Why do I like being watched and shared?

[Watch-me-share-me]

A few years ago I met a fuck buddy introduce me to being shared with other men. I was hooked and loved it right from the start.

He loved watching other men breed me and genuinely enjoyed organising multiple men to use me,  before meeting him I've been in a 10-year monogamous relationship, so this was my first introduction to this kind of thing, yet I became hocked. 

I think he could see I was a pig deep down and after the first time he shared me with a few other men. It became something I enjoyed and did regularly with him.

One time he took me to a sex club and watched multiple men Breed me while I was in a sling in a dark room.

Every time he shared me with men, it just drove me to be more of a pig and I just wanted to be shared more. Yes, I enjoy one on one, but now I just crave being shared and I wondered what that is and we're the Urge comes from. Outside of the bedroom, I come across as a straight laced gentleman but I also had and up bring you in the Mormon religion, and I often wonder if the suppression drives this.

 

[BBBxCumDumpster]

I think it's a combo of things.  I love being pimped out.  My ex used to do it and I think there is a bond when you know somebodg.knows what you like. I loved it when there was more than one guy to fuck me and the others watch.  Once my ex and this friend took turns dumping loads in me and then with my ass still loaded, thet took me to this guy's house.  The guy bred me and the guy's boyfriend me and then they dp'd me while the others watched.  They then took me to another guy's house and he dropped three loads in me.  That was one of many goods times I had having my hole used.  Some guys I never even saw.   Once he got on a website  and prentended to be me.  He didnt tell me until the guy was almost at my place.  Turns out this guy and I worked in the same industry and we hit it off ans he gave me a really nice load. Long after we broke up, my ex would still pimp my hole and bring me some amazing dick.