BB4fking

Taken my first load on the 3rd day of the New Year. Looking to take more than the 53 loads of 2019 by end of 2020.

I was just about to head out the door and do a cycle ride downtown and visit the art museum when I checked Grindr and saw a promising message. With little of the fuss normally flowing fro Grindr exchanges I was set up to call in on my cycle ride with a sexy dark young Indian twink. Arrived at his apartment 25 minutes later and he had just emerged from the shower. Pretty young thing and I was about to ask if I could take some pictures of our session and he got in first and asked to video things. Oh yeah. Turned out he was pretty good at the videoing- and the fucking. Best of all with an apartment of his own he was a agreeable to adding me to his stable of fuck buddies so I can look forward to more fucking without bothering about the Grindr preliminaries that waste so much time and often end up nowhere.

I got home from the cruise club about 1 am in the morning but decided to return the next afternoon, earlier today. They have a naked Sunday afternoon session which attracts a lot of guys. As it was sunny I included the cruise club on my afternoon bike ride, saving the need to offer some explanation to my partner. A good turnout and got some good action, topping 4 times and bottoming five times. Took two loads, including one long standing fuck with a guy with a beautiful big cock with a big head. A lot of grunting as he built up to cum which was nice. I washed up my cock but kept the two loads inside me and cycled home. My partner immediately said I smelled of shit, so much for discretion as I headed off to shower.

With two loads taken this afternoon I’ve reached:

- 53 loads taken up my ass

- 28 loads i’ve pumped up other guys’ assess

- 6 loads squirted down throats. 

2019 was the year I became a slut, probably 10 times the loads I’ve ever taken in previous years. I expect 2020 to be even sluttier.

Pretty quiet here in my local sexclub in the week after Xmas. So last night I chose to visit another cruise club, about 1 km apart, before going to my local. I hadn’t been to the other one for years and was surprised and initially disappointed to find it no longer included a 2nd floor. However, it had a sleazier dark vibe with an older fetish clientele and the new compact layout turned out to be well designed and better packing in spaces for all manner of fetishes: private rooms, video lounge, slings, bathtub, dark room, etc. the problem remained that there was only three guys. Two were getting it on in a slow rhythm on the sling - the top somehow also sitting on a stool as he fucked - and they were still at it 30 minutes later when I left, grabbing a pass out and saying I’d be back. I left for my regular cruise club which, though relatively quiet, probably still had 20 guys. I ended up cumming in a smooth Chinese guy’s ass and settled down to watch a regular movie while I recovered. Not much action later so I headed back to the first club at about midnight. A different 3 guys there and I settled in the dark room where I was joined by an older skinny guy in jeans. I rubbed his crotch and was excited to feel a Prince Albert. More groping and it was clear he had metal studs all up his cock, which was new for me but pretty hot. He brought his cock out as did I. He was clearly turned on by my cock which was bigger than his and rock hard as I’d slipped on a cock ring. But I was fascinated by his metallic tool and did all I could to encourage him to fuck me - presenting my ass, rubbing lube in my hole in front of him. Sticking my finger in - but it was clear he just wanted to have a hand job. I was happy to oblige and glad to see him cum as the last action in a quiet night of cruising.

I was walking along the major boulevard in Berlin’s Tiergarten when I caught a guy’s eye and within 90 seconds we were over the fence, in the bushes, and grabbing each other’s crotches prior to blowing each other and fucking each other.

Talked a fuckbuddy who normally always uses condoms to go raw with me (and who then seeded me 8 times over 3 consecutive nights).

Nothing as innovative as the knee pads great idea!) but when I’m properly organised for cruising I wear trousers with zippers down each leg which make it easy to slip them off over my shoes. I usually transfer some oil-based cream lube into a tiny plastic screw top tub of a type supplied for airline travel and slip that into my sock.

I got herpes years ago while still a consistent user of condoms. Since going on PrEP about 4 years ago I’ve had chlamydia and gonorrhoea dealt with in the usual way. Most recently I had syphilis and had a bad reaction for about 24 hours to the painful injection (flu like symptoms)  and my doctor has scheduled quarterly blood tests as specific follow up (separate to my normal blood/urine tests and throat/rectal swabs required with PrEP). Not sure I understand the question about ‘PrEP failure’ but I understand any failure to be rare and more usually to be linked to user failure to consistently take doses as recommended. 

Tried anything new sexually in 2019? Your highlights for the year?

not sure what my top highlight is yet but on reflection I surprised myself with things I tried for first time this year. For the first time I:

- fisted a guy (unexpectedly in France in a sauna)

- had an anonymous fuck and go session (Grindr hookup asked me to be blindfolded and naked in my hotel room, door open a crack)

- visited Berlin’s Lab.oratory (on my bucket list ever since I read about it)

- made an amateur sex video. 

Up until my early twenties I used to donate blood. It was satisfying to be public spirited. I stopped years ago as guy’s having sex with men were banned. However, now that I’m on PrEP it occurred to me that the basic reason for the ban, HIV transmission, doesn’t apply. Are we permitted again to give blood? (I’m not really sure I’d donate blood again as I find the blood flows pretty slowly these days even with my much smaller and frequent STI/HIV blood tests but it would be nice to know if I have the option.)

Brings back happy memories of my two nights at Lab.oratory in June. Hope to get back one day.

I’ve fantasied about anon but never done anything until 3 days ago when I was on a small break for 2 nights in another city. Other than a theatre performance I had nothing planned and so intended just to have as many BBRTS and Grindr hookups as I could in my hotel room over 2 full days. I was excited when the very first hookup asked if I would leave the door unlocked, be blindfolded, naked and ready to be fucked. Of course I said yes! I had no blindfold but he agreed I could have a pillowcase over my head. I asked for a dick pic so I knew what I was up for and he sent one of his lower body and mentioned his cock was 19cm hard (almost 8”). The session was really hot although pretty painful with such a big cock and limited opportunity to have any control as bottom. He could feel my pain so reached under my pillowcase with amyl for me before resuming his pounding. A great session with only two regrets. First he insisted on using a condom which he said he always did with strangers - I retrieved it from the bin later and it was a huge load. And I asked him in advance if I could leave my iPad running to video and he said no. 

I haven’t been to 24 Kaikan Shinjuku bathhouse for years but have the chance to soon. I was wondering whether the guys there typically bareback these days?

Seems to be the luck of the draw. Last Saturday at the cruise club it was slow for hours, guys that were there didn’t want to touch. This Saturday I had three fucks in an hour, the last in which I deposited a load the hottest in weeks.

The first fuck was standing in the dark room. It was good, especially after the bottom repositioned and I found I could go deeper and harder. I banged him for so long he had to call time as he was worn out and I was tiring a bit too. The second was soon after when a guy blowing me called me into his booth to fuck him. I did but gave up reasonably soon as I wasn’t enjoying it, his hole was too loose for my liking and I was going soft.

Later I grabbed a large room, took my pants off and lay on my back with my short on and my hard cock out in a pose that was suitable to coax either a top or a bottom in for a fuck. Soon a young guy came in and was sucking me. I fingered his hole and he said in an accent - he turned out to be a Portuguese university student - ‘please fuck me’. I did and it was really hot, I bent him over, ripped off my shirt so was naked but for my sports shoes, and started doggy style, switching later to missionary with his legs over my shoulder, and back, and then crouching over him on the bed. He really enjoyed it as I did and he was especially pleased to take my load.

Hooked up on Grindr for an mid-morning session. Rode my bike over to the guy’s place and once he let me inside I found he had set up the living room by closing all the curtains and dragging his double mattress into the centre of the room. Very hospitable but unnecessary as I’d have happily fucked in a messy bedroom. He was a good looking Indian guy, slim with a firm butt. I licked his asshole, lent him the poppers he asked me to bring over then fucked him . After I bred him he was quickly back on Grindr setting up his next hookup as he obviously wanted to take more loads before he hauled the mattress back to his room.

Hooked up on Grindr for an mid-morning session. Rode my bike over to the guy’s place and once he let me inside I found he had set up the living room by closing all the curtains and dragging his double mattress into the centre of the room. Very hospitable but unnecessary as I’d have happily fucked in a messy bedroom. He was a good looking Indian guy, slim with a firm butt. I licked his asshole, lent him the poppers he asked me to bring over then fucked him . After I bred him he was quickly back on Grindr setting up his next hookup as he obviously wanted to take more loads before he hauled the mattress back to his room.

49 loads taken this year so far. I enjoy mainly anonymous sex but surprised myself that I could give names to 13 of those loads: Greg (9 loads), Win (3 loads), Cory (1 load). A special shout out to Greg who I convinced to bareback for the first time and dropped 9 loads in me over 3 nights straight.

Last Friday I was in a resort town prior to a week long hike in the mountains and wanted to get my rocks off before I was out in nature. No one in this town used BBRTS so I relied on Grindr. Eventually I had success with a manual worker or tradesperson at about 5pm end of his working day. His skin was dark from outdoor work and had several large tattoos on arms and legs, one of which he said he’d done himself. He hadn’t showered beforehand having pulled up in his pickup truck and he had an earthy sweaty smell. After he lubed my cock up i fucked him hard in several positions before he came on his hairy chest. Great fuck. 

I still hadn’t cum and noticed another Grindr profile online just a few metres away. Eventually we hooked up and it turned out he was a Japanese guy from the next room staying with a woman, either his mother or his wife I never did find out as we never spoke because the walls were too thin. Though he turned out not really to be my type I managed to load him up, he insisted I come inside him.

I like being fucked by all kinds of cocks and it doesn’t matter to me if I cum, I particularly crave making my top cum. However, the cocks that are most likely to give me an uncontrollable anal orgasm are the especially large ones or the ones that curve upwards.

I’ve been twice to my local cruise club over the last two weeks. I’m in a topping only phase and had 4 good fucks, depositing 2 loads. 

One of the fucks was with an older Indian guy, very small build, hairy ass. I didn’t every see him properly as I cruised him in a dark corridor and pulled him into a darker side room. I fucked him bareback standing bent over a bed for quite a while. I then paused to apply a bit more lube - his hole was pretty tight - and to take a sniff of poppers. Surprisingly he then asked me to put on a condom. I suppose he imagine that after pumping him for 5 minutes I was going to cum quickly, actually I was more likely to keep going for another 10 minutes then take a rest. I put a condom on but I find it a passion killer because the condoms at these places are always small for me, I can get them on but my cock widens to get  thicker at the base, so unless I’m very diligent the condoms roll off again. I wasn’t very diligent here in the dark and so the rubber only went on about 3 inches and once I’d been fucking him again had disappeared entirely - inside him or on the floor I’m not sure. I wasn’t worried, I’m on PrEP so he was safe and he’d been happy for me to fuck him raw before. In the event I tired of the standing fuck after a while more and we took a break. 

One of my favourite of these 4 fucks was a guy who I was playing around with in a dark room amongst other guys who asked me to come to a private room and he took my hand and led me out. I fucked him in a variety of positions as he said he was new to bottoming and wanted to try different things. He said he had chosen me because he had felt my cock in the dark room and really fancied the narrow tip tapering down my long cock to a big fat base, he reckoned he could get that in his ass and then slowly experience the much thicker base easing in. 

Earlier this evening I attended a small gathering organised by our local foundation devoted to HIV/AIDS prevention work. It was an informal discussion forum about PrEP and they held it in a lounge at a local gay bathhouse, an inspired choice I thought. There were only 6 or 7 guys in the discussion at any one time though people came and went during the couple of hours it was on. In addition there were 4 foundation staff or volunteers all of course naked but for the towels around there waists. Many cute young guys amongst the staff and participants as well as older guys, quite a diversity of ethnic groups too.  One of the staff was HIV+ but everyone else was either on PrEP or wanting to learn about it. The session was quite fun with refreshments and quizzes and prizes. One hilarious incident was when an older Chinese guy got a quiz question asking ‘can you get HIV from rimming?’ He didn’t know what rimming was, didn’t understand the explanations offered and rushed out to his locker to get a translation on his phone only to announce that there was no equivalent Chinese word. Eventually a staff member from the bathhouse brought in a short video on an iPad to explain the concept. 

I won’t recount the rest of the session but was interested to hear a young foundation worker explain that being on PrEP was helpful in negotiations over sex as to whether to use condoms or not. This sounded good in theory but in my experience, in contrast to 5 years ago when condom use was the norm, there is very little negotiation with barebacking the default and little talk of condoms, with few people in my experience asking about HIV or PrEP status before fucking raw. Indeed that was why I went onto PrEP 4 years ago, to protect myself in this new normal. I slipped out of the session after 40 minutes to cruise the sauna and as if to prove my point to myself I came across and open door to a room with a slim and dark young guy positioned with his cute ass inviting strangers to fuck him which I did. No suggestion of condoms, no questioning of status, indeed no talking though quite a number of moans and grunts. Actually it was one of the best fucks I’d had in a long time as he had the cutest bubble but and a great asshole that seemed to envelope and squeeze my cock. Needless to say I deposited my load in him before quietly returning for the last few minutes of the gathering. 

Visiting Texas I stopped by Club Houston a few times. On my first visit I had just arrived and stepped out of the shower when a good looking black guy grabbed my ass. Great start to the evening I thought and after checking out each other’s cocks - both big and hard, his dark and cut, mine lily white and uncut - we went to my room.  I sucked him expertly and for a long time, every time I’d try to pause for a breather by sucking his nipples or whatever he’d soon be forcing my head down again on his cock. And he liked me to deep throat him, none of the lighter flicking my mouth and tongue around the head of his cock it had to be deep mouth fucking. Enjoyed sucking his fat black cock with its black/purple head, I rarely get access to suck cocks where I live where it’s mainly white and Asian fare. Eventually he came and I was disappointed he didn’t cum in my mouth but rather spurted onto his belly, though I got a quick taste. He told me he’d come to Texas from Ethiopia and let me photograph his cock somewhat deflated after he’d come.

I’ve been using Elbow Grease, an oil-based cream that comes in a tub, for the last year or two. The advantage I find with that is that after I add it to my asshole it seems to last for hours without reapplication and still be slick enough to take a cock where the top hasn’t added some lube - which can be reassuring in places where things are dark, moving fast, involving multiple cocks, etc.  I like to discretely add a bit more lube occasionally- not essential but reassuring in case that hoped for huge cock emerges into range - so I transfer a small amount into a tiny screw top pot I keep in my sock in cruise clubs - which I also use if I top.

143.   Missed out on my first DP a couple of months back when a guy in a threesome inconveniently came prematurely, so still have that and a few other things on my bucket list yet to boost my score. No dogs and horses though.