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My first boyfriend picked me up abruptly, without any pretense, brought me to his truck, unzipped and shoved his cock in my face. He came really fast, then told me I better make him cum again before we got to his place. I didn't, and got punished. I was rock hard the whole time. That was a pretty good indication of what I liked. 

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As a curious teenager I knew I would like to be a bottom.  When I started having sex with women I realized I had submissive tendencies as I liked when they took control and would sit on my face or do cowgirl.  The first time I had sex with a man I bottomed and knew immediately that I was a sub.  Now many years later I love it when dominant tops have their way with me.

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For me, it was much later in life...42 years old.  i was kind of curious about BDSM, so i went on one of the BDSM websites and after quite a bit of "liquid courage", i replied to a Mistress, who made me feel relaxed.  Mistress Deidre Owned me for about 2 years.  When She went back to a "vanilla" lifestyle, i started looking for a new "Owner".  i ended up with a Master, who helped me realized that i was a pure sub bottom and gave me permission to seek out male partners.  The rest is this subs pure sub bottom history...

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It kinda slowly became more and more undeniable to me, but hit me in a couple stages.
First, I was 19, a virgin, had some fun with a few girls, but no penetrative sex.
I was pretty much force fed my first cock when I was 19, drunk at a party in the woods.
It fucked with my head alot, but weeks later, I was actively looking for another hookup.
From the day I was fed that first cock, the thought of actually perusing a girl to fuck never entered my head enough to do it.
Let me be clear (im a bit odd in this way) I am very attracted to females, I am not attracted to men (few exceptions with black men)
BUT,   I LOVE COCK. I cant explain it, I love taking cock, being used, degraded, humiliated, by older DOM men.
So, the next few years I spent all my spare time and sexual energy focused mainly on sucking guys off.

Then in my mid 20s I was used and trained by my first TRUE dom, that lasted a couple years, and he BROKE me.
Lets just say he taught me my place, i am 1000% sub.

To this day, I am a virgin as far as females.
I do regret this some, again, I find them attractive, but I cant fathom fucking one.
And the last year or so, I think due to conditioning, I have a hard time getting hard at all.
So I will remain a virgin for life, with an uncontrollable urge to please cock.
How much of it is from my own choice, and how much of it is due to conditioning,?
and how much of it is due to me being so sub, that I feel I deserve to me used, I dont deserve to ever fuck a girl.?

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