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  1. What is everyone's favorite way to take a guy's load when he cums? I like either being on my knees or on my back in bed and he's on top of me. I love being grabbed by the neck, or he's holding my head steady and firm with his hand. Love that feeling of being held in place while he's jerking off and his big head is bouncing up and down on my waiting tongue. I feel so submissive, anxious and nervous, but excited to accept what I have to do for him. I love feeling overpowered and dominated.
  2. I like to psych myself up before I meet with a guy so I wrote some hot affirmations that reminds me who I am and what I want. I get so hard reading through these. Let a man ejaculate semen in your mouth Be ok with a man shooting his semen into your mouth Let him shoot hot semen all over your tongue Put his penis in your mouth as soon as he starts shooting semen He feels so good when his cock is squirting semen You love thick semen. A real man's load, thick and creamy. Swallow a man's sperm from his balls Let the sperm from his balls blast out all over your tongue You need to eat mens' sperm You crave thick salty sperm Thick salty sperm coming out of a penis He loves shooting a big load He loves to squirt millions of his sperm into your mouth. Look how happy you made him He feels so good when you're slurping his spunk from his big mushroom head Don't be afraid, swallow his hot load as it squirts out of his hole Put penises in your mouth You love to feel a man's big mushroom head fill your mouth up Make him moan, make him feel something amazing Make him lose control so that his jizz comes out Slurp all that hot jizz up Slurp out a fresh nut You are a nut slurper You are a man that likes to eat other mens' sperm. Slurp a hot salty nut fresh from a man's penis. You love to eat fresh semen. You are at peace with the universe when you are swallowing a man's load. You are a man that likes to eat other mens' semen. So let him bust his nut When he's ready to come, he'll start jerking his cock off. Be a good boy and open your mouth and wait A man busting a nut in your mouth on a Friday night. There's nothing better. Tell him to jerk his cock. Tell him you want his sperm. Let him show you his sperm. Do you want to see his sperm come out of his penis? He's trying to make warm, salty, semen come out of his dick for you. Help him please. Help him show you his sperm. Are you hungry? Would you like to taste some warm salty sperm that just came out of a man's penis? Do you want to eat human sperm while a man is coming and feeling so good? All of that sperm is coming out because he feels so good. You should taste it. You should eat it. Many people like to eat sperm. It's ok. It's ok to want to eat sperm from cocks. Don't you want to swallow another man's DNA? Don't you want to make him feel good? Do you want to empty his balls on your tongue? That is hot sperm that was inside his balls, and now it's in your mouth. Millions of his sperm cells are squirting out of his penis, don't you want to taste them? You should eat them and feel them tingling in your throat. Does it taste salty? A little bitter? You are eating male DNA. Your mouth will taste like his DNA all day. I have more to share if anyone is interested.
  3. If only something like this was real. A wall of hard cocks. Imagine walking up to it and feeling them all press against your body, being embraced by cocks. And they all can be sucked and can cum, I'd never leave my house if something like that was real. Maybe some day virtual reality will become so real that we can live out fantasies like this.
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  4. I consider myself bi and am mainly turned on by women. That being said, I've sucked a handful of dicks in my life, but my memories with women are always the top of my list. I finally had an experience yesterday that felt like a breakthrough, like a true connection with a man that rivals any woman that I've loved having sex with before. To be honest, sometimes the fantasy of sucking cock is more arousing than when I actually get to do it. I'll get it out of my system and usually don't have that much of a desire to do it again for a while. I haven't met a guy that I really wanted to see more than once either. But last night I was lucky enough to feel something so pleasurable as a cocksucker that it's the next day now and I already want to do it again. Maybe it's the first time I felt some real chemistry with a guy, everything just clicked. We got stoned before too so maybe I got lost in the experience. He was muscular and hunky, with soft skin and his package fully shaved smooth. His cock is the one I've been waiting to suck my whole life maybe. It was a thick and girthy shaft, 7", it felt so good in my hand. He had an equally thick and bulbous head that filled my mouth up. On top of that, he had the nicest smoothest plump sack with balls like eggs. It was basically just the nicest package I've ever got to experience, a true man's cock. He pushed my hand on his tool and I massaged his balls as we shared the joint we were smoking. When we were both stoned, I finally took him in my mouth and after that was just pure pleasure till the end. He was firm and dominant with me, but not in a degrading or bossy way. He let me do my thing but led the action, instructing me what to do, holding my neck, rubbing my hair. He was always in charge, I didn't have to think, just obey him. His cock just exuded pure masculinity and I felt intoxicated by giving it pleasure. When he nutted, he held me by the neck and I opened my mouth as he painted my tongue and face with thick ropes of semen. It was like the perfect load, the right consistency, a heaviness to each rope landing on my tongue, it was a bit salty but overall not much flavor. Feeling the warmth in my mouth was so comforting and swallowing as he kept cumming felt completely natural. It sorta felt like when someone gives you a hug when you really need it. I felt embraced, loved, appreciated. It really just reaffirmed to myself that I truly am a cocksucker; sucking penises and eating sperm is a healthy, therapeutic act for me that should be celebrated and not shamed.
  5. on my knees but the guy is sitting down like on a sofa or in a chair. Truly feels like I'm servicing him, he gets to sit and relax with a nice view watching his cock and balls get licked.
  6. I suck cock because I love to give pleasure. Whether it's a man or a woman, or even masturbating myself, I'm addicted to that active role of being a pleasure giver, not taker. I think when you feel this way towards sex, it's a natural progression that you end up liking to suck cock because sucking cock is ultimate sex act of pleasure giving. Penis is simple, straightforward, and always available to be pleasured. Sucking cock feels degrading yet empowering at the same time. I feel degraded because I am submitting to a man more alpha than me and putting his pleasure first, but empowering because I literally have an alpha's cock in my mouth, for a little while I'm the sole focus of his attention, and I get to taste hot sperm from his penis. It's a privilege to get to experience him in this way. When you're a giver, you want to witness people orgasming, it's intoxicating to be around, to watch it and hear it. And you could say only a man can show you an orgasm in a truly flashy, loud and literally in-your-face way. So if you are chasing after this experience, there's nothing more intense and visceral than sucking a dick and taking a load in your mouth.
  7. If it's a more anon blowjob with a stranger, I don't really care to look up too much. But if it's a good friend that you know decently well, it feels so submissive to make eye contact with him while your mouth is filled up with his hard meat. Looking at him in the eyes when he's about to cum makes me feel truly dedicated to his pleasure, when that hot spunk starts spurting out of his throbbing penis and I'm staring into his eyes, I know that all of that warmth and saltiness filling my mouth up is the feeling of my bro giving all of himself to me. You can think you are close friends and know each other so well, but it's a special bond to swallow your bro's sperm. That's when you truly know him, you've felt him, you've tasted him.
  8. Ah the original image is nice. These 3 would be my picks. The middle is my first preference, to me that is a perfect cock. Huge thick head and a fat pair of balls. I'd love nothing more than to massage those balls in my hand as they tighten up with my lips wrapped around that fat head as that warm creamy man sauce pumps its full flavor all over my tongue.
  9. I've had guys cum in my mouth small to normalish amounts before, and sometimes swallow a little bit but spit the rest because I never have the guts to go for all of it. My dream is to work up the nerve to swallow an entire load one day though, and want it to be a big thick one. The ideal situation for me is pretty aggressive top with a thick girthy dick, nice round mushroom head, and he's jerking himself off and feeds me a thick load while he's moaning and panting loudly. For anyone that has done it, what's it feel like to have that much cum in your mouth? What's it taste like? How does it feel when you swallow it? Can you tell the difference between a guy that came a day ago vs. a week ago? How is the experience different from a thinner load? How do you find the courage to swallow all of it when it's huge like these examples below?
  10. Accepting my purpose as a cocksucker has given me freedom. I love that I'm a cocksucker that loves sperm. I love that it doesn't matter what I do with my life, when I'm sucking cock, I have a purpose. I love that my purpose is to please men, especially alpha men, and eat their semen. Life would be so boring if I was a man not interested in doing this. Most straight guys are just repressed and wish they had the nerve to anyway. I love that I accept it and live it as a lifestyle. There are so many men out there, so many hot cocks, so many ejaculations to enjoy and sperm to eat. I really love the anatomy of men. The male genitalia is such a beautiful design. Some people appreciate art, but I appreciate cocks. I love that men have these heavy sacks that are so sensitive. I love tickling and caressing a man's balls, knowing that millions of sperm cells are inside. Even looking at pictures of sperm turns me on. They are such a manly thing, only men have them, they are powerful, they are seeds. I love having access to a man's sack. It's a privilege to lick and suck a man's balls with all their precious cargo inside. I love having this view, a nice fleshy head right in front of my face, and reminding myself what he's about to squirt out. I like to keep the thought in my head that it isn't just some liquid shooting out, it's millions of individual units spraying into my mouth. Semen really is so special, knowing that millions of these things are gonna be in your mouth swimming around. That tingly feeling in your mouth that sperm gives you is because it's alive. It's like taking part of his soul from him. It's honestly crazy to think about, why we crave doing this. It's such a primal, animalistic desire. Why is it so arousing? I love that I enjoy it though, a lust to taste men and swallow their DNA. I love that I have to suck a penis to taste these things. It's the only way to make them appear. Love that every time I taste and have sperm in my mouth, there has to be a guy experiencing the most incredible pleasure in order to give it to me. I want to taste his sperm for selfish reasons of my own arousal, but I like that I have to make someone else feel good in order to do so. The more I surrender to his cock, the more I prioritize his feelings, the more pleasure I get when he gives me his load. This is the trifecta to me. This is all that matters. Cock, balls, sperm. I love that it's all interconnected. It's all part of the experience when you have sex with a man. Nothing compares to a big head filling up your mouth and feeling a guy dump his balls down your throat.
  11. I love browsing these forums, but I'd really love to engage in a live chat with other guys that are just as into sucking cock and eating cum as I am. Are there any groups out there that exist? I'm really surprised there isn't, I tried searching around already.
  12. It's the ultimate submission. Your throat is an airway for you to breathe and stay alive, but cocksuckers will gladly stuff it with a cock and hot sperm because that's what cocksuckers do.
  13. Both is pretty hot. I definitely prefer the first few spurts to land in my mouth though. My favorite way to receive a load is usually him jerking himself off and me waiting patiently with an open mouth, tongue stretched out. Love if he's on top of me in bed trapping me under him, or if he's standing and I'm on my knees, or if he's sitting in a chair/sofa and I'm crouched in front of him. I Love feeling the presence of his thick shaft and head right in front of my mouth, the jerky motion from him pumping his dick as his head bounces around my tongue and lips. I love that heavyweight feeling of his load landing on my tongue, and after I swallow and taste the overwhelming flavor of sperm in my mouth, I don't mind if he shoots it on my face and then finishes again in my mouth. Sucking a man's penis and eating his hot sperm is simply the most exciting and pleasurable sex act there is.
  14. For me, 17 and 24 are my picks. I love round mushroom heads. I love the upwards angle of 17 with that big fat head to suck on. 24 is such a complete package. Thick shaft, bulbous head, a heavy full sack...I'd love nothing more to be rubbing that big sack while my lips are wrapped around that head, massaging the gift inside out of his balls. Feel that huge sack tighten and lift up in my hands as that head starts throbbing and my mouth gets filled with all that warm semen full of the sperm that I massaged out of his balls.
  15. I like it when I'm on my back or on my knees and he's over on top of me jerking off into my mouth. Love to feel his big head bobbing around in and out of my mouth, hitting my lips, my face etc. I'll alternate from having my lips wrapped around just his head at the front of my mouth, or my mouth open and tongue out with his head gently resting and bouncing off my tongue. Either way, he's going to cum like this with my mouth open or closed, but all of that hot sperm is going to hit my tongue, his head is right there to suck, my tongue teasing his peehole as thick spurts push out of it and knock my tongue back. Nothing compares to the feeling of a big head filling your mouth up as those first 2 or 3 spurts of warmth and heaviness plop onto your tongue. It's at that moment if I'm brave enough, I'll start swallowing and commit to that spermy flavor overwhelming my senses for the next hour.
  16. Thick but not clumpy, not something you could pick up with your hand. Just smooth, thick and creamy, the type that you feel the weight of it when it lands on your tongue. I prefer if the taste is strong and salty, a real manly flavor so there's no question about what I'm doing. It really makes me think to myself "Man you're crazy! You're doing something crazy right now. All this thick salty load going in your mouth. And you're going to eat it? Sheesh..." Makes me feel like the ultimate pervert and slut.
  17. Sometimes I think long and hard about why I'm so drawn to men and specifically, to cock. What actually is a cock worshipper? I think there's a difference between sucking dick and worshipping cock. To me, being a cock worshipper is basically like being a cock enthusiast. A cock worshipper loves cock in the same way another guy might love other interests like cars, sport, watches, or women. They're just really into the details of it; the way the head feels in their mouth, the way the shaft throbs, the sack of balls hanging there that need to be sucked and licked with care. The different types of cock, the different tastes of sperm, the different things guys like done to their cocks... But ultimately, what a cock worshipper really is in love with, is making men cum. It's maybe their favorite thing in life, and the best cock worshippers know that this is a big part of their life's purpose. A man cumming is abstract; it's a feeling, a place in time, a fleeting moment that is here then gone. It's an experience of the best pleasure we can feel as men. Cock worshippers are addicted to this feeling. A normal straight man loves this experience through their own cock, but a cock worshipper loves it so much that they lust to experience it through other men as well. They simply love the act of men cumming. A man's desire to worship cock is because of these reasons. Cock is the tool, the gateway to making a man cum. The shaft, the sensitive head, the balls, all of it was designed for the sole purpose of cumming. A cock worshipper loves penis, loves balls, loves the sight of them, loves how it feels, loves how it tastes in their mouth. They love how the shaft twitches, loves how the balls tighten up when he's close. They love cock and love doing things to cock because cock is the key to making a man cum. It's the tool to activating that event, to bringing those feelings of pleasure into existence. If making men cum is their purpose, then worshipping penis at the highest level is showing their love and dedication to their purpose. A cock worshipper loves sperm. Sperm is like a receipt. it's the evidence that a man is cumming, it appears only after the cock worshipper has done their job and used this cock to make this man cum. All of the energy and attention he put into the cock gives it back to him. He is rewarded with the spiritual accomplishment of making a man cum, and the sperm is the scientific evidence, the physical proof that this spiritual moment was achieved. There's no question then that a true cock worshipper loves sperm just as much as they love cock. They want to experience men cumming at the highest level, and there's really no higher level than tasting and eating the sperm while he's cumming. The next time you are getting cum shot in your mouth, think about the fact that you only get to experience this act, to taste this flavor, at the same time that a man is cumming and lost in pleasure. That load represents pleasure, love, making someone else feel good, which makes you feel good. This is what cock worshippers value the most in the world.
  18. I like the taste but not because it's a pleasant taste necessarily. I actually prefer a guy's cum to taste strong and be a bit of a challenge to swallow. I like to feel slightly uncomfortable, but that's what gives me such a rush, because I feel so accomplished and brave when I swallow it. It's definitely about the act of sucking a cock that makes wanting to swallow cum so desirable. When you truly love to please, the thing you actually love the most is the pleasure itself. You love the pleasure that you are giving him through sucking his cock. You love cock because it's the best way to give a man pleasure. His cum is like liquid pleasure concentrate, and since you love everything about pleasing, it's only natural to lust for it and want to badly eat it. Also, that moment you taste it, when you finally get it, it's so hot to know what has had to happen to make this moment happen; He's had to go to the limits of pleasure, the peak of feeling good, so good that he's literally ejecting the pleasure out of his hole. He probably doesn't even know where he is or what's happening, he's just totally lost off the deep end overwhelmed by pure pleasure and euphoria. So next time you suck a cock and it's cumming in your mouth, realize how special the moment is. I like all kinds of sex, mostly with women, but to me, I've never experienced a greater level of pleasure and satisfaction than hearing a man grunting and moaning out of control while his big throbbing penis is in my mouth unloading that warm, salty nut from his balls, all that flavor and richness only experienced after the highest level of sex is achieved.
  19. [think before following links] [think before following links] https://imgur.com/a/0BGWodH I made these GIFs to psych myself up and put myself in the right frame of mind before I suck cock.
  20. Accepting that I'm a cocksucker has given me purpose. I grew up with a lot of social anxiety and I've always beat myself up for being shy, being cowardly, not speaking up for myself at work, not talking to the girl I really want, not being "alpha" enough. These things can make you feel terrible inside, like you're worthless, not good enough. I've always felt like I'm not brave. I'm afraid of a lot of things. I'm not the type of person to jump into a freezing cold pool. I'm not a person that will just take the plunge or do something in the moment. I've never been in a fight. If someone was bullying me, I won't defend myself as best as I could. All of these things make me feel insecure, weak, cowardly. But at a certain point I realized, I shouldn't feel bad about being this way. I should just accept that this is my nature, this is who I am. So I'm a beta and not an aggressive dominant guy. I feel inferior to other men. So What? There's nothing wrong with that. I only began to become comfortable with this realization after I began to accept that my role and purpose was to be a cocksucker. Once I let cock have power over me, all of these things that made me feel bad about myself began to sexually turn me on. All the times I was bullied as a kid by other boys, that feeling of being inferior to other bigger stronger boys, with cocksucking, I like being bullied. I like to feel inferior, to be overwhelmed by that dominating male energy. When I'm sucking cock, I'm at peace and feel comfortable about who I am. I want to be submissive, I don't want to speak up for myself. I want to be told what to do. I want to be bossed around by a cock. I want a more powerful guy to bully me around, make me feel beneath him. That big penis ramming my throat is where I belong and what I deserve, and I love it. Going out on a Friday night and putting myself under pressure to hit on a girl and try to take her home just seems stressful, uncomfortable and a lot of work. Compare that with going straight to a man's bed and feeling that big fleshy mushroom head in your mouth and getting fed a warm salty load, it's pure enjoyment and all you have to do is just be a cocksucker. Ultimately, I feel like we're most alive when we give up control. We try to control everything in our lives, and that's how we stay in our comfort zones and never end up truly living. It's when we give up control that we are brave, fighting against our fears to do something. Everyone does this in different ways in life, but for me, that's pleasuring men and sucking cocks. That moment a man's pants come down and I first see his cock, it's an act of bravery putting it in my mouth, pushing away all the fears and worries about what society thinks about it, what my friends and family would think etc. It's brave just to give into your desires, to give up control and let this man and this cock give you a purpose. Once I take that leap and touch his cock, my only purpose is to do anything this guy wants to make him feel good. The cock comes first, I come second. This cock controls my world until it cums. When he demands I open my mouth and stick my tongue out, that's my version of jumping into a cold pool. I'm not brave enough to jump in a pool or out of a plane, or to go talk to that girl, or fight the bully, but I'm brave enough to open my mouth for his load. Straight men aren't brave enough to do something like this. They'd be cowards compared to me. That makes me feel worthy and valuable. This is a way I get to feel powerful. It takes guts to allow yourself to be used, to give up your free will and do whatever this guy needs to get his maximum pleasure. In the end, I feel like men give me purpose. Sucking their penises gives me a reason to be who I am. Making them cum gives me a goal, even if it's just small a 20 minute goal. Being submissive and eating their sperm lets me feel brave and fearless. In reality, I'm not weak, inferior, or worthless; I'm just a good cocksucker 😄 Curious if anyone else feels this way, I know we all suck for different reasons...
  21. Sucking a cock is when I feel most sexually deviant. I love sex with women, but to me, the greatest sexual rush is when I've put a cock in my mouth. Every day, I touch my cock. When I have sex, it's about my cock; about getting my cock off. When I'm with a girl, it's about giving her cock. All sex revolves around cock. Whether it's my own cock or another cock, cock is the center of the universe of sex. So, it's just a primal carnal urge to want to suck a cock and get it off. It's when I feel most animalistic, totally giving into deep desire. I'm not really attracted to men, but I'm attracted to cock. Men are attached to cocks, but the cock is what I really view as sacred. Without cocks and sperm, none of us would be here. It feels like a privilege to be able to touch a cock and a pair of balls, to be up close with this tool of nature. And if you're lucky enough to be touching a man's tool, then you might as well do to it what it's supposed to do: ejaculate. And if you're going to make him ejaculate, then you should experience this special event in its entirety in the most intimate way possible. For me, that's tasting his sperm, eating it, swallowing fresh semen. If I see a cock cumming, there's no way that I can't not taste it, it's an overwhelming urge. It's in this moment that I feel the most deviant, but I also feel the most human and truly alive.
  22. 1. Love being overwhelmed by male energy and dominance 2. Love a fat head filling my mouth up, making me feel so submissive and inferior 3. Love the anticipation/slight fear/nervousness of getting cum squirted into my mouth and being pressured to swallow
  23. It tastes so good because it's so dirty. Knowing where it came from. Knowing what you had to do to get it. Knowing that you only get to see, smell, and taste that hot semen when you've made a man feel so good, so pleasured and satisfied. Knowing that two men meet in secret for one reason only; to be men and shoot sperm out of their dicks. Cum tastes so good because you're eating him, you're tasting manly life force energy.
  24. I get turned on by the word "penis" It's formal and the scientific term, I guess that's what makes it so hot. Something about it feels primal and animalistic or really perverted, like just a basic thing about anatomy, yet I'm so drawn to it...drawn to penis. I like when a guy reminds me that I'm sucking his penis, that his hard penis is in my mouth, that I love to eat sperm from mens' penises.
  25. On my knees while a guy sits on a chair or sofa. Or the other would be, me laying in bed on my back, him hanging over me, plowing my mouth with his cock. I can jerk myself off easily in this position too. I love feeling trapped with nowhere to go if he's on top of me like this.
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