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I agree with most everyone who's replied. It depends on who's saying it and their intent, but I think for most of us reading this, whether we claim to be one ourselves or just observe others from a distance, a slut is someone who embodies a certain mindset. To me it's a positive word. Sluts love to have sex, usually with many partners. They're sex-positive and aren't afraid to admit it to themselves or the people they have sex with. They may not admit it to their families, coworkers, or the people they go to school with, but when they're in a sex club, bathhouse, a sex party, or with their trick du jour, they aren't embarrassed about where they're at or what they're doing. If they have a regular partner, chances are that partner ether goes with them for sex, or at least considers theirs an open relationship. To me, that's a slut, and I respect and admire them. The haters who use the word negatively are usually repressed people who don't get enough sex themselves. Haters gonna hate.

That;s fine, but that's also my main point. "Ugly", "beautiful", and everything in between is a personal judgement call. Maybe 80% of guys will think a particular dick looks "ugly" to them, but there's always the other 20%. To my original comment, even I wouldn't call some of the 'butchered' cock heads 'attractive', but I can get horny from thinking about the guy doing it to himself, the same way I can get horny about a guy knowingly taking poz loads, or taking fists and massive toys up their ass, or getting spun while getting fucked. They're all taking control of their bodies and doing things to them that others would shy away from, and doing it because it makes them horny. To me, that's hot. Ugly/beautiful is like raw/safe, hairy/smooth, mature/twink, top/bottom, etc etc. Everyone has a preference, and (thank goodness) we aren't all the same.

Get healthy first. You don't want to be calling the front desk at the bathhouse asking for a medic to look at your eyes because someone fucked you too hard and jarred a stitch loose. lol As I said, it's all going to be mental. Getting fucked or sucking dick once every six months with guys you've screened as being "safe" isn't too hard, but it doesn't make you a cumdump or a slut. If that's your goal, then you're going to have to want to do it, and (more importantly) allow yourself to get there. You'll "do me proud" if you break through whatever mental barriers you have, and let yourself be fulfilled and happy - whether that's from becoming a regular at the baths and local sex parties, or having tried it for a few months and realizing it isn't for you. That's what it's all about. Eliminating those future regrets about paths not attempted.

There were a lot of incremental steps to becoming a horny gay teen, but there was one set of experiences which started it all. When I was around 8 or 9, a friend of mine took me into an outbuilding and talked me into taking my clothes off, after which he did the same. This happened twice more over the next year, and as time went on, we got more touchy-feely with each other. It was all low level stuff. No sucking, no fucking, nothing resembling sex. Neither of us knew what that was yet. It was probably less than ten minutes in total. By the third time, I knew for sure that I wanted it to keep doing it, but whenever I hinted at it in the future, he said no. It was over a decade before I got naked with another guy, and in the meantime what was ingrained in my mind was how much I wanted to see another boy's penis, and how soft my friend's skin had felt. I think that's why I've been fixated on smooth twinks all these years.

That's called a meatotomy (or possibly a subincision). It's a thing. Search for it on reddit. Some guys (not me) like to do "body modification" on their penises. For them the process of making cuts in their own dicks is exhilarating and makes them horny as fuck (just like unsafe sex does for some guys on here). Other guys (like me, when I'm in that rare right mood) like to search for pics and videos of guys who have done those things to their dicks, and jerk off to them. Which goes to say that there is no such thing as an "ugly dick" any more than there are "ugly people". Trust me, whatever your dick (or general body and face) looks like, someone out there will get off on it. Ugly is just a word, like kinky and slutty. All of them are adjectives used by people to describe something that doesn't match up with their own personal tastes. YMMV.

I hadn't heard of them before, but it looks like they are plugs where the thin part of the neck rotates. Battery-operated, usually remote-controlled. I've never owned one before. I haven't been on a buying spree in a while, but I think they're sorta new.

Revisit old kinks that I haven't jerked to in years. Pull out old pics and vids that I haven't seen in a while. Dig out the box with the sex toys in it and buy a new bottle of lube. Browse a new category on Nifty that I don't go into often. After a while, everything old becomes new again! And, if that doesn't work, search out new kinks to stroke to.

The easy answer is also the hard answer "Just do it". :) When I think of a cumdump, I think of someone who is eager to have sex, and who makes it known that taking their partner's load is the goal of the night - and the more partners the better. A slut just enjoys having sex - and lots of it. They actively participate at a sex party or bathhouse, and don't just watch from the shadows. Most importantly, they go to sex parties and bathhouses. You can't win if you don't play. They're someone who loves sex and cum and who doesn't care that other people know it, or watch them doing it. Making that transition to either of those is 90% mental. I wouldn't worry about the vitiligo or the eye issues. I know they're on your mind since you see them every time you look in the mirror, but I don't really think that someone who's looking for a cumdump/slut will care about those things. They're looking for a mindset and a hole, not a perfect body. And you're not bad in that area anyway. I didn't notice the vitiligo until you pointed it out and I'm still not sure what eye issues you have. On first glance I just saw a young guy with a cute face. Worried about doing something wrong? Don't. It's hard to be a bad cumdump. Except for cleaning yourself out good first, the top does all the work, and you get the treats. :) The hardest thing will be if you're naturally shy and introverted. You'll have to work past that first if you want to go out searching dicks and cum every weekend. In the end, that could be what stops you. If you want it bad enough, though, you owe it to yourself to try.

Knowing who you are and what you want is good, but it's only half the battle. I knew in my mind that I wanted to touch naked boys before I had any idea what jerking off was, but was in my 20s before I was open enough to have proper sex with a guy. But that was a different era. Now it's ok to be open about such things, especially if you're in a big city. Find a gay friend your age, or an older mentor type, and have long talks about gay stuff and sex. Don't worry about what makes you horny. You're still in the process of figuring that out. That list will change and grow over time. Things that seem weird now may make your dick drip in 10 or 20 years. Are you a top or a bottom (or versatile)? You won't know until you try. Don't be scared of trying each of them over and over until you're absolutely sure. :) Just learn how to clean yourself out before bottoming. Both you and your partner will appreciate that. Whether you start raw or use condoms is up to you. Of course you know our opinion LOL. The idea of going without PReP may get you horny (or maybe not), but whatever you do, make it an educated decision. As was mentioned earlier, you can always start safe, and then take the training wheels off later. Being scared or nervous is normal when you're starting out. I'll also echo @viking8x6's comments about "pickyness". I can't say much. I was picky. I also didn't touch many dicks other than my own. Looking back, I want to slap my younger self and tell him that there will be time later to find Mr Right, but that at their age, they should be focusing on Mr Right Now, and Mr Big Dick But With a Hairy Body or With Facial Hair, and Mr Interested In Me But Over 25, and Mr Doesn't Look Like The Guys I Jerk To Online But is Horny and Lives Nearby. Those are the guys that will get your hole filled (or let you fill theirs) on a regular basis, and when you're young and horny, that's what should matter. Good luck, and let us know how it goes.

I binged this story today and am loving it! Brock had a good working knowledge of sex going in, but it didn't take him long at all to figure out what he really wanted, and to get Dale to give it to him. He's not even one day past his 18th birthday and has yet to walk out of the first porn store he's even been in when he looks up from the cock he was sucking and says "I want you to poz me, uncle Dale." That's my kind of teen. Horny, eager, and down to business. It was tough to get past the point in the story where Dale pozzed his nephew, and again when Brock converted. I damn near blew, but held back. I didn't want to wait another day to get to the end. I'm also anxious to see if Aaron becomes one of Brock's conquests. I hope so. If Aaron isn't already poz, that needs to be fixed. Something else I like is how the virus becomes a character, guiding Brock along and nudging him to go deeper into the world of sex and debauchery. That's cool. I'm looking forward to more of that, and seeing Brock willingly go deeper down that path. Then we top it off with an author who takes the time to develop a plot and create detailed descriptions, on top of writing hot as fuck dialogue? Damn. This is some good shit. Are there things I wish were different? Sure. I imagine Brock to be clean shaven and smooth, and a little less jockish, but that's easy to "fix" in my mind, and I'm not dismissing the author's preferences. You gotta write to what gets you hard. Other than that? I just think it's really hot, and hope we see more!

I'll second the previous comments along this line, but in addition to getting educated about health and the various STIs, the OP needs to get educated on the mechanics of anal sex. Douche first. Few tops like a dirty ass. Lube, lube, lube! Few bottoms like pain, which is what you'll have if you go dry or just use a little spit. Make sure your top spends some time opening you up first with fingers or toys, and doesn't just slam it in. Otherwise you're going to have another level of pain. Of course, you might have a rape fantasy that you want to live out. Some do. In which case ignore the last two. Safe or bareback? If you're here and spent any time reading the posts, you know the risks. Of course, we're going to encourage you to take it bare. Would you expect any less? Whether you do or not, and whether you go on PrEP first is of course up to you.

Congratulations! As someone who's shy by nature, I can understand how proud and accomplished that makes you feel. Don't let it be a one-time thing. Use this as a jumping off point and keep going back. Challenge yourself to experience even sluttier highs and lows!

I don't say that because of what I hear or don't hear in myself, it's based more on comments other have made to me over the years. That, and because when guys have hit on me in the past, it's almost always been when I was in a environment or situation where being gay was expected or common, and seldom if ever elsewhere. Of course I could be wrong. I don't think it's really possible for someone to perceive themselves as others perceive them.

I have a box or two of porn mags from the mid/late 80s and early 90s, mostly twink stuff, Playguy, In Touch, Blueboy, etc. It hasn't seen the light of day in a long time but I never got rid of it. I had literally hundreds of dubbed VHS tapes of the same genre (including a lot of bareback Cadinot), but when the husband moved in, he was jealous of that and made me give them away to a friend of mine, who, unfortunately, didn't take very good care of them. I know he still has some of them, but I don't know how well they would play. It's a shame. Fortunately I was able to hide the magazines away and keep them myself. :)

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Granted, for some there are fewer 'beholders' than for others, but I'm a firm believer that there's someone for everyone, and that the relationships that will last are the ones where the attraction is based on what's below the skin and inside the brain. That said, when you're horny and just looking for a quick one-off fuck at the bathhouse, if you're the top, you have to find someone that gets your dick hard, and physical attraction is a big part of that. The important thing there is that they're attractive to you. A skinny smooth twink might think another skinny smooth twink was unattractive, and try to hook up with a hairy daddy. This hairy daddy would dismiss other hairy daddies, and look for the young skinny twink. Fortunately for the world, not everyone finds the same types of guys attractive (or unattractive). :)