HardaddyMA

As a Total TOP, with the right partner, the right environment, drugs, toys and patience; fisting can be one of the most profound and intimate sexual experiences 2 men can ever share.... there is NOTHING like finally getting your hand deep into a man after working and playing just for the sake of connecting, ALL THE FUN IS GETTING THERE, til u can feel a man's heartbeat on the muscles of ur forearm... a good fisting is worth the wait, all the work and are very few and far between....

JUNGLE JUICE Platinum is the one that gets me hard and fuckin all nite, but w/ the govt take-over of poppers on the internet can't find it anywhere!

any sex that lasts LESS than 1/2 hours is just not very fulfilling, u might as well just give eachother a hand-job.. u can barely work up a good sweat in less than that!

does this mean u have had sex w/urself OTHER than jerkin off?

about 8 yrs ago, DAD brought home a very closeted middle-aged cub I had been chatting w/ on manhunt for about 4 months, and he was terrifeid of my POZ-ness but he was serious about exploring his kinky side. Stripped him and had him suck DADY's cock, lick my bull-balls and my boots and leather pants... his cock was never hard but he was trembling he was so turned on... eventually tied him up standing, spread-eagle, put clothes pins on his nips and tied up his balls, while I spanked his ass w/ a strap and then slowly worked an 8 inch vibrator up his hungry tight ass.. he was moaning and wiggling and shaking all over as DAD turned the speed up and rammed his hole harder and faster while chewin and lickin his armpits... he didn't last long and from the moment he was tied up spread-eagle his shrivelled little dick was droolin a huge strand of pre-cum.. it puddled on the floor and all of a sudden he bucked his ass back on the vibrator and got rock hard, shooting a huge load across the room.. he wasn't good-looking and he wasn't even that good of a cock-sucker, but from the huge puddle on the floor and the huge load he blew (he said he had never cum that much in his life before and he was in his mid 40's) it was the most exciting nite of his closeted life!

even at 59 I cannot go 2 days w/out walkin around w/ a half-hard-on... it's the best part of my day if I don't have a bottom to ride!

As a total TOP, I tested POZ when I was 44. I didn't have sex w/ anyone for almost 2 years after I was diagnosed in '96...I didn't even jerk off for about 3 months.. after shooting at least 2 loads every day since I was 13. I couldn't even think about having sex w/ another man, fearing that if I even get some of my spit on his cock or ass for fear that I would infect him, even though I knew it was only through raw sex that I could possibly expose someone to my disease. I was mortified by the fact that I would find myself on the old BUGSHARE site nite after nite reading stories of guys that were consciously having unprotected sex w/ POZ-guys, with my rock-hard pecker in my hand drippin that same disgusting POZ-cream onto the floor... I had to take a lot of time and thinking that in the final analysis, this was a disease not much different from cancer or hepititis or thr flu and the only real shame was that I had gotten this disease from fucking a poz-guy's ass raw for months.... (I did not find out he was poz until he disappeared and 6 months later a friend told me he was in the hospital dying of AIDS) I had to spend a lot of time with my feelings and desires and suddenly realized that there were probably dozens of guys who would look at my "problem" as something they wanted a part of and that this was in fact 'a gift' that I had received w/out my conscious permission, even though I knew the risks of unprotected sex in the 80's living in the metropolitan New York area. When I finally connected online with a neg bottom who knew that I was poz and he still wanted to have me fuck him raw.. that nite in bed it was like having man-sex for the first time all over again and I have not looked back.. but that was a long and tortured process of self-acceptance and self-respect and me finally being able to stand up and say WORLD- TAKE ME AS I AM.... if u are really excited and energized by the thought of feeling a POZ-man's cock raw in your ass.. then u have a choice, but just be honest w/ urself about ur feelings and needs.. the hungers and the desires of our flesh usually runs way ahead of our minds which have been so anti-sex programmed in general.. just keep it honest dude and you will figure it out!

My favorite way to fuck a bottom is to put him up in my sling, which is really one of those hanging rope-chairs which hangs from one hook, so that when DAD is fucking I can literally bounce his ass up and down on my cock kinda like a basketball, and I make my bottoms work for my cum, so that we will fuck several times in between scenes of bondage and spank, cbtt and piss-play and toys up the bottom's ass... so that when DAD is FINALLY ready to give up my hot POZ I can pull the sides of the rope chair so that my bottom is literally sittin on my cock and I can arch my legs and back way back and keep that hungry throbbing (hopefully bleedin) ass all the way down on THE COCK as it explodes over and over in his guts and DAD can look him in the eye!

30 years ago when I was living in Minneapolis, I worked as a waiter in a downtown restuarant, with an ok-looking, young red-headed bus-boy who had a speech impediment and was partilally paralized on his left side. I never paid much attention to him, though we were always very nice to eachother. We got out of work early one Sat nite because of a snow-storm (no one was going out for dinner) so we walked 3 blocks over to one of the local gay dance bars. Well, after 4 scotch/waters each and dancing for 3 hours and lots of poppers, we closed the bar and left to find the busses weren't running.. so we walked to my apartment about 8 blocks away. A couple more drinks and some weed and before we knew it we were half-naked and making out.. It didn't take him long to get my fat cut 7 inch throbber all the way down his throat and him milkin it like a hungry calf on a new teet. Some more weed and he was naked on my bed while we made out some more and I started working my finger into his tight fuzzy hole.. he started squirming and moaning... it didn't take long for this horny DADDY to lube my throbber up and slide it into him, nice and slow, layin on his back with his legs over my shoulders. We quickly got into a really hot fuck rhythm, just like we had gotten into earlier on the dance floor. As I stared down into his eyes they were huge and suddenly his left side started moving violently and the look on his face changed dramaitically!!! He was a totally different person physically: handsome and sexy and even his speech became more clear as he begged me over and over to fuck him and not stop til I shot my hot cum up his clinching ass!!! Although I was not particularly attracted to him when we were working together, by the end of the nite he was one of the hottest fucks I had ever brought home from the bar. Since we were snowed in and the next day was sunday, we fucked the rest of the weekend. He left with about 6 of my loads up his ass and I had sucked him off 3 times!! On Tuesday, when he came in to work he still had a HUGE smile on his face and spring in his step he never had before.. We connected about 3 more times after than and then he disappeared.... so don't let physical appearences fool u!!!