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Chapt 4 Alec The beast within me felt immense satisfaction at finally claiming our young mate. I experienced one of the most intense orgasms in my life as I delivered a huge load deep inside Jamie. I felt Jamie’s hot spunk on our bellies, glueing us together. I loved the spontaneity of fucking Jamie raw without a proper discussion of risks and consequences - both of us losing control together, the exhilarating thrill of moving step by step to raw fucking as boundaries were pushed and broken in an irresponsible manner. I also loved how Jamie asked me to cum outside of him, yet he clung onto me tightly with his pleading eyes simultaneously begging to be taken and for me to pull out. All the wicked fantasies we shared about me taking him without his consent finally came into fruition. As my orgasm died out and lucidity returned, I felt a growing guilt. It wasn’t like sowing my seeds on some random fuck who didn’t care to take care of himself. I had long rationalised if it wasn’t me pozzing said random fuck, it would eventually be someone else. But Jaime had a place in my heart unlike said random fuck. My hypocrisy was not lost on me that the last couple of days, I pushed Jamie’s boundaries with lustful delight. Chris, my best friend, would probably be rolling on the floor laughing at my sudden acquisition of a conscience. Our running gag was if gay men live by the ‘sword’, then we die by the ‘sword’. Jamie seemed to have returned to his senses as well. We looked at each silently, both breathing deeply, still joined by my semi-hard cock. “Are you ok, Jamie?” I asked gently. “Yea I am. And you?” Jamie responded, sounding a bit distant. A sign he was deep in thought. I withdrew from Jamie, letting him sit up beside me. “I am good - it was amazing. It was more than I hoped for. But I am sorry, Jamie - we should have discussed this properly. I know we talked about fantasies about me taking you without your consent, but without actually a proper discussion about boundaries, I should have pulled out,” I took a deep breath and continued, “But we can still protect you. They have medication for medical staff for situations where they are accidentally exposed to HIV. So long as the medication is taken within 72 hours of exposure, it should be able to prevent infection. We can go to the hospital and get them to prescribe you some.” It felt strange that the consequences of an act so intimate between my lover and I could be severed by some medication. As if the slate could just be wiped clean. We will have to go back to condoms too. My inner beast howled in protest after claiming our mate. I reminded myself that getting Jamie poz only benefited my sick perverted mind. “Oh,” I could see the cogs turning in Jaime’s head as he considered the information. “So what you are saying is that for the next 72 hours, we can fuck raw to our hearts content and I can go to the hospital to get the exposure medication and I wouldn’t be infected?” I almost burst out in laughter. It wasn’t quite what I was expecting him to say. Though 72 hours of ravishing my boyfriend did have a great appeal. Instead, I put on my responsible hat and stripped off sexually evocative poz words, “72 hours is a guideline. You need to get the treatment as soon as possible for the best results. The longer you take to go on medication or the greater the exposure level, sero-convertion can still happen even if the post exposure medication is taken. You shouldn’t have to pay for me losing control and being highly irresponsible. As you know Jamie, I am not on meds, so my viral load, while stable, is high so I may be more infectious than what is typically expected and therefore the exposure would be greater which may yield poorer results from the meds.” “Oh,” Jamie said and paused, mulling over the information some more. “Does this mean I should push out your cum to reduce as much cum in me as possible, therefore reduce exposure?” I couldn’t fault Jamie’s logic. However, it would be such a waste to push out all that cum immediately. It had been a long time since I had the opportunity to eat cum out of an ass since moving out of London, a few more moments of my toxic cum in Jamie should be alright, shouldn’t it? “Wait Jamie, sit on my face for a bit, I want to eat out your hole - It may be my only chance of ever doing this with my cum in your hole. Sit on my face.” An amused grin blossomed on Jamie’s face. I lay back on the bed and Jamie straddled my face. “I got a perfect view of your hole - it looks so red and it smells of cum and sex,” I growled before munching on his hole, drinking in the taste and smell close up. My tongue pushed easily into his already stretched hole. I pulled back, watching his hole twitch as pearly white cum leaked and flowed out on his puffy pink entrance. I watched with a morbid fascination wondering if there was enough broken skin on his pink entrance for my virus to seep in before I lapped up my cum, “Love tasting my cum mixed with your hole juices as it drips out of your hole, tasting our fuck.” “That’s so bad…” Jamie moaned, “I want to taste our fuck too.” Jamie suddenly leaned down and tentatively put my rock hard cock in his mouth and sucked my cock. Tentativeness grew to eagerness as he sucked up and down my rod. Jamie, feasting our sex juices on my cock, while I feasted on our sex juices from his hole. “Kiss me, Jamie. Let’s share what we are tasting with each other.” Jamie released my cock and repositioned himself, he straddled me on my waist, my long thick shaft rested in between his crack as he leaned down and kissed me. We dove our tongues into each other’s mouths, sharing the taste of our bodies with each other. Jamie rocked his hips, the cleft of his butt rubbed against my cock. We were lost in our kiss for a long time. When we finally took a moment to catch our breath, Jamie had a sombre look on his face and said, “And for the record, Alec, it was ‘we’ lost control. Not ‘you’ lost control. It was what made it so… intoxicating. ‘Us’ doing what we should not be doing together. Like we both lost our minds together step by step together, but somehow stayed in sync, remaining one mind - connected even in our madness. I don’t even think I make sense. If it was just one of us losing self control, it wouldn’t be the same because we are not of the same mind.” Jamie’s insight took me by surprise. He wasn’t wrong. “Thanks Jamie, I appreciate that.” Jamie remained silent for a bit as if mulling some more before his cheeks turned a little pink again and his cock throbbed. “What dirty thought crossed your mind, Jamie?” I grinned. “You know how you said earlier that your viral load has been high but stable, it just made me think that your cum is even more potent and dangerous than I thought. It was just a strange way to think of cum with those descriptions,” he responded softly. I found my cock throbbing between his arse cheeks. Jamie flashed a grin, “Wow, a barest hint of poz talk and your cock is throbbing. You’re really bad, Alec - for all your talk about asking me to go to the hospital to get meds, deep down you really like the idea of pozzing your younger boyfriend.” “Unfortunately, all this time you’ve been going out with a sick, perverted man, who gets off on doing things that he shouldn’t. I just kept it hidden from you all this time to keep you around. But I lost control last night, and now you know,” I replied with a grin, half joking, but also realising there was more truth in my statement than I cared to admit. “Is that so?” Jamie asked with an impish smile as if discovering a secret. Grabbing my cock underneath him, he positioned my knob at his entrance and gently rubbed them against each other. My knob, raw from the friction burns of our fucking, felt sore and tender against Jamie’s entrace. “We shouldn’t have let your knob and my hole teased each other last night. It all started with this,” he whispered teasingly. I growled with lust, my self control slipping, “You’re playing with fire, Jamie…” “I should have straddled you like you suggested earlier when you were teasing me with your cockhead. So that I would have been in control and you couldn’t slip into me,” he teased further. I smirked at his unintended challenge, “Sweet, naive Jamie. You must have only been with inexperienced tops before.” In a quick smooth practised motion, I grabbed his arse, pulled cheeks apart, tilt his hips into the right angle and buck my hips upwards in a single thrust. I felt a brief moment of resistance when my knob met his hole, before resistance gave way and my cock penetrated into his warm flesh, still well lubricated with my dirty seed. My cock stang from being chafed from our fuck, his warm flesh heightening the burn as it made my cock harder. I gave him a smug evil grin and boasted, “I could have easily entered you this way too.” Jamie moaned in pleasure but did not make any move to jump off my cock, which delighted me. I loved feeding from his pleasure and his desire for my cock. It was heightened even more by the idea that it was something we ‘shouldn’t’ be doing. Jamie leaned, resting his head on my shoulders, our chest pressing against each other and mouth beside my ear and he whispered huskily, “You said that you shouldn’t be fucking me raw anymore, or your potent virus might be too much for the meds.” As he said that, he began to slowly move himself up and down on my cock. “Don’t move,” I told Jamie, “let me fuck you instead.” Jamie stilled himself as I bucked my hips, my both hands pulling his cheeks apart as much as possible for full access. The beast within me taking control.. It wants to breed our mate again. “Yea, I shouldn’t be fucking you raw. But I’m not a good person, Jamie. I tell myself that I should keep you safe as your boyfriend, but what I really want is to be the man who knocks you up. Mark you as mine. You’ll always have a part of me in you. What kind of sick boyfriend has these kinds of thoughts and acts on them? Especially on his younger boyfriend just at the start of his life” Jamie groaned and clutched onto me, “It is so perverted, but I love hearing that you want to do these wicked things to me, to be tied to you forever.” “On your back, Jamie. I know you like me on top and properly in control. Going to give you another good fucking.” Jamie got up and moved across the bed as I sat up, I had a good look at my fucktool. Frothy white cummy foam coated my rod, my crotch damp with some of the cum that backflowed out due to churning my own cum. As Jamie lay on his back, he caught sight of my cock and sucked in air in a hiss, “That looks so hot -I’ve never seen a cock so cummy before, it looks so slutty.” I knew a devilish grin was plastered on my face as I got in between Jamie’s legs, flaunting my hard wet tool, wet with my own cum. “None of your neg ex-boyfriends ever fucked on their own cum? Probably because they are just firing blanks. Whereas your poz boyfriend has his toxic load that he wants to massage into your passage and your blood stream,” I said, simultaneously slamming myself into Jamie and fucking him, “Massaging my cum in you with my cock.” Jamie lay back giving himself completely to me. His submissive manner looked completely wanton in my sex craze haze. Lewd sounds of flesh slapping flesh reverberated in the room as we clung onto each other. “So hot, losing control together and giving into our desire for each other,” Jamie murmured feverishly I felt my cum building up. Jamie still had not verbalised that he wanted my cum. I needed to know that he wanted all of me - my dirty toxic cum, my virus. “Where do you want me to cum, Jamie?” I asked Jamie, our eyes fastened. Jamie hesitated for a moment, which almost caused my heart to sink before he said, “Cum in me Alec, make me yours forever.” It was like a dam burst as my orgasm exploded as I gave my boyfriend my second toxic load in him, delivered deep into his guts. I felt Jamie cum within seconds after I came. I lay on our backs panting, holding each other’s hands and catching our breath for a few minutes. “Last chance, Jamie. We go to the hospital now, or I’m keeping you in this unit for the next 72 hours and keep pumping load after load of my potent viral cum into you.” There was not a little dread that Jamie would choose to go to the hospital. It would be the right decision. The sensible one. A part of me was not ready to lose what we have just discovered together as boyfriends and lovers. Jamie cuddled up to me, our sweaty sticky skin plastering on each other. “I don’t know if I can lose what we had just shared,” he said, echoing my thoughts. “I never felt so close to anyone, so connected and bonded.” We did not leave the unit for the next 72 hours. 2 months later I heard the door open as Jamie came back. I popped my head out of the kitchen and asked, “So, what were the results?” “It came back positive,” Jamie confirmed. “Are you feeling ok?” While the results are not unexpected, sometimes reality can hit harder than fantasy.. “Unlike other newly poz guys, I have you,” Jamie hugged me and I held him. “So what did you and the doctor talk about?” “Oh, she said I was taking it all very calmly. I said I knew who poz-ed me. She asked if we were having protected sex now…. I said no. Then she said that even though I am poz and got it from you, we need to use protection because the virus mutates separately in our bodies. Unprotected sex may mean we get re-infected by a new mutated strain from even each other… and we may end up harming each other. She said, I quote, ‘You don’t want to harm your boyfriend or your boyfriend harm you, do you?’” My cock stirred in my pants, tenting. Jamie eyed my hardon with a salacious grin. In a mischievous tone, he said, “The doctor made it sound so serious and dangerous, Alec. Maybe we need to discuss having safe sex.” I pinned Jamie against the wall, pressing our hardons against each other. Over the last two months, Jamie had really gotten into poz talk and play with me. I huskily said, “We are never fucking with a condom, Jamie.” “But I’ll be such an irresponsible boyfriend, re-infecting my boyfriend over and over again with my strain, never knowing when it might mutate,” Jamie teased, working me up with all the right buttons. I growled, “We are never fucking with a condom. We will keep swapping our juices and recharging each other with our strains… fuck if they mutate.” “People are going to say we are so irresponsible and have such an unhealthy relationship… We risk harming each other while we make love.” “That’s why it is perfect and right for the two of us,” I said, kissing Jamie to shut him up.

Chapter 3 Jamie The next morning, I woke up to find Alec had left the unit, leaving a note saying he was off to the shops. This left me with some time to stew in my own thoughts as I jumped into the shower. I had always associated bare sex as something special intimate bond shared between boyfriends/partners/lovers. Being unable to share this most intimate bond with Alec was frustrating - but a relationship wasn’t all about bare sex right? But last night feeling Alec’s tip taking a dip into my hole, my mind was fixated on how pleasurable it felt and we were a few inches from a full fuck. I hate the feel of latex pressing against my hole. It was a necessary evil, but at that moment, life felt terribly unfair about Alec and I being sero-discordant. A whisper bubbled up from my subconscious: ‘You could just become sero-concordant with Alec. Alec can help you with that, with his seed. Impregnate you with his virus. You’ll become his completely, carrying his ‘babies’.’ ‘Ridiculous’ - my rational mind tried to slap my subconscious back into the ether. “What you are hoping for was Alec to just fuck you last night even though you were protesting,” my insidious subconscious whispered back to my rational mind, “Alec, your virile alpha inseminating you with his virus, joining you with him biologically forever.” This was confusing, I never had rape fantasies - and rape fantasies still did nothing for me - I was pretty certain. It was specifically Alec, my boyfriend, taking me completely regardless of my lack of consent that turned me on. ‘Ridiculous - that is the very definition of who shouldn’t be your boyfriend,’ my rational mind screamed. Yet, in that moment, I had also gained insight that it was the perversion of Alec being the loving boyfriend to that of a debauched, pleasure seeking alpha that had no regard for anything but his own sexual pleasure that turned me on. The crazy mix of simultaneously yearning for tenderness and darkness from Alec. “What you want, Jamie is a sick perverted tart with a heart,” I blurted out loud to myself. Drying myself after my shower, I lay on the bed, slowly stroking my cock as my mind played back the events of the night before: The tip of Alec’s cock breaching my hole. My pucker clasped desperately onto Alec’s knob. We both froze as we knew we shouldn’t be doing this. My eyes were locked to our naked forms in the mirror. Neither of us made any attempts to disengage the connection. I was lost in bliss up until I felt and saw Alec repositioned himself to get the fucking angle right. In a moment of panic, I begged him not to fuck me. In my fantasy, Alec did not take heed of my feeble protests. Instead, he kicked my slim smooth legs apart with his beefy hairy thighs to get better access to my hole. He then moved to press his hands down on the back of my hands, pinning my hands down with our fingers entangled. Through the mirror, my boyfriend had a hard sinister slutty look on his face as he pressed my body down with his, engulfing my body and my senses with his hairy beefy body. There would have been no way for me to struggle free. He would then slowly and deliberately thrust forward, sliding his thick shaft down my chute despite my protests. Joining us, filling me completely. He would then pull himself out of me completely, and then in one smooth stroke after another, plunge into me again and again. I would feel a rising panic and yearning for his seed as his cock gets harder and harder, inching closer to ejaculation. No matter how hard I struggled, I couldn’t push him off me. I kept protesting, but his thrusts simply became harder and faster. I keep begging him to let me go, but he does not listen. “I’m going to make you properly mine, Jamie,” Alec would whisper sinisterly in my ear, disregarding my protests. “None of your ex-boyfriends were able to mark you the way I can. You’ll be impregnated by my toxic seed. I would always be the one who infected you. After tonight, we will always be fucking bare.” The opening of the front door of the unit broke me from my fantasy. My cock was achingly hard and pre-cum was leaking from my glans. I heard Alec making his way through the living room and opened the bedroom door. He was greeted with the sight of me lying in bed with my cock up on full mast. He took a moment to take in my nakedness, his eyes running up and down my body in a way that made me feel so sexy and desired, even though I never considered myself sexy. He then eyed my aching cock and teased, “Well someone’s horny.” I caught sight of the new box of condoms that he just placed on the bedside table. I felt annoyed and relieved at the same time. Annoyed that Alec appeared to have every intention to play safe. Relieved that Alec appeared to have every intention to play safe too. As Alec moved forward to put my cock in his mouth, I said, “Wait, get your clothes off too. I love you naked.” Alec discarded his clothes quickly and efficiently. I drank in the sight of my man’s nakedness. My peers preferred guys their age, or guys who were well-muscled with a low body fat. While I could appreciate those male forms, Alec’s body type was what really got my juices going - A dad’s bod. Beneath the softness of flesh, you can see the traces of hard muscle hidden underneath. A bit of a belly and a layer of fur covering his body. “I love the way you look at me. The way your eyes can’t seem to get enough of looking at me naked. Makes me feel sexy,” Alec said huskily as he took my cock into his mouth, slowly sucking me and watching the pleasure wash over my face. “What were you wanking off to when I got back?” There was a pause as I debated if I should share the entirety of my fantasies. There was shame, embarrassment and confusion as to how I felt towards my fantasies. I decided to share part of it - minus being taken by Alec by force bits, “I was thinking about your knob teasing my hole yesterday.” “I couldn’t stop thinking about that all morning, too. I had a rock hard cock driving to the shops and back. Had to take a moment to get my cock down before I ran into the shop for condoms. I’m glad it had the same effect on you too,,” Alec chuckled. I internally battled with my desires and my fears. I would love to feel just the tip of Alec’s cock prodding against my entrance again. It should be safe, shouldn’t it? We wouldn’t really fucking. I blurted out, “Would you like to tease my hole with your cock again? But this time face to face?” Alec’s eyes seemed to turn dark, as if a caged animal threatening to break free took brief possession of him. I felt a tinge of trepidation, vulnerability and arousal. Would the animal in him finally break free and take me? “You want to feel my knob pressed against your hole again?” Alec asked in a deep husky voice. I nodded. He moved to lay on the bed on his back, his girthy rock hard cock on full display. “Sit on my face, I’m going to eat your hole, and I want you to suck my cock. We’ll get my cock and your hole nice and wet.” “Shouldn’t we use lube? To make sure there are no torn skin due to friction as spit dries quicker?” “If we use lube, it would be so well lubricated that more than the tip of my cock might slip in. Spit drying up quicker makes it harder for me to slip in,” Alec said, as if it was the most reasonable thing in the world, pulling my arse over his mouth before his tongue began working my hole. The pleasure of his wet flesh generated even greater anticipation for his knob. His trim beard sanded against my smooth arse crack. I put his rock hard cock into my mouth, the girth stretching mouth open, and sucked and slobbered all over his rod. We mutually serviced each other: Alec alternated between spitting copious amounts of spit and working it in as deep as he could with his tongue. Me eagerly worked on Alec’s steel bar member, as I let spit flow freely onto this shaft. I wondered if both of us were silently lubricating more than necessary for the tip. This added to the anticipation - would Alec cross the line? No, would we cross the line? “I think we’re ready. I can lie here and you can be in control by climbing on top of me and teasing my knob with your hole,” Alec said. That would be the sensible thing to do. But I liked Alec being in control… and the thought of Alec losing self-control and taking me anyway… No, Alec is right, I should be in control. Just as I was about to agree with Alec, Alec misread my hesitation and spoke, “Ah, that expression on your face. I think my sweet Jamie likes me in control. Alright you get on your back.” Pleased with the turn of events, I chose not to correct Alec and did as I was told, and lay back on the bed, and lifted my legs up. Alec smoothly moved to help support my legs and placed them on his shoulders. His eyes, smouldering with the lust. My exposed taint felt vulnerable, yet it thrilled me feeling so vulnerable to Alec. “You really like to test my self-control don’t you Jamie,” Alec growled. His eyes had a wicked glint as his knob made light contact with my entrance. Once again, we are so tantalisingly close to a proper consummation as boyfriends. A smug grin blossomed on his face when I gasped at the naked contact of our sex. There was anticipation in the air. He gyrated slowly, his knob rubbing against my crack that was a little tender from the sanding of his beard, as we feasted on each other’s expressions. “That’s what my boy wanted - my cock teasing his hole,” Alec said playfully. “Kiss me,” I begged, reaching my arms up around his neck. We kissed, our tongues dancing in each other’s mouths. Then I felt a bit of pressure at my entrance, and the muscles of my anus were pushed apart as the helmet of his cock breached the entrance. We gasped into each other’s mouth, not breaking from our kiss. “Just the tip dipping into my neg boy Just a little taste of my boy and it is so good.. So glad you want this too, Jamie,” Alec whispered into my mouth. “Oh Alec, your knob feels so good, I love it, it is closest to proper fucking,” I could only moan in response. I wanted more than a dip. I want to feel the full length of Alec’s bare shaft sliding in and caressing the walls of my ass. Alec broke our kiss but kept us joined at the tip. He lewdly gathered a big glob of spit in his mouth and let it dribble down onto his cock. His slimy spit hit squarely at the connection between his cock and the rim of my anus - a perfect aim. Distantly I wondered how many times he had done this before to have such a good aim. Did he often fucked other guys bare with spit before we met? We had never really discussed much about our sex lives before we met. My mind conjured images of his cock fucking one boy after another bare and I was getting more turned on by the idea. A pity I never had the opportunity to watch Alec fuck one of his previous boys in the past before we became exclusive. My eyes drifted to our reflection in the mirror and I imagined I was watching Alec fuck one of those boys in the past instead of me lying beneath him. “What were you thinking there that caused your cock to twitch?” Alec asked and I felt my face turning red. Even though it was all in my mind, I felt caught out and I felt embarrassment flushed my cheeks, I didn’t particularly want to share it with him. He might laugh or find it ridiculous or think I was a dirty minded slut. “Hey, don’t need to be embarrassed about it. You can share with me. Whatever it is, you obviously like it. You wouldn’t know if I like it if you didn’t share.” “I was thinking that you must be very experienced at dripping spit on your cock to have such a good aim,” I said in a mock-accusatory tone, telling only part of what I was fantasising and trying to turn the tables. Alec’s eyes twinkled as if seeing through my intent. With slow deliberation, he dribbled down a second glob of saliva. I watched with fascination as the viscous liquid left a line that trailed from his mouth down, before the line of spit connecting to his mouth breaking and I felt it hit my entrance - another perfect aim. “Well, I am very experienced at dripping spit down onto my cock, and you never asked before,” Alec teased, “There was more than just that, Jamie. You were staring at the mirror there for a moment. Come, share with me.” I wanted to bury my face in the sand. I quickly blurted to get it all out in one go, “I was imagining what it would have been like to watch you fuck one of the boys in your pastbefore you met me.” Alec’s brows quirked up in amusement, “Why the past? If you fancy, we could invite another lad to join us and you can watch it live in the present.” I felt Alec’s cock throbbed as he said that. He liked the idea of giving me a live sex show. I froze - a threesome wasn’t something I had considered before. Our relationship had been exclusive all this time. The idea didn’t sound terrible, somewhat intriguing, but I had been comfortable with being exclusive with Alec. Images of watching Alec fuck someone live in front of me went through my mind, it would 3-dimensional live porn of my boyfriend which was rather horny. “You like the idea of watching your boyfriend to fuck another boy in front of you?” Alec grinned, his fist wrapping round my cock, “We can talk about this another time. Right now, I’m enjoying my knob being pleasured by my boyfriend,” he punctuated it with a thrust that was far more eager than his earlier shallow thrusts. I gasped in surprise and pleasure. It felt like a quarter of his cock is now buried in me - the most my hole ever had of his bare member. “Whoops, thrust too hard,” Alec said, surprised and apologetic, withdrawing his cock almost immediately. His expression was quickly replaced with a wicked glint when he observed my response. “Gotta be careful,” he said smoothly before sinking just the tip of his rod back in and working the bud of my hole. My hole felt the absence of Alec’s cock and I nearly begged for Alec to sink his cock all the way in. No, no, we’re too responsible for that. We shouldn’t cross the line. Yet, the forbidden fruit always seemed sweeter. He dribbled even more spit and continued his shallow thrusting. I revelled in pleasure of his cock stretching my ring as it entered and feeling all hungry as it left. Then suddenly without warning, he made another hard thrust, pushing a quarter of his tool in again before withdrawing and repeating the shallow thrusts. His eyes lit up in response to me gasping in a mixture of surprise and pleasure. “Whoops, sorry - too eager again,” he said in a husky tone. There was no apology in his eyes or in his tone of voice. We both knew that deeper thrust was deliberate. He knew he shouldn’t have done it, but he was pushing the boundaries. Distantly, I was aware that I should be outraged that he was pushing the boundaries without discussion. Instead, I discovered that I was turned on by him pushing the boundaries without a proper discussion. I wanted to remind him to only fuck with the tip, but I could not verbalise as deep down I knew I did not want him to stop. My mind was too focused on the pleasure sensory overload of my opening being worked on by his knob again and again, being so close to Alec. Just as I mustered the concentration to say something, he thrusted in again, overloading my senses and I lost my voice and cried out instead, giving in, and joining him in this madness. He repeated the process of several shallow thrusts with a deeper thrust, then reverting back to shallow thrusts. The deeper thrusts gradually felt like half his cock was now in me when he did a deeper thrust. The senses felt so heightened and I was aware that Alec’s cock was gliding more and more smoothly in my hole, as if my hole had gotten more and more lube. It dawned on me that he was leaking pre-cum in me. I could not muster protest or outrage, the pleasure was out of this world. It all felt so right and natural - being so intimate with Alec, giving my body to Alec and being tainted by Alec. I loved the spontaneity of the situation, both of us pushing the boundaries without proper discussion and it was like our two minds acting as one in this madness. It created a sense of being so in sync with each other in our mad desires, it was intoxicating. I craved to feel Alec’s body and flesh engulfing mine. “Kiss me,” I blurted. Alec leaned down towards me slowly. Our eyes locked onto each other. I wrapped my arms around his neck and I felt my legs wrapped around his hips to pull our bodies closer. This time he sank his cock into me slowly and deliberately, moving past the quarter mark of his shaft, then the halfway mark of his shaft, until finally he was balls deep in me. We both let out a contented sigh, before Alec finally kissed me slowly, just keeping us locked together, his arousal palpable as I can feel his cock throbbing. We were lost in our sense of touch of our naked bodies, lips to lips, chest to chest, crotch to bum, and shaft to passage. The awareness of his physicality was overwhelming - the sense of his beefy hairy body pressing down against my slimmer smoother one, fully joined to each other for the first time and properly consummating our relationship. Alec’s leaking cock, was now fully positioned in the deepest and most vulnerable part of my body, ready to unload his tainted seed at any moment. I started to have an inkling as to why the bug chasers and gifters used the imagery of a scorpion - a stinger - an apt imagery. With how easily his cock slid in, the walls of my arse were already coated with his spit and pre-cum. “You feel so good in me, Alec. I wish we could go on forever but we should stop before it gets out of hand,” I whispered one thing, but arms and legs clung onto Alec tightly. My hazy mind wondered why I was even protesting. I was engulfed in Alec, why should it end? The natural climax to such a bare connection was for Alec to breed me, leaving his DNA in me, knocking me up - forever binding us biologically with each other. “Just for a little bit longer, Jamie. A few more moments - what difference does it make?” Alec said and began to slowly fuck me. The full length of his shaft slide in and out slowly as he kissed and fucked my protest away. “I wanted to do this yesterday, Jamie. I wanted to fuck you raw even though you said no.” “When you came back earlier, you asked me what I was wanking off to… I was fantasizing that you fucked bare last night me even though I begged you not to.” Alec groaned with arousal and his thrusting picked up pace and pinning me down. “Did you think about me blowing my load deep inside you and knocking you up? The man that you love, who is supposed to love and protect you in return, instead delivering his poisonous cum into you and turning you poz? Me taking charge and taking the decision out of your hands?” “I did,” I panted, “it shouldn’t have turned me on, but it did. I wanted you to take charge and force yourself on me last night, marking me and making me yours.” “Shit, Jamie, I am not going to last long. Where do you want me to cum?” Alec managed to pant out. An internal war waged within me. I wanted so badly to give myself completely to Alec, to be bonded together with him by his virus, and always be able to get fucked by Alec without a condom. Yet, years of indoctrination and fear held me at bay from physically voicing yes. My mind said yes, but my voice said, “Please cum outside of me.” I could see the disappointment in Alec’s face. Instead of releasing my arms and legs around him so that he could withdraw, my arms around his neck tightened, as did my legs around his waist. A momentary look of surprise passed Alec’s eyes and my actions. He was far stronger than me and could easily break free. Instead, he stared into my pleading eyes - I did not know if I was pleading for him to withdraw or to blow his load in me. An animalistic possessive look washed over his face and he plunged deep into me and said, “Fuck it, Jamie, I’ll make you mine now.” Alec roared as he came and I felt every pulse that Alec’s cock made inside me, delivering his dirty payload in my guts. That tipped me over the edge, and my cock, sandwiched between his hairy beer belly and my smooth flat stomach, blew its load in tandem with Alec’s pulsing cock in my hole. There was a bit of shock, and a little horror, but in my pulsing orgasm, those feelings were buried by a strong sense of connection to Alec, satisfaction and satiation of how right it all felt that we crossed a line together, and I never wanted it to end.

Chapter 2: Alec Jamie and I were on the road to my parent’s seaside unit. The drive was unusually quiet. I wondered if Jamie was thinking about our play time last night just like I was - namely, the little fantasy about pozzing him as I was frotting him. From the corner of my eyes, I saw Jamie staring out of the window on his side of the car as if deep in thought. I drank in the sight of my slim nerdy partner. Even now, I marvelled at how we were boyfriend/partners. As much as I found Jamie very attractive, there was once upon a time when I would not have considered being in a relationship with someone who would only have sex with me with a condom. Life throws strange curveballs. I discovered that I was poz in ‘89. By 2000, my CD4 still remained good though the viral load kept fluctuating over the years. My doctor termed me as a long term non-progressor and I was encouraged to get on meds, but as I wasn’t progressing, I decided I wasn't in any rush. The doctors said that I should always wear a condom, even if I was having sex with other poz guys. There was a risk of cross infection from different strains of HIV. The doctors say it like it would logically act as a deterrent to raw sex - afterall, you’d think I would have learnt from the first infection. However, the only effort I put into safe sex, was if my sex partner insisted that we use a condom. Instead, the idea that a poz sex partner and I swapped DNAs, leaving an indelible mark of our viruses in each other, regardless if we were casual strangers or life partners, got my juices going. Or a neg guy who didn’t care whose loads he was taking, getting knocked up by my toxic seed, and I becoming his poz daddy. It was primal, natural and raw - re-charging strains, or knocking up someone. A heady mix of raw pleasure, intimacy, risk and danger rolled into one. When I was living in London several years ago, which had a huge sleazy gay population, my profile read “Safe Sex: never”. Despite that, there was never a shortage of guys in London willing fo fuck bare. Most didn’t ask too many inconvenient questions, all too eager to take a bare cock without question. Some would certainly be poz and not know it. Others probably still neg but their neg days were certainly numbered. On rare occasions, I might find a bug chaser who wanted me to confirm that my load was toxic. Sometimes it was meeting another poz guy, both of us throwing caution to the wind and medical advice and fucking raw, mixing our toxic strains in an evil genetic soup. Unfortunately, I had to move out of London to a small university town partly in the East Midlands. Partly to be close to my ageing grandmother who had no other family nearby, and partly because I was also offered a pretty well paid job in that region. However, it seemed like all the sleazy gay men in the UK had moved to London. There was a non-existent underground bareback scene where I was now located. I got the distinct impression I would be staked and burned if I so much as suggested raw fucking. To have any luck to get laid, I had to change my profile to read “Safe Sex: Always”. In the early days after my move, I might risk a cheeky poke and slip my cock into a bottom willing enough to let my cock slide in bare and not discuss. Unlike the guys I picked up in London, more often than not, I would illicit outrage. I guess it was true that more conservative folks tend to be out here. Gradually, I stopped trying, only going back to my wicked ways if I was up in London visiting. Meeting Jamie and getting along well with him was a pleasant surprise especially since Jamie was particularly conscientious about using a condom when we had sex. We formed a nice easy rapport quickly early in the piece, and since I more or less had to use condoms with everyone out here, he was a top candidate to be a fuckbuddy. It sounds mercenary describing this now, but that was the honest truth about how things started between us. Over time, I discovered that we got along really well, and I really enjoyed his company. I always knew that companionship was a powerful motivator, but trust me when I say that even I surprised myself when it was I who suggested to Jamie we should see each other as boyfriends, and exclusive, no less. I smiled at the memory of how Jamie’s face lit up when I proposed the idea of seeing each other. Jamie, being quite a reserved person, would probably never broach the subject first. My best friend, Chris, who still lived in London, joked that I must either be having a mid-life crisis or super desperate and/or lonely. Chris was certain that if Jamie and I met in London, I would never have asked to meet with Jamie for the first time, much less a second time because of the condom. Nothing like a best friend who knew how shallow I was. I cannot deny that Chris was wrong, but I guess fate spun things this way. Jamie and I met in a specific time in my life with a specific set of circumstances that made things right at that moment. Lack of bare sex notwithstanding, I genuinely enjoyed Jamie’s company and am in love with him. There was a certain sweetness and innocence that Jamie had that I found alluring. In a different time, I would be finding ways to lead him down the corrupted path, as I often did with previous exes or fuckbuddies. Instead, I found myself in an unfamiliar territory of being at war internally - I felt protective over Jamie, and yet I still desired to poz him. A quandary I never had before. Maybe it was moving into this small town and slipping into the facade of a responsible poz top that I was starting to believe my own bullshit. Fine, maybe I feel more for Jamie than I did my previous exes or fuckbuddies. “That’s not you, Alec. You’ll get bored of him one day,” Chris said to me not long ago. BAH! Chris was probably disappointed that Jamie would be my first boyfriend since we’ve known each other that he wouldn’t get to fuck. We were both a top & top-verse, and got off sharing our bottom boyfriends and fuckbuddies with each other. My cock turned hard at the lewd image of my sweet innocent Jamie bouncing up and down Chris’ cock like a slut while I plough Ross, Chris’ boyfriend - Chris and I churning our mixed cum in our boys, a frothy mixture of cum coating our shafts, massaging our mixed toxic cum into our boys and knobs. At the end of the session, both boys are so stuffed with our mixed toxic seed, our strains mingling with each other through our boys, before passing from our boys to ourselves. An unreachable fantasy in this instance. I can even imagine how Jamie would react if I shared this with him - turning all red and scandalised. My mind drifted back to frotting Jamie last night - it was the closest my piss slit ever got to his opening. What made it hotter was Jamie even briefly sharing his fantasy of taking my toxic load. It had almost made me lose my resolve last night and I came close to ‘accidentally’ blowing my load all over his hole and watched my juices slowly seep into his passage even though Jamie begged me not to cum over his hole. In the end, my protective feelings towards Jamie won out in the end. Unfortunately, feeling protective over Jamie was a double edged sword. My deviant mind always loved the idea of perverting my role of an older boyfriend/husband/partner, from one who is supposed to be caring, nurturing and a protective lover to my younger spouse, to that of a selfish, deviant lover, who wanted nothing more than to taint my boyfriend with my viral load and maximising the pleasure I can get for cock out of my boyfriend’s hole. I love it when bottoms lose control and beg for raw cock. For the first time, I actually have someone I wanted to protect and keep myself under control and yet… I was under no illusions that my resolve is held by a thread, and the idea of giving in to my desires and losing control, or far more alluring, the idea of both Jamie and I mutually losing control… Even darker fantasies started being spun in my head. Thoughts of pinning Jamie down and ravishing him completely with my bare cock despite his protest, knocking my boyfriend up and making him completely mine. Despite all the prim and proper protestation, Jamie secretly loved me raping his hole, as he half fights and half gives in to his desire. I wondered if Jamie was aware how he whimpered louder last night every time the glans of my cock brushed against his smooth pink pucker. I would love to hear how he would cry out in pleasure when my knob breaches his hole…. My cock stayed hard for the entire drive and my boxers had several wet spots from my pre-cum. By the time we reached the unit, I had worked my horniess up to a frenzy. Stepping in through the front door of the unit, I told Jamie, “I think you should get on your knees and suck me off.” A playful and naughty grin flashed on Jamie’s face as he got on his knees dutifully and began to undo my pants. My cock sprang out, rock hard with pre-cum dripping out of the piss hole. My thick and veiny cock sticking out of my hairy crotch contrasted against Jamie with his neatly combed hair, a nerdy pair of glasses and his youthful clean shaven face. Ideas of corrupting Jamie in all sorts of manner surfaced - especially a biologically corruption. Jamie’s mouth stretched wide open to accommodate the girth of my cock and my cock throbbed in response to the slutty sight of a clean cut nerdy young man taking on my cock. His eyes held mine as his mouth worked my sex tool. It was one thing I really enjoyed about sex with Jamie, we both liked to watch each other’s expressions - as if trying to capture every micro-expression of bliss as we pleasure one another, and feeding off each other’s pleasure, a powerful mental connection that stuck in a perpetual feedback loop. “Mm, you look so good servicing my cock,” I said in a low tone, as he worked my pants down onto my ankles, then using his hands running them over my hairy thighs. He loved feeling my fur, just as I love feeling his smooth skin. I growled, “I don’t think I can wait any more - I need to fuck you. Let’s get on the bed.” We stripped naked and practically stumbled our way into the bedroom. I noticed that the built-in wardrobes beside the bed had floor to ceiling mirrored doors. I had never brought anyone here for sex before, but I was now also looking forward to watching ourselves play in the mirror with plans to update the wardrobe at home to floor to ceiling mirrored doors - what a great idea. Jamie lay back on the bed, lifting his legs up, exposing his pink smooth hole and I knelt in front of Jamie. I then lifted his arse up with my hairy paws so that his arse was close to my mouth, and he was practically on balancing his shoulders. We kept our eyes locked onto each other as I slowly moved my head down towards his hole to eat him out, never breaking our gaze. I fed on the anticipation on his face as my mouth got slowly closer and closer to his hole before he gasped when we finally made contact. I loved watching Jamie writhe as I pushed my tongue deep into his hole. His moans made me work my tongue even more. Pushing hard against his pucker one moment, before being gentle. I paused munching on his hole a moment and said, “Imagine my tongue is my cockhead, pressing against your hole.” I dove my tongue in hard on his hole and Jamie seemed to cry out in pleasure even louder than before. A sign he was more turned on, no doubt by the wicked idea planted in his head. “You like pretending that it is my cockhead working at your entrance. Imagine it is just the tip of my cock, rubbing and prodding.” “That’s so wicked, and it feels so good,”Jamie moaned, “I wish we could do it for real but it isn’t safe.” “But we can pretend,” I responded smoothly, and ate his hole with renewed vigour. My trimmed beard sanding his smooth crack raw. I decided I needed to cum to take the edge off, before I drove myself crazy. I reached for my bag to grab the lube and condom and cursed at my discovery, “Fuck, there are no more condoms left in the box.” “Oh,” I heard disappointment in Jamie’s voice - no doubt he was looking forward as much as I was to railing him. There was a slight pause, then he continued shyly as if he were confessing to one of the seven deadly sins, “How about you cum by frottage? It felt so good yesterday and that wicked fantasy you had too was very horny.” Jamie’s suggestion perked my mood. Sure, lying face down normally meant that we could not feed off each others’ expressions, but this time we have a floor to ceiling mirror which allows us to watch ourselves and see each other’s faces. Repositioning Jamie to lie face down on the bed, I rubbed a generous amount of lube between his arse cheeks and between his slim smooth thighs. I drank in Jamie’s male form before positioning myself over Jamie, my cockhead sat on his tailbone before slowly gliding down between his arse cheeks, the flesh of my knob glancing over his puckered flesh, before sliding snuggly between smooth thighs. It was a mimicry of fucking. My cock felt warm flesh engulfing my shaft but it lacked the primal edge raw fucking had: where top and bottom were completely exposed to each other of their bodily fluids and virus, where risk, danger, pleasure and intimacy all rolled into one.. I looked into the mirror and drank the sight of me above Jamie. My eyes caught Jamie’s through the mirror, he moaned, “You look so sexy, Alec - your beefy body is such a wicked contrast to mine.” “Yea? You like seeing us in the mirror? My older beefy hairy body against your younger smooth slender body?” “It looks so…” Jamie at a loss for a word before settling on, “... perverse…” “An innocent boyish looking man taken by his older animalistic looking lover? Without any context, what someone might see in the mirror would look like you’re being taken advantage of by me,” I suggested with a lot of heat in my voice. The dark fantasies during the drive snuck free and the thread holding my protective feelings snapped away. It would be so easy to overpower my slim slender boyfriend with my beefy bear form and bury my cock deep in him and plough him. A simple matter to pin him down, change the angle slightly of my cock slightly and we would be joined, forever making him as mine, giving him his first poz load. My body subconsciously began to shift the angle of my body lower relative to Jamie’s - this changed the angle of the thrust bit by bit. I discovered my unconscious movement when my cockhead wasn’t gliding smoothly across Jamie’s arse crack. There was a distinct sense of a bump on my knob’s trail down to between his crack. As if a portion of my knob got caught in Jamie’s hole before the force of my thrusts knocked it out. “Ohhhhh, it feels so good, how your cock feels like it is briefly caught in my hole without entering,” Jamie moaned. Hearing his delight, I shifted down a bit more and his pucker captured my knob even more without it slipping in. Teasing Jamie was also teasing myself. I fed into Jamie’s pleasure, relishing how tantalizing close we were to fucking, “Yea, it feels good for me too, Jamie - love hearing how you moan everytime my cock get briefly caught on your hole.” I found myself again angling myself even lower to “catch” onto Jamie’s hole more and he moaned even louder. As I lifted my cock up to the top of his crack, I noticed the slightest, almost imperceptible movement by Jamie lifting his arse ever so slightly in response. I was rewarded with the sight of my red angry glans of my cock breaching Jamie’s pink hole when I moved down slowly and deliberately.. We both gasp in pleasure. The angle was still not right for fucking. If I pushed down or forward, my cock would come out, so I stayed still so that we remained joined by the tiniest bit. The barest of taste of my boyfriend’s bare entrance engulfing my knob. No doubt Jamie was relishing the feel of bare flesh, instead of cold sterile rubber, pushing his hole apart. My piss slit, the gateway of my toxic cum, was now within the borders of his passage. I could feel pre-cum oozing, and my cock throbbed in excitement as I pictured it dripping into my boy. My primal brain wondered if my pre-cum was poisonous enough to convert him like this. We shouldn’t be doing this. Yet neither of us moved to break free. The forbidden nature of this act was deeply arousing. We held still for several moments in silence, joined knob to hole, as if speaking would break the spell. Jamie had not said anything nor had he told me to stop but his eyes were riveted at our connection through the mirror. I was so horny and eager to properly take and possess my boyfriend. With any other guy, I would have acted even earlier to reposition myself to slide my cock all the way - not missing the window of opportunity of the lack of protest. But this was my Jamie, the monster in me somehow gave Jamie a few more additional moments to protest before I found myself repositioning myself so that I could slide my cock in all the way. No doubt Jamie could feel and see me shifting and would understand my intent. This was going to be the point of no return for us. Just as I got into position, he suddenly cried, “Please don’t fuck me without a condom.” I froze, leaving my cockhead clasped by Jamie’s hole. I looked back at Jamie through the mirror, his eyes had a look of panic, but I could see he was fighting desire. There was a wave of disappointment and I wouldn’t deny that the temptation was there to just fuck Jamie anyway just like my fantasy - he would love it. But I managed to keep fantasy and reality separated like a responsible top and pulled myself out. “Sorry, Alec,” Jamie said, looking very apologetic through the mirror, but I could see relief and disappointment in his face. Maybe he did want me to take him regardless of what he said. “It’s ok, Jamie. It felt very good for me though.” To my surprise, Jamie asked shyly, “It felt really good for me too. Could we do what we did earlier - just the tip but no fucking?” My body moved without thinking, re-positioning myself smoothly. I heard Jamie whispered, “Don’t fuck me…. Please… just the tip. Oh we shouldn’t be doing this.” I was very aroused by Jamie’s desire for the tip of my cock, the thrill of the forbidden, of pushing boundaries. In one day, we went from frottage to ‘just the tip’. Maybe it wouldn’t be long before I truly get to take Jamie properly, my over aroused sex addled brain thought.. “I wouldn’t fuck you, Jamie. I promise,” I whispered soothingly. Jamie’s arsed arched up tentatively despite his protests. His body language in contrast to his words. Temptation returned - It would be so easy to fuck him. A single thrust me and I would be completely in him. I strongly suspected Jamie and I shared the same fantasy of me taking him against his consent, my cock swelling at the idea till it ached. I moved my knob very slowly in and out of Jamie - just the tip as I promised. My knob plopping out, before prodding his entrance apart, slipping in and out with mini-thrusts. We were tantalizingly close to proper fucking and love making. A little forbidden taste of each other’s bodies. Jamie moaned with delight, telling me it felt so good one moment, then begging that I not fuck him. The idea of slowly wearing down his resolve and making him lose control of his dark desires of taking my poz load titillate me. “We aren’t fucking Jamie, just the tip, I promise,” I said gently, though Jamie could see the wicked evil grin plastered on my face. “The tip feels so good. Your knob is just stretching me open, then leaving and the muscle closes up before it gets forced wide open. It feels so good. I hope it is good for you too.” “It’s great, Jamie,” I sped up my mini thrusts, Jamie’s sphincter pleasuring my knob and I felt my cum building up. I wanted so badly to blow my load into Jamie even if I wasn’t balls deep in him. “Where do you want me to cum?” I shouldn’t have to ask Jamie - I knew he wasn’t ready for me to cum in him yet. Yet, an evil part of me decided that I would blow my load inside Jamie if he did not answer my question - to hell with positive consent. Would he even hear my question amidst our moans? There was a long pause, as if Jamie was debating this internally before he finally said, “Please cum outside of me.” I was so close to blowing my load inside Jamie, but I pulled out immediately. The first volley of cum shot onto his slightly stretched hole before I managed to deposit the rest of my cum on his lower back. “Your cum is searing hot— ugh–” Jamie’s cries of orgasm joined mine. Did my cum hitting his hole tipped him over the edge? When we both finished cumming, I looked at the single glop of cum painted onto his twitching hole, imagining his hole drinking in my juices and my seed dripping ever slowly down his passage. “Could you get a towel to wipe off your cum, please?” Jamie asked, breaking me from my daydream. “Of course,” I said, grabbing a towel wiping the spunk off his lower back first before slowly wiping the spunk off his hole. “Do you think I’m still ok?” Jamie asked quietly as if lost in his thoughts. “You’ll be fine, Jamie. There was a lot of lube - I’m sure there was no torn flesh,” I said soothingly. That is why I prefer spit. Sure, prep is a lot easier with lube - but spit, it dries quicker - it is all natural. A chafed cock and a torn hole - as we fuck, bits of blood and cum mingling, the perfect swapping of body fluids. And lube tastes horrible. Silence draped the air for a few breaths, then Jamie continued softly, “I thought you were going fuck me anyway even though I told you not to. The worst part of it all was a part of me would have been so turned on if you had fucked me anyway even though I said no.” “Are you sharing that with me because you want me to fuck you even if you say no?” I asked playfully, mentally filing this information. “W..what? No, t..that’s not what I mean,” Jamie stammered, his face turning scarlet, “Only that I find the idea horny.” “You better not share that with me, Jamie. The idea turns me on greatly too - It took all my willpower not to rape you despite your protest,” I warned him in a light playful tone. Jamie bit his lip, face turning even redder, before blurting, “Gosh, I wish that didn’t sound so hot - I’m glad you are willing to protect me and keep me safe. Can we get a box of condoms tomorrow before we do something we regret?” “Of course, I’ll drive to the shops first thing in the morning,” I said.

Trigger warning: If you somehow didn't realise you are in bug chasing & gift giving story section, then this is the final warning. This story is written in 1st person dual point of view Chapter 1: 7 Feb 2003 Jamie Alec slipped the condom off his hard cock as he lay back on the bed, “Let me catch my breath, I don’t want to cum just yet.” Even though he had not cum, the pouch of the condom was filled with pre-cum. Alec oozes a lot of pre-cum easily - something I found both hot but scary at the same time. Scary because Alec was HIV+. We were boyfriends for more than a year but were unable to have bare sex as we were sero-discordant. “What time did you want to start driving to your parent’s seaside unit tomorrow morning?” I asked. It was going to be my 23rd birthday this weekend and Alec had been planning to take me there to spend the weekend, just the two of us. I met Alec just over a year ago in the winter of 2001 while I was doing my postgraduate studies in a University town in the East Midlands. That winter was my first term break, and I decided to stay at my hostel instead of going back to my folks’ place. During the first term, I focused on my studies and was celibate. The break away from my parents meant a chance to find a hookup. I signed up to a gay dating website and browsed the profiles. Being a small university town, there weren't very many men on the dating site unlike the bigger cities. Stumbling across Alec’s profile, I took a moment to admire his pictures - he was totally my type, 44 with a dad bod, hairy, with a beard, with a balding head that he shaved - a very masculine looking top. I honestly didn’t think I had a chance to catch his interest. In my limited experience, I generally found guys that looked like Alec weren’t interested in slim, twinkish, nerdy looking guys like myself. So I moved on. I wish I had similar tastes to my gay friends and peers. Amongst them, I was the odd one out who found older men attractive. But hey, I like what I like. To my surprise, not long after I viewed his profile, Alec messaged me and we started chatting. It turned out he lived pretty close to where I was. We met and the sex was great. After sex, whilst having a chat, Alec revealed to me that he was HIV+. I remembered feeling quite calm at his revelation. I was more surprised at feeling so calm about the news than learning that he was HIV+. I only had safe sex with hookups and only saved bare sex for a significant other - a boyfriend/partner when we reached a level of trust and commitment, before properly consummating our relationship. However, nothing is always 100% safe and I had always expected that I would be more terrified of accidental infection despite all precautions. I had even surprised myself that even after Alec’s revelation, I was still willing to suck him without a condom. The sensation of rubber against flesh for anal sex was already awful. But the taste of rubber, orally? Vile. It simply cannot compare to sucking on rock hard flesh and drinking in the smell of manhood that isn’t drowned by the smell of rubber. The taste of salty pre-cum filling my taste buds - and with Alec being a leaker of pre-cum, it would have been a shame to miss all of that. It started as a one night stand, then moved on to meeting up every weekend as fuckbuddies. Fuck sessions eventually also became great hangout sessions with each other, and not long after we became exclusive. I never really pry about Alec’s past sexual history. I always had a thing for a very experienced top who had sowed his seeds. The idea that his cock had been to many other boy’s holes before mine turned me on - he must have fucked so many guys bare and got infected I thought. Prying might give way to revealing my dark fantasy which I found highly embarrassing and inappropriate on my part, so I kept it firmly hidden. Alec was my 3rd boyfriend/partner I had. With my first two boyfriends/partners, I remembered how exciting and special it was to be able to completely share our bodies completely with each other after we went to the doctors and tested clean. It was intimate and special - the joining of flesh of two people in love, full skin to skin contact. The memories of the love making with my ex-es only served to highlight how unnatural a piece of latex worn over the dick felt. It was unfair I could experience such a connection with ex-es but not with a current boyfriend. Unfortunately, bare love making would always be a forbidden fruit between Alec and I, yet it didn’t mean I wasn’t frustrated at the situation. Unconsciously, I let out a sigh. “Why the sigh?” Alec asked, “What are you thinking about?” I felt my cheeks turning hot. “It’s nothing,” I said. Alec’s lips formed a mischievous smile, “When you say ‘nothing’ and your face is as red as a beetroot, it usually means you have some naughty thought that you are too shy to share. Spill it, let me enjoy it too.” I made an inward sigh. Alec would badger me to tell him what I was thinking, so I confessed, “I was just feeling frustrated that circumstances prevent us from having bare sex, ok? I just like the idea of being so physically close to you that we are joined together but we can’t.” Alec’s features softened, though his eyes seemed to smoulder at the same time. “I know what you mean. It’s a crap situation.” A moment of silence passed before the playful spark appeared in Alec’s eyes. “I have an idea - have you ever tried frottage? — Ok, that blank look on your face has given me my answer. Why don’t you lie face down? And don’t worry, I am not going to fuck you, the angle would be all wrong, don’t worry.” It was definitely a term I had never come across. I had absolutely no clue what Alec was talking about. Letting him take charge (which I rather like), he positioned me on the bed face down. Unconsciously, I arched my arse upwards in anticipation as if to invite Alec to fuck. “Nope, don’t raise your arse up. Don’t tempt me, just lie flat. We’re not going to fuck. I’ll keep you safe,” Alec said. Just as I complied, I felt a generous amount of cold lube being rubbed between the crack of my arse cheeks and my upper thighs. I stifled a gasp as the edges of his palm rubbed over my taint, before travelling in between my legs. “Feels nice, doesn’t it? My hands rubbing between your crack?,” I could ‘hear’ the grin in his tone, “Now you stay lying flat and I want you to keep your legs shut as tightly as possible. I’ll let you feel something nicer than my hands down your crack.” I felt Alec positioned himself above me as if getting ready to fuck me. I trust that he wasn’t going to fuck me, yet a thrill of anticipation washed through me. Both his hands pressed down against the bed, he was a little to far towards the bed head to be able to fuck me. His beefy hairy legs squeezed my slimmer smooth legs to make sure they are pressed tightly against each other. Instead of the side of his palm running against my crack, I felt his hard knob run from the top of my tailbone, right down between cheeks, then glancing past the entrance of my passage, before it reached the bottom of my crack and his cock slid in-between my smooth legs. Even though I could feel the angle of the cock was not right for penetrating, that brief glancing touch of his glans against my pucker caused me to gasp. Despite being unable to see Alec’s face, I knew he had a wicked grin on his face. He repeated the motion of thrusting hard just above the top of arse cheeks, letting his cock glide hard between the cleft of my butt, quickly running over my hole and between my legs. Even though his cock did not enter my passage, the force of his cock still sent shockwaves to my prostate. For brief fleeting moments, the helmet of his cock was tantalisingly close to my hole before it moved away in between my pressed thighs. It dawned on me that this was the closest his piss slit ever got to my opening. I felt a momentarily uneasy - would the dangerous pre-cum oozing out of Alec’s piss hole be smeared all over my entrance? It should be safe, I reasoned to myself, the thrill of the situation and being closer to Alec overwriting any concerns, and my unease subsided and was quickly eclipsed by the thrill of how close we were to do something we shouldn’t. Alec’s rod, a tool for both pleasure and danger, so close to my passage. “Imagine if I was actually really fucking you like this with my bare cock. We get too horny and throw caution into the wind, fuck raw skin to skin like two boyfriends should. As I get close to cumming, I ask you where you want me to cum and you ask me to cum in you,” Alec said, panting. I froze in shock, arousal and unease at Alec’s fantasy. To be precise, I was shocked at how intense I found the idea arousing, but there was an underlying unease. “It is just a fantasy, Jamie. I’ll keep you safe like I always have, I promise,” Alec said soothingly and my unease faded as I got into the fantasy. Had it been anyone else who shared that fantasy, I would have been utterly scandalised and put a stop to it. There was no way I would even confess to finding that idea titillating. I once read an article about these people called ‘bug-chasers’. I couldn’t fathom how anyone could have such ridiculous notions. However, at this moment, it wasn’t some random stranger’s bug. It was Alec’s. His load was dangerous and toxic, yet I could suddenly hear its seductive promise of the most intimate of bonds with my boyfriend. I wondered at that moment if I had gained some insight about what those bug-chasers meant when they talked about a bond and a brotherhood. A bond with Alec - it was heady and intoxicating. I found myself immediately deeply embarrassed by how I found this [banned word] fantasy so arousing. I managed to find my voice and tentatively joined in with the fantasy,, “That’s so wicked, Alec… A poz boyfriend pozzing his neg boyfriend, making him his forever.” “That idea turns you on too, Jamie? We throw caution to the wind and give ourselves completely to each other to pleasure each other? At the end of it, I deliver my poz cum in you? Knock you up with my viral load? You’ll always be mine,” The idea was primal and animalistic, and spoke to a base and basic instinct that I never knew I had. The love making between 2 negative guys could never form this biological connection that Alec could with me. Suddenly, the bare love making I had shared with my previous 2 exes felt lacking comparison with what Alec’s dirty seed could offer. They left no permanent mark on me. I wanted to voice this out to Alec to feed into his fantasy but I struggled to voice out the [banned word] ideas. The ideas made me so horny that I felt my orgasm building, “I’m going cum.” “Me too,” Alec responded as he thrusted. Years of safe sex indoctrination kicked in and I reflexively reminded Alec, “Please don’t cum on my hole.” But as I said it, the idea of Alec searing hot cum splashed all over my hole and being dangerously close to dripping into my entrance tipped me over the edge and I came. “Don’t worry I wouldn’t,” Alec panted as he gave a few more hard thrusts, before pushing his cock completely between my legs and came. I felt his warm dangerous cum wetting my inner thighs and the bed. “Enjoyed that?” “Yea,” I replied breathlessly, “it is as close as we can pretend to fucking bare.” To my surprise, the disappointment in being unable to fuck bare weighed heavily.

For those who have commented - thanks! Chapter 7 7.1 Jim I put on a pair of boxers and grabbed a set of pipes before answering the door. While I was pretty sure it would be Ralph at the door, it would be a pretty awkward moment if I were to great someone else totally naked. Ralph stood at our front door wearing a tank top and a pair of running shorts. The tank top and shorts highlighted his muscular sexy frame. As he walked in through the door, he must have heard the sounds of animalistic fucking and grunting echoing down to the front door. He asked softly in almost a whisper, “Zack and Ted are in the bedroom?” “Yes, Ted wanted to keep fucking Zack,,” keeping my voice low as well. Ralph gave a lustful animalistic growl before pushing me against the wall pressing his hard body against me, his lips close to mine and said, “You left our boyfriends alone in your marriage bed fucking? Here I thought you and Ted might come to the door at least.” “I think my boyfriend wanted some private time with your boyfriend,” I said, and felt Ralph’s cock throbbed between the fabric of his shorts and my boxers. “Your clothes feel so rough and uncomfortable against my skin,” I grumbled. With a smooth practised motion, Ralph discarded his tank top and shorts, getting completely naked. He grabbed my boxers and pulled it down then pulled our naked bodies against one another. Naked skin pressing against naked skin, hard cock pressing against hard cock. It felt so good. He said, “There, no more clothes on me. Not so rough on your skin now?” Ralph had a smoother torso than Ted, which was a nice different contrast to feeling Ted’s hairy torso. Our sweaty skin pressed against each other, seeming to stick. Ralph continued, ”Light the pipe for us to share.” We took several puffs of the pipe, occasionally shot-gunning and kissing, his 5 o’clock beard giving me beard burns. I felt nice and high again. I could see Ralph in the same state as well. “I thought you would be eager to rush into the bedroom to check on your boyfriend,” I teased. Ralph responded huskily, “Yea, I should be rushing into the bedroom to my boyfriend like a loving, responsible boyfriend to defend his honour. Or be the responsible boyfriend outraged that he is cheating bare. But I have you naked here all by yourself. Makes me want to be a bad irresponsible boyfriend and sneak some private time with you instead.” His hand dropped down into my crack teasing my hole with his finger. It felt so good his finger playing with my hole. “Ted has already stretched this tonight, hasn’t he?” “He has. Though Zack got more of Ted’s cock tonight than me. My hole has been feeling so hungry, especially getting so high.” “Poor Jim, Ted enjoying his chance at having a go at a new fuck hole. He hasn’t been satisfying his boyfriend properly. It is up to me again to do his job for him, satisfy you on his behalf. You like how my cock stretches your hole wider than Ted ever can, don’t you?” I found myself whimpering in agreement and eagerness. “Turn around and stick your arse out. You deserve some cock tonight helping me seduce Zack.” I turned around as instructed, placing my hands and chest against the wall, then stuck my arse out. Ralph pushed his thicker piece of meat bit by bit into my chute. With only some pre-cum and spit from Ted earlier, it was not very lubricated. There was a lot of friction which made it sting. My lightly lubricated passage must feel like sandpaper on Ralph’s member. Ralph whispered in my ear, “That stings a bit on my cock, almost impossible we aren’t going to mix our strains fucking like that. Going to mark your hole with my shaft…” 7.2 Ted The sounds of fucking echoed down the corridor. I wasn’t sure if Jim and Ralph would come into the bedroom immediately or get side-tracked. It definitely sounded like they were enjoying getting side tracked. That gave me some alone time to fuck this sexy boy. His young, slim, smooth and smaller body was completely pinned down by my older, muscular and hairier body. “Sounds like my boyfriend is getting fucked by our fuckbuddy. He must be feeling too deprived of cock because you’ve been stealing his boyfriend’s cock most of the night. Your eager hole will have to wait for a little longer before you get to feel our fuckbuddy’s thick tool in your hole.” Zack writhed and thrust his hips back in tandem with my thrusts, moaning like a hungry cheating slut that he had now become. I love it when guys give in to their lust and betray their partners by completely taking my bare adulterous poz cock. Even better if they are a poz couple. Swapping our strains in our act of infidelity. If they aren’t poz, then I would be the one who pozzes them. It gets my juices going how forbidden it should be. Zack was still unaware it was his boyfriend out there fucking Jim and not some “fuckbuddy”. A wicked idea came into my mind. “I am going to blindfold you Zack. You wouldn’t be able to see who is fucking you. You’ll only be able to rely on your sense of touch. Tonight you gave in and enjoyed casual bare sex with me and Jim . Now you will get fucked by our buddy first without getting to see his face. Just taking his cock like a slut.” “B… but I shouldn’t let your fuckbuddy fuck me. I shouldn’t cheat on Ralph more,” Zack said, I don’t think he realised he was half moaning at the idea. I got off Zack, grabbed our other pipe and handed it to him. “As I said before Zack, we wouldn’t force you to do anything you don’t want. Why don’t you have a few more puffs before you make any decisions? Besides, your hole is a cheating hole. One more or one less cock does not make it less of a cheat.” As Zack puffed on the pipe, we could hear the animalistic slapping of flesh and grunting echoing into the room. I could see Zack getting more turned on as he was getting more tweaked. I said to him, “My boyfriend is cheating on me in our own home because he didn’t get enough cock tonight from me and I love him taking someone else’s cock. Maybe Ralph is like me and wouldn’t mind.” “You don’t know Ralph. You’re just feeding me more drugs so that I would say yes to more bare cock,” he said in a half-hearted grumble. His resolve clearly caved. And well, I may not know Ralph that well in a lot of ways, but I have a fair idea about how he feels about sex. He handed the pipe over to me to smoke. As I lit the pipe, I said “If you’re blindfolded, you can pretend it is Jim or I fucking you. It is not within your control if another top slips his cock into you without your knowledge.” Zack’s hunger for more cock was growing, evidenced by him gyrating his arse against the bed subconsciously. He did not respond to me other than giving a quick curt nod. I grinned. I love getting young guys so tweaked that they would go further than they normally would have. I took out a blindfold and covered Zack’s eyes. I then placed him on his back and lifted his legs up against my shoulders and positioned my knob against his stretched hole and breached it. It felt so good, warm flesh wrapping around my sensitive knob. Flesh sliding against flesh, lubricated with slimy pre-cum. As my bottomed out, I kissed Zack, our tongues tasting each other, and I started fucking him slowly. “You’re so sexy, Zack. I going to keep fucking you until Jim and Ra-, I mean our fuckbuddy are back. Ralph is so lucky to have a sexy boyfriend.” Zack moaned, “Your cock feels so good - Bare cocks really do feel so much better.” “Yea, it does, doesn’t it? You’re like my slut boyfriend. Once upon a time, he used to save his hole for his boyfriends. Now he isn’t saving himself for me and you are not saving for Ralph. You’re just giving into your lust for your own pleasure.” “Y..you aren’t saving yourself for Jim either,” he said, holding onto me tighter as I pounded him. “No, I’m not. I love Jim a lot, but I love my wicked pleasure more. Imagine if Ralph is out there fucking some other boy bare. Wouldn’t you love it?” “Yes, I would!” I heard footsteps and turned back to look out of the bedroom, still thrusting myself in and out of Zack. Ralph and Jim were walking towards the bedroom with their rock hard cocks bouncing lewdly. I placed my finger to my mouth to let them know to keep silent and said out loud to them, “Glad you could join us, our bottom tonight has a blindfold on. He had his first taste of casual bare sex tonight and I think he wants to graduate tonight taking anon cock.” Ralph’s hand was immediately on his cock, stoking it. His face filled with naked lust. He had always thought that his boyfriend would be a condom nazi and here was his boyfriend not only being ploughed bare by me, but willing to take an annon bareback. The irony probably not lost of the 3 of us that the anon dick would belong to his boyfriend. Though I did not have any doubt Ralph will have plans to bring Zack to his next sauna outing if things worked out well. Jim had a momentary puzzled look about the blindfold, though his eyes were quickly transfixed by my cock slowly fucking Zack. I slowed my thrust and started to pull my cock out slowly of Zack before slowly sliding it back in. I gave Ralph a pointed horny look as if challenging him. He returned a wicked grin and placed his hands onto Jim’s arse and back before pushing Jim forward so that his his chest down against the bed with his arse up. Upon positioning my boyfriend, he pressed his angry chafed looking knob against, what I believed to be, a red puckered hole (it wasn’t in line of sight). Ralph returned my challenge by slowly sinking his angry member into my boyfriend. I drank in the horny sight of my boyfriend being desecrated by Ralph as he drank in the sight of me violating Zack. The slow deliberate fucks didn’t last long as we lost control we started rutting our boys. 7.3 Jim Watching Ted banging Zack was the horniest live porn I’ve ever had the pleasure of witnessing. I had briefly watched Ted fuck Ralph the last time we had a threesome, and while that was horny I knew Ralph was not typically Ted’s type. But it was different this time. Zack was exactly the type of guy that Ted likes. Zack was even slighter built and shorter than me - which meant physically, he was probably even more Ted’s type. Knowing that a part of Ted’s arousal was just for Zack’s body fed into my own arousal. Watching the contrast between their bodies as they were joined fully naked and bare, giving pleasure to each other in their mutual infidelity made my cock ache. That plus Ralph’s thick tool stretching my hole and hitting my prostate was unbelievable pleasure. Ted too was getting off at me getting violated, all the while fucking Zack in front of me without any shame, he growled, “My sweet boyfriend turned into a cock loving slut. Taking another man’s cock in front of me for the second now.” I couldn’t see Ralph’s face, but I could picture Ralph having a wicked smile on his face. He had to keep his mouth shut or give the game away. Ted withdrew out of Zack and said, “We’re all going to have a quick puff, Zack. Then after that one of us will be going to eat your hole before we fuck it. You lie there and keep your legs up and tease us with your hole.” Ralph withdrew himself out of me with a sly grin on his face but continued to keep silent. My hole felt empty and craved to be filled. We passed around the 2 pipes amongst ourselves for a bit, catching our breath with chemical vapours. When we were nice and tweaked up, Ted lay down on the bed on his back beside Zack and pushed his cock upwards into the air like a mast and gave me a pointed lustful look which appeared to suggest for me to ride his cock. I grinned and scoot over to Ted, position my arse over his cock. I noticed Ralph began eating Zack’s hole. Zack must be wondering if it was Ted or the “fuckbuddy” eating his hole. He could rule me out as my face is completely smooth. I slowly sat onto Ted’s cock, relishing the pleasure of my boyfriend’s knob breaching my hole as his longer cock, still filthy with Zack’s arse juices, slid all the way into hole, which in turn was filthy with Ralph’s cock juices. His cock pushed against my prostate, making my cock twitched. Ted sat up and held me close and whispered only to me, “You ok, baby? Enjoyed having another cock that is thicker than mine in you? Your hole feels looser and used.” His cock throbbed in me. I knew he loved the idea that Ralph’s cock offered me something different. Something he could never give. I was beginning to understand how Ted felt as I had also noticed earlier how Zack's really slight and smaller frame would be more Ted’s type. I would be lying if I said there wasn’t a hint of jealousy. There was, but it was overwhelmed by, and weirdly also fed into my arousal. The idea of Ted desiring and enjoying another boy sexually, and another boy desiring and enjoying Ted. Keeping my voice low, I responded quietly to Ted, “I did babe. It was so hot watching you enjoy Zack for yourself. Watching Zack desire you so much, he was willing to cheat on his boyfriend to enjoy your cock.” “Mmm, Glad you like it babe, you know it was no hardship having my cock pleasured. Now my cheating cock is back in your cheating hole.” We kissed, I love how his tongue invades my mouth as his cock is buried deep in me. He broke the kiss and looked at my red lips. He ran his finger over my lower lip and whispered teasingly, “I see he left you beard burns before me tonight.” “Jealous?” “Yes and no, you?” “Same,” I responded and Ted brushed his nose against mine playfully. “Good,” Ted grinned and turned towards Ralph and Zack. Ralph's face was still buried between Zack’s cheeks, eating his hole while Zack was writhing in pleasure. Keeping his voice low so only I could hear him, “I wonder if Zack can tell whose beard is rubbing against his cheeks.” We watched Ralph placing Zack’s legs onto his shoulders as he positioned his red knob at the edge of Zack’s hole. I moved myself up and down Ted’s shaft slowly, transfixed at the cock being at the cusp of penetration. Ralph leaned forward and when his thick shaft penetrated Zack, we heard Zack gasp, “Your fuckbuddy’s cock is so thick!” I didn’t doubt a moment that Zack would work that out that it wasn’t Ted or I fucking him the moment Ralph penetrated him. Ralph pressed both his hands down on Zack’s shoulders pinning him down and slowly fucked him. It was so horny knowing that a few moments ago, I was getting fucked by that cock, while Ted was enjoying that hole. “You like our buddy’s thick toxic cock filling you up, Zack?” Ted asked, “His knob looked so red and chafed from fucking Jim. Before he came over, he was at the sauna too. God only knows what other strains he may have picked up. He doesn’t practise safe sex.” “Don’t care, it feels so good. I will just cheat this one time tonight,” Zack moaned as Ralph ploughed him hard. Ralph looked amazingly sexy in his animalistic rut. Similar, yet slightly different to Ted. “You should tell Ralph you love bare cock. Maybe he will pimp you out for more anon cock.” Ralph pumped Zack even harder, grunting like a beast, clearly turned on by the idea. “No, he wouldn’t. He would hate me if he found out about tonight. It will just be one night. I will just enjoy this one night” Ralph stopped fucking Zack and released his shoulders from being pinned. Zack moaned and begged for him to keep fucking. Ralph instead gently undid the blindfold, keeping his cock deep in Zack. The moment the blindfold was removed, Zack went as white as a sheet, his mouth opened in shock. Ralph gave him a reassuring smile before leaning down and kissing Zack passionately. Zack remained frozen for a few moments, before he reached up around Ralph’s neck and pulled him close. When they broke apart the kiss, Ralph started fucking Zack and said, “I desire your cheating hole even more than ever. Love fucking it after you gave your body to Ted and Jim. Your passage smeared with Ted’s toxic pre-cum. It was hot you giving yourself to me, thinking I was a stranger. Gonna ask Ted to unload his toxic seed in you so that I churn his cum in your hole.” “If you let me have your boy’s hole some more, I could edge and leak cum into his hole for you to fuck on,” Ted said. Ralph stopped fucking and made way for Ted to move between Zack’s legs. He responded to Ted, “You take care of my boyfriend for me, I’ll take care of your boyfriend for you.” I lay stomach down so that I could watch Ted and Zack fuck. My empty hole was once again violated by Ralph’s member. His naked sticky flesh pressed on top of me as our bodies were joined without any barriers. Screw saving bare sex for boyfriends. Ralph whispered in my ear, “I love how much pre–cum Ted leaks. He made yours and Zack’s passages are so slimy.” We watched Ted fuck Zack with an intermitten rapid pace before pausing every now then, trying to edge and leak cum without cummin. Both Ted and Zack relishing their mutual pleasure, working each other up. “Your cock goes in so deep, Ted, it is so good!” “Yea, you enjoy my cock, while you watch Ralph fuck my boyfriend.” “My hole feel so slimy and wet. Makes me feel so slutty and used. It is not even Ralph’s cum.” “You boyfriend has cummed in my boyfriend several times now, Zack. Gonna pay him back by fucking you deeper than he ever could… gonna claim you and make you mine instead of his, oh shit, I can’t control it - I’m gonna cum, gonna breed you cheating slut-” Ted pushed down as hard and as deep he could into Zack and unloaded his balls.. His face filled with ecstasy as he must have had a strong and long orgasm. Ralph subconsciously sped up his thrusts hearing our partners moaning and grunting. While Ralph doesn’t pre-cum as much as Ted, I could feel my passage getting distinctly wetter with his pre-cum. When Ted withdraw from Zack, Ralph looked at me apologetically. “Go fuck your boyfriend, Ralph. You’ve been dying to fuck his cummy hole once he takes bare cock,” I said good naturedly, though I was disappointed about not getting fucked again. Ralph got off me and gave me a long sloppy kiss and thanked me before going to his boyfriend. I moved over to where Ted was lying down trying to catch his breath and cuddled up to him. “Sorry Jim, I was too horny and couldn’t stop myself cumming. You know I’ll catch my second wind pretty quick. I’ll fuck you then, I promise.” “It is alright babe, I am having a good time,” I responded. Though, my hole is craving for cock desperately. Suddenly, I heard Zack crying out, “Gonna cum, gonna cum…. Ahhh” I looked over, watching Ralph towering over Zack, his pubes and shaft with Ted’s cum all churned out and frothy from Zack’s hole. Zack’s cum was all over his stomach. “Sorry, it was just all so horny. I couldn’t stop myself. You can keep fucking me,” Zack panted. Ralph smiled reassuringly to Zack, “It is ok babe, I know you get a bit sensitive after you cum. You’ll recover pretty soon and we can play some more. Besides, Jim here needs some attention. Why don’t you cuddle up with Ted to catch your breath? But before you do…” Ralph bent down and ate Zack’s cummy hole, slurping Ted’s juices. When he got up, there were cum all over his 5 o’clock shadow. He then scooped up Zack’s cum from his tummy and gestured for me to move to the furthest corner of the bed away from Ted and Zack. “Going to push my boyfriend’s cum up your hole as lube. Lie on your back and lift your legs up in the air,” he said with a low growl. Holding my arse up, he pushed as much of Zack’s cum as he could up my arse. When he was done, he placed his cummy hands near my mouth, smearing around my mouth as I licked his hands clean of cum. Ralph’s eyes burned with lust as he placed my legs on his shoulders and pushed his cum frothy cock deep into me and started fucking me slowly. We stared into each other’s eyes and moaned softly, as we relished our bare connection. He kissed me and we tasted our mutual boyfriend’s cum in each other’s mouth. We could hear our boyfriends at the far side of the bed kissing gently and cuddling. There was a momentary small spike of jealousy at Ted and Zack enjoying the afterglow of sex. Ralph whispered softly just to me, “Here we are again, Jim. You and I have to satisfy each other because our boyfriends could not satisfy us. Using their mixed toxic cum as lube.” “You’re such a wicked man,” I moaned, turned on by him and his evil ideas. I felt his fucking pick up pace. “That’s right, I am. I am an insatiable cheating top. Just as you are an insatiable cheating bottom. That’s why we work so well together sexually. We can be each other’s side pieces, look for each other when our boyfriends fail to satisfy us,” his strokes got deeper and faster, his breath picking up. Even though the idea of Ted not satisfying me was somewhat ridiculous, my cock obviously had another opinion as the idea tipped it over and I felt my cum building up rapidly as his thick cock hit my prostate repeatedly. “I’m gonna cum in you, Jim. Not my boyfriend - gonna make you mine in front of Ted ugnnh,” Ralph emptied his balls deep into me as I felt my orgasm build up to a crescendo and explode.

Chapter 6. Two weeks later 6.1 Ted It was our fortnightly weekend playtime. Jim and I started hitting the pipe the moment we got home from work on Friday getting ourselves in the mood for our long and high session. Feeling the crystal coming on nicely, I asked, “Should we check if Zack is online?” “Yea, why not. Ralph said that he was going to tell Zack he has to work late today, but he is off to the sauna instead,” said Jim. We opened Zack’s profile. He was 23 years old, 5’7 with a pretty slim build, even slimmer than Jim. My type of guy. His profile did say that safe sex is “always”. Well, most barebackers often had their profiles proclaim that too. Got to hedge their bets not to alienate the condom crowd after all. Ralph seemed to think Zack would be quite a condom nazi with others though. It looked like Zack was online. I flicked him a message from the profile Jim created for me. We had our profiles linked together as boyfriends. Both of our profiles did say “safe sex” only. Didn’t want to scare Zack off afterall. Me (Ted): Hey, sexy pics Zack: Hey, nice pics too. What are you up to? Me (Ted): Nothing much. Partner and I have been hitting the pipes. We are both pretty horny. We’ve been thinking of experimenting with 3somes. Jim grinned at the lie. We had our first 3some with Zack’s boyfriend 2 weeks ago after-all. Zack: Just checked out your partner’s profile. He wouldn't normally be my type one on one, but would be hot in a 3some. Me (Ted): Keen to come over and smoke some crystal and play? 😉 then Zack: Sure. Do you guys have condoms? We only play with others with condoms. Me (Ted): Well, my partner and I don’t use condoms with each other. This 3some thing is a spur of the moment thing so we have no condoms at home. Why don’t you bring some. I am Ted and my partner is Jim. Zack: I’m Zack. “Ugh, do we really want to play with condoms? Looks like Ralph is right, Zack is diligent with condoms. I rather just play with the two of us, than to have to use condoms,” Jim asked. “Well, the main thing is to get Zack here first. We’ll get him really high and see how we go. And if he still wants to use a condom, we can tell him to fuck off.” “That’s… rather mercenary.” “Tell me you disagree.” Naturally, he didn’t. — We answered the door dressed in our boxers. Zack was dressed in t-shirt and running shorts. Jim led Zack into the living room. I walked behind Zack, leering at the view from the back. His running shorts exposing his slim smooth legs and emphasizing his small arse. We sat in the living room and offered Zack the pipe. He took a few puffs and took a box of condoms out of his bag and placed it on the coffee table. After several puffs, he offered the pipe back to us. “No, you have some more first. We had a head start after-all,” I told Zack. Zack hit the pipe some more. Excellent. “We noticed that you had a boyfriend linked to your profile, is he away this weekend?” I asked, even though I already knew the answer from the horse’s mouth. “Nuh, Ralph is working late tonight.” “Do you guys play with others together or separately?” “We have played together with others before and also separately. We have only played together with others a few times but not recently though. I think Ralph prefers playing with others separately more,” Zack responded. I could hear a hint of disappointment in his tone though he tried to hide it. Well, Ralph would have loved to play with others together with Zack if they could go bare. Ralph felt that this was something he could not approach Zack about. “What About you guys? You mentioned you are experimenting with 3somes? Just opening up your relationship?” “That’s right. Jim here never tried a 3some before and we have been talking about it,” the lie came easily. Jim looked at me with a smirk. “The idea of watching Ted fuck another guy really turns me on,” Jim said. Zack had been puffing away for some time now. I gestured for him to pass the pipe to Jim and I to puff some more, then suggested we get a booty bum. Zack looked slightly hesitant and mumbled, “That would get us really high.” “That’s the idea. Come let’s get naked.” “You guys will play safe, right?” “Zack, Jim believed that bare sex is something special to be shared between boyfriends only,” I looked over at Jim with a knowing look. I was not sure if Zack caught that I used the past tense. “I think you feel the same way about bare sex with you and your boyfriend, what did you say his name was again, Ralph?” Zack nodded. We undressed completely. Jim and I administered our own booty bumps first while Zack undressed. When Zack was completely undressed, I told Zack to bend over. I put my hairy paws onto his smooth small arse and spread his cheeks. His hairless pink hole greeted me. I sank my tongue into his hole to tease it and to get it to relax. Jim sat back against the chair, stroking his 6” cock watching his boyfriend eat another another boy - another man’s boyfriend. I grinned at Jim when I removed my face from Zack’s arse and administered Zack’s booty bump. I sat back on the chair with my legs spread apart with my hard cock protruding from my hairy crotch and legs. “Suck me,” I commanded Zack. Zack got onto his knees and skillfully took my cock into his mouth. Pleasure from a warm eager mouth surrounded my cock. I looked briefly at Zack’s young face sucking me eagerly, eager to please and then looked at Jim who was obviously enjoying the show. Jim stroked his cock in jerky movements and we shared an evil grin. “Ted has a nice big cock, doesn’t he?” Jim said to Zack. Zack half nodded as he skillfully moved my shaft in and out of his mouth. “Is Ted or your boyfriend bigger?” Jim asked. I gave Jim a sly grin. We already knew the answer to that. Zack came up for some air and said, “Ted has a longer cock. Ralph is thicker.” “I think we should go to the bedroom. I want to watch you suck Jim while I eat your hole some more.” We got onto the bed, bringing the pipe along with us. Zack brought the box of condoms into the bedroom and placed it on the side table. Jim sat on the bed with his back leaning against the bedhead. His legs spread apart with Zack lying stomach down between his legs. He eagerly sucked Jim’s 6 inch cock. I took in the sight of two naked young men, both young enough to be my son. Jim and I shared a quick look and I watched his eyes move from my hard cock to Zack’s small arse. I pushed Zack’s legs apart and moved in between his legs. I cupped his tiny arse with my hands before pulling his cheeks apart. Zack moaned when I stretched his cheeks apart. I leaned forward, and pressed my bearded face into his smooth crack and started eating his hole, all the time my eyes were locked with Jim, while I played with my rock hard cock. Jim’s face was filled with lust and desire as he watched me push my tongue as far as I could into Zack’s hole. Zack squirmed, jerked and moaned as he sucked on Jim’s hard cock. Jim lit the pipe again and gave Zack a few puffs before returning him to suck his cock. He then passed me the pipe to have a few more puffs before he had some himself and put the pipe aside, just beside Zack’s box of condoms. I pushed my tongue as deep as I could go into Zack’s hole, before withdrawing and spitting a big glob of spit onto his smooth pink hole. I angled Zack’s arse upwards and kicked his smooth legs apart with my hairy legs and leaned forward and let my knob slide up and down his crack. Jim’s eyes could not take off my cock and Zack’s crack. Everytime my knob rubbed past Zack’s hole, I heard Zack gasp. “Please wear a condom and fuck me,” Zack begged as he sucked Jim. I smirked, “I’ll fuck you at my own time. Close your legs tightly together.” Zack obeyed. This time I moved my cockhead all across his crack until it was inbetween his thighs. His cracked and insides of his smooth legs getting smeared with my pre-cum. I felt Zack’s body freeze in anticipation everytime my cockhead rubbed across his hole. I simulated a “fuck” in that manner to get Zack feeling more at ease about my bare cock being so close to his bare hole. Jim was practically drooling. His cock rock hard. He whispered, “It looks so good. Can’t wait for you to fuck him.” “Yea? That really turns you on, doesn’t it?” I propped myself up and positioned it so that my dripping cockhead is right on Zack’s entrance I gyrated by cockhead against Zack’s hole, half breaching and stretching it. Zack moaned and his hole twitched involuntarily on my kob. As Jim often told me, the feeling of a bare knob felt much nicer than the cold rubber. “Oh, this feels so good. But please wear a condom before you go any further,” Zack whimpered. “I told you, Zack, Jim believed that bare sex is sacred and something special between boyfriends. Besides, I shouldn’t be risking Jim fucking bare now, would i? Not especially when he is here watching.” I said, never slowing down my cockhead teasing Zack’s hole. “Just the tip doesn’t count, does it Jim?” Jim grinned evilly, “No the tip doesn’t count.” I leaned forward and pushed, and my knob breached the entrance of the hole, Zack’s warm hole pleasured my knob. I withdrew my knob immediately after I penetrated and then breached his hole with just my knob again. Zack moaned in delight and pleasure. “We shouldn’t be fucking with just the tip either. We should be saving bare sex for our boyfriends only. It's sacred,” Zack protested. Though his arse still arched upward in the perfect angle for me to sink my shaft into him completely if I wanted to. “I don’t feel that the tip is a betrayal, and I am Ted’s boyfriend. I am sure Ralph would feel the same,” Jim responded. It was a heady mix staring into each other’s eyes as we tried to seduce Zack into debauchery. “Let me help you spread his cheeks,” Jim said as he leaned forward and pulled Zack’s cheeks apart while Zack’s head was bobbing up and down his cock. Jim and I now had a clear unobstructed view of my knob half sunked into Zack's boyish hole. I kissed Jim as my knob moved in and out of Zack’s hole, my pre-cum leaking into him as I fuck. We broke apart from our kiss as I grinned wickedly at Jim. I said to Jim in a mock disappointment, “Honey, his hole wouldn’t feel as good as your hole if I had to wrap up.” “I hate to have my boyfriend disappointed,” Jim returned my grin. “Maybe just half your cock? So you’re not completely unfaithful.” I pushed my cock half way into Zack’s hole and started fucking it at the half way point of my shaft, “We're still saving half my cock and your hole for our boyfriends. Does it not feel so much nicer without a condom, Zack?” “It does,” Zack moaned, “but we should wear a condom before you fuck me completely. We need to save ourselves for our boyfriends.” Though Zack was verbalising his protest, his arse pushed back and forth in rhythm to my thrusts. “His bare hole feels as good as your bare hole, Jim. I don’t think I can stop fucking him raw, Jim.” “Your raw cock sliding into his hole bare looks so hot,” Jim’s gaze was locked onto my hard meat half penetrating into Zack’s small arse, “Looks so hot your older hairy muscular body contrasting his smooth, slim young body. Pinning him down and fucking. I would love to watch you pound his arse raw.” "Yea? You don't mind your boyfriend desecrating his body and becoming unfaithful to you?" I asked looking in Jim's eyes, almost forgetting Zack was in our bed. "Would love you to. Be unfaithful to me over and over again," Jim said and I pushed myself slowly and completely into Zack. My hairy crotch pressing against his smooth small butt. Zack whimpered, “No, no, we got to stop. I’m poz. You don’t want to fuck me bare. You need to protect yourselves.” Of course we already knew that from Ralph. I lowered my chest onto Zack’s back, and held him tightly as I pushed my cock into him as deep as I could and whispered into his ear, “Protect ourselves? Jim and I are poz too, Zack. You are as much at a risk from our strain as we are from yours. Besides, I’m already all the way inside. You don’t need to save yourself for Ralph any more. You’re a cheating slut like two of us. Even if we stop now, I’ve reached an inch deeper than Ralph would ever reach. We might as well enjoy ourselves. You don't have to let Ralph know - it can be our secret.” I pushed his legs apart with my legs and started pounding Zack. Ralph had violated my boyfriend with his toxic cock. Now it is my turn to violate his boyfriend with my toxic cock. 6.2 Jim I watched Ted slam into Zack over and over again as Zack slobbered all over my hard cock. I never thought I would ever have the chance to watch my boyfriend fuck another boy bare. Knowing that my boyfriend was hard and aroused because of another boy. Zack moaned as all protest seemed to have evaporated. I was transfixed by the sight of Ted’s cock sliding in and out of Zack’s hole. My boyfriend having his “revenge” against me and Ralph. Ted pounded Zack for sometime before he pulled out and ate Zack’s hole. “Mmm I love eating a fucked hole and tasting hole juices and pre-cum.” He pulled me forward and guided me in between Zack’s legs. “Why don’t you eat his hole and have a go?” Ted said. I rarely topped. I looked at Zack’s stretched hole, no longer pink but an angry red from the friction. It looked slick and slimy. I leaned forward and pushed my tongue into Zack’s stretched hole, tasting Ted’s salty pre-cum and hole juices. Ted moved to sit in front of Zack and pushed his slick hard cock into his mouth to eat, “Suck my cock and taste your hole juices on my cock.” As Zack’s head bobbed up and down Ted’s cock. Ted looked over at me eating Zack’s hole, “Dip your cock into his hole.” I got up and positioned my cock against Zack’s hole and pushed. It slid in easily as Zack's hole has been stretched by Ted's bigger cock.. Zack’s warm slimy hole wrapped tightly around my cock as I slid in. It was a good thing I was on ice, or I would have cum almost immediately. Zack wasn’t the type that I would normally go for. I liked older beefier men like Ted, Ralph and Ray. Zack was more like me. Slim, smooth and younger. In fact, he was younger and smaller than me. Where I was used to feeling hairy naked flesh against me, it was a completely different and novel feeling of smooth skin against smooth skin. There seemed almost so much less friction as our hairless sweaty bodies rubbed against each other. I started fucking Zack. Pounding him. Fucking the hole that my boyfriend’s cock had just been in a few moments ago. I was a little concerned that my 6” cock would be too small for Zack, but he moaned with pleasure as I pounded him. “That looks so hot, watching my bottom boyfriend fucking a cheating bottom boy,” Ted leered at Zack and I fucking, Zack continued sucking Ted’s cock. I imagined it must be like watching the twink porn that Ted liked but live. “We lied to you, Zack. Jim used to want to save his hole for his boyfriend. But after we found out we had cheated on each other with other people without even practicing safe sex, we agreed never to restrict each other again and share our risks. You’re actually the second threesome we had. The first threesome we had, we played with this cheating poz top who also didn't use condoms when he cheated either too. Maybe we should invite him over right now to make sure that both you bottoms have at least a cock each to fill your holes. You’ll have a third cock fucking you bare tonight, Zack and he can give you another strain. We’ll turn you into a proper bare slut. Do you want me to invite our fuckbuddy, Zack?” “We shouldn’t,” Zack said with Ted’s cock half stuffed into his mouth, his arse kicking back against my thrust. It would be so horny to have Ralph watch Ted fuck his boyfriend. “”Shouldn’t” only makes it hornier, though, doesn’t it?” I said. “Howabout I send him a text to see if he is available? You can always say no if you aren’t interested when he is here. I’ll let him fuck Jim while I keep fucking you,” Ted said as he grabbed his phone and text. When he was done, he passed the phone over for me to read. It was a text message to Ralph. “Success - We got him to cheat on you raw. We are all still pretty tweaked - told him we’re inviting a fuck buddy who played raw with us. He thinks you are someone else to take his hole. Join us? :)” A response came as I was holding the phone, “Fuck, I’m coming over now.” I passed the phone back to Ted who grinned when he read the text. “Our fuck buddy will be joining us,” Ted announced to Zack. Ted looked at his hard cock, slick with spit from Zack and then at the two of us fucking. Looking at me, he said, “I want another go at that cheating ass. Bring your ass over to my mouth so that I can eat your ass while I fuck his ass.” I made way for Ted to get between Zack’s legs who promptly penetrated him again with his cock. My boyfriend joined bare with Ralph’s boyfriend.I stood in front of Ted and leaned forward so that my arse was in his face. I pulled my cheeks apart with my hands to give Ted easy access to my hole. I felt his beard between my smooth cheeks as he ate my hole. Zack and I watched in the mirror as Ted fucked Zack’s hole, while he ate mine. “I want you to lie on top of Zack so that your arse is stacked on top of his.” Ted guided me into the position he wanted me to take. My chest on top of Zack’s back. Ted spit a glob of saliva onto my ass and rubbed it into my hole. “Your hole must be feeling very empty, Jim. Want me to wash my cock before I fuck you?” “Fuck me with your dirty cock, please,” I begged. Ted pulled his cock out of Zack’s hole and in a smooth thrust his cock breached my hole, “there you go baby, Zack’s poz hole juices been fucked up your hole with my unfaithful cock.” While fucking Zack felt great, I definitely leaned more towards being a bottom and it felt great to have my hole filled with Ted’s cock. “Going to fuck your hole now, Zack,” Ted pulled out of me and plunged into Zack, “So much hornier and dirtier fucking raw, isn’t Zack? Don’t need to worry about lube or cleaning up as we swap partners? What would your boyfriend say seeing his cheating boyfriend taking such risks and fucked by a top with a longer dick?” Zack was obviously turned on by Ted’s filthy talk, “Feels so good and is so dirty and wicked. So natural. I wish Ralph would love this, but I cannot let him find out. He will hate me.” “But if you let him find out, maybe you might learn that he might love it too. Imagine you can watch Ralph fuck Jim bare too. Watch him get pleasure from my boyfriend’s bare poz hole, mixing their strains as they fuck while you and I enjoy each other.” Judging by Zack pushing himself back against Ted’s dick, I’m certain he loved the idea. Zack and I watched in the mirror (and felt) as Ted slipped out of Zack, and plunged his dick into my hole, casually swapping from hole to hole at his leisure. It was so horny watching my boyfriend, relishing having two young bottoms here to pleasure his cock bare. There was nothing sacred about the bare fucking we shared. The doorbell rang. “Looks like our fuckbuddy is here. Why don’t you answer the door, Jim?” Ted said.

Chapter 5 - Mixed POV 5.1: Jim Pov I looked at the clock on my work computer. 4:50 pm. Ted is returning today. He said he would be home by the time I got home. I thought back to my session with Ralph. Not for the first time, I felt my cock hardening, betraying me again. It was so good, so horny, so slutty. But…. I cheated on Ted. I felt truly disappointed in myself. I had prided myself on being faithful and loyal. Yet, just smoking some ice and I turned into a dirty slut willing to take a stranger’s bare cock again. You’d think a 26 year old would have some self control to keep his legs shut. I nearly told Ted a few times over the phone but faltered. I decided I should do it face to face. I knew it was more delaying the inevitable than really that I truly thought it was necessary. I never understood why he often called me “sweet”. I had simply assumed it was a habitual adjective he threw to boys to butter them up. Besides, last weekend proved that I am anything but “sweet”. In my mind, I was certain that Ted would be disappointed. His image of me would probably be shattered by this. My mood was incredibly low when I arrived home, steeling myself to face the music. I walked into the lounge and Ted was sitting on an armchair naked. He was puffing the pipe, and letting his cock dangling half hard between his legs. His eyes had that wild wired look. Gosh he is so sexy. How could I let him down? “Come here my sweet young man and puff some of this crystal,” he said. I pulled a chair, moved it close to Ted. We sat opposite of each other, face to face. I nearly turned down the pipe. We had to talk with a clear mind. I was working up the courage to tell him. He looked so high and euphoric and horny. Maybe smoking some of the pipe would give me some dutch courage. I smoked the pipe, taking in several deep breaths. Ted watched me in silence with a somewhat far away look. He seemed like he was deep in thought. He allowed me to puff more to catch up to his state of mind and hitting the pipe every now and then. Instead of the usual euphoria, the drugs seemed to have enhanced my current state of mind - feeling low. Not for the first time I wondered if our base state of mind strongly affects our high states. -That really isn’t relevant right now,- I thought. I took a deep breath and said, “We need to talk, Ted.” Best be done with it. Rip the bandaid off. I couldn’t look at Ted and kept staring at the floor, “After you left last Friday night, I was so horny, I met someone online and had sex.” There, it was done. 5.2 Ted POV Jim’s announcement was like a lightning bolt that surged from within my prostate to my cock. Blood rushed into my cock and from its half hard state sprang up to rock hard arousal. If Jim wasn’t staring so intently on the floor, he would have seen my naked arousal. “Did you play safe?” I asked. -Please say they didn’t,- I thought. “No,” he said almost meekly. -Oh you excellent naughty boi, I taught you well- I thought, patting myself on the back as if I could take credit for that. “Did you and him had more chems?” “Yes,” he still refused to look up. -Oh you wicked naughty boy- I thought in utter delight. “How big was he?” “About 7.5 inches,” my cocked ached. A dirty part of my mind thought, -So that top hasn’t totally violated all my property.- Part of me was very glad that a tiny little part of Jim was still mine, yet another part of me wanted Jim to be completely taken by another man’s cock. “Thick?” “Yea” “Thicker than me and Ray?” I brought Ray up hoping to snap him out of his mental state as Ray sometimes featured in our fantasies. “Yea.” “Did he cum in you?” “Yes,” he said in almost a whisper. My cock throbbed. I was so pleased and aroused that my sexy sweet young boyfriend had cheated on me. Here I was worried about telling Jim that I cheated. Not to mention my visit to the sauna earlier to recreate a fantasy Jim and I shared which could either go very well, or disastrous. Ice made me bet on going very well, hopefully, circumstances appear to be heading in that direction too. My cock ached as I eagerly want to fuck his cheater. I hope he will react to my news the way I reacted to his. “Well, Jim, I’ve something to tell you too,” he looked up, finally noticing my rock hard member, a look of surprise on his face. “When I reached my hotel, I invited an old fuck buddy over…” I could tell Jim’s cock sprang into attention in his pants. I smirked. “Why don’t you get naked, and I’ll tell you about it?” 5.3 Jim POV I stripped naked as Ted asked. My eyes were barely able to take off from Ted’s cock. No, Ted’s cheating cock. I hope he fucked his old fuckbuddy bare and loaded his fuckbuddy with his charged load. My eyes burned with hunger. Ted had a wicked pleased grin on his face in response to my expression. “Did that top show you what a booty bump is?” I shook my head. Ted explained, “Well, we will mix some crystals in water and squirt it up our arse. For bottoms, it makes their hole sluttily hungry. For some tops, it makes their cock sluttily hungry. Even more so than smoking the pipe.” I found it hard to believe we could be even hungrier for each other at how wired we currently are. But I craved to feel that intense hunger. He showed me how to administer the booty bum and asked me to do the same for him. I seldom play with Ted hole, focusing more on his cock, but it was very slutty to help him administer a booty bump. “Before I tell you about my old fuck buddy, I want you to tell me more about the guy who fucked you.” I shared with Ted the filthy things I did with Ralph. Normally I would feel quite shy and embarrassed about discussing such things, but the ice and the booty bump seemed to have melt all those concerns away. It made me bold and nonchalant about sexual deviancy. I shared with Ted the things that happened that night: that Ralph fucked me in him and his boyfriend, Zack’s, bed; that I let Ralph fuck me even though I knew his cock had been in some other guy’s hole; how slutty I felt having had two different bare cocks fuck me in one night. I shared with Ted that Ralph also had a fantasy of Zack cheating on him and taking loads from other men, but as far as he knows, Zack only plays it safe. Also that Ralph was turned on by the idea of me taking his strain back to Ted. “Mmm, maybe you can show me Zack’s profile later today so that I message him and see if we can seduce him to take my raw cock and deliver my strain straight into his boyfriend’s hole. Got to get back at Ralph for defiling my boyfriend,” Ted said. The idea of watching Ted fucking another man in front me drove me wild, “I would love to watch you fuck Zack in person.” “Yea?” Ted asked with a devilish delight on face, “are you going to ask me to wrap my cock up before I fuck Zack like a prim and proper boyfriend should? Do you remember when I first met you, you used to think bare sex is something special to be shared between boyfriends.” “No, you should bare fuck him the way you bare fuck your own boyfriend. You’ll fuck him deeper than Ralph ever could.” Ted’s cock gave a sharp twitch, obviously liking that idea. I loved the idea of Ted defiling another man’s boyfriend. Ted continued, “If Zack turns out to be a closet bare bottom, maybe we can organise a couple-swap session. Ralph and I can watch our boys take turns enjoying our different cocks.” Ted and my cock were so hard at this point they were throbbing. Ted grinned in naked delight of the turn of events, continuing, “I see you like the idea of a couple swap. 2 tops casually swapping their boys for fun, not bothering to wear protection. You watch me cheat while I watch you cheat. Knowing our sexual partners are cheating on each other too.” I moaned at the wicked idea planted in my mind. “I love you being such a deviant young man, Jim.” I kissed Ted, holding him tightly. Most of my worry has completely evaporated. However, I still asked, “You aren’t upset that I cheated on you?” “No Jim. It is what I have been fantasizing, and hoped to make reality. I am so glad you were upfront and honest about this. Maybe that was the mistake I made with my previous relationships. I kept it to myself.” A part of me cannot believe how things have unfolded. I cannot believe how Ted seems to desire me even more. I have shared with him what happened to Ralph, I needed to find out about his former fuckbuddy. I really hope Ted had a good filthy fuck to satisfy himself, “So tell me about your former fuckbuddy.” 5.4 Ted POV I told Jim about my sexual history with Adam and how I spent the last weekend ploughing Adam senseless like the good old times. How Adam and I always fucked bare, though we never discussed about our status. He loved hearing that Adam’s hole was filled with loads when I fucked him and I had no issue continuing fucking him even after Adam revealed that to me my sore cock was fucking on all those anon loads. Jim even loved it when I confessed to him that Adam was bouncing up and down my cock as we were talking on the phone. Much to my delight, Jim also confessed that the reason he sounded so distracted was because I called him while Ralph was deep inside his hole. My cock ached at how wicked my boyfriend and I were. We didn’t even have the courtesy to stop our cheating fucks for a couple of minutes to speak to each other over the weekend. Yet, instead of being angry with each other, it appeared to have made us want each other more. “I would have loved you to fuck Adam’s hole juices and those anon cum up my hole with your cock. Pity you were so far away,” Jim said. I grinned at him and said, “I went to the sauna earlier before I came home. I fucked quite a few boys, some even had loads from other guys. If you give my cock a sniff, you will be able to smell their hole juices and dried cum.” Jim looked down at my crotch, noticing for the first time crusty dried cum all over my pubes. He got on his knees and gave my cock a good sniff, obviously liking the sex he smelt. He looked up with a slutty look, I could practically see his mouth drooling, “I need you to fuck me, Ted.” “Yea? Do you need me to wash my cock so that it is safer for you Jim?” “No, please Ted, put it in me, stop teasing me.” I took Jim to the room and put him on his back on the bed. Fucking face to face is Jim’s favourite. He loved being able to watch my expression and being able to kiss me. I used to be more a “fucking a bottom with their face down” kinda guy. But being able to watch Jim’s expressions and watching Jim react to my expressions was so hot. Add on to being able to kiss him while we hold each other like we are the only two people in world made the fucking even more sublime. Connecting with each other physically and watching each other’s reaction and expressions. Taking delight in each other’s delight. I lifted Jim’s arse up so that he is practically balanced on his shoulders and ate his hole, looking down onto his face. I growled, “Eating your cheating hole, Jim. I am your boyfriend but I’m not the last man who fucked you.” Jim loved his arse being eaten before it got fucked. He squirmed and moaned in delight. I wanted my cock in his hole as quickly as possible. My knob has been steadily oozing quite a lot of pre-cum. I lowered Jim’s arse and lifted his legs onto my shoulders staring into his eyes. My knobbed positioned at the entrance of his hole that is twitching in desire as if trying to pull my knob in. This was the same position we first fucked bare over a year ago - the night our two lost souls found each other. “In the week we’ve been apart, it sounds like you may have one or two new strains in you. I have at least one new strain, though I’ve fucked a few anon holes and on several anon loads, it could be a lot more. Our HIV strains are no longer in-sync,” I pushed my knob into his hole, the fourth or was it fifth hole i”ve fucked today, and continued, “I remember the first time we met, you told me that your doctor said that you need to fuck safe to ensure you don’t accidentally get reinfected with new strains. Tell me now, Jim - do you want the new strains your boyfriend has picked up behind your back?” “Yes, please always fuck me bare. I’ll always take your cock bare, I’ll always want you,” he blubbered with lust, need and desire. I pushed my cock into him slowly and gently as we watched each other enjoying the lustful revelling of physical pleasure our bodies are sharing. My cock was all the way in his hole and my hairy crotch pressed firmly onto his smooth arse. I loved how Jim desires me so much. We held each other tightly and leaned in to kiss each other. I wanted to pound Jim, and fuck him hard and senseless. But I also felt really tender towards my boyfriend. The hard fucking can wait. I fucked him gently for some time as we kissed and held each other. I lost track of time. I broke apart our kiss, looking into his eyes and said, “I am yours, Jim. I may fuck other guys, but I will come back to you. I know I previously said that I should change and be monogamous. Sorry it didn’t quite work out.” Jim responded, “Honestly Ted, when we got together, I was willing to try an open relationship because I felt very secure with you. But you suggested we try a close relationship, so I was happy to go with that too. I didn’t do that very well either.” “No we didn’t. It turns me on that we cheated, but I am glad we were honest with each other at the end of the day. It showed me that beneath that sweet meek and mild nature of yours, you have an inner demon like me. But unlike me in my past relationships, you were willing to be honest with me with your missteps, while I used to hide them from my previous boyfriends.” Jim blushed, “You know I love you too, Ted. And I’m glad you’re not upset with me” I grinned, typical Jim, self deprecating, I quipped back, “And I’m glad you’re not upset with me too.” I reached over for the pipe and we had several puffs, keeping our bodies joined together. Our flesh and limbs in a tangled lewd mess. From the tenderness, a wicked evil started burning in both our eyes. I set the pipe aside and announced, “I think we need to punish each other for cheating.” I started fucking Jim hard, pulling out of him completely and ramming my cock back in. “We’re going to fuck each other so hard, my cock and your hole will be too sore to fuck any other guys.” — 5.5 - Ted POV Author’s note: the setting for chapter 5.5 is inspired/based on a scene in Parents Weekend by Bill Drake. A story I loved in my late teens. I cannot remember most of the scenes in that story other than this one particular scene. I have not re-read it in years, but I wouldn’t be surprised if my memory of the setting of the scene is still very close. Obviously the characters and characters’ relationships are different (as you can tell from that story's title). ~2 hours later~ Ted I sat on the chair in our bedroom in the dark, slowly stroking my hard cock while Jim headed to answer the door. I heard the door open and heard Ralph telling Jim, “You must be psychic. This is the second time you messaged me after I had a chem session with a slut bare bottom. So you say we have use of your place for the rest of the night? Your boyfriend is away again? Need a bare cock to scratch that itch in your hole?” I heard Jim respond by without giving too much away, “Yes we have the place for the rest of the night to play if you want. Did you want to hit the pipe?” “I’m pretty tweaked - been smoking a lot in my session and before I came. But happy to do a few more puffs if you are going to get more tweaked with me.” My hungry boyfriend of course would not turn down having more puffs. I took the opportunity while they were still at the front door to light my own pipe to take a few drags before they came into the bedroom. I heard sloppy kissing, and then Ralph saying, “Not here, boy. I took you to my “marriage” bed last time. I rushed here today because you said you were gonna return the favour.” My cock throbbed. No wonder Jim couldn’t keep his legs closed for Ralph. He is a filthy irreverent slut like me. “You’re so bad,” Jim moaned. I chuckled - Jim can be so shy in his responses sometimes when faced with something so evilly deviant. But I knew the idea turned him on so much. I heard clothes being discarded. “Take me to your bedroom,” Ralph said. I watched Jim and Ralph enter the room. I could tell that they were extremely tweaked like I was based on their jerky movements. They both had short hair but they looked pretty dishevelled. I sat in the dark in a corner of the room. I cannot be seen by a person standing at our bedroom door until they entered our bedroom completely, and then turned around. I sat quietly in the dark, wanking slowly in anticipation of a live show. Ralph had a muscular build and older like me. While I tend not to go for guy’s around my age, I can see that he was attractive. Like Jim, his skin looked wet, sticky and oily. He must be smelling of sex. The contrast between the older more muscular Ralph and the younger slim Jim looked so good. Ralph’s torso was not hairy like mine. His legs were slightly hairy. I was more familiar with watching my body contrasting against Jim in the mirror. The slight differences between Ralph’s and my body type served to emphasise Jim’s infidelity. “I haven’t cummed yet,” Ralph said, “I’m looking forward to cumming in your cheating hole again.” “Did you fuck bare in your earlier session?” Jim asked. “Of course. I got the boy all tweaked and high. He didn’t even ask when I pushed my bare cock into his hole.” Ralph lifted Jim’s legs up on his shoulders and fingered Jim’s hole. I have filled it with a huge load earlier so his hole is all moist. Ralph obviously was satisfied with the lubrication and rammed his thicker 7.5” cock into Jim’s hole without any further preparation. He was clearly too tweaked and horny for foreplay and decided to jump straight to the main course. Jim moaned in pleasure as I got to watch Ralph thrusting his thick sex tool in and out of my boyfriend. With only the street lighting lighting up the room, it was rather dim. I itched to flick the light switch on. In the dim lighting I thought I could see my cum dribbled down onto Ralph’s balls as they swung back forth as he thrust. “You’ve been fucked tonight,” Ralph said, “Whose load am I fucking on? Did you find someone else to cheat on your man?” Jim said, “The last time we met, you said you wanted to fuck on my boyfrend’s cum.” Ralph and picked up pace, fucking harder, “This is your boyfriend’s cum lubing our fuck? He had to leave your session early again?” “No, he wanted to watch you take me,” Jim said, looking towards me in the corner of the room. Ralph turned to me and saw me sitting back on the chair lazily beating my longer piece of meat as he fucked my boy. He didn’t even miss a beat to his fucking when he realised I, his fuck’s boyfriend, was in the room as him. I could see his cock swell even harder, casually continuing his lewd thrusts. “He wants to watch me stretch your hole does he? We better give him a better view,” without missing a beat Ralph repositioned himself and Jim so that I had an obstructed view of his cock and balls stretching my boyfriend’s hole, defiling my boyfriend’s hole in our “marriage bed”. I turned on a red tinged lighting that Jim and I loved to use to drink the sight in, lighting their animalistic sex act. It looked like Jim was a whore taking cock. I can see Jim’s arse being stretched wide by Ralph’s thicker girth. “My boy said you had a thicker cock, and that he told me he loves you stretching his hole full. I asked him to invite you over so that I can watch him cheat.” “Fuck, you both are sick fucks,” he growled picking up his pace, “Did he tell you I’m poz as well?” “Oh yea, he did. When you cum, make sure you do it deep in him and give him your strain. Maybe one day I will get to fuck your Zack bare and you can watch me violate him. Fucking him deeper than you ever can,” I told Ralph, knowing from Jim that it was Ralph’s fantasy for Zack to be closet bare cheating slut. That obviously drove Ralph over the edge as he suddenly tensed and slam himself completely into Jim and cum, “Oh yea, I would love you fuck Zack’s hole. Make him cheat on me… ahhhh.” Ralph blew his load deep into Jim. It didn’t look like Jim came. Great, he will be so horny and ready for me. As Ralph caught his breath, I told him, “If you’ll excuse me, I would like to have a turn with my boyfriend.” As Ralph’s cock plopped out, sticky white frothing juice slicking his cock and a line of cum dripped out of Jim’s loose hungry hole. I “scooped” the leaking juice with my cock head and filled Jim’s hole with cock again, heady with lust that Jim had been fucked by another man and filled with the poz seed of another man. My chafed sore cock slushed into Jim’s cummy hole. This wasn’t going to be a loving fuck. I pounded his hole, telling him, “I love how filthy your hole is Jim.” — Chapter 5.6 - Jim POV Ralph had just left. It was just me and Ted. Ted held me gently as we both lay on our sides facing each other, my legs wrapped around his back and my arms around his neck. He slid his cock gently in and out of me, kissing me as he thrust in and out gently. Ted asked me to invite Ralph over earlier tonight - Ted told me he loved the idea of me being fucked by another guy, and he get to fuck sloppy seconds. I thought back to some of the things Ralph and Ted did to me tonight. They had me lying on my stomach for most of the session, both taking turns pounding me. There was no mistake when one top swapped to another. Ted’s longer cock fucked so much deeper. Ralph’s thicker cock made my hole feel so stretched. Ted’s hairiness contrasted with Ralph’s relative smoother one. When one of the top needed a break, the other top took over. At one point, Ralph must have had way too much ice, as his hole got incredibly hungry. Ralph was in the middle of fucking me while I was sucking Ted when he asked Ted to fuck him. To my surprise, Ted didn’t hesitate to prep Ralph’s hole while Ralph was fucking me before Ted mounted Ralph. Ted fucking Ralph from behind, while Ralph fucking me while I’m on my knees. I knew Ralph and Ted were not ordinarily each other’s type. They clearly had a thing for smoother, younger guys. Yet there they were, Ted was holding Ralph from his behind, thrusting his cock in and out of Ralph. They both must have been so high I thought. Still it was a feast for my eyes watching Ted fuck Ralph, even briefly. Of course, my hole was hungry for Ted to fuck me immediately after he fucked Ralph. “Did you have a good time, Jim?” Ted asked, snapping me out of my reverie. “Did? I am having a good time. It feels so good in your arms with your cock in me fucking me gently. It always makes me feel… safe.” Ted grinned, “Safe? We only fuck safe once, Jim.” I looked at him mock-witheringly, “You know what I mean.” Ted kissed me, “I am glad you feel that way Jim. It is going to be Sunday morning soon. We should get a bit to eat and try to rest for the day before we go to work.” I nodded - it was always hard to end a chem session with Ted. We always feel like we can go on forever whenever we are together. “Oh,” Ted said, “but before we rest, show me Zack’s (Ralph’s boyfriend) profile. Maybe it is time we create a profile for me to message him.”

Chapter 4 - Ted POV I caught my flight after my short session with Jim. I was still very wired when I boarded the plane. It was going to be a short 4 to 5 hours flight. I took some sleeping pills and tranquillisers, and somehow managed a rather strange sleep on the flight. In between sleep, I tried my best not to be too obvious [banned word] at any guy on the plane that was even the slightest bit attractive. It is no surprise being high on drugs lead me to less than optimal decisions sometimes. I snuck a small packet of crystals and my spare pipe for my trip. Foolish, even for a domestic flight. However, it had been such a long time since I had a puff, I wanted to enjoy it before I had to start any work. When I arrived at my destination, I got a text message from my client saying that their flight has been cancelled and they have been rescheduled for Tuesday. Damn it, I need not have left Jim and myself high and dry. I still had not cum. I now had more time to kill. When Jim and I got together, I told him that I would like to make a change in my life. After cheating on all my previous boyfriends, I would like an effort to be faithful. And I had been successful so far. Definitely the longest period I’ve ever been faithful to any boyfriend. Unfortunately, crystal has now awakened my evil self. It did not care about faithfulness to Jim even though I remember how much I loved him and how I felt so lucky to have met him. I had a need to find a raw hole to fuck and satisfy the itch on my cock since Jim wasn’t here. The dark side of me revelling in my sleaziness and willingness to cheat. Since I was in my old city where I used to live with Ben, I thought I might messaged an old fuck buddy to see if they are interested in hooking up. I scrolled to Adam’s number. Adam would be around 33 or 34 now. He had olive skin, mostly smooth with a dusting of hair on his legs and navel. He had dark hair, toned about a head shorter than me - easy to man-handle physically. Adam and I met when I was still with Ben. We were on and off fuckbuddies for about two years. He shared the same kink as me about cheating. Some guys, when they cheat, they try their best not to think of it. If you remind them of it, it would just become a mood killer. Killjoys.. Not Adam. Like me, we love reminding each other about our infidelity especially when we blew clouds. He also had no qualms fucking bare with me. On our first meeting, we fucked bare without any discussion and only discussed it after we finished our session. Of course with we both claimed that we only fucked bare with our boyfriends and this was a “spur of the moment” thing, otherwise we also wrap up when we cheated. I had long learned that it was a dance barebackers played back in the mid 2000s - it was as if it was the “right” thing to say if you barebacked. As if the momentary spur of the moment bareback was a valid mitigating factor. “Oh this is the only time I got caught up.” Yet, if there was one momentary spur of the moment, there could easily be many. It sits in the back of their minds, yet they dole out and accept each other's false reassurances like it was an unspoken etiquette. Needless to say, we still fucked bare the second, the third and every other time after that. Egging each other on to complete our infidelity in the worst and best possible way. While we never disclosed or discussed having sex bareback with other people who were not our partners, I think we both knew we did not play safe with other people contrary to our claims. And just like that dance, the easier thing was to not acknowledge this conclusion lest you ruin your opportunity to play without a condom. He was supposed to be in a monogamous relationship with a man a few years older than me. In my case, I was not supposed to only play separately from Ben. We had many quick sessions and the occasional long session (where opportunity arose) to fuck our brains out behind our boyfriends back. We lost touch not long after things ended with me and Ben. I suspect he may have lost interest because I was no longer “cheating”. I never told Adam that Ben and I had tested positive after we split. Who knows if I had given Adam HIV? Or if my suspicions were true, Adam played the field bare and he may have been the one to give me HIV. Or we had been mixing strains without each other's knowledge. I typed a quick text to Adam, hoping that he kept the same number. Me (Ted): Hey Adam, long time no speak. I’m in town away from my new boyfriend for a few days, up to anything today? Adam: Hey Ted, I’ve been good. Away from your boyfriend huh? :) I see someone hasn’t changed. My boyfriend has to do some work. But that means I have the whole day to meet you. Shouldn’t you be glued to a new boyfriend at least? He is unable to satisfy you? Me (Ted): BF and I had a short session last night, but I’m still completely tweaked. Need to find a willing bare hole. Even better still if it is a cheating one like yours. I brought some crystals and my pipe with me to my hotel. Adam: Send me your hotel address, I’ll cum right over. I answered the door in my jocks. Adam was in a t-shirt and shorts. He looked as I remember him, slightly older, slightly less lean, but still very sexy. I could feel my cock stirring. “Hello sexy,” Adam sauntered into my room, putting his arms around my neck as he tiptoed. I pulled him close to kiss him. I love how short Adam is. Jim and Ben were both around my height, which made it harder to man-handle them as they are heavier and a high centre of gravity to work with. “Oh, you smell of sex, Ted. Did you not even shower before you got on the plane?” “Nope, didn’t have time to shower. Fucked Jim as long as I could and left everything to the last minute, ” I handed him the pipe, “I think you should start so that we get into the same head space.” Adam grinned and started smoking on the pipe. Taking deep breaths and shotgunning me. Horniess flooded into me and I felt my inner demon burning with the familiar wicked desire. “So, tell me more about your new boyfriend. Jim?” “Jim is sexy, sweet and horny - but a romantic at heart. We’re supposed to be exclusive sexually.” A wicked smile appeared on Adam’s face, “Exclusive the way I am supposed to be exclusive?” “That’s right,” an equally wicked grin appeared on my face. He knelt onto the ground and pulled my jocks down onto my feet. My hard cock springing free from the tight fabric “It’s as big as I remembered,” Adam whispered with lust. “2 inches bigger than you boyfriend’s, if I remember right,” I said lustfully, “Looking forward to me fucking 2 inches past your boyfriend’s property? Scratch that itch that your boyfriend cannot reach?” Adam responded by hungrily taking my cock into his mouth and looking up towards me like the slut he was. His mouth felt great on my sore knob. Again, I wondered if Adam was neg or poz. I would love to add dirty poz talk with Adam in our play. Adam pulled his shorts and underwear down and started wanking his cock as he sucked me. I gestured for him to take his clothes off and handed him the pipe for us to puff some more to get even more tweaked. We puffed till we are nice and high, but I still want to be completely wasted. I’ve not had a booty bump in a long time. I love the rush of pleasure and sensitivity to my crotch in booty bumps. When I get back home, Jim and I are going to give each other booty bumps and fuck like animals. “I think we should have a booty bump each,” I told Adam. “Mmm, you know how slutty a booty bump makes me. I remember how slutty you become when you get your booty bum. Your cock gets all sensitive and hungry for a hole the way my hole get hungry for cock.” We prepared the booty bum and helped each other deliver the payload. Then we did a 69 where Adam sucked my cock while I rimmed his hole while we waited for the quick rush of horniness and the sharpening of focus on my mind on the sensation of my cock and sex. A pity the hotel did not have a mirror placed in the right location. I would have loved looking at our tangled mess. “Lie on your stomach,” I told Adam the moment I felt the drug fuelled rush to my cock and mind. My cock could no longer wait to dip into a hole. Adam lay flat on the bed, and arched his arse up like the experienced bottom slut he was to entice me. No doubt he had done that to entice many a top behind his unsuspecting partner’s back. I pushed his legs apart - thinking evilly that this was what Jim liked me to do to him. My cock was supposed to belong to Jim, but I’m going to use it to fuck Adam to get my rocks off. I’m not even going to wear protection to at least protect Jim. “When did your boyfriend last fucked you, Adam?” “This morning, before you text me,” he moaned as my knob, leaking pre-cum tease the entrance. “Did he cum inside you?” “Yes he did.” “So good of your clueless boyfriend has provided me some lube for me to fuck you,” I growled, pulling his cheeks apart and spat a good amount of spit onto his hole. I was eager to feel cum soaking onto my shaft. I sank my cock into his hole and Adam moaned with delight as my cock slid easily into his hole completely. His warm hole was wet with his boyfriend’s cum, my cock having sloppy seconds behind both our boyfriends back. Adam’s hole was loose and really wet. I did not recall his boyfriend being a huge cummer. Adam said, “Your cock feels so good. It’s been so long since I had a good size cock in me. Being fucked by a top cheating on his bottom boyfriend.” With how loose his hole was, I did not believe for an instant that mine was the only recent “good sized” cock. He probably had far larger. But it still turned me on, I growled, “Yea, cheating properly without a condom.” “So filthy, sharing our body fluids that we should only share with our boyfriends,” Adam moaned as my cock pounded his hole. His boyfriend’s cum churned and frothed on my shaft as the cum splashed onto my hairy pubes. Not for the first time, I thought, it seemed like a lot of cum in his hole for it to come from one person. “Yea? Been fucked by any other guy without a condom recently, Adam?” I whispered into his ear. “No, I rarely fuck without a condom. Only my boyfriend. Last guy before that was too long ago,” Adam claimed easily. “Yea, that is what you told me in the past too. You remember when I was with Ben I told you I only fuck you and Ben raw, and rarely fucked anyone else bare? That I only fuck bare and never wrapped up with you so that we could enjoy cheating properly? Well, I lied, Adam. I fucked bare as often as I could. Most of the times Ben and I ended up fucking guys we invited over without a condom either. I am not a safe person to be fucking you, Adam. Do you still want my cock?” I asked, never slowing down my pounding. Adam arched his arse up even further into my crotch moaning, “Yes. Ohhh… it is so risky.” “So I am going to ask you again, Adam, have you been fucked by any other guy without a condom recently?” “The truth is, my boyfriend fucked me last night. I was just leaving the beat this morning before you text and took a few loads. I lost count of how many loads there are in me.” “I thought so,” I said huskily, “You dirty slut. Letting me fuck my raw, chafed cock into all those men’s cum. So filthy and dangerous, risking me,” I continued, still fucking Adam without any intention of stopping because of some risk. “Dangerous and risky,” Adam moaned, “Taking risks because of pleasure.” “Taking risks to ourselves and our boyfriends without their knowledge,” I held Adam tight. My chest and stomach against his back. My fingers interlaced with his. My legs pressing down on his as I fuck him by pulling my cock out completely and filling him. As I had told Jim many times, the forbidden fruit is the sweetest. “Yes, yes,” Adam mumbled unintelligibly. “You don’t care about the consequences, don’t you Adam?” I asked, ramming my cock in and out of his hole. “No, I don’t care about the risks and consequences to enhance any sexual pleasure,” he cried. I started to feel incredibly bold with the booty bump. I leaned to his ear and whispered, “If you aren’t poz, Adam, I am going to poz you. If you are poz Adam, I’m going to fuck Jim’s and my strain into you. Jim and I are not on meds and my load is definitely toxic” Adam reacted by thrusting his hips upwards to meet my downwards thrust and confessed, “I’m poz too, Ted and I’m not on meds. Mix our strains together Ted.” I growled into his ear, “That’s what I like about you Adam, you’re a filthy slut like me. What about your boyfriend?” “I don’t know, we have never spoken about it.” “You probably pozzed your boyfriend and he still doesn’t know anything about it. You really are sick.” I fucked Adam for what seemed like minutes, but I realised several hours have passed. It was nearly one where Jim was. Adam and I took a break, still puffing on and off before I told Adam, “I better give Jim a call. I need you to be quiet.” I sat back on the chair with my legs spread apart, my cock dangling at the edge. Adam said, “I’ll keep quiet hun, it is you who better keep quiet.” He got on his knees and put my cummy cock into his mouth and sucked gently. He was very familiar that when my cock is sore, gentle sucking worked my cock up hard quicker. I let out a moan, enjoying the attention he is giving to my cock. This wouldn’t be the first time either Adam or I called our boyfriends while still having sex with each other. With how high I was, I had no qualms calling Jim while being serviced by Adam. I should be ashamed, instead, I was very aroused. Jim picked up the phone, his voice sounded a little strained. -Poor young man is probably still too horny and unable to rest properly,- I thought Me (Ted): Hey babe, managed to get some sleep. Jim: Hey babe, no. Haven’t slept. Been so horny. Adam started tickling my balls in addition to sucking it gently. The sudden surge of pleasure from my balls mixed with his sucking took my mind away from my conversation. When I realised I’ve been quiet for a bit longer than normal and I quickly refocused on my conversation with my boyfriend. Me (Ted): Yea, me too. I should have skipped the flight. Turns out my client’s flight was cancelled and rescheduled for Tuesday. I wouldn’t be able to leave till Friday morning and will be back in the evening just before you get back from work. Now I’ve to stay in the hotel all horn– As I was talking to Jim, Adam climbed onto the chair. He spread his cheeks apart, and sat onto my cock. I thought I mostly stifled my gasp in pleasure and had to bite down a moan. It felt so good. Because of how short Adam was, even him sitting on my cock, we were at the same eye level. He looked at me lustfully. I cupped my free hand on one of his arse cheeks and thought - I need to end this conversation to keep fucking.- Out loud, I said to Jim, “Sorry babe, wanking and edging. Nearly cum.” “Is ok,” Jim suddenly seemed to gasp. “You ok babe,” I asked, staring into Adam’s lustful eyes as his sexy body bounced up and down on my cheating hard cock as thrust my hips upwards to match his beat. Not caring that I was still talking to my boyfriend. “Yea, just horny and wanking.” “I can’t wait to go home and fuck you, Jim. We still have quite a bit of ice at home. When I get home Friday, I can’t wait for us to smoke some more to play.” I said that, punctuating each sentence with a hard thrust upwards into Adam’s hole. I could see Adam tried his best resisting moaning. “Me too, Ted. Looking forward to seeing you.” “I better try to catch a bit of shut eye. Love you, Jim.” “Love you too, Ted.” I put down the phone and cupped both hands around Adam’s bouncing arse. “That’s what I like about you, Ted. Morally and ethically bankrupt when it comes to sex. You can always stay rock hard fucking another man while you are talking to your boyfriend.” “Yea? You are one to talk. I seem to remember stuffing my cock into your hole a few times while you were talking to your boyfriend. We fucked each other bare without telling each other we are poz with high viral loads either. I think we are both equally morally and ethically bankrupt when it comes to getting our rocks off. That’s why we are so good together having sex,” I said to Adam who responded with excitement by bouncing up and down harder on my cock. “You know I can never tell my boyfriend about my sexcapades. He will never accept it. How do you think your new boyfriend would react to you cheating and fucking another cheating slut?” Adam asked. “I don’t know. When we talk about wicked fantasies, he loved the idea of me fucking other raw holes and then fucking his hole with my uncleaned cock filthy with those boy’s hole juices.” Adam moaned, “You’re lucky. He has the makings of a slut, you just need to corrupt him more. Take the easy way, feed him with more drugs and lead him astray.” I love the idea of corrupting Jim. I loved being the first man to have casual bare fuck with Jim. Making Jim give into his lust and let me take him raw the first time we met. To think he used to save his bare hole for his boyfriend. The idea of sweet Jim giving into his lust and letting another man, besides myself, take his bare hole really turned me on. I said to Adam, “I hope Jim is ok. He sounded quite distracted. It is his first time taking ice. I should have been more careful and not have that short session.” Adam slowed bouncing up and down for a bit and looked at me and asked, “He sounded distracted? Maybe you got him all horned up with ice and he brought a guy home to fuck him silly and dump his dirty load into him in your own bed. That would be karma” No, it wouldn’t just be karma. That would be a horny blessing. The idea turned me on so much, my cock throbbed in Adam’s hole. He said with a grin, “Oh? You like the idea of Jim cheating on you too. You don’t even have a problem with him taking a dirty load from a total stranger. You really are filthy..” “I would love that so so much. My sweet young Jim being so horny and high he offers his arse up to some guy to fuck him to satisfy him without telling me. Letting some other man violate his hole and cum deep inside him,” I said, revving myself up. It didn’t seem likely though. Jim didn’t even want an open relationship when he was with Ray. Once again, it would be me who is the cheater and the disappointment in the relationship. The half that cannot control his horniness. But I’m beyond caring in my drugged fucked state. “What if the guy that fucks Jim has a bigger and thicker cock than you? Does that worry you?” Adam asked. I considered Adam’s question. The largest and thickest cock Jim ever had was mine and Ray’s. Apparently we were the same size. Would it worry me? Imagining Jim in ecstasy taking a larger cock made my cock throbbed in arousal. “No,” I responded to Jim, “I find that incredibly hot and horny. I would love him to tell me how much he enjoys all those different cocks, even if they are bigger or thicker than mine. I want to eat that guy’s cum out of his hole and fuck his loose hole. The idea that my boyfriend has taken a cock bigger than me where my cock can never reach is just as wicked.” The idea made me so horny, I picked the smaller frame Adam up from the chair, cock never leaving his hole, as I carried him to the table. I placed his arse on the table with his hole and my cock just hanging over the edge of the table. His arms wrapped around my neck so that he is propped up, and I started fucking him hard. Face to face with Adam and I said, “Jim gets turned on by wicked men. I should get him so high, he will let me find a cheating poz top with a big cock to fuck him in front of me.” The idea turned me on so much, I felt my cum building up. I kept my pace fucking him and felt my load exploded deep inside Adam. My spunk mixing with all those other anon loads in him. Adam came almost immediately after he felt my cock pulsing inside his hole. “That was amazing,” I told Adam, panting, “We have always been so compatible sexually.” Adam and I spent the weekend fucking our brains out. His boyfriend messaged him a few times to ask where he was, but Adam was too high to care. I thought about things between Jim and myself. I loved Jim more than I’ve ever loved any other previous boyfriend. He was sweet and yet, in him an evil side lurked. I wondered if I could bring his darker side out more. Corrupt him further. Jim always got so turned on by the idea of my cock covered in the hole juices of other men, penetrating him. Those were always fantasies. How would he react if I did the real thing? I looked to Adam and asked, “Hey, you wouldn’t happen to of any saunas or darkroom in my city?” I still have some crystal left. I made plans to go to a sauna in my home city to find some hole or holes to fuck before my session with Jim. Part of my mind realised that the proper thing to do was to talk Jim rather than spring this on him. Just because it was a fantasy we both shared, it didn’t mean Jim wanted it to be reality. However, the dark side in me thought that I should ply Jim full of ice, maybe even a booty bump, before I tell him.

Chapter 3 - Jim POV 1 year later. Ted and I started seeing each other exclusively 2 months after we met. We moved to a different city to start our new life - a spur of the moment decision, a leap of faith. Ted described us as two lost souls who found each other. He had been honest to me about his past infidelities. I thought he would have wanted an open relationship, but he was the one who suggested exclusivity. To be honest, I would have been willing to try an open relationship with Ted. I think unlike my previous relationship with Ray, I feel secure with Ted even if we were in an open relationship. He said that he should learn how to do things differently from his previous relationships and learn to be faithful. As I generally favour a closed relationship, I thought we would give it a go. He still shared his filthy fantasies with me when we played, which I really enjoy. We had chem sex and chem lovemaking every fortnight. It was fortunate that we found a new dealer in this new city who had been able to stock ecstasy regularly. This weekend, Ted had a client meeting back in his old city at his office headquarters. His office had booked him a 11.50 pm flight on Friday night. It was also the same weekend as our fortnightly chem sessions. I suggested we postpone our session to the following weekend seeing we only had the Friday evening (our sessions usually lasted Friday evening to saturday evening, sometimes even Sunday morning). A 11.50 pm flight would leave us very little time to play and then we had to come down separately away from each other. Ted instead, gave me an evil look and suggested, “We can make it a short chem session this weekend, and then have a proper one the following weekend.” Who was I to disagree. On the Friday morning before Ted’s flight, Ted called, “My dealer is out of ecstasy. He has quite a lot of ice in stock though. I know you’ve never tried Ice before. Interested in trying ice?” Ted had told me that he and Ben (his ex) did a lot of ice and ecstasy. Ice was far better in making the people they had invited to “forget” about condoms. The thought of Ted having sex with more than 1 person bare at the same time always got my cock hard. It was filthy and risky. I was a bit hesitant, but I was already looking forward to a good chem session with Ted tonight, so I agreed. That night, when I got home, Ted had his old pipe ready with a glass shard in it. He explained how to smoke the pipe and demonstrated for me. Heating the glass shard, he drew in a deep breath as the clouds rushed into his lungs. As he held his breath, he gestured for me to come forward to take a breath from the pipe. As I took a breath, the metallic chemical taste caught me by surprise and I coughed. His eyes crinkled with amusement as he gestured for me to come close to him, and then he kissed me and blew the clouds from his lungs into mine. Then he asked me to blow it back. We shotgunned a few times, him sucking from the pipe before blowing into me, and me returning to him. After I got used to the taste, he made me consume from the pipe directly. I felt a rush of horniess and my skin tingle. My hole felt a hunger for cock like I never felt before. Where ecstasy seemed to highlight sex, ice was a pinprick focus on sex and only sex. Normally, Ted and I would start our chem session with kissing. But Ted’s eyes burned with an animalistic lust that looked incredibly sexy. “I think you should suck me,” he said, his cock growing. I got on my knees, my face below his large cock and balls. I stared into his eyes, as I ran my tongue along his shaft and tickled his balls. He moaned with pleasure, keeping his eyes locked with mine and watching me. “I need to fuck you. Let me eat your hole, and you should wet my shaft, Prep ourselves for fucking,” a part of my mind registered that we seem to be moving through foreplay a lot faster than normal. However, my hole felt incredibly hungry and was eager for cock. After our first meeting, Ted and I had never used lube. Always just spit and his copious pre-cum. This meant we got sore faster too. While we were not into pain, the soreness reminds us of the risk and the pleasure that we had with each other. Ted had told me that the chafe raw feeling on his cock turns him on so much because it reminds him of us swapping strains that it often gets his cock achingly hard. I sat on Ted’s hungry mouth as he licked my hole roughly and pushed his tongue in to stretch the opening of my hole. It wasn’t the same as a bare knob, but it was the next best thing to it. I in turn took Ted’s cock into my mouth and swallowed it whole, letting my saliva dribble all down his shaft as I sucked his cock. He stopped tonguing my hole, spat on it a few times and told me to get on my back. As I laid back, I admired his rock hard cock sticking out of his hairy crotch, his big balls hanging low. He lifted my legs over his shoulders and pressed his knob against my hole. The slimy mix of spit and pre-cum made my hole give way as his cock penetrated my hole. Like ecstasy, I realised ice made my hole more sensitive and I relished in the feeling of a bare cock sliding into me. I asked, “Is your cock sensitive like when you’re on ecstasy?” “Yeah, it is. That’s why I hate fucking with condom when I’m high. What is the point of heightening the sensitivity but then to dampen it with a condom. Taking risks for this heightened pleasure is worth it. And I love fucking young men who take the risk to enjoy the pleasure - young men like you, Jim.” It turned me on that my hole is pleasuring my mature lover and boyfriend who is old enough to be my father. Society frowns on such intergenerational pairings and yet, here we were fucking in the most lustful and risky manner. We stared into each other’s hungry animalistic eyes as Ted pounded me in various positions. Where ecstasy had elements of raunchiness and affection, ice seemed to bring out raunchiness. Fucking seemed to be our main focus. My hole seemed perpetually hungry to be filled with a bare cock. His cock seemed perpetually hungry to penetrate my bare hole. Everytime we recover from our rest, his cock finds my hole quickly. Like with ecstasy, time moved on a different scale. Before we knew it, it was close to 9:50 pm and Ted needed to prepare to go. “I am so tempted to skip this client meeting, but it is a really important meeting. Sorry Jim. I should have listened and just waited till next weekend to play. I had fun though. I’ll be back on Monday.” “It is ok, Ted. You better get going.” Ted didn’t leave himself much time. He dressed quickly without showering and left. After Ted left, I tried my best to relax, but I felt incredibly wired and horny. I was unable to sleep and watching porn just made me think of getting my hole filled with Ted’s cock. A dark train of thought crossed my mind, “Maybe I should see who is online. I can just [banned word] and not do anything.” I had previously deleted my gaydar profile after I started seeing Ted so I had to re-create a new one. As I was flicking through profiles, I came across a profile, Hifun. The guy was 49 years old, about the same height as me, lean muscular built. He had quite dark skin, and did not look as hairy as Ted or Ray. Reading his profile, it said drug use “recreational” and safe sex as “always”. I noticed that his profile was linked to his boyfriend, so I clicked onto his boyfriend’s profile. HIs boyfriend was offline. HIs boyfriend was 23, 5’7, and quite slim. Hifun must like slim guys. I found some pics on my computer and uploaded them onto a 3rd party photo sharing site. I messaged him with a link to the photos. Me (Jim): Nice pics you got. Here is a link to my pics. What are you up to tonight? Hifun: Nothing much. Boyfriend is visiting family. Had someone over earlier this evening and he just left. I still haven’t cum though, smoking too much ice and still horny. Howabout you 😉 Me (Jim): I had some ice earlier this evening with my boyfriend. He had to catch a flight. Am still horny so I jumped online to have a look around. Hifun: I still have some more ice if you want to come and play 😉 Me (Jim): Do you fuck guys bare? I froze after I sent the message. I was only supposed to be [banned word] online. Hifun: Yes - I hate fucking with condoms especially when I’m high. I put safe on my profile because my partner and I agreed that we should only play safe with other people. But he wouldn’t be here when you and I play, he wouldn’t know 😉 My cock sprang up. The thought that Hifun was cheating on his boyfriend turned me on. The idea of me cheating of Ted and finding another man’s cock to satisfy me tonight made me so horny, even though somewhere deep in the back of my mind, I am appalled by my reaction. I need to shut this down. Instead of just dropping it and leaving, I wrote to Hifun a response. Me (Jim): I love fucking raw while high. Unfortunately, I’m poz. Also, I have a bf, I really shouldn’t. -There,- I thought, -that should end this.- Hifun: Well, aren’t you an honest boy. I’m poz too. No reason we cannot still fuck. You should come over. Casual sex partners who have boyfriends are the best. No complications and just purely sex. It will be our dirty secret that we keep from our boyfriends. Let’s scratch each other’s itch since our bfs are away. My cock instantly became rock hard that it ached. I tried to focus on how much I loved Ted and how I felt blessed to have met him at my lowest point. Instead my drugged fuelled horniess made my hole so hungry for cock. If I cannot have Ted’s bare cock, then a cheating poz top would be a perfect substitute . There was an added sense of comfort and sleaziness that I wouldn’t be the only person cheating in this casual encounter. Me (Jim): Ok, I can shower and come over. Hifun: No, don’t shower. I want you filthy with sex with your boyfriend. I haven’t showered after my sex session too. I want us to be filthy. My cock ached at the idea. Hifun didn’t live far from me. He told me his name is Ralph and I took a cab over. He answered the door with only boxers on. His chest was well built and smooth. His forearms and legs had some hair. He wasn’t as wide as Ted, but still powerful. He smelt of sweat and sex like me. My cock grew in my pants, but I was still quite nervous. He invited me in and took me into the living room where we took a seat facing each other. He passed me the pipe, “Have some. I’ll have some more after you. I’ve been blowing clouds while waiting for you to get here. It will put you in the right mood.” I blew clouds and it eased my nerves and soon, horniness seemed to overpower everything. I handed the pipe back to him and he shook his head and said, “Have some more.” I had more and was spinning, yet I felt so good. When he was satisfied I was spinning as high as he was, he took the pipe from me and took more ice. “Do you mind if I take my boxers off?” he asked. I shook my head and he continued, “You should take your clothes off too.” I stripped naked and we sat opposite each other admiring each other’s body. His half hard cock hanging lewdly between his toned legs. We passed the pipe between us and he asked, “You’re a naughty boy asking about bare sex with a stranger online.” “You’re a naughty man, willing to have bare sex without disclosing your status,” I teased back. Our cocks hardening at the talk. “Touche. Is your boyfriend poz?” “Yes, yours?” “Yes. Are you guys on meds?” “No, not yet. We’ve been thinking about it as our viral load is high but have not made any decision. You guys?” “Same. So how come your bf left you unsatisfied for the night?” “Well, we thought we would try a short session before his flight. But he ended up leaving me pretty wired and still horny after he left.” “Mmm, what would he think if he finds out you’re about to be a cheating slut?” he teased. My cloud-addled brain could only think of the wicked fantasies Ted and I had, and concluded, “I think he’ll love it.” At the back of my mind, I was deeply aware that I was not giving this proper consideration and all focus was on horniness, and I totally knew my sober mind would not agree with this assessment. Ralph continued, “Yea, I would love finding out my boyfriend cheated on me too and let some top he met for the first time fuck him raw and cum in him. I always fantasize fucking into his hole and discovering a huge load or loads in him. Howabout you? What if you find out your boyfriend cheated on you after his plane lands because he is still so horned up with ice?” That thought brought an unbelievable level of arousal that it shocked me. I should be outraged at the idea of Ted cheating on me. I had wanted a monogamous relationship when I was with Ray. Yet, the idea that Ted would prioritize his cock and pleasure over our commitment flooded me with arousal making my hole even hungrier. Ralph grinned at my obvious arousal. His cock was already rock hard between his legs. It was thicker than Ted’s and Ray’s cock. But shorter by probably an inch. There would be no mistaking Ralph’s smoother body, thicker and shorter cock, for Ted or Ray when he has his naked body pressing me down and his cock up my hole. “How many times have you cheated on your boyfriend? And only instances where you fucked bare. Condom fucks aren’t real cheating,” Ralph asked, stroking his hard, thick cock. “You’re the first.” Ralph whistled in surprise, “sexy thing like you, how come this is the first time? “I’m very high and horny right now. Normally Ted would be fucking me all night and all day till we come down and are exhausted. I didn’t intend to meet anyone tonight. I was just [banned word] online but when I spoke to you, discovered you are poz and willing to fuck bare, and that you’re a serial cheater, it tipped it over.” Ralph grinned, “You needed a cheating top to show you how to enjoy filthy cheating sex? Mmm you’re willing to take the bare cock of a man you just met tonight. What would your boyfriend think?” “Ted seduced me and showed me how to enjoy bare sex with a stranger when we first met.” Ralph pushed his cock down lewdly and released. It sprang up, “I’ll be happy to teach you cheating sex since your boyfriend cannot. We should take it to the bed. I want to fuck you on the bed that I share with my boyfriend.” We entered Ralph’s bedroom. It had photos of him and his boyfriend in the bedroom. Ralph led me into their sanctity to desecrate it, Ralph said pointing to a photo “That’s my boyfriend, Zack. What I would give to convince him that we can play bare. I would love to have him watch me take you without a condom before I take him. I guess I’ll settle for his photo watching us.” Ralph lay on the bed, got me to sit on his face and offered hiscock for me to suck. His tongue probed my hole, sore from Ted’s pounding. I couldn’t believe I was going to get fuck by a different man not long after being fucked by Ted. I brought my face down to his cock, noticing that his knob is looked sore and red - probably sore from his previous session’s fuck. HIs cock looked totally clean but had unmistakable light sweet musky smell of hole juices, wicked evidence that he had been fucking his previous session without a condom. I didn’t want to clean the hole juices off of his cock. So instead I dribbled as much spit as I could onto his cock. “Your hole has been well fucked,” Ralph said in between tonguing, “Don’t you want to suck me?” “I was saving your previous session hole juices on your cock for you to fuck it up my hole.” Ralph plunged his tongue as deep as he could into me, pushing past the stretched barrier of the hole and then pulled back, “ I guess we better not waste any time then.” Ralph placed me on my back and lined his knob against my hole. My sore entrance twitched in excitement on his red knob. He dribbled spit down onto his cock and leaned forward a little, pressing his knob against the entrance of my hole, but with not enough weight so as to penetrate. “Last chance, Jim, once I fuck you, your hole will always be a cheating hole. You’ll be a dirty cheater like me. You’ll never be the pure boyfriend of Ted’s” -I should stop this- I thought, -This is not what I want. I want to be faithful to Ted- Instead I said, “Take me, please. So horny that we shouldn’t be doing this but I can’t stop. I want your cheating cock to take my cheating” “Yea Jim, we should be faithful to our boyfriends, or at the very least we should wear protection to reduce risk to ourselves and protect our boyfriends, we shouldn’t be having drugged fuel bare sex,” Ralph said as his cheating knob penetrated into my cheating hole, “I love fucking tweaked cheating sluts behind my boyfriend’s back.” Ralph’s thicker cock stretched my hole. It felt so full and I moaned. When his entire thick cock penetrated into me, he said, “There you go Jim, you’re officially a cheating slut. I’m going to fuck you good tonight so that when you go back to Ted, you’ll be carrying my viral strain in you.” Ralph leaned over and kissed me, his tongue invading my mouth as if he was determined to sully every part of my body. His flesh pressed against my flesh as we held each other tightly. I was extremely aware of how different his body felt compared to Ted and Ray. Our skin was sticky with sweat and flesh rubbed against flesh. “Fucking that itch in your hole because Ted didn’t satisfy you properly tonight,” he pounded, “you scratching that itch on my cock because Zack’s hole isn’t enough to satisfy me.” “Your cock is so thick. I never felt my hole so stretched before,” I moaned. “Yea, my cock is thicker than Ted’s?” “Yes….” “Whose is longer?” “Ted’s is. He is about 8.5” long.” Ralph growled, as he thrust deep into me, “About an inch longer than me. A shame I wouldn’t be able to violate his property entirely. But you are violating Zack’s property completely.” He fucked me hard for a few strokes before continuing, “I may not be able to go as deep as Ted, but he will never be able to stretch you as much as me.” Without removing his cock from my hole, he took the pipe over so that we could blow more clouds. It was close to 1pm when Ted called. Ralph was fucking me on my stomach at that time. “Is that your boyfriend calling? Answer the call,” he said, making no effort to get off me, but slowing his thrust to a more gentle pace. Ted: Hey babe, managed to get some sleep. Me (Jim): Hey babe, no. Haven’t slept. Been so horny. There was a longer pause from Ted than I expected. It was so hard to focus feeling Ralph’s naked sweaty body on top of me and his thick cock stretching my hole. I loved how different his body felt compared to Ted’s and Ray’s. Ted: Yea, me too. I should have skipped the flight. Turns out my client’s flight was cancelled and rescheduled for Tuesday. I wouldn’t be able to leave till Friday morning and will be back in the evening when you get back from work. Now I’ve to stay in the hotel all horn– Ted gasped suddenly and said, “Sorry babe, wanking and edging. Nearly cum.” “Is ok,” I responded and Ralph suddenly pushing himself into me harder than expected hitting my prostate with greater force than expected. I let out a stifled gasp. “You ok babe?” Ted asked, though I thought he sounded distracted. “Yea, just horny and wanking.” “I can’t wait to go home and fuck you, Jim. We still have quite a bit of ice at home. When I get home Friday, I can’t wait for us to smoke some more to play.” “Me too, Ted. Looking forward to seeing you.” “I better try to catch a bit of shut eye. Love you, Jim.” “Love you too, Ted.” When I put down the phone, Ralph started pounding me again, “You are a slut. Telling your boyfriend you love him while you have Zack’s boyfriend’s cock stretching your hole the way Ted’s cock never can. Everything ok with your boyfriend?” “Yea, he is just checking up on me. He sounded a bit distracted though, probably still high.” “Distracted, eh? Imagine he is distracted because has a slut bottom servicing him while he is talking to you because he is still high and horny, and you aren’t there to satisfy him.” That idea pushed all the right buttons and got me over the edge. I could feel my orgasm building up as Ralph pounded me. “Going to breed you, Jim. You’re going to take my strain back to Ted. I’m going to fuck your strain up into Zack’s hole when he comes home from his family visit.” As Ralph came into me, I felt my cock explode with one of the most intense orgasms I ever had. I cummed into Ralph’s and Zack’s marriage bed. My cum, one of the many other guys that Ralph had brought over to have soiled their sheets. “That was amazing,” Ralph said catching his breath, “One day, you must come over after Ted cumed inside you.” Ralph and I fucked the rest of saturday into Sunday morning.

Chapter 2 - Ted POV I admired Jim’s relaxed naked body after we both came. He was probably a finger taller than me, but had a slender toned smooth body. He was totally my type. It felt amazing to be able to cum in Jim’s hole. I normally do not tell guys that I am poz - and certainly do not expect to be able to cum into their hole immediately after telling them I am poz. Jim is sweet and naughty. The perfect combination to get juices going literally. I actually enjoyed our chats in between our play time. Most guys I hook up with don't seem to want to even have a chat much even with the ecstasy - most are more focused about the sex or getting their hole filled, and the chats normally seemed polite and superficial. I felt an easy connection chatting with Jim and in a spur of a moment, I turned into a softie and changed my initial plan to ply Jim full of drugs so that he would let me fuck him with my bare poz cock without any question. But wanting the opportunity to meet Jim again, I decided to tell him about my HIV status, even if it meant ending my session. The wicked darker side of me nearly kicked me the moment I told Jim. -Foolish,- my dark side told me, -you nearly wasted a perfect opportunity to fuck a bare hole.- It was fortunate things worked out in the end for me to satisfy my desire for bare raw sex. Nothing was worse than having to have sex and anaesthetising my cock that has been made extra sensitive by the drugs. Nothing can beat the feeling of a warm moist hole wrapping and twitching around my throbbing cock. When Jim told me he was positive, all my promises I spoke to him about “protecting him” from my viral load went out the window. The plan to ply him with more drugs so that I can ravish him with my bare cock was immediately back on. No doubt, that was the same plan his ex, Ray used. A pity I had not met Jim when he was still going out with Ray. Just as Jim and I had spoken earlier, the forbidden fruit gets my juices going. I’ve cheated on all of my previous boyfriends/partners. I loved fucking cheating bottoms, especially if I get to fuck them bare the way their boyfriends/husbands fuck them. Violating the sanctity of their (and mine) “marriage”. Especially if my sexual partner for that evening and I were attached with someone else. Still, the thought that my bare cock is sliding into the same passage Ray’s bare cock has been into was very titillating and an immense turn on for me. We basked in the afterglow of our first orgasm. Jim asked, “So do you fuck bare… regularly?” I almost told him what I tell most of my other hookups. “No, I rarely fuck bare. Just tonight.” Unusually, I wanted to be honest with this young man. Perhaps because I feel like we have the beginnings of a connection. Or maybe I have taken 2 whole pills too quickly. “Whenever I can,” I said truthfully. “Are they poz guys too?” he asked. “Honestly, Jim I don’t always know. I only told you about my status because I wanted to see you again. I do not usually ask guys. Sometimes I know they are poz. Most of the time, we never discuss safe sex. Especially if I get the bottoms so high they just want my bare cock,” my cock started stirring as I said this. I loved getting bottoms so high, they would just give in to their lust and pleasure and accept my bare cock without any question. I noticed Jim’s cock stirring as well, and I said, “I’m terrible aren’t I? And I think your cock likes me terrible.” Jim remained silent for a bit before continuing, “On the hand, I feel like I should be appalled. But I find the idea of an evil mature man having his way with a bottom without caring for the bottom’s safety quite a turn on. The mind is a strange thing.” “Is that why you gave yourself to Ray? That there is an element of him prioritising his pleasure instead of your safety?” Jim shrugged, “Subliminally, maybe. I tried not to think about it at that time other than it felt so good.” “So what happened to you and Ray? Why did things end?” “Well, he wanted an open relationship and I wanted a close relationship. We tried for a year being in an open relationship, but you know, the contrast with the other guys fucking with condom just pale into significance really cannot compare to bare fucking with Ray.” -Damn,- I thought, -so much for my fantasy of meeting him in the past and having my wicked way with him. Though, he has a naughty side, maybe we just need more drugs to bring out- “Ray played safe with others?” “I suppose - those were the rules of our relationship.” -It may be your rules, but I somehow doubt Ray would limit himself, Jim- I thought to myself, thinking it was best not to share that train of thought. “So when did you find out you were poz, Ted?” “5 years ago. I was in a relationship at that time.” “You got it from your partner too?” Jim asked. “Well, it isn’t as straightforward as that. Ben left me for another man. When he left me, I found out that he had been cheating on me the 5 years we were together. I got a test just after that and found it.However, I will be honest with you Jim, I wasn’t a good partner either. Ben and I had an agreement that we only played together with someone else. But I was also cheating on him the entire time, playing on my own with other guys. I have cheated on most of my previous partners as well, in some cases where we had agreed to be monogamous. Some have cheated on me too, not that it made what I did right. I definitely wasn’t playing it safe all the time and fucked bare every opportunity I could. I know Ben wouldnt have as well as 90% of the time, when we invited someone over, we end up fucking bare unless the person insist on condom. As you said earlier, fucking bare with your partner and then having to wear condom with other guys? Stifling. So back to your question - maybe I got HIV from Ben, or maybe I got HIV from someone else,” I told Jim. In my mind I wondered why am I sharing so much with Jim. I don’t want to scare him away. “Were you surprised by your diagnosis?” “I was in shock, even though it was not something unexpected. I suspect you might be able to relate with that, Jim,” I said and I noticed Jim nodding. “You mentioned before that you moved here recently. What brought you into this town? Most people try to get out of this town.” “I made a lot of dumb decisions in my life, Jim. I used to make good money. When I was with Ben, we lived beyond our means. The people that used to hang around us were either from money or trying to leech money from us. When my business failed, Ben left me for another guy. That stung more than him cheating on me. Not that I’ve any right to be upset about him cheating on me. There are too many memories where I came from. I moved here to get a fresh start. Howabout you, Jim? Why did you come back to your hometown if it is so terrible?” “Well, most of the friends Ray and I had were Ray’s friends. I don’t really make friends easily, I’ve always been an introvert. I moved back here to be close to friends and family, but I think I’m realising I’ve grown apart from my friends. And I can’t tell my family about my HIV, so I’ve been avoiding them. Gosh, verbal diarrhoea” I chuckled. There was a comfortable silence as we slowly and gently felt each other's body. Noticing Jim’s cock growing, I asked, “So what is getting your cock excited?” Smashed as he was, Jim still had a slight look of embarrassment as he responded, “Er nothing.” “It’s not nothing, Jim. Come on, don’t be shy, share with me. No judgement here. If you can’t share while you’re smashed, you’ll never be able to share it.” Jim squirmed a little and said, “I was thinking about you telling that you fucked a lot of guys bare. It really turns me on that your cock has fucked so many guys raw. Silly isn’t it?” “No, it isn’t silly, Jim. It is horny. Mmm, I like that you are a naughty young man. So, after hearing that I’ve had my cock into all these other men, do you still want it in your hole, bare?” my cock was so hard, it ached. “Yes,” Jim responded and my cock throbbed. “It is risky, Jim - exposing yourself to a stranger you know is a slut.” “Yes, it is so bad, yet I want it.” I stood and brought my cock to his mouth. Jim got onto his knees and sucked my cock, his hands holding onto my thighs before running his hands through the hair on my thighs. I loved how he is into my hairiness the way I am into his smooth skin. I angled us in such a manner that Jim was kneeling with his back facing the mirrored wardrobe. I watched the sweet young man sucking my cock in the mirror while I tried to perve on the crack of his slim small arse. I wetted my finger with my spit and bent over, trying to reach for his twitching hole while keeping his mouth on my cock. It was a bit of an awkward position but I was able to reach his twitching hole and tease it with a light touch of my finger. Jim moaned with his mouth stuffed full with my cock. It all looked so hot in the mirror, I had to eat his hole, “Lie on your stomach, Jim.” Jim released my cock and laid flat on the bed, face down. I watched him and stroked my sore cock gently. The soreness added to my arousal. “Lift your arse up a little, Jim. Spread your cheeks and show me your hole.” Like a good boy, Jim did as instructed, moaning. His smooth pink hole, now a little red, exposed to the air. I felt my mouth salivating as I watched this nerdy, slim, sweet young man in such a slutty pose, offering himself up to me. A part of me felt protective and paternal towards this young man who I seemed to have an easy connection with. Another part of me, the monster inside of me, wants to violate and corrupt him completely. Infect him with my strain. I knelt between his legs and ate his hole. My tongue probed as deep as I could into his now stretched hole. At least most of the lube seemed to be gone. I hate lube. I don’t really have a choice when we were using a condom, but for raw fucking, just spit, pre-cum and if I’m lucky, another man’s cum - especially if the bottom is filled with his boyfriend’s cum when he is sneaking off to meet me. Jim moaned in delight as his hole twitched against my tongue. Deciding to share my wicked fantasies with him, I stopped licking his hole for the time being and said, “So you like wicked older men huh. Imagine if you were still with Ray, and he decided to blindfold you and invited me to take turns fucking you while you were lying on your stomach. We are both similarly hairy and built, with the same size cocks. You wouldn’t even know I was fucking you would you?” Jim moaned at me sharing my filthy fantasy. “Did you like Ray fucking you on your stomach?” “Yes,” he moaned in response, “I liked how I can feel his hairy legs pushed open my thighs and fuck me. Normally when I am not high, I find it hard for tops to pull their cocks out completely and push it back in. But when I was high with Ray, he was able to pull out completely and ram it back in. It feels so slutty and good.” “Mm , you wouldn’t be able to tell whose hairy legs were pushing your legs open if you were blind folded,” I put my thighs between his and gave it a hard push to push his legs apart. “You’ll feel a familiar sized bare knob pressing onto your hole. You will think it is Ray’s but he had invited me to enjoy you without you knowing,” I plunged into his hole in a single stroke just the way he said he liked Ray fucking him. I pulled my cock out completely with a slutty plop sound and plunged all the way till my balls slapped against his cheeks. I whispered into his ear, “Can you tell the difference between Ray and I?” “No,” he moaned, “you’re so bad.” “I know,” I slowed my fucking into a slower and gentle pace. Jim tilted his head back towards me and I kissed him, not stopping my thrusts. “You told me that the idea of my cock being in another hole turns you on. Well, I also like the idea of another cock being in your hole. Imagine if we met when you were with Ray and I was still with Ben? And we met for a bareback couple swap? You and I will watch Ray fuck Ben, while they will watch us fuck each other? Both Ray and I agree to share our boys without a condom. I know Ray would love to fuck Ben - he is slim and smooth like you - only he doesn’t look as nerdy.” “That is so bad,” Jim moaned, “Bare fucking between boyfriends is supposed to be sacred and special. You’re perverting it.” “That’s right, Jim. That’s what turns me on. Sex acts that are considered [banned word]. Casual bare fucks. Desecrating another man’s boy while I watch my boy get desecrated by him. Ray and I will take turns swapping between you and Ben without cleaning our cocks or your holes. I will fuck you knowing that Ray’s cock has just been in you. Fucking on his pre-cuum and cum. Or maybe we’ll bring you boys loaded with our cums first before we swap. I’ll churn his cum in your hole with my sore cock, while he churns my cum in Ben’s hole with his sore cock. We’ll have each other’s cum frothing all over our shafts and caking our hairy pubes. You’ll let me fuck you knowing that Ben’s hole juices are all over my shaft. Four of us swapping strains against our doctor’s orders.” We fucked and sharing our filthy fantasy. This nerdy young man turned on by the filthy scene painted in our minds, my cock deep inside him, leaking my pre-cum. I slowed my fucking and Jim immediately turned his head back to kiss me. “You want us to fuck face to face don’t you, Jim?” I couldn’t help smiling as I kissed him, sensing he craved affection. “Yes, I do love being fucked while kissing.” I got off of Jim and flipped him over. Lifting his legs onto my shoulders I pushed my cock back into his hole. There was a slight sting on my knob as it was pretty chafed. That added to the pleasure and excitement. We looked into each other’s eyes, feasting on our smashed, euphoric and pleasured expressions as I slowly slid my cock slowly and gently into Jim. As I bottomed out, I leaned forward and kissed Jim gently. The feel of our tongues dancing against each other, mixing our spit. Even though it was a bit crossed-eye, we both kept our eyes open, looking into each other as we kissed as I thrust in and out really gently and we held onto each other tightly like we would never let go. We broke our kiss and I held myself as deep Jim as I could go. Jim said, “That fantasy is so horny. It is so filthy and bad. It really turned me on, and I loved how it turned you on, and yes, I probably would have loved how decadent and perverse it all is if it had happened. However, I am glad that isn’t how we met, Ted. I am glad tonight is the night we met. And that I met you after I was diagnosed with HIV. I know you said that you would like to meet me again, but even if we were only just meeting tonight, it really made my day. The best I can describe is that our meeting gave me some hope after all that I’ve dealt with recently.” I felt a tremor in my heart. It really touched me that Jim felt that way. He may be a wicked young man, but he is a sweet young man. Here we were, two men somewhat lost and alone seeking comfort and connection in casual sex. It isn’t everyday you meet someone that you feel like they would touch you. I kissed him on his lips gently and said, “I am glad we met tonight too, Jim. I really hope we’ll see each other again. I would like us to get to know each other and become friends, but definitely friends that keep fucking.” “And you’ll keep wanting to pass your new friend your strain?” Jim asked in a teasing manner, “Quite an irresponsible friend.” My cock throbbed and pulsed at that thought inside Jim’s hole. Jim’s hole twitched in response to my throb, I pushed myself up, and angled myself better. On the one hand, I feel really protective over this lost young man and fuck him gently with my cock. On the other hand, I had the urge to mark him, fuck him hard, use him, breed him and infect him with my strain. The contradiction of protection and harm caused my cock to ache. I had a gut feeling that JIm was experiencing the same contradiction. He wants me to be nurturing and protective. Yet, he also wants me to use him for my own pleasure. “I’m not just going to pass you my strain, Jim. We’re going to mix our strains and mark each other. I want us to enjoy the pleasure of bare sex with enjoyment notwithstanding the risk to each other” With that I gave Jim another pounding before I blasted my second load deep into him.

Author's note: This is my first attempt at writing a story as a project for myself. I have always enjoyed reading erotic stories, yet I've never tried to write one. All I can say is - damn it isn't easy. I found it quite a struggle. My hat off to the many gifted writers. English is my first language, but I am terrible at spotting grammatical errors and I didn't want to spend too much time proof reading. For the grammatically gifted, I am sorry if I hurt your eyes. Chapter 1 and 2 turned out a lot longer than I expected and I am not sure how to reduce it. Chapter 3 onwards are the more "raunchier" sections (I hope that's how they turn out anyway) Trigger warnings: Cheating (reconcilation), drug use (ecstasy and ice), older/younger, pozz play This story is set around the mid 2000s. Chapter 1 - Jim POV “Jim, I’m sorry to tell you that your results have come back positive for HIV,” the doctor said. The result was not a surprise. It has been a month since I broke up with Ray and returned to my home town. We had been together for 2 years. Ray, who was poz, and had introduced me to the pleasure and joy of bareback and chemsex (ecstasy). I had known Ray was positive when we first met. We had always played it safe up until the first time we fucked bare when we were high on ecstasy. Ray had already stretched my hole a few times with his thick 8.5” cock while wearing a condom. My hole was nicely stretched and loose from all the fucking he had given. The third pill of the night was coming on. I remembered my skin and hole feeling so sensitive. I knew Ray’s cock and knob gets especially sensitive too as he got higher. We were face to face kissing with his sensed-enhanced knob pressing gently against my sensitive hole without penetrating (something we always love doing before wrapping up). We’re moaning as we were kissing when his knob slipped into my stretched hole. We both froze as we looked into each other's eyes. Ray kissed me, his tongue invading my mouth and he gently slipped only his cockhead in and out. It felt amazing, completely different to his wrapped cock. I could always feel the cold clammy condom, but when I was high, the heightened sensation highlighted the restriction even more. This time, it was warm naked flesh. It felt so good. A part of me was terrified, but at the same time I never felt so close to Ray, the beginnings of a perfect physical joining. We moaned into each other’s mouth, not daring to say a word to break the spell. From just his knob sliding in and out, he pushed until half his 8.5” cock was sliding in and out. My arms went from around his neck to his thrusting arse and pulled him closer and he slid completely into me. His hairy crotch and balls pressing against my smooth arse. We kissed for a bit more as we revel in the physical and chemmed up connection. Then Ray pushed himself up and repositioned himself and gave me a pounding all the while looking at my face. While my favourite is him fucking me face to face so that we can watch each other’s horned up expressions, I also loved him fucking me lying facedown on my stomach. Feeling his muscular older, weathered hairy legs lewdly pressing against my slimmer smooth thighs, pushing my thighs opened so that his slick bare cock was able to slide completely in and out of my hole. Our entire bodies naked skin, down to our cock and hole just pressing against each other in the animalistic act that is supposed to be also love making. We tried to go back to condoms a few times, but the moment the ecstasy hit, we both only wanted it bare. Ray made sure never to come in me, but with all the hours of fucking, I could feel his cock becoming slick with pre-cum. I kept trying to convince myself it would be alright. Bare sex was a special thing boyfriends shared. Unfortunately, things ended between us as Ray wanted an open relationship, while I wanted us to be exclusive. I did give open-relationship a go. Our rules were that we played it safe when playing with other guys as we viewed that fucking bare was something special between boyfriends. The few times I played with another guy, when his wrapped dick penetrated me, it was very uncomfortable with the cold clammy rubbery feel of the condom. It simply paled into insignificance compared to Ray’s bare cock. The news from the doctor was not unexpected, but certainly what I dread. -Positive, I can’t have bareback sex with my boyfriend in future - well, maybe they are poz as well,- I thought to myself, my mind barely registering the doctor’s spiel. I refocused on what the doctor was saying, “... you must ensure to have safe sex even if you have sex with other positive guys. Otherwise you may get re-infected by a different strain of HIV, not to mention the risk of other STDs that you want to prevent with your compromised immune system.” -Or maybe no more bareback sex forever… ugh… how depressing. I can’t even be totally intimate with a boyfriend without risk of harming them even if they are positive. Maybe I should give up sex entirely. 25 and having to give up sex - your life is going “great”, Jim,- I barely contained my bitterness in my mind. The sense of loss weighing greatly on me. This was in late 2004. I felt extremely isolated and I did not feel I could talk to my family or friends about this. Being quite an introvert in the first place, I do not have many friends. Most of my friends seem to be extroverts who have taken an interest in me. Part of my mind was aware that if I lost my friends and family because of this, they probably weren’t really friends or family. But there was a fear of losing what limited social connections I had. I do not know how to proceed with dates from now on. Will I ever find a partner? I’ve been in the gay scene long enough to be pretty jaded about relationships and yet I cannot deny it is something I crave. I threw myself into a recently released MMO for a while to satisfy social contact. Digital strangers that I do not have to meet and where I have nothing to lose. Eventually, I reconciled with myself that I didn’t have to tell any one-night stands about my status. However, I should always play it safe and be responsible so as not to infect the other party. Once I came to that decision, I created a profile on gaydar, added some pics from my digital camera and scrolled through the personnels. A profile caught my eye - a 52 years old hairy muscular daddy going by Hairy50. His profile listed himself as a top and stated drug use as “recreational” and safe sex “always”. He is 10 years older than Ray and similarly built (probably more muscular and a little beefier) and equally hairy. Totally my type - argh and I need to stop thinking about Ray. I thought Hairy50 might find me too young though, so I didn’t message him and continued scrolling. My friends never understood my preference for older men. They expressed that they feel grossed out when older guys hit on them. Unlike them, I always liked older men, especially if they have the heady combination of being perverse yet nurturing and affectionate. I can never quite reconcile the strange dichotomy in traits. How can I want a man who wants to use me for his pleasure and yet be loving/affectionate? I’ll have better luck finding a unicorn. As I continued scrolling, a message came. Hairy50: Sexy pics - I love slim smooth guys, I see you live in nearby. Horny? 😉 Me (Jim): Haha, thanks. Your pics are sexy too. I wasn’t sure if I was your type. Yea, I’m horny. Been awhile since I had fun. What do you have in mind? Hairy50: Oh? Cute thing like you not had a fun in a while? I find that hard to believe. I see you are a bottom on your profile. Well, as my profile says, I am a top 😉 Me (Jim): It is going to sound pitiful, but I broke up recently, so I have been trying finding my feet. Haha, yes am a bottom Hairy50: Ah I see… do/have you done chems? Me (Jim): I have done ecstasy with my ex before… Hairy50: I have ecstasy 😉 Why don’t you come over, and we’ll take some ecstasy together and chill out, and see where this leads? 😉 My name is Ted Me (Jim): I’m Jim - alright. I play safe only Ted/Hairy50: Me too. —- Ted was dressed in a singlet and shorts when he opened the door. His singlet exposed his toned, muscular arms and hairy forearms. He was wearing glasses, unlike his pictures, which framed his amber eyes. It made him look very distinguished and sexy. Ted was about 5’9, maybe a finger width shorter than me but broader and more powerful. Definitely broader than Ray, though Ray was slightly taller and slightly leaner. Ted had some beef to his muscular frame which made it all the more sexier. He had short cropped greying hair that matched the colour of the hair on his forearms, legs and sported a five o’clock shadow. Ted’s shorts were tight and accentuated his thick muscular hairy thighs, the shorts clearly outlining Ted’s cock. Ted having a similar body to Ray, made my mind think back to how much pleasure it was feeling Ray’s hairy legs pressing my smooth legs apart as his juicy rock hard cock ploughed into my hole. The power of feeling a mature virile older man pinning me down with his body and having his way with me. I wondered if I would feel that tonight… but with a condom of course. -Well, that’s a downer,- I thought. “Hi Jim, nice to meet you. Come on in.” “Thanks,” I snapped out of my reverie, “you look great too.” “Well come on in, have a seat and I’ll get us drinks.” I sat on the couch as Ted brought out some drinks and with the pills. “So, shall we take a pill each? I have had them before, they are pretty good. You will like them.” I nodded, partly with nerves and partly with excitement. I mentally steeled myself to make sure I play safe. With only Ray as my only previous experience for high sex, I knew I turned into a bare slut for Ray’s cock - but he was my boyfriend at the time. I need to be better now that I am poz and I can’t be taking a stranger's cock bare. We took a pill each and started chatting while waiting for the drugs to come on. Ted also took a blue pill and gave me one as well. Ted explained that he moved to my town for work about a month or so ago. He wanted a change and left his city. He was fortunate that one of his hook ups after he moved here was able to give him the contact for his dealer. I could feel the ecstasy slowly coming on when Ted said, “As I told you online, I like slim, lean and toned smooth guys like yourself. You look nerdier in person, which I mean in a good way. I love the nerdy look. What kind of guys do you like?” “Well,” my face turned slightly red with embarrassment, I was still feeling quite shy and reserved as the ecstasy hadn't fully come on, “guys like yourself.” “Oh? And what kind of guy is that?” Ted asked playfully. “Well, older… masculine… beefy, muscular… hairy… but you know, they don't always have to have all those characteristics,” I responded, trying not to choke with embarrassment. “So is your ex similar to me?” His question took me by surprise, but I responded “yes…” “Sorry, I didn’t mean to pry. I was just trying to find out what kind of guy you go for and the drugs are making me speak before I think.” “No it is alright,” I could feel more of the drug coming on, “well Ray is very similar to you. Hairy and built like you. He is 50–” “He is a bit older than you then, around my age but slightly younger,” he said with a smile. He placed his hands on one of my exposed slim and toned thighs, stroking it, “mmm, I really like your smooth thighs.” The drugs enhanced my sense of touch as his hands rubbed against my thighs and I started feeling my cock grow. The effects of the drugs came on stronger and I got bolder, reaching out and rubbing his hairy beefy legs, my hand inches away from his hardening member, “well I like your hairy legs, more than my smooth thighs.” “Let’s get comfortable naked,” he said. We stripped naked. I started feeling really relaxed, yet horny. I admired his naked hairy muscular and beefy body, imagining him pressing me down taking me properly the way Ray did. -Snap out of it, you have to be responsible and play safe. Bare sex is meant to be special between boyfriends/partners/husbands. Showing that you give yourselves to each other completely and trust each other. Not casual sex with a stranger- Ted’s eyes burned with heat as he took in my naked form, my cock rock hard as this stage. I have always felt self conscious about being slim and not being able to put on muscle easily. I am also naturally smooth and quite fair (I avoid the sun). I keep my black hair short. But the way he stared at me lustfully made me feel sexy. Ted’s cock was rock hard. -It looks almost like Ray’s cock,- my traitorous mind thought back to my ex.-8.5”, thick and uncut cock-. The swollen knobs with the foreskin pulled back looked the same, the length and thickness and the shape of the shaft looked the same. Even their low hanging, full and hairy balls look the same. If he were to only look at their crotches, I would not be able to tell the difference between Ted and Ray. Unlike Ray’s cock, Ted’s cock already started oozing pre-cum in the early stages of arousal. Ray usually ooze pre-cum after more stimulation. The similarities made me crave for my sensed enhanced hole to feel the bare skin to skin penetration with that full cock. Ted looked into my eyes, pulled me into his arms and kissed me. His tongue ravishing my mouth. His 8.5” hard cock pressed dominantly against my 6” cock. “I’m glad you came over,” he said in between kisses. I could only mumble unintelligible responses as my hands held onto his strong back and caressed them. He pulled us apart and said, “Do you mind if I put on some dance music? I love it while having sex on ecstasy.” “Oh I love that too when I’m on ecstasy,” I responded. “Excellent,” Ted responded, putting on a eurotrash playlist. He swapped lighting for a red tinted lighting turning the room to look like some sleazy room. Ted sat back against the head of the bed,his thick hairy legs spread wide apart with his hard cock sticking lewdly out of his hairy crotch, “Come over here and suck me.” I lay stomach down in-between his legs, my mouth salivating all over his virile member. I licked the shaft gently, teasing him. He moaned with pleasure when I took his entire cock into my mouth and sucked it - I could taste the salty pre-cum leaking out of his cock. It seemed to leak quite continuously which was so incredibly hot. “Yea, suck that cock,” he moaned, “look at the mirror as you suck my cock.” There was a full length mirror on the built-in wardrobe beside the bed. In the red tinged lighting, I see myself,a younger slim man, in between a man old enough to be my dad, me servicing him. He looked into my eyes through the mirror with a lewd gaze before his gaze moved onto my ass. “Mmm, you should bring your ass to my mouth to let me lick your hole while you suck me,” he said. Ted slid down the bed so that he was lying flat. I brought my arse to his mouth as he licked it. I gasped and said, “I miss how sensitive my hole becomes when I’m high.” “Yea? Well, my cock becomes super sensitive too when I get high. Keep sucking my cock while I lick your hole.” We revelled in the pleasure and enhanced sensitivity servicing each other and being able to watch ourselves performing our lewd act in the mirror. We sucked and licked each other to the beat of the music. It was like a half dance, half sex reverie. Ted stopped at one point and said, “I got to fuck your hole.” He moved to lay me on my back with my legs up in the air. He reached to the side of his bed to get a box of condoms and lube. A part of me felt disappointed I would not be reliving high bare sex like I had experienced with my ex. Another part of me was relieved I didn’t have to battle my self control to ensure I remained responsible and not harm Ted. He wrapped the condom over his thick hard leaking cock and poured a generous amount of lube. He pressed his palms on the back of my thighs, angling my arse upwards. He lined his cock against my hole and gently pressed slowly to penetrate. The cold, rubbery condom was a bit of a shock to my sensitive hole. The contrast of our totally naked bodies pressing against each other and yet feeling Ted’s sheathed cock was stark and jarring. I willed my mind not to focus on it and to focus on this sexy older man taking me. I managed to enjoy being filled and fucked as best as I could. Ted was a sexy man after all We fucked for several songs, and when we took a break, my mind wondered that if I had still been negative, I might be able to ask him to fuck me raw. -No, you only met the guy. Gosh, the drugs make you such a slut. We only let our significant other fuck ys raw. Get your act together, this is probably a one-off and if you tell him about your status, he may not want to see you again- The final thought made me feel very alone and low before I shrugged the train of thought off. We laid back on the bed to catch our breath (well, more Ted since he did the fucking). My eyes drank in Ted’s form leaning back lazily. Ted said, “I like the way you look at me.” “I like the way you look at me, too,” I responded, smiling in a serotonin addled manner. “So, keen to have another half?” Ted asked, smiling wickedly. “Yea, why not.” We downed another half a pill each. We chatted a bit. We jumped from topic to topic. Ted mentioned that he moved into town recently. I told him I only just returned to my hometown a few months back after things ended with Ray.The conversation flowed really easily, as we talked about any topic we might jump on. It was a nice easy connection, I wondered if it was normal on ecstasy. Afterall, I’ve only experienced it with Ray before and no one else. At one point, Ted suddenly had a far away look as if he were debating something. “Everything alright?” I asked. Ted looked at me, as if resolving something and said, “I really like you, and would like to meet up again. But I want to be upfront with you about something now rather than later.” Ted took a deep breath and said, “I’m HIV positive, and I’ll always play safe with you to keep you safe - that is if you still want to play. If you don’t, I understand as well.” I was dumbfounded, I think my jaw dropped at that moment. The shock must have been quite evident on my drugged fucked face. Ted must have read my expression wrongly and said, “I’m sorry to have shocked you. But as I said, if you don’t want to play and have to go, I understand.” “I still want to play with you. It doesn’t upset me. I mean my ex, Ray, was positive too. It didn’t bother me then. Well, I am positive now as well. Only found out a month ago. Still trying to get my head around it.” “You became poz because of your ex?” I nodded in response. “Did you guys not play it safe?” I sheepishly responded, “in the beginning we did. I remember thinking when we first started seeing each other that it is a pity we could not share the ultimate intimacy of fucking without a condom like other boyfriends. But after he introduced me to ecstasy, we couldn’t resist fucking without a condom. It felt so intensely intimate and close to each other with nothing between us. We managed to resist him cumming in me, though, with how raw his cock and raw my hole was with all the fucking and pre-cum, it probably mattered not.” “Have you fucked bare with anyone else before you met, Ray?” Ted asked as he ran his hairy arms against smooth chest and stomach, looking at me intensely. “With Pete, my ex before Ray, that’s all. And before you ask, yes, Pete cummed in me” He smiled at me teasingly, “You’re a sweet bottom, aren’t you. Saving your raw hole only for your boyfriends. So how old was Pete.” “Pete? Hm, he would be 45 now. Well, not that it matters I “save” my hole any more. The doctor said that I’m always to have safe sex even with other poz guys to ensure that we don’t accidentally reinfect each other with a different strain,” I stroked his strong hairy forearms. The drugs clearly made both of us very tactile. “Yeah, that is what my doctor said too. Did your doctor prescribe you meds, Jim?” “He did suggest it as the viral load is high, but I have not decided. I am worried about side effects. You?” “Same,” Ted responded, staring into the ceiling, then turned to me, “How-about we take another half?” “What, so soon, I feel the first half is just coming on.” He smirked, “Let’s celebrate getting completely shitfaced and wasted.” “What are we celebrating?” “That we have both somehow found a poz friend in this tiny town.” “Alright, why not.” We downed a second half pill. He sat up and leaned back on the bed again, legs spreading apart and looked lustfully at my naked body. Thrusting his hips and flopping his growing member, he said, “I can feel the first half is coming on, and I think my cock needs some attention.” I grinned as I crawled between his legs again taking his cock into my mouth. His cock grew rock hard in my mouth as I moved my mouth up and down his hard shaft. He looked at me with his lewd smashed face in the mirror and asked, “So how big is Ray?” I released his cock from my mouth and with one hand slowly stroked his hard member, running my other hand through his hairy chest that was both soft with a bit of beef but hard with muscle underneath. His hands caressed my arms and head, “Funny you ask. When I first saw your hard cock,” I gave the cock a good squeeze and it throbbed in response, “I thought it looked very similar in size and shape as Ray. Same as your balls and hairiness. I mean, if I just look at your crotch area, it looks exactly like how I remember Ray’s crotch.” Ted moaned at me squeezing his member and said softly, “So I’ll be fucking you as deep as he had ever been.” “You’re wicked, I like a wicked top” I said to him with my smashed grin and took his cock in my mouth and sucked it some more. “Mmm, get on your back, Jim. Lift your legs and spread your cheeks. I want to eat that hole of yours good.” Ted got onto his knees and lifted my arse up in the air to his mouth. As he ate my hole, he stared into my eyes. We both looked completely drugged fucked and I felt completely smashed, and amazing. My skin all over felt incredibly sensitive and I loved the feel of his naked hairy skin pressing against my smooth skin. Where our bodies pressed against each other, I could feel our sticky sweat slicking against each other. His tongue probed as deep into my hole as he could. His 5 o’clock shadow scraped against the entrance of my hole and cheeks, roughing the entrance to my hole. His tongue teasing my hole made it feel incredibly hungry and needed to be filled, “please fuck me,” i begged, not caring I was begging like a slut, completely to different to how I would normally behave. The red tinged light made the room seem like a whore room. He lowered my arse to the bed and pushed my legs back against my torso. He looked down towards his rock hard cock and lined it against my hole. I gasped when his bare leaking knob pressed against the entrance of my hole wet with his spit. He looked at me with a wicked look, gyrating the knob against the entrance of my hole without pushing it in. I moaned as it felt so good. I tried to remind him to wear a condom, but I couldn’t find the words.He gave a low moan, almost like a growl, and said, “My knob is so sensitive. This feels so good.” The second half pill we took started to come on and it made my hole even hungrier for Ted’s bare cock. I thought back to how tactile and how amazing it felt to be completely wasted and fucked by a bare cock. My hole twitched in memory and anticipation against Ted’s knob as if trying to draw it in. I hoped Ted would just plunge his dick into me Ted kept his cock from going in, rubbing his precum and wetting the entrance to my hole. He asked, “So, Jim, you’ve always been a sweet bottom saving bare hole for your boyfriends… maybe you should let me teach you how to be a bad boy and enjoy letting a stranger fuck you bare.” I almost said yes immediately. I was holding onto Ted’s arse and had to resist pulling him forward so that his cock would slip into my willing hole. Though I resisted, I secretly hoped Ted just pushed his cock forward anyway, taking me completely. I lamely responded, “Didn’t you say you earlier want to keep me safe? O…our doctors said that we shouldn’t fuck bare with other guys with HIV too as we might end up passing each other our strains.” A reminder of the danger of swapping strains did not act as a wet blanket to both of us to remind ourselves to be wary. Instead, I felt my cock becoming so hard it ached. Ted cock throbbed and jerked at the reminder. -Oh god, why am I turned on about our strains mixing. He is turned on by the idea too. God, he looks so high. I feel so high. This is so horny and amazing,- I thought. Ted leaned over and kissed me surprisingly gently and slowly. It was probably the drugs talking but it felt incredibly intimate even though it was with someone I met for the first time. Breaking the kiss, he whispered to me, “I did say I would keep you safe, didn’t I? But that was only because I thought you were neg and I wanted to protect you from HIV. Since you are already poz, it seems such a waste not to take the opportunity to get maximum pleasure out of each other’s bodies.” Ted kissed me gently again before pulling our mouths apart looking deeply into my eyes, “We’ve been dealt with shit cards in getting HIV. How often do you think we may end up meeting another guy with HIV in this little town? Do you never want to ever experience the pleasure of high bare sex? To enjoy sex the way it should be - Without any restrictions in the most intimate and pleasurable manner. Unlike you with Ray, only you were the only one taking risks. This time, you and I will take risks together. We’re sharing it.” My resistance broke, I remembered how wonderful my body felt when I was being taken by Ray’s 8.5” cock. Feeling his hairy body against me. Watching sheer pleasure in his eyes as my hole pleasured his bare throbbing cock. I wanted Ted’s body and cock to give me pleasure the same way Ray did. I wanted to give Ted pleasure with my body the way I did with Ray. I shouldn’t, but in this drug haze, the forbidden fruit was so sweet. To give each other pleasure and to put each other at risk for the sake of hedonistic pleasure. I wrapped my legs around Ted and my hands reached for his arse to pull it forward a little. He gave me a lewd look as his knob penetrated into my hole slowly. How I missed this - a warm hard raw cock filling me up. As his cock slid in slowly, deliberately, I said, “You’re a wicked old man. Corrupting me.” His eyes shined with evil delight, “Yes, corrupting a sweet young man like you. Teaching you the pleasure of having bare risky sex with a stranger.” As he bottomed up, I felt his hairy crotch and balls pressed against my smooth arse cheeks. There is now a congruent feeling of naked skin, naked cock and naked hole. Ted growled into my mouth as we kissed gently like we were lovers, “your hole feels so good on my cock. It is made for my cock. When I said I would be fucking you as deep as Ray did, this is what I was thinking of. My bare cock going into your hole as deep as his bare cock ever did. Leaking pre-cum deep into you as Ray ever did. What would Ray think, his sweet ex boyfriend being corrupted by an even older man and letting him fuck bare even though they’ve met for the first time.” “Oh, you’re such a dirty old man, Ted… I love it,” I responded into his mouth in between kisses. I could see the smirk in his eyes as we were staring into each other’s eyes, kissing gently as he thrusted in and out of me to the beat of the music as our minds felt like our bodies had melted into each other. Occasionally, we looked at the mirror on the wardrobe watching ourselves in our sex act. The contrast between our body types could be clearly seen, his thick muscular frame, pressing on my slim frame. His hairy body pressed against my smooth pale body. This sexy older weathered man against my younger self. “Yea, you like being taken by a dirty old man that is even older than your ex and old enough to be your father? I am not just taking your bare hole tonight, Jim. I am going to cum in your hole. All those times Ray fucked you and you never got to have a dirty old man flood your guts with his cum properly. I’m going to have something Ray never did and it is only the first time we met. We’re going to have a really long session so that by the time we end, your hole will be so raw and sore, you will be knocked up with my strain of HIV alongside Ray’s.” I was not a bug chaser when I was with Ray. Ted’s words should have shocked me, but instead the thought of being knocked up by Ted’s strain turned me on so much. Like it was incredibly intimate. “At the end of our session, I want my cock to be so raw, sore and chafed, you will infect me with Ray’s strain too. You and me, complete fluid bonding. That is what the second half of the pill is for Jim. What I wanted to celebrate, I just had to take the opportunity for us to have sex the right way, bare and raw. I don’t know Ray, but I’m sure that is why he introduced you to drugs. He wanted to have sex with you the proper way,” Ted continued with an evil lewd look on his face as he kept thrusting his cock in and out of me. A small part of my mind feels like I should be terrified of mixing our strains. However, my drugged addled mind craved the ultimate physical intimacy and fluid bonding with Ted, even if it is the first time we have just met. “That is so wicked, Ted. We really shouldn’t be fucking bare, but your bare cock feels so amazing, too amazing to resist,” I blabbered. “It makes it more exciting that we shouldn’t be doing this, isn’t it Jim? Being so irresponsible? Taking risks for pure pleasure? Knowing that your sexual partner is risking harming you for his pure pleasure and you are doing the same? Letting a stranger, an older man take you completely? I love my body violating a younger man, especially with my bare cock. The forbidden fruit makes sex so much sweeter” He punctuated each sentence pulling out completely with a sloppy ‘plop’ sound and ramming and breaching my hole. His thrust became more frantic and the drugged fuel intimacy gave way to drugged fuelled animalistic pounding. My hole was getting slick and slimy with his pre-cum as he fucked my hole. His bare cock hitting my prostate and I could feel myself building up. “I’m going to cum if you keep fucking me like this,” I told Ted. “Cum for me, Jim. I’m going to cum too.” I felt my orgasm exploding from my prostate to my cock. The sensation of cumming magnified by Ted’s cocking ramming against my prostate. Ted gasped and he thrust himself deep into me and stayed there. His body tensed as he shuddered. As if he wanted to make sure he delivered his poz cum deep into me. -I let him cum in me, I let someone I met for the first time cum into me- I thought Ted gave me a quick kiss and he pulled out of my sore used hole. He moved down onto my stomach and licked my cum off of my stomach. I giggled as it was rather ticklish. When he finished, he lay back onto the bed panting saying, “That was amazing. I got to catch my breath. We’re not done yet young man.” In my mind, I thought I should be disgusted with myself for letting myself be taken so irresponsibly. Yet, instead I felt extremely content and satisfied. Thinking back to when I received my diagnosis, I still remembered feeling a great sense of loss thinking that I would never be able to experience high bare sex after only ever experiencing it with Ray. And yet, tonight, I got to relive that experience with Ted, who was wicked. It was amazingly satisfying. “Well, tonight was unexpected,” I said. Ted moved his hands to hold onto my hands, “It was. I’m really happy to have met you, Jim. I really hope we can do this again. More often. But before that, we are still not done for the night, maybe the weekend.”