German Rugby and the German saw their last conquest at the Tea Dance with his boyfriend. They said hi to the guys and both Rugby and the German felt the top’s ass as they danced together. The “top” told his boyfriend that he had to go to the bathroom. The “bottom,” completed distracted by the girl power music, kissed his man and said, “I’ll be here when you get back.” Ten minutes later, Rugby and the German were spit-roasting the “top” again. The condoms remain in the box, in the plastic pharmacy bag. The “top” boyfriend knows he had an “HIV scare” a few months ago after he’d been bred repeatedly in the bathhouse in their hometown. The risk and the feelings of cheating, doing it bareback, and being the bottom, turned him on so much in the bathhouse. He has struggled against his urges to return and do it again. He hasn't returned to the bathhouse yet, but he loves knowing that he was giving it up raw to two guys he hadn’t met before today. He loves that in a few minutes he’d have two more loads in his ass.

Tea Dance, John’s Interlude John didn’t have luck in the showers this morning, but he did see one of the guys that fucked him in the shower yesterday. He was limping back to his campsite. John called out from the doorway of the shower building. The guy looked up, smiled at John and said, “Getting some more dick?” John was embarrassed at the question until he saw the good-natured humor on the man’s face. John said, “Why? You lookin?” The man says he hurt his ankle and doesn’t think he’s up for it. John half seriously says, “I ride dick well too. You can just lie there.” Both men laugh. Instead, the man asks for John’s help getting to his campsite. After about 10 minutes of helping him along, the two men reach the campsite clearing and the man’s friends come over to help. As they arrive at the campsite, a portable CD player is trying it’s best to belt out some sad version of Cheryl Lynn’s “To Be Real.” John turns to his limping companion says, “This is so much better on a boombox,” and his limping friend says, “the record is better dumb bitch.” The men laugh. John is invited to brunch at the campfire as the other man’s friends take care of him. John, having changed clothes after his shower, is back into his “90s top attire” of cargo shorts and a white tank undershirt. He’s carrying a small gym bag with his outfit for the Mardi Gras themed day and the cum stained shorts he’d worn yesterday. The men at this campsite are a little older than John – late 30s. He is attracted to each of them in his own way but he can tell the men think he’s a top. The bottoms are attentive and the tops are standing back. No big deal since John just came about 30 minutes ago and had gotten fucked by Snake before that. These guys are nice. They are having mimosas and laughing a lot. The food, cooked on the fire, is also really tasty. John makes a point not to eat too much as he does plan on getting fucked again later. The 8 men here for the weekend are all friends. They are staying in a small campsite which they’ve made their own with 2-man tents arranged well, leaving a separate space for chairs and a folding table. Two couples, four singles. Turns out the two men who fucked John yesterday are one of the couples. They all live in the same city. Pretty universally, on seeing this attractive man who was kind enough to help their friend back to camp, the men decided they liked John. As John got to know the men over brunch he liked them too. During their 20s, they’d known each other at the bars for years by sight or sometimes hooking up, but it was while visiting friends in the hospital that they really bonded. John knows what they mean by hospital. He can be oblivious at times, but not this dense. He is a nurse. He knows they mean the AIDS ward in their city. He’d seen this happen among his own friends and in his time working at different hospitals. John tended to keep his distance from these friend groups. Mainly because they had serious things happening in their lives; but also because he liked when men fucked him bareback. In fact, in this moment, John can feel the shame for this weekend’s behavior rising in his chest. He can feel his neck getting warm. John has been fucked by at least 15 men this weekend so far and he wanted them all to cum inside him. John knows if these men knew the truth about him that they would shun or scold him. John is forgetting that at least two men in this group know that John takes it bareback. John’s face flushes and he finishes his mimosa, which is quickly refilled. In fact, if John wasn’t beating himself up he’d notice that at least one of these men is interested and is right now plying John with more mimosas in the hopes of having sex later. As the brunch and conversation continues, John sees his group of friends walking through the clearing toward the Tea Dance and a couple wave and say hi. Then the stockbroker asshole calls out, “Hey John, you fucking slut. Giving up your ass again?” Rugby calls stockbroker an asshole and the German wraps his arm around his neck and pulls him along. Conversation among the new group stops as this comment is lobed at the nice, thoughtful, helpful man they just met. One of the men says, “Are those guys your friends?” John says, “Yeah. We are up for the weekend.” Before they are out of ear shot, stockbroker calls back, “Use a condom this time.” All John’s friends groan and collectively urge him to knock it off. The guy with the hurt ankle says, “What a douchebag.” The other men agree. One man casually rubs John’s shoulders. One guy says, “Speaking of condoms. What did y’all think of the show last night in the field?” The couple who fucked John missed it because they were off having some fun of their own and they ask for details. The other men regale the couple with the sexy twink who got fucked bareback by at least 5 guys. There is a brief, good natured disagreement over 5, 6, 7, or 8 men. But there is no disagreement that the twink asked for it bareback and begged men to cum in his ass. Some of the men reference, two other groups where bareback sex also took place last night. John can see a flash of recognition on one men’s faces. The other couple says, “Well…..we were a little inspired last night. We fucked bareback for the first time since we met.” This prompts more discussion and other guys discussing condom usage. Pretty universally, these men who have shared history of losing lovers and friends have been careful about condom usage for years. A few men admit to having fucked guys or been fucked without condoms. The men who usually bottom say it was a slip up or that they were drunk; but they also admit how much better the fuck felt. The tops agree that fucking without condoms feels better, but they also don’t do it regularly. The couple who fucked John bareback in the showers yesterday don’t offer details but say they shared a bottom bareback this weekend. None of the men are condemning anyone’s behavior. The conversation feels mature, but also revelatory. Condom usage has felt like such a necessary rule over the past decade that it was almost [banned word] to do what they were all admitting they had done. One of the men, noticing John’s silence, casually asks if John, as a nurse, is offended by the conversation. The rest of the men turn toward him, suddenly aware that he hasn’t participated at all in this discussion. John sighs and says, “Bareback sex feels better. It just does. We all know why we need to use condoms, but I’ll admit that I don’t always use them either.” One of the guys, who assumes John is a top, says “For us tops it’s not as easy to contract the virus, but there is still a risk. But I’ll admit I fucked a guy bareback last night. That twink was inspirational. My bottom dude wanted it raw.” The guys all hear the music begin for the Tea Dance. They want to go dance and invite John to hang with them. John, now on his 5th or 6th drink agrees. He and a couple of the other guys switched to vodka. The guys clean up from brunch and begin to change for the dance. The couple who John fucked in the showers yesterday decide to skip the dance since one of them hurt his ankle. John sees the guys changing into things they brought for the Mardi Gras themed day – lots of purple, gold and green. A tiara and feather boa on one dude. Most guys shirtless or in open shirts. John doesn’t really want to hang out all day in his “top attire.” He feels like what he is wearing is now an ill-fitting disguise. John says he needs to go change and holds up his bag. The guy who has been plying John with drinks asks John if he wants to change in his tent. John and the man go to the tent. When the tent flap falls closed, they can still hear the group discussion outside as the men get ready for the dance. The man in the tent with John says “You are very sexy.” John assumed this guy, with his queeny attitude and high voice for a total bottom. The guy has a tight body and a really attractive face. John says, “You look really great too. I was sorry to hear about your boyfriend over brunch. That must’ve been a really difficult time.” The other man thanks him for his sympathy and says it was two years ago, but he still misses him. The man, not wanting the conversation to drift too far from sex, says “I was surprised that he got it because he was always the top in our relationship. I mean we were always safe, but it still surprises me when my tests keep coming back negative.” John, remembering they were together almost 10 years, says “Always safe?” with a wry smile. The other man acknowledges to the occasional “slip up” when they were drunk, but generally they went through a lot of condoms. John is torn between wanting to hear more about the sex and turned off by the condoms. John knows he should act the way this man does and use condoms, but he has always enjoyed when a man cums inside him. Talk of condom use really turns him off. As John’s self-critic starts in and John falls silent again, the other man not wanting to miss his moment says, “Let’s go get you into that sexy outfit.” John half smiles and takes off his shirt. The man asks, “Did you hook up last night after the twink’s performance?” John blushes and says, “I did.” The other man nods and watches John drop his cargo shorts. He takes a good look at John’s bare ass and says, “Did you bottom or top last night?” John is silently cursing the stockbroker for the “giving up you ass” comment. John hesitates. The other man feels John’s ass. He smiles at John and says, “Feels good.” John is naked and the other man entirely clothed. The man begins eating John’s ass. John got hard as soon as the tongue entered his hole. John bent over and spread his ass for the man. The man could tell John wasn’t a virgin to getting fucked. This ass had been used in the last day or so. But, it tastes so good. John’s ass lips give way easily to the invading tongue. John is moaning as this man he just met is eating his ass. John remembers that just yesterday he got fucked by one of his friends and gave up all pretense of being a top. He grunts as this man’s tongue invades deeper. He remembers telling his friend to “Cum where everyone else does. Cum in my ass.” The shame of that admission burns inside John. The man says, “Time to suck my cock muscle jock.” John turns around drops to his knees and engulfs the man’s average cock until his face is on the man’s pubes. He comes off and slides his lips back along the cock. He looks up at the man he just met this morning who says, “Feels good.” John wants to make this man feel good. He wants this man to want to fuck him. He wants this man to want him. The man is loving this blowjob. He is looking down at the muscle jock worship his cock. He is working for it. The man has given lots of men blowjobs like this over the years. Since the man is usually a bottom, he can tell that jock boy is desperate for cock. As John works the cock with his talented mouth, his hand slides from his own cock to his ass. He rubs a finger along his wet hole. He hears the man say, “Slide a finger in your hole. Work it for me. Show me how much you want to get fucked.” John slides a finger in his ass and then a second. He looks up at the man as he continues sucking his cock. The man says, “I can tell you like getting your hole worked over. I bet other men have fucked you this weekend. A hot muscle jock bottom like you. I bet you have lots of suitors. Men who have been stretching your hole. But I can tell from the way you are sucking my cock that you want more cock in your ass. Get my cock nice and wet for your hole.” John is a bit surprised that the queeny voiced man standing over him is speaking this way to him. It turns John on. He starts using more spit on the cock. He unbuttons the man’s shorts to get more access to the cock. They fall to the ground. John pulls the underwear down too and momentarily stops sucking the cock as they follow the shorts. He pushes his mouth back on the cock so it stretches his throat causing him to spit more on the cock. The man who is about to fuck John hasn’t fucked a trick bareback in years, not since that became so risky. And as a man who loved getting fucked, making tops use condoms has become almost second nature to him. But seeing that twink give his ass up bareback last night has him imagining feeling this jock hole on his bare cock. He pulls John off his cock and leans over John, maneuvering them so John is on his back and the man is between his legs. Instinctively, John spreads his legs to give the man room and more access to his ass. He exhales and reaches for the man to pull him closer. They kiss again and the man’s cock rubs John’s hole. He moans into the man’s mouth. John feels the man adjust his body and the man’s cock is now aimed directly on his hole. The wet cockhead slips against John’s wet hole and it pops inside. John kisses the man deeply as the cock slides halfway up his eager ass. First bare ass the man has been in for years and it feels amazing – so warm, so wet, so welcoming. The man pushes the rest of his cock into John and holds it there. Jock boy hasn’t even mentioned using a condom. The man thinks about it for a second as his bare cock is buried in this jock’s ass and he hesitates. He says, “I don’t have a condom on.” John says, “Oh” and kisses the man again. Confused by this response, the man thinks he should get a condom. As the man slides his cock back he groans at how good this ass feels without a condom. Again, he says, “I’m not wearing a condom.” John says, “Do you want to wear a condom?” The man, sliding back into John’s ass and starting to fuck him says, “This feels good.” John says, “Yeah it does.” He feels the man’s cock inside him and it really does feel nice. The man fucks John for a few more minutes and he says, “I can put on a condom if you want me to.” John says, “I don’t have any condoms.” The man keeps fucking John and says, “I’m going to cum in you soon.” John wanting this stranger's load, grabs the man's ass and says, “Cum inside me.” The man moans loudly and dumps his load in John’s unprotected ass. Ten minutes later, John is taking his bare cock again doggy style and the man is calling him a jock slut and tells John to beg for his load. John begs the man to cum inside him. There is no pretense now. Over the inviting beat of Anita Ward’s “Ring My Bell”, the men heard the muscle jock nurse beg their “total bottom friend” to cum in his ass. Five of them wondered if John would also take their loads. The other two men smiled at each other secure in the knowledge that John would take their loads again. Whatever happened, the men knew that “tonight was meant for me and you.” Most of them imagining John as the ‘you’.

i vote for C

Getting Away, Part 13 Matt, Jay and Paul all talk about their outfits for the pool. As they are doing so, the guys are changing their clothes a few times. Saturday is the busiest day of the weekend. The schedule of events shows that the afternoon dance, and the party tonight happen at the other end of the park, but the golf cart contest and bbq happen near their cabin. It feels like the boys are going to be all over the park today. But, then everything calms down when Jay and Matt decide they will do an outfit change right before the dance. The two boys decide the theme for the afternoon is “pool hottie”. Jay and Matt devolve into a conversation so stupid that Paul just watches and laughs. Paul looks at the results of the 20 minutes of outfit changes, bare asses, floppy cocks, discarded bathing suits and tops and is turned on. Matt is in one of Jay’s tightest speedos, stripped diagonally toward his crotch and hole and a football jersey (produced miraculously from a backpack). Jay is wearing Matt’s white speedos and a tight, white, threadbare tank top. Paul wants to fuck them both again right now. He says, “You guys are ‘sex on legs’. Let’s go before I fuck you.” Hauling the coolers full of food and drinks, the guys make their way to the pool area. Everyone they see on the way is really friendly and chatty. The boys arrive and deposit themselves at a set of chairs between the sun deck and the food area. It’s also near the bears that Matt and Paul met Friday. Drinks are poured. Greetings made. Matt and Jay appropriately ogled. Laughter ensues. Matt waves at Richard who is sitting with one of the female DJs. Richard waves Matt over. Matt scampers over to say hi. Richard asks Matt to sit and asks the DJ to give them a minute. Matt feels the bottom drop out of his stomach…..he knew it. He’s about to get thrown out for being a whore. His whole weekend ruined. And after such a perfect morning with Paul. Paul is going to be so embarrassed. Richard says he heard about last night’s activities and asks if Matt is ok. Matt is guarded with his answer. He is really starting to like this place and doesn’t want to get banned or something. Richard leans in and touches Matt’s arm gently and says, “I mean it. Are you ok? I know you are a sexually free spirit, but…………I mean are you physically and emotionally ok? It’s not often that a 20something twink runs a train in the grass here.” Richard, a bit pensive says, “Well, not anymore. Ten, fifteen years ago that was a Friday night activity. But, are you ok?” Suddenly, in a way that surprises Matt as much as Richard and the DJ who is a few feet away, a flood breaks in Matt. It’s like all his emotions over the last few weeks come flooding out of Matt. The disappointment, Travis, the cop, Paul, embarrassment, love, resentment, fear, distrust, kindness, the safety and acceptance he feels in this place. Matt isn’t loud but his tone and body language bring the DJ back over to sit protectively by Matt. Richard doesn’t move his hand from Matt’s forearm even though he feels as though he should protect himself from this emotional onslaught. Richard and the DJ let Matt finish. He looks whipped and exhausted and flushed. He takes a drink of his cocktail and looks up apologetically at the two older faces looking at him. Matt apologizes for his outburst, blushes deeply, and goes to leave. Just then the purple haired DJ says, “Sit down.” She looks at Richard, who nods knowingly, and says “Boy. You have had a shitty few months. I mean what the fuck. What. The. Fuck.” What ensues is a conversation that Matt desperately needs. For almost 30 minutes, Matt listens and talks and answers questions and listens as two people ply him with reassurance and wisdom. Matt, realizing he is no longer about to be banned for his behavior, feels his mood lighten. As Matt is reassured that he hasn’t truly deserved all the things happening to him, but he should enjoy the good that came from it; Matt’s spirit lifts. Almost on cue, Paul arrives with a refill and a knowing look. Richard invites him to sit. And the conversation comes around to one topic on Matt’s mind – bottoms and tops in the gay community. It makes him so crazy. Bottoms are sluts and Tops are studs, etc., etc. Bottoms are weak. Bottoms want to be women. Richard and the DJ look at Matt as he exudes charm even as he bemoans discriminatory behavior in the gay community. A camaraderie builds among the four of them which attracts others to settle in among them and causing a larger conversation about these issues. Meanwhile around the camp….. Two of the bears Matt and Paul shared burgers with on their first day at camp are re-enacting Snake and Matt’s tryst in the storage cabin with two of Jay’s friends. One is riding bareback and the other is taking it with a condom. The twinks are boyfriends but decided to “be open” this weekend. The one taking it raw is usually the top. His boyfriend is hearing him beg the guy fucking him to cum inside. The bear fucking the guy who usually bottoms says, “Can I take off this rubber and fuck you?” The twink says, “Do it.” Minutes later both twinks have cum on the floor of the cabin and been filled with cum from a man they just met. Jamie, the safe sex bottom twink with the big cock who studiously reminded Matt about condoms last night while fucking him in the field bareback, is driving his bare baseball bat of a cock into one of his friends. High Dude had just been lecturing all of them and calling Jamie a slut for barebacking about 30 minutes ago. After High Dude stormed off in a rage; this friend told Jamie he doesn’t always play safe and likes it bareback. It didn’t take long for Jamie to be convinced to drop his speedo on the ground for a quick blow job. That blowjob graduated to the friend riding Jamie bareback. Now Jamie is preparing to cum inside his friend’s ass. “July bottom” is living up to his reputation. After a morning spent decorating his friends golf cart, he is now in his bed in the trailer getting fucked by his friends who watched him fuck Matt through the window. He’s taking it bareback from both guys. The condoms still in their package, unused, on the windowsill above the bed. He wants both their loads and hopes they won’t pull out. But he is conflicted about whether to ask for the loads. Rugy and the German have discovered their shared enthusiasm for group sex and “turning out” bottoms. They are high fiving each other as they are spit roasting a “top” in his trailer as his oblivious boyfriend is hanging out with their friends decorating a cart for the parade. The oblivious boyfriend left his boyfriend alone with the other guys knowing nothing would happen because they are all tops. He’s even more unconcerned if his boyfriend did end up fucking either of those bigger guys because his boyfriend would definitely play safe. They've been using condoms since his "top" boyfriend had an “HIV scare” after cheating one night and the ”condom broke.” The condoms were indeed still in the box in a plastic pharmacy bag when "the bottom boyfriend" returned to the trailer. And his freshly showered boyfriend was happy to see him and slid his cock inside as soon as he got back. First time he was getting the bare dick since the "HIV scare." What the unsuspecting boyfriend didn’t know was he was being bred for the first time in months by his “all top boyfriend” while he carried two loads in his own ass left there by Rugby and the German. John was in the shower watching as an older man gently pushed a twink to his knees who greedily started sucking the older man’s cock. John leaned back against the wall stroking his cock as the twink swallowed load after load from different men who came in to use the bathroom. John, turned on watching the twink do what he’d done a few times before, came on the floor. The two men who’d fucked John in their trailer just a few hours ago debated about whether to tell John that they were on the triple cocktail. The bottom hadn’t asked. Neither of them had fucked another man bareback since they had tested positive and started their meds. And both guys had recently had their tests come back with undetectable viral loads before they came on this weekend getaway. There is a huge stigma to telling guys you are positive, even though you are undetectable. In the end they decided against it because the bottom had offered his ass bareback, let one guy continue to fuck him bareback, asked the guy if he wanted to cum inside him bareback, and then let the other man do the same thing. Even though they both felt a bit of guilt about it, this particular “safe sex only” bottom made a lot of choices. Jay was in the pool bathroom getting his ass plowed by a guy he’d just met 20 minutes ago. The man fucking Jay had condoms in the pocket of his shorts but none of them was on his fat cock. Jay had been sucking his cock when he looked up and offered, while still holding the cock he'd been sucking, if he wanted to “try to put it in.” The man's fat dick slide home easily and the twink moaned. A few minutes later, in the pool bathroom stall, Jay took a load in his ass from a man he didn’t know and would never see again. And High Dude was pissed off again. He was smoking weed with a couple dudes who seemed into him. He thought he was going to get some more ass, but they’d just walked away from him. Maybe High Dude shouldn’t have been bitching about slutty bottoms and talking poorly about his friend Jay. One of the guys said, “Dude that isn’t cool,” before they walked off. Well, he thinks, “Fuck those guys. Maybe I’ll take my buzz to the pool.

Getting Away, Part 12 Matt sees people decorating golf carts for the day’s Mardi Gras themed parade, coffee/donuts at the band stage/chow hall, and a few guys wave as he runs past. As Matt clears the camp entrance, he decides to pick up the pace. He has an hour so he wants to make the most of it as he runs. Matt starts thinking about Paul and Snake, John and Rugby, Jay and High Dude and last night’s sex party/orgy/group sex. For a place he was supposed to come to get away from all the drama; this place is ALL drama. First, Paul. Matt loves Paul. Paul must be Matt’s priority. Paul’s declaration that he is “in love with Matt” is news to Matt. Matt knew they shared a special bond, but Paul has been fucking as many guys as Matt has this weekend….so what does that mean? Matt decides that he loves Paul, but he needs to ask about the sex. Because, they both like sex and…well…..they have a lot of it with other people. And, Matt admits, since they both fuck almost exclusively bareback, that is double the risk exposure for them both if they keep this up. Matt also realizes that the exposure thing isn’t new since they’ve been fucking for months and fucking other people for months; but Matt is noticing it is weighing more on him because it's risking Paul too. Matt returns to yesterday’s thoughts – is Matt being reckless for both of them? Second, Snake/Adrian. Matt decides he isn’t going to call Adrian by his nickname any more. His name is Adrian and it’s a sexy name. Adrian makes him feel protected and secure in his decisions, even though that first night of bareback sex in the field was pretty manipulative. But that was Matt’s decision and one Matt does not regret. And, beyond the sex, Adrian is a pretty nice guy. Watching how he leaned in to “taking care” of John this morning was nice. Third, the sex in the field. How the fuck many guys fucked him? He knows Jamie, Adrian, and “July bottom,” fucked him. Matt can’t remember who the others are or how many there were. It felt so good asking each guy to bareback him and he loved when they shot inside him. His cock is reacting thinking about it. But, how many men there were and who they were is weighing on Matt. He realizes he may be talking to someone this weekend who fucked him and Matt won’t have any clue. And, he let this all happen out in the open. Everyone at the campgrounds will know that he, like many of Adrian’s other conquests, took in bareback from multiple guys last night. Ugh! Matt wanted to curb this slutty behavior coming up here and now he has just ramped it up. Matt decides he needs to ask Adrian what all happened to put his mind at rest some because this could get inside his head. As Matt turns back to the campground, he focuses on John. This is about John, but also about Rugby. Rugby’s “bottoms are inferior” complex is fucking with John. Granted, John’s internalized stuff is his own, but Rugby ain’t helping. That is some bullshit. Matt has been dealing with this since college. “Bottoms aren’t masculine.” “Bottoms want to be women.” “Bottoms are sluts and Tops are studs.” What fucking bullshit, the gay community only works because we have tops and bottoms. The gay community really messes with guy’s heads with these stereotypes. And fucking AIDS doesn’t help. Bottoms are more at risk, but not the only ones at risk. This makes Matt so angry because it messed him up for years. Matt doesn’t realize that his pace as increased as he is getting angry. John’s shitty homophobic messages are messing with his self-esteem. John has internalized the “bottoms are inferior” message for so long that he is ashamed. With Matt, another bottom, John has opened up about what he likes. If Rugby and his friends can give John the space to realize he hasn’t changed just because he is a bottom, then John may find the ability to shake his shame. Matt wishes he could just hold John and let him know it’s all going to be okay, but he knows that internalized messages like these are insidious. If Rugby can just be a little more like Paul – Paul doesn’t shame bottoms – then maybe it’ll help John a bit. Matt chuckles as he thinks, “It’ll probably get Rugby more ass too.” Next he wrestles with the final question. Jay and High Dude. It’s basically the same problem as Rugby and John, but High Dude is violent. Matt knows he doesn’t like High Dude and hasn’t since they first met. But the other guys in their group, including Jay and Jamie, are good dudes. Maybe they already found the solution in letting Jay stay with them for the rest of the weekend. Matt selfishly thinks, “Now if I can only keep Paul’s cock out of Jay’s cute little butt.” Matt laughs and shakes his head at the thought as he runs. Matt has run all the way back to the cabin. He has to cool down and walks back to the pool and then back to the cabin. During his cool down the sweat has really started to pour. Matt needs a shower. He goes back to the cabin. Paul and Jay aren’t back yet. Matt, taking advantage of the empty cabin for a bit, strips off, makes another pot of coffee, preps their first drinks – Bloody Maria’s (tequila!) and pops it in the fridge. He hears, “Fuck you have an amazing ass Matt. I mean amazing. It touches at the top, gets plump and then the ass cheeks don’t even touch your hips at the bottom. It almost looks like you were genetically made a bottom,” says Jay. Paul agrees and whistles, “High and tight for sure. Matt has a perfect ass." Matt looks at Jay and slyly smiles and says, “Feeling like a top in this moment?” Matt jokingly bends over the kitchen counter and wiggles his ass at the other bottom boy. Jay laughs, grabs the vegetable oil and lubes his cock. He pushes his hard cock on Matt’s ass, The oil and well fucked ass allow him to slide in easily. As the “feeling like a top” joke quickly becomes a reality, Jay moans and Matt groans. Paul watches both bottoms fuck. He’s amused and turned on. It’s been months since Jay fucked someone as a top and he is remembering how good it feels to have your cock in a warm, tight ass. Matt’s grunt betrays some discomfort. Jay pushed in a little quicky, but he has an average 6” cock so it didn’t hurt much. Matt is wondering how many guys blew their loads in Jay this weekend. He already knows for sure that High Guy and Paul have and probably a few others. Matt pushes the internal doubts away and thinks, “Fuck it.” He says, “Fuck me” and pulls Paul in for a kiss. Paul and Matt kiss deeply. Paul feels Matt wants him through the kiss. The kiss feels like Matt might get more pleasure in this moment from touching and kissing Paul, than from the cock stuffed up his ass. Paul rubs Matt’s shoulders as they kiss. He breaks off and asks, “Can I fuck you using this vegetable oil too this morning?” He winks. He hears Jay say, “Fuck off. It was right on the counter and Matt was shaking his ass in my direction.” All three boys laugh. Jay’s fuck picks up the pace as he remembers a top is supposed to fuck and not just leave his dick inside. Jay feels some more pressure on his cock and thinks Matt must be using his ass muscles to squeeze gently as they fuck. Jay pulls slowly out and pushes quickly passed those tightened muscles. He closes his eyes. He feels Paul come around him and rub his shoulders and feels Paul's cock against his hole. Jay says, “Paul if you put your monster in my ass now I’ll cum and lose this fuck.” Paul says, “No worries. Just making you feel good.” He drops to his knees and spreads Jay’s hole and begins eating his ass. He does this for a few minutes until Jay picks up his pace of fucking Matt. Paul puts some oil on his fingers and rubs them on Jay’s hole. He says, “Are you close?” Jay says in a breathy voice almost a moan, “Very.” Then as he pulls out he feels Paul’s fingers push in his ass. As Jay pushes back inside Matt, Paul lightly rubs Jay’s prostate and Jay moans loudly. He cums deeply in Matt’s ass. As Jay’s muscles relax, he feels Paul remove his fingers from his ass. Paul says, “Holy shit Jay, you almost broke my fingers off you squeezed down so hard.” Jay, collapsed on Matt’s back, softly apologizes. Matt lifts up, grabs the oil and rubs some on Paul’s cock. He looks at Paul and says, “Come make love to me.” He pulls Paul by his hard cock to the couch. Matt lies back on it and spreads his legs. He watches as Paul lifts his legs higher and angles his cock just right. Paul’s cock slides home into Matt. Matt and Paul both moan. Paul leans forward and kisses Matt, legs over his shoulders and cock sliding deeper. Matt’s hands are on Paul’s back. Jay is watching and feels like he is seeing two guys who fit together well. As Paul and Matt begin a soft lovemaking, Jay is turned on. That horniness becomes voyeurism as he watches Paul pushing cushions out of the way and ensuring Matt’s comfort as the fuck begins in earnest. Jay feels like he is watching something intimate. This is no longer the threesome they began; it’s a twosome. Jay, feeling embarrassed and a bit like an intruder, decides to take a shower. Matt and Paul don’t notice Jay leave the room or the shower turn on. Their focus is entirely on each other. Paul is fucking Matt hard now. Matt is moaning. Their kiss only recently broken again so Paul can truly give Matt the fuck he wants. Matt’s hands are on Paul’s lithe body, firmly feeling the man fucking him. Matt rubs those hands over Paul’s hard nipples and Paul shivers. Matt knows this man – too much attention to the nipples and Paul will lose his rhythm. Matt groans as Paul drives his cock in again. Paul grabs Matt’s cock and begins to stroke it. They are very slippery fucking with kitchen oil. Matt is close. Paul is close. Paul says, “Want to cum at the same time?” Matt nods and slides his hands around Paul’s shoulders because he knows Paul is about to hunch over for his final few thrusts. Paul does just that and continues to stroke Matt. Matt says, “I’m cumming.” The cum shoots out of his cock in ropes covering Matt and Paul. Paul, feeling Matt’s muscles tighten, says, “Me too.” Paul unloads in Matt’s ass for the second time this morning. As the last of the cum drips into and onto Matt from his cock and Paul’s, Paul leans in and kisses Matt. Matt hugs Paul closely and Paul lets Matt hold him. Jay comes out of the bathroom and says, “You guys look so sweet but my luggage and clothes are now scattered at your legs and feet and on the floor and the chair next to you. Can you move so I can see what’s clean?” Jay laughs. The boys laugh. Matt and Paul get up and shower together. In the shower, the boys talk. They can’t have jealousy about sex with other men, but they should continue to be as open about it as they are right now. But if one tells the other he needs him and just him, then the partner is the priority. Paul says, “These aren’t perfect, but they’re a start. We can figure the rest out together ok boyfriend?” Matt smiles broadly at the word "boyfriend." It feels like the right word. Matt says, "Yes, boyfriend, ok." Matt and Paul kiss. Matt gets out of the shower and says, “We’ve got some people to talk to. I need to find out from Adrian exactly what happened last night. I don’t remember everything.” Matt then explains his other thoughts about John, Rugby, Jay’s friends, etc. Paul nods along and says, “I have a feeling that Rugby, John, and Jay and his friends are all gonna be up in our shit today. Can we go to the pool? I don’t really want all those guys up in our cabin today. And if the conversation gets heated, at least the water can cool us off.” Matt says, “Sure. That’s a good idea.” As Paul is putting on moisturizer he says, “Matt. You really are good at making me feel included in all our stuff. And you pick the good nuggets out of all the dumb drama around us – like the important stuff. At times, you remind me of my granddad. He always knew what needed his focus and what was “noise”. But like a hot, sexy, younger version of him.” Matt kisses Paul on the cheek. Matt says, “This cabin and camp are starting to feel like a place I belong. It’s so cheesy to say, but it almost feels like people are accepting, welcoming……it feels like a nice little home away from home.”

John’s Interlude, Part 3 As Snake and John pull their clothes on Snake says, “Should we finish the ride back to your campsite?” John says, “I’ll walk. I need to clear my head this morning.” Snake says, “Don’t let sex get to you. You’re having fun. Thinking about it too much can really fuck with good sex.” Snake smiles. John starts to walk away in the direction of his campsite. Snake watches as he goes - this sexy masculine bottom with his nice ass, moving under the shorts which barely cover his ample ass. Snake moans softly, “Fuuccckkkkk.” Meanwhile, John is already thinking……… “Where was I all night?” That’s what my friends will want to know. Well, fuck that. It’s my business. Besides they ran a train on my ass last night in public. It’s not like they have any right to judge me or get protective now. John’s internal dialogue is merciless this morning. “If only I hadn’t let the German fuck me, I wouldn’t be in this mess.” “I could still be respected by my friends as a top if I’d only not gotten so horny.” “Why did I drop to my knees and suck off all my friends and then ask them to fuck me?” “Why did I let them all bareback my ass?” Now everyone at home will know that I give up my ass bareback. FUCK! And, “Where was I last night?” I was in the Southeast RV Park getting my ass railed all night by a couple of bears. There is something so sexy about how men want my body and want my ass. It feels so good to feel their hands on me, groping, feeling, pulling, exploring. It also feels so slutty to ask if they want to fuck me and see the light in their eyes knowing I’ll give them my ass. Then seeing the disappointment when the guys realized they didn’t have condoms. Fuck it was so hot to say, “Fuck man. I really want to get fucked. Do you want to slide in and see how it feels? Just a couple strokes? I really want to get fucked.” Then see the one bear’s face in complete surprise and the other in disbelief as I was offering them my masculine, beefy, muscled ass bareback. FUCKKKK! So hot. Then as the one guy lubed up and slid inside me, he said I was really wet. I said, “Dude I am so horny to get fucked.” This happens to me sometimes. In the dark of the RV, with the lights turned off, he didn’t notice that he was fucking a lot of other men’s cum into my ass. He said, “I haven’t fucked bareback in so long.” I said, “It feels really good.” The guy took about 20 strokes so slow I thought I was going to die from anticipation. Breathing hard, as if he was trying to control himself, he said, “You feel so good. Can I fuck you bareback a bit longer?” Feigning my status as a “safe sex bottom” (which is a fucking turn on), I said “I don’t know man. I don’t usually fuck bareback but this feels so good.” He said, “It feels really good for me too. I said, “If I let you keep going, you might cum in me.” With his bare cock still buried in my ass as we negotiated I said, “You feel good in me this way man. If you are about to cum, say so, ok?” “Wow, oh fuck,” he said as he started fucking me slowly again. I started sucking on his friend’s cock. At one point he said, “You feel so good.” I came off the other cock and said, “Your cock feels amazing. Keep going.” He starts fucking me again and I squeeze my ass on his cock. He moans. He says, “You feel so good. I might cum.” I squeeze down again as he strokes inside me. He groans and said, “Oh I’m close.” I keep sucking his friends cock. He pulls out and slides back in and once again I squeeze down on his cock. He says, “I’m going to cum.” I pull off and say, “Oh fuck. Don't stop fucking me.” It's like he realized in that moment that I would let him cum inside me bareback. He started fucking me faster. He was no longer careful about not cumming in my ass. He grabbed my hips and grunted and blew his load inside me. His friend fucked me bareback too. He lasted a shorter time but came in me as his friend watched. Then we went for a second round and I took 2 more loads off them. Then I rode one of them while he smoked a cigarette sitting outside. He came in me again. It was so hot. Before I left this morning, the guys asked if I wanted to use a new enema they had. It was still in the package, so I used it to clean out. My ass was the only part of me clean when I heard Snake call out to me this morning. So……you assholes….that’s where I was; not that I’m telling you guys any of that. Nor am I telling you that the park worker that saw me getting railed yesterday bred me this morning. John smiles and thinks to himself…….Maybe if I grab my towel and toiletries, make my way to the shower, and clean up; I’ll find more dick in the showers this morning.

Getting Away, Part 11 Matt heads off on his run. He approaches Snake and John driving a golf cart and he stops. Snake says, “Babe. You look so good.” Matt thanks him. Snake asks, “How are you feeling this morning? I had a really great time with you last night.” Matt says, “I think I got cum crazy or dick dumb last night, whatever it’s called. I’m not sure I made good decisions.” Snake’s face falls a bit. He doesn’t want Matt to regret last night. John says, “Yeah I know what you mean. I kinda let things get out of control.” Matt looks at John, the masc bottom who fucked him yesterday, and then got fucked by his friend, and then got fucked in the shower and then got fucked against a tree. He hears the despair that Matt himself has felt so many times. Snake hears the depth of the words too and turns to face John. Snake reaches out to touch Matt’s arm and says, “Hey Matt. I hope you don’t mean us.” Snake’s head turns form Matt to John and back to Matt, seemingly unable to choose where to put his attention. He settles on Matt and says, “Matt, I know I have a reputation, but I really like you. What happened last night was intense. For me, it was like your sexual energy overwhelmed me and everyone around us. I walked around last night after I took you to your cabin and there were more people fucking than I’ve seen in a long time in that field.” John says, “Yeah. Um….you kinda inspired me, I guess. I had sex with my friends.” Matt says, “Rugby and the German?” John blushes and says, “And the others.” Matt says, “How do you feel? I mean, dude I’m sore and a little embarrassed, but I feel crazy sexy cool.” Snake smiles at the TLC reference. John looks up at Matt and seeing his confidence, he almost breaks down. John’s voice is soft and unsteady as he says, “Well, I feel like a scrub.” Matt almost laughs at John’s updated TLC reference. He’s struck at how this guy can keep up the banter even as he feels so low. Matt says, keeping up with the theme, “Um….A scrub can’t get no love from me. And considering you fucked me yesterday. I object to you calling yourself a scrub." Snake jumps in and says, “And….scrubs sit in the passenger side. You drove three of those guys here.” Now Matt can’t help himself and the laugh bursts from his mouth. Matt and Snake are laughing. Snake bumps John’s shoulder with his own. John can feel the good-natured ribbing and camaraderie rising among them. He smiles and laughs. As John's laughter joins their own, Matt says, “When I saw you driving up this morning, I assumed you’d be fucking me in the bushes or something.” Snake smiles and says, “Oh I can definitely fuck you in the bushes.” Matt laughs and says, “Well I’m going to go for a run. But I bet John needs a good fuck.” Matt nods his head at the nearby bushes and jogs off at a trot. John looks at the bushes next to the road where Matt nodded and says, “Those bushes?” Snake says, “Sure.” Snake pulls the golf cart to the side, gets out, and John follows him into the bushes. They discover two guys fucking. The bottom is no stranger to taking a fuck. His shorts are down and his ass is framed by a jockstrap for the top fucking him. The top is jerking the bottom as they fuck. Snake says, “Guess the bushes are popular today.” He leans over and kisses John. John says, “Let’s watch and jerk off.” The bottom is moaning and the top is grunting. John and Snake are jerking off as they watch the action. The bottom braces himself on the ground as the top bends him to arch his back so he can get more leverage for his fuck. The top says, “Where do you want my load?” The bottom looks nervous. John realizes the bottom is probably taking it bareback. He starts jerking faster. Snake kisses John and says, “$10 he takes it.” John says, “No bet. He’s usually a top and he has a boyfriend. He almost always fucks safe. He told me so when he fucked me a couple months ago.” Snake says, “Did he use a condom to fuck you?” John says, “We didn’t have any.” Snake winks and says, “He’s going to take the load.” At that moment, the bottom they are watching get fucked says, “Wherever you want.” Top says, “Wherever I want. Fuck dude. I’m nutting in you.” Four strokes later and the top grabs the bottom’s hips and blows his load in the guy’s ass. Snake kisses John and lowers John to the ground. John pushes off his shorts and lifts his legs giving Snake access to his well fucked ass. Snake says, “Can I fuck you bareback?” John says, “Fuck yeah.” The other top and bottom watch as Snake slides his perfect cock into John and begins to fuck. Snake says, “Fuck you feel so good. I’m not going to last long.” Snake, wanting his bottom to enjoy this fuck, wraps his slightly calloused hand around John’s cock and strokes him. The rough sensation on his cock along with the cool earth on his back jars John. His eyes bolt open and his mouth opens in a wide O. He starts cumming on his defined body. Snake, feeling the ass muscles tighten on his cock, blows in John. The other couple are watching as Snake cums in John and John cums on himself. John and Snake are oblivious to them as the two men hold each other in their fuck post bliss.

Getting Away, Part 10 Matt wakes up feeling a man holding him and feeling the warmth of his body. He feels the lanky, thin frame against him and a large bulge pressed against his ass. It’s clearly Paul, which means Matt is back in their cabin. Matt also smells the funk coming from two guys who spent their nights fucking in the grass with a dozen men. Matt gags. He untangles himself from Paul. Goes to turn on the coffee, if for no other reason to improve the smell in the cabin. As he comes into the kitchen/living space area, he sees Jay on the couch. Matt turns on the coffee maker and takes out three mugs. He goes to shower. Matt sees himself in the mirror and he has a grass stain on his face and is covered in sweat, cum, dirt, and something else is stuck to his foot. Gross! He turns on the water and gets in the shower. He scrubs and scrapes all the things off his skin with a flimsy washcloth and copious amounts of soap. Matt feels sticky and full inside as well. He cleans himself inside and out. Matt has had some wild nights before, but he has never spent so much time cleaning himself out before. He shivers thinking about it. Smelling like Irish Spring soap, Matt reenters the bedroom, puts on some shorts and looks at Paul who looks content sleeping. He sits on the bed, pulls the sheet off Paul and looks at his naked body. Paul’s body really is very attractive. Matt thinks back to that morning a few months ago when he saw Paul getting undressed after a night out and felt drawn to the other man. It was the first time, Paul and Matt fucked without Travis’s permission. Matt feels Paul’s body with his fingertips. He is still drawn to Paul. Breaking his spell, Matt slaps Paul on the ass to wake him up and jumps off the bed. Paul turns to grab at Matt and says, “Come back to bed.” Matt says, “Fuck off dude. You smell disgusting. Go shower.” Paul turns over and Matt sees his lovely semi-hard cock. Paul says, “You love my cock.” Matt says, “It’s the nicest thing about you” and he pulls Paul out of bed. Paul grabs Matt around his waist and says, “I have a lot of good qualities. My choice of friends isn’t great though.” The boys laugh and Matt pushes Paul toward the bathroom. Matt says, “Jay is on the couch.” Paul nods and says, “Some drama happened yesterday with his group. He didn’t want to go back to their campsite.” Paul showers. Matt makes breakfast. As the bacon is cooking Matt hears Jay say, “That is the best smell to wake up to.” Matt says, “Morning pretty boy. Want some coffee.” Paul comes out of the shower and the guys have breakfast. Matt gently asks, “Paul says there was some drama yesterday?” Jay sighs and then relays the story of High Dude’s aggressive fucking. Matt and Paul exchange a look, unseen by Jay who is looking down at the table. Matt puts his hand on Jay’s left shoulder and Paul does the same on Jay’s right. Paul says, “Go get your stuff from the campsite and come back here. You’ll stay here tonight ok?” Jay looks up at the guys and says, “You don’t need to do that. I’ll be ok.” Paul’s only response is, “Go shower. I’ll go with you to the campsite.” As Jay goes to shower, Matt says to Paul, “Let’s change the sheets. The bedroom smells like a sex club was held in a barn.” Paul and Matt both laugh. They strip the bed and are remaking it when Matt tosses a pillow at Paul. Matt says, “You know Paul. You’re best quality isn’t your cock. It’s your big fucking heart.” Paul crawls over the bed, pulls Matt onto it and kisses him. Paul’s mouth is around Matt’s cock as he pushes Matt’s shorts off. Matt is moaning. They swap positions and Matt gives Paul head as Paul lies back on the bed. Matt grabs lube from the nightstand, opens it, lubes Paul’s ample cock, straddles it and sits down. What seems like a quick morning fuck changes as Paul flips Matt onto his back. Matt lifts his one leg onto Paul’s shoulder while Paul holds the other leg wide. Paul begins to slow fuck Matt. Matt is moaning and really enjoying Paul’s fuck. Paul pushes Matt’s leg to his shoulder and leans into Matt and kisses him. As he does so, his cock slips almost all the way out, but the guys seamlessly maneuver to keep their fuck going. Paul and Matt make eye contact as the slow, sensual fuck continues and Paul says, “Matt. I love you.” Matt says, “I love you too Paul.” Paul kisses Matt again. Matt feels like this fuck isn’t a usual fuck. There is something deeper happening. Something that hasn’t happened since his college boyfriend broke his heart. Matt feels a warmth inside him as the sex is happening that has very little to do with Paul’s cock in his ass. Matt looks away from Paul, embarrassed that he is mistaking this sex for more. He feels Paul’s hand on his face turning him back toward Paul and hears Paul say, “Matty. I am falling in love with you.” Matt blinks and kisses Paul. Paul sees tears sliding down Matt’s cheeks. He feels Matt’s hands on his ass, pulling him inside in a needy, almost desperate fashion. Paul feels so close to Matt in this moment. Then Matt starts working his ass muscles on Paul’s cock. The unexpected sexual technique combined with his admission of love quickly drives Paul over the edge and he starts to cum in Matt’s ass. Paul tightens his hold on Matt as he cums inside him. He feels Matt’s hard cock trapped and untouched between them. Matt watches as Paul pulls out and Paul's mouth hungrily closes around his cock. The warmth from Paul’s mouth, after the friction from the fuck, and the declaration of love; it almost feels too much for Matt. Matt doesn’t know he is crying and moaning at the same time. His heart feels like it is going to burst through his chest. Matt shoots what feels like the biggest load of his life into Paul’s mouth. Paul’s mouth fills to overflowing and he swallows as much as he can. The rest of Matt’s cum coats his lips and drips out his mouth. Matt pulls him up and they guys make out. Jay says, “Fuck that was the hottest sex I’ve ever seen. Like wow!” Paul and Matt look up and see Jay in the bedroom doorway with a big goofy smile on his face. Jay says, “I’m going to shower again and jerk off. That was so crazy sexy that it was almost cool.” Paul and Matt laugh at Jay’s reference to the TLC album. Matt says, “Well if you weren’t creeping around.” Paul says lightly to Matt, “It’s the 22nd of loneliness and we’ve been through so many things” Matt finishes the verse, “I love my man with all honesty, but I know he’s cheatin on me.” They laugh and hold each other both knowing that their feelings are now in the open. When Jay is out of the bathroom, he and Paul dress and head out to Jay’s campsite. Matt dresses to go for a run.

Sebastian the Stud maybe?

Snake’s Saturday Morning Snake is pleased. Matt’s performance last night is the talk of the camp staff this morning as they changed into work clothes before the morning assignments. After years of Snake corrupting a different dude into public sex almost every weekend, the campground staff are jaded about public sex. This morning’s chatter was different. Words and phrases like, “best fucking show ever,” “that twink made being a whore look like fun,” “inspirational,” “exceptional,” and “awesome.” The campground workers weren’t the only ones affected by last night’s performance; Snake found himself thinking about Matt all morning. There is something infectious about his confidence and his amazing ass. Snake’s first summer working at the campgrounds, at 22, he fell hard for a guy who then ghosted Snake once the summer ended. The next summer, the same thing happened. Snake fell for another guy and when the summer ended, so did that guy’s feelings for Snake. Tired of seeing Snake mope around winterizing the campgrounds, Richard (Snake’s boss and part owner of the campground) took Snake aside and gave him the facts of life. The basics were these: 1. These guys are here for summer fun and don’t want summer fun to become winter boyfriends; 2. You work FOR these guys and many of them can’t see you as dating material. It sucks, but it is true; 3. Snake should take these guys for what’s on offer and not get caught up in the emotions of it. Save your feelings for someone who is worth your love. Four years ago, as the camp opened for the summer Snake began his “weekend outreach program.” It got more involved over time, but the plan had a few basic elements. First, Snake would spend his time courting one guy each weekend. Second, there had to be enough time. The guy had to arrive on Thursday or Friday to give Snake enough time to fuck the guy multiple times. Third, minimize the drama where possible. He wouldn’t fuck the regulars (well that was kind of a given since so many of them were sick these days) but also to minimize the drama. Fourth, make it fun for the other campground workers too. This helped keep him employed and minimized drama. That year, Richard watched Snake repeat the same pattern each weekend in May and June. He sat Snake down again. Richard wanted to make sure Snake was ok emotionally after the last two summers and wanted to make sure Snake’s behavior wasn’t going to fuck up his return clientele (a sadly shrinking group since 1989). After Richard heard the plan, he told the younger man to be careful for a variety of reasons – physically, emotionally, health reasons, etc. Snake feeling emboldened by his conversation with Richard and the sluttiness of the July 4th weekend conquest, initiated the first public fucking in the field. That Friday night, the newly out, but very experienced, recent college graduate gave up his ass in front of a small crowd in the fields behind the fire pit. Not only did this blonde haired, blue-eyed ex-frat boy give up his ass, but he also surprised Snake and the guys watching by sitting on Snake’s cock bareback. In 1995, at the height of the AIDS epidemic, a college graduate who looked like a grown-up version of Jonathan Taylor Thomas, riding a cock bareback in a field surrounded by other men was a rare sight to behold. Some men walked away in disgust or anger. One threw a condom at the boys fucking. A few paired off for their own sex. But about half stayed to watch the boy ride Snake’s cock. They stayed and watched as Snake came inside the ex-frat boy who clearly loved getting cum shot in his ass. The next morning, and almost every Saturday and Sunday summer morning since, Snake has been assigned to trash detail around the pool, firepit and field. His main job is picking up the items from men engaged in sex from the previous night. Sometimes he finds money, watches, etc. But it’s mostly cigarette butts, beer cans, wine cooler bottles and condoms/condom wrappers. Usually a lot of condom/condom wrappers. Snake smiles to himself. He wonders if Matt’s performance last night influenced the crowd’s behavior. Usually, Snake’s conquests take him and other men bareback, but then the men go off and fuck safely. After Snake fucked Matt last night, he wandered through the fields for a bit for some voyeuristic fun and curiosity. The area was busy with about 80 guys, out of the 300 or so visiting the campgrounds this weekend. He saw about 17 pairs/groups fucking around last night. The rest were jerking off, watching, or giving head. Snake has only found about a dozen condom wrappers so far this morning. He looks around. That is low given the number of guys he saw in 3somes and group scenes last night. Matt also wasn’t the only bottom with multiple partners last night. He saw that masc bottom getting railed by his friends and he saw a group around that another twink. There would usually be about 30-40 condoms out here with that much fucking going on. Not today though. Snake’s thoughts return to Matt. Matt called him Adrian as he asked him to cum inside. It made Snake feel warm thinking about it. As he is thinking about it, he sees the masc bottom dude crossing the grass toward the campgrounds. He is basically standing on the spot where a lot of the action happened last night – a bunch of guys fucking this very dude. There are no condoms or condom wrappers anywhere near this area. Snake smiles to himself and calls out to the guy……..

High Dude Interlude, Part 2 “Fucking whores!” High dude is walking away from the field where he witnessed Matt’s sexual depravity, Jay getting spit-roasted bareback by Matt’s friend and alternating between sucking two cocks, and seeing a really hot dude get fucked bareback by all his friends. High dude had heard the rules earlier from his friends. “Bottoms bring the condoms.” That’s why High dude didn’t have condoms with him. That was the bottoms’ responsibility. It was their job to protect themselves. And why the fuck were Matt and Jay not protecting themselves. He watched 7 guys fuck Matt tonight in that field. He watched just as many guys fucking the masc bottom just 20-30 feet away from Matt. He heard Matt and the masc dude asking for it bareback and asking guys to cum in their asses. These guys are a fucking danger to everyone. They aren’t being safe. They aren’t taking care of themselves. “Fucking whores!” he screams out loud again. He decides to go back to the pool area. He sees Jamie, who he watched fuck Matt bareback. Jamie has a big dick, but is usually a bottom. High dude has always thought that Jamie was a solid dude, even though he was a bottom. He has always heard from Jamie and about Jamie that he practiced safe sex. High dude decides to confront Jamie. He goes over to the pool and starts speaking very loudly, almost scolding Jamie. Jamie is taken aback and is still in a happy haze from the incredible sex he had with Matt. Jamie blows High dude off. High dude is even more angry now. Guys at the pool are staring at him. High dude decides to go back to the field and fuck Matt. If all those other guys can do it, then so can he. High dude walks back to the field and thinks he is going to fucking breed Matt’s ass whether he wants it or not. Fucking whore. He gets back out to the area where Matt was getting fucked. Matt is gone. Fuck! He sees the masc bottom wandering in the grass naked, holding his shorts. He walks up to him and grabs his ass. Masc bottom turns to High dude and says, “Wanna fuck me? I need to get off.” High dude is taken aback by the bottom’s matter-of-fact manner about sex. He’s both excited and disgusted at the same time. Bottoms shouldn’t act like this. High dude says, “Suck my dick and I’ll think about it slut.” Masc dude’s dick gets harder hearing himself called a slut. He drops to his knees, pulls the other guys shorts down and takes the cock in his mouth. He kissed the cock and looks up at his aggressive new top. He keeps eye contact as he opens his mouth and takes the head in and sucks it. High dude moans. He says, “Yeah, suck it slut.” He grabs masc bottom’s head and starts fucking his face. He is paying special attention to sliding his cock into the bottom’s throat and choking him some. High dude gets off hearing the bottom choke on his cock. He says, “Get it wet slut. Spit is the only lube you get tonight.” Hearing this, masc bottom is now totally hard. He strokes himself as he sucks High Dude. He feels the dude fucking his face harder. It doesn’t feel great, but it is turning him on. He strokes his cock. Fuck! His hand on his own cock feels so good. He lets the man fucking his face use his mouth and throat more. Each time he chokes a bit, masc bottom gets close to cumming. He’s been fucked by nine men in the last few hours. He’s thinking about the cum leaking from his ass. High dude is watching this slut choke on his dick again. He grabs his cocksucker’s hair in his fist and slowly starts to sink his cock farther into the man’s throat. He feels the throat muscles tighten on his cock head. He feels the cocksucker squirm and then feels warm wetness on his legs. Fuck! The cocksucker came while sucking High Dude’s cock. High dude pulls his cock out of the cocksucker’s mouth, strokes his cock a few times and cums on the cocksucker’s face. He says, “Thanks slut!” High dude pulls up his shorts and walks away leaving masc bottom on his knees in the grass to clean himself up.