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When I was a teen (my cousin is 3 years older) made me give him some blowjobs when I stayed at his place. We were in the same school and, as he was a tall sport guy (boxing) and family, he was the only one I told about the bullying I was enduring. I think I was looking for some shelter or protection and, as we had this "connection" (he even did fuck me 2 or 3 times), I naively thought he would make it stop. He never did anything except becoming friends with on of my bullies. I ve always admired the strong and successful men he became. Years later, as I was with my first boyfriend, at a family party, he tricked us both, me and my boyfriend, into wanting to give him a two head blowjob. He was still single at the time but dating the girl he since then married. Everything started because we had a discussion about the difference between straight and gay couples. He stated gays were not faithful and we stated we were and that there were no difference between gays and straight when it come to being faithful. When we were about to blow him (we had all drank too much) he stopped it saying he had his point and that gays would do anything for dick. When I finished with that boyfriend, he joked about the shame of not having let us blow him that night as he liked my ex and now he was gone and he d have no more occasion to. Now he s married with children and he a fucking sexy dad. He confessed to me once that he sometimes gets head from gays, but very rarely. He cheats on his wife with another woman, too. Last year, I got fucked and abused by another younger cousin which I found on a dating app. Straight but fucks gays for money. I paid. I told this story here in another forum.

I do!

I ve been an on call cocksucker (or hole to fuck) for years. I knwo how difficult it is to find and keep some good regular feeders, that s why I put dedication into it and try to be as available as possible. That being said, I would like to thank you for highlighting the fact that, even for a feeder, it is not always easy to get served when he wants. Yes there are way more fags than tops, but still, tops should be aware that is in there interest too to be grateful to us and to care a little bit about their cocksuckers.

I d be proud to be one of these throats

I m not a big fan of porn theaters but being locked for more than 3 months, last wednesday, I couldn't fight the crave for cock and I went to one. I was desperate to at least suck some dick. Going inside the building I thought the feeling was so strange : not wanting to be there but not being able to resist it. The cage changed me so much! It was early in the afternoon and there were not many people inside. You could tell most of the men there were bottoms, too. I went to the cruising area and back to the main room several times but nothing. Just one guy at some point, had an inviting gesture towards me but I went away. He was a quite old guy, sitting there touching is crotch, wearing a t-shirt and some glasses, looked chubby... I could do better, I had some time ahead. Something like an hour later, still nothing, I was feeling everyrime more frustrated. Instead of guys coming in, the little that were inside were going away. At some point, in the cruising area, I felt a hand touching my ass. When I turned around I saw the guy with the glasses. No! It was not possible. I said nodded no with a smile and went away. Later on I saw him getting sucked in the theater by some other old guy. Once again, when he saw me, he made me a sign to come and join forces with his cocksucker. Though his dick looked thick and I were more than dying to serve, I went away thinking he really doesn t do it for me. Shortly after that, I met another guy, young in a cap, killer looks and a manly attitude, in his late 20's... We crossed eyes once or twice but at this point I didn't think he could be interested in me... I went into the theater and sat at the back. In less than 10 minutes the young guy was sitting one seat away from me. He quickly took his dick out and started to jerk off to some straight movie. When he laid back with his hands on his thighs and his big cock fully erect, I thought it was my queue and went on my knees to suck him. I could touch and feel his abs while blowing him, I touched his muscle chest, hold his ankles to help me deep throat him more, it was awesome. He didn't do pretty Uchida anything while I was at it, let me do it my way. It was alright for me, pleasuring him. Since I m locked it feels like the most important thing for me is to please men. After some minutes "Give me your ass, he said. I immediately obeyed standing up and presenting him my thonged ass. I quickly felt his hands and his dick between my asscheeks. To my bad surprise, though, I found my self facing the guy with the glasses that was standing there, 2 or 3 raws away, jerking off watching us. Shit ! The young guy started fucking me, it was so good! It felt perfect, he was really doing it right. The older guy was like moving towards us. Each time I looked at him he was standing closer, jerking off, smiling. When he was 3 or 4 seats away I started to feel uncomfortable and tried to tell my fucker to move to a more private place but everytime he would harshly push me away, forcing me to stay bent on the seat in front of me, fucking me harder. The fuck was awesome and I decided to forget about the ugly watcher. I was enjoying this cock, rubbing my cage, it was heaven. I was being fucked for something like 10 minutes, I had forgotten about our peep when I saw feet just one meter away from me. Fuck ! There he was ! Jerking off quite above me ! I pushed myself up and pressed my back against my fuckers body in an attempt to look more intimate with him so the other would feel awkward and leave. "Suck his dick! was all I heard. "Suck his dick, bitch!" As I didn't t move, he firmly pushed me back on the seat and my face on the the old man s dick. For some more minutes I ve been fucked! Body and mind ! The guy with the glasses had sat down and was pushing his dick deep in my mouth and throat while the other one was fucking my ass like only young guys do. Then they flipped me around and changed holes. It was incredible ! The young guy cummed in my mouth in a matter of minutes. I loved how noisy he was, it was obvious he needed to pound an ass and empty his balls as much as I needed to serve. I didn't see him leave as I was quickly brought back to my knees by the old guy to suck him some more. At this point I was totally into it, fully playing my part, until he blew his load on my face. He gently pushed my face appart and went back to sit alone somewhere in the theater. Later on I saw him sitting and playing on his mobile. One or two hours later, as I was about to leave. I came across the old guy again, just in front of the bathroom. He went inside and I followed. Without a single word exchanged I was again on my knees sucking on his dick. He asked me to swallow his load and I did.

Black men are really the best. The best teachers for us.

I totally agree with what you say. Enduring and accepting, both mentally and physically is the main part of being a fag bottom. We know that there ll always been other available ones, we do what we have to do, including thanking the man who just broke us, because we want him to chose us again.

Who is in your opinion the bottom slut with the longest carreer in the porn industry?

That would be awesome What happens after they leave may be hot too...

I totally relate to you except I can t orgasm so easily

2 white bottoms playing together when they are not getting bbc ? Hot ! I d love to know more. It reminds me of some experiences...

It would be my dream : a mate who s a total bottom like me ! The cherry on top would be that he s into chastity too. We d play together like lesbians and hunt for tops to fuck us together.

I m not a big fan of porn theaters but being locked for more than 3 months, last wednesday, I couldn't fight the crave for cock and I went to one. I was desperate to at least suck some dick. Going inside the building I thought the feeling was so strange : not wanting to be there but not being able to resist it. The cage changed me so much! It was early in the afternoon and there were not many people inside. You could tell most of the men there were bottoms, too. I went to the cruising area and back to the main room several times but nothing. Just one guy at some point, had an inviting gesture towards me but I went away. He was a quite old guy, sitting there touching is crotch, wearing a t-shirt and some glasses, looked chubby... I could do better, I had some time ahead. Something like an hour later, still nothing, I was feeling everyrime more frustrated. Instead of guys coming in, the little that were inside were going away. At some point, in the cruising area, I felt a hand touching my ass. When I turned around I saw the guy with the glasses. No! It was not possible. I said nodded no with a smile and went away. Later on I saw him getting sucked in the theater by some other old guy. Once again, when he saw me, he made me a sign to come and join forces with his cocksucker. Though his dick looked thick and I were more than dying to serve, I went away thinking he really doesn t do it for me. Shortly after that, I met another guy, young in a cap, killer looks and a manly attitude, in his late 20's... We crossed eyes once or twice but at this point I didn't think he could be interested in me... I went into the theater and sat at the back. In less than 10 minutes the young guy was sitting one seat away from me. He quickly took his dick out and started to jerk off to some straight movie. When he laid back with his hands on his thighs and his big cock fully erect, I thought it was my queue and went on my knees to suck him. I could touch and feel his abs while blowing him, I touched his muscle chest, hold his ankles to help me deep throat him more, it was awesome. He didn't do pretty Uchida anything while I was at it, let me do it my way. It was alright for me, pleasuring him. Since I m locked it feels like the most important thing for me is to please men. After some minutes "Give me your ass, he said. I immediately obeyed standing up and presenting him my thonged ass. I quickly felt his hands and his dick between my asscheeks. To my bad surprise, though, I found my self facing the guy with the glasses that was standing there, 2 or 3 raws away, jerking off watching us. Shit ! The young guy started fucking me, it was so good! It felt perfect, he was really doing it right. The older guy was like moving towards us. Each time I looked at him he was standing closer, jerking off, smiling. When he was 3 or 4 seats away I started to feel uncomfortable and tried to tell my fucker to move to a more private place but everytime he would harshly push me away, forcing me to stay bent on the seat in front of me, fucking me harder. The fuck was awesome and I decided to forget about the ugly watcher. I was enjoying this cock, rubbing my cage, it was heaven. I was being fucked for something like 10 minutes, I had forgotten about our peep when I saw feet just one meter away from me. Fuck ! There he was ! Jerking off quite above me ! I pushed myself up and pressed my back against my fuckers body in an attempt to look more intimate with him so the other would feel awkward and leave. "Suck his dick! was all I heard. "Suck his dick, bitch!" As I didn't t move, he firmly pushed me back on the seat and my face on the the old man s dick. For some more minutes I ve been fucked! Body and mind ! The guy with the glasses had sat down and was pushing his dick deep in my mouth and throat while the other one was fucking my ass like only young guys do. Then they flipped me around and changed holes. It was incredible ! The young guy cummed in my mouth in a matter of minutes. I loved how noisy he was, it was obvious he needed to pound an ass and empty his balls as much as I needed to serve. I didn't see him leave as I was quickly brought back to my knees by the old guy to suck him some more. At this point I was totally into it, fully playing my part, until he blew his load on my face. He gently pushed my face appart and went back to sit alone somewhere in the theater. Later on I saw him sitting and playing on his mobile. One or two hours later, as I was about to leave. I came across the old guy again, just in front of the bathroom. He went inside and I followed. Without a single word exchanged I was again on my knees sucking on his dick. He asked me to swallow his load and I did.

It s very strange but I am not affraid. It s not been easy but I had one great time. It felt right. I m thinking about him a lot. I hope he enjoyed it, too. Having come out as what I am is like a relief. I gave up control, it s up to one real man to decide of what s to come.