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I was walking along the major boulevard in Berlin’s Tiergarten when I caught a guy’s eye and within 90 seconds we were over the fence, in the bushes, and grabbing each other’s crotches prior to blowing each other and fucking each other.

Talked a fuckbuddy who normally always uses condoms to go raw with me (and who then seeded me 8 times over 3 consecutive nights).

Nothing as innovative as the knee pads great idea!) but when I’m properly organised for cruising I wear trousers with zippers down each leg which make it easy to slip them off over my shoes. I usually transfer some oil-based cream lube into a tiny plastic screw top tub of a type supplied for airline travel and slip that into my sock.

I got herpes years ago while still a consistent user of condoms. Since going on PrEP about 4 years ago I’ve had chlamydia and gonorrhoea dealt with in the usual way. Most recently I had syphilis and had a bad reaction for about 24 hours to the painful injection (flu like symptoms)  and my doctor has scheduled quarterly blood tests as specific follow up (separate to my normal blood/urine tests and throat/rectal swabs required with PrEP). Not sure I understand the question about ‘PrEP failure’ but I understand any failure to be rare and more usually to be linked to user failure to consistently take doses as recommended. 

Tried anything new sexually in 2019? Your highlights for the year?

not sure what my top highlight is yet but on reflection I surprised myself with things I tried for first time this year. For the first time I:

- fisted a guy (unexpectedly in France in a sauna)

- had an anonymous fuck and go session (Grindr hookup asked me to be blindfolded and naked in my hotel room, door open a crack)

- visited Berlin’s Lab.oratory (on my bucket list ever since I read about it)

- made an amateur sex video. 

Up until my early twenties I used to donate blood. It was satisfying to be public spirited. I stopped years ago as guy’s having sex with men were banned. However, now that I’m on PrEP it occurred to me that the basic reason for the ban, HIV transmission, doesn’t apply. Are we permitted again to give blood? (I’m not really sure I’d donate blood again as I find the blood flows pretty slowly these days even with my much smaller and frequent STI/HIV blood tests but it would be nice to know if I have the option.)

Brings back happy memories of my two nights at Lab.oratory in June. Hope to get back one day.

I’ve fantasied about anon but never done anything until 3 days ago when I was on a small break for 2 nights in another city. Other than a theatre performance I had nothing planned and so intended just to have as many BBRTS and Grindr hookups as I could in my hotel room over 2 full days. I was excited when the very first hookup asked if I would leave the door unlocked, be blindfolded, naked and ready to be fucked. Of course I said yes! I had no blindfold but he agreed I could have a pillowcase over my head. I asked for a dick pic so I knew what I was up for and he sent one of his lower body and mentioned his cock was 19cm hard (almost 8”). The session was really hot although pretty painful with such a big cock and limited opportunity to have any control as bottom. He could feel my pain so reached under my pillowcase with amyl for me before resuming his pounding. A great session with only two regrets. First he insisted on using a condom which he said he always did with strangers - I retrieved it from the bin later and it was a huge load. And I asked him in advance if I could leave my iPad running to video and he said no. 

I haven’t been to 24 Kaikan Shinjuku bathhouse for years but have the chance to soon. I was wondering whether the guys there typically bareback these days?

Seems to be the luck of the draw. Last Saturday at the cruise club it was slow for hours, guys that were there didn’t want to touch. This Saturday I had three fucks in an hour, the last in which I deposited a load the hottest in weeks.

The first fuck was standing in the dark room. It was good, especially after the bottom repositioned and I found I could go deeper and harder. I banged him for so long he had to call time as he was worn out and I was tiring a bit too. The second was soon after when a guy blowing me called me into his booth to fuck him. I did but gave up reasonably soon as I wasn’t enjoying it, his hole was too loose for my liking and I was going soft.

Later I grabbed a large room, took my pants off and lay on my back with my short on and my hard cock out in a pose that was suitable to coax either a top or a bottom in for a fuck. Soon a young guy came in and was sucking me. I fingered his hole and he said in an accent - he turned out to be a Portuguese university student - ‘please fuck me’. I did and it was really hot, I bent him over, ripped off my shirt so was naked but for my sports shoes, and started doggy style, switching later to missionary with his legs over my shoulder, and back, and then crouching over him on the bed. He really enjoyed it as I did and he was especially pleased to take my load.

Hooked up on Grindr for an mid-morning session. Rode my bike over to the guy’s place and once he let me inside I found he had set up the living room by closing all the curtains and dragging his double mattress into the centre of the room. Very hospitable but unnecessary as I’d have happily fucked in a messy bedroom. He was a good looking Indian guy, slim with a firm butt. I licked his asshole, lent him the poppers he asked me to bring over then fucked him . After I bred him he was quickly back on Grindr setting up his next hookup as he obviously wanted to take more loads before he hauled the mattress back to his room.

Hooked up on Grindr for an mid-morning session. Rode my bike over to the guy’s place and once he let me inside I found he had set up the living room by closing all the curtains and dragging his double mattress into the centre of the room. Very hospitable but unnecessary as I’d have happily fucked in a messy bedroom. He was a good looking Indian guy, slim with a firm butt. I licked his asshole, lent him the poppers he asked me to bring over then fucked him . After I bred him he was quickly back on Grindr setting up his next hookup as he obviously wanted to take more loads before he hauled the mattress back to his room.

49 loads taken this year so far. I enjoy mainly anonymous sex but surprised myself that I could give names to 13 of those loads: Greg (9 loads), Win (3 loads), Cory (1 load). A special shout out to Greg who I convinced to bareback for the first time and dropped 9 loads in me over 3 nights straight.

Last Friday I was in a resort town prior to a week long hike in the mountains and wanted to get my rocks off before I was out in nature. No one in this town used BBRTS so I relied on Grindr. Eventually I had success with a manual worker or tradesperson at about 5pm end of his working day. His skin was dark from outdoor work and had several large tattoos on arms and legs, one of which he said he’d done himself. He hadn’t showered beforehand having pulled up in his pickup truck and he had an earthy sweaty smell. After he lubed my cock up i fucked him hard in several positions before he came on his hairy chest. Great fuck. 

I still hadn’t cum and noticed another Grindr profile online just a few metres away. Eventually we hooked up and it turned out he was a Japanese guy from the next room staying with a woman, either his mother or his wife I never did find out as we never spoke because the walls were too thin. Though he turned out not really to be my type I managed to load him up, he insisted I come inside him.

I like being fucked by all kinds of cocks and it doesn’t matter to me if I cum, I particularly crave making my top cum. However, the cocks that are most likely to give me an uncontrollable anal orgasm are the especially large ones or the ones that curve upwards.

I’ve been twice to my local cruise club over the last two weeks. I’m in a topping only phase and had 4 good fucks, depositing 2 loads. 

One of the fucks was with an older Indian guy, very small build, hairy ass. I didn’t every see him properly as I cruised him in a dark corridor and pulled him into a darker side room. I fucked him bareback standing bent over a bed for quite a while. I then paused to apply a bit more lube - his hole was pretty tight - and to take a sniff of poppers. Surprisingly he then asked me to put on a condom. I suppose he imagine that after pumping him for 5 minutes I was going to cum quickly, actually I was more likely to keep going for another 10 minutes then take a rest. I put a condom on but I find it a passion killer because the condoms at these places are always small for me, I can get them on but my cock widens to get  thicker at the base, so unless I’m very diligent the condoms roll off again. I wasn’t very diligent here in the dark and so the rubber only went on about 3 inches and once I’d been fucking him again had disappeared entirely - inside him or on the floor I’m not sure. I wasn’t worried, I’m on PrEP so he was safe and he’d been happy for me to fuck him raw before. In the event I tired of the standing fuck after a while more and we took a break. 

One of my favourite of these 4 fucks was a guy who I was playing around with in a dark room amongst other guys who asked me to come to a private room and he took my hand and led me out. I fucked him in a variety of positions as he said he was new to bottoming and wanted to try different things. He said he had chosen me because he had felt my cock in the dark room and really fancied the narrow tip tapering down my long cock to a big fat base, he reckoned he could get that in his ass and then slowly experience the much thicker base easing in. 

Earlier this evening I attended a small gathering organised by our local foundation devoted to HIV/AIDS prevention work. It was an informal discussion forum about PrEP and they held it in a lounge at a local gay bathhouse, an inspired choice I thought. There were only 6 or 7 guys in the discussion at any one time though people came and went during the couple of hours it was on. In addition there were 4 foundation staff or volunteers all of course naked but for the towels around there waists. Many cute young guys amongst the staff and participants as well as older guys, quite a diversity of ethnic groups too.  One of the staff was HIV+ but everyone else was either on PrEP or wanting to learn about it. The session was quite fun with refreshments and quizzes and prizes. One hilarious incident was when an older Chinese guy got a quiz question asking ‘can you get HIV from rimming?’ He didn’t know what rimming was, didn’t understand the explanations offered and rushed out to his locker to get a translation on his phone only to announce that there was no equivalent Chinese word. Eventually a staff member from the bathhouse brought in a short video on an iPad to explain the concept. 

I won’t recount the rest of the session but was interested to hear a young foundation worker explain that being on PrEP was helpful in negotiations over sex as to whether to use condoms or not. This sounded good in theory but in my experience, in contrast to 5 years ago when condom use was the norm, there is very little negotiation with barebacking the default and little talk of condoms, with few people in my experience asking about HIV or PrEP status before fucking raw. Indeed that was why I went onto PrEP 4 years ago, to protect myself in this new normal. I slipped out of the session after 40 minutes to cruise the sauna and as if to prove my point to myself I came across and open door to a room with a slim and dark young guy positioned with his cute ass inviting strangers to fuck him which I did. No suggestion of condoms, no questioning of status, indeed no talking though quite a number of moans and grunts. Actually it was one of the best fucks I’d had in a long time as he had the cutest bubble but and a great asshole that seemed to envelope and squeeze my cock. Needless to say I deposited my load in him before quietly returning for the last few minutes of the gathering. 

Visiting Texas I stopped by Club Houston a few times. On my first visit I had just arrived and stepped out of the shower when a good looking black guy grabbed my ass. Great start to the evening I thought and after checking out each other’s cocks - both big and hard, his dark and cut, mine lily white and uncut - we went to my room.  I sucked him expertly and for a long time, every time I’d try to pause for a breather by sucking his nipples or whatever he’d soon be forcing my head down again on his cock. And he liked me to deep throat him, none of the lighter flicking my mouth and tongue around the head of his cock it had to be deep mouth fucking. Enjoyed sucking his fat black cock with its black/purple head, I rarely get access to suck cocks where I live where it’s mainly white and Asian fare. Eventually he came and I was disappointed he didn’t cum in my mouth but rather spurted onto his belly, though I got a quick taste. He told me he’d come to Texas from Ethiopia and let me photograph his cock somewhat deflated after he’d come.

I’ve been using Elbow Grease, an oil-based cream that comes in a tub, for the last year or two. The advantage I find with that is that after I add it to my asshole it seems to last for hours without reapplication and still be slick enough to take a cock where the top hasn’t added some lube - which can be reassuring in places where things are dark, moving fast, involving multiple cocks, etc.  I like to discretely add a bit more lube occasionally- not essential but reassuring in case that hoped for huge cock emerges into range - so I transfer a small amount into a tiny screw top pot I keep in my sock in cruise clubs - which I also use if I top.

143.   Missed out on my first DP a couple of months back when a guy in a threesome inconveniently came prematurely, so still have that and a few other things on my bucket list yet to boost my score. No dogs and horses though.

Marshall’s Beach

Visited Club Houston 3 times on a visit to that city last week. Fucked many guys. On my last visit I started fucking a stocky Latino guy standing in an elevated area designed for sticking your cock to be sucked by guys below (suckitorium?), I’d already discovered some great suckers there. While fucking the guy for about 10 minutes there were several guys standing around watching and one in particular started playing with my nipples and I reciprocated by tweaking his. I wandered to my room and catching the Latino guy’s eye he followed me, and we recommenced and I fucked for another 10 minutes, with a few minutes where he allowed me to take a few photos and videos of the fuck (unfortunately the light wasn’t very good though it added a bit of that atmospheric bathhouse feel). I could probably have continued fucking him indefinitely as my cock was hard, he could take it, and he just wasn’t quite exciting me enough to tip me over the edge. Luckily I spotted he was holding some poppers and a few sniffs  later he got my load inside him. 

Visiting Houston, so tried Club Houston last night and found that it was half price room night which may explain the full car park, a good sign. It’s a large club with a fabulous outdoor pool and jacuzzi. The cruising space is mainly corridors of rooms with a surprisingly small dark/maze area given the floor area. Steam room not available, still being constructed apparently. I had a video room but the picture quality was fairly dire. Free wifi. Overall a good quality bathhouse and the patrons seemed pretty friendly. 

Enough of the reviews already, what of the action? I’m versatile but this night I’d decided only to top so my expectations of action were lowered by 50%. However, I did pretty well fucking 6 guys and breeding two of them. Some of theses were in the glory holes and two in other guys’ rooms including a lithe daddy who I saw perched with his door open and as in the air for the 4 hours I was there so I’m sure my cum mixed with that of a number of other guys. 

The highlight for me was after I’d been in the club for over 3 hours and so I’d donned a metal cock ring lest I be soft at an inopportune time. I started out in a gloryhole booth and had been fucking a guy for a little while. Although I couldn’t see anything I had gauged him to be a fairly short and small guy based on where I had to position my cock and his small hands when he once reached through. He left his booth after a while and I followed shortly after and while I hadn’t seen him I sensed the short guy heading up the stairs to the sucking platform might have been him. I positioned myself behind him and was pleased when he reached behind him to grab my cock and manoeuvre it into his hole. I was soon fucking him again - I could tell it was the same guy by the texture of his ass, which was great. After 10 minutes of that I invited him back to my room. After fucking him some more I took the metal cock ring off (with some difficulty!) so I could thrust more deeply. Not unexpectedly, as it’s happened before, I heard a gasp, a squeal and a cry of ‘its so big’ when I recommenced thrusting as my cock is much thicker at its base. But the small Asian guy gritted his teeth and took it. After a while we stopped the standing doggy position and he lay on his face flat on the bed and I fucked him laying on top, which is my favourite position for finishing off and soon I had planted my seed deep in his ass. 

I use a pill box with days of the week marked but also use an app that gives me a daily reminder (Medicare) which you tap when you’ve taken the daily pill. Together it’s a handy combination and I don’t think I’ve missed a dose or taken a double dose over the 4 years I’ve been on PrEP. 

I went to NUD @ Club 80 on Friday for the first time on Friday and had a great time. I topped 16 times and bottomed 6 times - I would have preferred to bottom more but couldn’t find enough willing tops. Unfortunately I only took the one load. However I went back last night - not as much fucking but I did managed to score two loads this time. Tonight I might try Subway for a change.