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I don't know about refined, but definitely more conditioned, so perhaps by default it becomes more muscular. I do know that years ago I stopped getting jaw tiredness or soreness from a long suck session. So regular cocksucking definitely improved the muscles and tendons in my mouth too facilitate extended sessions or larger cocks.

As a cocksucker, I would NEVER not swallow. I consider that disrespectful. If you allowed me to worship your cock and honored me with your delicious cum, there is no way I wouldn't thoroughly consume every drop and thank you for it afterwards.

Anyone else into being photographed or videoed while you suck or get fucked and they keep the pics/vids? I have always loved it. Way back before digital cameras I would use a Polaroid instant camera to take pics while I sucked cock. I had probably 150 pics but sadly I accidentally left them behind when I moved from PA. Somebody has those pics 😁 Jump forward to digital cameras and cell phones and I began asking guys all the time if I could snap a few pics while I sucked them. They always said yes. I also always take pics while I suck at the gloryhole. My profile pic is me sucking my cousin's cock. He took the pic. My regular feeder for 9.5 years loved it. He used my phone to take dozens of videos and hundreds of pics while I serviced him. Then one day I was sucking off one of his friends and I glanced over to see him recording me with his phone. Then he asked the guy for his phone and took some pics of me sucking his cock. When I switched to my feeders cock the guy used his phone to take more pics of me. That's when I realized I liked the idea of other guys having pics and video of me sucking cock. One day guy I was sucking off a guy that I regularly serviced and I heard a click and glanced up to see he had a digital 35mm camera. He said "Don't worry. I am not getting your face." and I told him to zoom out so he could. He was surprised and asked if I was sure and I confirmed I was, then spent about 10 minutes posing for pics while sucking his cock and balls. He took pics on several other occasions and even set up a little Handycam once and videoed a full suck session. Anyone else?

This is a long-held fantasy of mine going all the way back to my early teen years. I grew up on a farm and was well aware of what castration was by puberty. I became aware of what a penectomy was as an adult and I find that significantly more appealing for several reasons. One, I have an exceptionally small dick (under 3" erect) and have evolved to be a 100% NSA cock servant as a result. I have zero desire for pleasure or attention to my dick and I tell guys upfront that my only interest is their pleasure. As a result, I have not had my dick sucked or stroked in like 20 years. Having it removed would solidify the idea that my only focus is their pleasure and orgasm since mine can never be achieved. Two, I absolutely love to have my balls abused. LOVE to have them abused. No limits. Take your pleasure from my pain. I have always enjoyed ball abuse so much that I actually did it to myself long before anyone else did. Three, I don't want to risk losing my libido or masculinity. And finally, I think it would be extremely hot to have balls and no dick. Being perpetually horny because I have no dick and can't jerk off would be like being caged without the cage.

I will admit that I played with "self-golden showers" at the very young age of 13. I don't know what my attraction was other than I was just a natural [banned word]. I also wore my mom's panties, bra and pantyhose, but that is another story. So anyway, I was curious if those who enjoy the liquid gold prefer it on or in them? Speaking for myself, I have become a hardcore piss drinker, but up until 2016 I never admitted it to anyone. Then I met a guy online that lived maybe 3 minutes from me that answered my ad for guys who wanted a cocksucker. We would meet at his place a couple of days per week after he got off work and I would suck him off. One day I arrived at his house at the same time he did and he said he needed to piss before I sucked him off. I felt a twinge of a craving, but let it pass. When he came walking in the room he was already naked and I could see the tip of his still soft cock was glistening with the remnants of his relief. I didn't hesitate to dive in and suck him and could just barely taste it. I wanted more, but was unsure about how to tell him. A few days later the same scenario occurred where I was waiting when he arrived. Again he said he needed to piss before I serviced him. I had been thinking about it the entire time, so I sort of blurted out "After you finish...don't wipe or shake it off." He looked at me a second, grinned and said "OK" and returned a minute later with his cock dripping piss. I inhaled it and savored it. I had never outright enjoyed another man's piss before and it was intoxicating. A few days after that he was waiting when I got there. When I went in he said he had waited to piss just in case I wanted him to not shake off again to which I eagerly told him I would appreciate him not doing. Then he surprised me and told me if I wanted to get more I should come in the bathroom, which I did, and he told me to kneel by the toilet. My heart was racing. I watched him pull out his cock, hold it for a second, then let loos a stream of piss into the toilet. Then he stopped mid piss. A guy knows. It was dripping...and he offered it to me and I hungrily started sucking it. After a minute he pulled from my mouth, squirted a quick stream of piss into the toilet then returned it to my mouth, again dripping. The next time he pulled it from my mouth he aimed for the toilet again, then paused and said "Open wide if you want the rest." It took me a split second to realize what he was offering, then I leaned forward and opened my mouth and he began pissing in it. It wasn't a lot, but enough that some ran down my chin, so I locked my lips around his cock and drank. The next time I was over all bets were off. He didn't even mention the bathroom. He just said "I need to piss first" and offered his cock to me. He was precise, pissing just enough to fill my mouth before stopping and letting me swallow, then returning to pissing. My lips never came off of his cock. I drank every drop then went straight to sucking him until he fed me his cum. That was the way it went every time after that for 1.5 years.

I had a big fistfight with a guy in high school. I didn't like him. Never did. He didn't like me either. A few years after high school I answered an ad on Craigslist one day to a guy wanting a no-strings blowjob (the only kind I give). The cock pic he shared in the ad looked delicious. I wanted it bad. When I got to our meeting place I was shocked to see him. He was clearly shocked to see me. There was a moment where we both hesitated, the he pulled out his cock and said "Get on your knees." I did. I hated it, but his cock was delicious and he was skilled at feeding it to me. He would facefuck me for a minute or two, then let go and let me worship it all on my own. After maybe 15 minutes he pulled his cock from my mouth and stepped back and said "Do you want my cum?" I said I did. He smiled, clearly taking pleasure in my submission, and said "Say it" to which I replied "I want to eat your cum, please." He stepped forward and I went back to sucking him. He stood there with his hands on his hips, leaning back slightly watching me suck it. He said "Hope you're hungry" then came in my mouth. After he finished feeding me and pulled his cock from my mouth he ran his finger along the underside of his shaft and milked a big drop of cum to the tip and held it out for me to lick off. I sucked him off several times after that. I hated seeing him, but loved his cock and cum. After he fed me he always smirked like he was enjoying seeing me submit to his cock. Deep down I know part of me enjoyed it even though I couldn't stand him.

My favorite part is "that moment". That moment right before he cums, when his cock swells a little thicker and throbs between my lips, unleashing one last big drop of precum mixed with the first beginnings of cum, announcing to my tongue that my reward is coming. His breathe gets shorter and quicker. His thighs quiver a little. A slight moan escapes his throat against his will. When I tighten my lipps just a little more, suck just a little harder and speed up just a bit, all to push him over the edge and give him an amazing orgasm. Then he cums. Feeding me every drop knowing I crave it and all he has to do is enjoy cumming in my mouth. But that moment, right before he cums is special, because in that moment, we both know he is about to cum, we both want it just as bad, and we both are going to enjoy it more than anything else, and we both know it.

My favorite memory is the time my regular feeder texted me he was coming by for a blowjob. When I opened the door I was surprised to see he had brought a friend without mentioning it. He introduced me as "The guy who sucks my cock all the time" but never told me what the guys name was. We made our way into the living room where my feeder undressed, sat back on the couch and said "Suck my cock first. He wants to watch." and I did. His friend stepped out of his pants and stood a few feet away watching and stroking his cock. I made a show of worshiping my feeders cock, looking over at his friend occasionally to make sure he had a good view and was watching and also to get a look at his cock. After maybe 20 minutes my feeder pulled his cock from my mouth, face slapped me with it and asked if I wanted some cum. I said I did, but that wasn't enough and I knew it. I said "Please feed me your cum. You know I need it." and he chuckled, aimed his cock at my mouth and pulled my head down with both hands and began facefucking me. After a couple of minutes of that he shoved his cock balls deep and came in my mouth, holding me there while he unloaded. As he let me up for air he told his friend "See? He loves it anyway he can get it as long as he gets your cum." With that his friend stepped forward aiming his cock at my mouth. I opened wide and he slide it into my mouth, stepping over my shoulder as he did putting his leg behind my back for leverage, grabbed my head and began rough facefucking me. His cock was longer than my feeders and went down my throat a little and was airtight. I looked up to see his head leaned back slightly as he was completely enjoying my mouth. I was in heaven. The whole time my feeder is encouraging him "See, I told you he would love your cock." The friend moaned and I felt his cock twitch. I assumed he was going to cum down my throat, but at the last second he pulled back and began stroking his cock with my lips and shot an enormous load in my mouth. I was amazed at how much cum it was. My feeder chuckled and said "Big load?" to which I turned and opened my mouth and showed him. He smiled and said "Just what you wanted." Soon they were dressed and left. Not another word was spoken to me. They were through with me and didn't feel the need to acknowledge me anymore. They had gotten what they wanted and had given me what I needed. I sat there on my knees, cum drunk and enjoyed the moment. I realized my feeder truly understood me. He knew I was just a cocksucker and nothing more. He knew that sucking off men, any men at all, was what I craved. Without asking or mentioning it, he knew that telling others about me wasn't a problem because it meant I got to suck more cock and that was all that really mattered to me. Over the years he regularly brought a friend or had a friend waiting with him when I went to his house. Sometimes I knew them. Most times I did not. I didn't care either way. He knew I was a cocksucker and would happily suck them off too, and so did I.

I definitely love when they take their time. My regular feeder for 9.5 years always took his time, mostly because I told him how much I enjoyed sucking his cock and encouraged him to not be in a rush to cum. I would go to his house on my hour-long lunch break and suck his cock for the entire hour. I was always 10-15 minutes late getting back to work, which was fine since I set my own schedule. After he fed me I would go back to work with the taste of his cock and cum on my breath and in my mouth. I would not eat or drink anything for lunch because I wanted to savor his taste, so sucking his cock and eating his cum was literally my lunch.

They are pretty liberal at my favorite feeding spots too but backpacks are not allowed. Just to get some good video of me sucking cock at the gloryhole I have to be really sneaky about what I bring in. I wanted to bring in a small tripod but there was no way to make it work. Good luck.

Gloryhole for me. It takes the drama out of it. When he looks through the hole and sees me on my knees waiting he has no doubt what I am there for and when he slides his cock through to my mouth I have no doubt what he is there for. Both of us getting what we need from each other and giving what each other needs.

Always have. Before my first orgasm I had already seen porn in magazines of women eating cum and had been fantasizing about what it tasted like. One night I woke up and was having my first wet dream. I didn't know what was happening until I went in the bathroom and pulled down my underwear and cum was all over my crotch. I didn't think twice, I just started scooping it up and eating it. It was so delicious! I ended up playing with and jerking my dick until I shot a second load on the floor and I got down and licked it up too. After that I always did. Had a lot of fun playing cum eating games with my cousin after I started sucking him off and admitted I are my own also.

Honestly, over 800. I have had a few people doubt me, but it's true. When I was about to turn 35 I decided I wanted to suck 35 cocks before I did. I think I was at something like 29. I started going to porn shop gloryholes and sucking cock. I quickly passed 35 and hit 50. I was surprised at how fast I got to 50 and absolutely loved how slutty I felt, so I decided to see how many I could suck. After that I literally did everything I could to get to suck cock. I went to the gloryholes every other weekend. I traveled some for work some and when I did I would put an ad on Craigslist for guys to come to my hotel room for a blowjob. I would take a day off work and invite guys off of Craigslist to come to my house. When I traveled for work I would search online for porn shops with gloryholes and take a detour to go visit them. Also when I was traveling I would search Craigslist for guys along my travel route that were looking for head and stop by on my way through. I literally sucked any cock that I could. By age 43 I hit 500 cocks and decided I didn't need to count anymore. I have slowed down since then mostly because I switched jobs and have moved three times in the last 10 years. Even at that, if I have averaged 25 new cocks per year since age 43 (and I easily have), that puts me at 825.

Doubt they will let you bring it in

Yes a few times. I started sucking off my cousin when we were 14. We never agreed it was a secret so he ended up telling some people. Mostly just mutual friends he figured would be discreet. My 11th grade year it really got out. Luckily I was known for being willing to fight so I didn't face any bullying. One day a guy named Ron approached me in the bathroom and said my cousin told him I liked sucking cock. Initially I thought things might go bad, then he stepped back from the urinal and showed me his hard cock and asked if I wanted to suck his. Moments later we were in a stall with me on my knees. He told everyone. It was a small high school (1500 students) so it took no time for everyone to know. I was labeled as gay, but everyone knew I had girlfriends, so it mostly died down.