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It's somewhat embarrassing but the only gay leather bar around me really is Eagle. It's okay at best. But even though I never go I still feel familar with it most. I mostly go to gay local bars though.

I have been to Woodshed in Charlotte though. It was pretty interesting and a lot different then bars in my area. I think the tradesmen go there too. But I did not get to go on a fun night. But drinks were half off what they were in Atlanta too.

The warning was for time warner cable or something. I think comcast too. I have u-verse and bbrt works fine for me. I have a wi-max on my phone too and even using my phone's internet it works fine.

Actually yeah. I'm glad I did because chatting with the person via email I did not have to be afraid that I barebacked and being judged for it. We met and fucked too. This was back when I was shyer about barebacking though.

Something that some forums and sites do are group meet ups at various parts of the countries and in various cities for different kinds of events or social gatherings. Although, more then likely if that were to happen with people here it would just be a group orgy/fuckfest. Not that that's a bad thing. I'm not against meeting anyone on here. But I have a lot going on currently but come beginning of the new year I'll finally be able to start making some things happen

But there are people I'd love to meet on here

Haha. I got intrigued by rawtop the first time I saw him doing an IML breeding on xtube with his jeans on and the mask on. Fuck it turned me on so much. It just screamed horny pig fucker. That's actually how I discovered this site. I would love to get fucked by rawtop and even though he's a sadist I'm even intrigued to try some BDSM with him. I'd have to practice before with others first before I tried that with him. I would also LOVE to get fucked by his PA too. Only been briefly fucked by a PA once and it hurt like fuck. But I got double fucked and I keep training my hole so I know I could do it.

..If only I could get to NY now. It sounds like there is a lot going on in NY it would be hella fun to visit

RECAP. I'm going to start doing a podcast or something or a weekly load review. I don't know if I'm getting graded but an A or C works for me . Or a D..

*lame*

...Last Wednesday,

Was horny as fuck and after fucking like mad with a bud of mine we were both too overexcited to cum and we kept fucking every which way. I met a client of mine after. We got together and after blowing and deepthroating him he put my dildo in me and fucked my hole getting it ready for his cock. He then pulled out and replaced it with his cock. I forgot how big he was and I was a little surprised but I loved it. It did not take him long to cum. (1)

Last Thursday,

So horny as fuck I went to eros for some fun. I walked around and got a guy in the sling room. He was more into passion and sensuality and asked if I wanted a long session. I straight up told him I am horny for raw cock and loads right now. His dick was huge and he felt fucking great fucking me. He bent me over too and I guess he doesn't normally fuck guys. Especially raw. But he gave me a huge load. (2)

After that a versatile guy came in the room and he worked my hole and teased me like crazy. We kept taking hits of poppers while he was fucking me and he licked and sucked my feet constantly. Finally he had enough and he rammed it hard and fast and flooded my ass with cum. He was even so nice enough to give me his bottle of poppers. Which is a good thing since I lost mine the other day >_>" (3)

I got in the sling naked and ass exposed and a few fucking hot gruff and rough looking trucker like guys looked at me but decided to pass me over. It happens. So I got up and was starting to get dressed when this hot bear guy came in. We made out a bit and I sucked him and then he put me in the sling. He was one of those guys with an average smallish dick but it was FUCKING HARD. I loved it. I loved feeling his full hard bear cock in my ass. It did not take him long to cum and I came with him too. I thanked him and he thanked me (4)

I was walking around with no more luck so I figured that's it. Then I saw this skinnyish looking guy with a light goatee. He sort of cruised me and I cruised him back. We went into a corner and he immediately put his hands down my pants and rough fingered my hole. It hurt a little but he told me to stop wincing. We then went into a room. He had me undress first and was a little impatient. Once naked he started rough fingering my hole again. It hurt but I took it. I then started sucking him and he kept having me deep throat him while he spanked my ass. He then had me lay on my belly and he fucked me. But he did something strange. He kept telling me to push my ass up against his cock more and let more of him in. I did my best but he insulted me at times saying I needed to work my ass harder otherwise he'd fist me. I told him not to and he said if I be a good little bitch boy and comply he won't. He semi choked me while fucking me too and even slapped me across the face a few times. There was a small break after he came and he kissed me a little and casually talked. Turned into a shy sadist depraved bastard then I guess. It was basically a repeat and he breed me 4 times. He tried to talk to me after but I felt a little indifferent about how I was treated and knew the man was dangerous. Never asked for his number but enjoyed the loads at least. (8)

Saturday,

I had a client saturday night and I went to his hotel. We drank together at first and talked to learn more about each other then we got into bed. Like most men he got me horny and I kept twitching my ass hole and moving my ass because I was so fucking horny and told him I'd be a good boy. I sucked him for a good while and he put me on all fours and fucked me. Damn it was hot. We cuddled and made out a little after and we repeated 3 more times. I cleaned his cock everytime and he loved me being a bareback slut bottom. We had fun and I left after that. (11)

Sunday,

After me and a friend of mine fucked he got edged but did not breed me but we had a great fuck. I left and got drunk and went to a guy's house and he treated me pretty rough and I loved it. I sucked his huge cock and he bred me twice. It was hot but being drunk and getting bred was sort of interesting. Don't normally do that. (12)

After that I went to the bookstore and got a load from someone in the dark room. I sucked his cock and he got me so horny I bent over and took his cock up my ass and took the brutal fuck he gave me. I tried hard not to cry out since a lot of guys were around and he finally bred me. (13)

Back in the dark room I sucked another hot guy and I was so horny and asked him to breed me. We went to a room and after sucking him and getting him horny he put me on my back and he fucked my ass pretty damn good. Again, another one of those fun average size cocks that gets SO FUCKING HARD. Damn I loved it and he gave me a pretty damn good load. And that was it.

Already got a load tonight. So maybe I'll start doing this. It makes it somewhat easier and I can pretend to be like TIM with load counts and shit like that. But I'll try to update right after but that's hard sometimes.

Oh and tonight..fuck that was hot.

Spam? No way!

This is exactly the kind of posts that our website exists for.

I just wasn't sure. Thank you HLD. So I'm assuming that posts that stand out get made into a thread? That's pretty cool and it's an honor. Thank you Sir

And einathens. I'd love to get together with you and the top sometime.

Thanks thick. Lots of guys love my hairy hole and would castrate me if I shaved it.

And top4fun.

Thanks bud

What I meant about the beat community is this. I know a few people in the bear community. I know people who were in it when it was first starting off. The bear community imo has become extremely over saturated. It used to be furry guys were bears but then everyone become a bear. Someone who doesn't look like a bear can be a bear and there are so many different types. Bear parties and runs are sometimes the worse too. Those that aren't bear enough or aren't bear at all or as hot or attractive are outcasts. The guys who are really bearish, cute, or sexy sometimes get cliquish and have probably a stable of guys they fuck around with and talk with and rarely let others in unless they find them hot.

I do think that some bears do bb more but I don't think they are open to it.

As for the bbing. Yes I'm doing stupid and crazy things. But I'm being honest with myself. I used condoms for a number of years (only 22..lol) and liked using condoms but then slowly was wondering about bb. Once I barebacked I was nervous about getting pozzed or catching something. After I let more and more guys bb I decided I don't care anymore. Don't care about being poz or having an altered life. I'm a bareback bottom slut whore pig. This takes some guys YEARS to realize and even longer to practice it. There are tons of older pigs who I would love to learn from who have the experience and lust that surpasses mine. In many ways like you said it's not the best to start this young. But like with sex at first and then leather. I knew what I wanted. I seeked it out. Leather was tricky but I made lots of friends, was part of a leather family and was a slave, then a boy, and now just me and the experiences and memories I have with it are treasure. But I was able to get this far because I was honest with myself. I always used to worry about going too piggy and restrained myself because I wanted to do that with someone who meant something to me one day. I'm not so concerned about monogamy like that.

I'll admit, even as much as I put out and throw my ass around there are many things about my personality, nature as a submissive, and just in general that I don't give men..even clients but would show and give to a real DOM top that meant a lot to me or owned me even if part time.

I do agree with that part about being discriminate and choosey makes me smarter. There are times I want to just bend over and let anyone fuck me but I'm not able to do that. Even on sites like BBRT there are tops that want to fuck me sometimes or guys and I'm just not into them. A bareback cumpig would let anyone fuck them and breed them. I'm probably getting a bad reputation as a bottom by doing that and probably considered picky. But maybe that's for the best.

For the most part even at clubs or gangbangs. Most tops still try to sense or feel out if the bottom wants to get fucked by them. Yeah some might just fuck and not care but even with cum n dumps I believe that most men still want some sense of connection and lust that is mutual between the two instead of just an ass..

But then again last night at the clubs I just wanted cock in my ass and to be breed. But time and place for everything. As long as a bareback bottom keeps their personality, nature, and what makes them who they are I think that's attractive. A top fucked me the other night a friend of mine. We were too overexcited for him to breed me but we laughed during and there was humanity involved besides hot sex. I found that hot. But then again we knew each other.

I do think that there a good amount of bb leathermen out there. In some ways I actually do think that those tops and leathermen out there who are somewhat involved with women, straights, and more of the pansexual community do play safe. Because safe sex is the general consenseus of most straight laced communities. And from experience the pan community in some ways is very straight laced and more about leather being a general kink then a lifestyle. I don't think that women can understand what it is really like for two men..and leathermen to have sex together. The passion, lust, and experience that they share during sex and the bonds that are made (or not made). It's not something that can be emulated.

I tend to seek leathermen..who are more involved with men then women. But these are somewhat inherited ideals and experiences. But from what I've seen so far it seems to be true.

II know exactly what the poster is saying. I HIGHLY HIGHLY recommend you try psyllium husk. A bottom friend of mine introduced it to me and it has been god send in terms of cleaning. Pysllium is the active ingredient in Metamucil. It's a plant that works as a cleanser. Unlike Metamucil, pure psyllium isn't mixed with other stuff. Metamucil is psyllium mixed with other stuff to make it taste better. Before psyllium, it would take me over 30 min of douching before I felt clean. I take psyllium before bed. The next morning, you take a good shit. What makes it great is not only you get a great bowel movement but douching ends up being a breeze. It honestly takes me no more than 10 minutes to douche.

I recommend every bottom to either regularly use it or use it a day before a play session. I use it daily. If you want to try it out, I only recommend you get the powder. Do not buy the pill as it doesn't work as effectively and it will take days before you see the results. You can find psyllium powder at your local health food store like Vitamin Shoppe or GNC.

In terms of douching when out and about, you can do one of follwing:

1) Always carry a bottle of fleet for quick douche.

2) Buy a portable travel douche kit. I carry one in my bag sometimes and if I go to the gym, I shower at the gym and attach it over the shower head.

Interesting. Someone once mentioned a suppository as well. So if it's a powder how do you take the powder? With food or plain?

I do agree with high fiber diets and protein helps a lot. Less carbs too. I usually eat light and proportionate meals. I always use the restroom if I ever need to go. But if I use a shower shot before work and eat light at work. Generally, I am good the whole day. My diet was so good earlier this week that I went two days without douching. Two tops fucked me and I sucked them afterwards and it was clean. I did not eat much either though.

A good douche bottle is the erogonomic one. It's a black silicone like rubbery bottle. The top cock shaped like nozzle comes off for easy cleaning and for refilling the bottle. The bottle also has a hole in the bottom to allow air to be released. That way when douching the bottle is less likely to suck in dirty water. I have noticed sometimes that it's almost better using this douche because less water going into you and just enough to clean you out.

I've used this at flex a few times in the past and gotten myself cleaned out perfectly. But douching whenever I can, and the right diet does wonders. Lots of water helps too.

I'm interested in trying that psyllium powder though.

I've thought about this and experienced it a few times actually but I think guys with smaller dicks can get it harder.

Sometimes, guys with large dicks can't get it FULLY hard for one. Whether it's tired, drunk, tina, bred too many bottoms or just takes longer to get harder for some reason. Sometimes guys with larger cocks also don't stay hard completely. Sometimes when entering or during the fuck. They can still fuck but you can tell it's not as hard as it could be. And it's still enjoyable but I don't think big dicked guys who can't get or keep it fully hard should be neccesarily revered.

Again it's not all guys but I've noticed it happens sometimes...often with guys above 8 or 9. Sometimes even a little under 8. Now average size guys I've noticed depending on their dick usually keep it hard and can get it hard more often. Especially those fun curved cocks. But I've been fucked by average size guys and had a damn fun time. Sometimes more fun then with xtra large tops.

And guys with smaller dicks. I've had some guys who have small dicks get it completely rock hard and feeling that inside feels so fucking good. The fucking feels great and I can feel their dick. That's what I find somewhat amusing when guys don't like guys with a smaller tool. But everything about it feels great. And can especially feel it when they breed you.

Like someoen else says a true bottom should not be cocerned with the cock size. I'm not saying every guy is like this too but I've taken lots of dick so I have a general idea. Then again just could be my area. My personal favorite are guys with average size dicks who can get it hard and keep it hard and know how to fuck.

Doesn't really matter the size of a man's tool. What matters more is that it can get and stay rock hard and the fucking skill. I've had some tops still stay rock hard after breeding me too. That's fucking hot..and then we usually go again.

boots and a vest...its a start

That's a very strong start. Boots are very important. It used to be that certain leather bars would not allow you in unless you had on leather. Because boots are a tad bit easier and more accessible for most boots are the first leather people get. Someone close to me passed down his boots to me and I loved them. The leather vest was the second thing that was passed down. Well actually I think the guy bought it since he wanted to make sure it fit me and I had it for pride.

You are off to a great start. Maybe chaps are a good thing to go for next. But I hear some tops saying they like bottoms with a harness. Fun for fucking I suppose

Once more..

Please don't get mad mods or posters. The breeding I took today..I tried to post the pictures for it but it wouldn't let me because I uploaded too many in my first post. So this is for my breeding today which is my last load. Sorry if it's considered spam >_>"...

Today..before I started doing what I was doing the guy told me how fucking horny he was. We made out a bit and he took me to a toolshed. I sucked his huge fat cock and loved it. I worshipped his cock and took all of it in my mouth and he fucked my face for a bit. He then pulled out and I bent over for him. He greased his cock with lube and then he pushed in. Fuck it felt so good and big and my hole opened up for him. He started fucking me and fucking me pretty hard. He had a day load saved up and he said it was going in my ass. He fucked me for a good bit and then he really started fucking me hard and rough and pounding my ass. I started to yell out but he told me to be quite since we were outside. I started to feel him get faster and faster and knew it was coming. He then fucked me really deep and came in my ass. Oh fuck it felt so good. I stood up and with his cock still in my ass I jacked off and came as his cock slipped out. We made out a bit and then I did what I was doing.

Before I left we both got horny again and this time we went to a tractor. I sucked him longer this time because I love sucking his fat hard cock. We then both got too horny and I bent over the tractor and felt his cock go in my ass. I could still feel the load he gave me a few hours ago in there so there was more lube. But damn it felt so good. He kept saying what a tight and hot ass I had and how wet my ass and how good it felt. He really fucked me and I kept begging him to pound me and fuck my ass. I felt his cum inside gushing around and his cock was so big and fat that my insides were filled. I begged him and moaned for him to breed me because I was going into overload. Then I felt him pick up his pace and he jackhammered my ass and I felt his cock fill me up as he pounded away. Once he emptied his balls he pulled out and I felt the cum in my ass. He went to go get me a towel and I took out my phone and tried to take a picture of my cummy hole. Did not do a good job. He came back and he took the pictures while I spread my ass.

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Please note I don't normally ever post pictures from a hook up like this. I usually save them and use them for dating profiles or my other profile. So this is sort of a rare thing and not to be expected in the future. It was part of the story though and although I'd make a horrible writer and bore people with stories I do enjoy every element to a good story or experience. These help enhance that .

Still..saturday night should have really been the night to take loads. But like a good bottom I'll do my best to surpass loads this week. If nothing else I'll try to get guys to gang bang me and definitely get double fucked. I need to do that again

Hehe.

So on friday I met a guy in Athens, GA. We talked back and forth a few times and he offered to pay gas for me to see him. He already knew I escorted and we already agreed it would not be for that. He talked to me before I was an escort. We originally talked about having other guys breed me or going to the gay campgrounds. Traffic was really bad though and I got out there later than intended so we decided not to. I was nervous of what to do when I met him because he was so damn cute and sexy. But after I got my senses back I instantly dropped to my knees like the good little bitch boy I am and nuzzled the bulge in his pants with my nose, mouth, and face and purred like a good bitch. He undid his belt and pulled out his cock. Sometimes the hottest thing ever is when you are on your knees and a top undoes their belt or unzips their zipper revealing their cock.

He pulled out his cock and I put my lips around it and took it and started sucking it and savoring his huge piece of meat. I then started to take it all the way down my throat and deepthroat him as he fucked my face. After a while he pulled me up and made out with me. Already naked he pushed me on the ground and on my belly. He got some of the boy butter in my bag and rubbed it against my ass and greased up his cock. He then pushed his bare, hard, raw, cock into my ass and I relaxed my ass allowing it in. Fuck it felt so big and he kept pushing it in til it was in all the way. Completely naked my body on his rug on the floor and on my belly he started fucking me. Damn it felt so good as he fucked me. He fucked me with in hard slow strokes and deep thrusts. He continued this until he got me on my knees and continued to fuck me in hard slow deep thrusts. He then told me to get on the bed. I got on all fours and he continued to fuck me. He gave me those long deep strokes again. I took a hit of poppers and started to feel my hole completely relax and surrendered to my lust and slut whore pig instincts and begged him to fuck and breed me like a bitch and he asked who's ass is this. I told him it's his ass. He then started to power fuck me and used faster and harder deep thrusts and I felt his hot hard cock go in and out of my ass so fast and I felt his balls slap my balls as he fucked my ass. He fucked me harder and told me he was cumming and I felt his cum fill my ass. He pushed in all the way and held it there and fucked me hard a few more times. Then he pulled out and told me to stay still. He took out his camera and took some pictures.

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I then rode his cock and sat on his dick and gyrated my ass on his cock and fucked myself until he came again. He was still hard. We fucked some more and then we took a break and I had a slice of pizza and we talked and he asked me more about me and we learned about out each other. Then we went to bed. The next morning we both woke up horny. While he was still half asleep I kissed him and then I went under the covers and sucked his dick. It was already hard he must have been starting to wake up. I kept sucking him and worshipping his dick and he said he wanted me ass. He lubed up his dick and shoved it in me. Fuck it hurt but it felt good. I took a big hit of poppers and let him fuck me. I was on my side so he had a lot more control of getting in my ass and I had a lot more control of squeezing my ass on his cock and tightening my ass muscles. Which I did. He bred me again. We were still horny so i got up on my knees and he entered behind me again and fucked my ass. Fuck his cock was so big and I already had that cum in me I felt so damn full. I was screaming him to breed me because being filled that much sends me into overload. He shot a huge load in my ass. He was about to take the picture but I told him to stop. The pictures he took were okay but my SGSII (Epic Touch 4G) takes better pictures. I did it in hawaii so I told him to use my camera. He pulled out and took some pictures.

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Only two came out good or maybe two was all he actually took. I would not realize until later how creamy white milky his cum was. I went to take a shower and when I came back we cuddled in bed, made out, and I sucked him. We both got horny and he fucked and bred me again. Another load and got messy again so I took another shower. This time I got dressed though because I had to go. We said goodbyes and he gave me the gas money and he told me that he wants to build more trust with me and get to know me. He made love to me more than really rough fucking and using my ass. I brought all my leather too and we did not use it. I have a feeling he probably gets really verbal and aggressive if he knows someone well. I thanked him and left...

I get what your asking. Does your bf not give it to you enough? What happened with me is I played safe with two guys I was involved with and after time went by trust was gained and I let them both bb and breed me. One of them stopped fucking me altogether though. He just lost the urge or interest. The other we barely fucked. I was allowed to fuck on the side but always use condoms. It wasn't until after time kept passing that I began to crave raw cock.

If what you are asking is that you took too many loads and bare cock and can't stand not to get it you need to let your bf now. You either need to let him know you need more sex or see if you can open up the relationship. Men who try to pretend or settle for sex or their partner usually end up cheating because they want more, want something different, want change, or are tired of something. Because they are not able to be honest with their partner and talk to their partner about it either it usually blows up.

I knew one guy who had a partner who actually would take loads and cock at truck stops or gas stations when he and his partner travelled. Never told his partner and the only way he got caught was because he left the computer or email open or something.

I know I'm not ready or wanting a monagmous relationship because first thing I'm really young. Second I love cock and cum. I love various cock and cum. I love having sex with different types of men. I'm probably either suited for a more different or interesting relationship or just being single for a while. And it's fine with me because I'm honest by myself.

I'll take 1000 loads during my life and If I ever meet a guy who is cool with it or finds it hot and for some reason we have perfect chemistry I'll be his partner, boy, or slave and take only his loads if everything is right about it.

So I don't think the number of bare cock or loads determine a relationship. It's more about what each person in the relationship desires or doesn't desire that prevents monogamy or challenges that.

the leather life is not just a fashion statement; it's a spiritual quest for the essence of male magickal energy. the number of men living it fulltime has always been small, in my opinion. in 30+ years of sexual exploration and expression, i've met maybe half a dozen total, including the 2 i currently know.

i think that the effect of AIDS on not just the gay population in total but also the leather subset cannot be overstated. to me it seems that by 1987 (when i turned 21), most of the older men i knew were dead, half of the guys 10 years older were dying, and about a quarter of guys my age were getting sick. seems like everyone else was driven underground.

i spent my 20s burying people. when a population changes that much that fast, much is lost. old rules and traditions are not upheld, and new ideas come in.

I understand it's not just a fashion statement. But here is the thing though. You burried people and you knew lots of people who died from AIDS and the effect it had on the community as a whole. More then others might know or realize. Yet still you bareback.

I thought it would be a slap in the face at first to all the leathermen who came before and died from AIDS or those who knew people who died. It seems like bbing would be the last thing someone who experienced the AIDS period or who knows about it would do. I don't know your reasons for it but despite the fact that older gay leathermen I know remember people who died during that time period and buried some friends and went through that doesn't stop me. I don't think that makes me selfish but I'm not ignorant at least. I'm not doing it to spite anyone or to ignore information, knowledge, and safety about condom use and AIDS and the prevention of it. It's just something I really fucking enjoy and something that I won't stop doing. But I am aware of the risks and understand them and accept the risks and responsibility. By doing that at least I don't think it's a disgrace to those who died of AIDS.

Interestingly enough I have met a leather man recently who does seem to be very knowledgable of old guard and does bb. He was trained as a boy and slave originally first. Something that I don't see too often. Most tops claim to be 100% top even if they have never been a slave or bottom before. Whether they really believe that or they just never got the chance old guard tops believe you had to at least have been a bottom or slave at one point and trained or served as one to understand the bottoms perspective and to be a really good TOP or DOM.

But it just meant the world to me meeting a leatherman who has old guard knowledge and background and who barebacks boys with no problem and who really showed lots of care, lust, aggression, and control when he used me. It gives me hope and faith that one I can be a good and strong leatherboy even though I bareback and will become poz one day. And too I will be accepted by some type of leathermen out there and maybe even a community. Even though BB is so forbidden in some areas. I want to be as open and honest about it as possible.

AHHHH I finally did it. Finally had sex in a truckers sleeper cab. It was half of one but still counts. Found a trucker on mancunt who (lol love that..mancunt) was in town for the night. We talked and decided to hook up and I'd visit him at the truck stop he is at. I did ask in advance about bb and he said he doesn't normally do it and he has condoms and lube. I told him I always bareback. I told him my status (tested neg 3-4 weeks ago) and he told me he was neg. He said we'll see on the bbing.

Well going to the truck stop was exciting. It was a Pilot so not too big but just the fact that I was finally going to have a trucker do me in a sleeper made me precum like mad. We decided to meet inside the pilot gas station first. I was nervous waiting for him. Saw a shit load of cops around and security. But I was wearing my desert storm boots, dark blue jeans, and my tennessee sweater. I'm also not really fem looking so I figured I'd be okay. I saw him in his leather jacket. Damn he looked hot. Older guy clean shaven but cute as hell. I was somewhat happy that we planned to meet instead of me cruising the trucks having no idea how it's done.

We passed through the truckers door area to the outside trucker area with no problem. We talked and walked on the way and learned a bit about him. He told me about trucker life and different things he could and couldn't do and I found it interesting. He is a cool guy. His sleeper was somewhat small but the bed was pretty big and he had lights around the bed area and a main overhead light that was blue. We cuddled and kissed and he started calling me boy, getting verbal, feeling and fingering my ass and making me squirm and moan. I sucked his cock which was fucking huge. A little bigger then 9 inches. He kept telling me to deepthroat it..gotten so much better at that and I had him fully hard in no time. We made out a little more and I told him I'd be a good boy. He told me to be a good boy and ride his dick.

He asked if I wanted it bare or condoms. Guess which one I chose? He lubed his dick and I lubed my hole and I took a hit of poppers and we made out while his dick slid into me which made it much hotter and slip in easier. Fuck it was so hot I loved riding his dick and humping my ass on it. I've gotten pretty good at riding cock. Rocked my ass back and forth for a while, switched to lifting my ass and thrusting it back on his dick a few times, and then leaned back and gyrated my ass on his dick and rode it. And I'm not even a swimmer!

He told me to take another hit of poppers and he is going to put me on my back and really fuck me and fuck me deep. I took another hit and I was on my back and I felt his dick go into me even more than I thought possible. I was thinking, "Oh shit he's gotten harder..thank god I took 2 hours to clean myself out" and I felt it sink it completely. He fucked me more slow and deep then fast and hard. Not something I'm quite used to but I loved it and really felt him fuck me. He told me he was going to fill my ass and I that got my hornier and I talked slutty and verbal to him degrading myself like I normally do. He started with one load then he fucked me some more and shot another load in and then another. I couldn't believe that he could breed me that fast and after immediately cumming too.

He told me we would take a break and as soon as he pulled out I sucked his cock clean. I told him a good boy always cleans the tops cock. Never been taught that just know that good bottoms do that and I strive to be the best. I forgot I actually came while he was still in me. That was pretty hot too.

After some more talking and getting to know each other we got back to fucking. This time no lube he just shoved his dick in me and I relaxed allowing my hole to open up and take him. He fucked me doggy style this time. Oh fuck it felt so hot and my ass felt so full with all that cum and his 9 inches in me. He started fucking me with a great rhythm and I could feel his balls slapping my balls. Fuck that's hot. Then he really started to fuck me and he told me he was going to breed my pussy. Fuck that got me excited. I jacked off and came and he came in me. Fuck my ass tightened up and sort of hurt after that. But he continued to fuck me even though my ass was probably overfilled at that point. He kept fucking me doggy style and he bred me again. This time I layed flat on my belly as he was about to cum and he pushed all the way in and kept fucking me. He popped out after that but he was still fucking hard. I told him to put it back in me and he just shoved it back in. Fuck it hurt a little but I'm starting to like fucks that hurt after I'm sore anyways. But damn that full feeling of his 9 inch going back into me and the loads in me. Fuck it's intense. One last time he fucked me doggy style and bred me again. After that we made out, cuddled, and talked some more and I sort of napped on him for a bit.

I left after I woke up and walking back and seeing the huge trucks everywhere is amazing. Trucks of different sizes and colors. I tried to look for guys but did not see any. I was sort of hoping to try to get another trucker. The guy warned me though that the truckstop he was at isn't the best for cruising. So i walked back to the back entrance where the truckers go into. I thought about what he told me. About how the way I'm dressed and look I could pass for a trucker. But I could have also walked around the back and walked in front. I thought that would be kinda pussy to do though and pointless. I walked back in no problem. I had to go to the bathroom bad though to piss. I kept the loads in me.

Probably a little off topic but I have to admit it's pretty cool seeing the cbt radios, bluetooth stuff, and all the electronics and chargers in a gas station like that. I know it's geekish of me but in some ways some of the stuff they have is better then a lot of stores. I thought about going to the shower area but earlier when I went in I heard the lady say something like "number 70 shower is ready" so I think they might keep track of it. Not worth getting in trouble like that. I did see a wall of cards though for trucking jobs. Me and the top trucker talked before and I guessed that trucking jobs aren't probably ideal as people think because of the restrictions, limitations, and lack of freedom by the employer. He said some are and some aren't and that it doesn't pay as much as it used to. I did take one card though something about an app for lots of trucker locations and areas and things that interest truckers. Nothing sexual but wouldn't hurt.

I have been kinda thinking about it though. It would probably be more fun to travel with a trucker though. Well maybe someday. But glad I finally got my trucker/sleeper/truckstop urge fulfilled.

*looks at checklist*..lets see what's left is bathroom sex in a truck stop gas station, rest area, trucker hopping, gang banged by truckers, fucked outdoors in a woodsy area one on one and with others, in a plane, in a boat, and etc. Still have lots of things left to do. But strawberry plains. Someday I'll go there. I did learn more about cruising trucker sleepers too and how it's somewhat easier than I thought but also risky with security. But I know I can pull it off now. Just have to find the right truckstop or cruise a trucker in the area first.

Hehe thanks guys. Took 6 loads tonight from one guy. Was hot as fucking hell. I forgot to mention last thursday that I met a top at a hotel. Someone I knew was also there who did not tell me he was going to be there. Good guy at least. Brave top accidently cut himself on a piece of glass that he stepped on and even after that was able to fuck me and keep going. I sucked him for a little bit and he spanked me, punched me, choked me, and did some foreplay until he said he had to have my ass. He fucked me for a bit but he had to take a call because someone called him. The other guy who was there I knew and he started fucking me for a bit. When the top came back he pulled out. The top then told my friend that he had 5 counts to put his dick in me. The other guy got nervous and was trying to and the top said, "oops sorry *insert sarcastic voice*" and pushed him out of the way and proceeded to fuck me.

..This man. He fucked hard and fast and damn he felt so fucking good in me. He pulled out a few times all the way just to shove it back in several times. He really abused my hole. He came multiple times while fucking me and pretty fast and was able to pick up and go again. He bred me about 4 times at first and we took a quick break. Then getting ready for bed he asked if my ass was sore. I told him it was and he asked if I wanted more. I told him I did. He told me I was a good pig boy and shoved his dick back in me and started to fuck me again. My ass really hurt but I did not care I wanted his cock and loads too much. He bred me about 2 or 3 more times til I had to tell him we have to stop *shot* because I was tired and had to get up for work in the morning. He understood and we went to bed.

One of the only times I've ever had to tell a top to stop. But sleep+work is legitimate. Gotta have gas money to travel to fun tops

I'm able to take so many loads now and hook up with guys because I admitted to myself I'm a fucking bareback slut faggot bottom whore who loves raw dick up my ass and loves loads. I don't care what type of load it is I fucking love loads. I'm fortunate to also be young and alright looking (boyish cute at least) so that helps. But I also am near the city and tons of opportunities to take loads and raw dick. I also know exactly what I want even at this age and I go for it with confidence, excitement, and anticipation. There are still more things I want to do though

Not always available so been a while since I posted and was able to.

Last saturday was the best. I hooked up with a very influential leather top nearby. I was late though and he was pissed but he was so fucking hot and had a hard leather man attitude. I serviced him, did a little foreplay and he bent me over and fucked me. Damn his dick was great, thick, and just felt so fucking perfect. I loved how he fucked me until he bred me. After he bred me once he took me over to his cross and had me position myself against it. He flogged me, hard with a latex flogger. It hurt and not being used to any type of bdsm play in a while was very new to me. I wasn't able to take it completely but I tried. He leaned in at points to rub and kiss me and play with my hole. He then flogged my ass for a bit and got me and him both horny. He also took a riding crop to my ass and balls. I sucked him some more and did some more foreplay and he put me on my back and fucked me this time. Again it was so hot and I was basically begging for it which turned him on. After he bred me we said goodbye to each other.

Next encounter was at a sex club. Had a guy come into a room with me and he kept groping and grabbing my ass so I pulled my pants down. His cock was rock hard and thick and he used a little lube and shoved it into my ass. Again, he wasn't the type to go easy he just kept fucking me and I had to take it. Damn it felt good. He bred me two times. Got bred by another guy who was pretty hot. And then someone else who I was eyeing and who eyed me finally got together and went into a room. He was about to put on a condom but I told him I don't use condoms I take it bare. He shoved his dick up my ass and fucked me and I begged for his load and he gave it to me. So I had 5 or 6 loads in me and did not empty any of them. It was so fucking hot.

I actually hung out with that last guy who bred me at a bar for a while. He's a pretty cool guy. But I stayed out wayyy too late that saturday and got sick on sunday and monday. Tuesday I felt a little better but took the opportunity to rest a bit. 100% back now.

Ready to get some more loads this week or definitely this weekend

Not always available so been a while since I posted and was able to.

Last saturday was the best. I hooked up with a very influential leather top nearby. I was late though and he was pissed but he was so fucking hot and had a hard leather man attitude. I serviced him, did a little foreplay and he bent me over and fucked me. Damn his dick was great, thick, and just felt so fucking perfect. I loved how he fucked me until he bred me. After he bred me once he took me over to his cross and had me position myself against it. He flogged me, hard with a latex flogger. It hurt and not being used to any type of bdsm play in a while was very new to me. I wasn't able to take it completely but I tried. He leaned in at points to rub and kiss me and play with my hole. He then flogged my ass for a bit and got me and him both horny. He also took a riding crop to my ass and balls. I sucked him some more and did some more foreplay and he put me on my back and fucked me this time. Again it was so hot and I was basically begging for it which turned him on. After he bred me we said goodbye to each other.

Next encounter was at a sex club. Had a guy come into a room with me and he kept groping and grabbing my ass so I pulled my pants down. His cock was rock hard and thick and he used a little lube and shoved it into my ass. Again, he wasn't the type to go easy he just kept fucking me and I had to take it. Damn it felt good. He bred me two times. Got bred by another guy who was pretty hot. And then someone else who I was eyeing and who eyed me finally got together and went into a room. He was about to put on a condom but I told him I don't use condoms I take it bare. He shoved his dick up my ass and fucked me and I begged for his load and he gave it to me. So I had 5 or 6 loads in me and did not empty any of them. It was so fucking hot.

I actually hung out with that last guy who bred me at a bar for a while. He's a pretty cool guy. But I stayed out wayyy too late that saturday and got sick on sunday and monday. Tuesday I felt a little better but took the opportunity to rest a bit. 100% back now.

Ready to get some more loads this week or definitely this weekend

I was at a sex party a few weeks ago. There was this really hot top there with a thick 9-10 inch cock. I had been fucked a few times already and bred so I thought I could handle it. I did well at first. Took it like a pro. But then the fucking went on longer than I had planned. My head was pinned against the wall and his hands were firmly on my hips. I couldn't get away. I thought "sweet baby Jesus if I survive this with my hole intact, I promise not to ever mess with this guy again". Well he finished drilling my hole and found his next victim. Even the gaping hole bottoms were gasping afterwards. So yes I had all I could handle. I wonder if he has a bf. I'd have to sleep facing him.

Yeah, I know that feeling now. A top that fucked me once fucked me after my hole was sore and he bench pressed me down and my arms down so I literally could not move. All I could do was take that man's fucking and wait for his load to breed me. But damn that was intense. I have a guy who wishbones my ass sometimes too. Never had a guy split me like that before and pull my legs apart that far. I can take it but the first time it surprised the fuck out of me and I was off guard. It's still a little challenging sometimes but I know what to expect at least.

Not everyone goes online or offline for a dump n go. Some people do want a little more substance from a top and a bit more. But sometimes you just want a top to fucking use you and go to.

I think a majority of tops do want to satisfy the bottom they are using too. At the same time some like to push the bottoms limits or take it farther then the bottom intended.

I used to turn down tops when I knew I couldn't or would not have time to clean out. That was a little before I started bbing. I made the mistake of going out once without cleaning myself out and figuring I was good. Never made that mistake again and never will. I won't let a top fuck me if I haven't taken care of things back there.

I have adjusted my diet and douche at once a day but usually twice a day. That way If I get a text or call or I am out and about and I am into someone or they are into me I am good to go. I have a little portable douche too for on the go. Not as good as a shower shot but gets the job done if I don't have access to a shower shot. But really, maintaining a good diet and douching regularly does wonders.

But it's been sort of slow recently and I've been lax on cleaning and lax on what I eat. That will change this weekend though. Maybe it's also that as a bottom I wanted a day or two off from getting fucking and having to worry about the procedures and what to eat and what not to eat. But now I'm back into the swing of things. Well that and my hole was healing..

I've been taking loads in my hole since my very first time being fucked, I loved it from day one, love how it feels when a guy erupts in me, and I can feel him in me, and its so hot to push some out and taste him too. I haven't knowingly taken poz cock yet in my hole, sucked and swallowed a poz guy, and let him finger me hard but wouldn't let him breed me, even though I wanted to. Now I have this black guy who is poz with an AMAZING big black cock and I really want to have him rape my hole and breed my cunt deep. Nervous though, he is undetectable though. Idk if I want the bug, but it makes me so hard to think of him planting his toxic seed in me! Any comments? Syracuse, NY here if anyone is near.

The first question is when were you last tested? If you have been taking unknown loads since you first got fucked and it's been a few months or so that ups your chances. I'll admit even when I first started taking loads I was rather cautious. I did a few times where I did not ask or care about the guy's status but kept asking others for their neg status. I recently got tested and it came back negative. Before I got tested though I was taking so many loads and never asked or cared about the guys status. The way I see it is this.

First, you should do your own research on AIDS/HIV/STDS before you go bare. It also never hurts to talk to poz or undetectable guys. Undetectable guys have lower viral loads.

But in all honesty if you really take a certain number of unknown loads then it's quite stupid to not take a poz load. It's really just trying to comfort yourself saying "oh I'd never take a poz load" when you probably already have. I don't think that's quite bug chasing i think that's just realizing and admitting to yourself that it's going to happen. It can happen when it happens and doesn't have to be immediate. But at the very least medication is cheaper, effects aren't nearly as bad, and living longer and happy and being HIV+ now is possible.

I will admit I actually am leaning more towards maybe wanting to be poz now. I wouldn't mind it if I met a hot or fun guy and we really liked each other I would definitely want to take his poz load and be prouder if he pozzed me up. But at the same time if a poz guy wants to fuck me now and he's hot I don't mind taking his load. Because I've taken so many loads I'd rather be honest about the load I take and admit to myself that I don't really give a fuck about status.

I don't blame you for wanting to be a pig and taking every load too. I think most bottoms want that. I think being poz might help with that. But then again there are probably others out there who do that and don't even know their status. I guess people will do what they want to do and some will be honest about it and honest with themselves. That's probably really all what it comes down to.

Just curious about how often bottoms on here actually meet a top (or maybe versatile or fellow bottom brothers) that push your limits as a bottom and challenge you. For some..maybe most it's easy to just hook up with a top bend over and take a fuck and a load. Some use no lube, some use spit, some use lube and poppers.

Some are comfortable and proficient with toys, fists, fingers, and etc. Some are not. Some bottoms have tight holes some have loose holes. Some bottoms can take any amount of pain some cannot. I think you get the point.

I just wonder if there is a point where every hook up just becomes similar even regulars or random tricks and it's just fucking, sucking, and breeding. Because it's almost normal and you do it a lot you start to think you are extremely skilled as a bottom and maybe not the best but damn good and maybe not too much room for improvement.

Then out of nowhere one guy happens to fist, use toys, stretch hole, push limits, or just do something that makes you go, "Shit, I thought this would be easier or" "fuck I wasn't able to handle that."

I used to use toys and butt plugs to train my hole. That stopped shortly but I still remember hole relaxing techniques and breathing. I used to never clean myself out when I was much much younger but barely got fucked so it did not matter. I used to not need or use poppers but now sometimes I enjoy them and do. I used to not be able to deepthroat and suck dick very well but now I'm a hell lot better then I used to be. I'll admit I'm not profiecent with toys.

But saturday night what I thought would be normal fucks ended up using my hole. Two guys at a sex club. One fucked me pretty rough and had a good size dick but I enjoyed it and was able to take it. And I suspected this but if a top just "pops" into a bottoms ass it probably stretches it out more and roughs it up a bit more as opposed to a bottom relaxing to take it. Big brazilian bear top bent me over and I pointed out the lube and he ignored it. Man just spit on his dick a little and shoved it up my ass. I told him to ease in slower and give me a second to relax and he ignored me. He pushed in fully and I felt the dick pop in my ass and he fucked my ass and roughed it up and spanked me a few times too. After taking a brutal pounding when he came he bite my neck and shoulder FUCKING HARD. Surprised the bastard didn't draw blood. He then bred my ass and I said my goodbyes to him. Don't mind biting but never had it that fucking hard.

And to put the cherry on it (or more like take the cherry) I left so suddenly because of friend of mine was nearby and wanted to fuck me. He also said he had a friend. His friend was a cute young cub. I sucked both of their cocks and took turns getting fucked by them and sucking the other. My ass was pretty worn out from the rough brazilian bear but I still took their cocks. Then the older top stated he was going to double fuck me. After two failed attempts I figured it wasn't going to happen and my ass was pretty sore anyways. As I sat on the cubs dick and was enjoying clenching my ass on it the older top pushed his dick inside me. It wasn't like before when one slipped out and I did not feel it. He was fully hard and forced his way inside my ass. I screamed and yelped in pain. He covered my mouth and told me to shut the fuck up and take it. Then again, he said that pretty much every time I made any noise. Fucking hot.

After being doublefucked for the first time ever they both came in me and they were spent and I was beyond exhausted. As for today I took a fuck from a versatile buddy of mine. I noticed there was sharp pain in my ass when he fucked me but I took it anyways and his load. And after cleaning myself out I still noticed it was sore. After one buddy flaked on me I decided to hook up with a top I've hooked up with before. He used to worry me because he's poz but not anymore. He fucked me and damn it hurt every time he put his dick inside me but I did my best to take it. After painfully taking the fucks he jerked his dick off and when he was about to come shoved his dick and forced it up my ass and bred me. It hurt like hell but it was fucking hot.

I notice sometimes too if I take multiple loads it seems like the loads that are in my ass sort of make the next guy who fucks me a bit of a rougher fuck back there.

So basically, I learned that if a guy pops in my ass instead of letting me relax that wears out my ass faster and pushes my limits more as a bottom. In some ways though..I did kinda like getting fucked with my ass sore and hurting.

So besides the totally relevant story that was completely unnecessary but just felt like doing because I like to share what limits do you have or when was the last time a top really challenged or tested your skill as a bottom and made you realize you need work in an area or motivated you to improve.

I definitely want to improve and have my ass be able to handle more. It's too good of an ass to waste

I've started to make lots of friends in town who are willing to host tricks of mine and either just host or join in. But guys prefer you to host if they can't host. That and friends can't always be home to host.

I have started saying bath house or bookstore and some have agreed to doing that. Haven't actually done that yet. Ironically, almost every time I have gone to bookstore or near sex club area some horny older straight daddy jacks his dick in the car and I end up blowing him and riding his cock while he is in the drivers seat in a parking lot area. Or sometimes driving to another low lit area.

Would fucking love to do much more public places. But not being able to host sucks.

It's pretty stupid but thanks to this thread I finally realized to stop being a dumbass. I just simply unchecked safe sex only on mancunt. I don't have the balls to put up "raw only" on non bbrt websites. But it's a step in the right direction. Thanks guys

I'm getting to the point where I am closer to becoming an no loads refused bottom. Recently there has been some guys where I just want them to fuck me so I can take their load and not really caring about the fuck as much. I know that if a guy is whoring me out to other men I don't have any criteria myself for the type of guys I want to fuck me.

As for personally, I still do have guys I prefer to fuck me over others. I think every bottom will always have a preference. But the no loads bottoms probably just take any and every load. It seems like hooking up and sex loses the lust and energy if you have no preference or care who fucks you.

But then again I'm now like, "Yeah got fucked and took a load tonight". And questions like "Was it bare", "did he shoot in you", "how old was he" "what was he like" "what was his status" and etc. just seem to be redundent. Most know I prefer older guys, I don't use condoms EVER anymore. Have turned down tops, of course he shot in me once a top gets in my ass they want to get off in it, don't give a fuck about his status, he was a top who fucked me..that's what he was like, and etc.

It just seems that I can say stuff like that so calmly like getting fucked at least once a night and taking a load is just a normal thing now.