Halloween Party: The Week That Changed My Life

[kitpig]

1 hour ago, Scout said:

You are a lucky guy!

I’m a playing it by ear in limbo kinda guy… but yeah, lucky she accepted I’m gay as fuck 🙂

[przoom]

My wife and I haven’t had sex in over 13 years. I started having sex with men over 3 years ago. Best decision I ever made! I love sucking cock, swallowing cum, getting fucked and getting bred! I am a total bottom and I love it!! Next stop-getting converted!!!!!!

[fagshawnpetty]

I have always known I am gay but let my fear of anyone finding out  dictate my choices, which is why I have continued throughout my life to seek out relationships with women. I was so glad that back when I was still married  23 years ago, while on my way home from work one evening I couldn’t fight the need and desire for cock. I spent years masterbating to fantasies of gay sex and this night something in me just had to find out what it would  feel like to finally experience homosexuality, even though a part of me knew already that it was gonna be really good. So I decided to swing by one of the local gay cruising areas that was well known for men meeting there to have sex after dark, it was a park converted from there previously being mill, which was aptly named Mill Damn which is the place I grew up playing there  often, including fishing and catching crawfish, and walking all the way across the damn and not letting the rushing water knock you off for bragging rights with all my friends. So a place I was fond of and knew the layout very well. But since I had first heard others mention how the police had arrested a bunch of guys there cuz they were having sex there at night when I was about 13 or 14… I knew I would end up here someday. So I parked when I got there and went and sat at a table and sure enough within 2 or 3 minutes an older gentleman approached and sat down with me as we just talked about nothing and nervously waiting for a hint that we both were really there for the same reason. Running out of time to be out still and making my wife worry I stood up  and said I was going over to the train tracks that were over the water way to check out the other side underneath them , where it was secluded and dark which was why I wanted to go there in hopes he would follow me. And he did follow thankfully.  Once on the other side and out of sight from the parking area and road that lead up to the park he suddenly reached out and start rubbing my dick through my jeans which I was surprised but also very glad he had made a move cuz it made me feel so relieved that I knew for sure now that he was wanting the same as me. Then he leaned in and kissed me forcing my mouth open so he could slip his tongue into my mouth and the first thing I noticed was his beard stubble scratching my face and neck and I acknowledged how much I liked the way it felt. When he broke the kiss he asked me , “do you want to suck or get sucked?” And I quickly almost before he could finish asking the question said “ I wanna suck!” So he immediately unbuckled his belt and unbuttoned his pants and let them fall to his knees and he reached into the fly of his briefs and fished out his dick with one hand while he rested the other hand on my head as I knelt down in front of him. I remember that his dick and balls smelled like mine would after gym class if I didn’t shower and just went on with my day and it was intoxicating to me. Slowly I inched my face closer and closer knowing I wanted to savor the moment and go slow so that i was making a lasting memory of the first time I sucked another man’s dick. But to say I didn’t have any idea what it was going to do to me once I finally had a dick in my mouth is  an understatement of a lifetime… cuz the moment the head of his dick made contact with my lips it was literally felt like electricity was running down his shaft and off the head to my lips and through my body and I felt my entire soul feel like it was awakened for the first time ever! It made me feel so good inside as I opened my mouth and began to take more of his dick into my mouth and nothing in my whole life had ever made me feel this good. I was so proud of myself for letting this finally happen by coming there and I knew before I could feel his pubic hair tickle my nose and cheeks that this was definitely not going to be the only time I  would get to suck a dick, I knew I had found my calling, my purpose in the universe was to suck dick. I fucking LOVED the way having a dick grow to fully erect while in my mouth and so I began do what came naturally to me right away and to my disappointment it was over before I wanted it be when he told me he was abbot to cum and I came off it long enough to tell him to cum in my mouth, and went back to sucking him till he shot his load into my mouth. And once tasted his cum and swallowed it down making a mental note about how much I liked the way it tasted, I thanked him for letting me suck his dick and told him it was my first time ever doing it .  From that moment on I was meeting men for sex as much as possible and even though I still was too scared to admit I was gay I knew it was going to eventually come to a point that I have to make myself stop making myself miserable by forcing myself to have sex with women cuz I never liked it at all. I always knew I am gay and I need to only have sex with men and I wanted so badly for everyone to know how much I enjoyed being with older men only and loved being a kinky sex pig for them and do anything they want me to do, and most of all I want everyone to know that I love to be called a faggot cuz that is exactly what I am… I am a faggot and I love sucking dick and getting fucked in my ass. It is way better than sex with a woman and now it’s time for me to never pretend to be straight again and get over my fear and make sure everyone knows that I am fagshawnpetty and I love that I am gay!

[cman54]

12 hours ago, przoom said:

My wife and I haven’t had sex in over 13 years. I started having sex with men over 3 years ago. Best decision I ever made! I love sucking cock, swallowing cum, getting fucked and getting bred! I am a total bottom and I love it!! Next stop-getting converted!!!!!!

I right there with you. Looking to get converted myself.

[PozBearWI]

 

Perhaps it was more than luck though...  Looking for someone who doesn't require their mate to "be" a certain person; but rather to be curious enough to see how the whole life plays out brings this sort of mate to us.