How do you feel when a top leaves without saying anything when done with you?

[tallslenderguy]

i connect to a Tops desire/need to penetrate, fuck and seed me. Different Guys communicate that in different ways. i have a current FB Who breeds me 3-4 times a week for the past 5 years. When i am giving Him oral, He is very verbal and expressive, till he reaches the point where He wants to nut, then He simple says: "turn over so i can fuck you."  He fucks like a beast, He's a muscle guy and just naturally pounds the hell out of me, but also kisses my back and touches me in a way that feels really affectionate too, but all wordlessly. Sometimes i can tell when He nuts, other times i cannot... i'm pretty sure He keeps fucking after orgasm. Then He silently pulls out and takes a shower. Every single time. i'm usually still lying limp face down on the bed when He comes back in the room and dresses, He often asks if i'm "good."  He likes to hear that i loved everything He did, and i'm pretty noisy while getting fucked... just comes out. 

The fact that He keeps coming back (He always initiates) speaks volumes. 

As far as random hook ups? If i feel His lust when He penetrates, fucks and leaves a part of Himself in me, that's all i need or want.  i want His pleasure, release inside of me, more than words after.