Marlin

When I was younger candles were my dildos. I had tried to get fucked but it always hurt so much. Used candles and vaseline to train myself to relax and take dick....never pushed one in far enough to lose it

Amazing how times have changed as most guys are on PrEP and virtually every poz guy is on meds and undetectable making status not a really important issue and allowing most men to bareback without concern. I used to be mortified about disclosure but today I only discuss it when asked and I'm finding that the vast majority of guys are educated enough to realize that the combination of PrEP and HIV meds is the safest sex out there. I hate when men ask me if I'm clean. With that question I always answer yes. The guys most likely HIV poz these days are guys on the dl....many married or guys scared to come out and therefore not getting tested or on PrEP and don't know their status.

Just noting the anniversary

The world has changed so much....I began to become physically mature at 12 with my pubic hair sprouting and my penis growing but I had never ejaculated and had no idea what semen was. It wasnt until I was 13 when I shot my first load and that was by accident. I had been rubbing my penis when without notice I started spurting this white gooey fluid. My freshman year in high school was the first time I had seen other sexually mature guys while in the shower. Thats when i knew I was gay. Seeing varying sized dicks, different amount of pubic hair, chest hair and different colors was such a huge turn on. Unfortunately I never had sex with another man until college. With the internet I'm confident all guys have been exposed to sex by the time they reach puberty

I see many FTM trans guys that are pretty hairy. Nice beard and hairy chest. I'm a masculine gay man who has no chest hair. Decent facial hair and below the waist but totally smooth above. I always wish I had some chest hair as I love the masculine. My question is how do these formerly female guys end up becoming hairy. Does genetics play a favor as they take testosterone? Would testosterone give me chest hair?

I love kissing and it's absolutely necessary for a hot encounter. For the same reason I love bareback, I love kissing. Intimacy. Kissing as part of foreplay gets me hard and ready for fucking. The hottest kissing involves snowballing cum. If a guy swallows my cum I want him to kiss me so I can taste it.

I absolutely love ass to mouth. An absolute must during foreplay. I'm not into a dirty ass but a musky or sweaty hole is great. I also much prefer an I shaved hairy hole. So masculine and the texture is a turn on. Recently I had a guy come over unexpectedly. I hadn't showered and he went to town on my hole. Was telling me how great my dirty hole tasted and then kissed me deep. OMG what a turn on. May have been the [banned word] as much as anything. I then went to town on his ass. Eating, kissing and then sliding in his hole. Fucked him until I shot my load. He got up and squeezed the fluids into my mouth. Have to admit it was a little dirty. Cum and ass juices but immediately kissed him so he could taste what I tasted. [banned word] and intimate

There were a number of men's rooms at my university's that were cruisy. One in particular had a large opening in between stalls where the toilet paper dispensers had been removed by someone. It was large enough that it was really easy to suck guys off. I didn't fuck often but at the time the few times I did I only topped and always with a condom. I had tried to take dick but it hurt too much. I wanted desperately to bottom so I bought a dildo from an adult bookstore and began practicing at home learning to relax and stretch my hole. One day I was cruising and a black guy sat in the adjacent stall. I did the toe tap and he responded. Next he stood up and stuck his dick through the opening. It was big a beautiful and I began sucking him. It tasted great and he had the most wonderful scent. He asked me if I wanted to go someplace more quiet and I told him yes. We left and i followed him to a stair hall at the end of the corridor. We climbed the stair and at the top there was an empty landing that led to a mechanical room. No one ever went there. We dropped our pants and began to kiss. He was an awesome kisser. He asked if he could fuck me. I was little scared but wanted him so bad. I sucked his dick getting it wet and bent over holding the railing. He spit on his dick and started to press my hole. It hurt as I was still dry. I pulled forward turned around and wet his dick some more then spit on my fingers to wet my hole. I bent over and as he poked my hole he handed me poppers. That did the trick as soon he was balls deep. I'd turn around and kiss him while he fucked me and his moans were so hot. Soon he was moaning louder and went balls deep and stopped as I felt his dick pulsating. He stayed in me for a minute then pulled out and I could see some of his nut hit the floor. We quickly dressed and left. I went to class with his nut in me. At the end of the day I went back to the mens room forced the cum out and used it to jerk off

Damn. I'm addicted to black men. The man who pozzed me was an anonymous hookup in a city park one night. Met him while cruising. I eventually found myself on my back in the dirt with my pants off, legs up with his 8" dick deep in me and only my spit lubing my hole. He fucked me for 10 minutes until he started moaning loudly and going balls deep. I could feel his dick pulsating knowing his black babies were filling me. When I got home my pants were wet and stained with the pink mixture of his nut and my ass juices and blood. Little did I know his nut was toxic as 3 weeks later I got the fuck flu and tested poz a few months later.

So someone who's getting fucked for an extended period and taking multiple loads may well begin to experience "digestion" (for lack of a better word) of the seminal fluid in his rectum (or up in the lowest reaches of the colon, if any were delivered or seeped that far). And breaking down of ANYTHING in the digestive tract can produce gaseous discharges from the decomposing material. For me The best deepest fucks with the biggest cocks always ended the most gas the next morning. I had a wonderful black man with a very large penis that used to fuck me so deep and passionately and his cum would end up so deep it never ran out, but the next morning I would have a lot of gas as no doubt my body was breaking down his semen. The scent was unmistakable

The morning after getting bred I have a significant amount of gas. I think it's a combination of air forced into me during fucking and also my body wanting to expel the semen that was coating my rectum all night. I am always so turned on by the scent of the semen that has been marinating in my ass. I did have an inconvenient incident one morning after a good fuck. While walking from my car to my office I had the urge to fart and thought it was just air. Instead it was a massive load of cum that obviously was not absorbed. I immediately went to the mens room and undressed. My boxers were soaked but luckily the fluids had not soaked through my boxers. I took the boxers off, cleaned out and redressed commando. The scent was such a turn on and immediately made me hard reminding me that I had the DNA of my breeder in me.

I generally don't eat my own cum when I masturbate but I am absolutely turned by being snowballed my cum when I shoot in a guys mouth.

The black man that pozzed me calls it nut....As he was about to shoot inside me he told me he was nutting inside me.

I've learned not to take the apps seriously. For many, including me sometimes they are a place to visit when horny and/ or bored. I live in a medium sized city and I see pretty much the same guys all the time. I'm lucky to find a handful that are regulars and find very few new guys to hook up with. I've had plenty of guys engage in hot banter only to suddenly disappear and sometimes even ghost me. I no longer get upset....it is what it is.

That's exactly how I got my first boy friend to cum in me. We had been dating for about 6 weeks and we slept with each other virtually every night. We were both versatile and would fuck each other. one night we were having very passionate sex. I was sucking his dick and he was rock hard. I consciously got it extra wet and proceeded to sit on it letting slide balls deep in me. He said nothing but once he was in me I leaned down and started kissing as I rode him. Within a few minutes he said he was getting really close which made me ride him faster. Soon he said that he didn't have a condom on. I told him to cum inside me. Within seconds he starts moaning and I could feel his dick pulsing. I rolled off him and a huge solo ive of his not plopped out. We never used condoms again

For sucking I really prefer that size cock. I can deep throat without gagging and make sure the guy is getting the best service ever. when bottoming I do prefer a bigger cock. A 7-1/2 - 8 is perfect for me. My gifter had a BBC about that size and he opened my second hall when balls deep and also thick enough that although I could not feel his nut I could definitely feel his dick expand and pulsate as he unloaded

No, I'm straight looking and acting. I'm out to my friends and family but none of them know what a slut I am. I think of my straight married men who may have been with no more than a dozen or less other women their entire life and I have been with maybe a thousand my entire life. They would be shocked to know I exclusively fuck bareback, love BBC and was actually infected with HIV by a black man.

Unlikely. The vast majority of guys who are poz are on medication and once on medication they will become undetectable. The riskiest guys are those on the down low who bareback and do not regularly test.

About three weeks after I was fucked by an anonymous guy in the city park i got the flu. High fever, aches, malaise and really bad night sweats. I was a bit concerned I was sero-converting because it was early September, not flu season. The acute symptoms abated within about 5 days and I felt fine within 10 days. Upon recovery I put it out of mind. The following spring i did get tested and the result was positive. I never saw the guy again but almost certain he was the one. The sex was unbelievably passionate and pretty agressive. I was sore and the fluids in my bed the next morning were pink. He may not even have known he was poz.

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I can't remember the last time I wore a condom. I did have a guy insist on a condom to fuck me about 5 years ago. He was a very attractive black college student who I met on Grindr. He was a black guy, 20 yo, 6'-0", extremely lean at about 150lbs. He was very cute and nice. When he arrived we went into my bedroom and as he dropped his pants I was presented with the biggest flaccid dick I'd ever seen. At least 8". I got on my knees and sucked him and soon it grew to 10". All the more impressive sprouting from his skinny body. His body was so hot. Totally smooth from the waist up but a thick bush and a hairy ass, not just his hole. I asked him to fuck me and he pulled out a magnum. I told him I preferred bareback but he said he only played safe. I told him i was clean but he insisted. I got on my back, legs up, took some hits of poppers as he lubed his wrapped cock. He started entering slowly as my hole opened. He was patient enough and soon he was 1/2 in. As he started to fuck the condom kept bunching up. He'd pull out, reasdjust and try again. After a few minutes I told him to try it without a condom. He was so horny and frustrated that he obliged and soon re entered me. I said. "See how much better". He smiled broadly and said he never fucked without a condom. His strokes got deeper and I took more poppers as he entered my second hole. Within a few minutes his breathing got heavier, his thrusts deeper as I felt his already huge dick expand and pulsate. He stayed in me as he softened and finally pulled out. His cum was so deep none ever came out. My body must have absorbed it. as he left he told me how great it felt but asked me if I was sure I was clean. We ended up meeting a few more times. He even let me breed him.

I especially love black dick. The man who pozzed me was a black man and the night it happened was the most passionate sex I ever had. I was on my back legs up while he fucked and kissed me deep. When he started cumming I felt his huge Dick expand and start pulsating unloading his poz nut.

If you are undetectable and on meds you will be fine. It is extremely rare for an HIV positive man to be infected by a different strain of HIV and your medication contains the ingredients found in PrEP.