Going from safe sex to taking ALL loads

[RIRon]

In my younger days I only had BB sex, and then switched to condom use exclusively during the 80's and 90's. Unfornunately, I'm allergic to latex so that limited me to poly condoms which run really small. After years of cruising the clubs and hanging with friends I started to frequent the local baths looking for tops. One night I met a top who could not fit one of my poly condoms and took me bareback. Wow..the memories all came back and the feeling was amazing..loved getting filled and feeling loads of cum slip around my hole. Never turned back and now bareback pretty much exclusively, and love getting filled with multiple loads. Nothing like a raw wet hole, if I'm not filled with lube, it's cum filled.

[chamaerops]

I've been fucking for years bareback as top and btm, but lately i'm turning into btm only. Still neg. The feeling of taking anon loads is so prohibited and risky that it's becoming an addiction now

[amsbttm]

I only got fucked using condoms for years until one time a guy fucked me raw without asking me first. I freaked not because of the risk as such, but because he thought it was okay not asking me first. After that I started taking raw cock but telling guys not to shoot inside me. After a few times I would get drunk and let guys fill my hole up with cum. Chems gave me the stamina to take multiple dicks and loads and eventually fists too. So a lot of men with a lot of raw cock shooting loads in my hole and then working it up with their fists is my kind of heaven.

[versmetropig]

I started having sex when I was 14, all the way back in 1977 - when I was with a girl I used a condom, but with a guy or guys (yeah, I was kinky from the get go) who would have ever thought to wear one in the 70s? By '82 I decided that even though I was fully functional with both sexes, I really really preferred Men and growing up in the NYC metro area, and then attending college in NYC from 80-84, I found I could be a pig to my young hearts' content. So it was always BB for me back then - when I was with girls I discovered my allergy to latex, and also discovered lamb skin. Well, by '85 I was HIV+ (you'll note, I'm still here 27 years later) and grudgingly learned to deal with latex hell. From '86 to the mid-90s it was condoms all the time, and I discovered then that the annoying latex allergy that made my cock itchy and red and swollen was 10X as bad when the latex went up my butt. I don't think I bottomed at all for a couple of years there.

Then I met my husband (NY, don'tcha know, we're actually finally married) in 1990 - we've been together ever since but have always had an open sexual relationship - since he is 100% top and I am mostly top... AND he's been negative the whole time these last 22 years! I was willing to get fucked with a condom for HIM, if he used lambskin - love will do that, but little else would! After a certain number of years, he did start fucking me bareback, occasionally - if I'm regularly getting some butt action, it's fine, but if I've been closed up for a while he'd go back to the lambskin. Meanwhile, since he always worked Fri and Sat nights, I had some regular fuckbuds I would play with - one of them talked me into bb'ing again as top and bottom with other POZ guys - and he was none other than Scott O'Hara, the porn actor - I used to write for his magazine STEAM and he convinced me that super-infection and all that jazz was highly unlikely. I've been BBing pretty much exclusively (other than with my husband) ever since - I tend to play only with other POZ guys, and if there are NEG guys showing up to NYC bareback pnp parties to do T with a bunch of POZ buds and they don't tell us... how do we know? If a guy asks me not to fuck him raw, or not to come in him, I respect his wishes and do so - but if it means a condom (with the exception of 2 really hot Neg Fuckbuddies, for whom I'll suffer the latex because their asses are so irresistible...) then I will likely forgo fucking the guy and either rim, finger or fist his hole instead.... I really hate getting my cock all messed up with latex. And bottoming with a condom? No. Period.

[hungtrouble]

Hllo Cumcurious,

I read your thread and I thought I would share my path. I am almost 53 which means that I was 17 in 1978 which was the height of the Aids crisis. Needless to say I always played safe and always as a top since I am hung very nicley. the few times where I tried to get fucked proved very uncomfortable maninly since they would never take their time and maybe I was not ready?

At 41 I started fucking raw every once in a while thinking that I was lessening my chances by being a top.

, though I did fantazize about getting fucked after all these decades.

Then came the night I will never forget and always remember. I am at a bathouse fucking a guy raw in a large room filled by many guys. at some point a guy is rimming my ass as I am fucking and it is feeling soooo good!

before you know it the small latin guy with a smaller dick who is eating my ass slips his dick in my ass, raw. Wow, damn did it feel great!. It was the perfect timing all the way around. The feeling of him fucking me made me cum so quickly in the guy that I am fucking which in turn made him cum so quickly in me. In a way it felt like 20 minutes while I think in actuallity it was five minutes. That was the first time someone had cum in me, I was 41 or 42. Right there and then I took his hand and took him to my room and had him fuck me again, until he came in me, again. That was the start of it all.

Since then I went on a rampage of getting fucked and taking loads which made me positive at 43. That dd not last very long as I am back to always topping being as endowed as I am. I long to bottoming again but now rarely meet nyone who wants to fuck me.

Anyway, that is my story.

Good luck to you.

[Guest faggot hole]

i started out getting fucked raw and it probably was 5 or 6 years (and maybe 100 loads or more) before i even saw a condom. i was bewildered by the very idea and i still am, years later. i simply don't understand why anyone would consider fucking with a condom as sex

[scotsfan71]

I'm a little fuzzy on the details of my state-sponsored safe sex education. I grew up in Indiana and sex just wasn't discussed at all in 1983. When I became sexually active, I hired an escort for my first time, but he rubbered up. It was hot, though. A muscular 275lbs on top of me. I met a guy shortly after that who came to my apartment in FL, and we got in the shower together. He told me to show him my ass, and he started fucking me in the shower. He never came, but I was hooked on raw sex. Although I didn't understand what it was exactly.

Every time I hooked up after that when guys asked if I had lube & rubbers, I'd say yeah, I got the stuff, meaning to leave out the rubbers specifically. So if they didn't ask for rubbers once they were with me, I certainly wasn't gonna ask them to put on one.

I didn't start taking loads until 2007 (kinda late, I know). I was 35. I was getting fucked by a latin hook-up in my apartment. He asked me where I wanted it, and I told him on me. I think he thought I said IN me. But the feeling was awesome! Gooshy and warm. I was hooked. Ever since I've always taken loads in my hole. I'm undetectable now, so the field's wide open, so to speak.

I actually have a sensitivity to latex. I get a rash if it's next to my skin for too long. I just prefer it raw.

[Ozpig]

my former bf and I started safe sex then he was fucking around on the side and converted. we discussed it and I decided he could continue to fuck me raw. eventually we organised a conversion party with him and four other tops and they spent the afternoon fucking their loads into me. It really got them off and hard often as they each tried to deliver the right load - it worked and I was free to have as much seed swimming around in me as I could get.

[rickjamel]

Asways craved it raw though I usually end up the top when guys see my cock.

[MackyJay]

My very first cock in my ass was bare. Kind of freaked out a little by it but got over it quickly as it felt so damn good. Think I have only had maybe 4 or 5 times where a top has used a condom on me. Not a big deal to me but do much prefer bare cock and a nice cum load in my ass as it feels much better. Taking almost any cock that comes along anymore.

[Guest ff-whole]

For years I stayed safe and condoms or at least tried to sort the tops (fake thinking of course), then I started not caring any more but still asked sometimes if the tops were healthy or let the top decide on the use of condom.

Then I went intensively to gay saunas and bottomed bare more and more...

Last year I went on my travels to first Bogota, Colombia and then to Santiago, Chile and in Santiago I went totally wild and slutty... Presenting my bare ass to anybody who wanted to fill me up. And boy did I get my share of cum and to tell you the truth, I am still scared but the sex is so good and I crave for more cum everytime I try to have sex... Now I think I am a true cum slut, craving for the cum to flow in and out of me... it is so addictive once you get to that stage...

[whatineed]

I (stupidly) played safe for years...then I met some random guy online and our deal was that we would fuck each other safe. The second time we hooked up, he reluctantly rubbered up before he slid into my ass, at one point he pulled out, and without me knowing he pulled off the rubber and proceeded to stealth his load into my ass - my first bare cumload in me ever! But I had no idea until I got home and proceeded to push his cum out of my ass...which I ended up using as lube to jerk myself off. I was so turned on to have cum in me, the next time we hooked up I asked him outright if he had stealthed me. He admitted to it, and when I said I thought it was hot, he mounted me raw and fucked me as he told me he was barefucking me. I have no idea if he was trying to poz me, but I sure as fuck hope he was.

I was addicted to bareback from then on, but it wasn't until a bud of mine converted poz and told me how hot it was to shoot his bugs into unprotected ass. He got me hard to chase it, and set me up with a bud of his who was full blown and dedicated to infecting negs. His bud got me to beg for him to give me AIDS and kill me with his toxic cock...I converted 3 weeks later and haven't been on meds since.

P.S. The first neg I bred once I was well enough following my fuck flu was my bf at the time - who wants to guess if he converted? >

[glen]

My story is similar to yours. My confirmed conversion to Poz was early last spring. I am a member of the class of 2013 and have become a proud poz pig. My actual conversion was the second Saturday of February 2013. I took a guy home who I met at a gay bar in Asbury Park and he had white to snort. I had never done bb before and was not thinking of doing bb when I brought him home. I was always careful and kept a drawer full of condoms in all sizes next to my bed. However he was saying lets do double lines…two lines of coke at a time and in a short while I was so fucking horny we started to take off our cloths and sucking each other off. He had me snort a few more lines and turned me over and said I want to fuck you raw, I said I never fuck raw and he said well its time you try it. I know you are going to like it. Without much resistance he shoved his 8 inch cock inside me and started to fuck me raw and his cock had a curve and was really driving my prostate to overdrive. As he was ready to shoot he said I am going to fuckin change you dude , you are taking a poz load of cum!

I did not resist; I was so high and the way he said it fucking turned me on. He fucked me and I fucked him several times that night. Later the next afternoon while he was leaving he said I wanna come beck and be with you while your body starts to convert. He said I want to keep having sex with you regularly. He came back during that week twice and the following weekend and for several weeks we fucked bb and I really got turned on to it. I guess because I was not afraid any more I was enjoying sex like crazy and was becoming a cum slut sex addict. I am still now today. I lost count of the number of loads after 30 to 50 times ..I was getting so much poz cum it was a major turn on. He even brought a full blown guy over with him a couple of times and I had a load of full blown cum put in me before I even got the fuck flu. About 3 weeks later I got a real bad flu and he came over and spent the time with me. He told me my body was converting to Poz. He fucked me while I was having the fuck flu and said it would super charge me, it was then he told me he had a very high viral load over 800,000 and was not on meds.

A few weeks later I was confirmed poz by a blood test and the confirmation also had me with a viral load of over 800,000. I continued to fuck bb a lot and he introduced me to pozzing a neg guy shortly after that. I became addicted to taking all poz loads and to pozing neg holes..luv IT!

[Guest Pwrfkme06]

Never had safe all I know is a loaded up ass

[Guest ff-whole]

I am just re-reading this thread and my own story a little way up...

And again I just get so fucking hot just reading about taking loads and all that jizz I had in my ass...

A month ago I had a test and found I am still negative which I am very happy with...

I haven't had such a slutty event since my testing so I know I am still negative...

But to be honest, i wouldn't know if I could hold off the temptation if I would be on the spot again with my ass up high and bare dicks all around ready to fill my hole.

It is so fucking addictive, you have no idea until it happened to you.