masc4raw

Most of the guys I have fucked lately are always made aware that I am Poz, I also inform them that I am a hardcore barebacker and will NOT wrap it up. Then I leave it up to them to decide. Usually, what follows is them asking my stats and once they hear them, they are on their back with their legs up in the air. I am very healthy and have not had so much as a cold in going on a decade. So to them it's like I am not even POZ. I fuck them and usually I get a few guys who come back for more. Never heard any of them tell me that they regret it or that they are in fear or even poz. Whether or not I am indeed toxic is irrelevant as I love seeing their faces when I unload in them each of them always has an expression of release.

Agreed. There are times I want a quickie. Don't tell me you love me tell you like scenes it. But for the most part I have to say I like sex to lat a while. A few hours even. I want to come out feeling like I ran a marathon. BTW Topper, hot fucking pecs bro. WOOF.

Interesting thread. We are after all our worst critics. I have to say, I'd still fuck myself. Even at 45 I think I look pretty darn good; still have my v shape going, managed to keep my jeans at a 30. Still waiting for the aging effects to take me on. I am beefier now than what I used to be. Chest area and some stomach, but nothing too bad. I have a nice cock and from what guys tell me a hot hole. So when your wrap me up in a tight little package I'd say about 8-9. Def no 10.

Hey guys we are two vers guys here but are in the mood to get down and get fucked by tops. No cock and loads refused. We are not into STD collecting, just good ole' poz loads. We don't have a date for when we want to make this happen, but as soon as we can get two more guys to service their cocks, holes, pits etc. We can make it happen. WE will rent a hotel room unless a top has a playroom and is willing to lend his playroom. Otherwise we will be on our hands and knees, our back taking on all cock and loads.

BF was not in the mood to fuck me last night, but I swallowed his thick load. YUMMY. I will have to pin him down later today and suck his load w/my butt. Still hungry...love his cock and cum

Straight drinker from the tap here. Let it flow.

I agree with you there bro. Love being pissed on and pissing on others but cum is def meant to be swallowed.

I agree with you bud. In my relationship it was the other way around. I wanted the monogamy and he claimed that he wanted also. I had seen what infidelity had done to my parent's marriage. My mom was the culprit, not my dad. So I wanted to be monogamous. Then my partner met another twink that he liked. He went as far as asking my permission. I told him I had no control over what he did, but that he should realize that each has an outcome. Well he did the twink. At that moment I told him that for as long as we were together, monogamy was not going to be an option. We have been together for 27 years, I don't think I have been faithful to him for one single year after that incident. Do I wish we had monogamy, I do. I really do. But then as we grew older, our sexual habits changed. I became the pig, he remained very much a vanilla man. I am talking missionary and nothing else. Well, that got boring. So in a way I am "glad" that it did not work out from the get go. But at the same time, with gay marriage going around, I know I would never be able to marry him. Marriage to me is something that I still hold sacred and I cannot see myself married and playing the field, I may be a pig with my pig bros, but even I had some level of standards and morals.

A few days ago I received a great compliment; a young 19 year offered himself to me. I met Jason just a few months back. He worked as security guard at the building I work at. Every day I had to go through security to get to where I was going and each day we managed to speak to each other a bit longer. Just small talk, but it did appear he would almost go out of this way to visit with me and if other people would be behind me, he’d almost look disappointed, I never gave it much thought. I’m in my mid 40s, Mexican, somewhat fit, some tats, he only got to see the one on my right arm. I go from sporting a go-t to clean shaven, but always either shaved bald or buzz cut. 5’8, could work out more often but I have managed to keep a tapered body, still got the V shape. He’s around 6’0 beautiful green blue eyes. Masculine and has a walk of confidence that I must admit I always found sexy, even if I never imagined anything more than that. Buzz cut, strong beefy build. Legs and ass that could crack walnuts. All man. Jason and I started hanging out here and there for lunch and eventually he started coming over to my place. I’d hear about his conquests, he knew I was gay. He also has lots of energy and always ready to go do something, this was refreshing. On top of that we enjoy doing a lot of the same things. Off roading, camping, hiking, guns etc. Our conversations slowly started involving long lengthy sexual topics. One day while we were out he told me he was getting an erection. I did not even acknowledge his statement. Another time after that he decided to take it a step further and tell me other things about him. But as it was getting late and I needed to get to work, I decided to call it a night and send him home. After he arrived I got a text message from him to tell me he has been rock hard since he left my house. I “LOLed” and told him right on and good for him. This is when he decided to ask me, if I’d be willing to have sex with him. His story was that he had been having a hard time lately finding a piss pussy to fuck and unload in. I told him I would not discuss this over chat and that we’d talk about it on our off roading trip the following day. He said that would be fine. I’m also very upfront and I like to get things straight asap. I don’t play games and not into BS. We got into my jeep and I decided to let him drive. Something about a hot young man driving a jeep w/no doors, that does something to my cock. I also wanted to concentrate on what I had to say to him. Primarily, I value his friendship, so I did not want a fling in the night ruin what we had. Shortly after we got on the freeway on our way to our destination I started the conversation. Explained to him that while I had not given it any prior thought of actually having sex with him, as a gay male I’d open to discuss it, not just jump into it. He focused on the road as well as our conversation and it went in a way that I think left us both even more confused. We both pointed out what we wanted but agreed that we’d allow for nature to run its course and that created the confusion, even if it was only for about 12 hours. We went about our day exploring and getting muddy, it’s what he and I both enjoy at great deal. We had stopped and purchased a couple of good cigars, seems it has become a ritual for us after a sense of accomplishment. After a few hours of being thrown about in the jeep we decided it was time to kick it for a while and enjoy the views. We found an area to kick back and got our cooler out, which would later serve as our ottoman. Grabbed a sandwich and some vitamin waters, for being a young man, he does not enjoy drinking and driving. Yet another turn, his responsibility. We downed our food down and for two guys who typically have a lot to say this time it was quiet. After we were down w/our food we kicked back pulled our cigars out, grabbed another water and this time we kicked back in our chairs and lit our cigars. Both of us already covered in some mud, still not saying much. He breaks the silence with, “man I am fucking rock hard sitting here”. “Check this out”. As he grabs his cock and makes it bounce in his fatigues. He stares at me in a way that just pure self assured cockiness. I reach down and grab my own boner, “that makes us to us bud”. He reaches over to give me a fist bump. “fucking a” are the next words that come out of his, followed by “that thing looks huge”. I have never measured myself. Have always found it silly and well, not much I could do about it if it did not meet a certain norm. I will say this, I have been dated by guys who were self addressed size queens. Jason tells me that he’s only around 6 or 6.5. I tell him it does not matter to me how big he is. This is also when I decide to ask him what it is he has in mind as far as sex with me goes. He w/o hesitation tells me, “rubber that fucker lube it and shove it up my ass. Slowly, that cock of yours looks both long and thick and I am sure it’s going to hurt. I haven’t been fucked before”. I damn near shot a load, a hot masculine young man, wants my cock up his ass. WTF?!! I try and not do much beyond a stern stare into his beautiful eyes. Up until now I had not realized what a fox this young man is. He’s fucking hot. I had just seen him as my much younger brother. 25 years, hell I could be his dad. Yet, I know he doesn’t have daddy issues. I’ve met his dad, Jason almost insisted on this, they are very close, even friends. But now that he brought to the table how he felt sexually towards me I see here a young man that I would very much like to see myself getting the sheets dirty with. No one is around us and we both pull our cocks out, not sure who went for it first. There is no way anyone is going to catch us where we are. And we’d hear them well before anyone could sneak up on us. We continue smoking our cigars and stroking our cocks ever so lightly showing our cocks to one another. He’s fascinated by my size and tells me “man I cannot wait to play with your cock”. He started to make a move and I tell him that all in due time. His cock is smaller than what I’ve seen in a long time, but it doesn’t bother me. I find myself also wanting to go down on him. But I don’t I make sure and tell him we will not be cumming. He gives me a glance like “why”. I remind him that he had planned to stay the night at my place. He’s still almost questioning me. I get up, cock still sticking straight out at him, I see his expression and all I want to do is shove my crotch into his face. Instead, I push my rock hard cock into my boxers and fatigues. “Let’s put up our guns and hit the road”. “YES SIR”! I can see he’s a bit upset over this, I’m sure he is ready to blow his wad and fuck it man, so am I. But I have made plans for him. I don’t care what he wants, let’s remember, he wants me to rubber my and lube my cock and give him an easy fuck. I’m down with that. But I want to enjoy him. I want him to come back for more. Later that evening we start doing some drinking, his dad gave his approval earlier today. Like it wasn’t a big deal. It’s new year’s eve and he’s decided to spend it with me. We are just kicking around drinking, eating and watching the tube, rocking out, playing video games. Still in our dirty clothes from earlier. “I’ve always wanted to hang out naked in my house”. I get up and tell him to go shower and to make sure not to wear any colognes or deodorants. I go to my own room and do the same. I don’t invite him to my shower on purpose. We both come out moments later. He was in some shorts and t shirt. I was nude. I tell him to takes his clothes off, he’s getting what he wants, “HANGING OUT NAKED”. We bring some food and drinks to the coffee table and we kick back playing some Black Ops. We are kicking ass. After a while we decide to turn it to CNN and start watching the show. I get up to go get something and he follws me. I turn and he goes to his knees grabs my cock and starts to put in his mouth. I quickly stop him from doing that. Instead I make him lick the side of my cock. He does this and he keeps wanting to go for the head of my cock. I again stop him and remind him that he told me earlier that’d he probably make a lousy cock sucker. I tell him I don’t want my cock shredded. “In time”. I pull him up by his nipples. This a beautiful young man. Barely any hair to his body including his crotch, nice medium sized balls, uncut. Just like me. We stare at each other, he’s a few inches taller than me, but right now he looks like smaller than I am. He just wants to please me. Too fast. I lean over to him and slightly inhale his scent, clean with just a tiny hint of musk. I get our bodies close to where we can feel the heat from each other and a slight touch of our skin, nothing more. I raise my hands to caress the outside of his arms. I turn away and go back to what I was doing. Getting us more beers. The evening progresses and our conversations revolve mostly around sex. He tells me about the women he has been fucking. He’s only been fucking women for about a year. And tells me he really loves eating a clean shaven pussy and fucking it. But wants to try being with a guy. We both are stroking our cocks drinking beer, smoking our cigars. Both of us leaking, I’m a fucking fire hose when it comes to precum and I may have just met my match because he’s stomach is covered in his precum. “Why aren’t we doing more”? He asks. I answer by telling him to follow me. I push him against a wall aggressively and start caressing him all over. He is tight all over, not relaxed in the least. I pull back and look at him and while grabbing his ass....”this is why”. You are not ready to go all the way yet. Earlier he told me that he sees himself as a bottom with guys, but knows that w/his bitches he will always be the dominant one. I smile. “Here we are men”. “If you are going to bottom out for me, you will need to understand and learn that a good top, will be patient with you and guide you through these steps. It’s not about just getting the cock inside, it’s about much more than that”. I remind him to relax and I move toward him again and start touching him, licking him, sucking his tiny nipples (I will change that), rub our cocks together. Never kiss him on the mouth just lightly touch our lips. I continue on, caressing him and all the while still feeling his tension. I decide to bring him to the bedroom. We lay down and it is obvious my self assured young friend has no clue as to what to do next. To say the situation for him was awkward at first would be an understatement. I let him know at that moment, that there will be no fucking done tonight. So I ask him to relax. He tells me he really wants it and that he wants it to be me. I smile and give him a light kiss on the cheek. We slowly start to get sweaty from the fire that’s burning in the fireplace as well as between us. I pick up more of his scent this time. Hmmm...nice. I tell him at this point that I would prefer for him to no longer wear fragrance when he plans on seeing me. He smiles and simply agrees. I continue to explore his body and tell him why, I’m doing this. I do go down on his cock and start giving him a blow job, pulling his skin back. His breathing becomes heavy, heavier and I stop. I work myself all the way up back to his neck. Kissing it. I’m leaking like crazy. I kneel right in front him and start stroking my cock. Allowing some of the precum strings to land on him. He’s beating his cock like crazy. I pull away from mine and tell him to stop on his. What a beautiful young man. I start talking to him about some random shit as we lay there naked. Slightly stroking my cock. I reach over and grab his and do the same. He tells me he really is enjoying our new found common interest. He asks if he can be careful with my cock if could go down on me. How could I refuse him a second time. I tell him to go ahead. I sit up and spread my hairy legs and he sits in the middle. He caresses my legs. But cannot keeps his hands away from my cock for long. And grabs it and starts stroking it for me with both his hands, he leans over to swallow what’s left of my cock. I let out a loud yell of pain. He jumps off and I start laughing my ass off. After he cusses me out he throws himself at me and straddles me and shoves hic cock in my mouth. He’s learning fast. We wrestle on the bed for a while and I shove him down towards my cock and tell him to go to town on it. He does as best as he can. A few scrapes here and there and I remind him to take it easy. We assume a 69 position and go down on each other for what seems hours. He pulls himself away and stands up and tells me to get on my knees. I obey him. I open my mouth knowing full well what he’s about to give me. I swallow his entire cock and within 30 seconds he starts making his cumming sound. Grunting and his hips moving around like crazy he shoots his load into my mouth. I swallow every single fucking drop of his. I stand up and as he is looking down at me, breathing heavily I swallow his load down my throat. He smiles at me. He’s hairless chest puffing out from his heavy breathing, I can smell his pits. I push him down and continue beating my cock. I push his head back and I unload my jizz all over his chest. He takes his hand and rubs by cock on his chest. Swallows my cock and looks up at me while he has his first taste of another man’s cum and as I later understand first cum period, he had never tasted even his own. We both get in bed and hold each other. I will eventually be fucking this young stud. I cannot get over the fact that out of all the guys that he could pick to be his first, he picked me. I expect that this will be nothing more than carnal pleasure with a friend. We both enjoy our company a great deal and I am sure we will be taking things as they come. What it is now it is now and will remain for now. Two guys that love mud, guns, the outdoors and exploring each other one a seasoned one and the other nothing but a young stud still coming to terms with who he is.

Last night my reg fuck bud called me to come over and do some partying and some load trading. I got to his place, we started out smoking some, then two buds of his who I never met before showed up. We ended up partying pretty hard, slamming. We all traded fucks and after several hours of non stop fucking and sucking I ended up with 5 loads in me. Not enough, I ended up going to the baths and I went to the back where I just got on my hands and knees and got fucked until about two hours ago. Not even sure how man loads I took or who fucked me. All I know is my hole is full and my bud is on his way to fuck me some more. Butt plugged right now. Waiting on his big cock to come fuck me.

Fully agree with getting those people tested for drugs. On the other hand, then we enter into a very different area. For instance, say I was on SSI, as many of us know, our HIV drugs cause all sorts of issues with sleep and nausea. at least for a few of us, marijuana then comes into play. I have tried using marinol (sp) and the only thing I got out of it was the munchies and it tooks about 5 pills to get me there. So it woud not do anything to help me sleep. I would hate for those people who are like me and have trouble sleeping but find some comfort in pot. My doctor refused to give me prescription sleep meds. He told me to try Benadryl or something else. He is one of those that does not believe in over medicating, at all. He was kind enough to say, "i cannot approve of you using pot, but if does help, then by all means do it". This is probably one of the best threads in a while. Thank you. It is good to see this type of the thread where we are more than just sex pigs.

Totally agree with your statement. I was diagnosed full blown about 15+years ago. Today i am alive and well. Went from having 91 T Cells, KS, viral load well over 3mil. To being undetectable, T Cells well over 900, no other AIDS related issues. When I was first diagnosed, I called some friends who were already living with HIV/AIDS and the first thing all of them told me was to quit working and go on SSI. Their reason, was that if I waited to after I started taking meds, I would not qualify since I was healthy once again. So in comes my analytical mind: 1 I get healthy and now I can live countless years. What is the point if I can only make a living by what the GVT gives me? I am a gadget fan, and even 15+ years ago, when the gadgets were not as prolific as they are today, I did wander how i was going to buy them. 2. I like having control over my own doctors and my treatment. Currently I have friends that are still on meds that were given to us about 20 yrs ago. When I ask why they are still using those drugs, "it's why my doctor says I should take". I have no doubt that had I taken my friends' advice I'd be dead by now. I instead lead a healthy life, do what I want to do, own my biz. Pay my taxes and not wait around for hand outs from Gvts agencies. Not all of us can be as "lucky" as I am, but we all have a choice to make it better. I also don't believe that everyone on SSI is doing it just because they are lazy, but let's face it, a lof them are doing it just for that same fucking reason. I have a friend that I recently reconnected with after many years and he is a prime example of gvt abuse.

No matter how hot the guy(s) are me seeing a condom is an instant turn off. Most DEF NOT!!!!