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PozTalkAuthor

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  1. Wtf! Guys, and girls, who flirt with me. But I flirt back just if the person is worthy! It's my right! 

  2. how's life for a poz computer geek. Searching information on Internet for ages, then I had the solution in hand! 

  3. Weird feelings. There's a guy who disgusts me. I never talked to him, or him to me. He does not hurt or bother me at all; but instinctively I avoid him! Thankfully every Internet platform has the Block function but I wonder what could happen if one day I'd meet him in person. We'd argue like no tomorrow? Or, maybe... we'd end up naked in bed? It would not be the first time. With my current bf, first approach was a brutal argue. 

  4. Love dirty messages when I wake up - no, it wasn't a guy from here or my bf; it's a very close person anyway. This helps the day to start properly! 

  5. Disappointed. An openly poz guy talking and fighting against HIV stigma -serophobia-, then bullies another guy with other panic, anxiety or whatever. Disgusting world! I talk about a TV show where before him, poz people couldn't enter. Another missed opportunity for him, who was -fairly- eliminated from the show. ...during 3rd October virus appreciation day. People living stigma shouldn't discriminate others! Stop. 

  6. Happy Virus Appreciation Day to anyone celebrating it! 🦠☣️ 

  7. must correct myself, sorry. I wrote something confusing. Wrong: "I have chatted and posted quite much, so I'm gaining reputation". Correct: "I have chatted and posted quite much, so I've earned all 14 rankings available." Positive reputation comes with reactions -likes, pigs, thanks, upvotes...- while downvotes and sads decrease you a reputation point. But, let me add another information: both giving and receiving a reaction, increases a point on your ranking - from newbie to grandmaster; everyone can check their ranking and points left to reach the higher step, by accessing the account menu where you also find account settings, manage followed users, ignore list, and so on.
  8. we'll join together in that case there's no need of meds for me, as everyone there believes in miracles ... oh gosh, don't make me say further! 🤣
  9. We must remember that we're not in our own house, we're in a community given us for free by someone else who can decide what can, or cannot, be done. I remained impressed by the passion Rawtop used to explain why "AIDS fetish" is not allowed; before thinking of our own assumed pleasure only, we should respect people who live different experiences from ours. Here we have people born in the 90s or later, lucky not to have experienced the worst of AIDS pandemic. People like me, who lived it indirectly, people who lost dozens friends... If someone does not accept the rules they should build their own communities with their own ideas, rules, and efforts to keep it intact and alive. Even remembering though, that Internet is not a "free zone" with no rules even if it seems such. It's just too big to be kept under constant control, and overall, around the globe they use algorythms who can also block us. Once I wrote a blog post regarding a song's meaning, reporting some words having 2 but also 3 meanings... in a Blogspot page. And the author blocked me because it was not "child-ready" it contained explicit words and Google de-indexed the page, demonetizing it also from AdSense. I follow "true crime" channels on YouTube and every second day, the poor content creators announce "sorry my vid has been classified as No Under Eighteen" and so on! If it's frustrating for us, try to think for a video creator... But same: we're not in our very own space!
  10. as far as I know, ranking and reputation are different things: - you can increase ranking by posting. A new topic, status, blog entry, private message... Gives you 10 points. While a reply, gives 5. Reputation comes with received reactions instead. But if you get "downvote" or "sad" reactions, your rep points decrease. I've joined here in April, posted in May -then suspended for some mistakes I made- and I'm fully active since June. I have chatted and posted quite much, so I'm gaining reputation; but the other hierarchy - member, junior member, senior member-, depends on an algorythm as far as I understood. And those groups are the ones with or without privileges. My 2 cents, but mods correct me or warn me if I said/did something wrong.
  11. Tell me... You would like to be me that man who shoots liters of toxic cum inside you like Peter character does! I know what a chaser slut wants 🤗😘🦠🧬☣️🎁
  12. WOW! Glad to see Peter wanting to become a gifter! The whole brotherhood would be proud of him soon.
  13. I won't call it "bullying" as a moderator does his job and he's human as all of us, there might be mistakes but instead of feeling like a victim of something it would be better to protest in a polite way if necessary. ...or create our own communities if we want our own rules. This spring I have been suspended for 13 days -content deleted- and it was my very first attempt to publish a story here! Very frustrating, yes, but then? In a way I felt frustrated because English is not my native language and I used words which could be misunderstood. A character talked to another one who was upset for a situation he found himself into, like this: "if you want to [permanent damage], do it on your own because I would NEVER support such choice." Intention was to DISCOURAGE a self-destruction choice but moderator considered that "do it on your own" as an encouragement and warned me for "promoting harm to the community". I didn't protest then, as I understood I could say the same thing differently: "if you want [permanent damage] I won't follow that path with you. Self-destruction is not my thing and it shouldn't be yours too". But the second warning came because, using the "fan fiction" model, I continued the story of another character taken from another author. Without talking to him first, assuming fan fiction model was universally accepted - I read lots and lots of fan fictions blogs! And I was completely wrong on that, I still feel responsible towards him; we clarified, I excused myself explaining everything but that was the worst mistake I made as an author and still can't forgive myself for this issue. So, I don't complain about moderators' efforts to keep the site safe; they do their best.
  14. Hey! I'm so fucking glad to you. For the post about the imposter - giving inspiration to an author is always gladly accepted.

    Whenever you're up for dirty poz talk, know that I'm game.

  15. really. Longing to see him finally converting!
  16. So fucking tired, again! I could sleep all day if the world lets me! 

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    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      Exhausted! I slept but I feel quite tired; I've got some inspirations for writing stories but then I let it go, I need my mind free! Nothing serious or awful happening; just too much work to do. 

    3. TransfemmeNflkUK

      TransfemmeNflkUK

      Ah yes the burden of work. Getting in the way of our own preferred  pursuits. 

    4. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      Need dirty talk like oxygen! I'm still in bed and with no intention to get up. Too comfortable to stay here. Me, and my lazy HIV

  17. No sexting and poz talk with Internet buddies, or real sex with my bf today - I'm just longing for the bed, but for a DEEP SLEEP. Me and my HIV are EXHAUSTED

  18. this stuff of search engine optimization is driving me mad. I don't know when I publish last chapters of my stories here, I've got my other self-hosted project with many troubles and it has higher priority.

  19. I'll complete the two stories I have, but then I'll leave bz as an author and come back just to chat with friends and sext-buddy found here. 

  20. I'm so busy these days! But always up for dirty poztalk sexting chats 🐖🦠🤗☣️🧬🎁☢️

  21. I feel someone's excited here...

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    2. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      it's an order - we think to be in control but it's HIV who controls us ☣

      I'm so turned on!

    3. Zoey

      Zoey

      I'm a slave to hiv! I want to serve him forever and feel his power inside me. I am 100% certain that hiv is like a parasite on my brain already!

    4. PozTalkAuthor

      PozTalkAuthor

      and my virus is proud of this!

      Even if he's like his owner -myself- loves to stay on the couch watching tv shows

  22. Found a poztalk sexting chat buddy - we're having a lot of fun! Thanks to be here!

  23. . . . . . SPOILER . . . . . Poor HIV At first saving Alexandra, then Ian, then knowing he will live inside Sharon's child too... It's been a hard time for him, he's tired and needs to relax as humans often do... But his distraction prevents him from saving his third host, although the inevitable tragedy helps PozCop to finally realize who The Predator is and behave accordingly...
  24. "We have to talk" anticipation: smart HIV has saved two hosts, but then feels tired and does not manage to save the third in time...

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