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I thought this was about the ass being clean and I thought it was going to be about when a top fucks a bottom asks them if they are clean

I usually ask a guy if they are neg or poz before we even get naked. Clean is way too vague. If you want to know someone's status ask. I've had people admit to being poz if I flat out ask if they are poz or neg. I've been asked if I am clean before and I make sure I clean myself out before getting fucked. That's what clean means to me.

And yes every bottom should assume everyone they play with is poz.

I'm surprised about the lack of mention of recon as well. I have noticed that quite a few men on recon list "safe only". But since some parts of the site are leather or "Master/slave" some might implay safe play as playing safely and consensual and not neccesarily mean condoms vs. no condoms.

At the same time I have really only hooked up with one person on recon. It was amazing but it was condoms. The other thing about recon is I think recon is also more about play sessions and not just a quick hook up. For some it takes time and preparation vs. manhunt, squirt, and others which are usually quick hook ups.

I will say though I have gotten dick on manhunt a few times. In some ways though I have gotten laid more on craigslist. Especially when I was a little younger. It's easy to weed out the fakes but it can be fun. But sometimes too many fakes. I think manhunt and craigslist are the top ones for me.

As for BBRT. Still nervous about bbing so not using it to it's full potential. But there are hot guys in my area and always people on. I love this forum too but it doesn't really feel like a hook up site. And that's not entirely a bad thing. Less pressure and more freedom and confidence to discuss and say things that aren't possible on hook up sites.

...All those sites I consider hook up not dating btw

Very beautiful. I know the feeling of a man being the first ever to breed you. Especially if it's in a relationship. It's a moment that you can never have again like losing your virginity. Fortunately for me it was the most amazing experience ever and I did everything to please that man and after the breeding we had a very long cuddle and then some more fucking.

I'm glad that your bottom knew what he wanted and was determined to get breed. Although it's hot when a top bbs a bottom for the first time if he is nervous or unsure. This pig knew what he wanted and decided it before he went to get fucked. That feeling of confidence on both ends is amazing. Great story Sir

Okay so I know I don't post here alot and I go ghost mode sometimes. But for the sake of this I will fill in a little background info about myself. At 18 I found a very kind Sir and submissive to train me. I have learned so much from them and am still with them but because of my young age and lack of experience I am so curious and like a sponge. Just wanting to learn as much as I can from people and experiences and take it in and absorb the knowledge and information.

Even though I had a lot of knowledge experience (still with them but it's open) not alot of experience with bdsm and leather play experiences. Have leather though. And have had some experiences that I mentioned.

This might not matter to some but to me it does so I will get to the point of this. I've learned a lot about gay history and obviously HIV has relevance. I know that AIDS did wipe out a majority of gay leathermen and some of which who were old guard or who had presence in the community and in leather culture.

So most Masters, tops, and those who have leather in their life and it's more then just kink and to get off seem to play safe and don't do bb. Most of these are older gay men who probably went through all kinds of things in their lifetime. Maybe it's just the area I'm in but I haven't found any. Then again I haven't really seeked the bb side and there aren't really leather men in my area. But I'm wondering if some might view old guard men might view bb as a way of life like men on this site do. I still think somewhere there are a bunch of older leather Sirs who converse and obviously have lots of sex and enjoy their lifestyles.But I can't help and wonder what the majority is. Barebacking or safe sex. Obviously if they own property its different and most do bb their slave or boy.

I don't think most people will care about this since I know some people view sex as just getting a nut and going and some view leather as something hot and fun to do but with everything I've learned and how I've been raised I take it a bit more to heart and that is not always a good thing..really never is but I digress.

After re-reading this I can tell i am not asking the question clearly. Point blank do the majority of older leather guy men (or old guard) participate in and practice bb sex or do most play safe. From a leather man's perspective I want to know their opinions of barebacking vs. safe sex. And I tried not to mention old guard because I know not everyone believes in it and some resent it but whatever you wanna call it old school or whatever the feeling doesn't change and still has meaning to some.

...Thank you.

This is somewhat tricky. I've been with tops who are "so called tops" but really bottoms and later become full bottoms.

Nonetheless. I hooked up with a chubby guy once and he fucked me at his place and then we went to a bath house. We fucked there and he got 2 guys to fuck me. They wanted to fuck me anyways but he lead me around like he was my Master or Sir (far from it) and even called me his boy at one point. There was one guy who fucked me I wasn't really into but I was really young at that point and less confident (if possible) so went through it.

A few months ago I fucked a bottom submissive nurse at the bath house. It was strange that it ended up happening but I bred him too. Afterwards I felt like I was obligated to this bottom for some reason because I am also a bottom..(even though I fucked him) and wanted him to have more cock. We went to another sex club and I got him in a sling. Unfortunately no one was really interested in him. They have no idea what they missed out on. He was so subservient and naturally submissive and willing to please. As much as it's my nature his natural talents and skills surpass mine. Fucker made me jealous. Problem is he also liked younger guys. I know not all younger guys like to fuck older and if they do it's usually for different reasons. So even though he wanted me to whore him out and I did too I ended up fucking him a few times and breeding him. It was nice being able to do exactly what I like a top to do to me and do that to him. And he obviously liked it.

...I was only whored out by a guy who is more of a geniune top once. That was a hot night. He led me around the bar having me drink mens piss and suck their cocks, bend over for them (with protection since it was before bb...lol) and for the most part he knew my type. Still love how he went into the urinal and that hot bear was pissing and asked him if he wanted a submissive cockersucker to service him and the man immedietely pissed in my mouth and fucked it until he came...and after I took the daddy's cock who whored me out I had my own fun too.

...Being whored out can feel strange with a top because it is more about their pleasure. But being whored out by a bottom. They know where you are cumming from and what you like so they are more likely to do it for you. Bottoms can be brotherly sometimes. Still that was a weird feeling that sort of dedication I felt towards him. I normally never fuck guys or let them suck my cock. But when i do it does feel different and strange. I have let a guy suck me once or twice because he was really hot and even though I knew he was a bottom I just wanted interaction with him. In some ways maybe having sex with a bottom helps build your skills as a bottom as well..

..On another note. It would be hot as hell if my brother in submission ever whored me out. He knows me so well and damn he would do a damn good job at it. And the selfless fucker would probably do it just to make me happy too.

I'm a horny young and somewhat single slut. I fucking come everyday. I love to play with my dick and cum multiple times. I don't come that often around others but then again i don't always get fucked. If the top is worth it I do make sure I cum for the top though. If not I just get him off. I always get the top off. If I had a top that owned my ass though I would definitely not cum so I would be extremely hungry and horny for his cock, load, and piss. If that's even possible.

...As if I wasn't horny enough *facepalm*

I love truckers. I love the look of truckers the average guy type, the clothes, the attitude and of course the truck. I have not been fucked by too many truckers. Maybe 2 or 3 in a sex club before. Almost hooked up with one once but he bailed. I have seen truckers go to sex areas sometimes and at times I'd try to guess where they went. Once driving around there a trucker was parked and looked down straight at me and I slowed down and looked up straight at him. It was the longest pause and I was chicken shit. On a trip a while back coming back we went to a truck stop to eat and all I could think about in the bathroom was getting fucked by hot burly truckers. One late saturday night I did even drive to a truckstop kind of far from here and went into the restroom and there was a really hot trucker there but stupid fucking cleaning guys were there. I saw the trucker only area and felt that I wasted the trip since I don't have a trucker license.

I did talk to a guy a while back though who told me how he loved to fuck truckers. He mentioned strawberry plains. Sounds really fruity. My ultimate fantasy is to get whored out a truck stop and be used by different guys and maybe even travelling with a trucker for a while and him fucking me when he wants or me servicing him and any men he sets up along the trip. I have read stories similar to that. Being raped a truck stop sounds kind of hot but painful. I'd probably still be hard though...

If I ever travel by myself if I see truckers passing by I will slow down. Heh I did drive home naked once after a night of no action because I was so fucking horny and jacking off hoping truckers would get a look at me and be interested. Damn I'm such a horny slut >_>"

..But I love truckers. And piss. Yeah..taking multiple truckers piss would be hot as fuck. It sure was with those bikers.

Yes I do Sir. In one of my earliest experiences a man told me that a boy has two holes to please a dom. The rest does not matter. He taught me how to "present my ass" when I want a man to fuck me. I was too scared at the time but thinking back on it that was really hot. The way I licked and serviced his boots, his cock, took his belt, and then took his cock up my ass was extremely hot too.

When I was in a leather protocol oriented relationship if Master was coming home I would always be naked and kneel down and only raise my head once Master allowed. Often times, I would raise my head to his hard cock and service him.

One hook up I had once was with a businesses type guy who loved to fuck younger guys. He had me fold his clothes when I stripped him and place them in the corer, and take off his boots and place them in the appropriate area. It was such a turn on and when he told me to "present my ass to him" it drove me wild as I proudly presented my ass and he put on a rubber and fucked me. He came extremely fast. I don't get fucked a whole lot so guys usually cum quick.

The best memory so far though is a leather Sir I met at a bar one night. When I went back to his hotel he barely gave me commands. Only a few like to take off his boots, get on my knees, and to put on something. But the hottest part was I knew how to please the man without him having to say "suck me boy", "bend over boy", "play with my nipples boy"and etc. I never begged for his cock either. And it was fortunate because he did not believe subs should beg for cock. He is one of those who believes that "he will take it" when he is good and ready. It sounds like an asshole attitude but he was a very respectable man. But probably a selfish top. Hottest top I've ever been with. It all depends on the guy too.

Try to interact with your sub more outside of the bedroom and see what really turns on the sub. Some subs are more service oriented as well. And apply that to sex and they are yours. Some also like to be controlled by not being allowed to cum or chastity. That's not an issue for me because I generally never touch my cock when a top is fucking me or using me. Unless ordered too. Hope this helped..but yes I remember many times. I hope to have more times as well.

I still have and carry condoms. I have a potential fuck buddy thing going on right now so of course no condoms for that. And if I make another friend probably not. But when I go to the baths, book store, or sex club damn straight I have condoms. Although I found it ironically recently that even though I wanted to get bbed by those guys in the bookstore they put on the condom without me asking and even when I was ready to ride their dick.

I'm a little hesitant now because of all the stealthers out there. I guess that means need to be a little more selective with guys at public sex places. Condoms still serve a use for me but if it's a regular buddy I get with it goes in me bare.

Okay fellow JUB'ers...ideas and thoughts?

Huh?

Natural submissive huh. You have some good ideas. Things like, "having him on his knees awaiting me", "instructing him to take out my cock" "ask him questions about submission while he services you"

Very good things. Not sure if this applies to all submissives but it does for me. A top doesn't even have to fuck me or have me suck his cock to get me turned on. It's all about the control. Tops that show great control over themselves and submissives are the hottest. Power and respect not arrogance. I've had some tops even have me fold their clothes and put them away when stripping them. I've had some tops inspect me to make me more anxious and excited. Even simple things like orders like "boy bring me that lube" or "get that bag for me" or "stay right here boy". I don't quite know how it works and how tops are able to do it because I'm a bottom but it's the feeling. It makes you want to make yourself vulnerable, open, and obedient to the top because he is the alpha and he either has control over you or you are giving control to him. You want to be controlled.

As for things to do to a sub. Love getting fucked, spanked, flogged, tits tortured, balls squeezed, choked a little, slapped, hit, pissed on or in, being spit on, biten, and of course being cum on or inside. Oh and getting tied up is hot too. Hell just having arms restrained.

Just think of ways to control the boy and to put him in his natural submissive mindset and how that responds to your dom control mindset.

..Something like that.

I'm really surprised this story has never been commented on it's interesting. I know that some bars actually really did physically punish people. Some of the leather bars. If someone in the community fucked up or was being an ass. I think it was usually being tied up and whipped pretty hard. I don't think ever fucked, raped, drugged, fisted, and beat though. But I'm sure it's happened. That kid honestly had it coming to him though. He was a total asshole not only online but in the bar too. It's true he might have gotten drugged and that made it worse. But with the attitude the kid gave to several men at the bar he had it coming to him and not only that but it would have happened sooner or later even without drugs. It did seem like it got out of hand though.

I liked the part about how the guy saved one of the kids though. Kind of hot that he ended up becoming an obedient houseboy too. Probably much better then the fate of the punk. The part about the pair being raided was rather interesting as well. Great story..surprised no one ever commented on it.

Saturday night I met the same hot fucking bear top from last weekend. I rushed to get over there..rushed too much unfortunately, and strangely enough saw someone else going there when I was walking to his apartment. I got there and there was another guy there on the couch. I thought he was just the man's roomate. I greeted my top and he immedietely had me sucking his cock and stripping me. He discovered that I wore and orange jockstrap. Did it just for him. He seemed to appreciate that. I serviced his cock for a good while and he played with my hole and ate it out pretty good. He then told me to turn around and get on all fours. He pushed in pretty quickly and it fucking hurt and I wanted to try to relax but he made me fucking take it and I felt the "pop" and he was in. Damn it felt so good getting fucked by him.

The guy on the couch came into the bedroom and got naked and stroked his cock watching me get fucked. I wanted to suck him but he made no effort to give me permission or invite me. In all honesty he seemed like a voyeur. Eventually I felt the top's breathing get heavier and felt him really pound my ass and then he put all his weight on me and bred my ass. It was so fucking hot. As soon as he pulled out I immedietely cleaned the man's cock. He thanked me and I used the restroom.

Interestingly enough when I get back that guy on the bed was still naked. I thanked the top and he gave me a hug and I left. He texted me something weird the other day but it did not make sense. I understand I will only hear from this man when he wants ass and nothing else but that. And it's fine with me. He can breed me.

I've been filmed once before. I did it partially as a valentines gift for my partner. He wasn't too crazy about it though. I guess the top did not excite him. He was never that sexual anymore. I destroyed the DVD though although my face was covered there was one part where it wasn't.

It was a little awkward because the guy was moving with his partner so he literally fucked me on the floor. He was pretty big too and I had trouble taking it at first but then I took it. We used condoms though. Kinda glad we did because I have seen him on Xtube months after he did my video and he started barebacking alot. I met someone else once who claimed to be a top and fucked me (condoms) and asked me to do a video but I refused. He is somewhat popular but in most videos now he is getting bred by big dicked tops or sucking cock.

Guess I dodged two bullets. It would be fun to do real porn though not amatuer. I think I'd rather escort first though.

I know its in the very very back of this board but this is a great story. Two things I loved. Even though the boy got raped, drugged, and pozzed he still kept himself and got the bastard back who pozzed him. The second was the part about "we start out as cum pigs and work our way up to Master". In the leather lifestyle..or how it used to be done you started from the bottom and trained as a bottom whether it was to be a bottom or a top you were a bottom. Meaning you got fucked up the ass and served a man. I don't know what that experience is like for tops. Most tops who I know say "they did not ike it..but did it for the training". So, I very much respect and admire that you incorporated that into this hot story.

I might have top urges at times but if I was breed and raped like this i would probably be begging for men to fuck my cunt and breed me as the submissive boy I am. Even though it's just a story it takes a special and strong man to do what the character in this story did.

Thank you Sir.

I have worn one of these recently. A Sir i very much like and respect put me in a rubber suit with a gas mask. He left my ass, cock, and balls exposed. He mostly played with those and of course my nipples. it was very light but it was interesting being in a rubber suit with a gas mask. The sleeves were also folded so I was restrained. I can honestly say that it did not do much for me. I did it more for him. Interesting experience though.

I liked the cigar play i did at an event better though. Hot leather mask with a hole for the top to make me inhale that cigar. That shit was hot. I might try the gas mask again though.

I knew a couple who met orginally at a bath house. They are still together but an open relationship.

I have met guys I would have loved to date at bath houses and sex clubs but it usually doesn't work out. I'm still shy and reserved right now and not really outgoing. Well when I'm bent over I guess I'm pretty fun for some guys. But I need to work on personality and a sexy like attitude to show to tops. Hell maybe even try to seduce a top or two.

i don't think people should go to sex clubs to meet bfs but if it happens or if a friendship happens then that's great.

Interesting. That is uncommon. I think the only time I ever refused to suck cock was when I bit the inside of my mouth and it really hurt and I had to use orajel to numb the pain. Of course this was at gay days in anaheim. Did not go after sex because of this. But one guy who I got to know throughout the weekend did fuck me. I just did not suck him. But that was the only reason why I did not suck or kiss. If it wasn't for that I would have been all over his dick and drank his piss instead of him pissing in the tub (don't know why he did that) randomly that night.

Now what can be common sometimes is for tops to fuck a bottom without them sucking. But generally it's not the bottom who says "fuck me don't wanna suck you" it's that the top wants some ass and wants to fuck. I've had the happen before but it was rare. They were either quickes or really brutal fucks.

I'd much rather suck a top and polish his knob and honor his manhood before he takes my ass. But it's all up to the top.

mascmountainman was right. I thought it went through but found out later it was blocked. I did have an issue when I was in TN and did a cl post that never showed up. But the issue this time was it kept getting blocked. I changed my pictures, edited the body text, header, and I still got blocked. Tried a different browser and 2 other craigslist accounts. I had posted before but it was like a month before when I was on vacation. You really do have to not make an account and do your post that way while providing a phone number to verify, an email address, and a confirmation email.

All that effort to make a fucking post? Damn. At the very least I do like craigslist's new feature where it shows multiple pictures by hovering over the little image of them. It almost makes it feel more like a personal hook up/dating site now. But the hassle to use it is really troublesome but it pays off sometimes.

I constantly think of sex but I don't think of myself as a sex addict. I jerk-off at least twice a day, some days up to 5 times. I simply think of myself as someone who enjoys sex. An addiction would have to interfere with my daily lfe and job.

I've left the door of my apartment unlocked and had a couple oif guys come in and fucked me. I'd had a private gloryhole and I had sucked and got fucked by guys whom I've never seen or could recognize.

I think that we men can be nasty pigs without affecting other aspects of life, with the exception of health. Women can't afford to be sluts without loosing their reputation.

Some religious leaders use this line of thought but I think that it's more a matter of statistics and also circumstancial. Men who have sex with men are free to explore sex in a more "masculine" way without the many restrictions imposed by women. There's no one there to set limits on the number of partners one can have. Men in the 70's had so much sex with so many partners that it made it easy for the virus to spread. What would have sex between men be without HIV?

Sex between men is mostly recreational and without other purpose than to have fun. Sex for most men is not for the persue of relationships or for making babies, or for showing that you love someone. Nothing of that. Sex for liberated men is like a sport where the purpose is to have fun together with other men.

I know some religious leaders will use terms like that but that's more like "God hates fags" or "god invented HIV to kill gays". The train of thought I had was more like "nothing good ever lasts forever". You are right though that it probably really is just statistics. At the same time though I wonder if those who had sex so much were some of the ones who ended up getting HIV verses those who did not have it as much. It probably really is just all coincidental and either good luck or bad luck. It's just interesting to think about sometimes I guess.

I understand that men having sex explore it in a more masculine and free way too. They don't have to worry about getting the bitch pregnant, having to marry the person he breeds, or any strings you could say. Like you said just for fun, for being horny, or just to be around the other guy. The only thing men have to worry about with free and liberated masculine sex is the diseases.

Interesting. I know a couple who would definitely bend you over and fuck you whenever. Although they played safe with me and I think with others too.

I also know the type who will randomly shove their cock in your throat, spank you, paddle you, slap you around a bit and fuck you, or tie you up and shave you or fist you. I was so new to leather, kink, and everything at first though so they freaked the shit out of me. If one of them wasn't an asshole it would have been better too.

Technically I do live with two tops. One is the Sir (Master) and the other is submissive like me (only to the dom his nature is not submissive at all. It's service) but he is dom top to me. I've been fucked by both of them before. They even almost double fucked me once. The Sir doesn't play anymore (getting older) but the submissive loves to fuck me and bend me over at random times. That's sort of fading though as he is getting older.

Living with two tops is a remarkable thing though. Especially if it's a mentor like thing which it was (still is) for me. But true top couples are very hard to find. Hottest couples you can find though because they might wrestle or fight to fuck the other or to blow the other. And if you are the "only" bottom in the house then their cocks will be breeding you every chance they can get.

..It would be nice to live in a house like that one day. But I'd prefer a Top who I am able to serve myself and a top who can rely upon me and be his right hand man as well.

I have jeopardized my job and health for sex before. Does that make me a sex addict?

On the final day of my internship I had to stay late. Immediately after to celebrate I went to a sex club for the first time ever and stayed til it closed and when I went home I passed out. I woke up feeling so fucking sick from lack of sleep, lack of food, and working all the day and staying up all night. I had to go back to bed and sleep another day to feel better. For a time though me and a guy did go out almost every night to the sex clubs and stay out late. Sometimes it was going to the sex clubs quite early and I'd have to drive his ass home and I would get home when the sun came up. I can remember countless times driving and almost falling asleep behind the wheel or trying to not get lost on the way home.

I'd stay out so late sometimes I felt sick when I got home because of denying my body sleep. I think the worst was when I went to a party and was bored with the stuff downstairs so I hung out with straight guys upstairs. I did 2 "small" bongs and took 5 full glasses of jagerbomb. I just wanted to fit in with the straight guys. It's not a hard thing to do but the acceptance feels good. Of course, then I get horny and I started bending over the pool table almost begging for cock and the guy was trying to resist because he was straight. Then we pass out together and somewhere in between I suck him until he passes out and I pass out. The energy drink and the alcohol mixed made my body feel like I required less sleep. So the first thing I did was leave early in the morning and desperately look on craigslists or location apps for dick. I found dick but did not get fucked just gave someone a blow job. But afterwards the bong hits and the alcohol from the night before hit me. I felt like shit driving home and had to stop on the side of the road to throw up. I threw up for about 5 minutes. I was so scared because I am not using to puking and was almost begging someone to help me. Needless to say when I get home I passed out. So sleep deprivation is obviously my weakness.

But every time after going to the sex clubs and getting fucked once or twice I want more. It's as if I need more. I fight the urge to just drop my pants in the middle of the place and bend over and scream fuck me. I fight the urge at certain bars not to drop to my knees in the troff and say "SIRS USE ME AS YOUR URINAL OR USE MY MOUTH AS A CUNT SIRS!" There is such a deep natural pig bottom slut nature that resides in me that would probably take cock from anyone, fingers, toys, pain, and things I can't even imagine. But mostly cock. The other night driving home I tried so hard to find dick after I got bred but I was broke so it was something that could not be accomplished.

I was fucking calling a sex chat line while driving on the way home and jacking off my hard cock in the car (I wore very low cut and loose shorts that night) and when I passed a trucker I almost tried to pull the shorts all the way down so the truckers could see my ass and cock and I could display to them "hot horny, hungry, fuck boy needing to be bred by truckers" but they were driving too fast.

Maybe I was born in the wrong decade. I watched that gay sex in the 70's thing and know many personal stories about it. Sex leaving your house, walking down the street, warehouses, trucks, bushes, movie theaters. Some guys having "at least" 7 guys a night. That must have been so liberating and so free. But as strange as it seems it's almost ass if HIV was a balancer to control or suppress the sex. It doesn't make sense "why" a suppressor would be needed and that's really an unexplained answer. But that goes into other areas as well.

Now I have been seriously thinking of escorting on the side. I have a hot fucking ass and a big dick. I have a natural submissive side and still have a curious mind and eagerness to learn and please that excites some men. It bores some and they would just want to fuck me like a rag doll with no word, personality, or a bit of humanity showing. Don't think I will ever be that type of bottom. I am low in funds right now and it really sucks that I can't make more money right now and can't go to school because it will take a while to save that much money.

I don't quite know how escorting works so I was thinking of trying it more like a part time thing first. The question is though what happens if it becomes full time? Will sex become just boring or a job or chore to me? Will I lose some of my natural submission and nature because it will be just doing something to do it with no real purpose or motivation except for returning clients and good pay. It could potentially destroy my dream and path of leather and finding that leather Sir or DOM for me one day. It might also completely erase my quest to learn all about leather, community, and how to help it, restore it, change it, or expose it. But I really am in a bind right now. Trying it for a while could fullfil some of the sex addict type personality I have too.

I guess the biggest question is how much sex would it take to fill me. I wonder even if I had a huge gang bang, a hundred loads, dicks, butts, pits, faces, toys, piss, leather, rope, scenes, and so forth. What if all the sex in the world never fills that hole (so to speak..) what kind of person would that make me? That's why it's pointless to really pursue a true sex addict lifestyle right now. But at the same time I jack off 10 times a day sometimes and much more on weekends. I have gone hours jacking off many days this week. I have to do something to fulfill my sexual desires and needs right now. In all honesty barebacking might just be a niche or a temporary phase right now too.

Currently trying to find regulars over hooking up every night and sex clubs like I did when I was younger. Don't want to go back to doing that. Plus gas and everything...

I don't know why but for some reason I almost think the logic and reasoning for a bottom wanting to be castrated and a man wanting to turn into a woman go hand in hand. I don't care if a bottom chooses to be castrated as long as it's consensual.

I have seen profiles online of bottoms seeking castration and tops seeking it. Safety would be the biggest issue that I would worry for the bottom. Hell I remember one guy actually wanted the top to castrate him and they would both "feast" on the balls (cooking it I pressume) and then the bottom would be killed by the top.

Obviously that's real extreme to the freaking extreme. I think as long as you have someone present and make sure you sign and are liable for "only" being castrated then the bottom should be okay. Although I don't always feel the need to cum when I get fucked or when servicing a top I sure as hell love to play with my dick on my own. It's the best thing since sliced bread!

..I actually went to a sex party today. A barebacking sex party. But the night before I got together with a guy who I have been wanting together with. I knew him on another site but it blew me away when I saw him on BBRT. I cleaned myself out and met him. I loved his laid back attitude and damn it was great. It hurt at first but after relaxing I let him take my hole. It did not take him long to cum because he said my ass was tight. But when he was coming and feeling it fill up my ass was incredible. And afterwards I cleaned his cock and fingered my hole and tasted my ass cum. It tasted damn good.

But today. I got an invite to a sex party (from bbrt). I debated going because I was seriously dead on gas and low on funds for a while. I even texted the guy I probably won't make it and after I sent the text I rushed over. I was early and I saw the only one. Keep in mind I have never had group sex or been to a sex party. The host was very nice and hot and after some guys arrived I started sucking the host. Once we went upstairs I sucked someone else who was very hot and loved to kiss and get his dick sucked. After more people started showing up one guy was getting fucked. One hot black guy started fingering my hole but I got nervous. After making out with that hot guy for a while I asked him if he was neg.

Yes..at a barebacking sex party I asked people their status if I sucked them or got fucked by them. He told me he was neg so he bent me over and started fucking me. Then I bent over the bed and I started getting fucked. This was the beautiful part. There was 3 other bottoms getting fucked. I could see the faces and bodies of the other bottoms bent over getting barebacked and I felt so great and accepting to be part of that. He fucked me for a bit and another guy started to enter me. The black guy. I asked him his status and he told me neg. I let him fuck me. Then this spanish looking guy started fucking me who also told me he was neg. I saw a guy near the bed and asked to suck his dick. I asked him his status though and he told me "poz". I still sucked him a little bit. It was mostly neg guys but I saw one guy with poz tatoo. That's why I asked. And oddly enough those who were poz were HONEST about it. Of course those who were neg could have been lying but that's the chance you take. But at least I asked.

The black guy went back to my ass and fucked me pretty hard and pretty good and I was moaning out and begging him to fuck me harder. He came in me shortly. My guy who I had been making out with went back to fucking me too. After he had a bit the host started to fuck me. Such an honor. I noticed something interesting though. Pretty much none of the guys were breeding the bottoms. It's like they were sampling the bottoms and saving their load or too nervous.

I really wanted the hot guy I was making out with to breed me. I asked him if he wanted to go in the other room so we went in there. He fucked me on the bed and I worked my ass muscles on his cock and it took him a bit but he bred my ass good. First off, it felt incredibly hot to have a guy fucking me when I already took another guys load. But having two loads in me. While he was fucking me the host came by and I sucked him for a bit while I was getting fucked. I think that's what drove the top fucking me over the edge. After I received my second load the host shoved his cock up my cummy ass and started fucking me. This guy was seriously hot and the host. I did everything I could to give him pleasure. I played with his nipples, worked my ass muscles, and matched his fucking movement. It did not take him too long before he was shouting and groaning and I could feel his load filling my hot boy ass. It was incredible. It was amazing feeling the previous cum slosh around as I was getting fucked too. I got him to come again afterwards but not in my ass. And then he helped me cum.

I've been really afraid and nervous to bareback but having that hot bear daddy breed me on saturday really helped my perspective. That man made me feel like such a submissive slut boy. I followed every order and body movement and gave that man the pleasure of a hot boy ass. Did not even hesitate or worry when he told me to sit on his dick. I already decided I would take it bare. I really hope he becomes a regular. Would always travel to that man to give him my ass to breed. He said I might get to drink his piss next time too and be his urinal. Fuck that would be so hot.

The sex party was amazing though. It was probably maybe 8 or 9 guys and I interacted with some of them. There wasn't really anyone I "ignored" but there were some guys who I did not interact with simply because they were busy or weren't in the proximity. I know that 3 loads is no dawson's loads. But it was an amazing experience. What i like the best is it was with friends that the host knew and not public invitation. That way they are people he knows and can trust. I did ask ahead of time about the poz thing and he said that most are neg but there might be one or two that are poz. I am just still so blown away that they were honest about their status.

Of course I have no way of knowing if the host and most of the guys were really neg. I can only go by their word. They might have all been poz and lying. But regardless this is a much safer and more structured approach to getting multiple loads from guys and having a sex party vs. going to a bath house and have random men breed me and gang bang me or going to a sex party or gang bang where every guy is anonymous or random and no real connection or background.

At the same time I can still do condoms. I got 3 hot tops who fucked me last sunday night with condoms. All of them came in the condom and I enjoyed it and was amazed at how well I took their cocks. And even after the sex party today I hooked up with a cute top who fucked me safe. It was still hot and fun.

But I think this pretty much is how I will bareback. It might not make sense to anyone but I would rather bb with a guy I get to know or who claims to be neg and fucks me bare then doing anonymous bb at bath houses, clubs, and book stores. In other words, the anonymous will be condoms and somewhat connection or more information and the more I learn about a guy the more I will be likely to bb with him. I don't know if its the right way to bb but it's right for me. I do realize that I am on a path that is more vulnerable to HIV but now that I've experienced this I can't go back. But doesn't mean I have rush or make more risky decisions.

...But damn. Being bent over and fucked with a bunch of hot guys watching and even moreso, being fucked and having fellow bottom brothers right besides you and across from you as you are getting bbed or bred. That is an amazing and powerful feeling. I gotta be careful not to be a bb slut. Unless I find a Sir or Master of my own one day. I would bend over for that man any second any time, and drop to my knees whenever he wants or needs it. I would be that man's total submissive bottom slut pig boy sex slave.

..Someday. Glad I am able to post about hot stories and experiences now

thank you Sir. This stumbled me on vacation and a few weeks ago. Now I can post in the best place to post. Appreciate the advice and thread. It worked. Now to get DICK!

Very interesting Sir.

I'm not asking to apply because I know where I am in this point in time and in my life it would not work out plus the distance. I do have experience being a submissive. Trained originally as a slave for 2 years and afterwards and currently a boy. I have not experienced much of the sexual side. My training and focus was more on protocols, ettiquite, respect, and growth and development (mentally)

I would love to have a Master of my own one day though. Someone I could serve and someone who would need me sexually and in other ways as well. I've seen several types of relationships and ever different types of M/s, BDSM, leather, and combination relationships. While that's not something I want now because I'm young. I've done the being mentored thing. I don't think that's quite over but I have spoken to a few men who were looking for a part time service boy.

The idea of visiting a Sir's home to clean, make sure everything is organized, and wait for Sir to come home with hole cleaned and lubed and be used for his pleasure or serving his friend (sexually or non sexually) in a private social type setting or dinner (..yes I like nude formal dinners now...damn him) or of course for play. Right now I am just looking for hot sexy tops to play with and fuck me but I am trying a little more bdsm and trying new things. Love swallowing piss..honestly would love to be used as a urinal and love being spanked and tied up and choked a little bit and being slapped around or hit is pretty fucking hot too. That's probably mild compared to most people on here though.

I like how you are responding to people and even if some get rejected complimenting things about them that you have noticed still acknowledging that they have value or meaning in other ways. Which is important regardless of your role. I admire that Sir. I really hope I can find a Sir locally to serve and service him whenever he needs it and other areas besides sex but not a relationship as well. But like the barebacking I don't think its something to rush.

I guess in short Sir, you as well as other Sir's give me hope and somewhat proof that there are personable, logical, and sadistic Sirs out there who just don't bark out orders or try to act like a DOM but bend over the second you get into the bed room. Thank you Sir and I hope you find a great part time sub/slave/boy.

You sound like you have some experience and knowledge of leather as well Sir. I hope to meet Sir's like you along my path