westendboy

Gay is an identity and world view I developed over time through friendships, shared social spaces and cultural references with other queer men and women. Most of my friends are gay, out to everyone in their lives and seeking romantic partnerships with someone of the same sex. I am also a total bottom and generally seek out dominant, masculine tops for sex (or they seek me out). This is not a scientific survey since I don't know anything about the anonymous guys, but I'd estimate that about 1/3 are publicly living as straight men. They're not exactly closeted or ashamed of having sex with other men, it's just that they are more comfortable in a hetero social world because of their personality, interests and demeanor. They may or may not have female partners but they're not really interested in dating a man and they only top. Another third are formerly straight and now bi-identified but mostly having gay sex because they're pigs and it's more convenient. (Crystal may have played in a part in their rapid transformation.) Luckily for me most of them still top most of the time. The final third are gay men who are top or vers-top and usually more macho than the average gay man and more comfortable around the straight/bi MSM crowd, but still identifiable as gay when they open thier mouths. I don't think this is a typical breakdown for everyone as it depends on your type and where you live. When I lived in a big city and didn't party, it was 100% gay men. When I began partying and having group sex I started meeting more genuinely straight and bi guys who were horny bastards and openminded to what sex with men could provide. When I moved to a more rural area, I met even more men who had no interest in living a gay life but who were very much interested in pounding the fuck out of my hole. I have to say it was refreshing and I'm having some of the best sex of my life. They don't care that I'm gay, half the time bathhouse hookups ask if I'm married (to a woman), but they do care that I'm a faggot cocksucker who will do filthy things that would make even the town whore blush.

Joaquin Santana Dillon Roman Bastian Karim John Thomas Oscar Marin These are my inspirations as a bottom. Generally into any handsome (not too pretty), petite bottoms taking XXL cocks and older men without complaint and moaning. So many of the gangbang bottoms are actually not very good looking and I always find it hard to believe studios couldn't find cuter guys wanting to take a bunch of raw cock - this is every true bottom's fantasy (to the point of cliche). Most bottoms I know would pay to be in porn!

Canadian and live close to buffalo on this side of the border. Planning a weekend trip to be a partybottom in a motel/hotel/bathhouse or private home. Any suggestions?

This makes me feel better that I am not the only one with an abscess. Mine was on the outside of my buttock, not the inside of the rectum/anus. Out of nowhere, I developed what I thought was a pimple or ingrown hair that became red, swollen and painful to sit on. Within 48 hours it was massive and I had to go to the ER to have it incised and the pus drained. The wound was so deep that I had to have daily or 3x weekly nursing appointments to change the packing and bandages for over a month afterward. While it's impossible to say where it came from (likely a tiny scratch in the skin that allowed a bacterial infection to begin) I believe that in my case it was likely made worse by meth use weakening my immune system and the health of my skin. I completely agree with the above post - I was hesitant to seek treatment for the abscess because I didn't think it was a big deal or might go away on its own, but you MUST go and have it examined. MRSA (drug resistant infections) are increasingly common in the buttock region and among gay men and drug users.

Oh, and have no sexual experiences with my dad who is a handsome twunk kind of guy even at 60 but not my type. We're both pretty hairless, no beards, slim, 5" cocks - yes I've seen it skinnydipping and around the house. I prefer guys with at least 2" more than me in the cock department and the kind of body you get from having way higher testosterone than Dad and I: thick, beefy, bald and hairy. I love daddies, but I don't want to have sex with my own - just someone else's. Part of what I love about age and size difference is that for me it smooths the way for a sub/dom dynamic to naturally emerge. I *want* my partner to be a bit disrespectful during sex and use my size fetish to his advantage. I don't fantasize about my real dad treating me like a sex object - that's something I think men are fine with doing to someone else's boy but should feel a protective instinct toward their own. More distant relatives on the other hand are welcome to use me like a cheap whore. Mom's brother and his sons are hirsute linebacker types. My cousins are in their early 20s but you'd never know I'm ten years older since they look like men while I'm still boyish with the cock to match. My uncle once bragged about his sons not having anything to worry about in terms of penis size. I suspect that side of the family have the kind of cocks I can't help but put on a pedestal and beg for... If so, I'd love to spend a few hours between their legs confirming I'm not just gay as they already know but a cocksucking fag happiest in a hierarchical relation to men who physically and behaviourally embody an ideal that I want to get closer to and worship even if it means being seen as a hole from now on,

I don't have any brothers and do not see my 2 uncles often. They are both hot and I have memories of trying to catch them coming out of the shower as a kid when everyone was at grandparents' house for holidays. I think the fact that my close family was mostly women kept me from having much of the exposure to men, masculinity and that locker room energy I would have gotten with brothers, cousins and elders around. I was never very athletic or particularly comfortable around jocks and macho types as I wanted to be used by them not be one of them. Now I'm compensating by actively pursuing sex and bonding with effortless virile and confident jock cousin types and predatory uncle types.

Has anyone ever sold their used underwear/jock (either lightly used, or stained with piss/cum)? Where did you advertise to connect with buyers? Did you send videos or photos as well to verify? This turns me on, and I also could use a bit of extra money to cover all the expenses of being a slut (lube, jocks, thongs, toys, cockrings, poppers, bathhouse and sex party entry, viagra, etc). Any advice on pricing for someone who doesn't have much of a profile? Should I make a twitter first? (I don't have the time to start making videos and can't post porn content that would identify me publicly.) thanks men.

Have I ever? No. Would I ever? No. Have I thought about it now and then? Yes. As much as I love incest porn, happy to have sex with somebody else's dad not mine.