PozTalkAuthor

Hope it too. The topic about Internet and people's safety is something I care about; after I have seen where an adult can lead a teenager by mind manipulation, I do all the best I can, to work for prevention. The idea of an adult abusing a minor, is one of few things that drive me crazy till violence. 

totally with you, have also had to give talks on how to use the internet and what to look out for

Covid and related restrictions have made people more vulnerable. Even grown-ups. So, it's very difficult to test our limits

Why should we feel ashamed for what we feel about something we like or dislike reading! Many of us share their own intimate life here, feeling ashamed about our dislikes is an evident contraddiction.

Totally agree. Like many of us here having experienced  being shamed our likes and dislikes, myself included have built up a resistance to it.  For those that try to we have a choice to ignore or educate those that try.

I've been to a pride parade with my "UEqualsU" t-shirt, "science, not fear"... 

I want us to talk dirty again to each other!

I'll explain you somewhere else

It's too hot when you have a partner who agrees to explore new sexual experiences with you... This is another one!

Perhaps the new experience is not really the chastity but the handing over of the power to have an orgasm to another man.

We are both versatile, but he rarely cums hands free - IMHO he counts on his penis as main sex organ too much. 

I'm a side-vers instead, used to treat my whole body as a pleasure receiving and giving center.

I missed you! 

Missed you too 

and now we're back on track! 

No pun intended? Sure? ☣ My virus needs relax too, poor HIV!

I have seen it yesterday, a long message in your profile. That's why I wonder how their sex life is; such an amount of rage against strangers, means that the person has no one and nothing to vent with. What I did is reporting it to mods.

I would suggest those frustrated people, to leave Internet alone and punch the walls to get rid of that deep resentment. 

Coming out: yes, I have punched and bit the pillow so many times, in several circumstances! 

I really followed the case of a teen girl killing herself because of haters.

Do they say that to you, to me? We simply send them f-off and act accordingly, pitying their frustration. But teens on social media...

Ah, then you did see it. I am sorry for that, and I appreciate your noticing and reporting it.

It is very sad that there are so many people out there who are so badly damaged, and that in their sickness and pain they hurt others (sometimes fatally!).

I try to let it pass me by. But more importantly, when I can, to be the opposite: kind and caring and strong.

I saw and reported it, as I always told you I see the worst of Internet in many circumstances but I try not to be emotional, I'm a professional and behave as such.

Most of them are keyboard warriors but there are even many who are dangerous and use Internet to plan bad things.

So, I do my best to be kind to anyone, my conscience is clean, and for the rest who fucking cares - I do what I can, aware of my limits, no justice warriors around!

Nothing must be forced, this is an unrecoverable lifechanging decision. 

100%. It took me a while to accept that I wanted to be poz and that I was fine with taking expensive meds and living with the health consequences and the stigma because having some pleasurable sex was more important to me. I probably will be treated like a freak by doctors but I already deal with that being intersex.

tell me about your gifter, if you meet up... I am the opposite instead: pozzing my bf exposing him to stigma and stuff, no. When we have a lifetime of roleplay and science (including tech) allows me to bb fuck without harming him, there's no sense. And every time is like I'm pozzing him one time after another.

True.

I didn't decide to get HIV but I could have kicked my ex out when I discovered he continuously cheated. I have not searched for it but I let things happen, like I couldn't avoid them

At least your part of poz brotherhood

true but it took a lot of time to embrace it.

fuck... Many poz loads, chaser, and still neg! Me, monogamous, a cheating former bf, and poz. Unwanted. Fucking destiny! Maybe HIV loves me and hates you 

Fate has a way of dealing what it will and not always what we want. I'm sure I will join the poz brotherhood soon. 

bboth wanted and unwanted events, come unexpected! 

it is unespected for me, I thought to be the only one to have such fantasies

You're definitely not alone.

the idea of having a feverish body to play with, knowing it's because of me...

Fuck, don't make me talk further!

Hug me... It's really a hard week-end, hopefully things will be solved tomorrow. 

oh really? Tell me more... did I excite you somehow? 

fuck yea - love your stories - bug chasing is hot

I'm not sure to write some other fiction, it's a huge effort and the day has 24 hours... My virus can't replace me in writing LOL

how's my girl today?

I am well thank you. Just currently doing housework and chasing the puppies out to do their business, then “window” shopping for essential items of clothing needed as I had a proper clear out of things I hadn’t worn in a while because they were the clothes I wore before I started this journey.

how is you lovely man?

Just took a long walk with my bf and now going back home for lunch

You deserve to be well clothed, cutie!

First of all I'm upset for USA election results. So, I'd write a deathful epilogue. Then? How can I dare to think of long-term stories for here, if we're uncertain of sex-related sites' future at this point?

Ah I'm sorry to hear about that. I didn't know the US election would effect this site so much.

Not sure, of course. But if republicans restrict laws about porn and then LGBT-related rights, it's automatically gone.

Trouble is that more and more people are trusting politics less and less. Not feeling represented by today's politicians. 

So, in the end, the majority of voters is not the majority of people having voting right. So a nation or even a continent ends up to be represented by a smaller percentage than the real democracy would be.

And nowadays it seems that the winner is the one screaming louder.

Such a surprise to find you back! I was truly worried for you

Thank you xxx thought I'd swing on by while I had some down time. Glad to see you still here Gifter hope all is well with you and yours 

I have had lots of issues but now I'm liberated and stronger! 

The amount of support we can give each other here, is incredible. I came here promising myself "I'll never get attached to anyone, this is just an Internet community". But I got this unexplicable bond with this guy, like we were linked by blood.

And I feel the same for a couple poz younger guys here, even not having pozzed them for real. 

I can understand that. He was one of the first on here to add me as a friend/follower when I first joined this site.

All what I say is that I hope to be supportive for folks here, only in a small percentage of what evilqueerpig did for me.

If only I had met him when I had been pozzed...

By the way, I won't look back; I look ahead at the future and try to behave as he taught me.

In Hungary it has really happened: with the anti-lgbt law they have, they arrest you if you do something homosexual. Well, this man who's one of the most homophobic politicians, was caught with 25 men having chemsex and group sex. Not one. 25. 

Fight against gay marriage and then... 

Most repressed people do it for self-punishment. 

Of course here in Washington it's pretty well known that S3nator Lindsey Graham is gay. There have been multiple male escorts who have claimed to have been paid to have sex with that homophobic shit hole. Also the fellow Senator from his state, South Carolina, recently got himself a "beard" as people were starting to publicly question his sexuality. 

experience does not make statistic. But guess what - years ago I just told teens "be aware, there are many [random swearwords] folks who have fun spreading HIV purposely". I was very very aggressive. 

And guess why...

So happy to find you, hope we can find some time to have a little fun! 

Glad that BZ mgmt reversed my request to end my account, done in a moment of weakness, self-doubt, and a bit of shame 😊

Don't be ashamed of yourself, honey. We're doing nothing bad! Well, we are just having fantasy fun; I'd never want you to get your life destroyed somehow.

Here are various kinds of users but I assume you know how to get rid from people guiding you in dangerous paths. Come on, finger yourself!

some issues at my partner's house. Nothing serious, but annoying. Concerning electric wires

I'm a handyman could show up shirtless to fix the issues

you know how to deactivate my nervous mood!

Hi! 😘☣️ I saw you followed me some time ago, we never talked. It was not you though, anyway every moment is the right moment to start a conversation.

Ah, it wasn't me? Hihihi. But every time I get on BZ, I see a statusupdate from you, so that's why I'm on your profile often. Just to see what you're writing. 😘

I love writing, so, I'm often here around. As for status update, the biggest one has been in 2013! (double meaning fully intentional). But I didn't know this site back then. Well, to be precise, that one was a status upgrade, not update! 

Missing our dirty talk!

I'll fix that

Good boy I love to play with you

you hope I contact you... Well, I won't.

So, leave me alone.

Wow I'm honored. Been in a weird headspace but hope to get back to my stories soon.

I wait for them! As an author myself, I feel it's right to encourage authors who seem not in the mood.

Thanks I appreciate the encouragement.