Honesty

BrazilianWandering · February 4, 2020

When I finally arrived in Rio again, it had been over three years since my last visit. My ex-boyfriend was at the gate waiting for me with a smile on his face and a bag, as he was coming from a smaller town near the capital. We hugged, but the heat of his body pulled me closer, so we ended up kissing. The nostalgia came rushing in from that soft, calm kiss, and I knew everything I promised myself during the flight wouldn't really come true -- we could never act as friends, I was going to fuck him the whole way.

Truth be told, I was expecting it from the beginning. We had dated for four years and we never went at it without condoms because people didn't talk about what it meant to be undetectable back then. When I met him again, I knew it would be alright. So, as soon as we closed the door on his room, he got on top of me and fucked me as passionately as he had always wanted to, deep and fast and wet, and filled me up perfectly. I don't think I had ever seen him cumming so much, I could feel his muscles tensing up inside me, I could actually feel the warmth of a really wet, full orgasm. I didn't even leave bed after that, I just wanted to sleep with it inside me.

The next day, we had sex again as we woke up, but his foreskin was really thin and it ripped apart with the rhythm. He freaked out and wanted us to go to the clinic to make sure nothing bad would happen. That's how everything starts sounding like a movie, so brace yourselves.

We waited for what seemed like forever, and finally a very cute, young doctor called me in. I told him what happened and he chastised me for being so reckless. A nurse burst inside, and I think he must have been listening (from how quick he was to speak his mind in the next scene heheheh), and said he had already written out my PEP prescription and that the doctor should hurry off to the next patient because the queue was getting bigger really quickly. The doctor dismissed me and told me to be less irrational, and then he left to an inaccessible area in the clinic.

The nurse closed the door, locked it and asked if I was feeling okay. I told him it was fine, that I had witnessed people who aren't too cheery about the gays before and that it didn't faze me. He said he sympathized and asked me why I fucked my boyfriend bareback if I knew he was infected. I told him I knew undetected folks couldn't get infected and that I had wanted to feel his dick properly for a while. He said he got it, but asked if it actually turned me on, because maybe I needed to talk to a psychologist before I was let go.

I told him it was fine, but that I preferred skin on skin. He asked me if I found him attractive and I told him yes. He asked me if he could kiss me and I just leaned in and we started dancing in our mouths. His kiss was super smooth and patient. I could barely process things with how fast he was to remove his medical garments and take off my shirt. I got up from the chair and we started making out on the wall, him stroking me through my shorts while I moaned quietly, trying not to call any attention.

He took off my shorts, then my underwear, and began sucking me off while twisting his hand on the base of my shaft. That is one of the most delicious things I've ever felt with a blowjob, man, people should do that more often. He stopped for a bit and asked me, and this is where it gets crucial: "Are you sure you're not horny about someone who's infected?"

"Why?," I asked, feeling my heart pound faster.

"I just found out I got it last week. It's no surprise, I've been looking for it. Being in a medical profession has exposed me to a lot of talk about it and it just made me hornier and hornier. You do like being fucked raw, right?"

"I... I do."

"I do too. I take a risk every day. You wouldn't believe how many guys are willing to do it right out of the gate. Would you like me to fuck you?"

"Are you really that infected?"

"It's the highest risk you're ever going to take."

I had a moment to think about it. My dick was pounding, almost hurting, and he pushed his weight onto me. He was stronger, not like a big deal, but enough to keep me there until I could give an actual answer. His dick went up, which is something I really like, because it hits all the right spots and there's nothing like a vertical dick to spell virility. Mine is bent a little bit downwards and I always wanted it to be more alive, like with these guys. Uncut, too, with the head all exposed and ready to act. Uncut dicks are rare in Brazil.

I couldn't think straight. The only thing I could think of saying was asking him if he'd fulfill one of my deepest fetishes, something I'm always happy with when I'm finished fucking: "Do you cum a lot?"

"It depends, but I haven't jerked off today, so you're in luck."

"Save a bit for the butthole, I wanna taste it."

"Are you saying yes?"

"I'm willing to take the risk."

He immediately went down and started licking my ass furiously, sticking his tongue considerably inside, that I could feel him lubricating me for a good part of the entrance. After a couple of minutes, when he was done and I moaned (it wasn't that intense, but I wanted him to get into it), he kept spitting on his dick and spreading it to get started.

We fucked missionary at first, then I sat on him for a while, sometimes really slow -- and it was unbearable, because I wanted him to be rougher -- and sometimes really quickly, and I could feel him shifting to something more primal. More yells, more carnal desire, more lack of control while he pushed every last inch of his dick inside me. When he was done fucking me while we were standing, he pulled out and there was a string of blood going from his head's tip to the shaft. He took a pause.

"I made you bleed. If I cum, it's the real deal, you're very likely to get it. Are you serious about this?", he asked.

"I'm not sure. But I want to feel free. Do what your head tells you to, I'm not in a position to decide," I replied. My heart never pounded faster than right then.

"I need you to tell me you're okay with this, because I don't want to regret it. I need you to tell me you're thankful for it, and not regretful."

"Mark your territory," I decided.

He kissed me roughly and proceeded to fuck. It became painful because he was really trying to get as far as he could, and he wasn't exactly small. I could feel him reaching the walls, and stretching them out to make the next pounding be a little more comfortable. After a couple of minutes, it was all pleasure, and he had found my prostate, so there were crazy amounts of cum leaking out. It wasn't exactly like an orgasm, but something continuous, that made me squeeze my hand and shake my feet, but not enough to really feel like cumming.

He kept going, and then he laid me down on the bed and I was on fours, being fucked like never before, on the doctor's table. He told me, "I'm actually going to get you infected after this fuck. You're probably all open inside. Will you let me do this to you more often? Are you really getting into the club?"

I wasn't sure still, but I knew I wanted to feel that more often. Maybe, everyday. "Go through with it. Make your mark."

He moaned as I finished speaking, feeling horny with the idea itself. He pounded as deep as he could for a couple of times, and then I could feel his dick tensing and releasing his cum. One, two, three, four, five... six times. And then he kept fucking, up until he could. He let it out with a wince and a half-hard dick completely lubricated with white cum, and streaks of red.

"Your boyfriend is here, right?", he asked.

"Yeah. He's positive too.", I replied.

"Is he a boyfriend or an ex-boyfriend? I've been looking at you, and you seemed more interested in other visitors than him."

"Ex. I'm visiting. Are you having ideas?"

"If you can convince him, I don't think you'll have to waste so much time just being here. Unless you want to. You're getting the recipe. You've gotten fucked by him and he bled, and I fucked you mercilessly and you've bled again. I'm completely viral. Maybe you guys will even reconnect with the idea that you've got something to share. And we can meet some of his friends."

"He's a little too chill for that, but I think we two can find buddies for ourselves without him. I might be able to get him to join after it's set up."

"Dude, I just realized one of my life-long wishes ever since I got the results: I turned someone who was willing to have it in them. To be perfectly honest, me getting it was always kind of a wish I pushed away because it sounded too crazy. I'm happy now. I came so much inside you, it's probably one of the biggest loads I've ever given someone. And it's going to change your life for the better, now that you can be as promiscuous as you want. Carnaval is just around the corner..."

"Thanks. I'm probably taking the meds to prevent giving it to other people without consent, sounds corny but I want everyone to be safe. But damn, it's comforting to know I can just offer my ass without the whole condom ceremony. This is going to be fun."

Edited February 4, 2020 by BrazilianWandering