Olderkinkybiguy

Back in the day when I was more of a whore, I never asked if I was fucking them. On the occasion I was going to bottom, I was more likely to ask their status, but not always. Now that a lot of guys are on PrEP, and U=U has been scientifically proven (I have been undetectable over 20 years) I typically don’t discuss, unless they bring it up. the only hookup site I am on now is BBRT, so in my opinion, I assume most everyone online doesn’t care, but I do list my status as undetectable usually.

The first cock I sucked was cut. I was young and all my friends were cut, so that was all I knew. The first time I saw an uncut cock, I was thrown off. Up to that point, I didn’t know they existed. Now uncut is my preference; the more skin the better.

I typically negotiate the turns before it gets that far. They know I always do it raw and finish inside. I remember only one time when the guy I was fucking asked me to stop, but it wasn’t because he changed his mind or freaked out about the realization of what was going to happen. It was because he could relax enough and my girth was too much for him; possible scenario when you fuck virgins. I reluctantly pulled out and settled for a BJ, and yes I came in his mouth. I eventually got to fuck and breed him, so that made me happy.

Being poz is ok, but has its downsides definitely. The few times I tried using a condom, I had difficulty maintaining an erection, so saved money in one aspect. I love fucking guys and I found guys who were poz were much more adventurous and fun. since I hated condoms, as both a top and occasional bottom, I was always prepared for the diagnosis. After becoming poz, I can’t really say I was anymore slutty than before because I was already a slut. Living in NYC at the time, sex was always plentiful. One of the downsides for me, especially after I relocated to the Oklahoma, has been the negative reactions from some of the others in the community. Than you have the chasers who think nothing of asking me to discount my meds so they can get infected. If I was in some sort relationship with them I might consider it. For a stranger, my health is more of a concern. Another downside is dealing with the medication aspect. After 25 years, it has become habit to take my meds before bed. It’s more the cost and availability. I am still on older meds, so generics are available. Because they are relatively inexpensive, compared to the new drugs, they are also harder to fill because there is less profit. I used to freak every time I got sick, thinking I might have a hard time recovering. After having West Nile many years ago, and Covid a few years ago, I don’t freak out as much. Even with scientific evidence that U=U is legitimate, some guys in my area will choose a guy who tested negative 8 months ago over my recent undetectable lab results (even guys who claim to be on PrEP).

Wow. I’d love for all the loads I wast each day by myself to not go to waste.

I second your comment.

I have always had difficulty distinguishing flirtation from just being nice, but one time stands out. I was in my late 20’s and decided to stop off at a pub for a drink on my way back to my hotel. I was sitting at the bar when a nice looking man stood next to where I was sitting to order drinks. We made eye contact and he smiled at me and asked how my night was going. I told him it could be better, but the Long Island Iced Tea’s were helping. He smirked and said maybe he could make things better. He grabbed the two drinks he had ordered, winked, and walked back to his table. he was probably in his 30’s, thin, sexy dark hair and eyes. The female at his table looked athletic with blond hair, and similar age. He said something to her as she was looking my way and gave me a smiled. Wasn’t long after she came up to me and asked if I wanted to join her and her friend. Soon we were all chatting. After some explicit conversation, they both started rubbing my leg under the table. Fast forward to their place, we were all nude in the hot tub. She was a participant, but really more of an observer to her and I. We all ended up in bed with her telling him what to do to me and where to put my dick. Although the two of them interacted sexually with each other, I was definitely the focus of the night. He sucked me off once. Than I fucked her and he sucked me clean and ate her. Later, she wanted to watch me fuck him, so I creamed inside his ass. I woke up to both of them sucking me, but finished off in his ass. as I was leaving, I noticed some framed photos and got the impression they were not just friends but possibly siblings. I never asked.

As primary a top, a hole is a hole; ass, mouth, and occasionally pussy. If I can get inside it raw and leave my fuck juice in it, I am game. I love variety, so I enjoy both tight and loose. I do enjoy both the challenge, and the feel, of a tight hole. I actually enjoy the discomfort of fucking a tight ass. First I try fucking him with my tongue, pushing as much spit inside as I can; pre-lube. Than a finger or two, than try putting my shaft in. I really enjoy some friction when fucking a tight ass. I love the mental turn on I I start spit fucking a tight hole and he slowly gets looser and more wet. It’s as if he is surrendering to my breeding desire and accepting his role as my raw cum slut. their have been a few occasions where the guy couldn’t take me. Typically they were scared first timers. I also appreciate a well seasoned bottom. A hole that has seen far too many cocks and objects inserted to count. Mentally knowing I am just a random fuck breeding a hungry hole eliminates any hesitation or making it anything more than what it it; two guys pleasing each other. I have on a few occasions fucked a guy who had just gotten fisted. Way different from a tight hole, but still very enjoyable. A sloppy ass is probably the closest to a real pussy in my opinion. Give me a sloppy hole with prior loads and my mind compensates for any lack of friction my dick might be experiencing. as I stated at the start, as far as my dick and mind are concerted, a hole is a hole.

Most public was when my bf and I stopped at an adult theater in Tampa one night on our way home from a club; we were both in our late 20’s. We were cruising the gay theater and i noticed a cute young college aged guy cruising. I watched as lots of guys approached him but he turned them away. I told my by I wanted that guy, so he went over and brought him back to me. I pulled my dick out and the guy started stroking me. My bf whispered something to the guy and he dropped to his knees and took my cock into his mouth. He wasn’t very good at sucking cock; I suspect he was closeted and had a gf. I held back as long as I could. By the time I blew my load down his throat, a crowd had formed around us. I grabbed his head and held him firm as I emptied my balls. My bf was stroking his dick the whole time, rubbing the head of his cock on the upper part of my leg. After I finished inside the guys mouth, my bf came on my leg. Than my bf knelt down and licked me clean. When we were vacationing in Key West, same bf, I lusted after a sexy twink that was staying at the same guest house with his much older “Daddy”. My bf was able to chat with the guy in the pool during the day. While chatting, the guy was checking me out with out his older bf noticing. Late that night, my bf and I were up on the sun deck. A few guys were down a ways getting getting hot and heavy. The twink came up on the deck, walked over to us an dropped to his knees. He pulled down my bathing suit and started sucking me off, no words spoken. The guys down the way noticed who was sucking me and came down for a closer look. My by pulled his dick out and started stroking and the others standing watching did the same. After he swallowed my load, he sucked and swallowed my bf next. Than he sucked and swallowed the other three guys. Than he just walked off and wend back downstairs without saying a word. Before the twink and his Daddy checked out, I did managed to breed his hot skinny ass as my bf jacked off.

If I get the sense the guy next to me wants to show off, I look. I never had sex with anyone in a public restroom, but did exchange numbers on a few occasions that worked out well. When I was much younger, it seemed older men loved showing off to me. my bf from high school house backed up to the local park. He used to tell me me about his adventures in the toilets not far from his house. He said he started sucking off men when he was 14 in the park. I loved hearing him tell those stories before I skull fucked him.

The question of status is rarely brought up. I am sure the advancement in HIV treatment and the availability of PrEP has facilitated the shift. Going back twenty years ago, the subject of HIV status was very common on most hookup sites. Now, most guys seem to make a point that they are on PrEP when confessing their desire for BB sex. I typically don’t disclose my status on non-bareback sites. Instead, I sometimes post a pic with U=U as an indirect support for the community. I don’t really frequent hookup site anymore. I do have a current profile on BBRTS. I also have a profile on FetLife, but don’t disclose my status. I do belong to a few groups that are bareback in nature as well as having a U=U photo in my photos. If someone can’t put the two together, than we would probably not be a good match anyway. the fact that being undetectable, and not disclosing it, remains a crime in many states is amazing. Despite all the scientific evidence that validates U=U. And that someone unknowingly infects others might fair better in a criminal trial is criminal in its own way.

As I have mentioned in other posts, I started fooling around with other guys in my neighborhood at an early age but never fucked anyone until I was in college. I was 20 and had a GF. I had always had gay friendships up until this point. After months of dating, she finally let me fuck her and it was without a condom, she had started birth control. I fucked her as much as I could until she missed her period; we both freaked out. I decided to go back to being gay because I didn’t want to have children or even get married. My first serious BF let me fuck him raw. It was amazing. Some time later, I let him fuck me raw and knowing he was going to cum in me was such a mental turn on. I did most of the fucking, but never anything safe. After him a dated some but lots of guys insisted on condoms. I tried them, but they were not for me. This was the 80’s and “gay cancer” was on everyone’s minds. I didn’t care, I was going to live by my rules. I dated several bottom sluts who ended up being HIV+, but I still fucked BB. Except for the few times in my 20’s, I never used a condom again. Even when I would hook up with a MF couple, I fucked both raw. Out of all my relationships, I have to say I prefer gay sex. It just feels more natural and sexy. Since ancient times, MM relationships were accepted. It wasn’t really until religious control that things changed. I prefer to be deviant I suppose.

Depends on my mood, but typically daddy son, cum dump, raw twink, internal creampie, raw bottom for group, gay siblings, gay identical twins, losing virginity, gay D/s, sucking off younger neighbor/nephew, JO in public, eating their own cum, and a few I can’t mention.

As a top, I find the use of masks on a sub very hot. Something about sensory deprivation very controlling. Deciding just how much information my sub is allowed to know/understand heightens my desire. The ultimate would be to blindfold and put ear buds with sex sounds and strong verbal degradation playing. Maybe call him using Bluetooth to give him commands and give him positive feedback on just how slutty he is with him unaware of just who is breeding him. Of course, catch everything on video .

I was 13 the forest time I was able to shoot any liquid. An older kid often sucked on me but nothing ever came out. I was paying with myself one night when I made a little mess. I remember using a sock to clean up. When I told my friend what had happened, he sucked me off and swallowed. After that, he always swallowed. Growing up, I always kept a cum rag under my bed. After several weeks of use, I would sneak it out to the trash and replace it with a clean sock or underwear.

Bbrts- PrimalUrges (Texas/Oklahoma border area)

Very interesting thread. This subject has been rattling around in my head for some time. I was not raised in a religious household, so I was not conditioned to fear the wrath of God early on, that came later. The struggle between good and bad, light and dark, lies within ourselves. I started drifting away from the notion that Christianity was good and Satin was bad some time ago. This was solidified when I learned the Vatican in Rome helped Nasir war criminals escape persecution. WTF! Satanic worship being more about self discovery and seeking knowledge, something mainstream religions frown opinion. After all, Adam and Eve were banished by God for doing just that. Christianity is just too contradictory for me, which led me to think that maybe the “good” God lost the battle in Heaven, and the “bad” angel gained power to control and enslave is. shortly after this thought, I came across a man on YouTube who goes by the name of Morgue who basically solidified my thoughts. Strange how the universe works. from understanding, Christian version of satanic worship is far from the truth. It seems more like false propaganda to me. I don’t believe in sacrificial killing, but I am attracted to the ritual spec of worshiping satin. I am also a firm believer in self discovery and worshiping the human form. Nurturing our own body and soul to live a fuller existence.

I consider myself an ass man. 9 X out of 10 I will choose ass over pussy. I see a guy with a firm ass and I always wonder how he would taste and if he would be tight around my dick; I definitely prefer eating ass. Hardly ever to I look at women and wonder what’s under the hood. I have definitely fucked more guys than women. One guys just feel better. Other is guys can’t get pregnant and sue me for my shit or use pregnancy as a hook for marriage. Guys seem more physical, women more emotional. now I will say a hot masculine FTM who has had top surgery with a manly physique is a dude in my eyes. Some on T appear to have small cocks, so just an extra boy hole to fuck.

I totally agree with you. Some of my hottest encounters were with guys who were not considered “hot”. In my case, I seek that mental connection where the sexual energy is overwhelming. Whatever you call it, spiritual, vibe, mojo, etc, that electric energy that sends waves of desire through your body. I have hooked up with a some really hot guys in my life. I have also hooked up with some guys that were probably unfairly judged. No matter who they were, they all had something special about them. Sure, the hot guys had their looks, but the no so hot guys had something more to offer me. Like most others, I have my “type”, but I tend to give everyone a chance to excite me.

Yes. I knew an older guy when I was in my early 20’s. He was well off and often had parties at his home. Often started off with a mixed crowd but as the night progressed, it typically dwindled down to people who wanted physical contact. Mostly younger guys I would consider eye candy. There were always a few older guys and one time my older friends best friend, who was female. I fucked a lot of twink ass at his parties. His female friend came on to me that night so I fucked her as well. might just be me, but encounters seemed to flow much easier back in the early 80’s.

I started experimenting with open relationships with my first long term live together BF. We both got tested for HIV about a year or so after being together. He tested pox, I tested negative, but that didn’t slow us down. I still fucked him raw all the time. We would go out and pick up guys and bring them home for raw play. I loved watching him get used and filled. Our rule was I was always the last load in him. he also loved to watch me fuck others as well. He would usually spend several days Looking for hot younger guys for me to use. We were both in our mid 20’s when this started. He understood I was not exclusively into guys so he sometimes surprised me with a willing female. We built up a small group of regulars and it worked out well for us. He never told anyone he was HIV+.

I lost count by the time I graduated high school. Looking back at my youth, there were probably over 30 guys from school from my neighborhood. At some point, I had been with most of them. Once I started college, especially after I turned 21, the number quickly grew.

As primary a top, I’d have to say yes. I have only taken 2 cocks I would consider “monster” both were over 9” and on the thicker side. Some alcohol and poppers were involved. Since I typically do the breeding, I couldn’t pass up the opportunity to meet the challenge. I think the bleeding I experienced after was just an affirmation of my ability to be a slutty bottom cum dump.

I make them suck the first load out of my balls. Than I typically eat their ass until I was hard again; doesn’t take long. Than I fuck and breed their ready and willing ass. Something so sexy about seeding both ends has always been a huge turn on.

I was in my pre-teens, maybe 10. We had built a fort in the weeds on an abandoned lot in my neighborhood.it was a secluded hangout place for other kids in the neighborhood hood. the first time I was sucked was by an older boy in his teens. It was me, the older boy, and my best friend who was also my neighbor. My friend was one year behind me in school. The older started asking me if I played with myself. After she explained what he meant, I told him no. Than he asked if I wanted to see something cool; yes I replied. That’s when he looked at my neighbor and pulled down his pants and took my friends dick in his mouth. Than he asked if I wanted to try; I did. it was a few years before I was able to shoot cum. Just so happened it was the same guys mouth I came in. He sucked and swallowed many a load from me until I was in high school and he moved away. I had found others to take his place.