JustProwling

Generally, I did typical fool around with my cousin stuff when very young...I think about 8-10 or so. We'd touch and stroke each other while watching late night Cinemax shows and fuzzy porn on tv. Minor kid stuff, nothin special. I think I played with and started giving hand and blow jobs to hookups online about late 18-19ish. Can't recall my exact 1st dick. I lost my virginity and went "all the way" when I was 21. It was my female best friend's ex-boyfriend...as twisted as it might sound, it's really not (I don't think), but it's true. Long story short, my best friend got knocked up by her casual boyfriend. They broke up. She found out she was pregnant after the fact, had an abortion, then declared her full-blown lesbianism. I never actually met the dude before. Later on, me and my friend start going to house parties and stuff more often and this cute guy starts randomly coming by too. She tells me he's her friend/ex-boyfriend. She ALSO tells me that HE told HER he was bi-curious, but never did anything with guys. She actually starts trying to hook me and her ex boyfriend up! Me and the guy OFFICIALLY meet and hit it off real good and he starts hitting on me and flirting hardcore at the parties. One night, he invites a few of us back to his parent's place to chill, smoke pot, and drink a little more. Eventually the others have to go, but he specifically asks me to stay with him and spend the night. I agree. He starts telling me how he thinks he's into guys more than chicks, but never been with one. I tell him I'm still a virgin and never had "full" sex. We both agree we should go for it right then, that night. We mess around and get to the penetration. Because he knocked up my friend, I already guessed he was young, dumb, full of cum, and best of all...didn't use condoms! He ends up fucking me in several different positions...the ENTIRE night was just a drawn out fuck session over several hours. He went hard, soft, fast, slow, gentle, rough...EVERYTHING. Eventually, he ended up loading my hole up the 1st time, we cuddled, made out, smoked more pot...he fucked me again and pumped another load into me. Hours pass, we rested some...then the pattern happened again. This time he had my back to the bed post and he stood in front of me and face-fucked my mouth. Without warning or notice, he pumped his load in my mouth. I couldn't move at all, so I had to choke or swallow. In the position, I really had no choice but to swallow my 1st oral load. We chill and smoke more. He tells me he wants to try now, so he sucked me off and swallowed my load. We fucked thru the night, while the sun rises, we rested. When we finally wake up, we took a shower together and he soaped up my hole and fast-paced rabbit-pumped a 3rd load in my ass. That happened on New Years Eve/Day. We went our separate ways. The funny thing is, I actually spent the night with him AGAIN that 2nd night in a row. Over the next 3 YEARS in a row, he would come home from college and we ended up at the the same New Year's Eve parties. 1 time it was coincidence, but the other times he came specifically because he heard I was there and wanted to see me again. We ended up hooking up a total of 4 years in a row like that, always around the Eve. Sometimes it was 1 night and sometimes it was multiple days/nights in a row. I started raw, we STAYED raw, he NEVER pulled out to cum, and he bred me every time we were together. So MY first real experience ALWAYS brings back good memories. Sorry if I was too wordy...

Now that's definitely some of the feedback I was hoping to get. I'll definitely consider your words for sure. Like I said, I'm trying to learn how to be more ready at a moment's notice, instead of having to deal with some elaborate, time-consuming hole-cleansing process. Thanks sausage and bttmboy4daddy. Surely there's got to be more input guys! Somehow I suspect I'm not the only bottom who could benefit from learning how to have his hole more readily accessible and ready for action. I'd still like at least a few more tips, tricks, feedback, ideas, ANYTHING! I wonder if there's a trend, like the water intake tip...or anything else that might ease the "burden" of hole prep??? Thanks in advance, for helping me out!

Guys, I'm trying to get fucked more often and basically open up to being a little bit more of a slut. Does ANYONE who gets fucked alot have any tips or feeback on how to have my hole ready more often? Basically, I usually douche before taking dick. Personally, this seems like a major hassle and is VERY time-consuming to do it all the time. So to the guys that get fucked often, how do you stay so empty and prepared all the time? Any specific tips and details are helpful! Do you actually just NOT fully clean your hole out each time? Do you just douche every time? Do you have a certain routine??? I just need some feedback on how to keep my hole clean, empty, and ready for action more often, please help!

Personally, I look forward to some soreness after getting fucked. It's a constant reminder of the dude that just knocked me up (which helps keep me horny for more breeding) AND it lets me know he really did his job right.

For me, it's ALWAYS "good" when the top is a real EAGER breeder; he's got that real purposeful desire to fuck you raw AND will NOT pull out to cum. He knocks you up on purpose. But it's made GREAT when I know he's got multiple days worth stored up for me. 1 day load= always good, 2 days=better than good, but 3+ days=GREAT and basically turn me into a bitch in heat for his built up load...especially when it's milked and edged to work even MORE cum up.

I actually think it can be VERY useful...to a degree. Personally, I see it as 1 of many ways to almost see the big picture, without having all the individual details. In a simple, almost "hollistic" point of view, I break everything down to the bare basics. Overall, I DO find that certain personality types and temperaments seem to either mesh or clash more or less with other certain signs. I see "signs" as the embodiment of typically inherent qualities. For example, I'm a Gemini, an air sign. I find that TYPICALLY, I don't make a very good romantic partner to earth signs. Air and earth are known to opposites or just overall incomapatible. Same for fire and water, which should seem obvious. Each sign represents an accentuation of certain qualities. So I'm not saying it's Gospel, but I am saying that I find it useful as just another tool to essentially do a profile or personality/quality assessment of people. I think it can call be just as simple OR difficult as you want to make it, but it all makes sense to me! And I actually have thought about what signs are more prone to rampant barebacking...and I personally see a lot of Geminis, Aquarians, and Scorpios listed among all the sites.

And evilqueerpig, your post DID actually give me a little food for thought, so thanks for that! You too, bttm2go! To ALL: I still welcome any and all feedback, so please post something if anyone has any similar or other thoughts!

Sorry for the delay in response! Just haven't been online in a few days. I decided not to be too preemptive and go ahead and start making poz guys possibilities. As far as taking poz loads, I think I'll just cross that bridge if we ever get to it. Basically, I'll still purposely seek neg loads, but I'll include poz guys for dating and then just discuss details with the guy when it comes up. But I'll definitely start looking at poz guys differently from now on!

Hey HungLatinDom, I hear exactly what you say loud and clear...and you're 100% right. I'm not that naive to it all, trust that. Perhaps I should've been more clear...my main "issue" is about KNOWINGLY and WILLINGLY getting with poz. Outside of JUST fucking and being a pig, it's more about dating and relationships. It's a hard line to cross and I do NOT want to stop being bred...which goes back to the "issue" of a) fucking poz, but compromising with rubbers, fucking poz and CONTINUING to get bred, regardless, or c) just swearing off poz completely and ONLY seek neg. Again, I don't want to stop getting bred and I also don't want to limit dating/relationship/fuck options...and so forth and so on. I always have and will continue to ask pertinent questions about current status, last test date, activity since last test, etc...which is why it's a hard bridge to cross as to KNOWINGLY/WILLINGLY deal with poz guys or not...if that makes sense. This is why I'm seeking thoughts and feedback from all sources.

Aside from some solo play with random objects when I was younger. I can honestly say I've only had 1 condomed dick in my hole, my entire life (I'm 29 now). I DO have a small dilemma lately tho. 1) Lately, I've been purposely getting fucked by more guys and am neg and not a bug chaser...I just crave more dicks and loads in my guts. 2) I've gotten into the habit of rejecting guys who don't fuck raw. 3) My personal dilemma is this: At what point does REAL dating/relationships become more important than JUST another random raw dick??? I ask because I went on a date with a poz guy and everything went good. So now it's hard to come to terms with a) considering dating other poz guys and using condoms if I'm not purposely trying to get pozzed up, date poz guys and CONTINUE getting fucked raw (if a deeper connection develops), or c) swear off poz guys entirely and ONLY stick to neg if I want to continue taking non-toxic loads. I really can't imagine NOT being bred, but I ALSO don't want to limit my options and turn down poz tops that might be a good dating/relationship connection. Basically, when all the raunch and piggyness is over, at what point do you consider DEEPER connections? (no pun intended) Does anyone have any other specific thoughts about any of this???

I got my latest load just last night around 10 pm. A guy I'd been with just once before hit me up to use my ass, on Thursday night, but the short notice didn't work out. He said he hadn't cum for an entire week and thought of me. So he purposely held off cumming and we made the plan to hook up for Friday night after I got off work, even though he said it was torture for him. The thought remained fresh in both our minds, so we definitely made it happen. I got off work, came home to prepare, and went over to his place. We had a very hot makeout session and ended up in 69 while I sucked him to a hard-on and he ate me out DEEP. I ended up on my stomach while he climbed on top and slowly worked his thick 8 inch cock in my hole. He was forceful, but gentle, since he knew I had to be broken in...he had me sniff some poppers to help me open up to him. He eventually got in balls deep and kept calling me HIS "baby", while he long-stroked my ass. It got me hornier when he actively whispered how he was gonna knock his baby up. Long story short, I begged for his load and he made sure to bury his dick balls-deep and unloaded 7 days worth of cum right in my guts. I felt him trying to pull out a few seconds after cumming, but I made sure he stayed inside til he got soft and just naturally plopped out. And of course I cleaned him off, ass-to-mouth. Made a small clip of some of his cum oozing from my used hole, but I don't think I can upload a vid on here.

So I'm posting this mostly for myself, but I fully welcome feedback and other words of encouragement. I recently exchanged numbers and email with a guy in New York, that I've chatted with online for a couple of years now. This is a little experiment I decided to try...basically we tell each other of our encounters and encourage one another to try to one-up the other and keep it fresh in our minds that we need to actively try to get bred and seeded. Finding dick and fucking isn't really a problem for me, but the fact of the matter is that I'm picky and not an active bug-chaser...hence the dilemma. With that said, I'm 28 and have been into bareback even before I lost my virginity. The 1st time I was fucked (at 21), it was raw and I made sure to get the seed in me. I've actively pursued getting bred since and I'm proud (or not so proud, depending on how you want to look at it) to say that I've only taken 1 rubbered dick my entire life and it will NEVER happen again. Back to the experiment: I'm trying to open up more and be less picky/discriminatory about the dicks I take. I'm trying to focus more on being more of a slut and increasing the number of guys and loads I get knocked up by/with. Nasty pigs online keep encouraging me to get bred more, start taking poz loads, and so forth and so on. Exchanging numbers with this guy, I mentioned above, helps encourage me to act more on impulse and think with my hole, rather than my brain. This is why I'm making this post here as well...in order for other guys to help egg me on, keep it in my mind, encourage me to be more of a cum dump, etc. Every choice I make is mine, alone, of course...and I'm simply looking for encouragement and more pushing to the goal of having my more-inhibited-than-not hole used and seeded. Again, while I think I can call myself a TRUE barebacker, I want and NEED to take more cum in my guts, so I can be proud to call myself a cum dump! I'd love your feedback, comments, suggestions, questions, etc.

So far I've only gotten about 5 loads from 4 different guys. I'm working on being more of a slut and taking more loads though...it's a work in progress.

My last load was Friday night (10-22-10). Met this hot lookin 41 y/o athletic/musc white genuine TOP guy on BBRT and then talked to him more on A4A. It's kinda funny, because he messaged my ASS on BBRT, but I messaged him with "normal" pics on A4A, and he had no clue until I told him both profiles were me, AFTER he fucked me. Online, I mentioned I might smoke a little pot...he doesn't smoke or anything, but said he wanted to fuck me while I was high, so he encouraged me to get stoned before meeting. Long story short, I drove to his house, a few miles from me. We gave a quick overview of each other and he asked if he was okay. I just said, "Oh yeah!". He led me to his bedroom and we actually ended up being fully turned on by each other, so a quick pump n dump turned into a VERY nice makeout session. Eventually, he had me take some poppers to enhance my high and got me face down. He climbed on top and got his dick in me really slow and gentle, but was still aggressive and "in charge" about it. So he fucked me some and told me he was gonna make a baby in my ass, so of course I encouraged him to get his sperm in there. I had to work early the next morning, which is why we just intended it to be a quick blow n go, but everything felt so good that both of us dragged it out for a bit longer. Needless to say, he DEFINITELY tried to make a baby in my ass, this past Friday night , and I ended up driving home with cum-slick hole and ass-cheeks and a cum-stain in my shorts from where I sat.