Hi all,
Greetings. Perhaps you have come across one of my other posts. Forgive me if I appear clumsy in all of this. I joined recently to engage in the community and so I am jumping in. I am putting myself out there for whatever feedback; critical, constructive, or otherwise. I typically work to suppress my dumb blond cheer slut alter ego...I refer to her as Pandora. She scares me how slutty she can be and get when given the opportunity.
I guess I am working to discern precisely that. Is "Pandora" my alter ego or a fetish or both or something else? I have always wanted to dress up in a cheerleading skirt ever before I knew what sex was or involved and before I could even describe what dominant or submissive meant or implied, etc.
At the end of the day I am a gay man, former gymnast, cheerleader, and group fitness instructor...etc etc etc. I am sure I am not the only one?? lol Yeah, so not butch per se but I worked to be a "normal", "average guy" and suppress any sissy-ness. I relate to reading posts from the others who knew they were just always put on this earth to help a brother out and my desire is no different. At the end of the day I enjoy being used like a flesh-light toy and have no issue with a quick fuck and being blind-folded, or anonymous to put him at ease so he can just relax and get off. I am shy though and have never been to a bath-house but want to find a way to setup a glory hole or something when traveling (if I ever get to again). I am not looking for a relationship, just looking for a horny hard cock looking for a sweet hole to nutt in.
On the other hand, I am a professional and the primary and only income earner in my house-hold. To put it bluntly everyone depends on me for their livelihood. It's a lot of responsibility and pressure and perhaps Pandora is a bit of an outlet for that. I am just wondering all of this - aloud in a public forum - because I am confused myself to be honest. Here's the thing...I do not consider myself a cross dresser - perhaps I should? Here's the catch. I only want to wear a cheerleading uniform, that's it. I am not interested in dressing up in any other feminine type of clothing at all. I have no real interest in wearing girl panties or thongs. I wear a jock-strap under my skirts or nothing at all unless the top insists. I am not that interested in adding a bra or any appearance of breasts. I would rather not wear a wig if I didn't have to either. So, where does that leave me?
just a very specific fetish? (e.g. wearing a cheer skirt)
or an alter ego? Pandora the cheer captain whore who wants to get the entire team off so they can focus on winning the game! but as a non-passable CD in real-life?
or something else entirely...like Steve, the young frat pledge (see below, lol) who now enjoys wearing a cheer skirt when getting fucked.
or something I haven't considered? Please enlighten me.
Did I mention that I just want to get fucked and used to help a man achieve his best possible orgasm? Oh and without having to be entirely humiliated or degraded in the process? I can see the appeal and sometimes I enjoy it personally (or could get into it) depending on the situation...but it's not what I am aiming for so-to-speak. I am looking for those fun "sketchy sex" type of frat-house porn scenes where you could imagine that the setting has changed slightly from it's usual rando-bottom, to me - the frat pledge future professional who was made to wear the sorority girls cheer skirt while getting fucked and sucking dick blind-folded. That would be my ideal scenario, to be honest. So any college team out there who needs a personal cheer-slut should please get in touch, lol and wink.
Thoughts?? I would enjoy any perspective the community is willing to share with me.
P.S. Please do get in touch if you'd like to use me. 🙂