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I don't think it would really work. As you mentioned Poppers has not only an effect on the smooth muscles in your ass, but on the smooth muscles which kept your veins in better shape too. The vessels expand from the release of nitric oxide, which lowers the blood pressure and helps to get more blood through veins which already suffer from arteriosclerosis. That's the reason why amylnitrit has been used to treat angina pectoris. Through the expanded vessels flows more blood and your brain gets for a short time more oxygen. Which you notice as a rush. That helps to relax too, because the brain is overwhelmed and loses some control and therefore you feel less pain. In a medicine this rush is an unwanted side effect, so amylnitrit has been replaced with Nitroglycerin, which causes no rush, because it works a little bit slower. But without the feeling of the rush you don't get this trigger effect which helps to relax your ass better. But even more dangerous would be, that it would be much more difficult to find the right dosing how much Nitroglycerin you need. PP will very fast vanish from your blood system and you can always get fresh air to make this quicker. If you would take one pill of Nitroglycerin to much it will stuck in your blood system much longer, then you have the high risk that the blood pressure goes down so fast, that you can die.

Before my preferred color became red, I had a very intense yellow phase. In the first years with fisting I liked both. Especially it turned me on, standing upwards, someone kneeling in front of me, giving me a blow job, and I could relief my piss in his mouth while he fisted me - or the other way around, me fisting someone on my knees and drinking his piss. As long as I wasn't very deep and used mostly Crisco, there wasn't a big problem. But with getting deeper and using more lube, such a position can get very slippery and you need a very secure stand for fisting in such position. For going out to fetish bars with play areas but no special fisting event taken place, I sewed into several army trousers long zippers from the front up to the waistband at the back. That is very practical if you only expect one or two short fist sessions in the evening, because with the open zipper everything is accessible and you have place for lube, gloves and poppers in the side pockets, and no problems with carrying a backpack the whole evening which could easily be stolen in a crowded bar. But such trousers could become very messy if you mix your crisco and lube with a lot of piss, which can than be very unpleasant if you want to take the train home with them. But many bars have closed now, so I rarely use this trousers now. If you play at home you can always have a small bucket within reach if someone in the sling leaks and you're not able or willing to drink everything. You don't always have such opportunity if you play at a bigger party. So it really depends on the circumstances if pissing and fisting goes well together. For me a full bladder isn't good for relaxing, so I normally try to piss before someone wants to enter my ass. Fetish gear and fisting goes well together, mostly on bigger parties, but it's not only leather, rubber or army, nearly everything is possible now. When playing at home I prefer to be more or less naked. It's ok if playing in a separate play room, but I feel something overdressed playing in full gear in a normal sleeping room, and although I like my 20/30 hole rangers with their red laces, I don't like to clean up all the black spots they leave on the floor afterwards. And anyway if you have a long session most of the gear is taken off through the evening, because it becomes uncomfortable. But I have been on a private fuck & fist party where two of the guests changed their outfits three times the night to fuck each other in a different fetish gear - I thought this was ridiculous. 🙂

If I only take coke, I can't very well relaxing, because I just feel nothing or have a cold, not sympathic feeling to the other guy. I will never mix weed and extasy in a fisting session after something happened to me in 2012 again. It can make me, and more important the active guy so dissociative, that he noticed nothing important any more. I felt a little snap inside and had thinkig I would open deeper. But the other guy didn't even noticed, that the can of crisco was full of blood and the area under my body was full of blood too. As I laid on my back I couldn't see that till I raised up. I tried his advise to clean out my ass with cold water. That was a bad advise...after the first water flowed into me, I got terrible pain. He punched a hole in my gut. It took me a while, till I could get the pain and the spasm under control. His only comment was "Calm down" ... and he rolled himself another joint... he was absolutly no help in this situation. It wasn't the case that I took to much chems that night - by comparison to some dates in Amsterdam or Berlin I was nearly sober....But it was the wrong mixture and the wrong play partner. (He died two years later from an overdose, because no one wanted to play with him anymore...) Have you tried speed for fisting? You can also mix it with some "g". This has also the advance that the risk to pass out from "g" is smaller, because the speed push the blood pressure up, while Poppers an "g" push it down. In the right setting with the right person a Trip of LSD is also good to relax. But things work not allways the same way. One person prefers one thing, the other something different. You only can make try & error to find out what's best for you.

I started barebacking because I was to stingy... Buying condoms wasn't the problem. In the first few years after In had my first real gay sex (with 19), most of the time the only possibility for me to get in near contact with other guys had been a gay sauna during the week. It was never very crowded and most of the time only very few men looked acceptable. I had condoms in my locker, and at the counter you could also get free condoms. But it was difficult for me to store them while I was switching back and forth between the steam sauna and the cruising area with the free cubicles. If I had been lucky enough to find a guy, who wanted to have sex with me, I didn't insist on using condoms, because if I had to get one from my locker he maybe lost interest in me. Searching for another man that day was impossible, the sauna closed at 23 h, and a short time later I had to take my last train home. Then the visit to the sauna would had been useless and I had to wait another week to have the next possibility for sex... Maybe I should have smoked at this time - all the smokers had a condom in their packets of cigarettes - but for smoking I was to stingy too. 😉 With 23 I was searching for a master slave relationship, but the master wanted to see a test first - it was positive, so the relationship was cancelled. Basically I'm positive before anyone really called unprotected sex "barebacking". And since that time I never insisted on making only safer sex, I let the other one decide. Or it happend in some cruising areas without any spoken words. Between the years 2000 and 2010 I've been on several barebackparties, because that was a place were no discussion was needed. But I never had the intention to breed someone with a viral load (I was already on meds then). What I never will really understand why people were "bugchasing". I can understand why someone don't want to use condoms, but why ultimately searching for a pozz load? Just let it happen - or beeing lucky. I find it a stupid idea that the guy who is pozzing you should be a special person. I don't know who pozzed me, and I think it is better this way.