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I won't call it "bullying" as a moderator does his job and he's human as all of us, there might be mistakes but instead of feeling like a victim of something it would be better to protest in a polite way if necessary. ...or create our own communities if we want our own rules. This spring I have been suspended for 13 days -content deleted- and it was my very first attempt to publish a story here! Very frustrating, yes, but then? In a way I felt frustrated because English is not my native language and I used words which could be misunderstood. A character talked to another one who was upset for a situation he found himself into, like this: "if you want to [permanent damage], do it on your own because I would NEVER support such choice." Intention was to DISCOURAGE a self-destruction choice but moderator considered that "do it on your own" as an encouragement and warned me for "promoting harm to the community". I didn't protest then, as I understood I could say the same thing differently: "if you want [permanent damage] I won't follow that path with you. Self-destruction is not my thing and it shouldn't be yours too". But the second warning came because, using the "fan fiction" model, I continued the story of another character taken from another author. Without talking to him first, assuming fan fiction model was universally accepted - I read lots and lots of fan fictions blogs! And I was completely wrong on that, I still feel responsible towards him; we clarified, I excused myself explaining everything but that was the worst mistake I made as an author and still can't forgive myself for this issue. So, I don't complain about moderators' efforts to keep the site safe; they do their best.
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Hey! I'm so fucking glad to you. For the post about the imposter - giving inspiration to an author is always gladly accepted.
Whenever you're up for dirty poz talk, know that I'm game.
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THE MAKING OF A CHASING PIG
PozTalkAuthor replied to DirtyFckr's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
really. Longing to see him finally converting! -
So fucking tired, again! I could sleep all day if the world lets me!
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Exhausted! I slept but I feel quite tired; I've got some inspirations for writing stories but then I let it go, I need my mind free! Nothing serious or awful happening; just too much work to do.
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Ah yes the burden of work. Getting in the way of our own preferred pursuits.
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Need dirty talk like oxygen! I'm still in bed and with no intention to get up. Too comfortable to stay here. Me, and my lazy HIV
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No sexting and poz talk with Internet buddies, or real sex with my bf today - I'm just longing for the bed, but for a DEEP SLEEP. Me and my HIV are EXHAUSTED
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this stuff of search engine optimization is driving me mad. I don't know when I publish last chapters of my stories here, I've got my other self-hosted project with many troubles and it has higher priority.
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I'll complete the two stories I have, but then I'll leave bz as an author and come back just to chat with friends and sext-buddy found here.
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I feel someone's excited here...
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it's an order - we think to be in control but it's HIV who controls us ☣
I'm so turned on!
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I'm a slave to hiv! I want to serve him forever and feel his power inside me. I am 100% certain that hiv is like a parasite on my brain already!
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and my virus is proud of this!
Even if he's like his owner -myself- loves to stay on the couch watching tv shows
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pozworld We have to talk
PozTalkAuthor replied to PozTalkAuthor's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
. . . . . SPOILER . . . . . Poor HIV At first saving Alexandra, then Ian, then knowing he will live inside Sharon's child too... It's been a hard time for him, he's tired and needs to relax as humans often do... But his distraction prevents him from saving his third host, although the inevitable tragedy helps PozCop to finally realize who The Predator is and behave accordingly... -
"We have to talk" anticipation: smart HIV has saved two hosts, but then feels tired and does not manage to save the third in time...
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From Pastor to Pozzed Hole
PozTalkAuthor replied to Heir2012's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
Peter need to be pozzed he is a natural gifter yes, till he's neg he can provide lube to the others but without virus, otherwise, his cum is a waste. -
Don't make us wait years again! I can't hide it: I wish to see these two guys be reunited together, bonded by the gift and no one will create obstacles between them any longer
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Longing for next chapter!
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As an author I should educate people, someone says. But the truth is another: I write to have fun myself, and to entertain others. If then my "Poz World" makes someone change their mind about discrimination and fear towards HIV, that's good. But I do not write to sermonize anyone! For me, at last, homophobics and serophobics can go to fuck off whenever they want.
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"Cowboys don't give up. If they fall they stand back up. Destiny could hurt them, but cowboys never give up!" Translated, the song sounds like this and I'm singing it aloud. Sadness get away from me!
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keyboard warrior
PozTalkAuthor replied to PozTalkAuthor's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
Thanks! Love you chaser boy! 🤗😘➕🎁🧬🦠☣️ -
So... The smart talking virus waits for you! And you wait for him, right?
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WOW! How many guys visiting my profile. Sorry if I do not contact all but I'm selective. Thanks, anyway, to people appreciating my writing.
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I'm officially a bug chaser. Role reversed... But it's nothing sexual this time, iths the flying one. That insect appearing in autumn which flies around and stinks bad whenever you touch it. I have caught it when it stopped on my shoulder but now I'm radioactive ☢
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keyboard warrior
PozTalkAuthor replied to PozTalkAuthor's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
it was coming with HIV as a punishment, but I don't want it to end up like that! Punishment is the awful stereotype used by homophobic and serophobic so-called "straight" people, politicians included, who build their propaganda talking about HIV spreaders taking revenge of someone. Even in fiction, I find this kind of storytelling ruins the whole queer community - I have read many stories of this kind here, but honestly they turn me off. Words are relevant, one thing is GIFTING another is STEALTHING. Gifting requires full consent. -
keyboard warrior
PozTalkAuthor replied to PozTalkAuthor's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
I'm attempting to organize the plot, but I am not satisfied by what's coming -
keyboard warrior
PozTalkAuthor replied to PozTalkAuthor's topic in Bug Chasing & Gift Giving FICTION
FUCK! Another episode of "keyboard warrior" came into my mind! I can't promise but will try to schedule it -
today I'm turned off - even BZ stories do not generate any reaction. Sorry.
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Yes definitely world changing for the better and weight lifted from me as soon as I came out. Think the same is happening with my change to be positive about hiv
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clearly you're not obliged to convert. It's not a necessary thing. But living it with something that can happen, or that can prevented by correct precautions... You can take precautions but without living in fears. Awareness, not fear.
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Yep absolutely
