Soaked in Seed - How Many Loads Before You’re a Total Slut?

[AltarOfPleasure]

When does a bottom cross that line? When does taking cock turn into being a cumdump with no way back?

For me, it started the second I got my first car in high school. Freedom meant one thing: cruising. I’d hit the spots every night, bent over in the front seat, letting raw cock flood me. I didn’t count those early loads, but they stacked fast. Two, three guys a day. By the end of the first month? Easy 10 loads dripping out of me.

Then came poppers. That’s when the addiction started. I’d hunt for cock daily—windows fogged, ass open, poppers in one hand—taking any man ready to breed me. No cleanup, no shame. I loved leaving a spot sloshing, knowing someone else would add more later.

But the bathhouse years changed everything. The first time I left with 20 men’s cum dripping out of me in one night, something in me snapped. I wasn’t just into bareback anymore—I was wired for it. By my 25th birthday, I was HIV+… and it only pushed me further. I didn’t slow down. I got bolder. No fear, just hunger. Every man became a donor, every load another mark on my soul.

Now I’m sitting here wondering… was it the first 10 loads? The first night you took cock from five men back-to-back? Or was it when you let the virus in and felt truly owned?

How many loads did it take for you to become a total slut?

[Norcalfukkr]

For me, it was that first business trip, being this handsome young executive in a new town as fresh meat, setting up bb cum n go sessions on Craigslist, bbrt, men4sexnow sites.  It seemed that those hot hotel anon sex sessions got the attention of many tops. My first such trip was to Washington DC and I was overwhelmed by the response and how much cock I took. Over the course of several days that I was there, I easily took 10 different cocks and loads. Prior to that, I was maybe getting 1-2 a month. That made me suddenly sign up for as many business trips as there was. I was pushing to take all the best cities and countries.  The only tough part was having a person in marketing set up hotel accommodations.  It wouldn’t always work out that I was in a hotel with EZ room access.  Soon I asked that I take over making my accommodations and would spend a lot of time checking out best hotels to stay for cumdumps on the sites.   This traveling for work became so addictive as I knew it would lead to so much cock and cum up my ass. I used to fly back home with cum deep inside my ass. 

[leakyhole]

I think I first realized it 17 years ago when starting dating with my then BF, who was safe only at the beginning of our relationship. I never had sex with condom till then and I missed it. Luckily my BF started fucking me bare quite soon. I did my best to be faithful to him, but after around 2 years, having many threesomes with BF in the meantime, I couldn't hold myself any longer and started cheating. But I wanted to be responsible so I was cheating with condom. It was not so bad, but after short time of orgasm, it was nothing to remember. Then it started - at first, I met a guy who once fucked me before my relationship. I saw no point in asking him for condom now when he was fucking me bare before and realized that I love the feeling so much. Around month later - cheating safe once in the meantime - while I was on my way to fuck with one guy (who had Safe only written in his profile), suddenly all I could think of entire way was "I'll just sit on his bare cock and If he'll not protest, I'll ride him till he cums inside me." He did not protest and gave me three loads that night. I was in heaven, but later came to feel very sorry that I did that to my BF. I promised to myself that I will never again cheat bare. But life had another plan. My BF was away for couple days around another month later, and I arranged for outdoor hookup with some guy from Romeo. He asked no questions and just stuck his big fat cock in me bare. I loved it and couldn't even think of asking him to take condom. But at least I asked him not too shoot his load in me. He agreed, but...didn't keep his word. The load was huge and felt amazing in me, but in the middle of the orgasm which I had, very strong thought of betrayal of my BF came into my head, and I said some not nice things to the guy as a result. I feel sorry for those words ever since, because I needed it, he clearly felt it and wanted it too...If I had a chance to spread my legs for him again, I would offer him that you can invite anybode else to fuck me, too...as many guys as he wishes, random types, sleazy ones...anything for him to excuse for my harsh words. But to finish my story - while I left him angered, my cumdump mind took over when I got back home. Feeling his huge load inside me, I just had to push it out and eat it all...I spent next hour riding my dildo, periodically taking it out to lick all the cum leftovers from it. And I couldn't get enough. I was very clear at that point that this is what I truly need but still woved to cheat with condom. After three such tries I was lost. Condom fucking just didn't do it for me anymore. To try to stay safe for my BF, I avoided cruising and only fucked with guys who I meet on "reliable" website. This might have occured maybe three or four times, and then one day, the guy who was supposed to fuck me didn't arrive on the place of our meeting. I needed some activity to kill time and I knew that there is a cruising area nearby...so I was thinking that I will just give one or two guys BJ there. Instead, four random men loaded my manpussy, I loved it, I begged them all for their loads and all that mattered to me was their dick and load. Some were really sleazy and ugly, but I loved every second. And this evening I realized that at that point, I am again feeling 17, back in time when I used to spread my legs for one guy and then not have sex with him ever again, instead moving on to some other guy. While cruising bb it felt the same, but concentrated into one very hot evening. I knew there would be many more such evenings to come. I knew that I would never again ask any guy to wear that latex thing. I knew every since that I would let any man load my ass. I knew that I finally found my "home". 

 

Btw. while reading my post before submitting it, I am realizing that I've cheated a lot. Till I started cruising for random loads, it felt to me like 10 or 15 cheating sessions over like 13 years but apparently it must have been way more, oops 😇 Did I mention that I love dicks in my ass? 🤔😄