cum2me

gkz68. thanks mr. very nice of you

guys, thanks for the posts... esp glz68 just now. late 50s built top daddy.... love to fuck and can find hot boys pretty easy.. have shied away from takn raw.. .never enjoyed it for a long time.... then the 'plague' and the mind set that grew from that.. have had one raw fuck.....which make me aware....yes, i want more... and one where i took the boy's load.... BINGO! the jury is still out..... as to how to move from here... just start taking loads and not asking.. or do an intentioned pos fuck with a boy who i would like to take it from. it isn't that i want to convert....just to get past my great fear of taking pos loads.... have been flirting around on line, and once in person, with a very hot young built 29 yr old pos breeder... who is VERY into fucking me.....and making an event of gifting me... suggestions?

when i came out, you didn't bareback, YOU FUCKED. this is in the 70s. then the plague came....and i was one who freaked out and basically stopped.... for a long time. due to some issues which i won't slow the story with, i never really enjoyed getting fucked, i like to be on top. when i started to fuck again it was with rubbers.... and for a while that worked. didn't feel as good, but i did it. ....was so paranoid that after the fuck, when the guy was in the shower, i would take the used rubber into the kitchen and run some tap water into it to make sure it was still intact. after YEARS of this.... some where in the late 90s, i started to hear the phrase 'bareback' . what a thrill and chill the very word evoked. bare back riding.... riding without a saddle. i then heard of bare back parties.... oh, my god, those nasty men. and how those stories attracked me..... i would hear guys talking (quietly) at the gym about a 'raw' party they had been at over the weekend.... and how the guy took 20 loads.. !!! i saw once, in the steam room and it is in a large city and at a gay gym... there was a daddy boy couple playing.. and as the steam came up, the last thing i could clearly see was the boy starting to sit down on the daddy's raw cock.... and then we all heard the fuck and the cum shot.....plenty of jo material from that one. fast forward.... one night i was at a sex club here. met a VERY sexy, very built, very hung boy....clearly on something, 'cause he was HUNGRY. huge dick on him and...typical... as soon as i touched his ass.... up went the legs... as i started to play with my dick head on his ass, i could tell he didn't want me to put on a rubber... i did though, and proceeded to fuck him.... the energy between us was instant, intense and real. i fucked him harder, deeper, more roughly than i had ever fucked anyone.... and our eyeballs never left each other. ...collected a big crowd around the bed, watching us... getting off on our fuck. the orgasm was the most intense i had had in a very long time, and i stayed in him and kept fucking even after i was done...it just felt so good. the shock i felt when i pulled out and there was no rubber on my dick... i fucked it all the way up inside him....and barebacked his butt full of my juices. that did it... it took a about a month.... but i was fucking the boys raw from there on.... STILL hadn't taken it raw.... and was getting real curious.... was doing the phone sex thing right around then. not connecting that much from it though. for a few late nights in a row i had been chatting with this boy.... says he is 5' 9" italian background, tight toned body with muscular hairy legs... and a big dick... had never been fucked in the dark and wanted to be. not into dark room sex..i like to see what i am doing... but i liked his chat AND his description...invited him over... at night, with shades and curtains drawn, there is NO light in my apartment.... pitch black. so when he enters it is for real, nobody can see anything... i tell him to undress in the hall and then direct him into the bedroom... he gets into bed with me. now, it is dark and we cannot see... but man, you can feel tight toned worked out muscle, and the boy was not exagerating.. he was solid. after a minimun of foreplay, my raw cock was ready for entry... and his ass was in the receiving mode. he was one fun, frisky athletic, hungry for dad's load bottom boy... and after a fast and furious fuck.... i let him have it all.... nice and deep. we both liked it... and he curled up in my arms ..... for a bit. after a few minutes.. kind of slipped out and went down to my ass.... got me up on all fours...ans started to EAT! NOBODY had done that in ages.... no one. i went nuts.. and remembered pushing my ass even more in the air. 'so, how does a top daddy know how to push his ass out like a cock whore like you are doing, daddy?' 'because boy, your tongue is making your daddy's ass feel very very horny, tha's why.' 'hungry for what?' ' i haven't had a dick up my ass in over 15 years, and i think you are the one to give me my first raw fuck' so here i am in my own bed, in complete darkness, with a boy i have not yet seen.... mr safe sex...getting ready to be fucked by an in the dark stranger. i was rushing so crazy. that boy got my ass up even higher in the air, and mounted me in the dark, went in slow and kept it there.... and then FUCKED MY ASS like i had never known..... for real. when i let him know what an anal innocent i really was.... it lit an even more intense fire. he fucked me like i had always felt it could be. i told him i had not had a load of cum in side me since the late 7os he got even more fierce. i told him, i went there... i said, 'i am not even going to ask any questions, all i know is that i want your cum deep up my ass.... i don't care what your status is.... i NEED your cum.! 'what if i am pos?' 'FUCK ME!' 'if i am neg?' 'FUCK ME!' it honestly was one of the most intense 15 minutes or so i ever remember. but here i am.... the point being... when that boy went off in me.. i saw lights. i saw fireworks in my head. there was a flash of lights that looked inside like the fourth of july. i was shaking, i was laughing, i was nearly crying... i was so excited. i was aware, after all that time, there i was in the dark being fucked by a very hot stranger who was thrilled to be giving man his first raw load. he didn't tell me, and i didn't ask..... he dressed in the dark, and left.. i was scared for a while ... and lost the chance of finding him again. but DAMN ... what a way to give it up. the sequel here... is that shortly after i got all nervous again, and put the rubbers back on for the nex several years... but here i am .... and this time ..to stay. that was my first post plague raw cum load.....

great writing.... sexy. 'nasty' and moving....

I fucked my masseur yesterday during a massage, tucked one in nice and deep. Then after I got back on the table, I fingered his moist, sticky hole as he continued the massage. It was the fifth time I have fucked and loaded him. The funny thing is he advertises therapeutic/non sensual only. I have bred his beautiful butch ass every time I've been there.

Thanks to you for posting this saga. No idea how many times I have read it. I like the second version best. That Mike character: compact, built, fuzzy, hung Mediterranean boy/man type...IS MY type; the description of his fucking, and the revelation at the end that he is one of the poz breeders... YUM. The part where the host sets up the party rules....AND at the end where he reveals who's who.... All so hot.... If any one reading this and and knows of parties like this in San Francisco, and how to get invited.... let me know! (I used to hear of these 'mix and match' groups in the Castro, where each guy put a + or - in marker on his shoulder, and then there would be a lights-out fuck . I'm neg, and have never taken cum at a raw party, but this story puts me in the right frame of mind. HOT!

great thoughts.... i don't know that i would need a mentor relastionship. but the idea of sitting down with and sharing some questions, eperiences, fears and TURN ONS would sure work for me. since i found this site less than a week ago, i have gone rapidly from top daddy, who has just been returning to bb sex. to someone who is fantasizing non stop actively seeking out pos tops....and getting fully bred. my head is spinning from the amount of bug chasing fiction i have read... the fact that most of it has my entire body in tremors tells me something is responding to SOMETHING. i don't need to call it mentoring...but i guess at root, that is what it would be... thanks.

hey guy, thanks so much for those words... i just 'happened' to find this site a few days ago and have not come up for air yet. we have similar history, i have always topped...and until the past year have done it (yawn!) with rubbers. it has been impossible to stay hard anymore using them...so little my little they have gone the wayside....and are gone. then last summer, a bbtm boy flipped me over, ate me out, and without a word, just a sexy grin...slid the big young uncut dick up inside.... i was too nervous to take the ride to completion... but the fire was LIT! last month, or so, a young cute as fuck and hung boy i was fucking did the same..... this time...... i went for the load....it was huge and wet and warm and now I WANT MORE!!!! as you say.... what i have been seeing here, some of it speaks, some isn't my way of seeing stuff... but it all helps me get a perspective on what i want to do next.... and i am starting to get a sense of a renegade brotherhood of men who are responsible and acting on what they want, and not being leg by status quo...... thanks to you.....

guys thanks for all the varying responses... i just joined on here... have been putting this off for TOO long. built, fit vs top daddy, who is gettn in touch with HIS/MY need for raw cock and cum up the ass. for years have carried trememdous, debilitating fear. reading this, and other posts.... is helping me get some honest insight into what other brothers thing and feel, not looking so much to be pozzed as just to be fucked... deep and often. and feel that warm wet cum inside me.... just one big friendly load...will set me off..... anyone in sf ca .... nice guy, built, hung and understanding want to be the first?