I was embarrassed that my step father caught me, but also during that time same bedroom I tried to fuck my nephew but he started crying and I stopped, so I had gay tendencies, and more than likely would have loved being sodomized by jess, but loved pretty girls too, had a gf just across the street all i did was kiss her and break up with her from a dare from a friend, , and there was a trailer park up behind my house i coaxed this boy into a dog house and we played around, I may have fed him, can't remember, but all that kinda got started around 5 years earlier when I was 8 I had a 13 year old friend that fed me after church on Sundays, my parents were still married then. But through all these years I've never had a rod in my hole, I've had lots of toys 🪠in my hole , but not the real toy, I'm needing one badly 😵