Why am I starting to feel like this?

[GhaddictFolsom]

So I'm a pretty masculine guy and really have no attraction to men outside of anonymous gloryhole play (I have a major gloryhole fetish) I used to think this was unique but I know better now.

Anyway, been more active in pursing a gloryhole cum dump lifestyle by going to a place in Chicago with gloryhole booths and really taking as much cock and cum as I can.  

I notice I'm thinking of myself as a real whore bitch and identifying with photos like these.  I have no desire to wear makeup or women's clothes but definitely feeling these pics.

 

Any input?

[tallslenderguy]

Speculating here.

i experience something similar.  looking back, i think i was pretty faggoty as a little kid, but i 'became' more masculine as a survival/coping mechanism. I.e., social/cultural realities caused me to adapt my behavior and appearance.  It's the nurture/nature question, which i think is impossible to answer absolutely, certainly not anecdotally. 

So much of conditioning is under the radar, unconscious.  i think a lot of that conditioning, especially if one is older, assigns a lot of attributes to women that result in attitudes and notions that are also under the radar.  

i think it's those things that you may be "feeling." The makeup and clothes are secondary, they trigger other conditioned feelings associated with them, or with being a woman. In this case, that you are an object (i think the anonymity of GH's cater to objectification?) and (depending on other factors) 'designed/born/created/naturally, etc., " inclined to need/want to be penetrated, fucked and inseminated... all stuff that is culturally associated with women.  

[GhaddictFolsom]

Like the other night a black dude pulled mostly out and shot his load all over my hole.  So hot and the sloppy pussy feeling afterwards - I had to leave it up at the hole to show off.

[topblkmale]

 

Seems you still have that new glory hole glow.

Eventually the glory hole façade will go away and you will be following strange black men into dark alleys and public restrooms to suck them off and get fucked up the ass.

 

[fuckholedc]

10 hours ago, GhaddictFolsom said:

I notice I'm thinking of myself as a real whore bitch and identifying with photos like these.  I have no desire to wear makeup or women's clothes but definitely feeling these pics.

 

Any input?

Ok.... how do you react to this? [think before following links] https://timfuck.treasureislandmedia.com/scenes/jarod-steels-gloryhole-cumdump  (although maybe the twink thing might not do it for you).

[FFslutboi]

3 hours ago, topblkmale said:

 

Seems you still have that new glory hole glow.

Eventually the glory hole façade will go away and you will be following strange black men into dark alleys and public restrooms to suck them off and get fucked up the ass.

 

well, we can only hope and pray that's what is going to happen. after all, that is the natural progression along the path towards übermensch-faggotry that mother nature herself has laid out for any person tempted by their curiosity enough to place their bare asses up against gloryholes for the purpose of letting strange men do that which they enjoy doing with an ass. all part of our creator's grand cosmic master plan that is complex beyond our understanding, and which we dare not question lest we provoke their vengeance and suffer the wrath of an almighty bitchslapping.

[GhaddictFolsom]

11 hours ago, fuckholedc said:

Ok.... how do you react to this? [think before following links] [think before following links] https://timfuck.treasureislandmedia.com/scenes/jarod-steels-gloryhole-cumdump  (although maybe the twink thing might not do it for you).

Love it

[wh0rehole]

Here's some more inspiration for you. One of my favorite vids.

[think before following links] https://www.boyfriendtv.com/videos/219241/gloryhole-creampie/

[BootmanLA]

On 2/3/2024 at 11:36 AM, GhaddictFolsom said:

So I'm a pretty masculine guy and really have no attraction to men outside of anonymous gloryhole play (I have a major gloryhole fetish) I used to think this was unique but I know better now.

Anyway, been more active in pursing a gloryhole cum dump lifestyle by going to a place in Chicago with gloryhole booths and really taking as much cock and cum as I can.  

I notice I'm thinking of myself as a real whore bitch and identifying with photos like these.  I have no desire to wear makeup or women's clothes but definitely feeling these pics.

Any input?

[ pics omitted to save space on the reply ]

I find it curious that despite tens of thousands of pictures of men presenting as men, depicted in positions and activities just like this, you say you identify with these. Are you absolutely certain you don't have some repressed desires to wear makeup or women's clothes? Not saying you do, but again, there's a buttload of porn (both photos and drawings) depicting men at gloryholes, being just as wanton and slutty as these depictions.

If you're certain you're not interested in cross-dressing or makeup, maybe time to broaden your porn horizons?

[GhaddictFolsom]

11 hours ago, BootmanLA said:

I find it curious that despite tens of thousands of pictures of men presenting as men, depicted in positions and activities just like this, you say you identify with these. Are you absolutely certain you don't have some repressed desires to wear makeup or women's clothes? Not saying you do, but again, there's a buttload of porn (both photos and drawings) depicting men at gloryholes, being just as wanton and slutty as these depictions.

If you're certain you're not interested in cross-dressing or makeup, maybe time to broaden your porn horizons?

Literally not at all.  I watch some shemale/tranny porn which I like but no desire for makeup or women's clothes at all.

[BootmanLA]

6 hours ago, GhaddictFolsom said:

Literally not at all.  I watch some shemale/tranny porn which I like but no desire for makeup or women's clothes at all.

I'm willing to take your word for that, but it does call into question why you identify with - those are your words - the female characters in these illustrations. Especially when there are so many, many, MANY male role models with whom you could identify more readily. And when you use terms like "whore bitch" that historically are applied to women, not men. 

[TaKinGDeePanal]

On 2/4/2024 at 2:34 PM, topblkmale said:

 

Seems you still have that new glory hole glow.

Eventually the glory hole façade will go away and you will be following strange black men into dark alleys and public restrooms to suck them off and get fucked up the ass.

 

I'd gladly follow you into a dark alley

[Willing]

On 2/3/2024 at 12:36 PM, GhaddictFolsom said:

So I'm a pretty masculine guy and really have no attraction to men outside of anonymous gloryhole play (I have a major gloryhole fetish) I used to think this was unique but I know better now.

Anyway, been more active in pursing a gloryhole cum dump lifestyle by going to a place in Chicago with gloryhole booths and really taking as much cock and cum as I can.  

I notice I'm thinking of myself as a real whore bitch and identifying with photos like these.  I have no desire to wear makeup or women's clothes but definitely feeling these pics.

 

Any input?

Go with what you're really meant to be,  and that's a cum dump😵

[Teeslad70]

It's exactly how I feel too.

[tallslenderguy]

On 2/4/2024 at 8:39 PM, BootmanLA said:

I find it curious that despite tens of thousands of pictures of men presenting as men, depicted in positions and activities just like this, you say you identify with these. Are you absolutely certain you don't have some repressed desires to wear makeup or women's clothes? Not saying you do, but again, there's a buttload of porn (both photos and drawings) depicting men at gloryholes, being just as wanton and slutty as these depictions.

If you're certain you're not interested in cross-dressing or makeup, maybe time to broaden your porn horizons?

i've wondered the same things and think it's maybe a more complex question with influences that are not always conscious? 

i'm not hyper masculine, but i'm not feminine or stereotypically 'fem' either.

For me, wearing lingerie or lace panties is not an independent desire, it's connected to the lust/need of my Top. When a Top sees me that way and it evokes a primal lust in Him, i'm in. When i consider it though, it's not role play or me just doing it for Him, it's responsive, His need/desire evokes something in me, He doesn't make me that way, nor am i just putting on an act for His sake. It's real, but not something i feel or want independently.